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Summary for these few days

2010-03-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Summary for these few days

Since i am busy recently, just need to update some things so i won't forget them future when i am free in a few days time, i'll update them..

Friday

Supposed to meet up with Jamie for the modelling selection, ended up for some reason cannot reached her.. my colleague companied me for lunch after work at amk hub to wait for her news but still no valid.. Ended up my colleague left 1st, so i waited at amk arcade for her news..Finally ard 6pm plus she called n apologize cuz of her tight schedule at work n had a foul day..

But she told me she fought for my position n i got into it just like tat.. Anyway so i sort of become a contract model ba.. Anyway many things were still not cfm yet cuz of many doubts n uncertainties.. So i headed back to sp n meet duck n sherman for dinner. Nv expect Jamie took cab down to sp to find me.. So of cuz i knew it..Prepared to lend her a listening ear, listening to her sorrows...

She proposed to go to Sem Park again n at there, she pour her things out.. until the very end, she confessed her feelings for me..Well the feeling of love is great, but its not when u have no feelings for someone.. Now when i am blogging, i am thinking, i shld be like some1, even though dun really love tat person, but just have some1 ard for company sake..

However, i find tat i cannot accept such a thing.. Anyway rejected her, telling her the reasons very clearly n she catch the meaning very well.. Anyway, since i broke her heart, i feel bad n stayed longer as requested.. Though i must admit, she has really treated me very well so far, but from wat i foresee, such things will definitely disappear if i accepted her.. No time for me to blog much in details, shall blog it more detailed nxt time..

Saturday

Cuz i went home late n rest late, i overslp n 1st time got late for training.. My trainer is quite worried for me, cuz it might hinder my career progressment.. So i better dun be late 2nd time in 3 mths, else i gonna sign a warning letter... i am quite a ok student among some of the trainees, so my trainee was disappointed when i was late for work..late by 8mins..

Anyway i think cuz i was so tired n i went straight hm to rest after work...

Sunday

after work went ps to play cards game with ben n wil, again waste time there, but ok la, can relieve stress.. Though i played few hours, no win no lose again...Wil is snake, so fan tai sui..He is like keep on losin, while ben is winning again..

Monday

Today after my work, i went to ps to wait for wil to finish work.. Cuz so far only Golden Village have the movie Nodame Cantabile.. Some more its 6.50pm.. Well since my ex is watching it wif faith, the only person i can turn to is wil.. Though initially i find it hard to get wil to watch this movie wif me, finding my sincerity managed to pull him come watch..

Anyway since i am early, i went arcade to play until he come n headed to dinner at LJS, my favourite Cajun Chicken set.. Virus at training room spreads n i really fall down le.. I caught the cough as well.. So after dinner, since still early, i decided to accomodate wil to play a game of snooker as we have more time...of cuz i lose...then we headed to catch the movie...

Wow its really nice, reminising the anime.. its so colourful, humourous n touching as well...Though the ending was so disappointing, but its the fact in life... Can't be helped... Hmm Chaiki is really too self centered at times n i really can't stand it.. anyway anime n movie, its still so great! Wil nv regret watching the movie n he wants to watch the anime cuz he dun understand many things inside the movie.. great classical piece..I dun mind watching it again =)

Off Day

2010-03-11T14:16:00.003+08:00

Off Day

Its off day again!!! rest quite early last nite n woke up quite late.. So now using com n laze at home until late afternoon then i go meet ben n will later. Just now played BeJewelled on facebook n i beat mm's Score le!! but ok la, not alot, just merely beat her score of 230k+ for me..So now is drama n anime time, b4 i headed to sp.

Movie Outing wif Colleague

2010-03-11T13:49:00.003+08:00

Movie Outing wif Colleague

Hmm tue otw back from work, i was talking to Wil on phone while travelling on bus to tpy mrt wif my colleague. She heard me complaining on the phone to wil tat he dun wan to company me watch Alice in the Wonderland 3d, so she offered to watch it wif me. I was so grateful for tat as i had a hard time finding frds to watch this movie wif me as my guy frds find tat its so childish n gerlish..

So off we headed to cinema ytd (Wed) after training at Amk hub.. We reached amk ard 4pm n went to buy the 4.30pm show..Wa, she was really so different... Headed down to buy some finger food to eat, which she recommend me some snack downstairs.. Also shared wif her what me n my ex used to eat at the basement there, eg the durian pancake. She actually bought mango snowice, 2 sausage prata, went to cold storage to buy potato chips n drinks as its cheaper there..

Long time nv eat potato chips le.. ended up stuff until our bags like bloated like tat n headed up for the movie..luckily not late, but i didn't managed to go washroom b4 the movie..So thruout the movie is eat n eat.. Envy her tat she can eat alot also not fat.. Hmm the movie wasn't really very nice, but the 3d was not bad.. IT could have been better if we go GV to catch the 3d as i heard GV has better quality..

After which, headed for dinner at foodcourt, where i intro her my ex's favourite, the fish soup.. I ate heartily as the fried fish taste so delicious..After which we talked about work n other funny stuffs there until ard 9pm + where we bid each other farewell.. Hmm she lived in amk area n when i heard tat she is walking distances to yck mrt, i was so shocked n say my ex lived ard there as well..

anyway we both were tired of the whole day, she has to go back batam to pray early in the morning, so i originally wanted to go back sp to play arcade a while to relief stress, but judging from the time, arcade already close le. so i headed to amk arcade to play.. Originally, arcade close at 11pm n i wan to wait for wil to finish work b4 i headed home wif him, but cuz some idiotic ppl at arcade there arrived, dun wan to waste alot of cash, so i just leave early n headed home to rest myself.

Hospital Visit to Ding

2010-03-11T13:43:00.003+08:00

Hospital Visit to Ding

Tues after training, headed down to hospital to c Ding.. Wa sian lo.. This Mr ding nv let me noe tat hospital visit got such visiting hours.. Now seem so restricted, wan to visit ppl in hospital have to register n queue up.. Visiting hours is ard 12pm to 2pm n 5pm to 8pm.. I reached there at 4pm, only to find tat i am not allowed to go in.. So i got ntg to do, except to force myself to have early dinner, though i am not hungry while waiting for e time..

He is not able to travel abt cuz he's on drip.. Sian tat i even almost dozed off at the food court there.. After settling my appt for my own stuffs, i have ntg else to do.. Finally time has reaching so i headed up to c him.. He's feeling better now, just ntg to do down there.. Wa the atm is so humid tat i felt so warm down there..So company him to chat quite some time there, until his mum come not long n duck reached..

So both of us chat wif him until ard 7pm b4 we leave the place n go back to sem n play arcade b4 heading home to rest...

A Day at Home after training

2010-03-11T13:37:00.002+08:00

A Day at Home after training

I think the assessment n the daily waking up so early to work have been draining my energy mentally n physically, so i have no energy left n decided to go hm early after work.. Though i have originally planned to visit Ding after work, but since after calling him, he did not pick up the phone, i decided to head home n rest instead...

However, i spent the time using laptop after having a very short nap.. Watching Dramas as well.. I have dinner at home too.. Well i think my budget really running very low again, better try having dinnr at home n not spent too much outside.. haven't even receive my 1st pathetic pay..Still have so many things need to clear n readjust myself b4 stabling again from the financial crisis last yr..

So after dinner, i went out to buy somethings for tml's work b4 i headed home n slp ard 10pm+..

Cards Game wif Ben n Wil

2010-03-11T13:27:00.002+08:00

Cards game wif Ben n Wil

Well its definitely worth the cele for the gd job at training, so went on cards game wif Ben n Wil on sun at Plaza Sing. Heard tat Ding got hospitalize, so decided to visit him on Mon, since Sun cannot make plans well..Hmm cuz wil finish work at 4pm, so i went to the arcade there to play while waiting for them to come. Happy mood n i am performing well at the games there, though lose also nvm la..

Once wil come, headed for our games. We had Carl's Junior for dinner,not to 4get swensens ice-cream wif ben again! Weather getting so hot tat ice-cream is so frequent lately. Bought thin mint favour n yummy raisin. Well wonder is it long time nv eat carl's junior tat i dun really like the taste of the food there anymore.. Anyway after tat, we headed for our games at plaza sing burger king.. Hmm of cuz i lost this time round, but i am alright haha..

A memorable assessment during training

2010-03-11T13:15:00.002+08:00

A memorable assessment during training

If i am not mistaken, i conducted my training on Mon, just b4 i knocked off for the day.. I was the 2nd batch to be called for the assessment after a bad experience from the 1st batch n all of us get reprimanded.. B4 the assessment start, we were told tat 4 of us would be called for assessment today, so after lunch, me n colleague of the same table were like joking saying tat though both of us have no hands on experience, only theories, just bring it on.

Ended up, i was really called for the assessment.. Of all the assessor, i heard tat my assessor was the most terrible 1.. Of cuz i was very nervious actually.. So b4 i begin, she ask me how i feel n my reply was, many of the things i will be doing later, would be my 1st hands on demonstration, so if anything wrong, pls feel free to correct me.. beginning of the assessment was asking questions on grooming.. I answer them well..

next, i was told to do the opening of a table game, so i explained wat i would be doing, while showing the actions to her.. At the beginning, i was so nervous tat when i was dealing wif a few stacks of chips, my fingers were like shaking badly, so she told me not to shake my hands as it make her nervous as well.. But i couldn't ctrl it, just hope tat she understand n try my best not to be nervous..

However, i was doing well, only for a few minor mistakes as well as the trainers made a mistakes while they were teaching us, giving wrong information. However, after hearing her compliments on the things i am doing, "Very Good!" I got more n more confident n my hands just dun shake anymore.. So the sequence was opening of table, Fill/Credits chips, Cash change, closing of tables etc.. I did them well..

Until the last part, which was the preparations of 8 decks of cards at once, i grew more n more confident n i complete the whole long shuffling process, wifout any hiccups. I was the 1st to complete the assessment among the 4 of them. It was a great sense of satisfaction n achievement for me.. However, i am not gonna be pleased just like this.. Still room for improvement n need to brush up on some of the things, such as mental calculations of payments etc..

Terrible Day at training

2010-03-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

Terrible Day at training

There's so much things i wanna scold about my training condition...So many things i am so unhappy about, until i dun even noe how to start..1st the instructions from the 2 trainers were always contradicting n ever changing, tat even i who tries to adjust myself n adapt to their culture, finds it so hard to blend in follow.. Do already, they say its wrong...Yet they demand us to follow instruction n yet claim tat i failed to do so...

Well wat's wif the training system?so many probs.. 1st, the way they speak were so soft n hard to figure out the actually pronouciation of the word..2nd, the class is too big n such a kind of training, holds more value in practical than theories.. ended up i got theories but no practical experience at all..so wat happened was, i was so tired the nite b4 tat i go to bed, forgetting to set my alarm..

Hence it results in wasting $ on cab fare once again.. so i was in a daze when some ppl still failed the demonstration after being taught for so long...when the trainer asked for a volunteer who can correct it, my sub conscious mind, made me raise my hand, though usually i am a low profiler there... Ended up my speed was fast, though my whole body was shaking wif nervousness as it was my 1st time experience out of all the theories learnt...

Ended up, due to the contradiction of the 2 trainer's instruction, i was being stopped by the other trainer, interrupted from my thinking mind, asking me y shld i be arranging the chips? Ended up i neglect something minor from the interruption, tat i got scolded for tat...I felt so bad after tat, but some of my colleagues came n think tat i did correctly..but anyway its a hard lesson learn..Finally got some hands on experience..Hope i do well nxt time..

IN all, i am just still not tat good, still so green...

Interesting Videos

2010-03-05T00:37:00.001+08:00

Interesting Videos

Recently i came across some super funny comedy videos made by the Americans.. I just can't help laughing at it as it was really so funny. Its a gd form to relief stress though...However, there are some nudity to some of the funny videos.. I can't imagine how embarrass i can be, if i were to be 1 of the victims of the plot.. Well who's interested can ask me for the link to the videos personally haha.Nice funny things are gd to share!

Off Day seem so short

2010-03-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

Off Day seem so short

Finally its my off day, but ended up i wasted it on slping until afternoon.. Supposed to go PolyClinic at Yishun to get my appt on TTSH back on schedule, so tat i can faster settle my army's medical review.. So i have no choice, but to take a cab down in the afternoon to settle it.. Of cuz gg there means wasting time on waiting.. Finally its my turn n the doctor inside, was so attractive n femaline. She looked so mature n lady-like..

Ok anyway i have to wait for the appt time n date, as they would call me in a few day's time.. Well earliest was said to be mid-May n i was like, oh no..wonder how am i able to settle this.. Ok so afterwards i took a cab back to sp.. Wait for nel n duck to come back from work n headed to kfc for dinner.. I missed lunch so i was super hungry...

After which, headed back hm n practice the chips handling awhile b4 gg to Kia's hse to return him the chip, n here i am back using com n preparing for tml's training again.. off day seem so short to me.. Well assessment in training coming soon n i am quite nervous abt it.. Its a 1 on 1 assessment n i dun really get the chance to have a hands on practice cuz of my table members..esp 1 or 2 ppl, being not cooperative enough..

I just hope i can do it well n pass the assessment wif confidence.. For the theory wise, i am quite confident abt it, but hands on is really so diff.. I will tested in a lot of fields..Chips handling, opening of tables, Filling/Credit chips procedures, Cash change, colour change, closin of table, dealing cards, annoucements, payments etc.. All the procedure i think i can rmb them, but i am not sure when i do it practically, it will work out for me or not...Hmm wish me luck!

An outing with Janice

2010-03-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

An outing with Janice

Wed was the last day of my training week as thursday is the off day.. So few days ago, promised to company Jan out on a shopping trip as she complained rotting at home for few days.. I finished work n went bugis arcade to play sf4, while waiting for her to come.. She come about an hr later since i noe she always woke up late n i only called her when i finished work, so she have yet to prepare herself..

Anyway when she arrived, we begin walking a little while only, but as it was too humid, she decided to go mac n have a cup of ice-cream.. So from there, we have quite a while of conversation there, talking about many thigns as well as listening to her probs n stuffs. Luckily chatting wif her wasn't diff n awkward as i thought (Though initially it was awkward indeed), she can be chatty as well..

Finally its much cooler n we decided to head to bugis street to company her shop for her things.. Like wat i told her, i dun really like this place, only come there few times, when i companied Ser to bugis to shop.. Well looked for a clothings for her n help her out to select some earrings.. Hmm of cuz she's still like a child, hopping around, off the stairs etc.. Haha so funny it was, tat i can't helping smiling as i was walking behind her..

After which, its about time for dinner n treated her at Swensens.. Of cuz its not a quiet dinner as well n after awhile, its about time to go home.. this few days i was so tired tat i cannot hold my eyes awake in front of the com in the nite..think i was too exhausted...

Mon & Tues

2010-03-04T23:44:00.002+08:00

Mon & Tues

I got mixed up with Mon n Tue's things.. If i am not mistaken, after work on mon, i went to amk hub to mit wil to company him got fish & co interview his job, but he was told to come back nxt day to do it again.. After which we headed to have dinner, b4 heading for the movie, wolfman.. Paid the movie to scare myself..Though starting, i was too tired n the movie have some conversation n i dozed off...

But afterwards were those scary scenes which repeatedly come.. so i was sacred until my neck was stiff n my headache starts..

Tuesday was a busy day for me, due to my agency giving me lots of probs.. 1st i rushed to doby ghaut to get my cash cheque. By the time, it was almost 4pm n lots of UOB bank were close, so luckily i rmb seeing amk hub's UOB Bank n rmb tat it closes at 6pm. So i called to confirm tat b4 rushing down. Wil was there already for his interview..

The queue was long n i was sweating all over as it has been a humid day.. finally afterwards, we headed to have some ice-cream n finally have our dinner at NEBO again. Well the ger was working there as well, also the time when we have our dinner b4 gg to watch Percy Jackson. She's cute n wil's favourite. Forget to mention a funny thing, the last time we have our dinner there..

Of all the tables, she keep coming to clear our finished dishes, when we haven't leave, but for other tables, she or her colleague only go n clear them after the cust have left.. Of cuz saw her looking at us a couple of times. So just keep teasing wil tat if she comes again, will help him get her phone no. haha.

Well the model selection for a advertisement have been confirmed.. So i received an sms on the same day as well n would be mtg Jamie on Tues for a briefing on tat issue n thurs will be mtg her so she can bring me for the selection for her advertisement.. Hmm looking excited n forward to it.. Wonder how it would goes..

Training On A Sun

2010-03-02T22:41:00.003+08:00

Training On A Sun

As usual Sun i was on training, but afterwards i headed to amk hub to meet wil and ding. We agreed to watch Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief, so here we are catching it.. I was too tired, otherwise i would be able to enjoy the movie well enough.. As a result of fighting my tired body to stay awake, i end up having a headache after the movie...

It was a very nice movie, with some comedy inside the story to make some laughters, as well as some nice actions inside the movie..

Training on A Sat

2010-02-27T23:43:00.002+08:00

Training on A Sat

Well, the feeling of gg to work(training) on weekend, sure is suffering... However, since i didn't managed to wake up on time ytd, i forced myself to wake up at 5am plus to prepare for work.. However, this time become PY's turn to overslp. So i headed on to work by myself from sem mrt to tpy mrt, then bus 31 to the bus stop there..Hmm initially i was afraid i might miss the stop cuz 1st time taking.

Luckily reached there early abit. wait few mins n its time to clock in 15 mins b4 7am.. Morning its chip learning again, followed by lessons on cards handling. We would be learning a game which we would be handling on the table. ITs called Baccarat, chinese called Bai Jia Le, for a non-casino person, i dun even noe the game..Anyway from wat i saw, opening of the table, takes quite a lot of things to rmb n do...

The game consist of 8 game decks..wow meanings its gonna be tedious suffling the cards..cuz so many steps...So for the rest of the day, we learnt how to spread a deck of cards in a nice manner, as well as riffle the cards..Realised tat wat i have done wif ben n wil have been wrong..1st, it might bend the cards. 2nd, no wonder wil can c the cards when i riffle them during black jacks n roughly noe where the ace was...

The new riffle methods, makes cards not seen at all.. So tat's all for the day?went back home early since i have no activity at all.. Nobody is free to ask me out (sad). Its a weekend yet i am so lonely.. Tot of bringing laptop go mac slack, but think no point, since i have to slp early n wake up at 4.30am again.. Scare can't wake up on time n take cab again...

anyway i was at home, watching drama, autumn's concerto for a while n chat wif Janice, who happened to be online on sat..Chat quite a while n we were both lonely ppl on a weekend haha.. Anyway nxt time free, will meet up wif her n company her go shopping ba..after tat, dinner at home b4 gg out to borrow chips from Kia to practice at home..

Company Duck eat dinner after his work n chat a while, until now i come back to blog b4 i slp..

Sidetracks - Delay of my temp job pay.

Omg this is a bad news..Heard from my agency tat they failed to rec my original timesheet, which i have mail it on the week of CNY..Until now they called me tat they have yet to rec it n not able to pay me on the 2nd of march..Wa..i am short of cash..Hope pay really come fast...i can't afford to delay any longer cuz i need expenses for travel n training...Have to wait Mon, faster call Meital abt it..

Cab to training area on Fri Morning

2010-02-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

Cab to training area on Fri Morning

Well i was so tired last nite tat i dozed off on bed, without setting my alarm clock, after reaching home from seeing a doctor for antibotics n medicine for sinus infection again, which cost me 42 bucks!!! Ended up i woke up late again.. Actually i woke up in the middle of the nite ard 2am+, but since its not yet time to wake up n i was feeling drowsy, i went back n slp...

It was ard 5am, when i was supposed to wake up 4.30am, i was still not able to wake up, i dozed off again... Nxt 6am...Omg i am supposed to reach workplace at 6.50am..I hurriedly rushed n bath, charged out of hse n find a cab to take.. I did not managed to style my hair..Luckily i was able to make it earlier than the previous working day... Cab cost me 15bucks plus..Wow can't imagine taking cabs to work too often cuz of overslping... Really feel the pinch..It was training on chips again n being reassigned another table wif a new group member, but this table is worst than the other.. But its alright, i managed to improve on my chips handling skill n learnt new things on dealing wif cash changing..

Cards Game with Ben n Wil

Anyway after work, headed to sem to wait for wil to come back after his work at 4pm, then wait for ben to arrive from his last day of work..After which, we played cards tog, 45mins an hour for each type of game..Can't rmb who win, who lose..Think ben win ba.. His luck turning gd le...The whole thing took from ard 6pm+? but ended ard 11.30pm..Rushed home n wash up n use com for a while b4 i slp..When online but find nobody online..So just clear emails, watch new bleach episode on anime n manga, b4 i slp...

1st off day at home

2010-02-25T19:20:00.002+08:00

1st off day at home

i woked up at 2pm +, actually on n off, but was so drowsy n tired..my throat hurts n i feel feverish.. I am very sure it must be the sinus infection again, which results in the fever n the throat area affected.. I lie down my bed on n off, while using my laptop n blog until now.. I think my off day just wasted like this.. Later after dinner, i shall be gg out while to relax awhile, b4 i go home to have an early rest, as i felt sick n tired...

Wondering shld i c a doc or not, but i guess now, seeing doc confirm a lot of ppl..no time for me.. maybe i might be just buying medicine, but i scare this time i might need antibiotics..

Training Day 2

2010-02-25T19:00:00.002+08:00

Training Day 2

The training was getting more ridiculous, but luckily 1 more day n its 1st off day already.. Gd thing abt my shift was i can go out after my work, just have to slp early tat's all..Ok y am i saying ridiculous? Its becuz i tot of waking up at 4am, so i set alarm clock on my hps, but cuz my mum scolded me for the noise as the niece n nephew were slping..

i was unhappy cuz i dun have a choice n who ask me have to share room wif them? I wan to have my own room lo..ended up cuz i was so tired n annoyed tat i actually turn the alarm off wifout snoozing.. Ended up i woke up at 6am.. I knew i cannot make it on tmie as 7am is the training..Rushed to prepare n headed out n find a cab n hopefully i can reached on time..

The day b4, the aching on the legs n the back, still haven't goes off n later have to stand thruout again..The traffic was bad n i was so worried i am not able to make it on time, further more the taxi driver was not clear of the road when we reached ard tat area..Cab fare cuz almost 20bucks.. So exp!!!cannot afford to take anymore cabs like this.. Consider to stay over at ben's hse again..

i hurriedly tab the card n it was 7am exactly..However the trainer glared at me wif the eyes moving angrily as i walked over..Then he asked me wat time i reach, i told him 7am, n he reprimand n said i nv follow instructions.. PY was earlier a little bit as well, 6.57am as she overslp too. Anyway the next thing was worst..They decided to give us sittings arrangements, calling out names n assigning them to the designated table..

me n PY n the rest of the group were separated...THink this arrangement would be fixed thru the rest of the training day? Its gonna be very boring this time, cuz my table r mostly uncles n they were so quiet..only 4 of us on the table.. Sian, nobody to talk to while doing the training..But lunch time n breaks still alright... Anyway i told them abt the tag thing n they were displeased, but luckily they say nvm, they still use my Yilun name n the pass remains the same, just tat they noted them down..

Wait until i have done my dippo on my ic, i am gonna to get them changed completely! Until now i have yet to mention wat game i was assigned to learn..Heard from PY tat they were the hardest to handle..sian..so unlucky..Its definitely not Black Jacks, but a game i nv heard b4, Baracat, chinese is called Bai Jia Le..Other game to learn was roulette..The payments have to count like mad wif those percentages..

2nd day training still the same thing, chips handling..but learnt new things on top of the old.. Spreading the chips n sliding them back, also dropping the chips into 5s.. Ok doing all these until after work at 3pm..gd back to amk hub wif PY n meet wil n ding there.. The 3 of us went to catch "Percy Jackson n the lightning thief..The movie was great, just tat i was too tired n almost dozed off.. 2nd day training, not only back ache n legs aching, even my arms were aching too...

but i managed to force myself awake, in exchange for headache..After the movie, we headed to nebo to have our dinner..Tat ger which wil n i noticed was there for the 2nd time.. So we both have almost the same food tog n during times, the ger actually approached our table n offered to clean our plates..She was like looking over our table at times, trying not to look so obvious..

Its so obvious cuz i observed tat other tables, she nv go over to clear their plates only until they left the seats n out of the shop, but she comes to our table to clean it almost 5 times.. Well after tat we headed back to sem, where i bid them farewell n went to meet "Jamie" at mac abt the model issue.. She ended up talking about many other things also n i just lend her a listening ear...

She was very formal to me about 1 issue when she smoked, the moment when she knew tat i dun smoke haha. I was so tired n she was a hardcore smoker, more heavier than PY, from wat i observed..She travel alot by cab fare as well...ended up she send me home by cab b4 she left...

1st day of training

2010-02-25T18:17:00.002+08:00

1st Day of training

I was quite excited at the beginning.. Wonder how things would turn out to be.. There's a lot of ppl in shift 1 of the day shift. The 2nd shift for day comes at 7.30am. I was thinking i might have a hard time locating my name on the list for my group, among the crowd, but was very lucky to spot it just on the 1st list.. So i just headed to find my group no..

Training room was big n lots of tables ard..Searchin in vain for my group number, only to noe, it was not displayed out like other groups yet..Managed to got a seat there n wait.. So the trainers came n mark attendance.. My excitement begins to drop as the day proceed on, though still excited, but not happy like the beginning.. The trainers were both so soft spoken tat we could not here their instructions carefully...

Training there seems so many restrictions.. Cannot do this, cannot do tat.. They expect us to train, only gg to toilet breaks during 2 15mins break n 1 hr lunch Break.. Tat's all.. BEsides tat, punctually is very impt, no room allowance for 1 min late from report n coming back from breaks..no drinking water during training..like a kindergarden...

1st training was Chips Handling.. Learn to pick the chips, stuck them, cut them into 5s n 4s..While practicing all these, its standing thru out.. its not so easily as i have write them here.. Picking chips have a standard procedure n to stuck them n place them into piles of 20s on the table, u need to feel it wif ur hands.. Next cutting the chips wif 1 hand cannot look, but feel it wif ur hands..

Not only on rite hand alone, but have to do wif the left hand as well.. It was so difficult, but luckily beside me was a new frd, who seems so talkative tat we have been talking thruout, else it would have been boring.. Of cuz talking seems so unappropriate n we were being noticed a few times, talking while practicing..So i met a new frd, which happened to be an indo chi as well..

She was also 1 of the 1st person who entered the room wif me n ended up finding our names 1st.. she also stepped on my shoes twice, while we were walking n searching for our table number...So lunch time we went for lunch tog wif some of our group on the same table.. A bad incident happened due to the pour instructions given as the trainers were soft spoken...

Had we tot tat we would be gg to the toilet n the trainer would bring us to show us where we can have our meals (Lunch is not provided, not only tat schedule for the week, still not confirmed yet).. Our hands were dirty n black wif the chips, so we went to wash our hands, but when we come out, all of them were missing.. So we went to look for dining place ourselves..

There's a gate n we dun have a pass.. So have to wait for ppl wif the pass to open the gate for us.. Well when we come back, we tot we were early, only to find them coming in 1 by 1, wif security pass ard their neck, so we look for our trainers when we saw them, only to be reprimanded n its our fault for not listening to instructions... They actually went to get their pass b4 gg for lunch...

How could we noe when their voice were so soft n unclear? we were so unhappy wif him, but we can't say anything. When we went to collect our pass, another thing made me pissed off..Its the Security pass.. I hav been registering my name using Hong Yilun all the time n they still ignored me n put my dialect name instead...Ended up wif a diff in the attendance list n the pass...

So when i went back, the trainers would be looking at our pass n write their evaluation of our performance while we were practicing.. Ended up when approached, they noticed the name diff n i explained to them, they ask me to stay back after work n as the ppl to change the name in the pass.. I already explained to them tat they refused, but its pointless.. My indo chi frd, PY also got her name wrong, as she dun have her surname in her ic, but the surname was placed on the pass..

So we have to go to chg the pass later on.. Then finally the schedule is out for the training prog.. I was so disappointed after knowing it.. Its not alternate 5, 6 weeks, but full 6 days per week, wif the same timing thru out the week.. The things will only begin once we start work officially.. So now, every thursday i'll have off.. My shift timing is fixed as day..since so many ppl complained, they adjusted it to 7am in the morning, no excuse for late even for a min..

in fact wif have to report 15 mins earlier as there would b a briefing.. So i dun have to stay over at ben's hse anymore, infesting by the mosquitoes...His hse downstair is very happening for sight-seeing, but the mosquitoes were more deadly..The schedule only stated until 18th April.. So i am not sure if its the last day of training or not, as training was told to be 3mths..

Ok finished work at 2.30pm, headed to change pass name... Pissed of again...I knew it, i was not allowed to change the Pass ID name.. Reason was simply becuz the dialect name was first n they have no space to input my full name inside.. Wat an excuse.. PY managed to got her card change. She lived at AMK area n she was originated from Batam..

Some info of her, she used to work at batam's casino for 2 yrs n have stopped work 2 yrs ago n she said the training here was so much difference n much more restricted.. Making training so unhappy.. So we went to find the bus to come here after changing the pass.. Noticed bus no 31 comes from toa payoh mrt to here.. about 10+ stop, so we agreed to meet up n go to work the next day.

after which she headed to finish up her work at nite cuz she tender resignation late n have to serve 1 month notice. As for me, i decided to walk to ben's hse under the hot sun to get my things b4 gg home..Btw PY was a heavy smoker to me, cuz she is like newspaper boy or Kim tat after every meal or breaks, need to smoke. Ok tat's all abt the training..

Ben advice me to take bus to other place to take bus 980 home.Though journey is long but i can slp all the way.. Thinking of carrying so many things, i decided to listen to him n not take bus to mrt n take train.. I slept tiredly thru out the journey..Reach home use com awhile n headed out to meet nel n wil as wan to share my exp wif them...

When i reached the arcade to find nel, i was shocked tat the uncle working there called me..he told me tat there's a lady finding me urgently, calling the arcade so many times..ask me to call this number.. the lady does not noe my name, but only based on description..Wear spec, always a sf4 area, big size..Zzz i so fat meh? Ok i call back but initially nobody answer, so i went to approach nel..

Not long after tat, the number called me back.. n i answered it..Then she told me tat she saw me very often at the arcade, but i said the description might not be me.. But when she said always wearing capitalmall t-shirt, ok tat's me.. She is working at Media Corp n need me to help her wif a model assignment..THink tat i suit the bill...since its an interesting thing for me n she told me tat my casino job would not be affected i decided to help her out..

She was the 1 who came in wif a bf, who played sf4 as well.. So she arranged to meet me after my work the next day, to discuss the job issue. So after the call, headed to eat dinner wif nel n wil b4 playing cards at mac for a while..Tat nel always like tat, lose want to play some more, so i told him half an hour n i have to go.. So after which i went home to rest...

Nite at Ben's house

2010-02-25T17:26:00.002+08:00

Nite at Ben's house

Before the 1st day of training starts on Tues 6.30am, i headed to ben's hse to stay..Hmm it was a very long journey to Aljunied Mrt n was told to take bus n alighted there for him to pick me up. Went up to put my things n he brought me to walk ard his street in the nite as Wil told me of the things he saw when he come to ben's hse to make his itouch..

Wow its my 1st time seeing such a view... Many of them dressed so sexy n revealing, standing along the street. A view i have nv seen before.. Some of them look so beautiful n its a pity the do such things.. There's a street almost covered by them but we nv turn inside cuz was scared tat i will be pulled inside by them..after tat we headed back home, after ben showed me the path i shld walk to my training place.

Wow, when i entered his room, i was in a great shock! I have nv seen such a room b4.. Though his toilet is inside his room, got bathtub as well, got hot n cot water, but the bathtub cannot be used cuz its so... The toiletries were like in a mess n seemed expired.. Mirrors coated wif lots of stains.. Cobwebs at all 4 corners.. The only thing in the room tat looks presentable is, his computer..

Dun say more about his room cuz its privacy.. HIs hse downstairs, can see some prostitutes, from his windows as well.. he lived not very high floors n can heard from their loud conversations tat they are China ladies.. I tried using ben to online using his itouch, n managed to chat awhile..Now comes to the worst part of my stay at his hse...It was mosquitoes...not only 1, but many of them!

I laid on bed wanted to rest, but i was annoyed n stung by so many of them..worst is i dun even have a blanket...there were even some flying near my ears..i had a slpless nite..i used my towel to cover myself, but it was too small to help me.. When i covered my legs, they start to bite my arms n ard my head...I cover my head wif towel, my legs suffer..

further more, the ppl downstairs were like chatting very loudly at times..i did not catch a wink thru out the nite...Originally, i planned to wake up at 4.45pm..ended up, i felt tat i can't stayed on anymore, so i got up an hr earlier to prepare myself n leave an hr in advance.. I had my breakfast at a 24hr coffeeshop nearby n it was so expensive...

FInally i walked to the training place n was the 1st to reach..an hour b4 the training starts...i tot i can enjoy the air-con n rest a while at the sofa,but the security was there n woke up when i arrived..he talked to me...until ppl starts coming in by cab n its abt time tat the training begins...

Nite at Ben's house

2010-02-23T18:23:00.001+08:00

Nite at Ben's house

To be continued next time when free and will also be talking about 1st day of training...

1st day orientation at Raffles Place

2010-02-23T17:55:00.002+08:00

1st day orientation at Raffles Place

Mon was the 1st day oriention of my full time job.. i was so tired, but i managed to reach there quite on time at 8.30am.. The queue was so long n we have to register our names wif the alphabets.. cuz i was considered very late then report, the auditorium were filled up very much n i took the back seats which i was allocated to..I was fascinated or rather disappointed to be seated there..

On my right was a very hyper active man? I dunno how to describe him, but he was like answering all the questions to himself when the presenter on the stage was asking questions..not only i find him weird, some ppl also turned ard n c who... Nxt was a China Lady sitting on my left...She was not very gd in english n was like asking me so many questions which i find it hard to answer her as i didn't even noe them myself...

1 look can c she is a very materialistic woman, speaking only abt money.. But ended up lunch time, i am caught by her to have lunch tog... She also managed to find another china woman to eat tog wif us at "Lao Pa Sat"...food there really cost much..Mixed vege cost me 5 bucks..Its lectures n lectures n i feel like slping..Even until orientation finish, lots of things still uncertain..

1st thing would be my schedules..until end of orientation, still dunno(stay tuned to 1st day of training post).. only noe got 2 morning shifts, (6.30am n 7.30am). i was unlucky, got the 6.30am de.. Anyway tat china ger was 7.30am.. At nite i meet nel awhile b4 i go home to pack my things n headed to ben's hse to stay over as his hse is only a stop's distance from the training place...

Movie : "Day Breakers" with Nel at mac on Sun nite

2010-02-23T17:50:00.003+08:00

Movie : "Day Breakers" with Nel at mac on Sun nite

Well i was slping from afternoon until evening time when sis's family come n have dinner tog.. After which i headed out to meet nel as i promised to meet him, even though i was very tired. A promise made, have to be kept. So played arcade wif him b4 we headed to catch this "Daybreakers" wif my laptop..Well we must agreed tat the movie wasn't very nice, except for their high technology...

Supposed to slp early cuz 1st day orientation starts tml n i have many things not prepared yet... Reached hm ard 12am n still online, but chat msn until 3am plus.. so i faster go slp..

Bai Nian and Mahjong at Tampines

2010-02-21T19:46:00.003+08:00

Bai Nian and Mahjong at Tampines

Saturday afternoon, i headed out wif wil to heeren, his workplace to have dinner as he forget to bring his itouch home from work the day b4. Besides i wanna c a ger whom he likes at the workplace, curiousity brings me there wif him. When we arrived there, his colleagues already went for break, so we proceed to have our own dinner..we have cravings for Fish n Co, since wil also say there's a ger of his type there.

Another time eating Fish n Co wif wil. Ordered our usual seafood platter for 2, top up the set meal, however the soup of the day, is fish soup.. Doesn't really taste nice.. Mushroom soup still the best.. but Fish n Co is still 1 of my favourite rest. to dine in.. Well the ger whom wil said, doesn't really appeal to me.. Guess our taste diff ba haha...

After dinner, it was still early, so decided to go to his workplace, pasta de waruku for dessert. Just nice they came back already.. So just headed inside n was like... ok his taste is really diff from me, but ok la, as long as he likes her char, is more impt.. But thanks to the ger (an asst manager), i get to taste a free dessert, which was supposed to be wil's treat lo...Its macha ice-cream!! Quite tasty.

After which, headed off to meet ben at tampines mrt where we headed n proceed to Ray's hse.. Well i shall not state further details about my feelings as it would make the blog draggy n i dun have much time to blog as i am heading out to meet nel soon.. wanna enjoy the last few evening at sun plaza, b4 my training starts on Mon n i would be staying over at frd's hse, since its only 1 bus stop distance from the training place n my training starts at 6.30am for day 1!!!!

Super far lo.. Orientation on mon is 8.30am at Raffles Place, not sure ending wat time.. But as for the training, it would be at Kallang area, at Mountbatten Square... Ok so back to bro's hse, i was only gonna say, not very happy wif him about the way he dealt wif things.. So anyway when we reached at ard evening time, they were still having dinner, his other bros brought their gf along..

Their parents asked me how come this yr nv bring gf here? Well i think they forgot last yr also nv bring cuz tat last yr, just broke up not long ago.. 2008 Cny she got come ba... well since they were playing mj halfway, so 3 of us play cards, until they interrupt us by asking ben to play for 1 of his bro.. Then after they come back from smoking breaks, they interrupt us again, by playing black jack wif them...

Well wil take over for mahjong, since i dun like helping not close ppl play mahjong n win for them, when they winnings not mine.. So i was being pulled to playing blackjack wif their gf's n 1 of the bro.. Well he was the banker n i told myself, i got 6 bucks in the wallet, if lose le, i dun wan to play.. True enough, he was so lucky tat i lost 6bucks.. i got 21, he got 5 cards within 21 dots.. I got 20, he got 21 or blackjacks.. i got 19, he got 20...So unlucky...

Finally they finished their rounds, but since ray's granny wan to play, so the 3 of us end companying her play..not only a round, but thru out the nite until morning 7.30am.. She was so energetic..but not gd for me, as his granny is a horse n i dun clique wif horse ppl.. i lost about 11 bucks, granny lost 1 bucks, wil lost 24 to ben.. he was so lucky tat he is the only winner..

