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Terrible Day at training

There's so much things i wanna scold about my training condition...So many things i am so unhappy about, until i dun even noe how to start..1st the instructions from the 2 trainers were always contradicting n ever changing, tat even i who tries to adjust myself n adapt to their culture, finds it so hard to blend in follow.. Do already, they say its wrong...Yet they demand us to follow instruction n yet claim tat i failed to do so...

Well wat's wif the training system?so many probs.. 1st, the way they speak were so soft n hard to figure out the actually pronouciation of the word..2nd, the class is too big n such a kind of training, holds more value in practical than theories.. ended up i got theories but no practical experience at all..so wat happened was, i was so tired the nite b4 tat i go to bed, forgetting to set my alarm..

Hence it results in wasting $ on cab fare once again.. so i was in a daze when some ppl still failed the demonstration after being taught for so long...when the trainer asked for a volunteer who can correct it, my sub conscious mind, made me raise my hand, though usually i am a low profiler there... Ended up my speed was fast, though my whole body was shaking wif nervousness as it was my 1st time experience out of all the theories learnt...

Ended up, due to the contradiction of the 2 trainer's instruction, i was being stopped by the other trainer, interrupted from my thinking mind, asking me y shld i be arranging the chips? Ended up i neglect something minor from the interruption, tat i got scolded for tat...I felt so bad after tat, but some of my colleagues came n think tat i did correctly..but anyway its a hard lesson learn..Finally got some hands on experience..Hope i do well nxt time..

IN all, i am just still not tat good, still so green...

bubbles of sadness.