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Updates from 7th Dec – 12th Dec, Mon – Sat.

It’s a Sat nite, yet I decided to blog tonite instead of my usual Sun nite. Reason is because I realized that every time when I blog on sun, I tend to go home late. As a result, I am almost an hour late for my work as I tend to ‘glued’ onto my bed, reluctant to get up and prepare for work. Furthermore, I am getting sick lately as I was very tired.

Monday 7th Dec

I was very happy that my colleague commented that I have slimmed down as though I have shrunk. My belt and my pants has always been my witness as to how much I have slimmed down. Though physically, I am still unsatisfied with my overall figure, as though it has nv slim down at all. However, there’s a bad new the moment when I reached office.

My colleague told me tat the additional tube I have ordered has arrived, but I am running very low on my budget, worried whether I have enough budget to survive until my pathetic pay day. Supposedly she helped me order 3 more tubes, but since 1 of her frd wan it, she took a bottle from me n so I am left with 2 tubes. But anyway cuz I didn’t prepare the cash, I told her I will give her the next day.

So now I have 3 tubes at home, 1 I decided to leave it in office. So if merrymint wants the additional tube, I can let her have it as I have more than enough for myself at the time being. After work, I dunno y I seem to have short term memory perhaps due to my sick week, I can’t really rmb wat I did on Mon after work. Seems like my activities were all jumbled up n I am too sick to take down wat has happened on tat particular day.

If I am not mistaken, I met wil to company me for dinner, but ended up his bro came.. And he wanna join for cards tog.. Of cuz I have played with wil n his bro b4 n was not very contented with the game play. It seems like 2 against 1 tat kind of feeling. Cuz at the end of the game, if which ever side lose to each other, they won’t be counting at all. So its no point playing with them.

So I decided to play no brainer instead as playing other games, will be like quite unfair to me.. but nv expect tat his bro was so lucky tat he got a black Jack during 1 of his banker rounds, wif me having 4 sets while wil only have 2 sets..This means his bro won 252 in the single round.. Not only tat, but he keep winning us. But at the end of the game, will lost the most to him (188), while I lost 108 to him.

Since wil decided to transfer ben’s credit to his bro, I did the same.

Tuesday 8th Dec

1 of my colleague went overseas trip to Thailand, so left wif 3 of us to hav lunch tog with. I was very sick on this day, but I still force myself to work, informing them tat if I am getting worst, I will be taking a day’s off to rest at home. My mouth was feeling heaty n ulcers started to pop out.. Even though I am applying the burning gel, I felt very cold. But the moment when I turn off the air-con, I felt hot until my head spins.

Turning on n off the air-con doesn’t work, I struggled until after work, I headed back to sem.. I can’t really rmb wat I did so tat’s all abt it..

Wednesday 9th Dec

I fall sick.. I had a sore throat.. My nose was giving me lots of trouble so I decided to rest at home. However, I did not visit a doctor as I am saving up on my tight budget. Since I noe each time the doctor always prescribe the medicine to me, I was thinking tat I can just simply buy the medicine without consultation fee, since I noe private clinic is like tat. Purposely charging very high fees..

Imagine each time I visit a doc, the fee was like around 40+ to 60 like tat. Cuz the medicine they gave was ‘exp’. So I specially go to have breakfast at kfc, but was very disappointed when I reach the clinic. Cuz I have past 6 mths since I attend the doctor for the particular medicine I need, she told me I need to c the doctor again.. can’t I just buy the same medicine since I noe wat medicine I need?

Anyway I was quite pissed off n headed to guardian to purchase Danzen tablets for sore throat n ulcers. After which I stayed at home, but dunno y I dun feel like slping so I spend my time on the internet instead. I dun feel like doing anything so I just clear my email, n do the usual stuffs and stuck at facebook games. Well recently I am quite addicted to facebook games like word challenge, who has the biggest brain etc.

I think I am the kind of person who likes challenges. I tend to try very hard to break my own score as well as my frd’s score. Of cuz not to say those ppl who seemed like a maniac tat their score are insanely high. So I can played for many hours unknowingly that I have to force myself to stop. Usually my last try, turned out to be several last try b4 I managed to stop cuz I felt sick at the end.

Finally in the evening time, since ben is coming down I prepared myself n headed down to meet him n wil. This time, I let them have their dinner tog, while I hav my dinner at home, cuz it was quite late when I left hm n my mum hav dinner ready b4 I left the house. Well when I reached, we began our usual game but me n ben were unhappy tat our usual ppl playing tog, has turned out to be wil letting his bro coming to join us again.

This is because wil’s bro does not know several games we played, so some game played were restricted.. Anyway that particular nite, I was super down on my luck, me n wil’s bro lost. Wil was super lucky tat he won a lot, while ben only won some, where I am the biggest loser, my winnings dropped to less than 500 left from ben.. Tat’s all for the day…

Thursday 10th Dec

I reported back to work, only to know tat another colleague is on leave, left wif me n her for lunch later. She told me on fri, only me n the other colleague on leave to have lunch wif me when she return, as it was her turn to be on leave. Anyway as I was still not feeling so well, I was quite slack during work. It was also because no much ppl there, so I was more on facebook than at work haha.

After work, ben called me n I headed to Plaza Sing to have dinner wif him. We ended up having dinner at Burger King n have a round of card games again. Initially I was losing badly again wif ben cheering n laughing happily at me, but when It comes to no brainer wif him again, his mood always drop cuz I always come up wif a stun. Last time was a black jack on him, but this time not so much, just 3 lucky 7s on 1 of my dealer round, which earned me 84, enough for me to fight back my lost.

