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Updates for 31st Jan – 7th Feb 2010 Sun - Sun
(Start blogging on 7th Feb 2010 at 11.36pm)

Overall view

Hmm overall, there’s ntg much as well for this week as well, Mon to Fri gg to work, Meeting Ser for dinner after my work at CWP on thurs, chit chatting with Claudine on Msn, during work on Fri, meeting ben, wil and nel for cards sessions which ended up overnite until morning, lastly chatting with Janice on Msn on Sun, before gg to mac to watch movies..

Love

I would be gg thru a very low and dry love period for some time, so wouldn’t be updating much on this field.. After a terrible love ordeal, my mindset has become skeptical towards love. I have finally finished reading the book, The 5 Love Languages, on Fri. I guessed I wouldn’t be putting what I have love into practical, not until I have found a new love.

Well on thurs lunchtime, my colleague, Joanne, went for lunch wif me. After lunch, we came by this crystal shop n companied her for a fortune reading, picking coloured crystals from a red bag n put it onto a figure with numbers on it.. While she was doing her reading, I read a book on the table for 2010. It also says single rats will have a very low love life this yr, so no point wasting time searching for love. Just make use of the time on self upgrading instead.

Another thing was meeting Ser for dinner on Thurs nite, since she have something to pass it to me.. So I went to CWP to wait for her.. Did some window shopping until I finally pass by a cd outlet n headed in to c.. I hav tried several outlets at, trying to find a movie, Dying Young, but was not able to find it.. Even online I was not able to search for it, so I decided to try my luck.. To my astonishment, they have the only 1 piece left n I quickly reserved it so I can go cwp to purchase it next week, since I dun have much cash wif me left to spent…

It was a very nice and touching love story, worth to catch it.. When she arrived, we headed to food court to have dinner while she passed me a foc facial voucher for me, since she purchased something there and got this voucher. However its left wif less than 2 weeks to expiry, I managed to book a slot on weekdays evening, Tue nite at 7pm..So after work I have to rush there immediately…

Meeting time was short n off she rush to work.. After tat mtg, I received emails n offline msgs from her.. I was very hurt by the words in those msgs, thus my heart firmed.. If a ger truly loves me, she definitely won’t hurt me like the way she did so many times.. I dun wished to be a puppet anymore n I returned a very crude reply.. Once I managed to clear all the attachment from her, I dun wish to have any contacts wif her anymore.. Cuz I just can’t stand her, after gg thru many kinds of things, she can still treat me as though ntg has happened, no hurt between us n regard me as a old time friend. She really let me see the ugliest side of a woman can be.. I can be friend wif her niece, can be friend wif her friends, but definitely not her anymore…

Work

Ntg much happened at work, just the same old tele marketing, calling overseas ppl.. I am really enduring my days there cuz I find tat I cannot clique well wif my boss.. So its quite diff to work wif her style… Also listened to Joanne sharing her exp wif me, working wif her.. Its really difficult to work some1 who easily snaps wif other ppl over little tiny thigs, but as a frd, she would be fine..

Well thurs n fri was quite relax for us, cuz boss is on MC for 2 days n I get to slack a bit during work.. Didn’t make too many calls n I am worried how am I gonna ans her when I go back to office tml, when she ask me how’s the progress.. Nvm, I would have to focus on work when I go back tml.. At least have to reach a certain quota b4 I leave.. Have to be responsible a bit..

1 more week for me to endure! Then hopefully training starts soon for the dealer job.. The only gd thing I can say abt this current temp job was, I get the chance to make overseas call n chat wif my batam frd whenever I have the chance. Besides she also taught me some Indo lang to aid me, while dealing wif companies from Indonesia, as I am really having communication probs wif them as they dunno how to speak English..

Family

This week, 2nd sis nv come to visit us on Sat perhaps cuz mum went out most of the weekends. Mum have been do spring cleaning whenever she have the time on weekdays, while I am working. I took some time just now in the afternoon after I woke up to do a bit of tidying of all the letters I have stored them. Decided to keep a file to file all the letters I have received for references. Who noes in future, they might have gd use for it..

Health

Hmm health has gotten poorer, my throat seems to got worsen each day at work, due to those callings n long hours at work.. I am having headache on the forehead again… Sinus worsen due to overnite cards game wif ben n company, that I pop a panadol b4 gg to slp in the morning. Lastly, I think I haven’t been having proper meals lately, skipping several meals n my stomach seemed unwell.. like very bloated, airy or dunno how to describe this uncomfortable feeling..