Since my bro n his gf wanted to play, but granny wants to play, so ended up its morning n we were dead tired.. i wanna go hm rest cuz mon got orientation le.. Many things need to pack for staying over.. we planned to have breakfast at mac cuz i have cravings for the mac big breakfast combo wif hotcakes haha.. But ended up, since my bro ask if we could play a game as he nv have the chance to play wif us, we went to his hse area coffeeshop, quite far away to have breakfast, b4 gg back to play a game wif him..

True enough, this 1 pot, i won 9 bucks, ben won again, his luck for 2010 has turned much better compared to last yr.. he won 20 bucks, my bro only won 2 bucks..Wil lost all again.. but overall, for the 3 of us, i ended up no win, no lose..Wasting my time n draining my energy to play..but just for entertainment la, since long time nv play mahjong le... ben won 50, wil lost 50.

After tat, its a dreadful long journey back home, wif our tired body..i slp from 2pm until 6pm, where my 2 sis's family come home to have dinner wif us.. until now i am blogging n preparing to go out meet mel watch movie b4 i go n rest for tml's 1st day work!!!

The Sound Of Music

2010-02-20T14:18:00.001+08:00

The Sound Of Music

Watched "The Sound of Music" at mac ytd nite. It was 1 of broadway best musical pieces. How nice was that.. though the ending was quite sad..

A day of cards wif Friends

2010-02-19T12:05:00.002+08:00

A day of cards wif Friends

Ben did not have to work yesterday, as he have presentation in sch. So after presentation, we meet up tog wif nel and have our lunch tog b4 we start our usual cards game. Health dun seem to be gd for me n it comes tog wif luck.. My luck have been so poor n i have been losing every game we play.. It was super suffering. Nel was very lucky n have been winning..

My lips is super red n dry tat i went to buy a lipbalm during 1 of the break time.My whole head seems painful n its been many days..Quite worried abt it n i hope ntg's wrong.. Anyway wil come to find us after his work n things start to change when he start playin wif us.. I managed to win back, nel is still the biggest winner, only ben n wil lost.. Call it a day after tat...

A day of Random updates

2010-02-18T12:09:00.002+08:00

A day of Random updates

I spent the whole of the day online after waking up, doing all the routine stuffs online and chat a while wif Claudine on msn.Topic always revolved ard her as usual, but i hope nxt time, not talking anymore of it. Reason y i asked abt her in the topic was about an incident happened on CNY Day 1, so was just concerned about what happened to her. Well i shld not care anymore, tat's wat i ought to do.

Since Claudine told me she did not spoke to her since last fri,when she asked her out n she's not free, means she does not noe wat happened. Hmm finally i found another 1 who appreciates musical like me, so i dun have to feel dejected of not being able to find a partner, gg to the musical wif me. My 2nd sis n family came to our hse for dinner..

I get to play awhile wif her n since i have to run errand for my mum b4 6pm, so i rushed out, wif my laptop. Initially, i tot tat i would be spending the nite alone, but ended up nel called me to ask me out for dinner.. So we played awhile of arcade, b4 Duck came n saw us. After which we headed down for dinner, b4 nel companied me to mac to watch movie wif me.

"14 Blades"..Sad to say, quality wasn't very gd, hence didn't get to enjoy the movie lots..Sad tat Donnie Yen died in the movie again.. "Da Bing Xiao Jiang" still better than 14 Blades ba.. after movie, wil come to find us a while after his work n off we go.. I bathed n was thinking, since my hair is wet, i might as well just finished watching "Dying Young"..

Oh my..It was so touching.. I guess in the 20th century now, very hard to find such a ger already... A ger who is willing to love a guy who is gravely sick.. "Some People lived a lifetime, but never truly loved like this..." I guess nowadays, dun say u r sick la, even if u no money, people also choose to leave u for others. The world has turned very materialistic, full of hypocrites ard..

Another quotes from the movie, "Embodies that secret hope that love can conquer all". I love this quote..Yup only true love can do it, all the rest of the superficial love would not be able to overcome any boundaries.. However, the ending from the dvd i got, seems so different n it really makes me puzzled.. Maybe its not the original version.. sad...

An outing wif frds on 16th Feb, Tues

2010-02-17T13:08:00.002+08:00

An outing wif frds on 16th Feb, Tues

Cy organized and out with fion, wil, nel n me. Xy and Hy last min boycott the event, ding was not able to make it as he was stucked at home wif relatives n kit went to his own group of frds b4 coming to join us at a later date.. Well our 1st activity was k lunch.. Well i did't enjoyed myself at the time and i felt i wasted $ just like tat...

1stly, bento set for k lunch have been out of stock for a very long time, so its soya chicken again.. Next was, seemed tat our area of interest were so diff tat the songs they sing were very much diff than mine.. In addition, the noise they created were so loud tat their voice can cover the whole room, louder than the mic n the music.. it was so disheartening...

Anyway i just anyhow choose songs n sing as well... Kept myself busy playing nel's iphone n wil's itouch.. i guess i just prefer to sing wif just a person or 2 will be sufficient..

After the activity, we headed to cinema for a movie.. Initially we wanna catch 14 blades, but since the timing for 3pm+ was sold out, we have to seek another movie timing else kit might not be able to meet us when he was done.. Managed to get 5 seats for "Da Bing Xiao Jiang", so we decided to get it at 3.30pm. Since we have additional time, we headed to have ice-creams!

After which, we proceed to catch the movie.. hmm its nice and hilarious that we really enjoyed ourselves, though the ending was a bit sad..I mentioned abit sad, cuz most of the part were so funny, so when it comes to the end, it won't be so sad until can tear out haha. After the movie, we have to decide a place to eat.. Since Kit haven;t come, so we headed to have pepperlunch, while waiting for him.

Had unagi rice set wif egg, and upsize a meal for drinks n more ice-cream, this time my favourite green tea flavour. But the place once entered, filled the clothes wif a terrible smell... Inside there, we were like "sight-seeing", including the gers.. Some psychology studies have take place as well, about the faithfuless of a person. We can noticed few gers who were attached, but keep looking at other guys, so the degree of cheating is so high.i used the word "degree", so i am not judging a conclusion, just stating the possibility.

During our dinner, kit finally arrived and he ordered the same set as me. Great minds think alike.. After which, we headed on wif our actvities and bid farewell to the gers. We had a long 5 hours of number ball snooker, meaning wif the cards.. It was a dreadful game, which end up all of us having tiring legs.. Nel had the most smooth game, kit was neutral in the beginning, ended up as the biggest lost, me n will is the oppo...

I from win turn to lose, wil from lose turn to win.. The table money cost 63 bucks, only to be shared by me n kit.. Wif kit paying 52, i paid abt 21..So the rest of the $, goes to nel n wil.. What a terrible nite...But we get to enjoy ourselves..We headed to Sem, nel said he was hungry, so we went to mac to have something eat n crap about all kinds of stuffs b4 heading home..

After bathing, i took some medicines as i wasn't feeling very well as i felt heaty. Thoughout the outing, my lips were burning red n dry.. Seems like i am falling sick again soon.. BUt since i dun wan to use the hair-dryer n woke everybody up, as my niece n nephew is staying over again... So i decided to watch "Dying Young" on TV as i dunno y, maybe cuz the show too old, my laptop cannot play the file..

But i guess i was so tired n drowsy tat i dozed off wifout catching the whole movie, i gave up so i off it n decided to catch it some other time..What a nite..

CNY Day 2 (Start blogging 15th Feb at 10.10pm)

2010-02-16T10:02:00.001+08:00

CNY Day 2 (Start blogging 15th Feb at 10.10pm)

I woke up quite early and basically just using com to blog, clear emails, facebook, and update new songs into my blog as well as facebook. At the same time, find movies for me to watch at mac wif my laptop. Managed to find “The King & I”, sadly its in Animation like Beauty & The Beast. Also found “The Sound Of Music”. I got the last piece of “Dying Young”, but until now, I dun have a chance to watch it, probably after I finished my blog ba.

After which, I slacked most of the time at home, basically doing ntg.. Somehow, my lungs n chest feels a little better, though still uncomfy a little.. Back Aching still the same.. Hmm wonder wat happened nxt after ytd’s terrible encounter, but I dun wish to let it bother me further.. Its until around late afternoon tat some of my relatives come back from other hse visits wif my mum.

So its entertaining time.. I tried my best to help my mum serve them, but I looked restless.. My cousins wanted to play cards, so I tried to create some entertainment by teaching them some cards game which I shared wif my frds..However, every CNY, there is no gambling in my relatives, hence this yr was no diff… Perhaps every1 was too formal wif 1 another as we were so distant, only mtg a few times every yr..

Anyway teach them a way to play cards wifout gambling, so its drinking water, which seemed healthy instead. After which, some of them left, only left a few uncles n aunt to stay behind to have dinner wif us.. after they left, here I am, outside at mac, with the company of my laptop.. Just departed wif kit not long ago, as I companied him for dinner at mos burger..

Time to watch movies.. Tml Cy planned something for us, though b4 tat, wil n ding wanna watch movie wif me at AMK hub, watching 14 Blades, since its gonna be over soon.. Action movies are best watched in cinemas.. so Cy planned k lunch tml at amk as well.. C how for tml’s activities..

Stopped blogging on 15th Feb, 10.19pm

Additional post, "The King & I" is not an animated movie version, but it was the version which i used to watch in the past. I was mislead by the poster.. It was the original version and definitely nicer than the musical i watched wif my ex..NICE!

What a Jerk

2010-02-15T11:13:00.002+08:00

What a Jerk, I'm disgusted

Ytd b4 i went out after gg relative hse bai nian, i met a terrible accident at home, which left me suffering for the whole nite, even until now...Wel tat's the vast difference though i nv expect such a terrible incident will occur, cuz the person u used to be so close wif, is not there anymore.. Well initially i tot tat she told me she won't be having activities, except for playing mj at hse...

Ended up, had i tot they were still playing, so usually when accidents happened, the 1st person u think of contacting, would be the 1 u loved.. However, ended up i received a call from her, which turned up to be a guy's voice.. Initially i felt puzzled cuz network error occurred, so i tot it was a connection error which lead to the sms wrongly sent to a wrong hp..

So i did not noe how to react..However after thinking abt it for some time, the more i recall, abt the 1 yr anniversary thing n tat guy's voice... Makes me think mad..So i am a person, who dun likes to be kept in suspense, so i called her other no to find out.. Ended up yeah its rite n she still happily say happy cny. I was so disgusted n i just say bye n hang the phone...

Thinking, thinking so hard i got really so affected n mad..i tot abt y am i not reacting the way i wanted to when he called me.. I ought to say, tat sms wasn't meant for u anyway, so bye.. Then i begin to think tat seems like tat phone was like his like tat, he can just take n use it as n when he like.. Honestly speaking, each time i saw tat iphone, it just annoyed me. So i decided to sms her phone..

Nxt i endured the pain in my chest n go out wif my laptop, to wait for wil n nel. Thanks them for companying me thru this hard time.. Nv expect haven't meet them i start to rec a call, from an annoymous no... The moment i picked up, i rec tons of vulgarities.. This was the most disgusting words i ever heard so far.. Even in army, i also nv heard like tat b4.. like a machine gun, as though so fluent, making a rythem. However it was so unpleasant.

I said he was very rude n he keeps going on n all i did was, sorry i dun entertain such calls n i hung up tat phone.. He keeps calling but i cancelled it.. Nxt he used tat iphone no to called, but i noe its him, i cancelled it.. I dun wish to have any more dealings wif tat no anymore. I settled wat i have to do, n i decided to ans it once again, c wat tat jerk hav to say...

Hmm 2nd time he called me, seems like he noes tat i am her ex.. Well wat he said realy makes me so furious.. He call say me, but nv say about himself while he was doing something behind my back, while she was still my gf.. N now he got the cheek to say she is his gf now.. But anyway, had she not been so easily swayed, she wouldn't get such a bf now ba...They r the best of a match!

I am glad tat i have some1 who shared the same viewpoint as me.. Some1 of the same age as her, she told me she doesn't like tat guy either! I can't stand prolong in this kind of vulgarities surrounding, b4 i myself being influenced as well... Well he question me about me harrassing her n making nusiance contacts, threatened to lodge a police report..

It really got me furious, i had lots of things i wanna shoot him back, did i ever harrass her? since tat day she left me, i had leave her alone nv to do anything cuz i was so terribly upset wif her.. She was the 1 who contacted me back wif the mac encounter, wif the slimming gel, wif the annoymous person in my blog.. All these started cuz of quarrel btw them, then only she come n find me for company sake..Only quarrel then come n find me, back tog le, just go off like tat...

Want to lodge a police report, just do it. My conscience is clear, i have so many evidence wif me to prove my innocence.. In wat sense would i be guilty of nusiance contact? A gangster to speak wif me in terms of legal? I have so many things to proof tat, my viewpoint was tat handphone she was holding on to it, i dunno tat line is under his name. If tat's so, does tat mean past sms exchanged, he is the 1 sending those sms to me? Dun make me so disgusted, until i wanna puke.

However this is not all, those words i wanna said on top, i only said the 1st line, which is she is the 1 who initiate the contact cuz... Then his machine gun vulgarities keeps shooting non-stop, n i just hang the phone.. N after a while he keeps calling again.. Hmm i c wat he have to say, until he acts like a normal guy, saying lets deal this like a man. (When he does those funny acts behind my back, is this a man's deal?)

So wat he say its his fault for accusing me? I won't forget wat he did to me n he doesn't even have the rite to question me on par. N he still have the cheek to speak to me about the favour i owe her.. I dun need u to educate me on wat to do, look upon urself as u owe her even much more favour than me. Since i dun wan any unnecessary trouble which will affect my job, i just let it go. Afterall, i am a peace lover =)

Now tat i noe, even tat non iphone hp also is under his name, well its alright then.. Dun really like the person, claimed anytime also can break up, yet get herself tangled wif so many things, under his name. Then in the 1st place, dun say until its for show only. I wanna del all the nos, but since some1 threatened me, i shall keep it to use against those threatens, until i return a favour.

My eyes should be bright even now.. A ger is committed n loyal means she will be loyal.. If she is not, no matter who she is wif, the same issue would still happened.. Its a matter of fact, the true love doesn't even exist in the ger's world.Even wif me, the outcome would still be the same.

CNY 1

2010-02-14T14:54:00.002+08:00

CNY 1

THis is the first day of CNY and here i am, reaching home at 2pm +...This was the earliest time i leave early wif my 2nd sis n family.. many frds have alot of activities during this period, but i have none.. I wish 'u' were here with me tog...Today also symbolise v day.. Anyway i am sick... Ntg much to say about so just begin wat actually happened...

I woke up at 10.30am n wash up n prepare to go out.. My 2 sister's family arrived to bai nian wif my parents b4 we headed out to our relative's hse at hougang.. Reached there, say hello to once in a year meet up relatives, sit down chit chat a while, catching up wif each other, hav lunch, get ang paos... And its time to leave wif my 2nd sis..

The rest are heading out to the other relatives hse tog, but i decided to leave wif my sis.. Last yr also the same, i leave wif them, depending on niece's temper.. So here i am, enjoying the peace in the hse wif no disturbance...

Reunion Dinner at home

2010-02-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

Reunion Dinner at home

I spent the morning slping, planned to wake up at 1.30pm to do some final cleaning up, but was woked up abruptly by my mum's complain.. So i woke up at 12pm + n clean my things unhappily...Which results in a bad headache thru out the day...i missed lunch cuz there's ntg to eat at home.. Reunion dinner was started very late then usual, cuz elder sis's tot it was still early...

Ended up it only start at 8pm... I ate n got myself gastric pain, cuz too long nv eat... Terrible reunion dinner.. Online really ntg much to do..Besides clearing email, go blog, play bejeweled n stuffs in facebook, watch "Autumn Concerto", Anime, Manga, ntg much...Went to pray just now... I have seen some1 online again, somehow i smiled... a little..Feeling was great, but face the reality ba..

She's not for u.. Things have changed... My goal is a loyal, committed, loving wife in future! No half hearted, indecisive, easily swayed person, n got myself hurt over n over again.. Ouch! it hurts.. Esp when u r very clear tat u Truly love the person, she's not meant for u.. Cannot be tog... Dun be so naive n silly, get urself hurt again.. Wake up!

Last Day of work, cards wif frds

2010-02-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

Last Day of work, cards wif frds

Finally it was last day of work in my temp assignment,b4 i start my training on 22nd Feb at MBS.. My boss was on leave, had i tot i can relax at workplace, she asked me to do more things.. My oversea frd hav gone back to hometown to c her parents n would not be back until late next week, so hope she enjoyed herself. After lunch, my colleague gave me the number to the fortune teller which she visited, so i would be booking an appt some time when my training starts..

Luckily my colleague is gd, she left ard 4.30pm and pulled me along.. Anyway i went home n change b4 meeting Ben n wil for dinner. Card game starts n i was winning initially? But dunno y, i guess i was too tired as i haven't been slping well lately.. Insomnia cuz i have lots of things in my mind... Anyway luck wasn't very gd either tat nite n i haven't been concentrating well in the game..

Somewhere ard late in the nite, b4 nel come to join us in the game, this wil received a call from a ger n kept us waiting for almost an 1hr.. Me n ben were already feeling so tired from a day's work.. Hmm judging from the case, Nel already attached.. Ben is soon to be attached as he would be asking Jy to be his gf in few days time, while wil is already having some 1 in his life. I think the only 1 left would be me...Yup i dun have anybody in my mind now, except for a past...

Even though she has left already, still hard to put it down..Anyway read the fortune for this yr, i would be busy working n love luck would be very low this yr, so no point wasting time looking for love, as i shld invest it in upgrading myself, like taking up courses, like learning waltz, language courses, music lessons, vocal lessons or driving? I have so many things i want to learn..

Well nel came n play on.. Me n nel lose a lot to both of them.. It was 6am+ close to 7am.. Time to go back n rest...

Reunion dinner wif Ben n China Frds

2010-02-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

Reunion dinner wif Ben n China Frds

i am changing my style of blogging again, recently getting too lazier to blog as it was a sick week for me as i was down with a sick body.. As stated from my previous post, i was too sick to go to work, hence i was on MC on Tue.. Even till now, my head was still painful, so is my back...Back to where i have left out, i headed to yishun, Northpoint Shopping Centre after work to meet Ben, Jiayu and Fuqian (2 new china frds).

Its been weeks since i last saw them n they have changed alot in appearance since the last mtg.. Jy is more normal than the last time, but there is drastic change in Fq. She become more n more boyish,very punky in her attire, Even got an additional piercing just below her lips.. It was horrible.. Perhaps for me, but not for those punky trend ppl..

B4 the mtg, i heard from ben tat they have been quarreling among themselves over matters which i am not very clear of myself.. so ben who was fetching them here, had a hard time bringing them tog, as Fq keep wandering about like a wild child.. Anyway dinner starts n i notice drastic diff btw their taste n mine.. We went to seoul garden to have our dinner n they were like not worried about food wastage, just take n grab watever food they like...

PLates after plates.. n the table was filled up in no time.. Cuz ben n Jy were like tog, so Fq asked me to sit wif her, but ended up, Fq was like sitting in the centre of the table while i was like sitted outside of the table... I was very startled by her actions.. She used her fork n take a slice of pineapple n offered me a bite.. Being polite, giving her face, i took a small bite from it...

Such a move, seldom had when i was in a r/s.. it would definitely be a nice feeling having ur love 1 to feed u food while eating tog at times... Ben was a poor organizer as i told him cwp's seoul garden would be better than here, yet he dun wan to listen, cuz e find cwp too far.. Anyway i was keep outside of the table, so i dun get much chance to cook my food, cuz the food they took, was not of my taste..

Fq was so fast in eating n in no time, she was very full... When i finally got the chance to sit n cook the food which i picked myself, i was pulled out by Fq to company her walk ard, cuz she wants to take a break from eating.. Of cuz the main reason was, not to be a light bulb of ben n Jy.. I was like zzz.. Ok nvm so i headed out wif her for a walk..

Something turns me off about an action of some gers.. I dislike gers who disrespect guys.. Every1 is a human being, which deserves some form of basic respect.. She was like just walking into a shop, expecting me to follow her around like a servant.. So as usual, when i exp such a move, i just walk away n move to c other shops which attracts me... I am not a tail follower, so dun expect me to do like a servant..

Then after tat she come out n find me, when she doesn't c me in the shop wif her.. Then while she was in another shop, i came across Jim's parents.. They actually went to Northpoint for a walk after dinner.. So i speak wif them n would be visting them during CNY as promised. of cuz they saw Fq coming to find me, which results in some misunderstanding tat she is my gf...

Of cuz Jim's parent did asked me about my ex.. Which i told them tat we have broked up since 26th Dec 2008.. Anyway i cleared the air tat Fq was just my oversea frd, as from our outfit, its very obvious tat its a mismatched btw Fq n me.. She was in punky outfit, while i prefer those formal outfits.. Walked tog, doesn't look like a gd pair.. But anyway they exchg greeting b4 we bid farewell..

After which Fq entered a punky shop n tried the shirt there... She even wore the shirt n walked ard the shop, while looking ard for other shirts n put on her, asking me for opinion.. I was in discomfort wif the sale gers looking at me giving a weird expression.. I was like... out of place.. Its a punky shop not for me... after which she wanted to play video games..

So just bring her there, only to find tat the games she played was like...diff taste from mine.. Anyway after which, ben called mi n i tried to ask her to go back.. Where she take a lot of food again, eat little bit n wanted to go out again.. This time i dun wan to go, so Jy went to company her..Finally ben n me were alone n i talked to him abt the encounters...

Finally shop closed, ben called them back and they went to cold storage for a walk.. Fq suggested tat on Wed, she wants to cook n treat us to their new rented house for dinner.. i was like... Hesitating to go... as for the palmistry thing, they weren't really keen in telling me much abt it, cuz they were too engrossed wif looking at things, only c a while only.. tat's all for the nite...

Sick...

2010-02-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

Feeling very sick now....The date was 9th feb 2010, 12.51am...i am still awake n decided to blog this now...Throat was very uncomfortable, wif a slight pain n feverish... rises up to my nose, which seemed like sinus infection again... As usual, my forehead was so painful tat even when i touches it, it was like ouch!!! I feel so feverish..Moving down to the stomach, it was so uncomfortable as well...to the back, it was aching very terribly... my whole body just dun seem to feel well at all.. Yes, i confirmed tat i am sick...

2010-02-09T00:47:00.000+08:00

Updates for 31st Jan – 7th Feb 2010 Sun - Sun
(Start blogging on 7th Feb 2010 at 11.36pm)

Overall view

Hmm overall, there’s ntg much as well for this week as well, Mon to Fri gg to work, Meeting Ser for dinner after my work at CWP on thurs, chit chatting with Claudine on Msn, during work on Fri, meeting ben, wil and nel for cards sessions which ended up overnite until morning, lastly chatting with Janice on Msn on Sun, before gg to mac to watch movies..

Love

I would be gg thru a very low and dry love period for some time, so wouldn’t be updating much on this field.. After a terrible love ordeal, my mindset has become skeptical towards love. I have finally finished reading the book, The 5 Love Languages, on Fri. I guessed I wouldn’t be putting what I have love into practical, not until I have found a new love.

Well on thurs lunchtime, my colleague, Joanne, went for lunch wif me. After lunch, we came by this crystal shop n companied her for a fortune reading, picking coloured crystals from a red bag n put it onto a figure with numbers on it.. While she was doing her reading, I read a book on the table for 2010. It also says single rats will have a very low love life this yr, so no point wasting time searching for love. Just make use of the time on self upgrading instead.

Another thing was meeting Ser for dinner on Thurs nite, since she have something to pass it to me.. So I went to CWP to wait for her.. Did some window shopping until I finally pass by a cd outlet n headed in to c.. I hav tried several outlets at, trying to find a movie, Dying Young, but was not able to find it.. Even online I was not able to search for it, so I decided to try my luck.. To my astonishment, they have the only 1 piece left n I quickly reserved it so I can go cwp to purchase it next week, since I dun have much cash wif me left to spent…

It was a very nice and touching love story, worth to catch it.. When she arrived, we headed to food court to have dinner while she passed me a foc facial voucher for me, since she purchased something there and got this voucher. However its left wif less than 2 weeks to expiry, I managed to book a slot on weekdays evening, Tue nite at 7pm..So after work I have to rush there immediately…

Meeting time was short n off she rush to work.. After tat mtg, I received emails n offline msgs from her.. I was very hurt by the words in those msgs, thus my heart firmed.. If a ger truly loves me, she definitely won’t hurt me like the way she did so many times.. I dun wished to be a puppet anymore n I returned a very crude reply.. Once I managed to clear all the attachment from her, I dun wish to have any contacts wif her anymore.. Cuz I just can’t stand her, after gg thru many kinds of things, she can still treat me as though ntg has happened, no hurt between us n regard me as a old time friend. She really let me see the ugliest side of a woman can be.. I can be friend wif her niece, can be friend wif her friends, but definitely not her anymore…

Work

Ntg much happened at work, just the same old tele marketing, calling overseas ppl.. I am really enduring my days there cuz I find tat I cannot clique well wif my boss.. So its quite diff to work wif her style… Also listened to Joanne sharing her exp wif me, working wif her.. Its really difficult to work some1 who easily snaps wif other ppl over little tiny thigs, but as a frd, she would be fine..

Well thurs n fri was quite relax for us, cuz boss is on MC for 2 days n I get to slack a bit during work.. Didn’t make too many calls n I am worried how am I gonna ans her when I go back to office tml, when she ask me how’s the progress.. Nvm, I would have to focus on work when I go back tml.. At least have to reach a certain quota b4 I leave.. Have to be responsible a bit..

1 more week for me to endure! Then hopefully training starts soon for the dealer job.. The only gd thing I can say abt this current temp job was, I get the chance to make overseas call n chat wif my batam frd whenever I have the chance. Besides she also taught me some Indo lang to aid me, while dealing wif companies from Indonesia, as I am really having communication probs wif them as they dunno how to speak English..

Family

This week, 2nd sis nv come to visit us on Sat perhaps cuz mum went out most of the weekends. Mum have been do spring cleaning whenever she have the time on weekdays, while I am working. I took some time just now in the afternoon after I woke up to do a bit of tidying of all the letters I have stored them. Decided to keep a file to file all the letters I have received for references. Who noes in future, they might have gd use for it..

Health

Hmm health has gotten poorer, my throat seems to got worsen each day at work, due to those callings n long hours at work.. I am having headache on the forehead again… Sinus worsen due to overnite cards game wif ben n company, that I pop a panadol b4 gg to slp in the morning. Lastly, I think I haven’t been having proper meals lately, skipping several meals n my stomach seemed unwell.. like very bloated, airy or dunno how to describe this uncomfortable feeling..

Friends

Ntg much in particular to update here.. almost every nite after work, I would be finding duck to company me for dinner, go for the regular activities n gg home earlier ard 10pm plus n online in the dark, b4 slping. On fri I was quite free at work, so i was chatting wif Claudine during work time, until it was time for me to knock off from work.. Sat finally have some time, cuz wil is not working, but ben is busy dating…

Hmm seems like ben is progressing well wif 1 of the China Frd, JiaYu..Me n wil say he’s dead, but regardless of wat, I still wish him all the best ba.. No wonder he have been so secretive n lied to me tat he’s not free to meet us for cards since he wans to watch movie alone n does spring cleaning, but being observant, I knew he’s not the sort of char who can watch movie alone..

Ended up I break his lies n knew he’s catching ‘Tooth Fairy” wif Jiayu lo.. Wa trying to bluff me.., but consider he got liang xin la.. Cuz the china gers are like so into nite life like tat, slping in the day n waking up in the nite.. So they meet ard evening time for movie n dinner, sending her back n ben come to sp to find us.. So we played cards tog n haha no wonder ppl say love life is gd, gamble sure lose..

He lost a lot at nite, while I won a lot from him haha. But partly is becuz we played hearts tog, this time got 4 ppl playing, so its easier to count the probability of each suits.. This game is more on skill then luck.. Its so fun to play then other normal card games… It tested lots of aspect as well, risk taking, confidence, greed, selfishness etc.. Quite intellectual game indeed…

Ended up play until morning ard 8am, then ben n I went for breakfast b4 heading home.. Sun I was online, so after clearing my stuffs in the com, I shun bian add Janice in the msn, then was actually abt to offline n prepare to go out, was surprised tat she chatted wif me, so we chatted for quite awhile b4 I offline n prepare to go out for dinner wif my laptop..

Hmm I am able to felt her sadness now, cuz she was in the same boat as me, gg thru similar experiences, though of cuz not exactly the same stories…Well just like a doctor, can only cure ppl, but can nv cure ownself… Hmm dun really have the mood to blog now, so seems like the eng lang is broken.. Just hope she’s strong n able to pull thru this terrible ordeal as the guy is not worthy of her love..

Movies

Well I am not in the mood to do some movie review this time, maybe just a brief 1 ba.. I have been watching few movies lately over the weekends. Maybe I might have repeat some of the movies cuz I can’t realty rmb exactly when I have watched them.. 1st 1 was ‘The Hostel” which I think I might have mentioned it b4.. Then perhaps it would be the “Land of the Lost”, which I have watch it last weekend.

This movie was quite funny and I really enjoyed watching Will Ferrell’s Movie.. His movie is those intellectual jokes, which only u managed to read btw his lines, u r able to catch what his joke means. Just like “Blades Of Glory”, I showed Ben but he dun seem to appreciate the movie.. Nxt comes “Shinigami no something”, which was a movie about death god, acted by Takeshi..
If I rem correctly, this was a movie I catch it wif Ser.. He acted in the movie as a Death God n he makes a very funny expression when he was listening to music, at a music store.. So the movies I caught this weekend was “The Princess and the Frog”, this movie I decided to watch after Ser recommended me tat it was touching. Yup I watched it, those starting it seems like a musical anime, like Beauty & The Beast, the graphic wasn’t really nice at the beginning, but the storyline was touching…

Its different from the standard Fairytale story, princess kissing a frog n the frog turned into a handsome prince.. Its not tat simple story, but imagine, princess kissing a frog, turned into a frog too. The movie was tot to have a sad ending tat they r not able to turn back into human form, but ended up they managed to change back during their marriage..1 sad part was the death of a firefly.. A nice story n I enjoyed it..

Just not long ago, b4 I start blogging, I was watching “Get Smart”. This movie was 1 of the movie I watched wif Ser tat I won’t 4get.. Still rmb during the earlier pass, we were watching some other movies n it was showing this “Get Smart” movie preview.. We both like it so much n it was gonna be screened somewhere on May or Jun 2008.. So we were wondering whether we would be able to catch the movie tog after the “separation”, which was necessary at tat time…

Eventually, we ended up, able to watch it tog.. So this time round, I rewatched it, but sad to say, the sound quality for this movie wasn’t gd, but I still managed to get to enjoy it…Just few weeks ago, I rmb catching an eng movie wif Ser, but only managed to watch the beginning part. She said it was funny, so wanted to share it wif me, but dun have the chance to watch finish the movie.. Well think no more chance to watch tat movie anymore…

(Stop blogging on 8th Jan 2010 at 12.48am)

Updates for 25th Jan – 30th Jan 2010 Mon - Sat

2010-01-31T12:34:00.001+08:00

Updates for 25th Jan – 30th Jan 2010 Mon - Sat
(Start blogging on 30th Jan 2010 at 11.50pm)

Overall view

Hmm overall, it’s a very empty week for me, just for a few special activities like gg for to settle my MBS stuffs on Tuesday evening, settling something for my army stuffs on fri, and some special encounter during fri nite while playing cards wif wil n ben…until now, I am alone at mac, starting my blogging activities while listening to my songs..

Love

My love life is gg on a downslope worst than last week. Well though things are roughly the same old things, but there’s completely no happiness, not even the slightest bit at all this week.. There’s no warmth, no love, plain cold winter this week.. Actually this is so called the last week of the month where it could be the very last time for me to spend time with some1 I love, but since we have reached a stage of long term coldness, I used the off day on fri spending time alone instead, on the whole of daytime..

I have decided not to be a puppet of anybody anymore.. Yup for so long, I have always been treated like a puppet, used to fill up the emptiness in some1 else heart n when doesn’t need me anymore, can just say all sort of reason n dump me as usual.. Its not the 1st time actually, n being picked up n dumped countless of times until my heart is numbed… If a ger truly love me, I doubt she would do such kind of things to hurt me… We would really be happy tog n working things out thru all the hardships of the unsmooth reality of life, towards a warm n loving family in the future…

Instead, I was hurt n mistreated badly in this way for so many times… And furthermore, its hurting me this kind of way, which is extremely hurtful n painful, more than any amount I can say… Hmm Valentine’s Day is drawing near, seems like I’m gonna spend this yr’s v day by myself as well. Heard from ex tat, her niece can cele wif me, I am ok with the plan as well. If its confirmed, I shall have to make the necessary planning on the activities for the day, cuz a lot of things would be unavailable if no bookings were made.

Note: What do you think of a guy n a ger, be it on status or not on status, staying under the same roof? Well even if there’s anything or nothing happened at all, its still no difference from there’s something which happened…Extremely dejected… Well I bet on a sat nite, it would be the same as the fri nite as well…

Work

Work will have quite a number of things to fill up for this week. Tele marketing job is still resuming on this week, I really dread gg to work everyday n spend 8 hours on work, talking on the phone, calling overseas ppl, where we were like talking diff langs, esp when they dun understand eng n I dun understand their lang as well.. My throat gets quite bad actually, talking for so many hours…

I cherish my voice cuz I love singing, so very scared I hurt my vocal chords n I can not speak n become muted.. I tried drinking lots of water n herbal tea, as well as lozenges to soothe my throat, but seems like its not helping at all… Tues I have to go to Mountbatten Square to re-sign my employment agreement form, take a photo for my id pass, finger print n try out the size of my uniform. So I went on halfday, but since they need to settle something, I decided to stay in office until 2pm b4 I leave office for lunch n go to mountbatten at Kallang Area..

The appt was at 5pm, so I was early n decided to go to bugis to have my lunch, since after asking ben, there’s ntg to eat near Kallang Mrt.. Go bugis eat, at least still can go arcade there to play abit to kill time.. I ask feeling dejected having to eat my lunch alone, but was so lucky tat I met Sherman there, cuz he skipped his poly for the day n was waiting for his frds. So I pulled him along to company me lunch n arcade to play…

Hmm playing there was ok, cuz I nv expect to spend only a few credit n I made quite a number of wins, b4 its time for me to rush to Mountbatten. The briefing was supposedly 3 hours, but nv expect only took me an hour an its finished.. The only disappointing part was the uniform.. The shirt was golden yellow, silky type, pants is gray colour, so is the vest.. The only thing I’m satisfied was the vest…

Wed at work, my colleague on leave, so on left wif my boss.. She usually dun go out eat, cuz she’s very busy, so asked me to go outside n buy for her… Means its lunch alone again.. So I brought the 5 love lang book to company me while I am dining alone outside.. y I stated the book was cuz my boss notice the book n borrowed it to read.. So I let her do the quiz and she was more of the physical Touch person.

Then after which, spent the rest of the day talking n sharing our personal matters. Nv expect we can talk until so much.. Hmm her story was also quite sad, tat’s the reason y she so long still single.. Since I am not gg to disclose her identity, so I can mention her age here.. She’s ard 10 yrs older than me, means 36 this yr.. Her last r/s broke up around 5 yrs ago… their broke up was not cuz of a 3rd party, but it was cuz she initiate the break, which was supposed to be temporary for each other to cool down, while keeping contact wif each other, as they seem to encounter some probs in the r/s, which seems very hard to solve as a result of quarrels n stress built up..

However, its only a month’s time n this guy actually got himself a gf already.. So she was very heartbroken n I can understand her pain as I have exp tat wif my ownself as well.. The feeling at tat time for her, was so painful tat she doesn’t noe this kind of feelings, which was very new to her.. She realized it tat it was called depression…Total Depression, where ur heart feels so heavy, so soury tat u find it hard to carry on ur life normally.. U dun have appetite, u can’t chew n swallow ur food, u can slp, life was totally affected badly…

She’s also like me, took very long time to recover from a broken r/s.. But now she’s alright.. She was firm n hard hearted.. Glad for her tat she has recovered.. Thurs came, we headed out for lunch tog n the other colleague was back from leave, 33 yr old de.. they decided to have something ex for lunch, I was worried cuz I am on low budget, but cuz I dun wish to object them, so just head on wif them…

The restaurant was at IMM, can’t rmb wat’s the name of the restaurant, but it serves all kinds of food, got Chinese, western, thai, all kinds.. I ordered chicken cutlet set and it serves wif mushroom soup, ice-lemon tea, barley ginko dessert. It taste great! Worth the money.. After lunch, my boss was so eagered and ask the other colleague to do the quiz as well, ended up I can’t rmb wat was her love langs, though I rmb there’s 2 love langs for her…

Fri I asked for off already, so I nv go to work.. Yes I specially planned to spend it wif my love 1, but ended up I spend it alone… I supposed to have medical review in the morning on fri, as I have to postpone it until further notice from TTSH appt, so ended up got some matters cropped up, I have to call my own unit n have the appt postponed to end of March period..

Family

Also nothing much for the family side as well, just tat I have been home early on weekday nite to spend a bit of time wif my eldest niece n nephew, then just on Sat, cuz I spent overnite outside until Sat morning, so I slept from then until Sat afternoon, my 2nd sis come wif her husband n baby daughter to visit my mum. So I get to spend some time with my niece.

Health

Health wasn’t very gd as usual, I was so lethargic n as I have stated my throat is getting discomfort.. So was my sinus prob.. I have always been not in a very healthy status since young.. Will speak more about it in the friend’s section..

Friends

I have quite a number of things to blog about friends.. Its gonna be a long list on this section for this week..1st let me talk about my oversea friend, living in batam.. Well something happened between us, not the sexual kind or wat, but its something unpleasant or rather uncomfortable I guess.. Well she has been a very nice ger towards me, showing her care n concern when I needed it badly..

In return, I support her emotionally as well when she was facing her downs.. So far, there’s no friction or rather not much friction btw us, except the communication probs, which results in many misunderstandings.. Just 1 nite, cuz my heart was feeling very heavy n down, I can’t slp, which I think was a thurs nite, where something really very sad happened n I dun wish to say it here…

So she asked me wat’s the meaning of my sms as well as my msn nick, “a puppet no more”. So I begin to open up to her something about my ex.. as she keeps asking. Being the honest type I share wif her somethings and told her I am still missing her, thinking of her and haven’t gotten over her yet as I gave all my heart to my ex, when we were tog… Well she got emotional n was very unhappy…

Its where the tension starts… She said tat she felt tat I treated her as a substitute, to fill up the emptiness in my life… Well I told her honestly tat she is she, my ex is my ex, I treated every1 individually.. I dun used her to replace her temporary for my emptiness.. Otherwise I am no diff from her as well… I am not such kind of person.. So she just said she hope tat I am speaking the truth n she believes in me..

