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Updates from 27th Dec – 29th Dec, Sun – Tue. (Start blogging on 29th Dec 10.22pm)

Its almost to the mid of the week only, but I have decided to start my blog again, since it’s the festive season n I do not wish to squeeze everything into 1 week and had a hard time blogging all of them down. Hmm I am on the process of changing almost everything of my blog format, which gonna take quite some time for it to be completed, depending on how fast Jason Bear can assist me with tat. After its changed, my blog add might changed a little, hence those who finally found my blog link, will have to find it again.

Sunday 27th Dec

Well I received an sms in the morning, which turns me off, esp at a time when I am single.. The sms reminds me exactly of my pass r/s, cuz the words used was exactly the same as wat we used. “Dearie muacks. I love you. Happy Anniversary.” What’s there to be happy about when I dun have any Anniversary to look forward to? Honestly speaking, I dun understand how come ppl can sms or call a no, whom they have been using very frequently, esp someone very close to them, can actually dial it wrongly?

I dun have such prob at all.. This could just be 1 reason, tat if you really have put ur heart to love a person whole heartedly, such mistake would nv have occurred.. Anyway I replied coolly, notifying the person tat have entered a wrong no, n worst still.. Reply came shortly wif a sorry, and guess wat’s next? I guessed This person actually called back to check my voice n then hang up the phone with my slply voice, ‘helloing’ like a mad man..

Anyway, I online to complete my blog n put in the photos until my niece n nephew came n I played with them a while, b4 heading to the arcade with my laptop. Saw NB there n played wif him awhile b4 he asked me to company him to kfc to eat. Another time eating kfc unhappily, cuz the guy whom noes wat I want is not working tat nite and NB said that he wan me to share the buddy meal wif him..

Having him assured me tat he noes how to order, I leave things to him.. Ended up, it came back wif a rib in disguised.. Well I dun mind the drumstick since I noe its impossible to get all thigh, but yet it’s a rib for the other.. After which, we headed back to arcade to company him play, well something happening occurred in the arcade again, tat caught many guys attention.

Well yes its none other than tat beautiful looking , young but mature lady, with a very nice n sexy figure in the arcade. She dressed in pink spaghetti stripe, showing her cleavage, with a mini jean skirt. Attractive is 1 thing, but wat’s special to me about this ger was the order half tat she entered the arcade with. She’s always change a diff partner entering the arcade with her, playing the basketball machine wif her.

Everyone cfm will be looking at her assets when she’s throwing the basketball. Well her score was really astonishing, but I guess its always playing it tat’s y can score so well. She’s even better than wil in tat game, looking at the basketball entering the basket. Another factor was tat she was 1 of my arcade frd’s ex gf, but to think of it, its fortunate tat my frd is not wif her anymore la. She’s too open n flirt, even though she really have the beauty..

Not only tat, each time she comes wif a new guy, it seems tat they won’t be holding hands nor hugging at all. I noticed the guy wan to hold like dun wan to hold like tat, as well as putting his hands around her waist. Can c tat the ger forbids her to do so. Some ppl r so weird, dun allow their r/s to be disclosed in the public, but in private, life is so complicated.

Wat’s there to hide abt ur r/s? I always hate those kind of underground r/s, being kept in the dark, not allowed to surface. Its not as if they are superstars, which the manager forbids the r/s to be disclosed, but even if tis is so, I believed tat when u truly love a person, u shldn’t be putting the person u love, any sense of insecurity or hurt. Otherwise, its no point being tog…

After that, I headed to mac to watch 2 movies straight. 1st is Saw 2, followed by a Chinese vampire movie, “Gan Shi Xian Sheng” After watching halfway, wil came back from his work to find me, so tat he can eat.. After which he left, while I complete my movie n go home.. Saw 2 is nice, but since I have watched b4, dun wish to talk about the review.

As for this Chinese movie, I nv knew tat such movie actually exist b4. The pretty ger whom I like, acted in ‘date with vampire’ as Ma Xiao Ling, is in this movie as well. Its nice to c her on screen, but not sure if her actual person is as beautiful or not. She’s the kind of ger whom I like haha. Who doesn’t have fetish for idols? If I got a chance to choose an idol as my wife, she’s in my list.

But overall the movie, so so only la.. Not very scary at all, but quite comical.. A normal movie..

Monday 28th Dec

I woke up late as usual, rotting at home, since I have no work to do.. Think I chatted with a few of my frds in msn n next year, I’m considering going to Batam to visit an overseas frd. But I have nv travel alone b4, so I bit scared cuz nv been Batam b4, dunno wat its like. Anyway c how it goes. Supposed to go Jason Bear house in the afternoon, but since its raining suddenly, I got quite lazy..

