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*9:25 AM .

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Moments for Wed, 29th Mar 2006 :
Morning wasn't a pleasant start.. On my way to work at Dhoby ghaut mrt, I was rushing to change mrt to Chinatown.. I could have catch the train n won't b 2 mins late 4 work if all those ppl r automatic enough... Escalator, ppl blocking the way, nv follow the sign to keep left n allow ppl to go..Manage to rush there n ppl r blocking here n there. Ended up reach at the door front only to watch the door closed infront of me.. Wasted my effort rushing myself..Work 2day, i was feeling very slply...
Finally manage to find some1 to company watch movie 2nite as price is cheapest at mon to Wed..M18 show... Difficulty finding friends who can watch.. Finally found my sec friend Derek 2 watch wif me. We meet ard 7 pm at arcade. Well b4 tat, i went to 3rd level to draw cash n i saw 1 of my neighbourhood family who used to place badminton together when i was sec 4.. Now see each other, like stranger.. used to be close n yet now.. they seems unfriendly.. But anyway still say hello... After tat, meet Derek at arcade n we went 4 dinner...he suggested kfc -.-! ok lucky got tat superstar meal... Ok i expected teasing will come again, but i got a $1 off Orientated Chicken salad meal haha.
We bought the 9.20pm show..So went arcade play.. Played kof XI n 02.. Well little bit of XI only cuz no challenger... Cr Duck lost to me twice n dun 1 2 challenge le.. Nvm play 02 wif a guy n i win by 8 haha. Cr Duck challenged twice oso lose. I did lose 1 or two rd.. I think i only spend 2 tokens on 02 n 1 token on XI... I wasted few chicken rice from other ppl haha =P Ok times up n its time 4 the movie... Wa..T-T the movie was so horrifying.Adding on, long time nv watch this kind of show already... Lots of shocking scene.. Very gruelsome.. Very... loss of words to say...Got 1 time i even can't bear wif it tat i grab my bro's arm squeeze until he's in pain -.-! lol since when i become so timid like amouse again.. Lol cuz i'm watching wif a guy ma, dun need to be brave haha. =P Just kidding de la.. Watch movie must make the movie worthwhile ma, so really devote my attention to the movie.. though many times, really so scary tat i really feel like closing my eyes or hiding my eyes into some things.. Highly recommended show, but now i think i prefered watching movies tat r not scary haha...
Well the movie, Starting was quite confuse... Think its because of the government thing n the nuclear bomb thing tat casue some ppl to suffer n turn into mutants.. These mutants bear grudges against the government n hate those ppl.. They hide in the location of a desert like place n kill watever ppl tat went there.. Well the part which i'm confused is the linking of the guy in the petrol station n the mutant ppl in the desert.. Seems like tat guy in the petrol station is the father of the mutant ppl... This 1 i really not sure.. So this family comes n wants to go to California 4 vacation.. Past by this petrol station n ask 4 any shorter route.. At 1st the guy was pleasant until 1 of the family member went into his room cuz of their dog anyhow went inside the hse of the petrol station, then the guy thought they found some hideous secrets of his tat he purposely lead them the death route in to the desert.. The family consist of dad, mum, two daughters n a son. The elder daughter is married wif a baby n her husband tag along.. so were 2 big Dogs, a female n male..
5 miles , something sharp appear only the road n puncture the tyres of the car n the car was severely damage n they r like in the mid of the desert wif nowhere to go.. So the father decides walk back to the petrol station 4 help n the son-in-law walk further up to see there's any shelter up ahead..Suddenly 1 of the female dogs manage to free himself n dash wildly into the hills of the desert.. the son chase after the dog... Suddenly he heard a very painful cry of the dog n he saw his dog dead... He wanted to check the death cause of his dog n to his horror, the inside of the dog's organs r missing.. He was so horrified, knewing tat there's something in the hill... N he start to run clumsily n fall unconscious.. there's a female mutant there n she's the gd one.. thought tat the boy is going to be the 1st 1 to die..
Nite time falls n the ladies went in search of the son n manage to find him n brings him back... the boy was so frightened tat he dun dare to scare the womans n he warned them to stay in side the cabin...a big family cabin..(inside like a small kitchen or hse) Scene shows the dad reaching there only to find the petrol guy not in the hse but in the toilet... few metres from the petrol station.. Then the dad was so horrified as in the guy's hse, he saw all the newspaper articles abt the nuclear thing n the hill being haunted...suddenly while confronting the guy in the toilet, he heard horryfing voices n he's frightened n dash to the guy's car. Expected 1 of the mutant was at the back seats. Blood splash ard on the window of the car when the dad was knocked heavily... Then he was thrown on a cart n transported by the deserted railway track...
On the other hand, the son-in-law walked to a death end wif huge desert spread across the land... ntg but desert n he saw many faulty cars deserted there.. The stuffs inside there r brand new... He even got a fishing rod back.. Scene back to the car... Nite time, the male dog break loose from his chain n ran into the hills in search of his mate's body... the son was so scared n he feel the male dog will not made back alive.. Suddenly son-in-law come back.. So they all slp... N suddenly the son was so scared n he went to wake the son-in-law n the eldest sis up.. Then suddenly they were all awoke by loud scream n fire.. except the daughter who was listen to the music while slping.. The rest of the family dsah out to see wat happened n was shocked to see their dad hung upright n was burning... The quickly dash to save their dad which was distance away from the car..
2 mutants lure them out n comes out in action.. under chaos situation, they sneaked in n have lustful intention wif the daughter... The bady was inside too.. Then the daughter was struggling n suddenly, the elder daughter can heard the help from the car, quickly dash back.. Dad was burnt totally... The elder daughter tried to rescue her younger sis wif a metal pan but was stop when 1 of the mutant aimed the gun at the baby daughter.. helplessly, she becomes a victim to the other mutant's lust.. Suddenly the mum was suffering from the shock of lost of her husband n knew tat something was going on in the car tat she went there n was shock 2 see her daughter in terrible state... Thinking of able to see nude scenes? Nah the daughters weren't naked haha..disappointment 4 those readers =P angrily 1 of the mutant shot a rd at the mum n the elder daughter was so shock n made use of the chance to stab a knife on the left leg of the mutant.. angrily the mutant pointed the gun at her head n "bang".. the two guys heard the gun sound n dash back.. Only to see the two mutants running away wif the baby..
Wife dead, mum dying... n the daughter manage to survive.. Suffered many depression, they stand up n be strong..on the other side, the male dog notice a mutant wif binocular n walkie-talkie n the male dog had his revenge n killed the mutant.. bite off the hand wif the walkie-talkie n come back to the car... Morning comes, the son-in-law, wif a baseball racket -.-! n a torch, went to search the location of the mutants wif his male dog.. the son n the daughter set up a track detector wif the fishing pole so as 2 noe whether anybody comes near the car... the son-in-law suffered many terrifying escapes... he saw his baby in a hse n sneaked in went 1 of the mutant left the hse.. Inside still got 1 mutant... back facing him in a room combing a fake head's hair, singing n watching tv... The mutants r hiding in a desert living area of the desert..Inside there got few hses wif many fake ppl...
He thought he's save n tried to sneak out, nv expect when he reach the door, the mutant watching tv suddenly appear from a corner of the hse n whack him unconscious.he awoke in a big box n shocked tat the box is filled wif cutted limbs n head n blood was everywhere.. He was so horrified tat he break himself free n tried to escape.. Inside he saw a mutant on a wheelchair thing, unable to move, his head was super big due to the nucleaar thing.. the mutant kocked at him n curse n swear tat its human's fault.. Then suddenly he says meals ready n a very hung mutant came in wif an axe wif his hand.. Many close escape n he manage to stuck the baseball stick into the stomach of the mutant.Painfully n angry the mutant pull out n like the wound doesn;t affect the mutant-.-! another fierce escape n his 2 fingers was chopped off... the son-in-law cried in pain n was flung many times against something.. n he hide under a table...bloodshed...
The mutant trashed the table away n the son-in-law kneel helplessly n exhaustedly on the grd.. Wif the mutant's axe by his neck.. The mutant n the wheelchair mutant we mocking.. The son-in-law beg 4 mercy.., the more they r happier... He made used of this chance n stabbed something sharp thru the feet of the mutant.. unable to move n in pain, he made use of this opprtunity grab another sharp object n pierce rite thru his neck...then grab his axe n split his head.. Looking at the wheel chair mutant, he walked off wif the axe..The wheelchair mutant use his walkie talkie n tell the other mutant to kill the baby.. Suddenly the mutant heard a growl n the male dog was there n gif the mutant a hard 1...
The son-in-law was back to the previous hse wif the baby, he hid behind the car n waited 4 the outgoing mutant wif a shortgun on his hand to return.. not knowingly, he chop the mutant's left leg n mutant lie on the front of the car n he give the mutant another hard blow at the back n fall to the grd.. he look at the mutant wif hatred n switch to the sharp nail like of the axe n pierce it thru the left eye of the mutant... o.O! ok then he dash in only to find the baby not there.. desperately he run hse after hse.. The gd female mutant saved the bay by swopping wif a pig.. the mutant heard the msg pprepare to killed the baby, but nv expect the femaly mutant carrys the baby away... The son-in-law saw the famale mutant running towards the hill n start chasing.. her intention was to save the baby n return it to the car.. The mutant noticed tat his siblings *the female mutant* hasa swopped the baby n he dash out too...
The son-in-law cut her route n pointed the short gun toward the female mutant,but seeing her harmless n wanting to return the baby to him, he let down his guard n was abt to walk towards the female mutant when the mutant jumped from the hill n attack him,... The mutant had a long weapon wif sharp things..hard to describe here. n they had a hard fight n the female mutant hide somewhere near.. tough fight n the son-in-law lose the fight.. he was heavily injured n was knocked many times against the sandy hard grd.. Suddenly the mutant notice his female siblings trying to escape wif the baby, went after her.. The son-in-law on the grd, looking at his ring, his determination n will power was so strong.. 4 the sake of his dead wife, to rescue their child, he force himself up n grab the dropped shot gun.. Injured the mutant's leg, n hit the mutant once more on the chest...kicked him to ensure he's not moving, turning ard to look at his baby, he dropped his weapon on the grd n went to carry his baby...
Expected the son-in-law's back facing the motionless mutant, the mutant get up n take the shotgun beside him, the female mutant saw all these n dash n use her body to knock him down the hill 2gether wif herself... the son-in-law's part is gone...Scene lastly goes back to the son n daughter.. fishing pole move, sense something come, they went rd n rd the car, but notice a rd like thing, common in the desert, hitting on their tracking line.. So thinking tat its the thing tat cuz the fishing pole to move, they were relief.. suddenly, they notice their mum's body missing n they cried very badly... The son told the daughter to go inside the big car n prepare the gas thing.. n matchsticks on the door... The son chase out n search 4 the body.. He was horrified to saw a mutant eating the organs of his mum's... Scare he tried to run.. lol lousy shooter.. wasted so many shots only manage to hit him once.. then he fall down but manage to went back into the car wif the daughter...
Thought the mutant will open the door, but nv expect break open the side n manage to hold on to the daughter, the son faster find something n grab the mutant's hand n writh in pain.. he locked him onto the car n together, they went to the other end of the car n climb out of the window n hide by a nearby hill.. Looking a the car from a dist.. the mutant breaks free, thinking tat they r still in car, open the door, the matchstick struck n boom the explosion... They went back n saw the mutant dying.. wif something stuck thru his body... Angrily, the daughter grab an axe nearby. use the sharp side, hit thru the forehead.. everything's over... The son, daughter, the son-in-law comes back wif the baby n the male dog...
After watching, go home, still terrified by the show... Well talked to wen, n gr on the phone.. too scared liao haha.So timid.. then prepare n go to bed...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:26 AM .