Well we are not even tog… she gave me a pleasant feeling, unlike the pains n hurt my ex gave me.. but she makes me feel as though she was my gf already n was like getting so worked up over this issue..as though I cheated her feelings while wif her n thinking n missing my ex… So I told her I was very unhappy about this and things got better after clearing the air.. So I just put this topic down until here…

2nd issue was my sim frd, Amanda, since she was gg to be my colleague soon, though at diff dept, she has lots of documents to fill up n settle. Since I have exp wif all these troublesome stuffs, so she came over to SP to find me after giving her tuition on Mon, to have dinner wif me n help her wif her doubts on the documents to fill up..

3rd was some1 which sends my heart shivers.. It was the vivo city incident tat haunts me each time I recall.. Well she send me msg, changed her msn add, asking me to add her.. she even called me but I just nv answered them.. Yup I am on withdrawal symptoms now, n distant myself from some1 I felt unpleasant n uncomfortable wif..

4th, some1 msg me online asking me to be friends with her.. Seldom got ger so initiative to approach a guy online to add as a frd… Well I looked at her profile, she confirm must be those kind like my 1st ex.. Not very high in education, have probs wif boyfriend, or just break up, heart felt empty then come n approach guys… Well being the tester, I replied her msg n yup all my guessing r true.. She works as sales like in outlets, bf just broke up wif her.. Cannot stand emptiness, so wan to be friend wif me…So I just as usual, help her wif a can, lending her a listening ear, she pour her story to me..

5th was meeting up with Jason Bear just now for dinner at kfc and chatting with kit after he comes back from his genting trip, before I start blogging. Well he told me space shot was down for maintenance, have a scary encounter at the haunt mansion n the Ripley’s believe it or not. He knew another frd named Serene and I wonder y this name has made me so sensitive and I ask him who is was haha.. I let kit do the love lang quiz n his was words of affirmation and physical touch..

Last but not least, on fri nite, I have a cards session wif ben n wil, until there comes 2 china ger coming to mac at around 4am plus. They were acting so funny tat it caught our attention. Ben finds them cute and told me tat they are his type of ger.. Wat’s so funny was they keep taking photos wif their hp.. Not those kind of normal taking, but acting cute… So exaggerating tat all angles also they take.. It kind of makes me feel disgusted, but ben just likes it.. Besides tat, they play until they spill 1 of the hot drinks on the floor.

So after a while, they signal out to me and ask me if they can join us for the cards game.. So I asked the group and they all agreed.. So we cancelled our game and they joined our table.. She beginning asking us whether we know this game, I dunno really noe how to describe, but it sounds really complicated.. Its like taidi, but in a different n more profound way to play, which only consist of 3 players per game.

After playing for a while, we pick up quite fast.. but after playing a few rounds, we started to talk tog. They spoke about their hometown and how they ended up here at sem, where their hostel is at aljunied area. They looked very matured but can’t believed tat their age were 15 and 16. Quite independent they are, coming here to study and their family were strict wif them.

So now they were kind of lost here, ended up at sem as they were here only barely a month. Then they started to talk abt a topic which interest me a lot. It’s abt palmistry n I was so surprise tat they noe a lot of such knowledge at such a young age.. At first I was very cautious about letting ppl c my palm, cuz who noes black magic can happened.. But after seeing how accurate they mentioned about ben n wil, I started to draw near to listen..

Then they asked for my palm..they c le n tell me many things tat was scary true.. I felt so naked n exposed as though they can c thru me.. So scary.. As usual I was very concerned about my love life, they said my love life is very messy, cuz I am caught up in a r/s, which I cannot 4get about the ger.. It is true.. So if keeps like tat, is not very gd for me, cuz if the ger is meant for me, she would be mine.

Then she said I am the kind hearted, honest n gd natured type. Gentleman, Xi4 Xin1, caring towards my love 1. Will cherish my love 1 well, but easily being taken advantaged of, made used by ppl.. So advice me to not put in 100% for a r/s, which I always throw everything out, and told me to keep 10% for myself nxt time.. As for how many children I’ll have, its not like children tat time, squeeze the palm area n c the wrist to c the no of child, but they see it at other place of the hand..

Then they look at my wealth, they say I dun have savings cuz I spend a lot on unexpected expenses, no matter how hard I tried to save, i just can’t save much, but I have a wealthy life in future.. From wat I c now, I dun find it true until future really comes.. The aura reader also said I am undergoing changes in my life now, I also dunno how true it is.. whether I really will be FU4 Gui4 or not.

As for my health, they said not very gd… ya its true.. though they nv say, but I always felt tat I am short lived.. cuz from young, my body very poor health…Sensitive nose, very easily sick de… Headache, sinus, flat foot, injuries here n there… The rest of the things, I can’t rmb much.. But they say I am very smart person..witted to be exact.. Then after which, their uncle have come to fetch them home wif the car, so b4 the left, they asked to exchange numbers wif us b4 they left.

Then now, I am at mac, they asked me to go out wif them, but I pushed them to ben haha cuz ben stay near them.. Lucky I nv go, cuz I noe cfm spend a lot of $. I told them I have something to do at mac, with my laptop, so can ask ben to company them. Heard they went to play pool at doby ghaut, wil went to join them after work. Of cuz they treated the pool game.

After which heard from wil tat they gg pub n wa.. wil is otw home n he called me haha. Cuz he tml got work, so he’s not joining them, but ben is bringing them there. I think its gonna be an expensive trip for ben. I’m glad I didn’t go! Ok time to watch a movie b4 I go home n call it a day..

(Stop blogging on 31st Jan 2010 at 2.14am)

Updates for 19th Jan – 24th Jan 2010 Tue - Sun

2010-01-25T13:51:00.001+08:00

Updates for 19th Jan – 24th Jan 2010 Tue - Sun
(Start blogging on 24th Jan 2010 at 10.11pm)

Overall view

Well I am really feeling very tired lately that I dun really got the mood to blog.. Mentality as well as physically tired I am.. Anyway since life is about to go back to where I left off, I shall blog again as n when.. I dun really have the energy to blog from day to day basis, so this time round I just blog in the area of fields I am gonna say, in terms of categories in life…

Love

Well love life for this week wasn’t great at all. Though there’s some memorable moment for me to jolt down, it was very short lived.. the beginning of this week, it was a dreadful feeling, as something bad happened as usual to the old days.. Some woman in this world are really so scary, that it makes my heart shiver.. Can u imagine their heart can be so unsettled and wavering so easily at some small little things tat they can treat a person hot n cold, unbelievably fast. This week, I just experienced 2 colds n 1 warm..

The moment they spent time wif 1 person, they could really fall in love as though its so sweet n loving couple. The next moment they spent time wif the other, starting though is cold, but after some small gestures from the other, they start to soften n fall in love wif the other n treat the 1st 1 cold.. Tat’s not true love to begin wif..Still rmb when I was experiencing my true love in sec sch, my love for my first love was so strong tat no other woman is in my eyes, no other woman can enter my heart as it was filled completely wif my 1st love…

What I wanted to find in life, is someone who only sets her eyes on me, nobody else, but just me.. It would be a solid love, wifout other motive being wif me, in terms of my stability alone.. Looking for stability is no diff from just using $ to buy companionship.. Such kind of love is not wat I wanted.. My goals would be to have a warm n loving family in future, not a beautiful looking hse for others to see, but inside it’s cold winter cuz $ cannot buy true love…

Thurday nite was a very happy nite for me, I felt so deeply in love, in fact all the way stretched until fri nite, but I guess once the dream has awakened, everything just seem like a pack of lies… In actual fact, fri wasn’t something entirely happy for me, cuz I just experienced something dreadful, which I felt in the past. Can u imagine gg out wif some1 who have the heart of another? In the past, I experienced companying some1 to HDB to settle some housing matters, when the matter is not concerned abt me but other person..

This time round is of no diff.. I always received such kind of treatments, which deemed as low impt.. I am not a young children, I am still a human being.. Even though I may seem younger, I do deserve some form of respect as a human being, not to be mistreated like this… I have feelings too, some1 who truly loves me, would be able to spare a tot for my feelings as well.. Of cuz some1 who truly loves me, would nv occur in such a situation, as her heart already belongs to me alone, n mine, completely belongs to her…

Dun have to be tog, while wif another person where he deems so stable tat she needs him at the same time she needs me.. True love dun share ppl, or used 1 another to cover the emptiness which 1 cannot give.. Nobody is perf in this world.. U love the person, u love the person in 1 full piece.. I dun wish to be treated like a scrap cloth, used to temp mend the broken parts in the cloth..

Simple cuz the person u r wif, does not able to provide 100% u desire, using me to temp fill up the missing % in ur life has always been unfair to me… In the past, is always like tat, even present is still the same.. I am terribly heartbroken now, but anyway given this kind of situation I would nv consider to be wif such a person, as she cannot give the warm n loving family in future..

Haven’t even tog, already treat me like tis, even if tog le, it might even get worsen… I ought to consider tat in the past, but I nv does tat… Apparently I am always being considered as the last option when none of them works out.. Tat’s where we started tog, but in the end, when some1 enters, there goes everything n the usual things starts again.. This is too much for me to bear…

After tis terrible incident happened again, immediately the next day after the happiness moment, I really have to think abt it.. Have to be firm n not let anybody hurt me like tis once again.. I wan sincere ppl in my life, not making use of me for other reasons… n dump me after tat when I am no longer in need anymore…

Work

I begin my temp job at Jurong East Area, it was a dreadful 1.. I dun really like the job, cuz its tele marketing.. Already no choice but to do it, cuz I needed the cash to carry on waiting for MBS, but wats worst was, its not calling local ppl, but overseas.. I can’t imagine talking on the phone thru all the long at work..Work is not just only an hour or so, but it’s a long 8 hrs.. time would be hard to move on..

Imagine talking to strangers all over the world, some reception wasn’t very gd, their language n accents very hard to catch.. I have prob hearing well, what they were talking abt..But thankfully, I received a call from MBS n the news of them starting training have finally arrived.. It was a long 1 yr + of wait for my nxt full time job after dec 2008.. Training will commence 22nd Feb, but I have still not yet cleared my casino licence..

So because of this issue, I am still afraid tat I might get rejected.. So hopefully, when I get my 1st few pay, I need to clear my credit card debts 1st, so as to have ntg to stop my career path from flowing.. Stable job, ya, I dun wan to let ppl mock n look down on me, tat I dun even have a stable job.. So ppl left me cuz I dun have 1 stable job, leave by all means, at the very least I can noe true love or not..

Family

So far, family is quite quiet, ntg much to mention abt it, cuz its peaceful, there’s no argument or anything bad, neither were there happy moments as well…

Health

I think my health is starting to go downhill.. My head hurts even while blogging now.. I am feeling tired everyday.. Not able to have any strength to do anything.. I think partly was because I can really slp very well every nite.. I just wake up suddenly at all times.. Guess I have too much things in my mind tat cuz me to lose my slp… Some how only on thurs nite I can really have a gd slp tat I actually snored…

Well tired ppl are always like tat when u finally can slp soundly… Furthermore, snoring also occurs when nose is completely blocked n u have no choice but to slp wif mouth open. 1 person can not commit suicide by holding own breathe.. So naturally while in slping mode, when not able to breath thru nose, the mouth will automatically open to breathe in air…

Friends

Well only few frds to update. Sat was a day when ben comes down to play cards wif us.. Wil have work in the evening time, so meet them for cards game at early afternoon, played until 4pm plus he left.. nel company gf, so ended up the 2 of us were like rotting ard waiting for nel to come.. It was like ntg to do, so we try to find things to do like, playing his itouch games and gg to arcade to play games..

After which, Kit comes back from work so we headed to have dinner n chat for some time b4 nel called me at ard 9pm+ tat he’s coming over after sendin his gf off.. It was a long dreadful wait of 5 hrs.. When he came, we started playing when kit left home.. Well initially I was winning quite well, but as usual, when love prob strucks me painfully again, my whole life jus seemed like collapse..

I can’t function well, n I went straight to losing streak, cuz I wasn;t in the mood to play at all.. I even excused myself a while to send a long sms, which I expected nobody would reply me back.. Cuz my heart was so soury tat I find it hard to sit still n I need some air outside mac… Anyway after which I came back n just play until wil arrive n carried on playing until 3 am+ where we went home…

Didn’t really meet up any frds, but another 1 to update would be 1 of my SIM frd, Amanda. Nv expect she would be joining me to be my colleague at MBS, but just tat we would be diff dept. However, hers is also shift work, so maybe we can company each other for meals during break time.. I am supposed to meet her this afternoon (Sun) to help her wif many administrative stuffs, which I have did b4, but since her tuition was postponed to tml, so will meet her tml evening after my work instead.

Another update would be my oversea frd, at Batam.. Well I really appreciate her at times cuz if she wasn’t there to motivate n encourage me, I would still be so sulky.. However, this week she also have some family probs wif her bro, coming to batam to stay, but end up like led astray like tat.. So she was so upset after quarrelling wif him, so this time round, its my turn to help her by lending her a listening ear..

Lastly is a long time frd, seldom meet but saw him in camp during my reservist. He called me this afternoon, to invite me to his 21st birthday lunch party on CNY eve.

(Stop blogging on 24th Jan 2010 at 11.04pm)

Updates for 18th Jan 2010 Mon

2010-01-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

Updates for 18th Jan 2010 Mon
(Start blogging on 18th Jan 2010 at 9.46pm)

Tomorrow is the beginning of another temp assignments while waiting for MBS news to report for training. Hopefully this would be the last temp assignment I would be working on, cuz I am tired of waiting for the uncertainties.. This time the location would be Jurong East Mrt, followed by a 40cent transport bus to the work place. Hopefully it would be near so I dun have to waste too much time on travelling..

I woke up ard 9.30am thanks to mm’s morning call, so I can call my agency about y the person nv called me last wk 4 interview. She helped me contact them n say they would be calling me at ard 2pm in the afternoon. Hence I use internet thru out the morning until afternoon time.. I watched another episode of Autumn’s Concerto and found tat the arrogant lead actor resembles him, who came btw me n my ex, becoming her bf..

As for me, I looked like the guy who likes the female lead actress, sacrificing myself to protect the ger, to love the ger, yet nobody appreciates n understand my feelings.. Such story plot just resembles the Korea taste, think that the drama is trying to copy Korea style, but I think the story plot can somehow be guessed. Its definitely gonna be tog for the arrogant guy n the ger, while the sacrificed person is moving off to nowhere or found another who is worthy of his love.

Or another ending would be main actor n actress got tog, but guy got illness n its gonna be a sad ending.. Anyway not gonna talked abt this issue, but abit of something which was very disheartening in the afternoon, or rather in fact until now, when I am at mac blogging abt it.. Dear blog, I have come to consult n seek ur listening ear once again.. Ever since I replied her a last sms, asking her whether she’s reached home already, there’s no news since then..

Oh my, who can ever understand how I felt? How anxious n sad I was.. Its been so long, y am I still so badly affected by it? I dunno wat’s wrong.. this kind of uneasy n insecure feelings just makes my mind turn n turn, every kind of imaginations come into me, those –ve onces, as though its driving me crazy.. I tried my best not to think so much, keeping myself occupied so I dun have to think abt it..

The results is already clear, I am clear of my path now.. If a person is worthy to be wif u for the rest of ur life, she will be.. Dun have to go thru so much pains n hurt n end up got hurt again n again.. How impt is 1 at the other person’s heart, its very much clear.. Initially, I was thinking the reason y she nv reply was tat she’s so tired after a nite’s work n she just fell aslp..

I keep enforcing this +ve tots on me, n its very suffering in the heart. So I keep myself occupied, 2pm the work called me wif a voice interview, and I got into the job.. Working hours would be 9-6, some of the days have to stay until b4 8pm, cuz I have to deal wif some countries, who have time lapsed diff like Indonesia. So have to stay until quite late until the quota have been reached..

So anyway tml morning would have to wake up n reach jurong east mrt by 9am.. Hmm it was around 5pm plus, I prepared myself to go out to run some errands for my mum.. By this time, the waiting for the sms got worsen n I cannot suppress the tot tat she’s slping soundly anymore.. Bad things starts to flow inside the head. Cuz I rmb she couldn’t slp for so long n when she woke up, normally she would sms me..

But there’s still no news.. I was wondering tat she must have not gone home to slp, but actually headed to some1’s hse? Some1 is clearing leave, so asked her over to stay.. Such things start to come in, and I tried to look at the last sms I sent.. over n over again I look, to see whether did I said anything wrong tat she dun wan to reply me? Nvm I told myself to wait again until its 6pm + where she have to prepare for work, if she’s at home..

Still no news, by 7pm+, ard 8pm+, I was dejected.. I asked Duck out to have dinner wif me, tog wif a frd long time nv c, Xiang Rong.. He had kfc 4 dinner after which we have a conversation, while duck was playing Sf4. Well he was really so fortunate.. Oh ya we start mentioning abt the later topic where I am gonna say below, cuz the ger whom I mentioned very sexy, gd at basketball n everytime come wif diff guys de, showed up at the arcade again..

XR told me tat this kind of ger he wan also happy, however, this kind would not be a wife material, but just a fling material.. Oh I mentioned tat he was fortunate cuz he have a gf who was of a wife material. I saw him n his gf a few times, n I agreed wif him. I also wan to find this kind of ger, but just like wat he said, this kind very hard to find, need to depends on frds to intro..

She nv make up, already got the natural beauty, and it’s the kind of guai type, who is loyal n faithful, nv go clubbing or disco, such kind of complicated places.. XR is her 1st bf n the tot of it just makes me envy so much.. This kind of description just makes me think of my ex’s niece, michelle. She resemble such category n her bf now, must be the 1st 1 n definitely very fortunate indeed..

Outside confirm very hard to noe this kind of ger.. Heard him said many things, he also say find wife material must find like tat. Fixed minded, stable in the heart, loyal to him n they really spent quality time tog, no matter where they go, or weekends just stayed at home to spend quality time wif each other.. Such kind of gers have low maintenance cost, unlike his ex gfs when he was young, very gd at making up, making own self very beautiful, their own beauty is more impt, has very high maintenance fee..

Spent a lot of $ on them.. Anyway wished him all the best, cherish this kind of ger n such kind I can only hoped but not wan… My love life not gd at all, everytime met the wrong kind of ger.. Well after tat, I am here now blogging b4 watching a movie n then gg home to rest 4 tml’s work.. It was already passed 9pm, the time she would take over the work from her previous shift..

Nope I still haven’t heard from her at all.. I guess I am totally dishearten n disappointed le.. I just leave things naturally, dun wan to let it bothered or affect me further.. Its not the 1st time I experience such sudden change of hot n cold from her.. Am I really so easily fooled? Need my company or entertainment, then come find me, dun need me completely ignored me.. I am not blind.. In actual fact from ever since the 1st time she left me, we got tog n now such situation, I am very aware of her feelings towards me..She might not be aware of her own heart, but I am very clear of wat’s her attitudes n feelings towards me…

I am merely some1 to be by her side when she needed me n my company.... I am a fool..

(Stop blogging on 18th Jan 2010 at 10.16pm)

Updates from 10th Jan 2010 – 17th Jan 2010, Sun - Sun

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Updates from 10th Jan 2010 – 17th Jan 2010, Sun - Sun
(Start blogging on 16th Jan 2010 at 11.48pm)

Sunday 10th Jan

It was a day which I was preparing my mood to go for my very first reservist after deferring for a few times.. For a person like me, not in job, would definitely not be happy to report for reservist. This is because, if I were to have a office job now, I would be able to take a break n go camp instead. At least its better than working n stressing over work matters, so gg reservist was like a vacation for the employed ppl.

I spent the day preparing my army stuffs b4 gg out to enjoy the remaining of my weekends. I think if I can rmb correctly, I spent the nite watching Romeo & Juliet, acted by Leonardo Dicaprio.. It was a modern type of Romeo n Juliet, using guns n bullets instead of the old swords type.. So its not very original.. However, despite tat, I still grief over the ending..

The current me now, think really doesn’t suit watching this kind of tragic ending.. It just nv failed to be sad over the death of a deeply in love cpl, over the feud btw the 2 great power families.. Imagine romeo creeping into Juliet’s room, It was so romantic, as well as thrilling, having to worry tat he would be caught by the rest of the ppl.. The most grieved part was tat, the priest’s letter didn’t managed to get to Romeo’s hands, hence it just caused the tragic in the end…

Monday 11th Jan

1st day of in camp training.. I am supposed to report at 7.30am.. Appreciate mm’s morning call n I was on time for meeting my camp mate at mrt station there, waiting for him to drive here, but ended up he was caught in the traffic, hence I have my breakfast there until he arrive.. We ended up reaching ard 8am, only to find tat there’s many late comers as well..

I wanted to report with the scanning of my 11-B, but cuz of my hair cut rejected, I need to cut my hair b4 I can report.. Hence I was feeling so down, having to get my hair cut by the barber there.. I was not given a chance to get my hair cut outside. The queue was super long, so queuing until 9.30am, we were told to report to the auditorium 1st as the CO would be giving a speech.

After which then I go for the haircut, which cost 5 bucks.. It was damn ugly n I look like a nerd.. Anyway 1st day was like ntg much, only lecture n videos to watch.. around 5pm + then can book out.. Went home to wash up n stayed at home?

Tuesday 12th Jan

2nd day of reservist, mm gave me a morning call as well, got up n prepared n go to camp again.. the whole day was like lecture n video.. It was very tiring indeed.. we endured until its time to book out from camp.. After which, I meet mm at SP for dinner at foodcourt. We had a fruitful chat b4 heading to popular to purchase some books. She bought 2 books, The 5 love languages and she gave the men’s edition for me to read..She wrote something on the book, but I just sense stg’s amiss..All I noe was, there’s IPPT on nxt day and need to report early at 7am.

Wednesday 13th Jan 2010

This was a very boring n sick day at the beginning in camp. Because the day b4, as I was excuse IPPT, I have to volunteer to be the road marshaller for the 2.4km. I was supposed to stay back after 5.30pm ytd for the briefing, but becuz it was raining n my camp mate was driving me to Boon Lay Mrt, so I need to rush off wifout the briefing, asking my sergeant to cover for me..

Ended up I showed up with PT attire for the marshalling task, while they were in their smart fall.. This result in me becoming food for the mosquitoes at the area.. Road marshalling would be much fun when there’s no mosquitoes.. After tat, we changed back to our smart fall n wait for the training to resume.. Its only a short period of training yet, so many things to do..

Cuz they wan many amendments to be made for our uniforms, we were told to go to beach road immediately tonite to make our uniforms.. it was so inconvenience for everybody as so many ppl would be crowded there to make the changes.. It requires quite a no of sewing to be made. The logo of our unit, the Singapore word, and change our names from camo cloth to another kind..

Furthermore, camp was at 1 end, I need to travel to town area to make n then headed back to Sem.. It was so time wasting.. Luckily my camp mate offered to help me settle my name stuffs, then nxt day he will help me to sew it onto my uniform. So I went home to get the rest of the stuffs settled and call it a day.. What a busy nite..

Thursday 14th Jan 2010

Finally it’s the 2nd last day of reservist, but it was the busiest day in camp.. The training commence of sending the theories into practical. So morning was busy with the carrying of all the heavy stuffs out in the hot sun to set up a boundaries which would be used during wartimes. Due to the heavy security stuffs, I am not allowed to describe my army activities here, for fear of being charged.

It was hot indeed n it was during this kind of things, where u can c who’s the helpful 1, who’s the lazy 1. My heart just wanna get it over n done wif, so just try my best to offer wat I can help, but at the same time slack a bit haha. Endured until afternoon, where we get to keep our things, but sad thing was, I am not able to leave camp early today as need to stay back for the happy hour thingy..

Something sad which affect me very badly in the afternoon, but I dun wish to talk or reveal lots of things here.. There was a sudden change in a person’s attitude n behaviour towards me again. It really makes me very hard to adapt such change. I still rmb the very 1st time I met this person, she told me on the phone tat she’s not the kind who would change over nite, but ended up, she’s also the same…

Furthermore its not the 1st time already.. I was so lost, disturbed n vex.. my heart felt very heavy n I sms an oversea frd n I was so surprise tat she replied me so fast. Though her intention was kind, but due to me being a pessimistic person, her way of comfort in a –ve way just makes me feel worst. However, she quickly apologize n her concern was received, so I appreciate her for tat when I was feeling so down..

Happy hour was very filling, where I ate quite a no of food at the buffet. Got satay, rice, chicken, fish, mushrooms, dessert, otah, prawns, etc.. Furthermore, there’s beer n wine. My camp mate gave me the beer, but since studies have said tat beer increases female hormones in our body, so I dun really like to drink beer.. So I drink a lot of wine instead.. However, it was not of very gd quality, I drank it bitterly…

My camp mates start sharing wif me there interesting exp overseas, like gg Bangkok and JB to have fun.. all the places they mentioned, was like brand new stuffs to me, cuz I have nv been to b4.. They told me tat b4 marriage, must really have lots of fun n enjoy myself, cuz after marriage, its too late to enjoy life anymore.. After all the bad experiences I have, my heart starts to feel so confused..

They wan to bring me ard, but I just say I’ll put tat into consideration as an eye opener nxt time.. After the whole thing, I can’t rmb wat I do.. Either I go to the arcade to relieve my stress or I just went home straight…

Friday 15th Jan 2010

A week has passed since the memorable day has passed.. It was another fri, but here I am in the army, last day of the reservist.. I woke up very late in the morning, cuz mm was not working, so there’s no morning call. The alarm clock didn’t help by waking me up.. Seems tat I really depends on her a lot.. How can I survive when I very day she leave me? Not many ppl coming in my life would gimme morning call like she do..

I have to be strong n be independent so tat when I am alone, I have to do everything myself, until I found my soul mate in future.. Hence I was late for camp, reaching at 8am +. Basically there’s ntg much for us to do on the last day, just slacking around here n there.. Afternoon came, also basically ntg much for us to do, except for those NS men needed to go to Taiwan Exercise during may have to get injection n do lots of admin stuffs..

After which ard 3.30pm, its IPPT session for those ppl who failed ippt on wed. Hence we hav to wait for them to finish b4 able to out pro from out reservist. But nv expect ard 4.20pm, we were able to go off le, so I hurried to leave camp n headed home to wash up, get all my things n headed to amk hub to get a haircut. I’m mtg mm for dinner n movie. Initially I tot the haircut would not take so long as my hair was already so short, just need my hairstylist to amend abit would be sufficient. Mm have finished her things, so she came over to wait for me.. After which we headed to nebo to have our dinner. As I have suggested tat 1 set would be very filling, so we agreed to share a meal..

We chat awhile there until its time for the movie, “The Spy Next Door” to start. It was a Jackie Chan movie. Initial we want to catch “Hear Say”, but since there’s only 7.20pm slot, we cannot make it on time, but Jackie Chan movie, nv failed to entertain us with his comedy actions.. However, we can c tat Jackie Chan is really showing signs of aging, as his action moves weren’t as many or complicated as his past movies, when he was young.
Overall, the movie is still not bad..

After which, its time she needs to go.. Still rmb in the past, she dun have any curfew, but seems like there’s so much restrictions now.. Yup things were just not the same as the past anymore.. Anyway, she went home 1st, while I went to some where to use my laptop for a long hours of 4 hours? Then after which where I meet her again.. Repeat the things we did in the past, reminiscing the sweet memories tog.. Anyway tat’s all I have to say, keep the sweet moments to myself.

Saturday 16th Jan 2010

It was a boring day n also a very sad day indeed.. I woke up in the afternoon as I didn’t really slp last nite. I charged my laptop while using the internet.. Basically it was like ntg to do at home anymore, but just rotting. My agency actually mentioned to me about a temp job she has got for me, but until now, I did not receive any calls from anybody..If by this weekend, still no calls, mon I would be calling my agency to check up wif her..

Most probably I think other ppl have gotten a job…N I have to find another temp job already.. Yes I admit tat I am very low n down now, which I seem to be relying much on others, if I were to have gf.. However, looking at the surface or present matter, I may seem at a disadv, ppl might not be able to wan me.. but its alright, Its usually when 1 person is down, only u can c the true heart of other ppl ard u..

I dun blame ppl for choosing to leave me at such time, for other ppl more stable than me.. I am sure in future, there would be 1 who would truly love me n appreciates me for who I am. However, if when I am stable, then only some gers starts to flock ard me, or considering me to be stable, my mindset would be diff by then.. I would choose to be wif those who r able to undergo thru wif me thru thin n thick..

Love is not only abt the present state, whether u r able to led a stable life or not.. The future is always changing now, the value of a person now would be diff, depending on the changes in the future…I may be of low value now, but I am capable I would be a loving hubby in future. I wan some1 who can achieve the goal of a warming n loving family in future..

A bread which looks gd n appealing now, might turn out to be stale in the end.. In this practical world, I have to open my eyes wide.. I would still have this believe tat love is still the most impt than any bread, which is an empty shell.. True love can nv be purchase by any amt of $, but its so priceless n valuable tat it weights much heavier than any gold on earth…

I believe if a cpl were to be tog, truly love each other, they shld be mindful abt so many things, like age n financial status.. Love the person for who we r, really adapt into each other’s life n be adaptable.. Be flexible n work things out tog.. I hope to find a ger who can live tog wif me n sharing our life tog, wif what we have at the point of time, but not depending on how much we r able to enjoy tog…

If everything also have to deps on cash, then there’s no love to talk abt.. We cannot be a loving cpl like those which, lets say be flexible n stay in the parent’s hse after marriage for a few years, n careful planning every thing tog, depending on our capabilities.. I may be poor now, but once I start my full time job in few months time, things would be better..

Though I noe I might not be able to afford a car, a hse, a baby, but things can be plan.. Family planning is a long plan for life, not a few years to judge a person.. How long do a person have to wait actually? If its for life, its forever, not only a few yrs results.. Once the choice of choosing a person to live wif u, its forever. U r mine, I am urs. We work things out tog n live wif it, slowly improving n adjusting each other n fit into the environment.

Tat’s wat I would like to look out for a ger in future, not just having a fixed mind of, no hse cannot marry, no car cannot, no this, no tat cannot.. If we have to let the environment or resources to adapt to us, its gonna be tough.. Humans are living things, wif emotions.. The rest of the things are non living things. We shld be flexible n adaptable enough to adjust ourselves to the environment. Wat matter most is 1 uses own heart to put in effort in whatever they r doing.

Ok back to where I left out, I headed out to Sun Plaza in the evening time to do my routine again after army life is temporary stop for now again until the nxt reservist comes.. Headed to the arcade 1st n wait for nel to come b4 we headed to kfc for dinner. Total got newspaper boy, nel, kit, ding n duck wif me.. After which, they headed to arcade to play again b4 I headed to mac.

Well heart was as gd as dead when I knew wat’s going on in my life.. I dun wish to say it here, but from the timing of the sms, till it gone silence, I guess my predictions is correct. I dun have any thing I am able to comment abt such acts, but seems like no point talking much about it the next time, since the results would always turn out to be –ve. Not only do I have to say, I dun have to actually listen abt words of assurance like, feeling tired, probably not gg anymore, wan go home rest early. Cuz eventually, its still gonna be the same outcome as b4 the discussion starts.. That is just simply the feeling of being disheartened..

Ok so anyway I stayed at mac n played virtual tennis psp wif nel, ding n kit. Long time nv play le, end up dunno y like 4get how to play like tat.. Kit thrashed me in the last game, b4 he left n I am alone to start blogging. However, since I have no mood to blog, I stopped halfway n watch movie instead. Catch “Blades Of Glory” again n it nv failed to gimme a gd laugh no matter how many times I watch it..

Wil watch a bit when he came over to find me after his work n he was laughing madly tog wif me in mac.. But cuz he have work again in the morning, he went off to rest.. I also cannot take it, cuz I felt tired n there’s nobody there to help me look after my laptop for me, so I left ard 3am+ to rest at home..

Sunday 17th Jan 2010

I woke up at ard 12pm n online as usual.. Its ard 1pm + when mm online n talked to me.. Think from the time, she just came home not long ago ba… Dun wish to say anything much abt it.. Chat awhile n I use com until ard evening time, I prepare to go out wif my laptop for my routine stuffs.. think I am back to such boring routine again, since I dun really have much cash to have other luxury activities..

Think I shall wait until few more months b4 I start my full time job, stabilize everything n I think I won’t be at mac all the time.. I headed to arcade to wait for nel to come b4 gg to have dinner wif him.. After which company him to arcade to play game, n here I am completing my blog b4 I am going to start watching movie again, “Underworld Revolution”. Some times I really feel very happy receiving news like calls, sms and everything abt mm, but reality strikes really hard n it can be very sad.

Hope this happy moment dun be so shortlived.. Jus hope to stay as long as it can be..As happy as it can be..

(Stop blogging on 17th Jan 2010 at 11.43pm)

Updates from 4th Jan 2010 – 9th Jan 2010, Mon - Sat

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Updates from 4th Jan 2010 – 9th Jan 2010, Mon - Sat
(Start blogging on 9th Jan 2010 at 6.27pm)

Monday 4th Jan

Seeking for a new temp job week, I have lots of things to clear on a Monday. 1st, I have to settle the medical review date, which is on this fri, as I have not yet visit my own medical appt to TTSH. However, since I have not book any appt within the year, due to my financial status, the case is automatically closed. Hence I have to visit poly clinic 1 day and have them referred me back to my doc..

Its gonna be a very tedious process, but I just dun have the choice. Its only in the nite time when I am outside, tat the called me n advised me to go online n change the appt date myself, since its automatically fixed on the net.. Next, I send my resume to my agency, Mei for her to keep a lookout for any new temp jobs for me to do.. After which, I called MBS to clarify something about the date issue for my Casino Licence interview on Thursday..

During nite time, mm wanted to meet me for dinner b4 she headed off for her work, so she came to SP to find me. I was so hungry earlier so I have an early dinner, until which she woke up n sms me for dinner. But I companied her dinner while having a corn soup. We have lots of things to chat about n she brought her thumb drive to copy some of my laptop pics and I shared wif her some of my song collections, while she shared wif me a few of hers..

Time always flies so fast wif her ard n it was time for her to go to work. It was her 1st time travelling to work from sp, ended up 10 mins late. So at least nxt time, she roughly have a gauge on wat time to leave. After she left, I headed to arcade for a while to play some game, followed by heading to mac to watch my favourite Michael Jackson live video b4 I call it a day.

Tuesday 5th Jan

As usual, I feel so emo today, had insomnia.. I slept at 2am last nite, but dunno y I just woke up suddenly at 6am+ in the morning. Then I just lay awake in bed staring at the celling n into space, until its time to wake up n I use the com at home. I dunno y I just find tat there’s ntg for me to do at the net either.. So I jus online n stare at my com, sometimes listening to music, sometimes dun, cuz my nephew need to slp, so I can’t on the volume to my desire level..

Even outside activities also has no colours to me.. My life just seemed painted grey, everything looks so dull n boring.. Its so mundane tat it just makes me lifeless.. I seemed like a walking zombie, wifout any energy in me.. Nel n duck asked me out for dinner, so we headed to kfc to have my fav 2 piece meal, as usual go arcade play sf4 wif them, followed my Mac for Michael Jackson..

The only difference was a SF4 friend I knew, came to mac to get his usual ice-cream. I nv expect he just buy n go, so luckily I manage to reach him on his hp n get him back to look after my laptop for me, while I visit the washroom. The bad thing about gg out alone is that, I have nobody to watch my things for me, while I visit the washroom.. After tat we chat awhile..

His r/s also not very ideal n from wat we c, its not very optimistic. However, luckily he’s a person wif very high self esteem, superb confident level. Something which I needed to have in me, however we have something in common was, we were very vulnerable in a r/s. His gf is a very rich Hong Kong ger, very pampered indeed. In sch, he’s not allowed to hold her hands or be close wif her, can only regard her as frd, as the ger dun wan the public to know of their r/s..

Even the lecturer is interested wif the ger.. Their r/s were also not very stable, wif the ger breaking up wif him, out of no reason, times after times.. Anyway he told me the r/s is slowly turning for the better, after I advice him some time back not to give in too much as the gf needs to learn n be understanding. In the past, the ger always have a rich bf, everything paying for her, wat she wants..

He’s like me, ownself have to scrimp until so badly, just to be able to hang out wif the ger.. Anyway after he left, I continue my movie b4 heading home..

Wednesday 6th Jan 2010

Everything was the same as routine in the day time, wif the only diff tat I need to give my agency an ans about a job she offered me. Cuz the pay wasn’t attractive n the location was so far again.. So I decided to consider b4 giving her my ans. She offered me on Mon evening if I am not mistaken n I told her tat I would gave her an ans by wed. As promised I called, but her ans was the slot was taken up..

Yet she didn’t even inform me abt tat.. However, she offered me another 2, but its more ridiculous than the previous 1. So in the end, I rejected both until she has other job for me. No point working on some jobs where I dun get much in the end, as most of the pay were used for transport n food etc.. evening time, I meet ben n nel for dinner. This time we play cards wif out wil tog.

Hmm as usual, losing streak again, my winnings dropped until I think left 300+ only.. Ben lost again n this time nel is on winning luck. Snake seem to get luckier each day.. Cuz its time for ben to catch last bus home, they left while I stayed to use laptop, b4 calling it a day..Nxt day got Casino Licence Interview, so I didn’t stay until very late as well..

Thursday 7th Jan 2010

I woke up to prepare the necessary things for the interview. Due to some things I missed out, I am lack of printer at home, I wasted lots of time looking for frds to help me print. Luckily managed to find jim who is off duty from camp at home. However, when I reach his hse, I tot I can just take n go, ended up he nv helped me print..So I went in n print myself.. Only to notice tat he dun have Microsoft words, all the alignments were off, so I have to adjust the page n print them again b4 leaving off..

My interview was 2.50pm n I am not able to make it on time. Location was very inaccessible, alight at Commonwealth mrt, I headed to take cab there. I managed to reach on time, but cuz of the name I put there, the interview tot I missed the interview, almost struck my name off.. In the interview, I already expected they would qn me about the credit cards issue on my credit card report.

