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What a Jerk, I'm disgusted

Ytd b4 i went out after gg relative hse bai nian, i met a terrible accident at home, which left me suffering for the whole nite, even until now...Wel tat's the vast difference though i nv expect such a terrible incident will occur, cuz the person u used to be so close wif, is not there anymore.. Well initially i tot tat she told me she won't be having activities, except for playing mj at hse...

Ended up, had i tot they were still playing, so usually when accidents happened, the 1st person u think of contacting, would be the 1 u loved.. However, ended up i received a call from her, which turned up to be a guy's voice.. Initially i felt puzzled cuz network error occurred, so i tot it was a connection error which lead to the sms wrongly sent to a wrong hp..

So i did not noe how to react..However after thinking abt it for some time, the more i recall, abt the 1 yr anniversary thing n tat guy's voice... Makes me think mad..So i am a person, who dun likes to be kept in suspense, so i called her other no to find out.. Ended up yeah its rite n she still happily say happy cny. I was so disgusted n i just say bye n hang the phone...

Thinking, thinking so hard i got really so affected n mad..i tot abt y am i not reacting the way i wanted to when he called me.. I ought to say, tat sms wasn't meant for u anyway, so bye.. Then i begin to think tat seems like tat phone was like his like tat, he can just take n use it as n when he like.. Honestly speaking, each time i saw tat iphone, it just annoyed me. So i decided to sms her phone..

Nxt i endured the pain in my chest n go out wif my laptop, to wait for wil n nel. Thanks them for companying me thru this hard time.. Nv expect haven't meet them i start to rec a call, from an annoymous no... The moment i picked up, i rec tons of vulgarities.. This was the most disgusting words i ever heard so far.. Even in army, i also nv heard like tat b4.. like a machine gun, as though so fluent, making a rythem. However it was so unpleasant.

I said he was very rude n he keeps going on n all i did was, sorry i dun entertain such calls n i hung up tat phone.. He keeps calling but i cancelled it.. Nxt he used tat iphone no to called, but i noe its him, i cancelled it.. I dun wish to have any more dealings wif tat no anymore. I settled wat i have to do, n i decided to ans it once again, c wat tat jerk hav to say...

Hmm 2nd time he called me, seems like he noes tat i am her ex.. Well wat he said realy makes me so furious.. He call say me, but nv say about himself while he was doing something behind my back, while she was still my gf.. N now he got the cheek to say she is his gf now.. But anyway, had she not been so easily swayed, she wouldn't get such a bf now ba...They r the best of a match!

I am glad tat i have some1 who shared the same viewpoint as me.. Some1 of the same age as her, she told me she doesn't like tat guy either! I can't stand prolong in this kind of vulgarities surrounding, b4 i myself being influenced as well... Well he question me about me harrassing her n making nusiance contacts, threatened to lodge a police report..

It really got me furious, i had lots of things i wanna shoot him back, did i ever harrass her? since tat day she left me, i had leave her alone nv to do anything cuz i was so terribly upset wif her.. She was the 1 who contacted me back wif the mac encounter, wif the slimming gel, wif the annoymous person in my blog.. All these started cuz of quarrel btw them, then only she come n find me for company sake..Only quarrel then come n find me, back tog le, just go off like tat...

Want to lodge a police report, just do it. My conscience is clear, i have so many evidence wif me to prove my innocence.. In wat sense would i be guilty of nusiance contact? A gangster to speak wif me in terms of legal? I have so many things to proof tat, my viewpoint was tat handphone she was holding on to it, i dunno tat line is under his name. If tat's so, does tat mean past sms exchanged, he is the 1 sending those sms to me? Dun make me so disgusted, until i wanna puke.

However this is not all, those words i wanna said on top, i only said the 1st line, which is she is the 1 who initiate the contact cuz... Then his machine gun vulgarities keeps shooting non-stop, n i just hang the phone.. N after a while he keeps calling again.. Hmm i c wat he have to say, until he acts like a normal guy, saying lets deal this like a man. (When he does those funny acts behind my back, is this a man's deal?)

So wat he say its his fault for accusing me? I won't forget wat he did to me n he doesn't even have the rite to question me on par. N he still have the cheek to speak to me about the favour i owe her.. I dun need u to educate me on wat to do, look upon urself as u owe her even much more favour than me. Since i dun wan any unnecessary trouble which will affect my job, i just let it go. Afterall, i am a peace lover =)

Now tat i noe, even tat non iphone hp also is under his name, well its alright then.. Dun really like the person, claimed anytime also can break up, yet get herself tangled wif so many things, under his name. Then in the 1st place, dun say until its for show only. I wanna del all the nos, but since some1 threatened me, i shall keep it to use against those threatens, until i return a favour.

My eyes should be bright even now.. A ger is committed n loyal means she will be loyal.. If she is not, no matter who she is wif, the same issue would still happened.. Its a matter of fact, the true love doesn't even exist in the ger's world.Even wif me, the outcome would still be the same.

bubbles of sadness.