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Moments for Tue, 28th Mar 2006 :
2day was a bad day.. Well morning wake up n stretch on bed, nv expect suffered a cramp on my left leg.. Felt like a helpless goat wif an injured leg.. Holding on tightly not able to move ard n bearing the pain... Thoughts went wild.. Imagined myself swimming in the pool, n this situation happened, n the lifeguard wasn't paying attention n was like drowning.. Imagine tat wat if my life was in danger n i was unable to get out of bed -.-! once i felt better, i rushed to prepare 4 work.. Having a bad flu in the morning... Terrible day...
Take panadol n some medicines 4 throat, feeling only better in the afternoon after lunch...In the late afternoon, Wow many friends talking to me at the same time. Suddenly felt so popular =P just kidding. Ok finally knock off from work n went to sem 2 meet Cr Duck relief stress in the arcade.. well play kof XI wif him n Xiang Rong + 1 more guy.. Win them all happily until suddenly a guy come.use the same char as me... Maybe not used to his playing style, his camping style, we lost to him... Nvm Jim called me n ask me 2 play kof 02 wif him.. Starting win, until later part lose... Then he switch other set -.-! Then Jeff a long time friend come, n i played 02 wif him... Wa lose him at the last char everytime... haiz.. Ok then company Cr Duck buy his dinner b4 going home..
Had dinner n watching tv.. bro was using the com again.. Surprise tat he off the com early.. Then talked to Mum abt Uni things...asking her should i apply 4 SIM, she say let me decide myself as she noes tat she'll disagree but i will still go apply =P dunno wat i'm talking too... Just asking her should i miss this July intake n see if my 1st 3 uni succeed or not? Then if i failed again, i will apply SIM n enter the nxt yr January intake.. Cuz the fee is very ex n mum wants me 2 think abt it.. have i saved enough $ to survive? So i'm thinking more to wait 4 the Jan intake nxt yr n use this opportunity to save $...Haiz $ ah $..u r so hard to earn.. T-T.. I dun wish much.. Dun need to be too rich, just have enough to do the things which i want...
After tat play dota haha.. Well 2day's dota was alrite but i play like a noob. Cuz was trying out new stuff..End up..lose... Ok this kind of item build isn't really great afterall...After tat, bro Roy sms me whether i'm aslp or not, So call him n talk on the phone.. We had a gd chat but too bad need to slp le.. So tat's all 4 today...Recently played back dota.. haven't been playing after a long time.. Just feel like playing wif my friends once again...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:27 AM .