I explained honestly, but wat I received was a ‘bu2 xie4’ expression from the interviewer’s face. After the interview, I was worried tat I might be failed cuz of my credit card issue. There’s a period of time where I was super long unemployed last yr, caught in btw my exams as well. So I ended up using cash advance wif my credit cards. However from then on wards, I have not been paying full amount every mth, expect for the minimum amt..

Of cuz the statement nv state anything, only a cap N, stating tat I did not return my credit cards bills in full amt.. If I am failed of my application for the licence becuz of this, its really a waste of my precious time waiting endlessly for this job to start.. End up it seems my fault tat I am so short of cash.. Had they gave me a certain time frame of the starting date, it would have been easier for me to look for jobs.

I have approached many jobs, but many were reluctant to hire me cuz I am not able to provide them how long I can commit wif them.. Tat’s the main prob on my job seeking now.. I am extremely poor now.. the declaration form I filled up n submit was sep 2009, so during the interview, she asked me abt my status now, poorer then the amt I stated? I answered honestly yes…

Nxt she looked at my liabilities, the 2 credit cards amt, is it still the same or have the amt been cleared? I answered honestly, still the same.. cuz every month I still pay minimum amt, n used the amt to settle my phone bills.. The same kind of facial expression.. Its definitely a deficit from wat I hav declared.. Anyway I have some mental preparations tat I dun have a choice, its fate if I failed my application for this job.

I just dun have the finance capable enough for me to wait for this job to start. I have wasted my time waiting for this job, instead of finding other full time job. I really hate Marina Bay Sands in this case, for making me signed the employment agreement on Jul 2009, n yet not even giving us allowance for such a long wait.. OF CUZ I’M POORER DAY BY DAY!!

After the interview, I went for the thumb print scan. Scanned all my 10 fingers, as well as my palms.. After which I can leave the place.. Feeling depress, I have nobody to turn to.. I wasted another 6 bucks travelling on cab to commonwealth mrt n headed home. I changed n bring my laptop out again.. nite time I asked Jason bear to company me for dinner…

After which, I watched my favourite Disney show, Beauty and the Beast. Ben managed to help me burn it into a cd for me to watch.. Its still so touching the end, I am a very sensitive n emotional guy, always teared when I watch very sad, love story… But cuz this kind of public place I have to hold my tears la.. haha.anyway, wil come to find me after work at mac. Luckily he’s ard, so he lent me a listening ear..

Friday 8th Jan 2010

It was a memorable day, diff from my mundane life. Its short lived but I do cherish the moments. I woke up very early in the morning only to be welcomed by a bad stomachache. It was so upset tat I really have a bad morning. Since I was late for my things, I hurriedly prepare n left home.. I headed to buy some breakfast at A-Mei’s Café n headed off to my destination..

However, my stomach was so crazy tat I feel so terrible.. Ended I keep calling n calling, but there’s no response, cuz aslp so deeply like a log. There’s no public toilet nearby, even if there is, its so far the walking distances.. My condition forbids me to travel so far. Luckily, until an hr + of wait, I am able to relieve my ease.. Not gonna say much about the things here, but its really great to reminisce sweet moments once again..

My 1 & only baby photo i have

My siblings wif me.

THis is my dad n me when he was still young

Its me when i was a little older n i rmb this balloon haha.

Quickly scanned my baby photos and off its time to move off to the next destination.. It was an outing wif my ex.. Doing the things we used to do in the past, however things were so diff now, but its still so great cuz the things we did tog were still the best.. So here are the activities as I go on.. we headed to sing k lunch tog..we were late so only able to sing 2 hrs instead of 3 hrs..

The system there have changed, so need some time to get use of the remote. We sing lots of duets tog, her voice is still the best..I just enjoyed singing wif her..My singing improved as well.. As the time moved so fast, many songs were not able to sung tog.. after this day, not sure if we have the chance to sing tog again.. After which, we headed to suntec to catch a movie tog..

The only movie available was Cirque De Freak: The Vampire Assistant. I read this movie in storybook when I was young in the library.. It’s an interesting movie, and they make it as though it’s a comedy. Glad tat the money spend was worthwhile n we both enjoyed the movie very much. It flows exactly like the story book I have read. I can recommend this to ppl who r interested to catch this movie. Its worth the value.

Nxt up was supposed to have dinner tog at Kenny rogers, I was reluctant initially, the moment I knew tat her Niece, Janice would be joining us for dinner. I really feel like leaving, as for wat really happened to us, it was really unpleasant.. It would really be awkward to see her niece again.. ntg much to talk as well.. Impressions given, wasn’t really pleasant after wat had happened..

Anyway ended up stayed on.. Of cuz, as usual the same unpleasant thing, was the sms n calls which I used to experience in the past.. Just tat the most dreadful thing was, it was from the guy who ruined our r/s.. I have to actually be hidden of my presence from him.. This really seemed ridiculously weird.. Anyway b4 jan come, we do have some short time of chat wif each other..

Found out some things from her, but its always the case ba.. During the times when she strayed, she won’t realize tat, until the moment when we both part n they went ‘happily’ tog, only then she realized certain things, weren’t as sweet as they see at the beginning.. She’s a person who’s easily moved or touched by some small funny actions from anyone.. So the guy just simply do some things n off she’s gone..

This guy wasn’t as caring as he seemed in the past, when he was courting her, while she’ still wif me.. What do you think of a guy when he says ‘If I want to chase after a ger, or have my target on, I have always nv fail to get wat I wanted.’? He finds tat chasing after a ger is something thrilling n challenging to him. Wat’s love wif such an intention at the beginning? So true enough he really got it, the thrill has subsided, so there’s ntg interesting left, after the domination…

She mentioned tat the guy threatened him many things, tat’s a contrast wif me.. To think tat she actually do so much from him, when she only barely tog wif him for a yr.. I am not comparing abt the doing matters.. But he’s owning a car, he have a stable job, how can he be so needed in assistance? Fancy needed her help so much from her? I still rmb she signed up a bond wif the company..

Ended up she actually helped him so much.. I have actually adviced her in the past when we r tog, not to be too helpful.. As in, she keep grumbling, wanting to quit the job, but the bond is there, so dun breach the bond unnecessary..So now this guy use her help as a threat to her, if they break up.. Even blamed her for wasting his time? Sounds hilarious…However, its just a disgrace for some1 like this being called a libra. Ntg but merely a Si1 Wen2 Bai4 Lei4.. I have a pride as well, I dun wan to owe anymore anything even if we were to part or wat..

I would rather she helped somebody else, where she can have reassurance tat she won’t be threatened, should there be any dispute.. *chuckle*. Anyway, this guy still got the capability to buy her iphone ba. Its her own happiness, her own life bouy. Lastly about something btw them, which I dun wan to state down her, but I dun wish to 4get as well, think of some things to phrase it until not so obvious..

The guy told her, she has no reason to decline him cuz he is his bf. (Besides she is not some holy angel, so precious tat needs to protect her valuables, until they stayed in the same roof tog) This bracket sentence is my own phrase, to hide the original 1. Because of this, she can break her own views of life, which we used to talk about love for some1, n those whom u dun love. Its so holy n precious tat not anybody can do it..

I guess tat’s 1 of the diff I have wif her ba.. If its me, no matter wat, I protect wat was rite n impt to me.. Nv let anybody violate my own values in life, over my dead body…no form of words, or threaten can make me succumb to it..Tat’s y if I dun really love a person, I won’t go into a r/s wif anybody.. But I guess individuals have diff values in life ba.. Some were same, but she just belong to a diff type..

I am lonely, I am empty.. I need company very badly as well as she did.. I am bored, but all the more, I can’t bring myself to be wif somebody whom I have no feelings for.. The same kind of words said by diff ppl, have got diff feelings.. If the person u love, even some simple sentences also sound sweet to ur heart, but if the person u dun love, said the same words, it just seem so disgusting.. Likewise for the actions did tog, I can’t betray my own heart n go ahead wif it, not even once…

Enough of this, I have to fend of the awkwardness feeling of having her niece around on the same table.. I dunno how Janice feels about me, but the words said were some reminders. Dun worry, I noe, she is attached now, dun be so wary of me tat I have the intention of breaking up a cpl, happily in love.. Even in the past, I did not do anything funny to break her n mao up..

I am not so evil as u might have assume me to be..I dun wear a mask around, always being my true self.. Unless u wan to call me ‘putting up a strong front, behind my soft heart, protecting, trying to show others tat I am not easily bullied’ as a mask.. besides tat, on the table, she keep in front of her niece, saying those things like I have feelings for this ger tat ger at mac, its just a bit making me unhappy, thinking wat’s she trying to show?

Despite those uneasiness, there’s still some chatty part ba.. Still not so bad, as usual, I entertain them n have them laugh happily.. Though not really intentionally trying to act funny, or crack those kind of funny jokes to make ppl laugh.. I also dunno how to explain, but ppl who noes me very well, does enjoy my presence around.. Janice didn’t even noe I was so funny back then, but well anyway….

Well Jan was a nice, young sweet ger, decent looking just like all her siblings, just tat she was feeling emo lately due to some things, my ex was very concerned abt her.. She shld be able to get a much better bf, who deserves her love than this 1. I understand the feeling of being dump by some1 u truly love, but need to be strong n pick urself up. Drinking n getting herself drunk is not very healthy or safe for a ger. Image will be spoilt as well haha. Venture to other decent activities, who noes she might be able to meet some1 of her destiny. So currently she is single and available. Any decent guys wan to receive her love? Haha like advertising like tat…

Some photos which were taken on the way back home at mrt, cuz Jan have some funny crab decorations wif her, so feel like taking pic wif it. So I be the photographer, so here’s the photos.. The dinner afterall, turn out to be not so bad, like the past when I entered her hse wif her family, looking at me wif some kind of uncomfortable expressions, which I dun really like going to her hse back then…

Jan trying to take her lovely yellow crab with her in the pic

Second photo wif her Ah yi

They are trying to form the heart shape. 1st try?

2nd try

3rd try

Jan helped us to take a pic tog. Its been long since we have a photo taken tog. Hmm cuz time is rushing as the mrt is moving off soon. didn't have time to check my vest...Also no time to take a photo wif Jan.

Finally last shot for them with yellow crab on Ser while Jan holding on to her 2nd favourite, can't really c wat is the object.

Besides tat, its just an outing after so long, turn out to be some many ppl knowing tat we r gg out for a day.. Her frds were so concerned about her… Dun worry, when she’s wif me, she would always be in safe hands, will be back in 1 piece, safe n sound, wifout any harm..Its always great to reminisce the sweet moments of the past, just tat obviously, things were not the same anymore. But I do cherish them well n was grateful for tat.. So here are the moments that we do for the day..

Saturday 9th Jan 2010

Well after such a memorable day, I am back to my usual routine le.. Spent the morning online n stoning.. Army called me ytd nite, reminding me tat Mon I have reservist in the morning.. I 4got about it, so it really turns my mood down.. Morning I went to check online its on Mon to Sat nxt week… Its gonna be a dreadful week.. After which, I stone in front of the com again, unless got ppl chat wif me…

My niece (2nd sister’s daughter) come in the afternoon, so I spent some time wif her as well as nephew. After which, I prepare n go to sp to slack at arcade n mac.. So here I am now, blogging those things down.. My handphone is very peaceful today, just like other days b4 my ex contact me.. Obviously tonite peaceful, meaning to say she is wif her bf now.. Not a bit surprise tat I expect tat she won’t be contacting me when she’s wif him.

Her schedule for today was shopping wif jan in the afternoon n meeting her bf at nite. Well she went out wif jan at late afternoon, meaning to say will be meeting him late in the nite, perhaps a routine like her past, wif mao, staying over at his hse over the weekends. Anyway, I’m off to watch my movie, b4 I call it a day.. Wanna try enjoy my weekends, b4 I dread my nxt week wif my army stuffs…

(Stop blogging on 10 Jan 2010 at 12.11am)

Updates from 30th Dec 2009 – 3rd Jan 2010, Wed - Sun

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Updates from 30th Dec 2009 – 3rd Jan 2010, Wed - Sun
(Start blogging on 3rd Jan 2010 at 10.20pm)

Wednesday 30th Dec

Thanks to mm’s morning call, I managed to wake up at 8am to prepare for the whole day’s activities. We planned to catch Avatar in 3D at The Cathay, Doby Ghaut in the morning, 11am’s show. Never expect the movie screen for so long, still so hot the seats.. Ben even said tat it’s the best movie for 2009. Hence we have decided to catch this movie, despite the fact tat it doesn’t appeals me at the beginning.

We met early for breakfast at kfc, followed by train to cathay just in time for the movie. It was not really nice as wat ben have said, to me it was ok only.. The 3D glasses weren’t very clear, despite me specially wearing my 2nd last pair of contact lens for the movie. Some of the parts were funny, especially they were all chanting tog, just like cults.. Despite the actions, there’s a romantic love story in the movie.

The guy having a false avatar, infiltrate the real tribe ppl (blue colour ppl), to get to know them n be close to them. An avatar was created by using the genes of the tribe ppl, mixed wif the genes of the real life ppl. So to enter ur own avatar wif ur genes, u were put to slp in a machine, where u woke up, finding urself having the avatar as ur body.. The guy’s real life, he was a paralyzed man, weak n not able to do many things a normal man can do.

But in the avatar, he is perfect. Eventually he falls in love wif the real tribe woman n they fell in love wif each other, thru the 1st encounter n all along.. Its more of the love story which I enjoyed catching this movie.. Eventually, during the last fight btw man n tribe ppl, over the sacred land, the tribe woman, managed to save the real guy, wifout his avatar form.

In the end, the real guy sacrifice his real form n decided to be in his avatar form forever, to be wif the tribe woman. So tat’s when the chanting ritual starts haha. Anyway I find it hard to describe the almost 3hrs long movie in words. If ppl who r interested to noe the love story inside, have to watch it urself..

So after the movie, we headed to have lunch, or maybe not.. But I rmb we went to play snooker tog at Paradiz Centre. After renovation, it seems better, however, the snooker place, doesn’t turn out to be enjoyable, despite the fact tat there’s happy hour of 4 bucks per hr. The cue stick just suits more for pool, instead of snooker. Played 4 rounds n headed to have dinner at there.

We saw a cheap restaurant, I think is Mad Jack or wat.. Can’t really rmb the place name.. Its quite affordable, but quite average for western place ba.. Anyway after tat, we headed to arcade at Plaza Sing to play SF4 awhile. My performance was quite good there, tat when I am out of credits, I nv expect to saw a guy walking over to me n talked to me. Then I realized tat it was 1 of the host, who organized the tournaments at Bugis.

He also participated in the first few tournaments wif his El Fuerte, as I have seen his tournament videos in his blog for SF4. So I guess, he finds my El Fuerte not bad, since not many ppl can use tat char very well. So spoke awhile n then we went off le.. Reached sem quite early but I can’t really rmb wat we do next.. Oh ya I think I missed out something impt..

During snooker time, I received a very impt call, finally a call from MBS.. But its not a call to notify me abt the training date, only to inform me the date for the Casino Licence interview which I need to clear. I am quite worried about this, cuz of my financial situation now n the fact tat I am on fast cash wif my credit cards, only pay the minimum amt every mth.. Worried they failed me over this reason as this credit card thing, was reflected in my credit bureau report.

However, whatever it is, I have a clear conscience n I guess since I have ntg ugly to hide, I shld be able to tell whatever I have to said in the interview when the ask me tat. Passing me or not, still lies on them… I should be happy to noe tat the interview date is near, but ended up it means more things for me to do.. cuz suddenly need to do some additional things, giving me lots of headaches again..

Thursday 31th Dec

It’s the last day of 2009, therefore its time to cele. A small cele was worthwhile as it is to cele, but I managed to survive until the very last day of 2009. I dun really noe how I managed to do it, but it was really a very dreadful year for me. I just hope the new year would be better. Anyway didn’t really cele much, afternoon company kit to SP to settle some things.

Then after which, we went to have lunch followed by arcade. I wanted to shop for an external hard disk as my laptop has almost run out of space. However, after calculations for my remaining funds left, I doubt I would be able to survive until I manage to find another part time job, hence I decided to drop the idea as well.. Planned so much, end up didn’t buy anything at all. I guess this yr, there’ll not be new clothes for me to wear as well..

Anyway after which, we have to head home as it was late for the nite cele. I went home to prepare n come out straight to meet kit again, this time wif nel as well. Wil last min say he wanna join us. I guessed he tried hard enough to overcome himself to face his ex gf, Dawn. Its been so long le, yet he’s still like tat. I told him tat he should be brave n show up as a prove tat he is doing well without her.

Anyway the steamboat dinner location was at Novena.. I was very reluctant to go there cuz I dun really like the idea of steamboat in a very hot n crowded place. Ended up, it proves me rite. The place was so stuffy n crowded, there’s not much space btw the other table either. Total it cost 22 plus, but i am not cut out for buffet anymore. Ever since diet start, appetite will shrink n eat little bit only, will be very full..

Total there’s 9 of us this time – Nel, wil, me, kit, xy, hy, cy, dawn and Fion. Newspaper boy last min got stg on, ended up nv come again. So after every1 was full with their meals, only left the usual sole survivor, Kit, who can eat a lot. He come eat buffet, sure very worth it. I wonder how he can starve himself with so much food, yet he doesn’t seem to grow fat..

Anyway its time to start playing our usual game, Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. Of cuz the loser will get a forfeit to choose 1 of the food and clear them up.. The whole buffet started at around 6pm plus and they planned to eat until 11pm, but seems like its not possible as every1 felt full at ard 9pm+. So after which, they dun have much plans n we have to brainstorm.. I hate the idea of me doing the brainstorm by myself n some of them just sit there n wait for activities tat suits them to come, or some just choose their own activities where not every1 is suitable or likes to do…

So we ended up window shopping awhile at a shopping centre at Novena there, b4 decided to go to Yishun Safra to Sing K. However, when we reached there, the price was so exp tat each of us have to pay 38 bucks if we were to sing on tat nite. Since it was not worth it, they have to think of other activities, while I helped them call n checked other outlets prices n availability, but seems like its not possible..

Since no K session, gotta think of other things, where they decided to head for bowling alley, but ended up it was closed for cele.. This leaves us only the choice of snooker n pool, where not every1 is interested.. Ended up, after so many idling at Yishun Safra, calling Orchid Country Club to check empty slots for bowling, it was still not available.. So we struggled until mins to countdown, where I suggest the give n take activities..

Snooker or Lan shop as the 1st activites, True/Dare or the Drinking game as the 2nd activities. So ended up they choose snooker n pool, where kit, nel, wil n me played snooker, the rest played pool. The 4 of us played a round of standard snooker, wif me the 1st, wil 2nd, kit 3rd, nel last. Then using the sequence, we play number ball wif the card game. Its been so long since we played this game again.

Well I was so unlucky tat I dunno y, I keep losing when I played this game..So ended up we have to stop playing at 1.30am as it was the closing time, I was losing badly.. Seems like I paid most of the game.. Ard 16bucks like tat.. After which we headed back to Sun Plaza by separate cabs, where everybody headed to 7-11 to buy a bottle of 1.5 litre drink, of their own choice, cannot buy carbonated drinks or beer..

Kit have to go home cuz he need to work early in the morning. So only left the 8 of us initially, but since xy’s sis, xinlei has got ntg to do, she decided to join us. So in total, we have 1 Oolong tea, 2 C.White tea, 1 blueberry tea, 1 lemon tea and 4 mineral water. So we played the usual game like Christmas eve, but this time its all abt drinking. Think every1 of us drank, the most were Fion 1st, as she was very unlucky.

Next is Xinlei n Wil, then followed by Dawn as she hit our top record, with 3 times draw 4 in a row. Tat’s the time when she drank the most, but as expected of an aries, she was very spotty n drank everything clean. The most lucky 1 was nel n Cy I guess.. Fion keep drinking at the beginning, until the later stage, she can’t take it, that she fall out to rest awhile, but the moment she comes in, she gets to drink again..

Then another thing happened, where xy actually vomit halfway on the table. Cuz she said the cups mixed wif many kind of drinks, until there’s a smell so she puked.. Cuz it stinks up the table, every1 suggested to change tables, until we finally finished up all the 9 bottles.. I get to drink quite some cups at the later part of the game.. So after tat, we call it a day I guess..

Friday 1st Jan 2010 Happy New Year and Happy Birthday to my 2nd Sis.

1st day of 2010, I hope tat all the bad times in year 2009 be gone and all the happiness comes ahead of me! I sincerely hoped tat in my heart, please dun wan to let me suffer again. I hope my love, family, career, studies as well as health be in rising condition. I have enough of downs n I dun wish to be down all the time. Its time to rise n have ups again!!!

Anyway this day, Ben is coming down to meet me n wil. I started the day bad, playing cards wif them, keep losing… I have been on losing streak dunno how long already. Something’s really wrong with my head nowadays.. seems like my headache is getting quite frequent tat my forehead hurts even when I touches them.. Playing cards in such condition, really sucks….

As usual, we play until nite time, where after dinner, I told them I wan to take a break. So I went to arcade to relax a while, dunno y mac air-con suddenly so cold.. After tat then go back to resume our game, until ard 10pm+, nel come over to join us in the game while waiting for newspaperboy to come. So we end up playing until ard 3am, where the results is ben winning all of us.

This year seems lucky for ben, where his luck is finally improving a lot. I was so sick, so I decided to call it a day, not to play until morning. Hence ben took the niterider home, while I faster prepare n slp.

Saturday 2nd Jan 2010

It was another boring day for me.. I spent the day alone with the company of my laptop, enjoying the peace at home, getting everything ready to go out to Sun Plaza with my stuffs. Seems like 2010 isn’t a smooth beginning for me as well.. I have so many things needed to clear, like updating my resume so tat I can send them on mon, as well as finalizing the things for my coming Casino Licence interview on coming Thursday..

Besides tat, I need to settle many other things on the following week, like army medical review, Tan Tock Seng Medical Appointment stuffs (due to financial, I did not book appt within a yr, they closed my case..So now I have to go poly clinic 1 day, to be referred to specialist again.) and also I need to call MBS to clarify the documents needed to be presented in my interview..

So many pieces in mind, jus makes me stressed out. I headed to mos burger to watch Michael Jackson’s This is it movie again, while eating dinner there. Its always nice to catch the movie again.. However, I guess he’s old already, hence doesn’t really do much moves during his rehearsal..Anyway I did halfway, it was already so late, so I gave up n headed home to rest as I dunno wat’s wrong wif me, my head just hurts…

Sunday 3rd Jan 2010

I slept ard 4am last nite and woke up at 8am plus.. Dunno y I wake up so early, but I just can’t go back to slp.. So I turned on my internet n stone there.. Until afternoon, cuz nobody’s around, I started to feel tired n went to bed n slp.. Originally, they planned to have a number ball snooker at amk hub in the afternoon, meeting at 2pm, but cuz wil last min say work cannot dismiss early, kit was tired n have to eat dinner at home, so the activity was cancelled.

I spent the remaining time in bed until I drag myself up to prepare n headed out to SP mac to do my things. Called Jason Bear to come find me for dinner, but Newspaper boy showed up while I was waiting for JB. So when bear arrives, we headed to arcade to bring NB down to hav dinner at KFC. Its been some time since I have not eat kfc, so I wanted to eat it.

The spicy level of the black pepper has reduced, compared to the 1st time I ate, but still not lowered for JB tat he sweats a lot while he’s eating. So after which, we headed back to arcade where I companied them to arcade until abt 9pm+ where I’m back now at mac to finish my task n blogging now.. Tot for a movie, but I dun think I have the energy to do tat now.. Guess I will head home for now..

Stopped Blogging on 4th Jan at 2am

Additional Post
(Start blogging on 4th Jan at 11.38am)

I missed out something on Sunday’s post. Since the afternoon activity was cancelled n I was alone at home, I did some searching of young photos. Managed to find a very own, 1 n only 1, solo baby photo which I have in the past. It has turned yellow now. Wanted to preserved it, but somehow I am not able to do so.. I tried taking the photo with my camera, but its not clear at all. Since not able to transfer the photo to my laptop, I am not able to share the photo.. sigh…

(Finished blogging on 4th Jan at 11.43am)

Updates from 27th Dec – 29th Dec, Sun – Tue

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Updates from 27th Dec – 29th Dec, Sun – Tue. (Start blogging on 29th Dec 10.22pm)

Its almost to the mid of the week only, but I have decided to start my blog again, since it’s the festive season n I do not wish to squeeze everything into 1 week and had a hard time blogging all of them down. Hmm I am on the process of changing almost everything of my blog format, which gonna take quite some time for it to be completed, depending on how fast Jason Bear can assist me with tat. After its changed, my blog add might changed a little, hence those who finally found my blog link, will have to find it again.

Sunday 27th Dec

Well I received an sms in the morning, which turns me off, esp at a time when I am single.. The sms reminds me exactly of my pass r/s, cuz the words used was exactly the same as wat we used. “Dearie muacks. I love you. Happy Anniversary.” What’s there to be happy about when I dun have any Anniversary to look forward to? Honestly speaking, I dun understand how come ppl can sms or call a no, whom they have been using very frequently, esp someone very close to them, can actually dial it wrongly?

I dun have such prob at all.. This could just be 1 reason, tat if you really have put ur heart to love a person whole heartedly, such mistake would nv have occurred.. Anyway I replied coolly, notifying the person tat have entered a wrong no, n worst still.. Reply came shortly wif a sorry, and guess wat’s next? I guessed This person actually called back to check my voice n then hang up the phone with my slply voice, ‘helloing’ like a mad man..

Anyway, I online to complete my blog n put in the photos until my niece n nephew came n I played with them a while, b4 heading to the arcade with my laptop. Saw NB there n played wif him awhile b4 he asked me to company him to kfc to eat. Another time eating kfc unhappily, cuz the guy whom noes wat I want is not working tat nite and NB said that he wan me to share the buddy meal wif him..

Having him assured me tat he noes how to order, I leave things to him.. Ended up, it came back wif a rib in disguised.. Well I dun mind the drumstick since I noe its impossible to get all thigh, but yet it’s a rib for the other.. After which, we headed back to arcade to company him play, well something happening occurred in the arcade again, tat caught many guys attention.

Well yes its none other than tat beautiful looking , young but mature lady, with a very nice n sexy figure in the arcade. She dressed in pink spaghetti stripe, showing her cleavage, with a mini jean skirt. Attractive is 1 thing, but wat’s special to me about this ger was the order half tat she entered the arcade with. She’s always change a diff partner entering the arcade with her, playing the basketball machine wif her.

Everyone cfm will be looking at her assets when she’s throwing the basketball. Well her score was really astonishing, but I guess its always playing it tat’s y can score so well. She’s even better than wil in tat game, looking at the basketball entering the basket. Another factor was tat she was 1 of my arcade frd’s ex gf, but to think of it, its fortunate tat my frd is not wif her anymore la. She’s too open n flirt, even though she really have the beauty..

Not only tat, each time she comes wif a new guy, it seems tat they won’t be holding hands nor hugging at all. I noticed the guy wan to hold like dun wan to hold like tat, as well as putting his hands around her waist. Can c tat the ger forbids her to do so. Some ppl r so weird, dun allow their r/s to be disclosed in the public, but in private, life is so complicated.

Wat’s there to hide abt ur r/s? I always hate those kind of underground r/s, being kept in the dark, not allowed to surface. Its not as if they are superstars, which the manager forbids the r/s to be disclosed, but even if tis is so, I believed tat when u truly love a person, u shldn’t be putting the person u love, any sense of insecurity or hurt. Otherwise, its no point being tog…

After that, I headed to mac to watch 2 movies straight. 1st is Saw 2, followed by a Chinese vampire movie, “Gan Shi Xian Sheng” After watching halfway, wil came back from his work to find me, so tat he can eat.. After which he left, while I complete my movie n go home.. Saw 2 is nice, but since I have watched b4, dun wish to talk about the review.

As for this Chinese movie, I nv knew tat such movie actually exist b4. The pretty ger whom I like, acted in ‘date with vampire’ as Ma Xiao Ling, is in this movie as well. Its nice to c her on screen, but not sure if her actual person is as beautiful or not. She’s the kind of ger whom I like haha. Who doesn’t have fetish for idols? If I got a chance to choose an idol as my wife, she’s in my list.

But overall the movie, so so only la.. Not very scary at all, but quite comical.. A normal movie..

Monday 28th Dec

I woke up late as usual, rotting at home, since I have no work to do.. Think I chatted with a few of my frds in msn n next year, I’m considering going to Batam to visit an overseas frd. But I have nv travel alone b4, so I bit scared cuz nv been Batam b4, dunno wat its like. Anyway c how it goes. Supposed to go Jason Bear house in the afternoon, but since its raining suddenly, I got quite lazy..

End up I drag until late afternoon, b4 I picked up my lazy butt to go his hse. I’m surprised tat his hse is some where near the sight of my hse. It’s the 1st time I went his hse, tat’s y.. Hmm ended up, his internet for the day was unexpectedly lag.. so didn’t managed to get much things done, but he roughly noes what I wanted for my new blog. So only stayed a few hours at his hse, cuz he told me tat he got a dinner date suddenly…

So ended up, I left his hse ard 6.30+ n headed to SP to meet wil n ben for dinner as they have told me earlier tat ben is coming down. So when ben is ard, means its cards game.. Well I dunno wat’s wrong, but its as usual a losing streak for me again.. But this time I am not the biggest loser, n the victim goes to ben again.. Poor thing.. Ben always tease wil tat he pray b4 coming out of the hse..

Frankly speaking, I really can’t believe his luck can be so gd suddenly.. Dunno to believe or not, ben has fan tai shui this yr, tat its gonna be a bad yr, n he have been losing thru out the yr.. Last yr wasn’t so bad for him, so tt’s the reason y his credit shoot up so high. Wa, I think if tat yr I fan tai shui, I better dun play, haha else I end up like him. After which, we call it a day, cuz ben have to catch last bus home.

Tuesday 22th Dec

As usual I woke up around 12pm+, as last nite I couldn’t slp as I was caught in the thoughts of my past. Yup at times u just think about ur past, the memories, the happy as well as the sad.. Just makes a person couldn’t slp. I have many slpless nites ever since the day when I officially declared our separation. It was painful those days were n I have to overcome them all alone by myself..

Today was a terrible day in the afternoon cuz I have a quarrel wif my mum again.. its not as though a quarrel la, but just the usual stuffs, keeping quiet and enduring her temper just becuz she’s not in a gd mood. Tat’s 1 thing which I really hated about my mum.. I dislike ppl throwing their temper on others, just becuz they were not in a gd mood.. Then she’ll start to scold about many other things, which she can think of..

4 instance, its only few days I did not work already, n this kind of thing she also can scold me.. Its not my fault when the IR starting date has been postpone.. Its not my fault when I need time to find another new temp assignments. Now is the festive season.. I called my agency, she also told me tat she’ll help me on Mon, cuz festive season, where got company got mood to work so hard?

Its not as if I wan to stay at home n rot lo..Some times I rather stay out of the hse.. I rather work, then to stay at home n let her throw her temper on me when she’s moody.. Tat’s 1 of the reason I dun like to stay at home.. Sometimes I really have such thinking tat I wish to rent a room outside to stay by myself, since I couldn’t feel the warmth in the family..When IR Starts, I felt like doing so..

Find any frd’s who is much nearer to my work place, cuz of the shift work nature tat I dun have transport if I have the nite shift, since transport is not able to claim at all.. Best is find a gf nearer n stay wif her haha. At least I can feel the warmth n slp comfortably. Anyway just crapping nonsense la..

Well recently I get to noe a video guide on something interesting, understanding both partners emotional feelings better. Its really educational to me n I can’t wait to share with my love 1 in future haha. I am selfish, so not gonna reveal much about this information.

Well afterwards, I prepared n headed out to sp to wait for Merrymint to contact me as we are having dinner tog at cwp.. She was late, so we headed to ichiban to eat initially, but cuz the queue was so long n we dun have much time to eat, tot of gg to swensens. Since also crowded, ended up in Jack’s Place. 1 of the place which only my ex brings me to eat tog wif.

I am honoured to have her treat me, but I shld treat her back in future when I am survive this financial crisis. I showed her my photo collections in my laptop, esp my cute nieces n nephew. I nv expect her to prepare a Christmas gift for me, so I did not prepare anything for her. Think have to find something to give back her in rtn. It’s a cute teddy bear, which she bought it during genting?

She said got 2 kinds, 1 is evil de, the other 1 is “you3 Shan4” Kind hearted. She gave me the kind hearted de. Cuz was late for her work, so dinner was rushing n after tat we bid each other farewell n I went to run some errands for my mum at Eu Yan Sang n top up a value card at food court for her, b4 heading back to sp. So here I am blogging now n taking the pic of the cute bear, before watching my movie n maybe call it a day?

Stopped Blogging on 30th Dec at 12.08am

Updates from 20th Dec – 26th Dec, Sun – Sat

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Updates from 20th Dec – 26th Dec, Sun – Sat. (Start blogging on 26th Dec 7.27pm)

Another week has passed… Its time for me to blog again on a Saturday night… Many events have actually occurred in this week perhaps due to the festive season and hence I have predicted that I have lots of stuffs to blog about. It’s going to be tough for me as I wonder how long I would be taking to complete this week blog and leave some battery for my movie later on.

Before I continue, my blog as you can see, is very untidy with all those no picture thingy moving about. I don’t know what happened, but I guessed that my person, who helped me created this blog, has gone MIA. Nevertheless, I am trying to get it revamp into a new format, which I desired but its going to take quite a long time before the new blog format is ready.

Sunday 20th Dec

On this day, I meet up with Wil n Nel to company them to AMK Hub to prepare their Christmas presents. Actually its more for Wil alone as Nel does not intend to buy today. We headed there planning to catch Avatar 3D actually, but since its full house again, we decided to catch another day and I insisted catching “Bodyguards & Assassins” tonight, despite their disapproval.

After which, we headed to Nebo to have our dinner. Recently, we keep having dinner at there, each time we visited AMK Hub, simply because the price is quite cheap and we just love the food there. Wil n Nel also liked a ger working there, who somehow resembles Jeanette a little. There’s also a new girl working there, which caught Wil’s n my attention a little, on our first visit to Nebo after some time.

She was quite attractive, suitable for Wil, but the sad case for him was tat, tat was the first n also the last time since we saw her. I helped Wil analyze that perhaps she was just working temp during her sch holis. Anyway on this particular nite, we experienced 2 new staffs serving us, but their attitude was so poor. Firstly, wrong instructions were given about their promo n it just got messed up.

Its not our fault, y were they showing their dissatisfaction towards us? Its not as if we keep changing our orders for no reason, just to trouble them. Anyway after the dinner, we take a walk for Wil to buy his gift, while I travel to M1 shop to ask further questions. B4 deciding upon buying something, its my habit to frequent the shop several times, b4 purchasing it. The decision to buy the iPhone lite was somehow nearing, but I shall disclose my answer on the end of this blog, which would be dated today.

After purchasing, we both headed to have our snooker game, which we had not played since a very long time for the 3 of us tog. At first I only decided to play 1 rd as usual, but cuz nel was here, we ended up playing 3 rds instead. As for the results, I can’t rmb the exact scores, I only noe, I got 1st in all the 3 games haha. It sure feels great to be top of the list once again.

Finally, it was close to 9.30pm and we headed out to prepare for our cinema. Well the movie was really disappointing for me after the IP man acted by Donnie Yen, one of my favourite action star, after Jet Li. I paid $ to catch him in action, but nv expect the ending was watching how he died in the movie. Worst was, its not really the ending part then only he died.

Of cuz he is not really consider a main character in this movie, as the main role was a calafair, who appeared mysterious and unknown throughout the beginning of the movie, only to be protected by so many ppl from those assassins. His face only appeared in the ending, with him leaving the area safe, from the sacrificial of so many bodyguards. He stood there on the leaving boat, showing his eyes as though want to cry but can’t come out. Poor Acting!

This kind of facial expressions, just makes me feels tat the Bodyguards just wasted their lives protecting this kind of person. Of cuz the keyrole was actually an impt man from the China history, trying to change the future of China from a emperor kind of ruling a country. Its none other than Sun Wen. I respected him as a real historical person, but not in this movie acted by some1 else.

Despite the sadness n tragedy, there’s some funny part inside. Xie Ting Feng acted as a servant, pulling a ma che for his masters. He was loyal inside the movie n his kung fu was not bad as the role he acted in. At first I could not confirm whether its him or not, but actually until now I still not quite sure its him haha. Around 90% its him I guess. Talked about Donnie Yen, in IP man, he only suffered a blow at the end and a gun wound.

However in this movie, he was badly injured, not much of a fighting scene, except for a few. He’s a rugged person, addicted to gambling, wife left him and he helped the assassins to do work for $. In the end, he protected his loved 1s by betraying his assassins group to protect those important ppl. He fought with his superior and he badly managed to kill him, wif him severely wounded.

However his death comes while with his last breath, he used his body to stop a charging horse where the head of the assassins was charging after the key person. He died tog with the horse, so the head have to travel on foot, rather than horse. Another person who acted inside was Leon Lai (Li Ming). Recently he acted in several Kung Fu movies, so its not surprising tat he is inside this movie.

He was much more skillful than Donnie Yen, n he started off as some1 who looked like a beggar. Of cuz his background used to be some of a high status, but due to some bad incidents, he landed in such plight. So he tided himself up, wanting to regain his pride n dignity, he fend of a lot of assassins by himself, living him wounded very severely, but not leaving his postions.

This is because, the fake Sun Wen have to make his way to visit his Mum and stayed there for 15mins b4 headed to the pier to leave the place. So Leon Lai have to fend the assassin off in a place. In the end, the head of the assassins arrived, he actually saw the dying Leon Lai n wanted to just pass him wifout killing him, but cuz Leon Lai cutted off his plait, it angered him n kill him instead.

The last person which I must said was a ex Shaolin Monk, who was very tall n strong. Y I want to state this person is cuz, some of the comedy was from him and Nel n Wil laughed at him on how he died. He was helping his frds but fending of many assassins from the rooftops, but in the crowded streets, he was stabbed unknowing by small childrens. Ended up, several childrens come over n stabbed him until he fall on the ground.

We to the was dead, but when the group escaped to a place blocked by Lion Dance, deployed by the Assassins, he came back to help them. His reappearance was quite funny n he asked them to run while he alone pushed the whole tall “buildings” made off logs onto the assassins, however the surviving assassins were angered and all surrounded him n stabbed him with a thick weapon until he was dead. It was sad for me, but Nel n wil were laughing that he was stabbed again…

It was a disappointing, but touching movie for me. So after which, we headed off n prepare for work next day. I have predicted that work might gonna be ended next week.