Friends

Ntg much in particular to update here.. almost every nite after work, I would be finding duck to company me for dinner, go for the regular activities n gg home earlier ard 10pm plus n online in the dark, b4 slping. On fri I was quite free at work, so i was chatting wif Claudine during work time, until it was time for me to knock off from work.. Sat finally have some time, cuz wil is not working, but ben is busy dating…

Hmm seems like ben is progressing well wif 1 of the China Frd, JiaYu..Me n wil say he’s dead, but regardless of wat, I still wish him all the best ba.. No wonder he have been so secretive n lied to me tat he’s not free to meet us for cards since he wans to watch movie alone n does spring cleaning, but being observant, I knew he’s not the sort of char who can watch movie alone..

Ended up I break his lies n knew he’s catching ‘Tooth Fairy” wif Jiayu lo.. Wa trying to bluff me.., but consider he got liang xin la.. Cuz the china gers are like so into nite life like tat, slping in the day n waking up in the nite.. So they meet ard evening time for movie n dinner, sending her back n ben come to sp to find us.. So we played cards tog n haha no wonder ppl say love life is gd, gamble sure lose..

He lost a lot at nite, while I won a lot from him haha. But partly is becuz we played hearts tog, this time got 4 ppl playing, so its easier to count the probability of each suits.. This game is more on skill then luck.. Its so fun to play then other normal card games… It tested lots of aspect as well, risk taking, confidence, greed, selfishness etc.. Quite intellectual game indeed…

Ended up play until morning ard 8am, then ben n I went for breakfast b4 heading home.. Sun I was online, so after clearing my stuffs in the com, I shun bian add Janice in the msn, then was actually abt to offline n prepare to go out, was surprised tat she chatted wif me, so we chatted for quite awhile b4 I offline n prepare to go out for dinner wif my laptop..

Hmm I am able to felt her sadness now, cuz she was in the same boat as me, gg thru similar experiences, though of cuz not exactly the same stories…Well just like a doctor, can only cure ppl, but can nv cure ownself… Hmm dun really have the mood to blog now, so seems like the eng lang is broken.. Just hope she’s strong n able to pull thru this terrible ordeal as the guy is not worthy of her love..

Movies

Well I am not in the mood to do some movie review this time, maybe just a brief 1 ba.. I have been watching few movies lately over the weekends. Maybe I might have repeat some of the movies cuz I can’t realty rmb exactly when I have watched them.. 1st 1 was ‘The Hostel” which I think I might have mentioned it b4.. Then perhaps it would be the “Land of the Lost”, which I have watch it last weekend.

This movie was quite funny and I really enjoyed watching Will Ferrell’s Movie.. His movie is those intellectual jokes, which only u managed to read btw his lines, u r able to catch what his joke means. Just like “Blades Of Glory”, I showed Ben but he dun seem to appreciate the movie.. Nxt comes “Shinigami no something”, which was a movie about death god, acted by Takeshi..
If I rem correctly, this was a movie I catch it wif Ser.. He acted in the movie as a Death God n he makes a very funny expression when he was listening to music, at a music store.. So the movies I caught this weekend was “The Princess and the Frog”, this movie I decided to watch after Ser recommended me tat it was touching. Yup I watched it, those starting it seems like a musical anime, like Beauty & The Beast, the graphic wasn’t really nice at the beginning, but the storyline was touching…

Its different from the standard Fairytale story, princess kissing a frog n the frog turned into a handsome prince.. Its not tat simple story, but imagine, princess kissing a frog, turned into a frog too. The movie was tot to have a sad ending tat they r not able to turn back into human form, but ended up they managed to change back during their marriage..1 sad part was the death of a firefly.. A nice story n I enjoyed it..

Just not long ago, b4 I start blogging, I was watching “Get Smart”. This movie was 1 of the movie I watched wif Ser tat I won’t 4get.. Still rmb during the earlier pass, we were watching some other movies n it was showing this “Get Smart” movie preview.. We both like it so much n it was gonna be screened somewhere on May or Jun 2008.. So we were wondering whether we would be able to catch the movie tog after the “separation”, which was necessary at tat time…

Eventually, we ended up, able to watch it tog.. So this time round, I rewatched it, but sad to say, the sound quality for this movie wasn’t gd, but I still managed to get to enjoy it…Just few weeks ago, I rmb catching an eng movie wif Ser, but only managed to watch the beginning part. She said it was funny, so wanted to share it wif me, but dun have the chance to watch finish the movie.. Well think no more chance to watch tat movie anymore…

(Stop blogging on 8th Jan 2010 at 12.48am)

bubbles of sadness.