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Moments for Mon, 27th Mar 2006 :
Back to work once again..Its was raining n the weather is terrific 4 slping.. Still have to force myself up 4 work.. Well went to work n was 6mins late.. Didn't manage to have any mood 2 work 2day, cuz of lots of things running thru my mind.. yes.. the deadline is almost up.. Time is drawing near.. I haven't got much time to plan 4 my future..i have applied 3 uni...1 more to go.. which is SIM.. I have listened to many advices.. going poly, NIE, NAFA n even many more.. I'm really tired tis time...dun wish to waste anymore time turning 1 big rd in studies as i dun have much time to waste.. There r many things out there which i wanted to learn...
I called my 2nd sis, dawn's mum, eldest sis, kwen, Ray n SIM's staff.. Listen to all their advices n thinking abt wat ti do the nxt step.. My eldest sis went to the website of SMU n SIM to take a look, n finally we agreed tat Bachelor of arts in communication (starts May 2006) isn't a wise choice afterall..1st its very ex....58k + o.O!!! further more it consist of lots of unnecessary course which is very basic n general.. Thus can 4get abt it.. So nxt, just have 2 consider the rest of the courses which starts at ard Aug or July, roughly the same as the 3 unis.. So dun have to worry abt it..
After work, dawn's mum arrange to meet me at ps outside carrefour, to pass me e today's newspaper abt the uni's stuff n oso bought some medicine for throat 4 me.. Really very grateful to her n thanks 4 her concern as i really apprecitate tat very much.. We had a talk outside there 4 quite sometime n i'm having my dinner outside n she even offered to company me 4 tat though she's having her dinner at home... felt so bad for holding her time.. She called home n talk to dawn. Then she passed the phone to me n ask me 2 convey a msg to her..telling her tat she'll be back after half an hr.. She asked me to repeat the msg 3 times as she wasn't listening at all.. n was busy doing her homework -.-! Nvm, so i say gdbye n pass the phone straight to her mum.
We went to foodcourt, n i ate n chat wif her mum. Talked abt lots of stuffs. dawn sms me but i'm unable to reply her. Thus until its time 2 go home, i replied her when i'm on my way home, teasing n joking wif her tat i'm mad at her abt the phone call just now. She said sry but i follow her method, still pretending to be unhappy after she apologize thru sms... Then she called n was very unhappy abt it.. N she starts to.. I was pretending to be sad even on the phone -.-! but nv expect she starts to T-T. Then i felt very bad... then many things happened, until eventually everything's fine.. haha how sweet of her..
Chat wif her mum on the phone a while n assure everything's fine, n she had her dinner n time 4 bed...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:29 AM .

Monday, March 27, 2006

Moments for Sun, 26th Mar 2006 :
This weekend, i really had lots of funs n surprises.. i thought 2day will be a very boring day but it ended up very pleasant n i truly enjoyed myself alot.. Well morning i wake up specially early at 8am to use the com...Play dota again cuz long time since i play, thus feel like playing hehe... However keep losing -.-! n i dun feel very well n i had a headache... a terrible 1..thus i stop n went 2 lie a while.. Hmm then 1st surprise came. My sec bro Derek, ask me 2 company him 4 lunch.. Long time nv see him, so ok meet him a short while as he needs 2 go off to chinatown meet his friends...So i went 2 bath...
2nd surprise came... i saw a miss call.. it was dawn's mum.. Well i return her call n she told me she dial the wrong no -.-! but since i got the heart to return call, i get a surprise haha.. She lets me n Dawn meet a few hrs.. 4 - 8.30pm.. Haha its better than not meeting, thus i agreed..So after meeting my friend, we both take train together after his lunch.. Well since its 3 pm, so i went ps 1st.. wa.. maybe cuz of my headache, i lost kof XI... but my opponent was strong.. Hmm perhaps i can perform better if i dun have a headache.. Nvm.. meet her n her mum 4 = at bugis outside mac.. well long time nv go bugis already..Kind of dunno how 2 go haha...
After tat, we went to bugis street...then went back to m1 shop find her mum abt the ezlink thing to apply a student line. Not at all troubled, thus hope her mum dun feel bad abt tat.. as we r ok. =) after tat, cuz only few hrs, we really dunno wat 2 do..Thus we headed back to ps.. walk a while, company her get her stationery, after tat we decide 2 watch a movie.. thus we check any suitable time.. both of us we insisting on paying.. ended up i pay 4 the tickets n she pay 4 the dinner. Tat's very sweet. 1st time had thai express 4 dinner.. after eating, went to catch the show at 19.10.. Nv expect the show to start late, else the timing is just nice... Well send her back to novena square safe n sound..
A very happy weekends i had...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:50 AM .