Monday 21th Dec

When I reached workplace, I was informed that Tuesday would be my last day as they have nothing else for me to do anymore. Hmm in days to come, I would be worrying about financial issues and getting a temp job again cuz until now IR has no news at all, except that it would be postpone on the newspaper. I make use of the opportunity to prepare wat I have to do, for the CRA interview for my Dealer Licence.

It was troublesome, but after doing so many things, they still could not confirmed when my training starts. A lot of things were piling up… Anyway after work, I decided to take a break and since I have been hearing a lot lately about KFC from my Ex, about the Black Pepper chicken, I was unknowingly drawn towards KFC to have my dinner. Unfortunately I dun get to eat that cuz my favourite parts were out, so I just have value box with the company of animes on PSP.

After which I headed to arcade to see if anybody is there… Since nobody’s around n I am quite sick of the games there, I decided to head home n go for a jog instead. Arcade has got several politics also n I was shocked to learn tat from the Doby Ghaut Auntie as it actually happened to her. I nv expected the auntie, who used to work here several yrs ago, transferred to Amk there to work, turned out to be so unfair in the heart.

Her eyes were blind, covering the incompetent staffs n backstabbing the Auntie. Now whenever I saw her, It turns me off.. Tat always occurred when 1’s true colours were revealed. Of cuz I just smiled when she smiled to me out of courtesy, but I dun talked to her much anymore. The DG Auntie, was much more competent though, as she has many yrs of work experience n so does her technical skills when repairing the machines. However, its good for her instead as she feels better staying at home n talking care of her baby.

Anyway its their arcade politics, hence I do not wish to be involved, I just headed home n prepare for a jog. Hmm nv expected the burning gel works very well in combination with jogging. My body was burning very hot after jogging, that I find it hard to sit on the mac chair after jogging. Jogging has become a standard procedure, whereby I would go to my so called ‘open garden’ near my house downstairs to do my stretchings.

After which, I would set out on my usual route to jog, tog with my mp3, jogged a round and continued until I reached the traffic light after sun plaza. Then I stopped n walked 1 round at the perimeter of Sun plaza, stopping by at the washroom there n back to 7-11 to buy some energy drinks n headed to outside mac to sit n watch soccer, while cooling down.

This time, even after clearing up my sweat, it just keep coming for the area I have applied the gel on.. Anyway I watched until the matched ended, just nice the rain stopped n I walked back home to wash up n call it a day..

Tuesday 22th Dec

Today was supposed to be my last day of work, so that I can get my pay cheque and bank it in so that I would be able to get my pay on time b4 the x’mas cele. I even dressed up well, so that I can take some pictures for memories sake, but ended up they have more things for me to do, planning to extend me for 1 more day. However, since I am worried that if next day then I can get the cheque, I would not be able to make it on time.

Hence I told them I have something on, only able to work halfday for them. Furthermore, I still have several things to prepare for the x’mas cele. Anyway after work, I meet kit for dinner as we would like to play virtual tennis 3 tog on PSP. However cuz he got things to do at home n would be coming on a later date. However, since I was so hungry, I tot I shall eat first, with the company of the Anime in the PSP.

Since this time I was at sem earlier, I decided to try my luck at KFC again. I was supposed to be happy, since I got the black pepper chicken I wanted, but I wasn’t happy, cuz some things spoilt my appetite. I saw Sherman on my way to KFC, he was wif his new Tekken Frd, a very fat ger, who dyed golden hair, with piercing on her face n always wear very short jean skirt…

There’s really something which I was very dissatisfied with him. Firstly, I did not said that he is welcome to sit with me at dinner place. I saw them entering kfc with me, straight heading to queue. I found a seat but was worried that Sherman would come over n joined me, where there’s many other seats around. With a worried mind, I left my bag on the seat to book it, and headed to queue.

Ended up I was rite.. He is so not automatic n he just place his put in front of my seat, assuming that he is welcomed to join me. I make hand signal that I dun wan to join them for dinner cuz I dunno the ger at all, but he refused. I was so pissed off, but It would definitely sound rude to just leave the table, so I just sit down on my chair n sit oppo of Sherman..

Initially I tot of taking the psp out n watch my anime, but ended up they talked to me.. So I just replied n have to entertain them.. I really can’t stand this situation, where I have to talk when I dun feel like. If the person is some1 comfortable, I dun mind chatting with them. Anyway here is the part which I almost vomit my chicken in my mouth. Cuz I was sitting oppo them eating my chicken n this unsightly scene occurred..

The table of the kfc wasn’t very high, we were sitting on a 3 table combined place. Me n Sherman sitting in the middle, his frd sit on his right, which is my left opposite. So she would be sitting in an angel facing me when she speaks. Then she crossed her legs n with the fats ‘stacking’ up, it would definitely be higher then the table. Initially I didn’t noticed it at all, cuz I focus my sight on Sherman, but hav to try to face her when she talked as a form of not being rude..

So as I bend my head lower a little to eat my chicken, I almost split it out.. Her stupid entire middle of her underwear just exposed out like tat in the open. I think Sherman also can c lo. Doesn’t she has any sense of ashamed? Anyway I hurriedly finish my food prompt to leave. So once at the arcade, I go do my own things while waiting for kit n Nel to come..

Finally they came, we play some games, b4 heading to mac to company kit to eat, where I told them this disgusting story. So after which I played with Kit virtual tennis 3 until PSP’s batt went flat n we catch up for a while b4 heading home. Kit was said to be the best virtual tennis player among them, so I managed to fight against his title. He have found a match haha.

Wednesday 23th Dec

My half day turn out to be a disaster. The boss went for a meeting and won’t be back so soon, so they cannot get my cheque signed. I dun wan to wait until tomorrow cuz it’s a waste of transport n time. I was hoping that I can get the cheque n rush to the bank to have it banked in so that I can get my cash on Thursday after 2pm. Ended up since boss still not around, I went to have lunch with them at 1pm +. B4 having lunch we took some pictures tog.

Actually its only a pic each, but ended up cuz these women were so mindful of looking fat in the picture, changed position n asked the camera man talking pic for us to take wif an angle haha. It was so funny. Below are the photos of my nice, friendly colleagues. Of cuz I of them is an Aries and she was so bold that I was taken aback when I took picture with her..

Here are my colleagues from our small department

This is my direct supervisor, Constance

Another pic of Constance and me cuz she say the 1st 1 she look so round.

Next up is a Leo, same birthday as Wil. She is Jesslyn.

Here comes the aries, most photos wif her since she wants a reshoot until she's satisfied. She is Alyssa and first 1 she is standing in front.

She finds her face too big n square, so she stand behind me.

finally she chose to stand beside me....

Not satisfied with tat, last shoot and i was blushing all over.. She's very natural during photo taking, unlike me. Tat's the diff in exp lvl..

Finally, our camera man, David.

Anyway lunch time, they treated me some simple meal while in return, I treated them with some drinks. After which, I waited anxiously for the cheque in office, clearing up whatever stuffs in the laptop which is supposed to be del n played facebook n viwawa games while waiting. From 2.30 I waited until finally 4pm, the manager come back, n get the cheque signed.

I knew that I am out of time, but nevertheless, I tried my best and rush to Tiong Bahru Plaza. Hmm I dunno y, I was listening to my mp3 and my mind was wondering about several things in mind, that I did not pay attention to the surroundings. So as I was entering the block area, at the small road, I crossed the road without looking at the traffic. A van was actually driving towards me, but I dunno y it stopped in front of me, cuz I did not hear any sound…

Upon looking that, I was so shocked. The feeling was stg very unpleasant, feeling of the great soury in my heart. That was the feeling I felt.. was that a taste of near death when 1 is about to experience death? I was so grateful tat I survived, so I just apologize to the driver with a hand sign n exchange with the driver’s angry glance. When I reached DBS bank, they told me cut off date is over, so I rush to UOB, but I got the same reply.

Disappointed, I deposited it into UOB and wait for Mon ba.. After which it was already quite late, so I travel to Sem to wait for Kit n Nel as they would be buying presents. When they reached, we went to A-mei café for dinner b4 heading to shop for presents. Sun Plaza have a lot of shops closed down n changed.. At first they tot of gg to 3rd floor gift shop to buy, but no more, except for a Japan Shop.

Then 2nd floor comics connection? Gone as well, they went to a kids shop n bought funny stuffs.. I hope I won’t get their gifts for x’mas. After that think we headed back to arcade if I am not wrong b4 heading back to mac to resume our virtual tennis game, till the batt is flat, where we chat until it was 3 am + jus like last nite, before we call it a day.

Thursday 24th Dec

It was Christmas Eve, I have lots of things still not yet prepared, but as I was very tired, I woke up very late in the afternoon. I got not much time to online, but spend on preparing as Ben told us tat he would knock off work at 3pm. So we rush to get ready but I was late as I have lots of things to prepare for nite activities as well. While I was preparing, ben called me that he saw my ex at arcade, playing touch screen game.

I was like huh? Hmm they told me tat she was waiting for me, but I said, nah cannot be. I recalled she told me tat she’s cele wif Claudine, so must be waiting for her. Anyway I was late until around 4.15 then I reach, but she was not there anymore. We headed to mac to play cards while waiting for Kit to finish his performance at City Hall. So once he call us, we would travel to AMK Hub to mit him.

We were planning to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 as Ben wants to catch it. So we went to Long John Silver to wait for kit to come, b4 we have our dinner tog. After which we draw lots to have our gifts exchange. Initially cuz ben called us telling us tat the presents would be 10+ only, so everybody prepared around tat range. (Originally he told us he was getting 40bucks+ gift).

Ended up, his 1 was the most exp 1, so every1 was like hoping to get his present. Since we dunno who to draw 1st, I let the youngest have the chance 1st.Wil draw n get my gift, it was a cool card holder, which actually I wanted it for myself... Kit draw n got Ben’s gift! We were initially like, wa lau he got it!! But once he opened the gift, all of us laughed at Kit. Thank gdness I did not get it, else it would be super embarrassing, dunno how to keep at home.

It was a ‘toy’ belonged to a part of a female body. Ben picked and got Kit’s gift, which was a Revenge Cube, just nice for the brainy. I got a gift which I dreaded the most.. It was a box of Chocolate. I am on diet, wan me to gain fatter? I like to sing, so I tend to avoid such stuffs which is bad for the throat. Besides only gers buy choco 4 a guy lo.. According to custom, just like valentine’s Day, a guy buy for a ger flowers, if the ger accept the love, she would send a chocolate in rtn.

Ended up we tease Wil, but anyway last min shopping from him, so insincere.. After which we took a picture tog, 4 my blog to have some pictures, as well as the gift. Initially, kit was so reluctant to take the pic of the gift, so just use a plastic bag. Once at nite, go nel’s hse then get a better pic. So below is the pic 4 the four of us cele x’mas tog.

As usual, this wil take picture cannot stand still.. My face still look round, but i think smaller a bit le.

Here is the pic of our gifts.

Movie: Alvin And The Chipmunks 2

After which it was about time to catch the movie at 7.55pm. Well the movie was still nice just like 1st episode. However, usually, 2nd episode would be lesser nicer than the 1st 1, as a norm. But nevertheless, we still enjoyed the movie with some chuckles on some of the scene. 1 of them, was the principal’s dark secret about the chipmunks. Of cuz in cartoon, Alvin did quarrel with his brothers and it was shown in Episode 2.

No much of this preview cuz my ratings for it was positive n I am happy about watching it. Only kit finds it boring cuz he did not watch episode 1 either, but cuz he is joining us for the cele, he followed on. After the movie, ben headed hm while we headed down to sem to meet the 2nd group. It was disappointing as they cancelled the K-session as the management for the activities were poor..

Since no K to sing, they went to Ntuc to buy things to head straight to Nel hse. We joined them n I went to buy a bottle of red wine for the occasion, for the forfeit as well, tog with 2 1.5 litres of Oolong tea. Luckily I have think of some games to play else everything is gonna be boring. I was so grateful tat a game I have invent pulls out super well. I shall put it down here, so tat I can rmb the game well to use for future.

Well put tat aside, I am really disappointed at times.. it seemed that I am always the 1, having to think of things to entertain ppl. I wished tat I can go to an event, where I dun have to plan everything so hard, which ended up where ppl dun appreciate my effort, entertaining them as though it’s a must for me to do so. I also wan to sit down comfortably n be entertained by others, instead of me doing so..

At the very least, I would be able to appreciate other ppl’s effort by listening attentively n participating it so as not to waste the entertainer’s effort. So here I am trying hard to explain the game, ppl were loafing else where. Anyway put tat aside, all the latecomers finally came.. So we begin by the exchange of gifts. I have specially made some papers for drawing lot, last min at mac b4 heading to Nel’s house, cuz the organizing was so poor tat I only noe the no of ppl attending when we meet..

So since we have poker cards this time, I took out 11cards from A to J. Each of them took a card, starting from the youngest n c who gets to draw the lots 1st. Newspaper boy last min joined us, so he drawed 1st. He got Wil’s gift and we all laughed loudly, for those who noe beforehand wat gift was tat. It was a Merry Christmas letter wif a stick on it, I think it was a candle. Anyway here is the photo of him n the gift.

Newpaper Boy

2nd by rite was me, but since I am the 1 wif the lots, I pick last. So ended up Xy go next and she drew I think Jing De’s Gift. It was fruity lite for consumption, which my hse, bought as well at home. It was a slimming drink, which I wish I wan it as a gift too! Anyway Xy say she also need it, so just nice haha. So here is the Photo as well.

XY

3rd was Nel, and I can’t rmb who’s gift he drew. It was a box of chocolate n I rmb Jason Bear bought tat. But for tat nite, 3 ppl bought chocolates… so I dunno who’s was that..
Anyway photo’s here.

Nel

4th was Jing De to draw. He got a gift which many ppl say they hope to get. It was Newspaper Boy’s gift, which was a earphone. Photo here.

Jing De

5th was Fion’s turn to draw and she got a handphone holder? I can’t c the gift well. It was from Cy I think.

Fion

6th was Jason Bear and he got the Rubic Cube from Kit. Haha, Nel, wil n me laughed cuz we all noe wat was that.

Jason Bear

7th was Hy to draw and he also got a box of chocolate, but I dunno who bought tat.

Hy

8th was Cy to draw and she got my gift. Since I dunno wat to buy, so I just buy card holder as well. I bought 2 same gifts, as the budget was 5 bucks, 10+ gift shld be ok..

Cy

After which was Wil’s turn to draw. Only left wif wil, kit then me. Until now, nobody got Nel’s gift and we all cursed. Cuz nel’s gift was the most cheapo 1, less than 5 bucks and a freaking… Who got it? The 3 of us who noe wat gift was that…We prayed.. so Who? Since I say until like tat…It was definitely not WIL!!!! He got a cute soft toy dog. I dun mind tat 1 also lo…

As usual, cannot keep still, not because my photo skill was so poor..

So now left kit n me.. I let kit choose… GD Gracious!!! He is the winner!! I companied the 2 of them shop for gift n tat nite, kit still say, who get nel’s gift sure cry. He got it haha.. So here is the photo of the winner.

Kit

So now its time to reveal the photo of the gift ben gave it to kit. Its this haha,

Look at Kit's face, SUPER SHY!

Left me now. I got Hy’s gift so it was a ninja key chain. Nice looking ninja, but it looks more like a voodoo doll to me. So I cracked a joke saying, I am making a voodoo now, who make me lose will pay for the game haha. True enough I am quite lucky in the game but… anyway photo 1st.

Me

So now the exchange was done n the game shall proceed. From wat I heard from the shopping, they got slices of lemon, a bottle of chivas (to be mixed with green tea – 2 bottles n pepsi twist 1 bottle, if green tea runs out) n 70% dark chocolate. Hmm the percent was not enough, but too bad, cuz I am not able to make it in time, I would bring them to a shop get the meiji chocolate got 99% Dark chocolate.

I tink tat time at my ex’s hse, played Mj wif her nieces, Iris n Janice, we tasted the 70% if I am not mistaken, and it tasted so horrible.. So combined with my oolong tea n red wine (cuz budget n dun wan to invest in a wine opener, I bought the 1 which can be opened by twisting the cap. Since it was the cheapest, I predict it would not be nice to drink. Since it was for forfeit, it fits the occasion.), we have 5 forfeit in total.

Here is the game play, I got the aspiration when I was shopping for gifts. I saw a drinking game set, where it’s a simple snake n ladder game set, comes wif a dice n few glasses. So I got the idea of playing the game in a diff way. Instead of snake n ladder, we used the poker cards as the ‘board’ (mental board). Actually I wrote it in a piece of paper, putting them into a board with each square, having 1 of the 56 poker cards (including jokers).

4 eg, 1 square represent Ace spade, the other is 2 spade. I forget to take a pic of the thing I have made, cuz I was busying hosting the game.. Poor entertainer I am, suffering there while other ppl gets to enjoy it, but dun even appreciate it! So as for how to throw a dice? My method was this. Giving the 56 cards a gd shuffle and ask the person on tat turn to cut the deck into 2, and after which I give them the option to remove a range of cards on top of the deck from 0-13.

After removing, I will open the card and c wat the card is. 4 eg, if draw Ace Spade, then we would looked at the board I have created and matched wat is the instructions on the number n the suit. Sounds complicated? Not at all, it was actually quite simple, cuz snake n ladder was supposed to be based on luck, throwing of dice, so this is no difference, but just to make things simplier to play.

Since now the game play have been taught, here are wat each number represents. Ppl who draw either 1 of the 4 Aces, will get the Miss a turn. (Notice tat in this game, getting miss a turn is gd than getting extra turn in a forfeit game.) So it would be recorded down the name who would miss a turn. For all the 2s,10s & Queens, it’s a safe zone, meaning to say no forfeit, neutral zone. U are safe for this rd, but still have to wait for the next turn to draw again.

For the 3s, 5s and 9s, it was a fight btw the guys or the gers. Since gers only have 3 ppl, so they get less chance to fight for forfeit. Meaning if the person draw a spade 3, the 3 gers have to compete among themselves n c who gets the forfeit. If it’s the rest of the 3s, it’s the guys who have to compete among themselves. So each time when the 3s was drew, the person who draws it, would have to draw from the forfeit deck, which I have prepared from a 2nd deck, consisted of A-5, 3 cards each.

For the forfeit, Ace represent lemon, 2 represent Dark Choco, 3 represent Chivas, 4 represent Oolong Tea, 5 represent Red Wine. So if the person draw a 3, then the forfeit would be a cup of Chivas. Then since 4 eg, it was a 3 spade, I would prepare the remaining cards from the 2nd deck (forfeit cards removed n also Ace to Joker – a card each were taken out for the chance section), using the same drawing method n let the 3 gers picked. Who gets the lowest card, would accept the forfeit.

Moved on to 4s, cuz in Chinese, 4 is death, so whoever drew this, means u have to draw 4 turns in a roll. So if u drew tat, it would be scary enough. For 6s, cuz Christian always say 666 not gd. So I put it as 2 forfeit, but u have a chance to sabo ur frds the forfeit or u get the forfeit urself in doubles, triples or 5 times. If the person draw a 6, he/she would draw the forfeit card n c wat forfeit.

Then he got the chance to either take the 2 forfeit himself, or try the chance. Meaning Ace – Joker. He draw a card. Everybody got a number like just now the cards we drew for the gift exchange. So we both got a number to our names. So the person start drawing the chance pile. If he is lets say 5, he draw 5, then he still have to take the forfeit himself. We got 11 ppl, so if he got cards which is more than Jack, then he is in 4 trouble. For Qs, it would be doubled the forfeit.

From originally 2, become 4. If got a King, it would be Tripled, 2 – 6. If got a Joker worst. 2 – 10. That’s the game play about. So now we move to Lucky 7, if got a 7s, the person will miss 3 turns. For 8s, it was similar to 6s, but it was 1 forfeit or chance to divert away. Game play similar to 6s. Now left with Jacks, Kings and Jokers. For the Jacks, it’s a double forfeit straight for the person who draw.

For the Kings, It would be a triple. Reason I put this way cuz Kings are fathers, so it was like a drinking game, they can take more drinks. Prince are young, but cannot hold much, so double for them. Queens are ntg cuz gracious ladies dun drink and get drunk. That’s my theory haha. Last of all it was the Jokers. There’s black n red jokers, 2 each colour. I named them Angels n Devils.

Naturally, devils would be black, angels red. Who draw red jokers, would be free from forfeit, but cuz damaged to their frds, in terms of 5 forfeits. It was the ultimate Sabotage. He would get a chance to draw from the chance pile, so whoever got the number, would be forced to take the 5 forfeits. Why is it an ultimate Sabotage? If he drew lets say a Q, meaning to say, the forfeit is raised double to 10. The person cont to draw a 2nd card, until some 1 got it. For this sabotage, the rules can be bend a little, depending on the leniency level, like restricting only to 5 forfeit until some1 got the number, or restricted to only able to multiply the forfeit once, or set no limitations to the forfeit.

Then as for for the Devil cards drew, its just simple, a 5 forfeit of each taste. Tat’s all about the game.. So I shall just summarized some of the interesting things in the game I could rmb.. The 1st popular forfeit to be finished was Oolong tea. Majority was cleared by Nel. He was so healthy for the nite among all of us, n keep gg to the toilet tat he told us his urine was clear white haha.

1st turn, he got a K, drew a forfeit Oolong tea. So he drank 3 cups. I and Xy were lucky, got lucky 7 in the 1st turn. For me, to be fair, I did not draw my own card. Then in the next turn for Nel, he got a 6, after drawing forfeit, Oolong tea again, he said he wan to pass to others, so he drew the chance pile n he got a K again. congrats n he earn 6 cups of Oolong tea. The cup is the plastic cup bought in a row.

So he is the King of Oolong tea. Lemon I can’t rmb who was the King, but I think Kit got a Triple for tat n he hates lemon. Chocolate, I can’t rmb who keep getting it. Chivas, if I am not mistaken is Wil who keeps getting the forfeit. Wil rarely gets to miss turn, but most of the turn he drew, he kept getting doubles or Ks. It was so funny. Then the highest sabotage for the fighting of gers is Hy.

Jason Bear was the most outstanding one. He kept getting the Devil joker, until he said he cannot take alcohol anymore, so I helped him wif the red wine. Of cuz for the forfeit, lemon is cut into slice, choco is 1 square, chivas is 1 cup mixed wif green tea, oolong tea standard 1 cup, red wine special case, 1 forfeit is 1 quarter of the cup cuz of its content. So I helped him wif red wine.

The worst case came when he got a 4, meaning draw 4.. I dunno how he do it, but he’s so pro.. 1st draw, black joker.. he cut deck into half, call a range, another Black joker.. Then 3rd n 4th draw, all Kings..3rd King, his forfeit was 3 chivas, 4th king was red wine! Meaning in a single turn, he got a total of 16 forfeits.. He can’t take alcohol, so me n kit shared the red wine, while the rest helped wif the chivas..

I think the red wine, was mostly shared btw me, kit n wil. It was the most horrible forfeit of all, as they claimed. Hy escaped in the early round n when he ganna, it’s the black joker, meaning 1 whole set of all forfeit. Newspaper boy was the mixer, so all agreed to sabo him, since he kept sabo ppl. Ended up only 1 set, he cannot take it haha. As for the rest, I couldn’t rmb well.

For me, I did not get forfeit on myself with the draws.. I only got sabo to drink during my miss a turn, when some1 got a drew for the guys to fight. Ended up the chiva content was high of cuz for my cup, but I think I got giddiness cuz of the whole red wine, I helped Jason to drink.. Luckily, lemon, choco n oolong tea I dun have a share in it. Nel was unlucky initially, but got lucky wif lucky 7 at the later part.

Finally until around 4 or 5 plus? They got tired, lemons, oolong tea, red wine finished. Choco left wif less than 1 bar, chivas almost finished. They were hungry, so went to mac for breakfast b4 I headed home. They planned to sing k next day, but since the nite b4, I heard from a frd tat somerset got a nice place to sing, cheap n got free extension, so decided to try there.

Friday 25th Dec – Christmas Day

I spent the day slping until afternoon forced myself up n have lunch. Then I called the somerset place to check it out, but ended up cuz its Christmas, no free extension n more exp, so dropped the idea, but booked the Sem Ktv instead. Can’t book a big room cuz too last min, but managed to get 1 med room at 7pm, and the other at 9.30 pm. Both room until 1am. 1 hr is 16 bucks for the room.

Drinks is sold in can, 1 bucks per can. Then food is not very cheap, so I instruct them to buy finger food if hungry. Since some of them would be late, so the planning just nice. So the early group would meet at 5.30pm to have dinner n headed to the place by 7pm. So nel, Jason bear, fion, cy n me meet 1st to have dinner at foodcourt n buy some drinks b4 we set foot there.

Hmm I dunno y, sometimes sub-conscious mind can play a trick at times. Singing was something which reminds me of my ex, esp those songs which I used to sing wif her, as well as the songs she showed me. So I was planning to call tat sem ktv place, but ended up I called her hp without knowing it. Upon realizing it, I quickly cancelled it. As my hp is lag, I tot shldn’t have got it, but in the end it still reached her while she was slping.

So our singing sessions starts.. From 1 room, to ppl coming n to 2 rooms n interchanging rooms. Well the songs there are much more for me? Cuz some songs in eng, I can find it here but not k box.. But the system not very gd n the remove was user unfriendly at first.. But after a while it was alright.. Well singing was alright, but there’s something I really dislike when I sing wif them…

No doubt Cy’s vocal was solid, she was very noisy when she was talking with nel across the room. Can u imagine, the room being so loud, even louder than the mic n the music.. Its really annoying.. I dun mind if u dun like the songs, dun wan to listen or wat, but at least show some respect for the singer by leaving the room, or speak at least lower a bit..It really spoils the mood to sing…

2ndly I really dislike ppl disturbing me when I was sing..For eg I was singing an eng song, this wil will take the mic and make some ‘background’ sounds until it spoils everything.. Tat’s the price of hanging out wif immature groups.. Anyway despite tat, every1 sings for so many hours until we r exhausted.. from 6 – 1am.. After which they wan to go coffeeshop eat noodle, me n Jason Bear headed to mac to have supper n i let him play virtual tennis until it was super late ard 4am plus.

I was very slply, but since he wan to play, I let him play longer b4 headed home n prepare to rest…What a Christmas.

Saturday 26th Dec (Single Hood Anniversary)

Its exactly 1 yr since I last broke up from my last r/s. Time flies n I still rmb exactly the things tat happened on tat day, as though it was ytd. Then soon after tat day, I found the news of her attachment in the facebook, with the guy who came btw us, and I officially confirmed out separation. Time flies so fast indeed.

The after cele was the obvious the most tired. I slp until late afternoon again b4 waking up to hav lunch. House was vacant today as every1 went out, so I was home alone throughout the afternoon. It was peaceful but so empty in the heart. Anyway I prepare myself to leave house and headed to arcade for a while. I played a 2 tokens n leave the arcade.

Felt tat I am sick of the game n my skills seemed to deprove a lot. Wonder is it because both the machines buttons were faulty like wat most ppl said, or its my own prob, or both.. Anyway after the game, I headed to mac to have dinner alone, thinking of wat to blog. I have planned to catch a movie after using 1 batt for blogging, but ended up it was too much tat both batts were not able to support my blog completion.

Hence until now then I am able to complete it. Anyway the frd who intro me the new Ktv at Somerset, Junjie, caught me there n we hav a chat until 3am plus b4 heading home. What a day to end. Nvm, I shall save my movies for later when I am gg to mac at nite time.

(Stopped blogging on Sun 27th Dec at 2.13pm)

Updates from 13th Dec – 19th Dec, Sun – Sat. (Start blogging on 20th Dec 1.01am)

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Updates from 13th Dec – 19th Dec, Sun – Sat. (Start blogging on 20th Dec 1.01am)

Here I am continuing my blog. It’s a sick week for me, hence I dun really have the energy to recall much about this week.

Sunday 13th Dec

Well supposed to go to town wif Will to shop for chirstmas gifts for exchange, but cuz I was so tired n lazy, I dragged until very late, b4 leaving house late in the afternoon. Since wil is also feeling lazy to travel to town, we decided to go to Amk hub instead to shop. Felt cheated when purchasing the ticket for movie, cuz m1 user have buy 1 get 1 free ticket on Sun, but they told me tat its only entitled to 1st 100 tickets.

Such thing was not stated in the condition or advertisement, tat’s y I was quite unhappy about it. Like tat anytime I go also they can tell me I am the 101th customer. Ok I recalled, so I went to deposit some cash into my UOB acct n bought the ticket thru UOB instead. Its Twilight : New moon tat we catch on Sun. I only managed to recall after giving a call to wil no long ago to ask him abt wat we did on Sun.

Anyway after buying ticket, we headed to shop ard. I have in mind of wat things to buy for the presents. After which, wil complain hungry, but we decided to have dinner tog at Nebo, but I think we r just not fated to have dinner there tonite cuz they seemed to have a function n its closed early for the day. Company DnD perhaps, so since I have cravings for fish n co after so long nv eat we decided to head there.

We ordered the usual stuff, seafood platter for 2. I noticed tat wil is the 1 who companied me to have fish n co most of the time when only the 2 of us. So this time is no difference just tat the last time we have tog was at Doby Ghaut Park Mall there. Hmm noticed tat ever since I started my diet regime, my appetite shrunk a lot. In the past, I can finished the whole thing, but now I couldn’t at all..

I hate the feeling of very full until u feel so uncomfortable. Although service is consider not bad, cuz we ordered the calamari to be fried, it turned out to be not fried n they actually provide a plate of fried calamari for us, with no charge to it. So regardless of additional food to eat or not, I still couldn’t finish it. Since I hav the no wastage of food thinking, n wil complained so hungry n said tat the food sure not enough to eat, I make sure he eat finish his things haha.

But in the end, we left the unfried calamari cuz we both can’t eat anymore.. After which, I promise wil to play a round of snooker with him, so we headed to play a game at Kpool. Our movie timing is quite late around 9pm+. Thank goodness, wil’s skill as deproved so I managed to win him again, not like the last time, I was winning them, n they actually practiced until they can outshine me.

After which, I let him play ding’s psp while companying me to the arcade to play sf4. I tot tat usually my credits won’t last long in this area as there’s a lot of experts better than me. Never expect I only spent 2bucks n it actually lasted until its time to go for the movie soon. Initially we tot of gg to have ice-cream at basement of amk hub as we came across this nice jap ice stall to have my favourite mint flavour n green tea with red bean.

So ended up we just purchase drinks n headed for the movie. Hmm a lot of ppl commented tat its not very nice, its boring n not much action scene to it. More like a romance movie instead of an action 1. Personally for me, I think its ok for me, cuz I am very much into romance stories.. However a bit disappointing la.. cuz the kind of love story I like, is not like this..

After the guy whom she claimed tat she loved deeply, left her thinking tat its protecting her, she fall into the arms of the other guy.. Then after which, ended up being wif the vampire again.. I dislike those able to switch heart into other ppl’s arm so easily after a separation, be it good or bad. Hmm but I must say, the werewolf figure was really good, as compared to the ending scene, when the vampire actually removed his clothes for the sacrifices, wanting to end his life when he tot tat his beloved 1 is dead.

His figure just turns me off.. but ok la, cuz its supposed to project image just nice for a vampire. A typical vampire, should look pale, fragile like tat. So it fits the bill. Anyway after the movie, we just headed home for the nite.

Monday 14th Dec

Nothing great happened on this day, I was late as usual n work until quite late b4 I go back to sem. Having dinner alone n play psp till its time to go back.

Tuesday 15th Dec

Ntg much happened as usual, but its most of a routine…

Wednesday 16th Dec

I am getting much more sicker n I have decided to take mc tomorrow..

Thursday 17th Dec

I went to c a doctor in the morning n headed to kfc to have my breakfast. After which I go back home n use com for some time. Until around 3pm I headed out to amk hub to meet merrymint at ard 3.40pm, but cuz of her shift work ending late, I walked ard while waiting for her to reach so I can pass her the slimming gel. Not gonna say more detail abt merrymint here but after talking n giving her the instructions for the gel, chat awhile n go on our separate ways.

Its long since wil reach amk, so I just walk ard n headed to arcade to play while waiting for him. After which, we headed to purchase the ticket..Wanna catch avatar tog, but cuz left only front seats so we ended up catching storm warriors instead.. It was really disappointing compared to the animated storm rider. Too many slow motions in the scene, too many graphics actions.. As for the real fighting scene, it was a disaster as well. The fighting scene is so messy tat u can barely catch anything unless u have an extraordinary eyes.

Unlike those kung fu fighting like IP man, or Huang Fei Hung, I like those movies cuz their moves were precise n clear.. U can really c the whole action scene clearly. Else it defeats the purpose of being an action movie. Anyway b4 the movie, we headed to have dinner at nebo tog. Eat until super full n headed to play a rd of snooker again. This time I lost to him by a few points..he’s getting back again..

After which there’s no time left, so we headed down to have our dessert ice-cream as promised, b4 rushing to the movie. Met a frd n his gf there n we happened to be catching the same movie. His gf was like a sassy ger tat kind, n I think this frd of mine give in too much until the ger was like taking him for granted n climbing onto his top. Throw a bit of temper or wat, then he go over to find her. Reminds me of him like me in the past, I think we were like the same category, how frustrating in the heart, but still go over cuz mind about the partner too much..

Anyway 1 must learn to protect ownself to prevent anymore hurt from the other partner when the limit has passed.. A r/s shldn’t be 1 sided ba..After the movie, we headed home..

Friday 18th Dec

Drowsy medicine cuz me not feel like gg to work, but since I promised my colleagues to help them buy mac breakfast, I dragged myself there. As usual the Taurus ppl r so unappreciative, already help them buy the breakfast, still can say such remarks as I nv come office earlier. I even paid additional cost for the taxi fare, cuz so many things, hard for 1 person to carry lo..

Anyway dragged my tired body throughout the work time.. My work at Tiong Bahru is about to finish soon, meaning to say I am out of job again soon. However, there’s still no news from MBS whether when to start work, its getting frustrating again.. I heard tat its gonna be delayed yet further again.. Anyway fri nite, I was hanging awhile only at Sun Plaza n decided to head home to rest..

Ended up I was using com instead? Hmm I dunno wat happened to the laptop or wat..Facebook is getting super lag tat I can’t play the games there well.. Besides, the loading time for other things become very slow as well.. It wasn’t like tat when I first got it from my sis-in-law.. Another news I received was tat my ex has quarreled wif her bf, I shall not said anything further about it, not gonna said it out here as my remarks would be very –ve. Happy for the news tat her eldest niece is happily in love.

My impression of her has always been very positive. So hope her 1st r/s would blossom long if they managed their r/s well tog. Having such a nice ger attached, meaning to say I have 1 lesser chance to find a nice ger like her again. haha. Profound joke, which ppl who doesn’t catch the true definition of it, will misunderstand wat I mean in the sentence. Anyway moved on from her I call it a day.

Saturday 19th Dec

Well I must said something on this day, cuz I have given up on my favourite musical – Swan Lake. Its been so long n yet I couldn’t find anybody who have the same interest to catch it wif me.. So I have to bear the pain n say gdbye to it.. I am gonna missed it.. The only time I catch musical was wif my ex, watchin ‘The King n I’. Musical is 1 thing unlike movie, u cannot watch alone as its meaningless.

Imagine during the break time of ard 20-30mins, ppl walking out of the theatre in pairs or groups, discussing about the musical, I walked out alone.. Its really meaningless.. So ended up, I spent the whole day slping until I woke up n use the com to prepare some movies for me to watch outside. I came across this Japanese movie called vampire hunter D. So decided to catch it later at mac wif my laptop.

While preparing, i heard tat my 2nd sis will be coming wif her niece. I was so happy, so I decided to stay at home longer to c her. Managed to take some pic wif her finally, waiting for my 2nd sis to send me the photos. My sis-in-law informed me tat he readed straits times tat marina bay sands is gonna postpone to around next years march.. its really a bad news to me..

My current job has not much days left to work there.. How am I able to survive for few more mths for the training to begin? I think MBS shld really make up those lost months to us wif some compensation lo.. Making us signed the employment agreement so early in July n letting us suffering for months wif the wait.. I am really on tight end wif my savings thanks to this long wait..

Anyway after my 2nd sis left, I took a nap until so late then wake up n headed out to sp arcade to play awhile of sf4 b4 gg to mac to watch my movie.. Hunter D was actually a mixed, born cuz of a human n a Royal vampire fell in love wif each other. He hated his identity as he was not welcomed by the human race. Neither here nor there, he took up a role as a vampire hunter.

The movie was not bad ba, as wat most Japanese anime’s standard are. Nel n duck were wif me earlier on, so we chat awhile b4 they left. After the movie, I tried to blog, but I was so tired so I blogged halfway until the batt flat n I headed home to rest.

(Stopped blogging on Sun 20th Dec at 2.27pm)

Updates from 7th Dec – 12th Dec, Mon – Sat.

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Updates from 7th Dec – 12th Dec, Mon – Sat.

It’s a Sat nite, yet I decided to blog tonite instead of my usual Sun nite. Reason is because I realized that every time when I blog on sun, I tend to go home late. As a result, I am almost an hour late for my work as I tend to ‘glued’ onto my bed, reluctant to get up and prepare for work. Furthermore, I am getting sick lately as I was very tired.

Monday 7th Dec

I was very happy that my colleague commented that I have slimmed down as though I have shrunk. My belt and my pants has always been my witness as to how much I have slimmed down. Though physically, I am still unsatisfied with my overall figure, as though it has nv slim down at all. However, there’s a bad new the moment when I reached office.

My colleague told me tat the additional tube I have ordered has arrived, but I am running very low on my budget, worried whether I have enough budget to survive until my pathetic pay day. Supposedly she helped me order 3 more tubes, but since 1 of her frd wan it, she took a bottle from me n so I am left with 2 tubes. But anyway cuz I didn’t prepare the cash, I told her I will give her the next day.

So now I have 3 tubes at home, 1 I decided to leave it in office. So if merrymint wants the additional tube, I can let her have it as I have more than enough for myself at the time being. After work, I dunno y I seem to have short term memory perhaps due to my sick week, I can’t really rmb wat I did on Mon after work. Seems like my activities were all jumbled up n I am too sick to take down wat has happened on tat particular day.

If I am not mistaken, I met wil to company me for dinner, but ended up his bro came.. And he wanna join for cards tog.. Of cuz I have played with wil n his bro b4 n was not very contented with the game play. It seems like 2 against 1 tat kind of feeling. Cuz at the end of the game, if which ever side lose to each other, they won’t be counting at all. So its no point playing with them.