End up I drag until late afternoon, b4 I picked up my lazy butt to go his hse. I’m surprised tat his hse is some where near the sight of my hse. It’s the 1st time I went his hse, tat’s y.. Hmm ended up, his internet for the day was unexpectedly lag.. so didn’t managed to get much things done, but he roughly noes what I wanted for my new blog. So only stayed a few hours at his hse, cuz he told me tat he got a dinner date suddenly…

So ended up, I left his hse ard 6.30+ n headed to SP to meet wil n ben for dinner as they have told me earlier tat ben is coming down. So when ben is ard, means its cards game.. Well I dunno wat’s wrong, but its as usual a losing streak for me again.. But this time I am not the biggest loser, n the victim goes to ben again.. Poor thing.. Ben always tease wil tat he pray b4 coming out of the hse..

Frankly speaking, I really can’t believe his luck can be so gd suddenly.. Dunno to believe or not, ben has fan tai shui this yr, tat its gonna be a bad yr, n he have been losing thru out the yr.. Last yr wasn’t so bad for him, so tt’s the reason y his credit shoot up so high. Wa, I think if tat yr I fan tai shui, I better dun play, haha else I end up like him. After which, we call it a day, cuz ben have to catch last bus home.

Tuesday 22th Dec

As usual I woke up around 12pm+, as last nite I couldn’t slp as I was caught in the thoughts of my past. Yup at times u just think about ur past, the memories, the happy as well as the sad.. Just makes a person couldn’t slp. I have many slpless nites ever since the day when I officially declared our separation. It was painful those days were n I have to overcome them all alone by myself..

Today was a terrible day in the afternoon cuz I have a quarrel wif my mum again.. its not as though a quarrel la, but just the usual stuffs, keeping quiet and enduring her temper just becuz she’s not in a gd mood. Tat’s 1 thing which I really hated about my mum.. I dislike ppl throwing their temper on others, just becuz they were not in a gd mood.. Then she’ll start to scold about many other things, which she can think of..

4 instance, its only few days I did not work already, n this kind of thing she also can scold me.. Its not my fault when the IR starting date has been postpone.. Its not my fault when I need time to find another new temp assignments. Now is the festive season.. I called my agency, she also told me tat she’ll help me on Mon, cuz festive season, where got company got mood to work so hard?

Its not as if I wan to stay at home n rot lo..Some times I rather stay out of the hse.. I rather work, then to stay at home n let her throw her temper on me when she’s moody.. Tat’s 1 of the reason I dun like to stay at home.. Sometimes I really have such thinking tat I wish to rent a room outside to stay by myself, since I couldn’t feel the warmth in the family..When IR Starts, I felt like doing so..

Find any frd’s who is much nearer to my work place, cuz of the shift work nature tat I dun have transport if I have the nite shift, since transport is not able to claim at all.. Best is find a gf nearer n stay wif her haha. At least I can feel the warmth n slp comfortably. Anyway just crapping nonsense la..

Well recently I get to noe a video guide on something interesting, understanding both partners emotional feelings better. Its really educational to me n I can’t wait to share with my love 1 in future haha. I am selfish, so not gonna reveal much about this information.

Well afterwards, I prepared n headed out to sp to wait for Merrymint to contact me as we are having dinner tog at cwp.. She was late, so we headed to ichiban to eat initially, but cuz the queue was so long n we dun have much time to eat, tot of gg to swensens. Since also crowded, ended up in Jack’s Place. 1 of the place which only my ex brings me to eat tog wif.

I am honoured to have her treat me, but I shld treat her back in future when I am survive this financial crisis. I showed her my photo collections in my laptop, esp my cute nieces n nephew. I nv expect her to prepare a Christmas gift for me, so I did not prepare anything for her. Think have to find something to give back her in rtn. It’s a cute teddy bear, which she bought it during genting?

She said got 2 kinds, 1 is evil de, the other 1 is “you3 Shan4” Kind hearted. She gave me the kind hearted de. Cuz was late for her work, so dinner was rushing n after tat we bid each other farewell n I went to run some errands for my mum at Eu Yan Sang n top up a value card at food court for her, b4 heading back to sp. So here I am blogging now n taking the pic of the cute bear, before watching my movie n maybe call it a day?

Stopped Blogging on 30th Dec at 12.08am

bubbles of sadness.