Moments for Sat, 25th Mar 2006 :
Wow 25th comes so fast.. once again.. Hmm i planned 2 wake up early 2 use the com, but my bro rush in 2 use the com.. haiz..everyday he's been using the com n i didn't even get 2 use it.. But its ok, not necessary 2 make a big fuss abt tat as its not a big deal.. Just dun play dota lo. Well so i carry on slping n rest more haha.. Then he stop n i get up prepare n play.But cuz the time is not so early n i have 2 meet kit, Cr Duck at 12pm.. I can only play a few games.i think i only had 3 games.. 1st game i lost -.-! 4get i randomeed which hero.. lost cuz of leavers.. 2nd game i randomed broodmother.. haven;t really started, got ppl leave..-.-! 3rd game... 4get wat i randomed again, i lost again...wa... quite bad....
Was late in meeting them cuz my mum cooked fried rice 4 lunch n insisted me eating b4 going out. haha ok then find kit n Cr Duck at kfc cuz i ask them dun wait 4 me 2 have lunch.. haha Cr Duck said he mon to fri kfc -.-! cuz of the superstar meal... Kit haha i think roughly oso the same, but a mixture of kfc n mac 4 dinner haha... me? i had lunch at home =p. Ok then we company kit go Funan to do something...but ended up, waste trip -.-! the shop or booth wasn't there anymore.. ok then we headed to parklane to meet Roy there... we played pool.. overall score, i had the most win.. bro seems moody n he has a flu, thus he lose a lot..
Haiz dun say abt bro already... This morning he n Jl got a misunderstanding in the msn.. last nite was fine.. but he didn't even clear the misunderstanding...i listen 2 JL talk, listen 2 bro talk, i clearly noe they r at the wrong channel..They get the wrong meaning...then bro becomes very stubborn.. y must u make urself so suffering n cuzing others too? explain to u its a misunderstanding.. When can u ever learn from ur mistakes? pls be more firm wif urself n dun be so shaky le....
After tat the 4 of us decided 2 play dota..hmm finally found a place 2 play. i n kit vs Cr Duck n bro.. 1st game was a disappointment.. i randomed furion -.-! kit ganna viper... both of us not gd in our heros.. oops i 4get wat their heros r... But all i remembered was.. starting my lane got bro there.. n i pushed his lane to the last tower.. things r smooth at 1st 4 me n kit.. then dunno wat happen, we ganna pawned in the end... n lost the match.. nvm 2nd match... Wil came n joined Cr duck n bro's team.. game becomes 2 v 3.. i randomed Skeleton King, kit randomed 1 stupid hero n he repicked omniknight.. Nice... 1 stunner (me) n 1 healer (kit). Wil is a beginner, so let him choose.. He picked my favourite hero, Juggernaut.. Then Cr duck randomed panda while bro randomed Morphling LOL!!!! y so funny? cuz morphling is a very user unfriendly hero... lousier than the older ver of dota 5.84...
Dota got 3 lanes... i n bro 1 lane at the top, Kit vs Cr Duck in the mid lane, while Wil is the btm lane himself... They say we dun disturb Wil -.-! wa.. 2 v3 , unfair... Starting, i straight away haressed bro until he cannot come near n earn exp or even gold.. n i think i got the 1st blood haha.. after a few times of similar haressment, bro change lane wif Cr Duck.. So i versus Cr duck..Lol this 2nd game was the most interesting 1...my skill got stun n critical hit.. Cr Duck's got i think like stomp like tat, can slow me but i can still move.. Mine is stun n he can't move.. Thus i went 2 hit him 1st, he wants to slow me n retreat, but i stun him while i'm slowed.. After he can move n my slowed is over, i chase him again lol... This game becomes a chasing game lol...
Until the mid game, They play cheat -.-!!! they told us not to disturb Wil, n Wil got himself gd items.. N Cr Duck n bro can't' take it ask we r winning, asked Wil 2 come team up on us.. Wa...we were pawned... So unfair.. if similar situation, i think must have a fairer rule, dun disturb Wil, until he pushed our 1st tower down .. haha.. But its ok.. i manage 2 get myself a basher n i get a HOT n almost formed a 2nd HOT..until my HP (life) is abt 4120.. together wif my ultimate skill, recaranate, 8K + Hp haha.. Ended up together wif Kit's healing, slowing aura, n his guardian angel tat we increase armour..Wow... Wil haha his omni slash n his spinning oso we r not scared...lol..I oso have a healing skill only when i hit opponent.. Thus it was a long game, yet a hard victory...
Ok after tat we went long Johns Silver 4 dinner..Well as i had made a bet, thus i only had salad n coleslaw 4 dinner.. Wa...the rest of them.. had GD food... nvm after tat, we headed back to sem.. Bro went home 1st..So let the 4 of us go mac play cards.. Wa tis time cocky Wil wins but kit is the biggest loser -.-! Ok had a great time n its time 2 go home...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:06 AM .

Moments for Fri, 24th Mar 2006 :
Last day of the working day of this week.. Finally bear wif it til i knock off from work... Well meet Roy, wen n br at Dhoby Ghaut mrt n we headed to Paradiz Centre 4 dinner at the foodcourt... Well Bro treated me 4 dinner.. appreciated it very much.. Then we headed to play pool at parklane..had lots of fun n bro told me something... Well dun hesitate urself.. u already noe wat ur heart wants.. the more u hesitate, the more u hurt urself as well as others...ended up he make a move n happy 4 him...
After tat, we headed back to sem.. Wen n br go home, me n roy meet kit n Wil at mac.. All of them were teasing me -.-! then they eat mcspicy meal... while i had hot tea only.. was very tempting but i manage 2 stop myself =) bro gimme a VERY little bit of fries n a mouth of the chicken haha.. Then we play cards n Wil was leading all the while...So cocky....Nvm last min i'm the final winner haha n bro is last cuz his taidi, isn't tat gd.... Not to 4get, Wil showed me his luv letter conversation wif his gf in class tat was caught by teacher haha... So childish n not paying attention in class -.-! Well all these r past memories.. when i'm in sec sch, this kind of things r common haha...ok then its time 2 go home...erhmm i think got chat wif bro on phone a while b4 slping...

bubbles of sadness.

*10:46 AM .