So I decided to play no brainer instead as playing other games, will be like quite unfair to me.. but nv expect tat his bro was so lucky tat he got a black Jack during 1 of his banker rounds, wif me having 4 sets while wil only have 2 sets..This means his bro won 252 in the single round.. Not only tat, but he keep winning us. But at the end of the game, will lost the most to him (188), while I lost 108 to him.

Since wil decided to transfer ben’s credit to his bro, I did the same.

Tuesday 8th Dec

1 of my colleague went overseas trip to Thailand, so left wif 3 of us to hav lunch tog with. I was very sick on this day, but I still force myself to work, informing them tat if I am getting worst, I will be taking a day’s off to rest at home. My mouth was feeling heaty n ulcers started to pop out.. Even though I am applying the burning gel, I felt very cold. But the moment when I turn off the air-con, I felt hot until my head spins.

Turning on n off the air-con doesn’t work, I struggled until after work, I headed back to sem.. I can’t really rmb wat I did so tat’s all abt it..

Wednesday 9th Dec

I fall sick.. I had a sore throat.. My nose was giving me lots of trouble so I decided to rest at home. However, I did not visit a doctor as I am saving up on my tight budget. Since I noe each time the doctor always prescribe the medicine to me, I was thinking tat I can just simply buy the medicine without consultation fee, since I noe private clinic is like tat. Purposely charging very high fees..

Imagine each time I visit a doc, the fee was like around 40+ to 60 like tat. Cuz the medicine they gave was ‘exp’. So I specially go to have breakfast at kfc, but was very disappointed when I reach the clinic. Cuz I have past 6 mths since I attend the doctor for the particular medicine I need, she told me I need to c the doctor again.. can’t I just buy the same medicine since I noe wat medicine I need?

Anyway I was quite pissed off n headed to guardian to purchase Danzen tablets for sore throat n ulcers. After which I stayed at home, but dunno y I dun feel like slping so I spend my time on the internet instead. I dun feel like doing anything so I just clear my email, n do the usual stuffs and stuck at facebook games. Well recently I am quite addicted to facebook games like word challenge, who has the biggest brain etc.

I think I am the kind of person who likes challenges. I tend to try very hard to break my own score as well as my frd’s score. Of cuz not to say those ppl who seemed like a maniac tat their score are insanely high. So I can played for many hours unknowingly that I have to force myself to stop. Usually my last try, turned out to be several last try b4 I managed to stop cuz I felt sick at the end.

Finally in the evening time, since ben is coming down I prepared myself n headed down to meet him n wil. This time, I let them have their dinner tog, while I hav my dinner at home, cuz it was quite late when I left hm n my mum hav dinner ready b4 I left the house. Well when I reached, we began our usual game but me n ben were unhappy tat our usual ppl playing tog, has turned out to be wil letting his bro coming to join us again.

This is because wil’s bro does not know several games we played, so some game played were restricted.. Anyway that particular nite, I was super down on my luck, me n wil’s bro lost. Wil was super lucky tat he won a lot, while ben only won some, where I am the biggest loser, my winnings dropped to less than 500 left from ben.. Tat’s all for the day…

Thursday 10th Dec

I reported back to work, only to know tat another colleague is on leave, left wif me n her for lunch later. She told me on fri, only me n the other colleague on leave to have lunch wif me when she return, as it was her turn to be on leave. Anyway as I was still not feeling so well, I was quite slack during work. It was also because no much ppl there, so I was more on facebook than at work haha.

After work, ben called me n I headed to Plaza Sing to have dinner wif him. We ended up having dinner at Burger King n have a round of card games again. Initially I was losing badly again wif ben cheering n laughing happily at me, but when It comes to no brainer wif him again, his mood always drop cuz I always come up wif a stun. Last time was a black jack on him, but this time not so much, just 3 lucky 7s on 1 of my dealer round, which earned me 84, enough for me to fight back my lost.

However, at the end of the pot, ben wans another rd of no brainer n he fight back until I win 11 only. After which, we headed to the arcade to watch me play SF4. Tonite was not my winning nite, but I lost to a player using M Bison or E. Honda. His move was unpredictable n I was no match to him.. I dunno which angle he was coming from on me, n I lost badly on some rounds, only to win only a few rounds.. The rest of the players there were no match for me, except for this guy..

Friday 11th Dec

Last day of the week, supposed to be my last day here at work, but since the work has no yet been completed n some other materials have no arrived, I can take my own sweet time to do wat I have. Again I spend more time on facebook, but more towards a new game. It was Bejeweled this time, I was amazed by this old game. This game mode was trying to get as much points as I could during 1 minute of the game.

I tried really hard, but can only get into the 4th position in my facebook buddy list. Cuz I was almost an hour late, so I stayed in office until almost 6.45 b4 I knocked off from work. By the time I reached here, it was almost 8pm. I tried to go arcade to see if I can find some1 to company me for dinner, but sad to say there’s nobody around. Some more, a small kid come n challenged me SF4, so I have to let him win n headed out of the arcade, since there’s no 1 on the kof machine to play wif either.

Initially, I tot of gg to kfc to eat, cuz I am sick of mac.. But I saw tat there’s a lot of ppl, I think either mos or mac.. Ended up I headed to mac instead.. Well something happened so unexpected tat I dunno wat to say.. I wondered y of all time, I picked mac instead of gg to mos burger or just go home instead. Furthermore, I dunno wat’s wrong, mac was so spacious tat nite.

As I headed to the counter, thinking of wat to order, on my right seat very familiar faces.. The 1st person I saw was my ex’s frd, Claudine… Initially I could not recognize her, so I looked carefully, trying to recall who this familiar face was. I can’t really rmb my facial expression at tat time, but if I am not wrong my eyes were wide open as though I am in astonishment.
However, the moment I saw who’s sitting next to her, my expression changed. Immediately I recognize who they were. It was Claudine n my ex.. Well since I have nothing in particular to talk wif her anymore, I just turned my head away, bought my own things n headed to sit down alone n have my dinner wif the company of Ding’s Psp, watching the anime he have downloaded for me.

Well after such ugly break up happened btw us, its very hard for me to regard her as a frd anymore. But on another occasion like last time I saw her frd, Joey on train, I can still bring myself to talk to her, since there’s not much grudges btw us, regardless of the hurling sarcastic remarks from them in her blog n mine as someone from outside the picture, listening to 1 side of the story.

But other than tat, she did no other hurt as painful n great like wat my ex has inflicted on me, so I can still treat her as a frd n talk to her ba. Same goes to Claudine... I recall the past few encounters wif her tog. Having dinner tog wif her n my ex at Botak Jones, driving me back afterwards cuz she lived in Sem area too n visiting her in hospital.. Well of cuz I heard from my ex la, tat she said some things bad about me but it could be some remarks based on her story as well.

Anyway things are past, she’s wif tat guy already, it’s a full stop. After settling whatever help she has aided me, I would be having no more strings attached wif this person anymore. I can’t wait for this day to arrive. It was really a very unexpected encounter. But if Claudine were to be alone, I guess the situation might be like Joey’s case ba. They left the place while I was eating, but I just looked at my anime instead of looking at them..

After which, I headed back to arcade n was glad to see Stanley n Guoqing around, so we played kof b4 I headed home. I was early this time, reaching home around 10+. I sitted in front of my laptop playing Bejeweled again, nv expecting tat time moves so fast wifout me knowing. I played so many hours of Bejeweled until it was around 2am+ n I headed for bed..

Saturday 12th Dec

It was my 2nd sis’s daughter’s 1 year old birthday. I woke up at 12pm+, still feeling very slply. Its been long since I have a long rest since I start working again. I dragged myself up n have my lunch instead of breakfast. I hurried to check my pay on the internet, but this dreadful agency, told me tat pay will be on 12th the last time, but told me tat since it was sat, pay will only be out on Mon.

I was so pissed off.. I have waited long enough for my pay n unlike other agency, they will pay me earlier if its on a weekend. Next time round, I won’t accept job from this agency anymore. If anybody asked me wat agency is this, I will only tell them in private cuz later I might be sued by the company for tarnishing them or causing them to drop in their sales..

The same goes for names written here, I dare to write it since the name I have said were so general n common tat many ppl have. Only my close friends noes some of the names, or they can ask me in private who r they. Well I intend to buy a gift for my niece b4 heading to their house at Bukit Punjung. But since the pay has not yet arrived, I couldn’t buy anything wif my budget..

No choice, I headed there empty handed. I reached around 6pm+ n this can be considered a family gathering, tog wif my sis-in-law’s family members. My eldest sister’s family were here too. Sad to say, no pictures to share this time in my blog since I am not in the mood. I have a very filling dinner tonite n I was happy to c my cute young nieces n nephew. After which, my bro drove us home n here I am, back at SP mac doing my blogging.

Here come Ding n Nel, n just nice I have finished my blogging. Will be watching 2012 b4 heading home.

Stopped blogging on 12th Dec at 11.50pm

Updates from 30th Nov – 6th Dec, Mon – Sun. (Start Blogging at 12.09am on 7th Dec)

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Updates from 30th Nov – 6th Dec, Mon – Sun. (Start Blogging at 12.09am on 7th Dec)

I am here once again to carry on where I stopped. If I am not mistaken, last sun’s stuff, I have left out? I was watching Saw 1 n it was a very happening nite, that its worth sacrificing some rest of my slp just to stay there for some time. Well besides the JC ger I was referring to, sitting just beside me, comes a couple who sat in front of me to study. (She changed a bf?) . Next comes the china ger, working at SP in 1 of the shops, coming in with her bf.

So end up I wasn’t really paying attention to my movie, as I got several distractions gg on. Well I was alone n the weather was very cold tat nite, due to the rainy day. So I was thinking I couldn’t endure any longer, but need to visit the washroom to relief myself. But there’s no lobby staff, whom I am familiar with.. Looking ard, there’s not much pp lard me as well, except for the JC ger.

So I can’t helped it, but just turn ard asking her if she could look after my stuffs for me. It came with n exchange of a smile. When we looked at each other, its some weird expression which I dunno how to explain. In my own assumption, she was like thinking I would be talking to her, but ended up, it was just a signal for her to look after my things.. So the exchange of a smile turned out to be coldness later on..

Anyway I also dare not speak anything with her further on, as I dunno how shld I handle the current situation, so I just visit the washroom n thank her for her help, b4 continuing my things. Next up, the couple sitting in front of me. Actually I saw her a few times with her previous guy, esp a time when wil, newspaperboy n me were playing hearts at mac, during a man utd match.

They came in supposedly to study, but end up it just doesn’t seem like studying. Cuz they were initially looking at the match, n then when they begin studying, the guy was like dozing off. Then not long, the ger starts to use laptop. After which, they packed up n left, so it left an impression to us tat they come here, to ‘study’ for a few minutes n they r done with their revision.

So this time she showed up with another guy. Initially I tot, she was just having a revision with a guy frd, cuz the positions they seat was oppo each other, unlike last time tat guy, was side by side. Of cuz she keeps looking at other guys all the time. Though her looks was judged to be 1 of the pretty kind, but judging from my observations, she’s not the faithful kind of person.. Some 1 who’s gd to have as a gf, but not the category as a wife.

So they were sitting rite in front of me, as I was sitting in the middle of mac, with the JC ger, sitting behind me. (Initially when I come, the place was crowded with ppl, then once the place is cleared, comes the JC ger, followed by the couple).So something happening was gg on in front of my laptop, they started to hold each other hands, joking n laughing with each other, instead of studying. Comes the laptop as well, n the ger even stand up n walk to the guy’s front n the guy actually hugged her around her waist with his arms.

I was like huh? Then what about the previous guy? Then they started to walk towards me n ask me to help them look after their things while they visit the washroom tog. I returned their request with a smile n off they went, it seemed long haha. Besides, I was pondering, can’t they take turn to go, or the ger was scared of the nite in the washroom. Well, of cuz I just can’t help wondering, anyway this is as far as I wan to think.

So I carry on using my laptop n comes the China Ger with her bf. We exchanged smile to each other n off she goes. I was so shocked to c her bf, cuz of a few reasons. During 1 of the conversation with the arcade auntie, she told me tat her bf went back to china le. So I was like thinking maybe he came back n tat guy doesn’t even suit her in terms of appearance.

Cuz from her appearance, she looked very decent n simple, but her bf was like dyed a very golden curly hair, with a very long, messy look. He even got tattoos over his body as compared to her, standing beside him, neaty groomed n decently dressed.. The guy was very tall n skinny.. Ok so enough of them, while I carry on my things with this 3 ‘wonders’ happening at mac.. but I dunno y weather was so cold, tat even I tried to drink lesser water, I have to go to the washroom again..so no choice hav to ask the JC ger for help again.

She was sitting beside me, so I dun really dare to look behind to look at her, else later she noes tat I am looking at her.. So off I went again, n the time was around 2am I guess, so I was afraid tat she would be gg off soon n I am holding her time, so I quickly rush myself to n fro n off she went. Hmm but I think I was really puzzled was, she can sit down there for hours without needing the urge to visit the washroom.. Hmm she reminds me of kit, whom also seldom go washroom..

Monday 30th Nov

Due to slping very late last nite, I was 1 hr late for work. In exchanged, my colleagues were not very happy with me.. Cuz I was always late..Partly is cuz of my sacrifices for slp last nite n due to the distances to work as well as the stressful work load I was given. It was really stressful tat I am reluctant to travel to work.. Cuz the systems n data in the file was super messy n u have to search for small details here n there…

Its not systematic enough, but I just have no choice but to bare with it. So finally I got my 1st pay cheque from them for the 6 days I worked there..(pathetic low, the rest the my hours worked with agency n capital land would not be coming until mid dec) So after work, I stayed back to work until 7, making up the loss of time. I headed alone to Tiong Bahru Plaza to deposit my cheque.

Since i have nobody to have dinner with, I take my time.. So I reached back SP, it was around almost 9pm, then I sit alone to have dinner, with the company of a comic book, which Ding lent me. After which I went home to online n check certain information I needed n stuffs, b4 preparing to slp. As I slp, I noticed it was very bright n can’t helped looking out of the window n there I saw a moon, which I am not sure it’s a full moon or not.

So anyway I tried to take a lot of pictures with It, thru diff mode of my phone. Cuz I just can’t seem to take a very clear n sharp picture of it. Anyway here r the pictures I took.

Tuesday 1st Dec

As usual, I was late for work, but not as bad as Mon. Nothing special to talk about for this day n I headed back to SP after making up the late hours. It was 8pm + n I managed to find nel n ding there n we decided to hav dinner tog at KFC. I tried the Black Pepper chicken n It was super spicy.. Next time I ordered the normal fried chicken instead, as the spice has already spoilt the taste of the delicious chicken..

After which, I went back to arcade to play alone for sometime, b4 I headed home n call it a day. I think I was having stress with my work tat I got a very terrible migraine n decided to retire early for bed.

Wednesday 2nd Dec

Well today I was surprisingly early for work. My boss was on leave n so I was assigned to another boss. (Actually all of them r my colleagues) Hmm the work is much more clear cut n systematic, so I was quite comfortable working the things assigned to me this time. I dun mind having heavy workload, provided tat the tasks to do is not so messy, but detailed in the things I need to do.

During lunch time, my colleague actually told me tat the guy who had dinner with us on 1 of the days, called henry, was back at Taiwan office. He have brought news to my colleague tat some colleagues at Taiwan wan to noe me as a friend.. I was like…Hmm such match making activities is really not surprised with a culture like them. Haha, anyway its ok la.

So I finished work on time n headed back to Sem, but I didn’t managed to find any1 to hav dinner with me. Initially I called Ding to hav dinner with me, but ended up he put my airplane. I was so pissed off. Cuz he was with Kit n Nel tog, n they were heading to hav dinner tog. So I was like asking them to wait for me to eat tog, but they refused to wait for me..

Ended up I headed straight to arcade only to find Sherman n Panda there. So I played SF4 with them, b4 Sherman companied me for dinner. After which, he followed me to Watsons to shop for my necessity items like, hairspray, mouth rinse, blackhead remover (A tool my ex used to help me extract blackheads), facial foam (the 1 which appears on advertisement in newspaper, with a Male Hong Kong Actor, which I dunno the name. I hav been trying to find the brand of the product, finally now I recognize the brand called, Neguno), then I happened to came across some cologne n tested some brands n this 1 smell gd, so I just bought it. Next I headed to Aries shop to purchase a comb.

After which I headed back to arcade to play with panda. I was quite happy tat I managed to win him some rounds, n the ratio for the nite was quite low than the previous time, where I lost a lot of rounds just to win him 1. After which, he offered to send me short distance to my hse since its on the way towards his hse. But something stupid happened, I forget my mum asked me to buy something for her, a newspaper I think.

So ended up after alighting, I have to carry all the stuffs n walked back to sun plaza to purchase it n walked all the way back home.. Extra mileage to cover.. After which I decided to head for a jog n cool myself down outside mac with a drink. Well, I guess A level shld be over by now, n the JC ger would not be at the mac studying anymore. Anyway after cooling down, I headed home to prepare to slp.

Thursday 3rd Dec

I was 30 mins late for work again.. Shall not talk about work again, but I headed to Amk hub to watch movie with Wil. Before that, I am quite uncomfortable with the thickness n length of my hair n I have decided to went for a hair cut. After thinking of many options, (including a new saloon which my colleagues recommended me at Orchard Area, but it was too expensive, costing ard 60 bucks for men. I think this shop, next time when I am working full time then I visit ba.) I decided to invest the remaining $, for the package at Jean Yip, with my hairstylist there.

Since hair cut is a necessity, so I shall not save up this from my budget. So after using up this time, I still have 5 more sessions with my hairstylst, after paying the full amount in advance. The package was signed last yr when my ex brought me there to hav a hair cut.. Tat time I only paid 68 bucks, so I just paid the remaining 100 bucks to complete the package. Here's a picture of my haircut which my hairstylist took for me.

So wil came n we decided to go Nebo to have dinner, since its been so long since we have dinner there, n the food is cheap n not bad. Hmm the staff there have changed esp the female crew haha. Well she has our ‘my type’ category n just can’t helped looking at her. However, her dressing was more of a sporty type n I guess she would look great with some formal attire.

Of cuz in term of age wise, I think wil fits the bill more than me, as I think she is far too young for me, even though she has a mature look. Anyway we headed to watch Ninja Assassin at 9.40pm. The movie was alright, but the fighting scene was a disappointment cuz it was moving so messy tat u could hardly c clearly how the fight was going on. I believed this is wat I expect most in terms of actions movie.

Though I understand the intention of the director tat he wants to project how fast the ninjas were moving, especially with there ‘ninja darts’. It was too fast tat u could hardly see a thing.

(Picture here)

So after tat, we headed home n call it a day..

Friday 4th Dec

Finally the end of the week n after work, I was thinking of heading back to Sem without any activties in plan.. But since Ben called me to ask me out for dinner, we meet at Doby Ghaut to have dinner tog. He was there early so I went to the mrt arcade there to find him playing Para Para. I long time nv play the game already, some more I dun have the courage to play anymore with my current figure.

Besides tat, there’s 2 gers watching her guy frd playing drum game. They were looking at ben dancing n was like laughing at his actions.. After which, he saw me n asked me to play a stage, but I coolly rejected him n ask him to play himself haha. After which we headed to hav dinner at LJS after deciding to long of wat to eat. We were greeted at the entrance of Plaza Sing with Carebears performance on Stage.

It attracted my attention as well as the crowds watching the performance, so I joined in at the 2nd floor. Managed to take some pictures here n there, but dunno y not very clear cuz too many ppl n I can only take a picture with far distances..

After which I regret having dinner at PS LJS, instead of heading to Mac House nearby LJS, where the service is slightly better. In my impressions, LJS service has always been disappointing, esp the Yishun outlet, where the staffs have poor attitudes to customers. Anyway for this outlet, I told myself, I am not gonna patronize here anymore. 1st of all, I asked for thousand island sauce.. She told me tat she can’t gimme only 2 packets of thousand island which I requested, simply because I did not order salad.

Mac house outlet would definitely attend to my request. Its not as if I wan to order a big tube of their sauce. I request for tat sauce cuz I like the taste of it, from LJS. Furthermore, I request my sides to change to coleslaw as I dun wan to eat fries since I will be having K lunch session with Wil n CY the next day, so try not to eat too heaty food, for my throat. But since I love LJS fried fish, I decided to eat only a piece, but not the fries..

However, when the food came to my table after some waiting time, it was still fries.. But since when the food came from a lobby staff, she helped me take thousand island sauce, I decided not to trouble her to change the sides for me…Anyway I won’t have dinner there anymore. Nxt up, we chat there awhile b4 heading to take a walk to digest our food..We came across a newly open small shop at 1st floor, magic shop selling cards.

So we decided to look for a poker cards with special designs, since playing at mac with the normal poker cards is attracting too many unwanted attractions, we need to find some cards which is not too obvious haha. So we could only found a Mickey Mouse Deck n decided to share the cost tog btw the 3 of us.. It cost 13 bucks..1st time bought a deck so expensive.. Anyway it looked like this..

After which he companied me to arcade. As usual too many ppl crowded at SF4 area, I did not go there to play, but noticed a new kof version with many characters inside..Since the game play was like dream match 2002, better than those latest vers, I decided to try playin it. It was fun n not surprising many challengers in town area, I managed to secure many wins in the game.

Finally, Ben came in n wan to watch me play SF4, so I went to queue up after losing the credit. I waited in vain for 2 machines, as the person sitting there playing, have so many credits on the machine…Crazy rich ppl spending so much tokens on the game. I just spend 2 bucks (4 credits). Finally I managed to grab a machine n spend my 4 tokens on the game with my best characters I have been using.

Not bad, as I managed to secure several wins b4 losing for each tokens. I saw a guy who always play at Sun Plaza, never expect to c him here.. Next up, I saw Reeni there (Arthur’s gf – An old frd who used to hang out wif in a big group – Jim’s group) Arthur is not there, but she came with some other frd, who was sitting on my right in another machine. Well there’s 6 machines there n they r interlinked to be able to challenge each other.

So on my last credit, I won 6 credit with another machines, b4 I got linked with reeni’s frd, seated on my rite. So we begin our play n the match was close n I managed to secure a win. But its not surprise to c diff type of ppl in a game. Y i am so emphasise in this game is becuz, he acted so uncoolly like a sore loser after he lose. He put a credit in n push start to have a rematch wif me. So it came in the char selection pic n he make full use of the time to choose the char, purposely checking his handphone, smsing n calling n talk to some one.

I could not do anything but just have to wait for the time to finish, where it will auto select a char for him. Anyway I lost the game and off we go n headed down to burger king to test the new deck. As usual I was losing initial but managed to fight back during no brainer game haha. Anyway its time to head home as we planned to have K-lunch the next day. Ben wif 2 of his female friends (tiko) while wil, cy n I tog.

Saturday 5th Dec

This time round, we were not really late for K lunch, but I was disappointed. Had I tot that I can get to eat their bento set, instead of the chicken rice, they actually ran out of stock for the bento set. Huh wat kind of theory is this? Disappointed, but no choice.. So we carried on with our singing n will keep gg to other room to disturb ben n his frds. For me, I only went once to take a look at his frds haha.

Well I am quite happy with my singing performance today, cuz I am in good condition n was able to reach some high notes which I was not able to do so in the past. Besides tat, we sang a lot of duet songs, (I love to sing them) with me sharing verse with wil, while Cy is the only female vocalist there, so she helped us sing the female part. Thanks to her, her vocal was very good, so we managed to sing n enjoyed the songs.

The only sad part was, some of the songs, she dunno how to sing n her interest in songs were different from me. She like those fast beat songs, but dun like slow, sentimental songs, unlike me. But of cuz, my ex is by far the best duet sing I love to sing wif, hoping for someone who can sing better than her, to help me sing duet n complement my average standard haha.

After which we have to wait for ben to finish his singing, b4 we can proceed on to our activities, while cy headed to work. Well ben’s group were earlier than us, yet they actually get to sing longer than us..zzz.. So I went to arcade to play kof while waiting for him, b4 we headed back to SP mac to carry on our cards session. We played very long hours until morning n I can’t rmb the score le.. I think at the end of the session me n ben lose to wil again..

Sunday 6th Dec

As usual, sun is a resting day for me.. I am feeling like gonna fall sick soon. So I went to rest after washing up.. Woke up n laze around until around evening time then I headed out to SP wif my laptop. Due to so long post, I can’t really rmb what I did, except for the only thing I recall was trying to blog this long post halfway, but I was too tired to continue. I borrowed Ben’s thumbdrive to transfer 2012 movie to watch.

If I am not mistaken, I was having dinner wif NB n Jim and they were talking abt SF4, then after which, ding comes n lend me his psp again, at the same time, copied some animes over. So finally I can get the time to blog, but I can’t finish blogging cuz it was too late n I was really feeling very tired. Hence I decided to go back to rest.. Working days were really tough for me to blog, so finally I managed to blog them down.

Complete blogging on Friday, 11th Dec at 12.48pm)

Some add ons about the sliming gel. My colleagues really comment tat i have shrunk down in size. even i also find it too cuz when i wear my pants or jeans, i can gauge from the length of my belt around my waist. I was so happy, but need to slim down more n i will work harder on it. Anyway here is the photo of the sliming gel i am using.

Updates from 23rd Nov – 29th Nov, Mon – Sun.

2009-11-30T08:47:00.001+08:00

Updates from 23rd Nov – 29th Nov, Mon – Sun.

Mon was supposedly the resuming of work at Tiong Bahru, but cause of work over the weekends, I feel lethargic that I am reluctant to wake up, hence I decided to rest the day at home. Instead, I cleared my emails n actually become active in facebook, which I usually dun. Well colleagues over at Tiong Bahru, has been encouraging me to play the game, Farm Ville and Farm Town, to become their neighbour, so that I can help them earn things.

Well looking at them talking over this issue over at lunch, I just can’t helped amused by their behaviours as though they r small children. (They are over 30yrs old already.) Well so I decided to try it out n see how much addictive it was.. Of cuz, I am not really into this game as some of the factors do turns me off. 1st, no doubt is the speed of the loading of facebook in my house. So playing facebook sometimes does make me feel frustrated at times.. In addition, I seldom use facebook as there are really too many applications for me to handle.

2 of my colleagues were arguing tat either 1 of them were much more interesting to play. Hence in my own personal preference, I would find it interesting to play Farm Ville more, as it is more easier to play n the graphic are much more nicer. However, the other colleague also has a point to farm town. The char in Farm Town looks much more nicer n realistic. The interesting part was, there’s a marketplace to sell ur harvest.

For me, a more simplistic game is much more easier to play, but anyway I still played both game, but won’t be so addicted like them as I have other activities to do in my life, other than facebook all day long. Besides this 2 games, I tried other applications as well. If I am not mistaken, its some thing to do with Café n Zoo. The café game seems interesting, but the application is far more lagging than other applications. Zoo was easy n not bad as well.

However, 1 of the applications, does attract me to play. I think 1 of them is the Word Challenged, but I think my vocabulary knowledge has decreased a lot as my score is very low.. The other much more fun game is “Who has the biggest brain” where you get to play for sections of the game, 1 of which is counting or analyse, which object is heaviest. 2nd round is calulations, 3rd round is memory and the 4th 1 is testing on ur observations. It keeps making me try again n again as I wanted to beat my frd’s score.. However, I really wonder how some of them play, until their score was ridiculously high. (Cheat Code involved?)

Lastly about facebook, is the Spot the difference game. The game I must say, was super hard.. The photos are not very clear n I have to strain my eyes to look at them. Its not like arcade touch screen where you can spot them easily.. Anyway these are most of the applications my frds have sent me n I have still almost 100 more applications to clear, which I dunno how long I will have to take.

Evening time, I headed out to meet ben n wil for cards, since I am not working, ben n wil dun have to wait for me to reach back from Tiong Bahru, after their work. So we decided to meet n play cards. I have fun n I think my winning is back again. After which, I think I headed for my nite jog if I am not mistaken.

Tuesday come n I am almost an hour late for work cause I think work at SSC really makes me adapt to the job timing. So now I will have to readapt back to waking up earlier again. I actually set my alarm wrongly tat I woke up an hour later than I am supposed to wake up.. Luckily, they did not fault me for that, but I make up for the hours by knocking off late.

My routine comes again, but I must say this week was quite a boring week, esp the weekdays as I dun really hav much activities gg on, except for routine task like gg to arcade to relief stress, gg home to prepare n go for a nite jog, which I have been doing so for everyday.

Finally until Thursday, it’s the last day of the week as Friday is a public holi. I didn’t expect the stock for the Sliming Gel from my colleague comes today. So I will have to pay her 25 bucks for the Gel on Mon. Sad to know, Mon’s short pay of 5 days, comes in the form of cheque, n I will be having addition probs like this, on when n where I am able to bank in the cheque n getting the cash.

Lots of bills are tight on me again on month ends n start n so far, all the temp assignments I have worked so far, I will only receive my pay on Mid dec. So have to endure here n there, but inevitable expenses like transportation n drinks during work have to be spent, adding more frustration to my situation.. Oh ya, speaking about this, site track abit, back to tues nite. I dunno when things happened, they come in a row.

Tues nite, if I rmb correctly, I saw my 1st ex’s sister, after my nite jogging n cooling down at SP mac.So I chat with her awhile. Then the following day, on my way to work, while travelling from Sem Mrt to Tiong Bahru, I saw my 2nd ex’s frd, Joey. It should be awkward, but surprisingly, we still managed to chat awhile wif each other. I noe she has already switched job ever since econ crisis last yr, where she was a victim to the economy like me.

So just asking how each other were, etc, without spoking anything abt our past. She pass me a namecard n I kept it. Well thinking about it, since I n her has got nothing bad gg thru in the past, except for the arguments, which involved in the r/s, since she has not done anything wrong to me, so I am still able to speak wif her n regard her as a frd ba.. Anyway I wish her all the best in her new job, though my relative did worked in this line for a few yrs I guessed, but quit as this line needs strong social contacts wif many ppl, esp rich ppl..

Ok back to where I stopped, I tried the burning gel over the weekends, still thinking what is the timing to apply the gel, as the gel only need 1 application each day to the body. The reason y I was thinking about an appropriate timing, was because this wasn’t just any ordinary gel that you can apply as n when u like. I tried applying it late at nite, b4 I slp, but after trying for 2 straight nites, I think it doesn’t seemed like the rite timing…

Though after applying the gel, u have a lot of restrictions, such as having to wash ur hand immediately after application, the gel cannot be applied to the face etc..However, no matter how much soap u apply to the hands, the hand is still retaining the effect of the gel.. Cuz the moment I accidentally rubbed my eyes, it was burning hot n I have to quickly run my eyes wif water as the pain was unbearable, making me hard to open my eyes.

In addition to tat, eating with hands is oso another prob as i will be tasting ‘chilli-like’ taste together with the food I am eating. For info, I am not a person who likes to eat spicy food that much.. An application a day, the effect can last for many hours, which I feel tat its more than half a day.. that is the reason y I planned to apply it during nite, where I will be slping, not eating anything, n my hands won’t be so itchy to touch my eyes or wat..

However, the 1st nite of application after a reached home n bathed.. I applied the gel on to my thighs, butts, tummy, waist, chest and my arms. Of cuz the beginning of application, it seemed ntg at all, so I just happily apply n apply onto my whole body.. Hear comes the set back.. It was horrible.. Cuz I applied without wearing my underwear, the gel which I applied to my inner thighs, rubbed against my ‘balls’ and it was burning hot! The pain was so unbearable.. That it sent me jumping around, even though I have my clothes on.

I was thinking since it was nite time, the atm shld be cooling already.. Ended up, I felt like surrounded by raging fire.. The air was still, I switched level 2 of my fan at home, blowing straight at me, but it just doesn’t helped at all.. at the moment, I really regretted applying it, but I guessed that’s the price of slimming down ba.. In addition to the burning effect, it just seems tat my tummy was painful as well..

It took about a couple of hours for the burning effect to wear off. The price of slimming back to my original size is really too much for me to bare, but delicious food in this world, is really too irresistible for my taste buds. Anyway, day 2 of application, I tried to be more careful, wearing precautions while applying it, but I was still not able to get used to the burning feeling, like wat my colleague told me. At this point of time, I can’t helped wondering, whether my colleague is a freak or not.

She was so kiasu tat she told me, she apply it every day on to her whole body some more. No wonder she was always complaining the office air-con not cold enough, while it seemed like winter to us. I really wonder when does it starts to feel effective like what she said. Anyway, just endured it ba, I have ordered 4 in total, so just tat she’ll be giving me 3 more when her other colleague come back from Malaysia.

Enough of this application for the time being, Friday was a holiday, but I spend the day at home instead, cuz I just simply dun have any activity on, so at nite, I carry my laptop to mac as usual to use. I completed “Beautiful Life” n “Revolutionary Road” for Movie n it was really disappointing. Revolutionary Road was acted by “Titanic” Cast, Kate Winslet n Leonardo Dicaprio, but this time it was boring. I think its not because of their acting, but the story just doesn’t interest me.

Next up was “My Girlfriend is an Agent”, a Korea movie. I catch it while I was having dinner at mac on Friday nite n it was hilarious haha. It sent me laughing n I can’t helped noticing the surroundings, in fear tat the others find me insane, laughing n chucking to myself, in front of the laptop, but it was really funny indeed. Finally I catch Michael Jackson’s Live in Burchart concert.. His dance move was really fascinating, I really hoped to master his moves 1 day.

Sad to say it was only Part 1 of the Concert as I am not able to find its Part 2. Ok next up, was my card sessions on Sat with Ben n wil. We met in the afternoon after lunch n beginning playing at mac for many hours.. Initially we planned to play only until last nite rider around 3am +, but ended up straight until morning again, where we have breakfast at KFC as usual. It was really tiring indeed.

This time i was on winning streak n I won quite a lot, to ard 800+ again. Wil’s winning streak was finally broken n he falls below me again. but the most severe damage was Ben. Though for the past few sessions, he managed to reduce his loss to around 1.2k, this session, pull him back to square 1. So we decided to carry on with our game next sat. I was so tired tat I knock onto my bed straight after washing up.

However, I only slept for about 4.5 hours n woke up around 2.30 pm n use the internet.. Until nite time, I come out again after dinner. For info, I applied the gel this time round, as I was thinking tat since the nite was so cold n I dun have to bring a jacket along since I will be freaking hot. I made the wrong choice again.. I am freezing cold as I am blogging now at mac.. (29th Nov 11.26pm)

Though initially, I regretted applying cuz I realize tat its not the rite timing as well.. I did not managed to apply my whole body this time, as even though I managed to take precautions by wearing something on while applying, i dunno how, but “it” just accidentally touched the gel n I was in deep agony. My both legs are super hot n I really can’t stand still n began to sweat. The burning sensation is still there even when I am sitting down n blogging at the same time, but not ask hot as compared to moments after just application, where It took me sometime b4 I am able to leave the hse.

This time I was not able to apply my arms as the ‘pain’ forbids me to apply any more gel onto any parts of my body.. Put this aside, now to the work factor again. I have managed to buy stamps so tat I can post the timesheets to the agency for them to process my pay..As for the full time job, now is another troublesome matter to settle, which is to obtain the licence for me to operate my full time job.

I tink there’s gg to be another interview, this time for the licence. The documents to prepare, was like so complicated.. 2 hardcopies, a softcopy in CD-Roms.. I have to prepare a document sent by them, b4 gg for the interview.. I am so lost n have to settle this alone… Urghh… This is really terrible... Wonder when all these nonsense will end n just let me start the full time job.

Finally to the finale of the long post b4 I start watching “Saw 1”, for this past few days while I was at mac, the ‘regular cust’ were here as well, including to nite. 1st nite, she was wif her family members? They were having dinner tog.. Then the 2nd nite, she came to study while the 3 of us were playing cards, which was sat nite. Some signals were received from her, but I am not confirmed whether the signal was correct or wrong. Anyway, as usual, I have no courage at all to approach her.

Come to think of it, there’s a high possibility that she is 18 yrs old, too young for me. The frds she mixed with, weren’t really gd companies as well, though I shldn’t judge any conclusions according to my eyes as I studied JC as well, but my companies also have good or bad.. So this time rd, she chose to sit just behind me. Zzz. Anyway it’s a ‘NO GO’ for me. I am not gonna make any movements, as I personally feels to let things go naturally.

Right now, I am not in a gd situation to be involved with any females.. But if fate n destiny were to come, I will be more than willing to welcome them as who noes the rite 1 might just be around me somewhere.. anyway that’s wat I think at this point of time. I shall stop here. (11.41pm).

Add ons..

Missed out 1 event on Thursday evening, which is gathering with my SIM friends at Marina Square, JusAcia (not sure spelled correctly or not). After catching up, we headed to buy some fruit wine, b4 walking to esplanade roof top to drink n continue our catching up, tog with some photo takings. It’s a pity, my hp camera’s nite view is somehow faulty, as I have drop quite a few times recently n the phone is not functioning properly.

A frd of mine have brought a camera, so used hers. Wonder whether she will be sending them over to me or not. Then I shall post the photos here…

Photos for CMA work at SSC

2009-11-23T11:28:00.003+08:00

Photos for CMA work at SSC

The work at SSC is finally over. So i did managed to take a picture with my new friends. Well thanks to their push carts, they managed to gimme idea on what to buy for christmas gifts for my nephew n nieces, as well as my frds? Some were quite exp as well..zzz hope they can gimme a little bit of discount.. haha. Anyway here's the photos.

First of all, this is my working partner. Discard all the tiny little unhappiness, she's my new friend from India.

Next up, is my new china friend, i think her name is Joyce? Cuz we seldom spoke to each other for the 5 days, except for the exchange of smile n her asking me to how brooch is to be spoken in english. I think i have planned to buy some gifts from her stall.

Last but not least, the other push cart mended by Richard n his frd. Malaysian frds.. Well i looked so fat in the picture..OMG..But nvm la, think its the camera effect hor? the rest of the picture also not so fat leh.. Cuz my partner take the picture la..Haha joking. Anyway, tat's all for now..

Wait for my Tiong Bahru photo then.

Nice Videos

2009-11-23T11:24:00.001+08:00

Nice Videos

Here's a video which i received from an online friend, Shze Ling, who share this video with me. The song is quite pleasant to me. Its by Taylor Swift (never heard before), Christmas song? - When you were mine.