However, at the end of the pot, ben wans another rd of no brainer n he fight back until I win 11 only. After which, we headed to the arcade to watch me play SF4. Tonite was not my winning nite, but I lost to a player using M Bison or E. Honda. His move was unpredictable n I was no match to him.. I dunno which angle he was coming from on me, n I lost badly on some rounds, only to win only a few rounds.. The rest of the players there were no match for me, except for this guy..

Friday 11th Dec

Last day of the week, supposed to be my last day here at work, but since the work has no yet been completed n some other materials have no arrived, I can take my own sweet time to do wat I have. Again I spend more time on facebook, but more towards a new game. It was Bejeweled this time, I was amazed by this old game. This game mode was trying to get as much points as I could during 1 minute of the game.

I tried really hard, but can only get into the 4th position in my facebook buddy list. Cuz I was almost an hour late, so I stayed in office until almost 6.45 b4 I knocked off from work. By the time I reached here, it was almost 8pm. I tried to go arcade to see if I can find some1 to company me for dinner, but sad to say there’s nobody around. Some more, a small kid come n challenged me SF4, so I have to let him win n headed out of the arcade, since there’s no 1 on the kof machine to play wif either.

Initially, I tot of gg to kfc to eat, cuz I am sick of mac.. But I saw tat there’s a lot of ppl, I think either mos or mac.. Ended up I headed to mac instead.. Well something happened so unexpected tat I dunno wat to say.. I wondered y of all time, I picked mac instead of gg to mos burger or just go home instead. Furthermore, I dunno wat’s wrong, mac was so spacious tat nite.

As I headed to the counter, thinking of wat to order, on my right seat very familiar faces.. The 1st person I saw was my ex’s frd, Claudine… Initially I could not recognize her, so I looked carefully, trying to recall who this familiar face was. I can’t really rmb my facial expression at tat time, but if I am not wrong my eyes were wide open as though I am in astonishment.
However, the moment I saw who’s sitting next to her, my expression changed. Immediately I recognize who they were. It was Claudine n my ex.. Well since I have nothing in particular to talk wif her anymore, I just turned my head away, bought my own things n headed to sit down alone n have my dinner wif the company of Ding’s Psp, watching the anime he have downloaded for me.

Well after such ugly break up happened btw us, its very hard for me to regard her as a frd anymore. But on another occasion like last time I saw her frd, Joey on train, I can still bring myself to talk to her, since there’s not much grudges btw us, regardless of the hurling sarcastic remarks from them in her blog n mine as someone from outside the picture, listening to 1 side of the story.

But other than tat, she did no other hurt as painful n great like wat my ex has inflicted on me, so I can still treat her as a frd n talk to her ba. Same goes to Claudine... I recall the past few encounters wif her tog. Having dinner tog wif her n my ex at Botak Jones, driving me back afterwards cuz she lived in Sem area too n visiting her in hospital.. Well of cuz I heard from my ex la, tat she said some things bad about me but it could be some remarks based on her story as well.

Anyway things are past, she’s wif tat guy already, it’s a full stop. After settling whatever help she has aided me, I would be having no more strings attached wif this person anymore. I can’t wait for this day to arrive. It was really a very unexpected encounter. But if Claudine were to be alone, I guess the situation might be like Joey’s case ba. They left the place while I was eating, but I just looked at my anime instead of looking at them..

After which, I headed back to arcade n was glad to see Stanley n Guoqing around, so we played kof b4 I headed home. I was early this time, reaching home around 10+. I sitted in front of my laptop playing Bejeweled again, nv expecting tat time moves so fast wifout me knowing. I played so many hours of Bejeweled until it was around 2am+ n I headed for bed..

Saturday 12th Dec

It was my 2nd sis’s daughter’s 1 year old birthday. I woke up at 12pm+, still feeling very slply. Its been long since I have a long rest since I start working again. I dragged myself up n have my lunch instead of breakfast. I hurried to check my pay on the internet, but this dreadful agency, told me tat pay will be on 12th the last time, but told me tat since it was sat, pay will only be out on Mon.

I was so pissed off.. I have waited long enough for my pay n unlike other agency, they will pay me earlier if its on a weekend. Next time round, I won’t accept job from this agency anymore. If anybody asked me wat agency is this, I will only tell them in private cuz later I might be sued by the company for tarnishing them or causing them to drop in their sales..

The same goes for names written here, I dare to write it since the name I have said were so general n common tat many ppl have. Only my close friends noes some of the names, or they can ask me in private who r they. Well I intend to buy a gift for my niece b4 heading to their house at Bukit Punjung. But since the pay has not yet arrived, I couldn’t buy anything wif my budget..

No choice, I headed there empty handed. I reached around 6pm+ n this can be considered a family gathering, tog wif my sis-in-law’s family members. My eldest sister’s family were here too. Sad to say, no pictures to share this time in my blog since I am not in the mood. I have a very filling dinner tonite n I was happy to c my cute young nieces n nephew. After which, my bro drove us home n here I am, back at SP mac doing my blogging.

Here come Ding n Nel, n just nice I have finished my blogging. Will be watching 2012 b4 heading home.

Stopped blogging on 12th Dec at 11.50pm

bubbles of sadness.