Friday, March 24, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 23th Mar 2006 :
Well went to work again.. cleared another workload b4 new workload appears nxt mth... After work..Terrence asked me 2 go play billard...Thinking of him putting me airplane few days back, wasting my transportation fee n time at ps alone..Nah.. not going is not becuase of this as i'm not a petty person.. Just tat, its time 2 save $ as this mth's expense was quite high due to the application fee to my future...lol...i put it this way.. Well decided 2 go back sem..then kit ask me out 4 dinner at new coffeeshop 4 indian rojak..Wa..this reminds me of my jc times where my bro, kwen n i would go 2 nearby coffeeshop near yjc n eat after school...
Thus we meet at sp arcade 1st... play kof 02 wif him.. haha my char yuri, gif him trouble again.. 1 char win his 3 char.. Well however 2day's performance wasn't very good 4 me either..His benimaru 1 beat 3 me in 1 game -.-!Then play kof XI wif Cr Duck n a malay boy, wa...joystick lousy...got win got lose... haiz... just not satisfy wif myself... ok time 2 go the coffeeshop.. Wa.. dunno wat...today really unlucky...things i do oso not smooth.. In office, got a big paper cut on my left palm -.-! i dreaded this feeling... No or very little blood, but the cut like a cut from a knife... touch water = OUCH!! Then after work relief stress oso lose...then go there the indian rojak stall close -.-! Sms wif Dawn's mum, we had some laughters cuz of the anthenna n the channel joke...got chat wif her a short while on phone to make sure we r at the rite channel haha..Then oso got chat wif bro Roy...Glad tat he still remember wat he said..Hopefully he kept his promises n really dun disappoint me again...
Thus no choice, go back sp find things to eat... Well kit say he lunch nv eat...so want 2 eat something filling.. Well he suggested...KFC AGAIN...ok company him, but i eat little..lucky now got tat superstar meal... So won't eat so full... Ok then we sit down there n chat..haha listen 2 him talk abt his younger bro..lol we had lots of fun.. Ok time 2 go home again... Well chat wif Dawn on phone til 11pm. Happy 2 listen 2 each other's voice.. Then after hanging up, i reach home.. Then was so surprise tat William sms me as he got somethig 2 tell me.. haha ok call him n we chat.. Listening 2 him happily wif his gf, dawn liew.. They were classmates.. Listen 2 his happiness, i felt happy 4 him.. But dun neglect ur O lvl haha.. After hanging up, thinking of her..too bad, i'm not her classmates.. else can study n play hard together.. Haha back 2 real life n carry on waiting ba. Ok tired n retired 4 bed after preparing...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:36 AM .

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Moments for Wed, 22th Mar 2006 :
Hmm back 2 work again...Boring.. Lunch time went to settle my SMU application at City Hall area.. Well my friend happens to be taking half day n works nearby, offered 2 company me there. So gd..Reached there n nv expect the place 2 have high security... I didn't bring my ic along...lucky my friend have... So manage 2 exchange the security pass.. Goes up to 13th floor n settle my stuffs.. another $15 flies away...Wa...if only i'm slightly richer, but not 2 rich..Just able 2 provide myself wif the things i wished to do...Halfway, Dawn's mum called n we have a short conversation..
Just like wat we said, though this kind of waiting is kind of long n unbearable 4 both of us... We still got 2 wait... There's a need 4 scarifice now.. n high level of understanding is a need... The feeling of missing some1 is very strong, so is her... The days ahead until the final hurdle of her sec life is over seems very long.. few mths.. the process of waiting seems long n painful, yet when the time finally comes, time seems 2 flies like a blink of the eyes... In my life, i have always been waiting.. just like now.. Patience as i am.. Though at times, its unbearable... yet still have 2 hold on tight n pull it through.. I believed she's feeling the same like me now... Thus though i'm not able 2 be there 2 support her in her studies n 2 company her often, my heart will be there 2 gif her my support...
I believe we both r already grateful enough tat we r still able 2 keep in contact on n off.. Can't ask 4 a little more, though at times we wished 4 tat.. Afterall, meeting less, but still able 2 at least see each other...Better than not able 2 see at all.. At this moments, minds at blank. Loss of words.. Wow, very seldom my mind went blank.. haha erhmm.. ok at this point, we both make a wish.. time flies fast, but wish tat though we noe time won't stop 4 us...but at least slow down during our meeting time haha.. Tat's our wish perhaps.. Adding on is her Os will get very great results, which i always have high faith on her tat she can do it n nv failed the ppl ard her who love n care 4 her.. left me, my wish, hope things went smoothly a little, able 2 fulfill the things i wish 2 do.. her, my future, studies, learning piano n things of my interest...
Ok enough of all these naive thinking haha.. Still inside this very own world of mine.. Not a rich person in the real world, but rich in the heart haha... Rich in wat the real riches doesn't have... Thus in fact i'm richer than them even though i can't afford watever things tat $ can buy, but i can afford those even valuable, precious or rather priceless things tat $ can't buy at all.. Wishful thinking of mine haha.. Well tat's real happiness..ok stop my thinking again.. after work, feel like watching a movie, thus ask my friend kit 2 watch wif me...
Meet him at sem sp at 7pm. Play wi fhim a few rds of kof 02.. He lost... Then we went 2 watch date movie, 7.30pm show.. Well the show was funny, lame but... not as funny as shaggy dog. Well after tat, Kit said he's hungry cuz lunch he nv eat, so company him 2 eat kfc... After tat, we had a great chat n think abt lots of stuffs of our past n share... we had lots of laughters.. Stay until 10.30pm n we headed home..reach home n was feeling very tired... slp early.. almost 12am, yet can't slp... until 12 + then i manage 2 doze off...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:48 AM .