Random updates (start blogging on 22th Nov at 1.33pm)

2009-11-23T10:49:00.000+08:00

Random updates (start blogging on 22th Nov at 1.33pm)

Here I am at Starbucks, blogging down my stuffs. Hmm Ytd was sat n I have to work, the feeling was really terrible, having to work on weekends. I have to get used to it, when I start working at MBS, but recently I received another news from them, tat there’s another interview to go n all the troublesome documents to go thru again, to obtain the license. By then, wonder when can I really start my full time job?

Though ytd at SSC was boring, I saw a few ppl I knew coming to SSC. In the morning was Bingren. He companied his gf here n headed for the gym. After which, in the afternoon, comes some1 whom I noe, but dunno the name. Followed by evening time, Jason Bear & his frd, Bui Liu Liu come n saw me there. They were heading here to have dinner at Ajisen Ramen. Had I tot I have some1 to company eat dinner, ended up they go to some exp place to eat, of cuz exp to me now, as I dun wan to waste too much $.

So I headed down to SP n have my dinner at Mac with the company of my Laptop. Hmm the ger I have been talking about was there again. Wa notice tat the previous day n now comes 2 diff guys. Nowadays, ppl just hang around with diff guys back to back. Not only tat, differences in terms of education is not a factor for such a trend, cuz be it Uni, Jc, or Ite, they just have such category of ppl ard. Now is A’Level I suppose, so tat ger, most likely shld be from Jc.

Anyway NewspaperBoy come n joined me on n off n finally I have done with my things, I headed back home. I planned for a jog after reaching home, but since it looks as if it was gg to rain heavily, I dropped the idea, but stayed home to clear my mails instead. I think I was so tired tat my eyes were fighting hard to stay open. Eventually I give up n off to rest…

Until morning comes, I planned to wake up early to jog b4 gg to work, I ended up the opposite..Overslp n woke up super late.. I even have no choice but to skip my breakfast. Well this is the 1st time I tried walking to Sem Mrt to take the shuttle bus, ended up I found out tat it was a wasted effort, carrying my heavy laptop bag there, as the bus did stopped at my hse downstairs bus stop, b4 heading to SSC..How silly it was…

Anyway I endure until my partner come at 1pm, n headed for lunch, tat explains y I am able to blog now. Anyway, I have some dissatisfactory about my partner.. I find her ok in Day 1, but as days goes by, seems like I am tolerating her presence. I find it comfortable in the morning when I was alone..Minor things were we had diff interest, she is very into hindi stuffs, like movies, music etc.. So I bring my laptop was like…wan listen songs, also not very rite, wan watch movie also not very right..

For me I dun mind diff interest la.. Interest such things, shld come from self, so I nv force her to like my things, my music, my movies.. But ended up, she tried to let me watch her hindi movies, n some other things la.. She was a very active facebook user, while I am not.. I think she was trying to be nice la, but I dun wan to remove the working mask on her face, so I just stay polite n tolerate wif her, since its only 5 days of work.

But I can sense tat we were actually tolerating each other la. Cuz we were like talking about, hey u wan come later than 1pm I am fine with tat, then she would say, u wan go home early also nvm.. But so far we nv la, except she comes late for ard 15 mins, I leave early for about 15 mins. N she was like dun wan to work like tat, the prospectus were finishing soon, n she can’t wait to go home.

So jus now b4 she arrived, she keep smsing me, asking me about the count of the IPOs left, n asking me for news on the cust svc side, whether will there be replenishment of the IPOs or not. Then she reached here, she still asked me how? Then I asked her to call our supervisor Mei, n she still asked me to use my HP to call her.. I was like feeling irritated in my heart, cuz I called the cust svc a few times for her n now she still wan me to call Mei. So I just ask her to call herself, since I am fine wif working full until 7pm, so she wan to go home, she can call herself.

But ended up the way she sounded on the phone, like so desperate wan to go home like tat..N I was like being pulled inside.. I regretted letting her call, as the words she used, sounded terribly wrong. Anyway the instruction was no additional stocks coming in, but have to stay till closing. Haha anyway I have to go back to work again. cuz she told me she wan to go do something for her brother for few hours n I ask her b back by 5pm…

Stopped blogging at 2.02pm

Updates for 20th Nov, Friday (Start Blogging on 21st Nov at 2.22pm)

2009-11-22T01:05:00.001+08:00

Updates for 20th Nov, Friday (Start Blogging on 21st Nov at 2.22pm)

Ytd I was late for work, as I seemed tired as days goes by. I have tried to wake up early, to walk to Sun Plaza to redeem my Kfc breakfast b4 heading to the shuttle bus transport at Sem Mrt Station. However, things do not go as planned, as I woke up late n have to rush everything. Eventually I decided to take the breakfast n took a cab to SSC, however, something annoying happened.

Perhaps usually I dun feel frustrated over such things, but its when at such point of time, when u r in a need of rush in time, tat patience level dropped to a lower point. Logically when u approached a queue, ppl tend to head towards the queue which is shorter, so since I am kind of rush, my always working mind, just decided to take a short cut, n headed for the shorter queue, which I usually will stop awhile to think abt it, wondering y the queue is so short, compared to the rest of the queue.

Perhaps under my own opinions, I tend to choose which service crew is better, so I won’t mind having to wait a longer queue for tat ‘extra’ good service from the crew. Perhaps it could be due to the customer as well. The queue was ridiculously short as it only consist of a malay couple, served by a crew which I find it ok. But the other queue was like having around 5 ppl in the queue. Seems so weird from norm, so naturally I choose the shorter queue.

What happened was, I ended up only to be served when the 6th customer of the other queue was served. The reason was simply because the couple was like asking lots of question, ordering here n there n then after tat, order additional items again, after they were served. Guessed what? In total, their amount to be paid was, ONLY $8.20. Its not as if the other counter has no large amount orders, but they were served even faster..

Obviously I was late by the time I was served, n the crew exchanged ‘body language’ with me. (The crew recognize me as a ‘occasionally’ customer as KFC’s chicken is 1 of my favourite food.) After which, I headed for the taxi stand which was empty earlier on, only to find tat there’s a queue..I waited at the stand while looking out if the bus no 980 has arrived at the bus stop or not. I saved the taxi fare even though I was late.

Work was alright n I have conversations with some of the workers there, as their booth are nearby. So nothing much to talk about my work, but after work, I headed to Sun Plaza mac to meet Ben, the card game tonite was not planned in advance as I didn’t noe ben’s activity was cancelled. So I went to have dinner wif him, while waiting for wil to come. So after which we started playing, grateful tat there’s no conflicts as we managed to talk the terms out b4hand.

After playing a while, I have to go home to bath n take some things from home to them as this card game was last min, n I did not bring them out to work. B4 gg home, ben n wil play among themselves while I went to arcade to play sf4 for a while. Planned to go home at 9.30pm, ended up cuz I was winning, the whole game ended till closing ard 9.55 n I rushed home. After which I headed back to meet Ben n wil again.

Game was alright n after 1 whole pot of game, the result was not varying. Ben finally won tog wif me, wil is the only 1 losing. But he only lost 50 bucks, which I only managed to win 10+. Anyway we saw something, which disappoint me quite a lot in the middle of the game, but its only for the 3 of us to noe wat its all about. Who wanna noe, can only ask me in person, privately.

They wanted to play overnite until morning but since I have work on a sat morning, we only played till 3am + where ben took the last nite rider home. That’s all for the day.

Stopped Blogging at 2.52pm

Random updates (start blogging on 20th Nov at 2.26pm)

2009-11-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

Random updates (start blogging on 20th Nov at 2.26pm)

Here I am blogging at SSC Starbucks during lunch time. I had a heavy breakfast, so I decided to skip lunch n blog instead. Retail life is kind of slacking actually, it’s a pity tat my laptop’s wireless system is not working so I am not able to access to internet. Earlier on, I saw my bro at SSC, I thought he was working so was wondering how come he showed up at SSC. He told me tat its his off day today, so he will be gg 4 interview afterwards, so decided to come here to take a walk.. Hmm…

Anyway he managed to talk a little (We seldom talk at home), n I found out tat he is working at Tiong Bahru Area, so he offered to drive me to my workplace on Mon, if I managed to leave hse on time wif him. It’ll be great to be able to save on my transportation. Hmm it was 2 nites in a row tat I went jogging late in the nite. Felt refresh n I can’t wait to really slim down.. There’s a pant which I used to wear n I hope to be able to wore it comfortably like I used to, in the past. It is my favourite pant..

Well I do not have any interesting stuffs to update today, but since I have been blogging wordy posts for this few days, I have decided to come up with some pictures on my last day of work on Sun. With take some pictures wif some of friendly ppl, who worked with me this feel days. There’s a shop beside me tat sells toys for children n it does helps me think of several presents to buy for my niece n nephew. Hmm Christmas is near n I wonder how am I gonna cele? Until now, still haven’t got any plans.. Wonder how many presents shld I buy?

Stopped Blogging at 2.34pm

2009-11-20T02:22:00.000+08:00

Does Luck Really Exist? (Blog on 19th Nov at 8.28pm)

I finished my work and currently I am at SP Mac, Blogging down my feelings at this point of time. What makes me really think about the topic of luck, is due to the things I have been gg thru lately. Does luck really exist, or is it just an excuse for people on the things that had happened? Well it is not to my level of knowledge to really explain about it.

What had been revolving about me have been so negative and I really can’t helped thinking that this has to do with luck? Take for instance, everything I have been doing lately wasn’t really smooth at all.. In terms of work, though I got a couple of temp jobs coming here n there, even if I have it, things just dun last. Imagine, the temp jobs keeps ending earlier than the predicted time. In addition, my full time job just send me waiting full of uncertainties when it actually starts. Even if I found a nice temp job, it was too far, or interrupted by other temp offers, which send me off my balance..

Gambling? Bought little 4D, so far only strike ibet of 20 bucks. I bought ordinary numbers, the numbers keep missing by sequence or few numbers. When I came across at time when I have no time to buy, the number actually come out.. Or when I decided to buy Ibet, instead of ordinary number, it came out.. In terms of mahjong, I have explained in my mahjong session on the few post ago. In terms of cards, I have explained in my previous post…

In terms of game, well its either the button wasn’t working well, or my performance wasn’t there. Like I finished work earlier, I headed to Sun Plaza to relieve my stress, ended up only to keep losing to a player whom I used to win.. I keep losing at the last part, the game was so close n for some reason, I just couldn’t execute the move that I intend to do.. Was it really cuz I am unlucky, or is it because I am too tired? I am not in the mood to play? The button or joystick wasn’t working well? These seems as excuses given by me, but which 1 was the right reason? Is it all the reasons or actually none of them r true? I really have no idea at all..

What about my love life? Well dun say about the past r/s, the ppl I have come across.. Really makes me feel like she’s a weirdo… Fate was like so funny.. The ones I managed to contact wif, either makes me feel awkward n weird about them, keep smsing n pestering me non-stop, until I feel breatheless or it was like a long distance away, having lots of communication difficulties, which ended up having lots of misunderstanding n misinterpretation of the meaning of the sentence. The people you hope to at least noe in your life, just lies in front of my eyes, but yet it seems so near, yet so far.. Either I am blocked lots of barriers or something just stopped me from moving forward.. My inner fear stops me, or the outer person, just didn’t send me a ‘GO’ sign for me to move forward…

All these could be due to my own self, lack of confidence, lack of self esteem, or it could be any other reasons? Is my luck really down? Or is the problem on me? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? I hav to stop havin all those negative tots, but each time I tried to get up, each time I tried to be confident again, building up my self-esteem, I was just beaten badly on the ground. Like sf4 earlier on.. I was confident tat I can win him, but the results keep losing…Lose until I begin to doubt myself.. doubt my confidence.. Doubt everything.. Y are things so rough, tat it seems tat my path ahead was full of pains n sorrows.. It got so painful that I could hardly move forward anymore step, not even a single step forward.. I jus wish tat this could end.. I’m suffocated n feel as though I am buried under a pool of traps.. n they just keeps pulling me down, like heavy weight, dragging me deep into the sea, I could hardly surface, n the lights from the surface of the water just keeps getting further away, as I sink deep into the endless depth, wondering when will I ever feel the seabed..

Stopped blogging at 9.56pm

Random Updates (Started blogging on 19th Nov at 2.55pm)

2009-11-20T02:20:00.000+08:00

Random Updates (Started blogging on 19th Nov at 2.55pm)

Surprised that I am able to blog again, even though I am working throughout the entire week at SSC. Anyway I shall explain that as I continue blogging from where I stop with. My first day of work at SSC was quite unexpectedly alright to me. Well this is my first time experience, working in a shopping mall, at timings different from my years of office experience. I was thinking, tat its gonna be serious as said during the briefing, however, things weren’t true at all.

I was told to report at 9am, earlier than usual days as I need to do the packing of separated items into a goodie bag for the IPOs (Initial Public Offerings) for their New shares released to the public, including the Prospectus. Luckily I worked at a stock brokerage firm during late July – Early Sep this year, thanks to Sim friend, Angie. So such terms as IPOs & Prospectus are not new to me, though I dunno really noe the meanings..

So I am in the morning shift, while my partner, Sandy was the afternoon shift. I arrived at 9am, n saw the booth was located just rite at the entrance. I reported to the Manager in charge but since the stock has yet to arrive, so I was told to walk around while waiting for her call. It was so early so all the shops are closed. Hmm having live at Sem for so many years, though SSC is located within walking distance from my house, but I have only stepped into SSC not more than 3 times ever since it has renovated n reopened.

This is simply because there’s a much more convenient shopping centre than SSC, which Is Sun Plaza. But anyway, since I will be at SSC for 5 days straight, no harm to walk around n c the new shops available. I walked every floor n seen all the shops, but I notice there’s no fastfood around here. My favourite subway is here, so I decided to try it during lunch time later.

It was already 10am but the stock have yet to arrive, so I decided to spend my time sitting at Starbucks while waiting, when I was surprise to saw Sammuel working there. (A frd who used to work at SP mac many years back) So I spoke to him n was planning to have lunch wif him since he knock off at 2pm+, which is around my lunch time. Finally it was only until 11am+ tat I received the call n headed to the office to pack the goody bags.

It was a whole lot of 100 copies.. It took me quite some time to finish packing, which was around 2pm + and carry all the way down to the 1st floor to the booth. My 2nd shift partner has arrived at 1pm. But since I came down late, he has left the place, so I have to eat my lunch alone. I headed to subway, but was disappointed that there’s no egg Mayo offered there, but since I ordered beforehand, I told myself it’s the last time I’ll eat subway there. It doesn’t satisfy my taste buds, wifout egg mayo in the sandwich.

So after which, I headed back to the booth n we entertain each other by talking until my shift ended at 6pm. Under usual timing, it will be 10am – 7pm. Afternoon shift will be 1pm – 10pm. Sun I intend to exchange my afternoon shift wif her, since mon I hav to report back to work in the morning at Tiong Bahru. Finally, it was time to knock off n I went to SP to mit wil n ben, to play cards..

It was a disappointing outing.. cuz something unhappy happened during the card game n especially its on me.. Well u noe its involved in $, and if it’s a fair match, I am the kind of person who admits defeat if every conditions are fair n square. However, this is not so true at all for tat particular round.. further more, the amount I lost is pretty heavy.. So after which, it really affect my entire mood, n as u noe, typical Leo ppl r self-centred, who doesn’t care about others.

Yes he was so unfair in the game, n he give the game away, but still refused to let the game be forfeited. Tat’s y I was so unhappy wif him. Anyway, in future, if such a thing occurs again, I told them beforehand tat I wan the round forfeited n the person who give the game away (spoiling the game) will be forfeited. If not I refuse to pay for the losses which I dun deserve.

Well so there goes my nite, n ended it around 10pm. Then Sherman came n we played his PSP tog until around 11pm. After which, I headed home n prepare to go 4 a jog, since the weather is fine. After jogging, as usual, I headed down to Sun Plaza Mac to sit n have a drink.. Well you noe there are ppl on earth, when u saw each other many times, they just have some form of Magnetism field, which attracts each other tog…

There’s a ger who have been at mac studying for months, which I dunno what exams or wat level of education is she now. As I was a frequent mac visitor wif my laotop, cards sessions wif frds, studying for exams etc.. seeing each other was not a day or 2.. But it was only this few months tat we see each other, n she doesn’t really exist at all in the past. Ie, I have seen many regular faces, but not hers..

Well dun worry, there’s ntg chemistry going on at all. She is not really the very pretty type, neither she is the ugly type. She gives me a feeling of hardworking ger, but yet dun think she’s a very nice, decent ger feeling, but I think its those wild, playful type. I think she’s only studying n working hard cuz it’s the exams period I guess. Anyway neither 1 of us approached each other, n its just gonna be the end of the story. I am not the kind of guy who is initiative..

Some ppl existed n dun have to be tog as a couple, but it just seem like a regret in this life, not being able to noe each other as a frd or so.. Will fate or miracle bring us a chance to talk?

Ok anyway back to work, enough of slacking around..

(Stopped blogging at 3.33pm)

Updates for 13th Nov – 17th Nov & few days plans ahead (blogged at 27th Nov, 9.55pm)

2009-11-18T07:27:00.000+08:00

Updates for 13th Nov – 17th Nov & few days plans ahead (blogged at 27th Nov, 9.55pm)

I have decided to blog this earlier from normal weeks (I am usually only free on weekends onwards) because starting from tomorrow onwards, I will be undergoing another short changes in my lifestyle. People undergo different form of changes all the time, depending on time n place of the environment surrounding them. Hence under such phases in my life, I am facing several changes, especially this yr.

Changes can be good at times, but can be bad as well, depending on the situation. Of cuz for my case, its usually more negative than positive. This yr indeed was a very tough yr, but having pull thru so far, its not the time to give up, else everything will be gone to waste. On the surface, changes might seem positive to me, but its really very hard to adapt as it was quite rapid n pack.

The latest update was I am working temp at tiong bahru for few weeks, while waiting for my full time job, which until now its still uncertain. (Latest informed was thru email that I will noe by late Nov. I am still counting down the days. When exactly will be the time I receive their news?) So from tml onwards, I will be working at SSC for 5 days, dealing wif some IPOs for Capital Land. This week is gonna be tough for me as my weekends will b burnt and on Mon, my Temp job at Tiong Bahru will resume.

Back track few days ago to last weekend, initially I was hoping of enjoying it before this coming week comes. But this Ben, did not wan to come down for our usual activities. Well if not for Wil calling my jc bro for mahjong session, ben would not have show up. However it was something I dreaded, overnite again.. Since its been a long time we played Mahjong, so I agreed.

In my previous post, I did mention it, so here comes the results.. It was a complete disappointment.. Its not because of the rustiness of my skill in the game, but something just seems weird.. it’s the same as in playing cards game recently. My luck seemed to be very down lately n my credits have been dropping so much that even wil have surpassed my winnings..

Of cuz in a game, when someone loses, definitely there’s bond to have a winner.. No 1 can say to be super lucky thru out his/her life. If there’s really such person on earth, I wish I am 1 of them (It can’t be true). So from wat I have said above, obviously the super lucky 1 is Wil. As for ben, the ans is quite obvious wif the description made. He’s the only 1 who have been losing thru out this entire yr.

His bad luck starts ever since the start of this yr, keep losing n losing until such shocking results. At certain occasion he did managed to make a comeback, however, the lost is always higher than the winnings. Anyway this tough yr is gonna be over soon. Compared to him, actually, I rather be bad luck at this card games we played n be smooth in my daily life. No point winning so many credits, wasting so much time playing on it, but dunno when those credits will turn to real cash.

So back to this mahjong thing, I meet wil at sem at around 7pm+? Then we headed a long journey, taking train to Yishun n transfer bus 969 to Tampines interchange, meeting Ben there. After which we took bus 72 to Ray’s hse (JC Bro). U can imagine transportation fee would be high n travel so far just to play mj..Its a pity tat nearby our houses, there’s no frds we noe who could play mj tog. Even if we do have, the rates are astonishingly high.

So we begin our 1st round at around 9pm, well this time I am quite satisfy tat my bro has changed the seats to those which have back rest. Actually its not thanks to my bro that we got a better chair, but its cuz his relatives were playing earlier on, so tat accounted for the better chairs. Seriously I am not very happy wif the treatment of Ray, as he has been causing a lot of happiness to my weekends or activities, like cancelling activities at the last min (A lot of times, wasting our trips there)

Ok I just skip on.. So we played a total of 4 full rounds and for all the rounds, I just have a common action.. Tat is, opening the drawer n giving out chips thru out the game. My luck was consider the worst thru out the game. Why I said tat its not cuz of my skill that I lose, its cuz no matter wat kind of tiles I get, I seldom throw the winning tiles for other ppl to win the game.

When I get the lousy tiles, ppl already start to listen, while I am still having diff forming my sets, cuz the tiles I drew was lousy indeed.. By the time I managed to start listening, the rest of the players won already.. I am consider a balanced strategy player, defending n attacking at the same time. But usually more towards the cautious type, tat’s y players sitting after my turn, have diff feeding on my tiles.

Now, even if my tiles are nice, I couldn’t even win, cuz my drawn tiles were just poor, even if I start waiting, ppl won away.. Or if I have ‘water $’ from 4 tiles of the same or biting flowers, I just give them back to the rest, cuz ppl sure have ‘water $’ as well, plus winning the game. So end up, nothing goes into my drawer left. The only happening thing in the 1st round was, Ben makes a mark of himself by ‘Za Hu’.

Its really surprising tat ppl can ‘Za Hu’ easily. Actually I was quite slply n tired n for tat round I was sitting oppo of him, so I didn’t really pay attention to his tiles, when he flash them open. Cuz I have been paying, so it was like a habit for me, when I hear some1 shouting ‘Hu’. Then Ray n will caught him n he paid 6.40 chips to each player. Cuz our rates are 20-40 times 1.5 at the end of the game.

Well the 6.40 he paid to me, wasn’t even enough to recover my losses as $ keeps going out, but nv come in. So the 1st game, leading was ray n wil. N of cuz wil has been on luck recently, he won n all of us were shocked (cuz he has nv won each time we play mahjong) His was the most latest to start playing mahjong. Seriously speaking from wat I observe, his skill actually nv improve lo. Still anyhow play, but its cuz tat he’s so lucky tat he managed to escape n won..

Well so we played on, I was getting slply n really dun have the mood to play anymore.. In the 2nd or 3rd game, wil actually was chosen to be sitting after my turn. I really guard him so tight n even so, he can keep self draw n win the game.. This was really so frustrating.. So this lasted until morning n the results is very clear.. Wil is the only winner out of the 3 of us for the 1st time..

But the rest of us, the results were quite surprise. When morning comes, my luck starts to recover a little n I managed to recoup. Ray’s luck is oppo from me. His luck starts to dip as each round goes by.. As for Ben, it was fluctuating badly.. So Ray lost the most of around 42, wif me down by 36 and Ben only 21 down if I am not wrong. The results are after multiplying 1.5 to the original chip count.

Even though Ben paid heavily at the beginning, his luck was pretty gd. But anyway at the end of the game, most imptly we did satisfy ourselves cuz we get to play mahjong after such a long time. So we went to have our breakfast at kfc, ray did not join us. The rest suggested playing cards after eating breakfast, so we played till ard 12pm b4 gg a long journey back home..

As usual, the results need not be explained.. I went home wash up n slp till evening time where I woke up n headed to sun plaza a while after eating dinner at home. I meet newspaperboy n played awhile of street fighter 4 n headed down to chat for a while b4 heading home n prepare for work. Mon comes n it was a day of work at Tiong Bahru, b4 I stop for a week n carry on this coming mon, so it will be a temp farewell to my fellow colleagues..

Well Mon nite, I actually went to do something which I dun have the courage to do in my life. I went to meet a female, whom I noe online. I still rmb a conversation wif my colleagues during lunch time about online ppl.. ya its really ridiculous, n u can be surprise the kind of ppl u will meet thru online.. Online really hard to find a nice ppl around..well but I think part of me have changed a little ever since my past r/s have ended..

Yup its true tat 1 ppl’s beliefs n mindset will change depending on wat things they experienced.. Before a r/s starts 1 have a certain kind of beliefs n mentality towards something. When a r/s starts, cuz 2 diff ppl come tog n influence each other, a new beliefs arises..Whether this mindset can sustain until throughout or not, depends on the 2 person in the r/s. When the r/s falls, 2 ppl separated n have diff sets of mindset again, but it will definitely not be the same as before..

Yes my mindset has indeed changed..or its still the same? Its quite complicated though.. I am terribly dishearten towards love.. It was hurtful, I dare not touch it. My attitude towards such wat was beautiful thing on earth, has withered dark n grey.. There’s no such things on earth anymore.. ppl in this world are just horrible creatures. The ppl I have encountered showed me horrible things n everything turned ugly in the end..

There’s no more true love, but only masks after masks tat ppl r wearing. Ppl like to flirt around, like to play n fool ard, y can’t i? so after work after several attempts this ger asked me out, I decided to mit her.. I shall call her sheep as she has addressed herself. I have nv see her photos b4 but my photos were displayed on my Msn. I must really admit tat this ger was really very weird in my opinion. Mentally emotional n it frightens me, but I decided to meet as I am always curious..

So it was planned at Vivo City n I meet her at last.. Of cuz I noe during conversation tat she’s not the type of ger I wanted, as she’s sounded open.. The 1st thing we confirmed our identity on phone, she did something which takes me aback.. I was so shocked tat she holded my hand n grab my arm n begins so touchy..It was such a horrible feeling tat turned me off at once. Is this how ppl flirt around? How can ppl take such a kind of encounter?

Immediately at once, I really feel disgusted by it.. Holding hands wif some1 u truly love its completely a diff kind of feeling.. I can tell it straight n feel it wif my heart.. I recall the times when I hold my hands wif my ex, esp the woman which I loved the most dearly so far, which is my 2nd ex.. She really gave me the most comfortable feeling I ever have being wif her..(dun say the bad feelings she gave me) I really loved her hugs n stuffs..
But this bad encounter was like an extreme oppo..

She was very down n upset, but refuse to tell me wat..as a friend, I tried my best to lend a listening ear n comfort her as she asked. I hated it when she keeps grabbing my hand n arm even though I struggled obviously wif a strong hint.. but it was in the public, I dun wish to make a hu ha n attract unnecessary attention. Anyway she intro me to a place for dinner, super hotdog at vivocity. Can’t really rmb the name, but I tasted a grilled fish burger n it taste great.

So after dinner, we went to the place where we can see the river view. Indirectly, thanks to her tat I get to c a nice Christmas tree there n some nice scenary.. Its been a long time since I went to vivocity already. How nice if at such a time, I am wif the ger I loved most, enjoying this scenary.. Here comes the lousiest part.. She actually cried on my shoulders…I felt horrible, but Its kind of bad to push her away.. so I just sit like a rock n pray in silence tat such a moment will end..

So I just comfort her by telling her about my own encounter, n I mean diff ppl have diff ways of overcoming it.. The more hurt the woman u love gave u, the most faster u wan to get over it. I admit tat for the start it was really tough n each days were so miserable, 1 feel like dying..The worst is, even after she left me for another guy, her frds n her still hurt me more, n gave me hell in my blog n their own blog.. I can’t bear it, I close down my blog for some time n switch it to another address..

Having overcome it, I kind of prefer my life now.. though it was lonely at times, but I dun think I will be like her, going else where n just find any gers n fool around.. I jus keep myself occupied n busy..Doing lots of things myself, to keep myself from not thinking abt her n only reduced to tearing every nite b4 I slp.. Yea it is definitely not worth to even drop a tear for such a woman..

Well of cuz I keep saying all this, is actually to hint her la.. Though I think her life is really quite scary enough n I am really terrified as she seemed mentally unstable.. So anyway as promised I sent her to her house nearby at kovan n faster depart there n left for home.. I tot tat my body language has already sent messages to her tat I am not interested in her, I can just be her frd n show her comfort when she need a listening ear..

Initially she sent me an sms after we departed, I tot the sms was like ‘Dun worry, I will keep you as my frd lo.’ Tells me tat its gonna reside here, but ended up it seems like I am giving myself additional trouble.. She begins to irritate me after I replied her. She sounded demanding n insist to mit tomorrow, cuz I was very frank wif her when she asked me about my schedule the next day. I told her I would be attending a briefing in the morning n thank goodness I received a call during our meeting time from my boss, whom I used to work wif him at NUS.

So I sensed something amiss, I sort of decided to keep away from her and told her tat I am not sure the wat time the briefing will end n I might have to head down to meet my boss to discuss the project he have for me. So very likely I might not be free to meet her.. I will be very tired as well n the next day I will be working for straight 5 days, burning my weekends n mon I have to straight away report back to work at Tiong Bahru..

Well anyway I keep pushing her away n my messages becomes shorter.. It seemed so persistent n irritating. I recall on Mon lunch wif my Tiong Bahru colleague, 1 of them told me about her experiences. Diff ppl saying the same thing to u, has got diff feelings. If you love tat person, wat ever the person says, will sound so sweet n loving, but if you dun love tat person, u feel disgusted, whatever the person says to u.. Yup I really experienced it..

Well so this morning I woke up n hurried to Tanjong Pagar for the Briefing.. I got assigned to Sem Shop Centre (Thank goodness) for this coming 5 days to mend the booth there. My task is to just give out IPOs to investors who might be interested to invest. So which means Wed to Sun I will be working at there lo.. I gotten my working Polo-T n after the briefing, I headed back home.

Of cuz, I called my Boss as he told me to call him this morning n cuz I am tied down wif my Tiong Bahru work, I might not be able to help him wif his short project. So he would give me an ans whether he can wait till 1st Dec b4 I went over to help him out. Everything actually ended b4 12pm, but her sms n miss call really frightens me.. It keeps coming n I have to reply her after she sent a few sms.

I just replied that the short briefing turn out to be a training n I will be heading over to my boss work place in the afternoon n I will be tired after all the travelling. But her reply was, where is ur workplace, I come over to find u.. My hint was really obvious tat I am not meeting her today. I even purposely take a long time to reply her, but she keeps asking me where am I now, etc..

I reached sem in the afternoon, my frds all were not able to eat lunch wif me, but my heart tells me clearly, I rather feel more comfortable eating myself than to have lunch wif her.. anyway I reached home after eating n played wif my lovely nephew, and online, blocking her in case she online. She then send me an sms, tat she go out wif her frd to vivocity to walk..

Her life was really very complicated, like hanging out wif lots of guys.. But anyway I dun even care about her lifestyle, all I advice her was, find a proper r/s n get on wif life, no point leading such a messy life.. But I am not sure she was able to catch my message or not. I tot I have peace then on.. Ended up after she went out wif her ‘frd’ for a few hours, the message starts again.. asking me where am I, wan to come over n have dinner wif me at my boss workplace..

I told her I am really very tired n most probably I will be gg home to rest, not eating dinner. Her last sms gave me a chance to send a strong signal to her. She seemed so concerned abt me n even ended her message wif ‘muck muck’ as though I am already her bf.. My replied was super short, I completely ignored her last message n wrote ‘errrr….thanks’. Thanks is only referred to her concern as a frd. Finally no more reply from her.. Finally I have peace, like I used to have..

Actually I have gotten used to not having my handphone by my side all this while le. Not waiting for any messages like I used to when I was wif my ex..at work, I can even put my handphones at the drawer n go around the offices n come back after my things only to check for miss calls for news from my jobs. Not like I go anywhere I carry my handphone along, waiting for messages like an idiot, yet while I was waiting, she was smsing wif another person..

I hope this horrible ordeal has put to rest for now..Just worried tat tomorrow morning I won’t get the same thing again from her. But its thanks to this encounter, I somehow managed to find back myself a little.. I really wonder how can a person flirt around wifout even feeling weird n uncomfortable? Definitely, such kind of life really doesn’t suit me..i tot I can be equally bad, from wat other treated me, but eventually I find tat I can’t…

I shared the news wif Ben, even him also say, he will feel very weird lo. If I wan a hug, if I wan to hold a ger’s hand, it has to be some1 I truly love. The feeling is the most comfortable n the most happiest..I won’t 4get the feeling I have at tat time in my life.. It was the most memorable.. So I hope tat I would be able to find such feelings again 1 very day.. Anyway I guess I shall stop here.. I decided to blog now, cuz I am worried tat I might not have the time to do so, since I would be busy working this few days..

Stopped blogging at 18th Nov 12.02am.

Updates for this week (9th Nov - 15th Nov)

2009-11-14T13:03:00.002+08:00

Updates for this week (9th Nov - 15th Nov)

Well actually its supposed to be from last sat until ytd, fri on my updates la. But i lazy to change, so i follow my previous blog date. Now i dun have time to blog very frequent wif my laptop at mac. Seldom use my laptop ever since work begin.. Anyway so i can update on a weekly basis. Hmm i think i managed to watch a few movies last sat n sun.

Movie Review: Nightmare on Elm's Street 6

Well this movie, i think i catch it wif Newspaper boy at mac, while having dinner tog. Even he also said that the series gets better, scarier n horrible than past series as it increase. this is by right the last episode of Nightmare on Elm street,but i notice tat there's a final episode which is 7. but anyway i have no time to watch it recently, so i shall put on hold. But anyway this series, it says, freddy is dead. Anyway its not a bad movie afterall. Reminise of the past movies.

On Sun night, i was hanging out wif newspaperboy again. Well this time i was feeling restless cuz mon hav to work again, then some more i have yet to finish my batt of my laptop, so decided to catch a dvd movie, i brought from home to watch. It was The Phantom of the Opera. End up Newspaperboy company me to watch. However, becuz the movie was longer than 2 hrs, the batt is not enough to last until ending, so it went flat towards the very ending part, where Raul is chasing down to the dungeon to save Christine from the Phantom.

Movie Review: The Phantom Of the Opera

This movie, or rather 'Musical' Which i prefer to address, is one of my most favourite Musical piece tat i won't feel bored watching n listening to the songs over n over again, that i can even recite the lyrics wifout looking at the subtile. Well of cuz this is by far, the most recent version of 'Phantom of the Opera' far from the original version.. No matter wat, i still like it. The female actress, who acted as Chirstine Daae' is beautiful n suits the role..

However, the most disappointing was the Phantom.. his voice wasn't great as the original vocalist, which sounds more man, more strong n filled wif emotions.. However, this musical nv fail to touch me every time i watch it.. Cuz the ending was tragic for the phantom.. I like the phantom role, rather than the love rival, christine's childhood frd, Raul..However, the ending was really deserved this way, had phantom not go to the extreme of killing a person..Which horrified Chirstine..

But if the story nv goes on this way, i think the story is hard to go on.. or rather a different ending would be made.. However, phantom's big generous heart in the end, let them go, leaving him suffering alone, n even visited chirstine's grave at old age, when she passed away.. phantom's whole life was really so tragical..nevertheless, i still love this movie made...

Monday

As usual, It was monday blues for all working ppl.. the same goes for me..But anyway everything was fine. After lunch, around 3pm, a colleague of mine, Alyssa, introduced me a gel, which she has been using for a long time. She apply it every day, on her whole body. the gel is for burning of fats and she n her frds who used it, finds it effective, n she can eat a lot. Unlike me, i have to eat little n control my diet. I have been eating fish soup everyday at lunch in office.

So she ask me to try once, if i like it, she will help me take order n wait her frd go malaysia then buy for us. Each tube only cuz 25bucks SGD. Its much more effective than those Saloons, which costs a bomb. Anyway, i tried it n as what they warned me, starting won't feel anything cuz inside aircon room. But after wards i will feel very hot. So i went to apply on my arms, tummy, thighs n butts. True enough, when i apply it, i feel ntg.

Only slowly it gets to be icy cool. Then cuz i was late today, i stayed abit late, but nv expect to be late. Cuz last min, ben n 1 agreed to catch a movie at doby ghaut Cathay. It was Saw 6. Since there none of my frds who hang out wif me are above 21. Only ben, the rest are not very close or busy wif their life. So decided to catch it wif ben.

Hence i rushed walking to the mrt n take to doby ghaut from tiong bahru. SInce last time lesson, waiting for bus is not a gd idea, i walked. But nv expect.. the burning feeling is so strong tat i almost jumped aboout n feel like stopping. The heat was so strong tat it seemed unbearable.but nevertheless i rushed to have dinner wif Ben at Long John Silver. Its been long since i have LJS. It tasted like heaven haha.

Anyway i asked ben to help me buy, cuz i was still 'jumping' around. Though LJS tasted like heaven, i dun get to enjoy it cuz of the heat, esp on my thighs..Furthermore, we r rushing for the movie..

Movie Review: Saw 6

Saw 6 was alright la, as usual horrible lo.. However i think some of the parts were boring n it makes me feel like slping..THink too much of this n the same stuffs..although they are creative wif its traps n games la.. but some are really impossible lo.. can't imagine 1 person or 2 can do some many things, n wif proper police systems, i doubt they will have so much space n locations to do such acts..Some more while capturing ppl, they make it seems like they are ghost.. n the success rates of capturing their targets are 100%.. However this episode is still alright to me.. But its not like the beginning original jigsaw...

After the movie, we have some time, we go to plaza sing burger king to play 2 hours of cards game b4 gg home..Since the movie was not suitable to relieve stress from work.. Well i think i was having a headache.. 1st round i was losing badly.. thinking that my luck really so down recently.. But thankfully, i fight back n managed to lose only by 2..Heading home n even until the time i slp, the burning is still there..

Tuesday & Wednesday

I woke up n the burning feel was gone. Hmm i think nothing interesting happened today. Except for me being caught in 2 temp jobs.. cuz they were extending my job for higher pay..But i have other job at capital land for 5 days.from 18th Nov to 22 Nov.. Could be located to different shopping mall.. But prob is it only pay me 7 bucks per hr n i have to work weekends at the same rate.. I managed to found a replacement so i can cont my current temp.. but he put my airplane..

So ended up i have to work lo. next week my weekends will be burnt away.. Sian.. Anyway i think nite time i just do my usuals, go arcade find Sherman, a sf4 frd, n go eat dinner n he show me his laptop n Psp games n we play tog. Then wil com n play cards.. i won this 2 nites. This is great.Luck is coming back again.

Thursday

Hmm wil is working tonite, so i think i went jogging after returning home from arcade..If i am not wrong, i managed to take some pictures of my office desk. However, its not really so big as it sees, cuz i have problem getting the whole view of desk wif a further distance. If i went outside to take from outside view is possible. but i scared i will be seen by the rest as slacking..So i dun dare.

Nvm next time at the last day, i'll use as an excuse to take pic wif them n go take a pic of the office. Now just tahan wif not so precise photos, which i have to take it wif cautious as though i have a big office, its windows are glassed.

