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Misc Thoughts - Start Blogging on 30th Oct 2009 at 6.30pm – 30th Oct 2009 at 7.15pm

Well I was having sinus in the morning hence I postpone blogging. Since I am feeling better I shall start blogging at Mac, though there’s no internet for me to post it immediately, but having a laptop is what I hoped to have. Cuz the mind is something so special that it just came to me like some thoughts all of a sudden, but if I did not managed to jot them down some where, any minute from how the thought came, will just be gone unknowingly. Just like dreaming, u can have any kind of dreams, be it nightmare, or sweet dreams.

The moment when u dream of it, u will wake up remembering it, but as the day goes by, due to other things which moves on, and the past becomes further and further from present. You will not be able to rmb it, unless something by chance occurred that reminds u of it, like conversation or the things u do. Sounds profound but I am not able to relay the message well. So in simple, I just wan to comment, I am relief to be able to just type them down when ever such valuable thoughts come into my mind, with my laptop around.

However, the bad things are, its such a troublesome to carry such heavy things as I travel.. Its really heavy n sometimes its best to just go out of the house without carrying anything in your hands. Another thing was, the mind is working almost 24 hours all the time, especially mine, but laptop is something I cannot be carrying it around or using it for 24 hours, as the batt will be flat or it will be real heated up.

For instance, just last night when I came home from outside with my laptop, I was bathing n this things just came into my mind and i can’t possibly stop wat I am doing and blog it down. Besides it also depends on mood, like in the morning. Anyway that’s all I wanna blabber about this nonsense..

Hmm shall talk about some updates about my MBS stuffs. Its really driving me insane.. Until then, they still could not confirm with me when training starts and I really have problem finding temp jobs while waiting cuz I have to tell them an exact date when I can commit my temp jobs until. Cuz of my side not being able to show commitment, many job offer turns me down.

But nevertheless, I am beginning a short term assignments of 2 weeks next mon. Its very lowly paid, but I am getting breathless with lots of bills to clear n expenses tighted up until my neck.. Only $6 per hour, 9am – 6pm, located at Tiong Bahru Industrial Area. However the only good thing about this job is, I dun have to wear formal to work.. The real bad thing was, this agency have a very bad practice, bad in a sense for me..

The cut of date is every 5th of the month and pay will only be received on the 12th of each month. I started work on 2th Nov, which means I only can get my pay for this job on the 12th of Dec. Wow that’s gonna be pretty long… Besides I am definitely sure that my saving won’t be able to last until so long.. The most tricky part was, I have a big quarrel on n off wif my mum.. Of cuz borrowing $ from her is impossible, not to say about quarreling with her..

I really can’t wait to get my 1st pay from MBS.. But until now, I only received emails from them recently, telling me to do this do that again.. So many things to do n settle.. Just yesterday I received an email, asking me to go to SingPost to get a credit report sent to me to my email and forward to them for Security Background Checks.Well as I have been using fast cash advance with my credit cards n only paying the minimal amount each month, I am worried I will be forfeited for this job..

Just hope everything goes well n I can start work soon. Its not like I will cheat the company or casino money cuz I am really out of cash zzz. But of cuz, who would have believe me? All I have to do is, to be truthful and never break any trust out of any 1. Even if I am poor n have no $, I live my life honestly, I earn my pay without cheating. All I hope was to start my full time job immediately!!!.

Well its no over yet. Though I have sent the Credit Report over, but not long ago while I was watching Nightmare On Elm Street 3 halfway, I received call from the Security Dept of MBS again. i tot they have confirmed the date of training, ended up its sound background check again..Asking me to give phone Numbers of my past employers.. Hence I gave him and once again, the uncertain waiting time cont..

Oh ya next thing was, since mac was closing early last nite, hence I decided to go for a jog again. It sure was killing me. Its been week since I last jog. My muscles are killing me now wif all those aches. Well last nite was alright, cuz I have music with me while I was jogging, and have done some push ups n stomach exercises.. Its really hard to slim down at such age, but just hope I can slim down a little.

Sigh..Mon’s job location is really so far away.. but anyway, just do it.. Its been a long time since I went to a cinema n watch a movie, there’s 1 movie I think I have to catch it. Michael Jackson’s This is it. My music idol. Shall pull William to watch it with me, but I doubt he would want to watch.. I just hope my down life be over real soon..Can’t rmb wat else I have to blog but I shall end it here ba..

bubbles of sadness.