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Moments for Tues, 21st Mar 2006 :
2day was my past's b'day, so politle of me to wish her a happy b'day.N she asked me out after her work at 9pm + 4 a while so i'm ok wif it. Well i was on leave 2day 2 settle wif my Uni stuffs..2day was indeed...up n down day.. Well i woke up at 6.15am specially 2 sms some1 2 gif her a surprise when she wakes up n saw my sms b4 she went to sch. After tat, i slp until 10am +, long itme nv had such a gd slp haha. Then had breakfast n use the com. Well Played dota wif kit.. long time nv play le haha. quite fun..Then i went to prepare while waiting 4 my mum 2 buy lunch home...
Come out from bathroom saw a miss call. Well its from dawn's mum. So i return call n thanks her 4 giving me some info in the straits times abt the SMU stuff. Besides tat, she brings me wif a news which i kind of expected it.. Yup this yr is very crucial yr.. No matter how sad i am, or perhaps both of us were, but understanding 2wards each other is a must.. Yes..She's gone so far.. Still got this final hurdle of her sec life tat she needs 2 cross.. Musn't let all the effort gone 2 waste... Yes the times until after her Os will be painful 4 us.. But we need 2 pull thru 2gether.. However i'm already very grateful 2 her mum 4 letting us go outing 2gether...though i wonder when will we both able 2 meet each other again.. Thus we cherish watever times we had very much, but time merciless indeed, nv shall it stop 4 any1..All we can wish is, it slows down a bit 4 us, gifs us more time, or the time is reverse..Haha how naive we were... But tat's all happens in the imaginative world..THus comes back to the realistic world...
After everything, i went 2 meet my friends at sp.Kw, Jq, Jx... Well they company me..so nice of them.. Well after posting some stuffs 2 the uni, its time 2 go dhoby ghaut 2 settle the SMU stuff..Its was raining...lol like a story, make use of the weather 2gether wif my day haha.. Went there only 2 realise tat SMU got so many branches.. Haiz 1st time applying SMU..so troublesome.. If only the application is like NUS or NTU, payment can be made by ATM, i dun need 2 make this trip...then call the office nos only 2 be left wif a voice msg..leave my msg n went 2 play pool instead...Keep waiting 4 the call, end up nv receive a single call -.-! ah.. feeling hungry ard 7pm plus, we headed to parklane 2 have dinner..
Can't finish the food, here comes the game Zhong1 Zi2 Mi4 Ma3.. As usual, i escape. Jx being always the not on type... Play the game unwillingly...Kw n Jq lose a lot haha. Jx sometimes.. After tat, we headed to arcade play a while.. Play bishi bashi, Jq as usual lose..Then the 4 of us play daytona, car racing game.. 1st game i was leading all the while, ended up cuz of Jq, i becum 2nd -.-! 2nd game, i was last all the while,until last few laps, i got back the techinques of turning n finished 1st haha.. After all these, its time 2 headed back.. its 9pm + n we r at mrt heading back 2 sem. Then my past called.. She finished work..2day her location was at bugis.. She wants 2 go back 2 sem wif me n my friends..
I told her tat its inconvenient cuz i'm wif my friends n i'm sparing a thought 4 every1.. later every1 will feel awkward n uncomfortable if she were 2 go back 2 sem wif us.. So i suggest we meet at sem as agreed earlier..its not gd 4 her 2 join us though kw n jx noes her as we were once 2gether.. imagine now we r not 2gether cuz of so many things, n now they saw her again..how would they feel? every1 sure feel awkward de lo.. Then becuz of this, she's so unreasonable tat she flares at me on phone n says she's not meeting anymore.. So i'm ok wif it.. cuz its she the 1 who start all these. N we had a very big quarrel cuz she's just too much.. Those unhappy moments in the past comes back..Angrily she hangs the phone..-.-! as usual.
My friends comfort n console me, but i'm fine. Cuz used to it already. She doesn't deserve anything from me.. N i already regret my decision in the past.. She's still the same n really too much.. I'm letting go n moving on.. but i hate no 1... Well on the train happens something dunno comical or how 2 describe.. a lady n a couple standing in the mrt... Then the lady said the guy touched her.. n staring at each other..then the quarrel very loudly in the mrt.. Then the lady leave at yishun stop n scolded the guy, dare go police station n mentioned abt witness.. Then the guy shouts loudly in the mrt n say "any1 saw me touched her or not? Any witness?" lol his gf of cuz sides him...-.-! touch or not, i nv see..So i won't made any conclusions.. n say neutral to this issue..
After reaching mrt, its 10.15pm.. Cherish watever we can spend, dawn says she can talk on phone so we talk, making sure she was prepared 4 her test.. as usual keep track of the time.. 11pm n the sms 11,30pm thing. N reach home.. At least i done my part waiting a sem. I'm just like this..who ever asked me out, appear or not, i'll do my part n wait.. THen nv shows up, i'll leave.. So as i didn't failed myself or failed anybody.. Done ntg wrong =) After reaching home, haiz..my bro, Jl n Jq's matter... Still lingering down there... bro ah bro... When will u able 2 think carefully n handle this matter well n maturely?So called bro n chat wif him giving him advice n oso call jq 2 gif her the same advice.. 2 bad dun have Jl's no... Well hope they can get over this sufferings soon..afterall they r still young...
Ended my day...THis ups n downs day.. Well add on.. Though sadness is there, to Dawn's mum, there'll definitely be a high level of understanding there 4 everything...Though the time is long n painful, all of us will endure n pulls thru until the very last paper of her Os. =)

bubbles of sadness.

*11:06 AM .

Moments for Mon, 20th Mar 2006 :
Lifeless work... Finish work an thought of going home..end up Terrence asked me to ps play kof wif him.. So i went there.. Wa.. This kind of friend i have... He was play kof 02 super mode.so i go n play kof XI.He oso got call art but he's not free.. Nv expect he comes out wif a stunt.. He saw his friends while i was still in game when he finished his.. Then he left wif them wifout a word... Wa.. leaving me behind, wasting my trip to ps, not even having my dinner.. I called him n he didn't even answered my phone.. I told myself, fine see nxt time he ask me out again wat i'll do nxt....
Lucky i didn't call kit to come ps.. Thus i called him n we agreed to meet at sp n since long time nv play kof 02 2gether, i play wif him. Haha he's still afraid of my yuri. But he noes how 2 counter my Orochi Shermie, CHang n athena.. So now have 2 use different chars.. Thanks him 4 companying me 2 eat dinner wif him.. Went 2 have a small bite at kfc, got a new special meal..So went to try.. After tat chat wif him a while until 10 pm we left... Chat wif Dawn on phone.. Well her exams r getting nearer n nearer..thus chance of going out wif her will be lesser.. Perhaps maybe even phone have 2 talk lesser.. THus cherish watever time i hav wif her... chat until 11pm, sms until 11.30 n its time 4 her 2 slp.. Me too...

bubbles of sadness.

*10:44 AM .