Pictures of my desk

Thats all.

Friday, was boring for me.. nothing much to talk about, except my sec sch bro, Derek asked me out to dinner n also nel n his gf. So the 4 of us, just decided to have dinner tog. I wanna jog, but it was raining tis few days, so i dropped the idea..

Hmm later i'll be going to jc bro's hse to play mahjong.. Since they organize n its been long since i have played.. Its gonna be overnite again.. i dreaded tat though, but ok la.. since ntg to do, so just go lo..hope i win^^ else i hate wasting my precious slp.. haha..

Recent Updates for the past Week (1st Nov – 8th Nov)

2009-11-08T12:05:00.000+08:00

Recent Updates for the past Week (1st Nov – 8th Nov)

Its been long since I have the time to blog, once I have started my temp assignments. Since its been long time since I am able to online, It just clearly shows that my workplace has…no access to internet and stuffs… First of all, I would like to share about my temp assignment work environment, the pros and the cons.

Cons (WHAT TURN ME OFF!)
1) The workplace is located at Tiong Bahru area, not near the mrt, at the industrial area.
2) The pay is erhmm, not to my expectations, yet the distance from my house to workplace seems like not worth the pay to work there, but since its only for 2 weeks, while waiting for news from my full time job, I decided to accept the job.
3) Each day was like harder n harder for me to wake up early n travel long distances to work..
4) There was no internet, so no music for me to listen while doing boring admin work..
5) Despite having a ‘luxury’ working environment, the room is dusty and have a strong unpleasant smell, so having a sensitive nose, my sinus prob tend to occur frequently.

Pros (WHAT TURN ME ON!)
Fortunately, this job is some how different from other jobs I have worked before.
1) My colleagues are surprisingly friendly, consist of 3 females, who were much more older than me.
2) Its been a long time since I have my lunch together with my colleagues and chat happily with them. Usually I would be packing lunch from outside and having my lunch alone with my office computer.
3) My work desk is by far the best ever been assigned. Imagine 1 big room, with a big table, though no computer, but its all just for me. For some moment, I feel as if I’m a big boss haha.
4) So after day 2, I decided to bring my own laptop to workplace so that I can listen to my songs. I am very satisfied with the working style there.

Some other good and bad news I have to update about my jobs issues.

1) News from my full time job finally came. Though its only an email, but having news from them is better than none. Though the email stated that the start date could not be confirmed, but it was stated that by late Nov, they would be able to tell us when the training is gonna start. I just hope that my uncertainties feeling be cleared soon so that I can have a better idea on how to plan my things b4 I start work.
2) I actually have plans for another job which is a 6 days assignment, from 18 Nov – 23rd Nov, after my 2 weeks assignment, from 2nd Nov – 13th Nov) I went for the interview n was surprisingly confident of myself during the interview n I speak smoothly. The interviewer confirmed my position immediately on the spot, but have to go thru the procedure with the agency.
3) However, I am faced with another dilemma. The current temp assignment I am working on hopes to extend me until end of nov n they are willing to pay me at a higher rates after the 2 weeks. However I have been confirmed of my other jobs, so I am like being caught in the middle.
4) Since I dun wish to waste the effort of my agent helping me so hard to find me a job, I managed to find a friend of mine, to replace me. My agent will be arranging my frd for an interview on coming Mon, so I hope he managed to clear the interview, then I can concentrate on the extended assignment till end of the month cause it pays higher n I dun have to be bounded by cut off time from the agency n having to wait longer to get my pay. I have lots of bills n stuffs needing me to clear every month, hence I can’t wait too long for my little pay to come.

1 of the day, my colleagues happened to saw my screen saver on my laptop, so they came to see out of curiousity. They were like, wah when u I looked very handsome at tat time, before I ‘Fa1 Fu2’. Cuz we were talking casually, of cuz I was being questioned about my personal life. So they wanna see my photos. They commented on the photo I used to took with my 2nd ex’s while I was celebrating her birthday 1st time with her at Billy Bombers. Thinking back, it was like year 2007. There was a photo taken tog at billy bombers n they were like ‘wa Ni Zhe Zhang Zhao Pian Hen Hao Kan Lei!’ It was the 1st time I received such compliments. Haha. Of cuz the me now was like a little out of shape. They told me tat pic, my figure is just nice. Not too big, not too slim. They like the photo which I scanned the small neoprints into the com. It was nicely taken. Of cuz not to forget I was being teased. They encouraged me to slim down back to tat time, which in fact I am trying hard to..

That’s all I guessed for my work updates. I shall moved on to my life. I shall be taking some pic of my work environment n post them here next time.

Well since work is always boring, stress relief activities cannot be less as well.
Since wil is so free at home, we decided to meet up at sun plaza to play cards after my work. Well, I dun understand y, recently he’s so lucky that he’s been on a great winning streak.. Ben is too far from us n busy, hence he cannot be coming down often. As for me, I am really down on losing streak, exact opposite from wil..

This is extremely sad for me lo.. the highest credits I managed to win is 1.4k plus from both of them. Of cuz they were on credit only, cuz we were all poor man. Ben is the most unlucky 1. He owe the most or in fact he is now the only 1 owing us cash.wil originally owe me 400+ while ben 1k+, but recently cuz wil is so lucky that he keep winning until fri nite, we play overnite until morning n currently the latest results of the 3 of us is, ben owing wil 1k+, instead of me…Ben only owe me 500+ left..Meaning to say, my losing streak has cuz me to lose about more than half of my winnings..

From 1.4k+ until now 500+.. I have lost almost 1k of my winnings. Our game play is always fixed.. 1 hr of taidi, 4 piles, each pile taken by 3 of us n the 4th pile is the drawing card, should either player decided to pass, have to take a card from the pile. The rules of double n triple applies n this means, there’s very high chance of getting stuck triple.. We played each card 20 cents.. with four of a kind played out, each player have to pay 2bucks n royal flush 4 bucks from each player.

2nd hour, we switched game to wat we call ‘Ah Cha’? It’s a game we learned from frds n it seemed like normally old ah ma like to play this game. Its some how similar to mahjong but its easier to play. Its like each player has 5 cards each, only dealer have 6 cards. So u have to match 3 pairs of cards to win. Meaning any Ace matched wif any 9 to form a 10, is consider 1 pair. So respectively, 2 with 8, 3 with 7, 4 with 6, 5 wif 5, 10 with 10, J with J, Q with Q n K with K. So the game play starts wif dealer discarding a card from his hand to the discard pile n if the next player wants the card, he will pick it up n discard another 1, like mahjong. If he dun wan to pick up the card, he pick 1 card from the draw pile n discard another card.

Under normal condition, the person who throws the winning card, have to pay 2. our stakes are 1 – 2 bucks. So the other player who did not throw out the winning card have to pay 1 buck to the winner, just like mahjong. Ours is custom rule cuz we find that its really unfair if 1 player anyhow play, so a rule of ‘Fang Pao bonus is introduced’. Other special conditions are winning doubles, 2 bucks – 4 bucks. Means the game is won with 2 pairs of the same, eg u win with 2 sets of 2 with 8 n another set of other matches. For triple, Is u have 3 sets of same matches. For Picture cards, 5s & 10s, get 4 of them n a different other sets is also triple, with the rate of 3-6.

For the 3rd hour, is change suit game which we managed to come out wif. Each of us were distributed wif 10 cards each, then we take turns to draw cards from the draw pile n discard 1 card, without showing the players wat the card is, until there’s no more left for us to draw. Think each of us can only draw 7 times. So after which, we will form sets of 5 cards. 1 higher n 1 lower (texas poker style – high card lowest, 1 pair, 2 pair, 3 of a kind, straight, colour, house, four of a kind, then royal flush) So we compare the highest set we can make among the 3 of us n see who has the highest. Then we compare the 2 set which is the lowest 1 to see who wins. The win are calculated, a player who wins the highest set, gets 2 bucks from each player. The 2nd set will get 1 bucks each. So if a player wins both sets, then only the winnings would be high cuz the amount will be doubled. Meaning 6 bucks from each players. The same special conditions apply for extra cash like four of a kind n royal flush, 2 bucks n 4 bucks each.

The 4th hour is usually our favourite game, Microsoft Hearts! But cuz only 3 players so we have 1 pile being discarded away making the calculating of probability difficult. Shooting the moon still applies, winning will be higher. Greedy people lose more if the failed to shoot the moon.. The game play is more on a person’s knowledge to the game, technic and experience. OF cuz each of us have become skilled players in this game.

The last game is what ben call it ‘No brainer game’ cuz we dun have to use our brains to think in the game, but more on luck. The no brainer have 3 game play. 1 is black Jack, 2 is Thai Black Jack n 3 is ‘4 cards’. We rotate each players for each game to be a banker for 5 rounds each. After this game is consider 1 pot of game. So depending on the time we have to play, we set how many pots of game we can play. Anyway tat’s all for game.

Next is PSP which Ding lend me. I have returned him as he needs to lend his frd who is going oversea..so now, no more games for me to play while travelling long distance of work.. Sigh.. Cuz recently I am very hot about a tennis game called virtual tennis 3.. It was so fun, especially I can play with my frds.. I managed to play it well, except some moves I dunno or not very good in executing them. I did consider to buy a PSP next yr, but prob is, I think It might not be worthwhile just to buy a psp for the game but ended up not using it in the future…like waste $ just for 1 game..So Should 1 invest in a PSP or not?

Movie Review: Nightmare on Elm Street 5

This series is much more interesting n not lame than 4th Series. Its quite scary, overall I feel that its nicer than 4th. This time they managed to make a different ending. Usually the main role of the previous Series, end up dying in the next series, this episode, the main lead actually managed to survive in the end. Not bad, I shall await for the next series..

Movie Review: Michael Jackson’s This is It

Well it has been a long time since I went to a cinema to catch a movie. Well finally Michael Jackson’s last movie is shown in the cinema for only 2 weeks.. I was worried that I cannot get to watch it, hence wil helped me buy a ticket during his lunch break at cine leisure a day before the actual screening. Meaning we catch it on thurs, wil went to buy it on Wed.

Sadly, I really can’t trust wil to settle things for me, without having probs… The seats he bought was like…to the side? Dun talk abt this 1st.. Thurs was a bad day, cuz I was 15 mins late from work, so I stayed back 15 mins. The show was at 7.20pm. It was raining tat day.. I thought of taking bus to tiong Bahru Mrt, instead of walking, thinking tat its faster, but the crowd at the bus stop n the traffic proof to me tat, I make a wrong move.

I could have reached station at 6.35pm by walking, but ended up I reached at around 6.50pm by bus.. Regret to the MAX!. So I rushed all the way to meet wil, so ended up rushing everything just to not miss the first part of the movie. (I prefer to not rush things). Here comes the seat part.. Everybody bought the middle seats..except only a few of us sitting at the sides… its not tat the middle seats were all taken..Dunno how he buy the tickets.. Think everytime I am the 1 running the errands, so they took me for granted..
Now ask them to buy for me, all buy until like tat..

Anyway, back to the main issue. MJ has always been my idol in music industry. Naturally I would love to see his fantastic dance moves n was very sad when I noe that he is gone.. So I could not afford to miss this movie.. It was a documentary or rather a filming which was going on during his rehearsal for his final performance during mid of this year? Anyway cuz of the mishap, the rehearsal was not put to live..

I watched this 2 hour movie attentively.. His dance moves were still fantastic n just like his young days.. However, he did not show his moonwalk as well has his rounds of spinning.. I guessed probability he was old already, or it was a rehearsal hence he dun wanna display them. I managed to catch all of his Favourite songs and some of the parts, I can’t helped getting a little emo that I almost grief for his lost.. but of cuz, I managed to control my ahem..a tear or a 2. It was touching n heart warming indeed. Just to look at him during the rehearsal, I wish I was there too, receiving guidance n patience from him..
A movie which I love most n I hope to keep it in future to watch again n again….

Anime : School Rumble

Well this is an anime which I repeatedly watching it on n off until I dunno where I stopped. This anime was introduced to me by my ex gf.. So I only watched a few episodes, hence since I have no more anime to catch at this point of time after I finished Suzuka. I decided to complete this School rumble. I have yet to complete it, but soon. Stopped at episode 24, almost to the end of season 1. Well, I like this anime n there’s 1 think which sets me daydreaming again..

Yup this is especially so for Yakumo’s special power in the story. It was something for a guy like me, which lacks confidence, craving for such power.. it would definitely be great to be able to see the mind of ppl who loves me, rather the truth from the heart, behind the words spoken out from the mouth. So if I have interest for a ger, I dun dare to move forward cuz I fear rejection. The 1st step is usually the very tough move to make. Unless I can read the person’s heart n noe tat she loves me too, I will definitely go after her n confess to her..

However, thinking negatively as a balance, having such power such Is tough too.. Just like Yakumo, giving in a lot to her elder sis, Tenma.. Of cuz her sis is also very good n caring towards her, worrying a lot for her.. It was a heart warming kind of anime, I love such romance animes. Another bad thing about this power was, it would definitely be very hurtful, if u were able to see ur love 1, lying to u.. Such pains I have experienced b4 when I discover them, was very hurtful to me. Trust were broken n hearts shattered..
Looking forward to 2nd series, School Rumble 2.. I wonder how the ending is..1 thing I hate about anime was, the story, they make until the r/s so complicated n the end is, everyone was left dangling down there wifout any outcome. Nobody got tog..

A short Post

2009-11-04T02:22:00.002+08:00

A Short Post

Well Work starts and i haven't got any time to blog like usual. Sad to say, though i have a big office n a big table to myself, there's no com nor internet to use. Besides the bad smell of the room as expected from the industrial area.. Anyway tml i am gg for a short interview for my next short assignment after this temp job. its late n i got to slp. cuz tml have to wake up early n travel for interview n back to work place. Update further during weekends ba..

Movie: Beauty And The Beast

2009-10-31T11:27:00.002+08:00

Movie: Beauty And The Beast

I was so eager to watch this movie again after reminder of merrymint, cuz i loved the musics and songs from this musical anime, i would call it. Hence i decided to watch it, however the moment i started watching, it was in Chinese zzz.. The songs sounded weird and it turns me off, hence i stop watching it at once. I shall find another source to watch this movie then.

Misc Thoughts - Start Blogging on 30th Oct 2009 at 6.30pm – 30th Oct 2009 at 7.15pm

2009-10-31T11:26:00.001+08:00

Misc Thoughts - Start Blogging on 30th Oct 2009 at 6.30pm – 30th Oct 2009 at 7.15pm

Well I was having sinus in the morning hence I postpone blogging. Since I am feeling better I shall start blogging at Mac, though there’s no internet for me to post it immediately, but having a laptop is what I hoped to have. Cuz the mind is something so special that it just came to me like some thoughts all of a sudden, but if I did not managed to jot them down some where, any minute from how the thought came, will just be gone unknowingly. Just like dreaming, u can have any kind of dreams, be it nightmare, or sweet dreams.

The moment when u dream of it, u will wake up remembering it, but as the day goes by, due to other things which moves on, and the past becomes further and further from present. You will not be able to rmb it, unless something by chance occurred that reminds u of it, like conversation or the things u do. Sounds profound but I am not able to relay the message well. So in simple, I just wan to comment, I am relief to be able to just type them down when ever such valuable thoughts come into my mind, with my laptop around.

However, the bad things are, its such a troublesome to carry such heavy things as I travel.. Its really heavy n sometimes its best to just go out of the house without carrying anything in your hands. Another thing was, the mind is working almost 24 hours all the time, especially mine, but laptop is something I cannot be carrying it around or using it for 24 hours, as the batt will be flat or it will be real heated up.

For instance, just last night when I came home from outside with my laptop, I was bathing n this things just came into my mind and i can’t possibly stop wat I am doing and blog it down. Besides it also depends on mood, like in the morning. Anyway that’s all I wanna blabber about this nonsense..

Hmm shall talk about some updates about my MBS stuffs. Its really driving me insane.. Until then, they still could not confirm with me when training starts and I really have problem finding temp jobs while waiting cuz I have to tell them an exact date when I can commit my temp jobs until. Cuz of my side not being able to show commitment, many job offer turns me down.

But nevertheless, I am beginning a short term assignments of 2 weeks next mon. Its very lowly paid, but I am getting breathless with lots of bills to clear n expenses tighted up until my neck.. Only $6 per hour, 9am – 6pm, located at Tiong Bahru Industrial Area. However the only good thing about this job is, I dun have to wear formal to work.. The real bad thing was, this agency have a very bad practice, bad in a sense for me..

The cut of date is every 5th of the month and pay will only be received on the 12th of each month. I started work on 2th Nov, which means I only can get my pay for this job on the 12th of Dec. Wow that’s gonna be pretty long… Besides I am definitely sure that my saving won’t be able to last until so long.. The most tricky part was, I have a big quarrel on n off wif my mum.. Of cuz borrowing $ from her is impossible, not to say about quarreling with her..

I really can’t wait to get my 1st pay from MBS.. But until now, I only received emails from them recently, telling me to do this do that again.. So many things to do n settle.. Just yesterday I received an email, asking me to go to SingPost to get a credit report sent to me to my email and forward to them for Security Background Checks.Well as I have been using fast cash advance with my credit cards n only paying the minimal amount each month, I am worried I will be forfeited for this job..

Just hope everything goes well n I can start work soon. Its not like I will cheat the company or casino money cuz I am really out of cash zzz. But of cuz, who would have believe me? All I have to do is, to be truthful and never break any trust out of any 1. Even if I am poor n have no $, I live my life honestly, I earn my pay without cheating. All I hope was to start my full time job immediately!!!.

Well its no over yet. Though I have sent the Credit Report over, but not long ago while I was watching Nightmare On Elm Street 3 halfway, I received call from the Security Dept of MBS again. i tot they have confirmed the date of training, ended up its sound background check again..Asking me to give phone Numbers of my past employers.. Hence I gave him and once again, the uncertain waiting time cont..

Oh ya next thing was, since mac was closing early last nite, hence I decided to go for a jog again. It sure was killing me. Its been week since I last jog. My muscles are killing me now wif all those aches. Well last nite was alright, cuz I have music with me while I was jogging, and have done some push ups n stomach exercises.. Its really hard to slim down at such age, but just hope I can slim down a little.

Sigh..Mon’s job location is really so far away.. but anyway, just do it.. Its been a long time since I went to a cinema n watch a movie, there’s 1 movie I think I have to catch it. Michael Jackson’s This is it. My music idol. Shall pull William to watch it with me, but I doubt he would want to watch.. I just hope my down life be over real soon..Can’t rmb wat else I have to blog but I shall end it here ba..

Movie Review: Nightmare On Elm Street 3

2009-10-31T11:22:00.000+08:00

Movie Review: Nightmare On Elm Street 3

Evolution of the movie? The series of the this movie gets scarier and more interesting. Survival of 1st Series came back but of cuz she has to die in this episode, so does the ppl who were from the 1st series as well, like Nancy’s dad. This series is about burying the corpse of Freddy in the real life, in order to save the remaining children of the Elm street, who were in Freddy’s dream. Look forward to Series 4.

Misc Thoughts

2009-10-30T12:58:00.002+08:00

Misc Thoughts: Pre-said

Well i thought of blogging about it,since i have several things that came into my mind. But because of the sinus problems, i feel not in a good mood to blog now as it blocks away my thoughts..
Hence i shall jot down what i thought about and blog it next time.
1) The 'Mind' is a special and unexplainable thing
2) Full Time job at MBS - uncertainties but extra things to do. (Now demand for Credit Report.
3) Temp Assignments - Searching for 1, and manage to find another short term assignment of 2 weeks but lowly paid. Starting Next Mon.
3) Misc Stuffs here n there.
4) Conversations with the arcade auntie.
That's all that i can think of now.. Shoo Sinus, stop disturbing me. I am feeling super terrible

Movie Review: Nightmare on Elm Street 2

2009-10-30T12:55:00.002+08:00

Movie Review: Nightmare on Elm Street 2

Finally the second series out of 6 in total. I still remember when i was young, i used to be very frightened of this movie, that i dun even dare to slp after watching it. Cuz there's no cure or solution to killing freddy. But now that i am grown up, it didn't seem scary to me anymore, but its definitely gross. In the past, when it comes to series movies, the sequence is no difference from the series movie now. Present director has lost the creativity? as usual, this episode is the revenge of freddy.

Misc Post

2009-10-28T11:57:00.003+08:00

Misc Post

In few hours more to go, i will be heading for a part time interview at Raffles Place, OCBC Bank. Well the sky is so dark, i just hope tat it does not rain when i was about to leave house. Hmm interview is somehow the most irritating part, yet inevitable during job hunting. I wonder if the job will be nice or not.. Anyway i just hope the MBS will have news for me fast so that i dun have to feel so uncertain about everything n having trouble to find temp jobs here n there..

Anyway some misc things, which i left out journey back from SIM. While waiting for the 2nd bus back to sem from Sim, i encountered 3 monkeys near the bus stop around macritchie reservior (spelled wrongly). 2 adults n a small 1. The small 1 was digging in the rubbish bin for food. While 2 big ones were lotiering around. The bus stop i was located has 2 bus stops. 1 at the back n 1 in front with a road in the middle. Hence i was at the back bus stop while the small monkey was at the front bus stop's bin. Then the adult monkeys were at the back of my bus stop.

1 of then crosses the road n approached the small monkey. Perhaps the small monkey was digging things out of the bin tat spread around, the approached of the adult monkey startled it n at some point of time, either 1 of them were lotiering in the middle of the road. It was so dangerous if bus were to come. Luckily the bus came but i was looking at the driver n he noticed the monkeys as well. Anyway the monkeys did left the road path upon noticing the arrival of the bus.

Several ppl were taking pic with a close view at the bin, but i just sit at the bus stop n take a few pic from my laggy handphone. It was in a rush n my bus arrived, hence only got 2 of the pictures not nicely taken..

Movie Review: Nightmare on Elm Street

2009-10-28T11:29:00.002+08:00

Movie Review: Nightmare on Elm Street

Recently i am digging into old movies. Some of which were around the year i was born. This movie is still as scary as ever, especially for those horror movies, which have an ending where there's no solution to it. A gruelsome death which i rmb comes from this episode, where the guy was sunk underneath his bed n comes all the blood gushing up and onto the ceiling, spreading out. Since there's no gd ending, i will be watching all the rest of the episode from 1 to 6. Feeling sure is great with so many ppl around me at mac, unlike if i were to watch alone at home haha.

Movie Review: Saving Private Ryan

2009-10-27T11:45:00.002+08:00

Movie Review: Saving Private Ryan

Another classic movie of the past i have watched it, cast by Tom Hanks. Though in the past, i did really managed to watch the full movie on TV last time, but the ending is still so sad. This time round, i managed to catch the full length of the movie, it never fail to send me tearing again. Of cuz, not in the public at SP Mac! Hence i have to somehow control my tears. Yup SP mac has been a frequent place for me as i am there almost every day. Can't afford to embarrass myself there. But nevertheless its still a great movie to catch. Since this time i managed to catch the full movie, i finally understand what does the movie title Saving Private Ryan means..During the world war, an American Mother who have 4 sons being sent to the war, all were killed, but left with 1. Hence a mission led by captain John H. Miller (Tom Hanks), to locate the last Ryan member of the family, and rescue him back. It ended up in a tragedy, but Captain Miller sacrifice his life and almost all of his comrades to earn Ryan's life. The Ending was a great 1, but really sad indeed..

My Weekly Horo

2009-10-26T14:15:00.002+08:00

My Weekly Horo

Your horoscope - Week of October 26, 2009 The next two and a half years are going to bring success, because you'll be more ambitious than usual. Saturn moves into Libra this week and begins the process of changing signs. It will complete this process in 2010 and then remain in Libra for another couple of years. You'll begin to feel as though you have more control over your life. You can now aim for those dreams, and you have an excellent chance of manifesting them. Your love life looks fun, especially if you're single and hoping to meet someone special.

Hmm, another reading that seems like giving me hope. well like is full of hopes at times, but i am not gonna take it seriously and have a great setback should this not happened. But it would be nice if it were to come true haha. Is my down gonna end soon? Apparently, it doesn't seem true, judging from current situation. Let's hope so, especially that 'special' someone.Hopefully not a rotten egg.

Movie Review: Edward Scissorhands

2009-10-26T13:05:00.002+08:00

Movie Review: Edward Scissorhands

Reminise 1 of the favourite movie of the past. Yes Edward Scissorhands, a sad romance story. I used to love this movie in when i was young. Can't imagine how to live with no proper hands but only scissors, which u might cut urself or the others around you. At times it can come in handy,but many difficulties with normal life. However, in this movie, it just shows the ugly side of human beings making used or him and casting him away, disregard his contribution for them.Anyway i just love this movie.

Trip to SIM on 23rd October 2009, Friday

2009-10-25T13:56:00.000+08:00

Trip to SIM on 23rd October 2009, Friday

Well, on this very day, I was very reluctant to travel to SIM, just to settle some timesheet stuffs for my most recent temp job, while I was still waiting for my full time job at Marina Bay Sands. I hate to admit that this form of dry waiting of uncertainties has really spoilt my life to the max. I have waited since Feb this yr and my patience has really run dry.. Nevertheless, I am still waiting for news from them.

The only latest news I have is, estimated start date for the training period is late Nov or Dec. However, even so, it was is not confirmed n finalized, as the date might even be postponed further.. Well, some how I dunno what to say, whether I count myself really lucky or super unlucky.. It really make it seems like it was a big joke to me and I can really say, its indeed a miracle that I am still barely able to survive until now..

Everything starts off since last yr where economic crisis starts, followed by my lost of perm job in advance, due to conflicts wif my new boss. I lost 900 bucks of prorated AWS.. Besides that, finding full time job seems impossible with so many ppl out of job n competing with the low job openings. In addition, I am in the means of preparing my exams which is around May, hence I can’t possibly find a full time job n quit only after a few months to prepare for my exams.

The only options was temp job.. However, it seems so hard as well. Imagine, in the past, I only have to send resume and I can receive lots of calls from the companies, but this time round, none called me even after I send resumes for more than 2 weeks.. The only news I managed to receive was investment, financial companies.. Hence after a few months, miracle came where I got my 1st temp job at Nus Law School.

Though job was low n boring, but the working hrs are short n only have to work 3 days a week, paying 7.50per hr. I only have to work from 10 – 5pm. Hence naturally the pay is not gg to be a lot for a month. However, there are times where I dun have to come to work cuz there’s nobody around. My handphone bills, and credit bills where my $ were run super low, that I am on fast cash, were all piling up, months by months…

Never expected that I finally got a job, something unlucky happened. I dislocated my right foot during 1 nite while I was barely started to jog. It was a pathetic n helpless nite.. Sitting alone on the staircase, with no aid coming to me at all, but curious passerbys.. The weather wasn’t really helpful as well, with strong winds n rain coming down out of a sudden.. I struggled home painfully tat nite..

Hence the $ I get from my 1st temp job, was being used up on medical expenses.. I went to the Chi Sensei recommended by Kia, near Marsiling Mrt. Kit companied me there by cab as I really couldn’t walk at all.. My dislocated right foot was fixed back, but the sore was too big that I have to wrap my right foot up.

Every few days I have to travel to Marsiling to treat my foot. And each consultation means 25 bucks gone.. Furthermore, I am unable to travel to work for weeks.. Cuz Nus Law location is at Newton Area, Around Newton Circus there.Upon reaching I have to climb up a hill like road until I reach the top. It was suffering. Anyway there goes my pay, n exam comes.

I stopped my job, but after my exams, I couldn’t continue with the job there as they have no more jobs for me to do. Hence I begin finding full time job, however, cuz I was waiting for Marina Bay Sands for news, Cuz during Feb, I came across the job fair at Suntec and applied many positions. I only managed to get back the news after months.. with only an sms that I have been shortlisted for an interview.

Hence I am in a dilemma whether to wait or just find another full time job. But such opportunity is rare.. Ended up I couldn’t find any jobs anyway cuz times were really bad n I am really out of $.. I was really another lowest point.. thank goodness, gov gst credit of 200 came in time to safe me a little during 1st july? Of cuz this wasn’t enough to clear my bills..

Weeks passed, I am near death again.. Thankfully a frd of mine in SIM, Angie, offered me a temp position though lowly paid.. But at least it can helped me last until Sep, where MBS told us that training will start est. around Oct. Hence I can work from Aug until end Sep. (MBS have confirmed me as their staff n I signed the employment agreement.) However, something bad happened again…

The temp job I am in, is actually covering an actual story.. They were actually hiring me as a replacement while they are finding a new full time staff. Worst news came when I noe that the training date were postpone further until further notice. Either late Nov or Dec, or might be further for it to open.. And my boss told me, they have found a new full time staff, so my service will be terminated early, where I was thinking of extending my service until Nov..

So I ended on 4th Sep without a job again.. I rot at home for almost 3 weeks where by chance, an agency called me as they have saw my resume at jobstreet.com. I found a temp job again, at UniSim. By the time I have managed to defer my Sch for a year, n was relief that my 2 papers I took last yr, barely passed.. Not very happy, but relief that I didn’t waste $ like previous yr..

Defer took me 107 bucks.. Furthermore, b4 I got my results on Sep, I have some cock up n my results were delayed.. Cuz UOL side have failed to send me a letter for registration payment early of the sem. As a result, I did not pay the fee of 261 Pounds last yr. Hence they told me to pay it else my results will be held.. I was so anxious of this additional fee, thank goodness, my 2nd sis managed to help me with that, but of cuz mum nagging at me a lot.. It was really no peace at home..

Back to my temp job, it was 6.50 per hour..8.30 – 5.30, mon to fri..The work place was the worst of all I have work as a temp in my life. Imagine 1stly, a security office, where I am a temp staff, I need to enter n exit the office, but yet I wasn’t issue a security pass. 2ndly, my com is win 2000.. So lag n slow.. Internet? Nope, I wasn’t given access, yet my other temp colleague got a new com with internet. This is because his sister is a full time staff there.. So unfair..No music at all too.. It was super boring.

I have to carry my laptop, which my 2nd jie fu brought it over from his office, for me to use, to office to work on it. To the washroom part, it was located just right behind me where I was sitting. What a location. Worst is, the toilet is unisex.. 2 cubicles inside a washroom, 1 for male, 1 for female. Can u imagine, gg to the toilet halfway, I woman come in.. It was super awkward…

Anyway what I was told was, this job from sep work until end nov..i was thinking it can last me until my full time job comes hopefully, but ended up some stunts happened again. It was only 14 days of work there n they have nothing for us to do anymore.. Hence was told not to come until further notice.. Unlucky thing was, when we enter, on the 23rd Sep, it was just after the cut off date of the agency. Hence we have to wait until 1 month plus b4 I can get my pay, which is on the 3rd Nov..

Hence now, here I am slacking at home.. On this day, 23rd Oct, cuz the cut off date was 25th Oct, I need to get this time sheet signed n stamped and faxed over, hence here I am, travelling for nothing.. Just to get tis over n done with. Anyway, just to be on the brighter side, just told my self it’s a visit to those eye candies at my office. Yup there’s a group of ladies there, some were quite pretty. Since they travel in group at times to the pantry n washroom at times, just take a look as they walked pass from my boring work.

Tat’s the only welfare for my eyes at this temp job ba.. However, I got my news upon reaching tat, they dun need any temp staffs anymore unless too many things to do.. Which means I have to find another temp job again.. But its hard cuz seldom got company need short period like less than a month..so it’s a farewell to all those eye candies there as I won’t be there anymore.

Well I wonder how am I gonna survive from now on again.. Its going to be another down soon.. Currently I have to wait long until 3rd Nov, b4 I get the pathetic 14th Day of work to survive, which can’t lasted a month after deducting those bills.. Not to mentioned b4 I get this pay, these few days, I am left wif some lucky cash I received from my 2 sisters for my birthday. They gave me 50 bucks each as a present..

Bill alone was hard.. I can’t even suspend my line for a while cuz it was freshly signed up. Initially I signed this while I was working at Suns and with y 2nd Ex, Ser. Signed up cuz the bill was ex per month as phone usage was high while I was wif her.. Having 3 lines n getting discount, though it was cheaper 80+ per month, compare to only 1 line, 100+ per month..

However, to me now, 80+ per month was tough n it was like wasted.. Cuz I am no longer with her, hence phone usage was cut to a very low amount. No longer did I over short my time, but instead I have so much of free time unused.. It seems like a waste… Anyway I just hope this bad year is gonna be over for me soon… It was really unbearable always gg down to the lowest point in my life, barely rising up.. Gimme some room to BREATHE!!!

Will i be able to cross this hurdle again this time? I really run out of wits n ideas already.. I’m dying off….

Zoo Trip Photos

2009-10-24T14:52:00.002+08:00

Zoo Trip Photos

Well i think this post is supposed to be very far along, since the last zoo trip with nel, wil, ding n kit. Well partly cuz i was busy with my things, plus also plain laziness, its being delayed until now. Well after tidying up several things at home and tidying up the mess in my 'temp' laptop, i have organized all my mp3 songs and pictures in the laptop. Finally i have paste them all into here.

Below were the pictures, but sad to say due to time constrains cuz of the group i went zoo with, i dun really have much time to take good pictures as well as indicate the names of the animal i have taken. Hence i shall just paste them here for view. Next time i visit a zoo, i shall take my whole time n carefully take them down.Of cuz, there will not be those pictures of 'eye candies' whom we came across several times during the zoo trip.Only pictures of animals.

Here comes the photos, some of them were my favourite shot!

This is 1 of my top favourite. It seems so natural n wild n i managed to take the picture down! Actually it is yawning a supposed. haha, what do u think?

This is the picture of another 1, from the above. As u can see, the other 1 was lying down, which i took earlier on. So close view with such a predator? Its not young animals, but its an adult. Well look closer, obviously, there's a glass between us.

This was 1 of the best shot i managed to took. The pictire was very clear n sharp.Take it when i was nearing the seal performance.

Here comes the seal!

This scene with the duck and the 2 turtle on the branch looks sweet. Hence i decided to take the shot.

Now this scene, does it reminds you of a scene of the pokemon game you played during battle time?Hence i decided to take it down.

Another lovely scene, and next comes a series of fruitbats pictures in actions which reminds me of some movies.

Batman!!!

Is that a larva??? No!! Its Dracula resting in actions.Sssshhh!!!!Hush! Be Quiet or your blood might be sucked dry.

Wow! What a move. 1 winged angel from sephiroth's FF7?

I caught this scene when i left the group n wandered alone for a while, where i was alone with it. It was staring n looking at me when i approach near. I walked to the left, its eyes followed me. Off to the right, the eyes nv left my vision. Hence here comes the shoot, but its too far away for my camera phone..

Well actually there's a lot more, but laziness has set onto me again. Besides my nose is giving me probs again, thanks to the same old sinus. Hence its time i stopped here. Anyway those are some interesting pics i got. The rest are all in my photobucket or com. Left only for my close frds to view it.

Movie Review: Fanboys

2009-10-24T14:48:00.002+08:00

Movie Review: Fanboys

Well another movie, which i just stopped watching halfway through, not really because its not interesting. Perhaps just me or those who are not a fan of Star Trek or Star Wars. I think its about a comedy between the war of Star Trek Fans & Star Wars Fans. The jokes were practically lame to me, and the movie doesn't appeals to me. Though its a high rating, i rate it poor..

Movie Review: Paul Blart - Mall Cop

2009-10-23T12:12:00.003+08:00

Movie Review: Paul Blart - Mall Cop

This movie when it came to the cinema, it doesn't really caught my attention, but after watching it, i find it not bad. There's some parts which managed to make me chuckle a bit at times. not too funny but also not too boring. Overall above average i would rate this movie.Salute to a fat cop, who turns into a hero. I really admire that such a kind of man, can also found such a beautiful lady as his wife.

Movie Review: Rec

2009-10-23T12:05:00.002+08:00

Movie Review: Rec

This movie is actually a different version of Quarantine. Rec is a Spanish version, unlike Quarantine which is in Eng Version. The Storyline is more or less the same. Oso the same with the camera taking effect..which is making the head painful..Since its repeated like being bitten by the victim n spread of the rabis disease, if i rmb correctly while watching quarantine in the cinema.. Since this version is the same, so i decided to skip it after watching the front part...

Movie Review : The Black Swindler

2009-10-22T12:07:00.002+08:00

Movie Review : The Black Swindler

This movie was screened last year 2008. I came across this movie, so i decided to watch it. Well the story is quite complicated as expected of most Jap's taste, like Jin Tian Yi. However, this movie, no matter how they tried to make it complicated, it doesn't really make it look interesting. I wasn't very happy with the movie, though the suspense was there on the long plot of how he manage to swindle the big swindle for revenge. It sounds really odd, but furthermore, there's still several parts without clear understanding. It sends me puzzled here n there.. Overall a below average movie i would rate, apart from the 8.2 out of 10 rating on the web, given to this movie. up to the others who might likes suspense movie n having urself headache to guess n try to understand everything. You may like to take up this challenge.

Anime - Suzuka

2009-10-16T12:47:00.002+08:00

Anime Suzuka

Series Information
Title:Suzuka
Type:TV Series, 26 episodes
Year: Jul 7, 2005 to Dec 29, 2005
Genre: Drama, Romance, School Life, Shounen, Sports
Status:Complete

Summary
Yamato Akitsuki travels to Tokyo alone to study in one of the high schools located within the area. He lives in with his aunt who operates a public bath solely for the ladies in the local district and begins his normal high-school life. One day, he chances upon a girl in school and is immediately mesmerised by her beauty. He is shocked when he realise later that the girl, Suzuka, is actually living next door to him. From then on, Yamato's ordinary life begins to change little by little.

My Notes
Hmm never expect to have a nice Anime to add into my Anime List. It was by chance, while i was on the way home from part time work at Unisim 1 day in a bus journey. I happened to sit beside a guy watching this Anime series n it really attract my attention. Being into love & Romance, such kind of Anime really interest me. Being hard on the practical world, i tend to sink into such categories n immense myself into the story n envy the love tat's totally impossible in the real world.

Perhaps this is just a small little world for me to hide inside n feel the love in the story. Well this is another anime which really draws me in and keep on chasing until the last episode, just like Elfen Lied (recommended by Ding Jie), unlike certain anime which i can't watch for long...Its always a pity each time i finished the final episode.. Its always a mixed feelings where during the story, i wanna move on fast n reach the ending as i am anxious of it.However, upon reaching it n knowing the final outcome, its a grief that there's no more progress in the story...However, i am glad that it ended in a happy ending!