Monday, March 20, 2006

Moments for Sun, 19th Mar 2006 :
Hmm again planned 2 wake up at 8am but end up 10am+ -.-! as usual.. planned 2 use com cuz i'll be meeting my friend at 1pm.. But cuz my sis was using the com, thus the whole weekends, i didn't manage 2 use the com.. Haiz.. Nvm..Then had breakfast n lunch at home.. Then thuis friend of mine (Mocf), i dunno wat 2 say him.. always late...Super no heart n always does things last min..1st, call me say will be late so change to 2pm.. Then change to 2.30..Then say raining, later then call.. So i waited until i can use a bit of com.. then watch some videos n pic of my eldest sis's baby saved in the com.. Haha every pic n video i look, i can't help smiling n laughing .. It brightens my day a lot. If can, place it in my log 2 share those cute moments..But too bad, i dunno how 2 do it...
Chat wif Dawn on phone too.. Haha was very happy. Then finally 4.30pm i can't wait n call my friend... wa.. call 3 times nv pick up.. THen finally call me back n we end up meeting at 5 pm... late for 4 hrs.. omg.. Ok then went sp arcade meet n headed to ps.. Went mac 2 have dinner n play at the arcade.. Well 2day the challengers of the Kof XI are very strong..Did manage 2 grab some wins,...but i lose more this time.. admit defeat..thus didn't dare play too much since i noe my skills r below them a little some how...each match we played, was a very close 1.. ended up, i lost.. haiz.. after tat went walk a while b4 going home.. 2moro work again.. 2day most of the time wasted on waiting..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:23 AM .

Moments for Sat, 18th Mar 2006 :
Finally, this impt day has come.. after a long wait of 1 week..was busy preparing myself cuz this week is different from other week..Sat, usually hang ard wif my friends... This week, because of a very impt lunch, i couldn't meet my friends, as well as not going to a wedding invitation by an ex-colleague of mine. Well life is like tat..decision making.. even simple things like going out on a sat, i choosed to have this impt lunch. I wake up at 10am +, though i tell myself tat i wanna wake up at 8am n use the com..Ended up, as usual, i laze 2 much in bed.. However, this time, i'm not late haha. Was even earlier than usual. Meeting place was at orchard mrt station. The meeting was having lunch together wif Dawn n her mum. They were late, but i dun blame them at all, cuz every1 sure have late b4 in their life. i'm oso late too haha.. =P besides they r not very late, just a little.
Well we went to swensens to have our lunch.. Sit down there n talk abt many stuffs. Was quite joyful n though of cuz still very nervous deep inside of me haha.. Well as usual, i understand n place myself in the shoe of a parents. Thus let times tells n we'll both understand each other better.. Haha not to 4get, my favourite ice-cream..merry mint!!! still like a child haha.. Well felt very bad tat her mum treats me again.. I thank her very much 4 the meal.. N i appreciate it very much.. After tat, her mum granted us an outing n we are very happy. Gd children r always rewarded n we have 2 work hard 4 it. Since we had a sinful lunch, we take a stroll towards ps.. Then went there, we bought movie ticket "Shaggy Dog". It was a 6.30 pm show. Thus the times, we went n take a walk n will stop n pause 4 a sit 2 have a chat. I was always worried tat she'll be bored when she's wif me, but thankfully nope. We both enjoy very much, even though we did ntg haha. Hmm showed her some magic tricks wif the cards n was able 2 see her surprise showed on her face, when my tricks works haha. However, i only noe a few tricks.
She companied me to bookshop to buy envelops 4 my uni stuffs n i companied her to carrefour to buy some sweets n mineral water. After tat, we went kfc 2 get a small bite as her stomach was not feeling a bit well.. haiz..she ate so little during lunch.. Was deciding 2 eat dinner b4 or after the movie.. So since she said she's not very hungry n i'm oso quite full, Thus at 6pm, we just ate a bit of things at kfc.THen headed to the cinema.. Haha this movie was highly recommened.. Both of us had great laughs, including the audience thurout the movie.. Well she laughs at some small funny parts (only her) n i find it lovely n cute. I'm very happ ytat she enjoyed herself during the movie very much.. After the movie, nv expect the duration 2 be quite long.. Its 8.30..
Wa...time flies...have to part soon.. though can't bear, but still have 2 haha.. I really enjoy the times we had.. Hmm no time 4 dinner, thus send her 2 novena square as we have 2 check the time not 2 be late. After today's part, wonder when we'll get 2 meet out again.. Went studies comes 1st n it'll depends on both of us 2 work hard 4 it..Hence, i place my wish tat both of us will work hard 2gether n earn our nxt outing 2gether.. If nxt weekends failed..work hard 4 the nxt 1...Well after tat, i went 2 city hall mrt 2 meet my friends. They oso didn't had their dinner. well at least i still play my part n show up in the every sat's outing haha. 2day their outing consist of roy, jx,wil, kit, jq. Thus we went 2 marina bay mrt n took the train back to sem. We had our dinner at mac. Jq has 2 go home, thus she didn;t join us 4 dinner. We chat happily during dinner. THey went 2 watch cinema too but watch other show, dunno wat v for Vendatta.
After dinner, kit n jx went home. Roy, Wil n i play cards a while b4 we went home. haha Wil was 1st until the final, i'm 1st, he 2nd n my bro last. Then its time 2 go home...A very happy day.

bubbles of sadness.

*10:40 AM .

Moments for Fri, 17th Mar 2006 :
1st thing i must said is...Finally... the problem wif the posting of my blog has been fixed n i'm able to post again.. Wa.. packed wif so many memories in my head... Might have 4gotten some... Haiz.. Anyway work is ok. Punctual then can't remember anythings tat could happened in a boring workplace.. Thus scene was shifted to after work.. Well planned 2 go home eat dinner..Finally last working day of the week, but my mood now in writing this blog is actually on a Mon, the starting of the week -.-! Hmm went arcade 2 relief n enjoy myself awhile from stress over many things.. Wat to do, life is like this n still have 2 go on..
1st person i saw in sem arcade was Kit..-.-! y must i say him specially..cuz counting this fri, i saw him 3 consecutive fri le.. 1st two fri was when i'm at ps having activities wif my friend.. Surprisingly this fri, i have no activities n i went to sp n kit was at sp too.. cuz he oso has no activities wif his new friends.. well oso saw nel n hongyun there.. N Cr Duck, n XiangRong..Starting i play kof XI wif Xiang Rong.. Haha Cr Duck as play wif me.. Got lots of wins.. Its a headache playing kof XI wif me? haha nah outside there's even stronger opponent than me... THus i always believe..1 must no be 2 over confidence in watever we do.. As long as we have faith in ourselves n the determination 2 improve, we can do it.. In this field playing kof.. I might win them, but i musn't be 2 proud of my skills.. always striving 4 improvement n upgrading is 1 every1 must have...
After tat, 1 by 1 left..Left me n kit..Thus i company him 4 his dinner at mac.. Then we sit down n have a great chat after so long nv chat wif him le.. haha happy 4 him tat he's very contented over his blue eyes..be careful as there's an increase in the risk of wearing contact lens..Do watch ur hygiene very carefully...Ok finally time 2 go home n eat dinner.. Well was quite tired tat i fell aslp..cuz of headache... Then wake up n meet a friend near my hse.. Went to a nearby coffeeshop company my friend eat dinner, then chat a very short while then i went home.. Well went out not even an hr.. Cuz its late but reach home b4 12am. Was very tired but feeling very stressed over some stupid issues.. Thus chat wif my friend wen. Well we were worried abt our bro Roy.. Haiz... the same old thing..y does he wants 2 place himself in the middle.. Then talked abt wen's stuff n my stuffs a little..retire 2 bed... Stress was relief after tat.. thanks wen..

bubbles of sadness.

*10:22 AM .

Friday, March 17, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 16th Mar 2006 :
Wasn't late 4 work in the morning... Life at work is still the same..Ntg special happens in work 2day.. Thus lets move on 2 life after work.. Well 2day was meeting my usual friends, Roy, wen, br, and Kw..I meet them at dhoby Ghaut mrt station n we move on 2 have our dinner... Well Br suggested having dinner at a place opposite parklane... Wat a "good" recommendation... Its a wanton mee stall, but since i had noodles in the afternoon, i thought of ordering chicken cutlet rice... $3 bucks..when the food comes, i was like O.o?!! this is chicken cutlet? y so different from the pic? I noe pic n real thing is not the same.. But the difference is somehow 2 much le ba.. The chicken doesn't even look like chicken -.-! the green vege taste -.-! i really got ntg 2 say.. Nxt is the ice milo.. Self-made de... guess the price of 1 cup? $1.30!!! Other coffee shop, home made not so ex de lo.. Can imagine how much the earn...Total i end up spending $4.30 over this kind of food at this kind of environment..Nvm ..i tell myself, not going 2 eat there again, as i can get much better food elsewhere wif the same price n comfortable environment...
After eating, we went to pool junction, the comfortable place 2 play. Well we use cards 2 decide who starts 1st... Sequence, Br n Kw, Wen n Roy..i last ..-.-! 1st game was long enough haha.. But 2nd game was a super fast 1 haha. Wen n Roy. Roy starts 1st.. Though its not a foul starts, but the break wasn't much... THus wen hand itchy go n spread the balls even more, but ended up, the black ball went in. Haha so the game ended in 2 move =P Sian was the word the can feel haha.. Roy felt worst n starts blaming wen haha so comical.. Esp when i heard he blame wen joking tat he didn't even get 2 enjoy the game haha...Well waiting time was usually very long..unlike me playing wif my bro, kwen.. Well 1 game ended very fast.. Tat's y i thank wen n Roy 4 their gd cooperation haha. THruout the whole game was such a coincidence tat we get 2 challenge the same opponent twice.. But overall hehe i didn't lose a single match, wen performance was the worst -.-! nv win a single match haha....
Time was 9.30pm wen n br left..So the 3 of us went 2 ps arcade cuz kw say long time nv challenge oour skills 2gether at kof XI le.. TIme was so late n there's no time 2 change tokens at the cashier..Thus i only had 2 tokens in my pocket..So we got only 1 game 2 challenge..Haha Kw was trashed but no heavily trashed by me =P i lost 1 char only haha..He hates my gato..Nxt time we got another chance 2 challenge again =) Well after this, we headed back 2 sem.. Kw's turn 2 leave...Then i n bro got stuffs 2 say...Haiz...I'm very disappointed wif my bro alot.. Things r actually normal de... Then y now become like tat again...It all lies in the heart... I dun wish 2 reveal further.. We went 2 mac eat a bit, n chat... Everything turns out fine until a phone call comes.. Jiasheng called.. Then only i realised tat Roy is under great pressures from his friends ard him in sch... I noe deep inside my bro tat his heart was shaky de.. Plus this type of pressure from friends, how is he able 2 take it.. However sry 4 being harsh.. He can only blame himself 4 not strong in his heart.. He's taking his friends pressure n at the same time stressing himself...If his heart is strong enough, he won't be like this.. I can only understand tat he's still young..N not able 2 handle this kind of thing well... I noe he's feeling terrible..But he should learn 2 noe wat is rite from wrong.
Cherish watever he has n dun think -ve..1 very day he'll noe wat i'm trying 2 tell n advice him.. I can't be in his sch 2 fend off all those pressures from his friends.. Bro this has happens many times already.. U r old enough 2 noe wat u r doing.. This time, as some1 who is old enough 2 c the whole pic 4 u.. I'm going 2 choose 2 sit on the fence le...Rite or wrong, gd or bad, i can see the whole pic.. I'm more observant..If a person truly luvs you, won't cuz u in this kind of state, won't brings you misery n you care alot abt ur feelings de... I'm a person seeking 4 true luv n i'm able 2 see the whole pic clearly.. Thus no matter wat, i won't do anything, but like wat i said from the start... U r the only 1 who has the key in u, 2 make watever decision tat which affects ur future...Life is full of decision making.. U think carefully b4 u make any decision n i hope u won't be 2 harsh again..Think carefully...if u make a mistakes this time again, just like the past, i'll respect ur decision n won't bug u like ur friends, unhappy wif wat u decide n try 2 push n shake ur heart... Tat's not me..This time u make a mistake, i'll grief n be disappointed 4 u.. But u'll have 2 get up urself n learn from ur mistakes...Else u'll nv grow up... Haiz.. remember no regrets in ur life, n think carefully in ur decisions.. i'll nv mention abt this anymore.. Chat wif him until 12am + b4 he takes mrt home..
N oso gif him my "sitting on the fence" advice, on the phone... Every1 has stress.. Looking at all these.. I have lots of thoughts in me.. He's still very young.. I think i won't put my thoughts in here... but going 2 keep it deep inside of my heart...

bubbles of sadness.

*2:21 PM .

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Moments for Wed, 15th Mar 2006 :
Not late 4 work 2day.. Well back to boring work.. Ard late morning, close to noon, chat wif jq n friends on msn.. Then chat wif Dawn's mum on phone b4 going 4 lunch..was on phone wif Dawn a while cuz i heard she n her family is having their lunch at ppl's park just opposite my workplace. Didn't go find her as i'm overslept n was rushing to work, thus i didn't comb my hair -.-! After tat went back to work, n was very slply zzz... Dawn's mum ask me out 4 dinner at bugis wif both of them, but looking at my attire, i feel impolite thus i didn't go n let them enjoy their shopping 2gether..
Well was having stress at work n was having a headache... Thought of going home straight, but Terrence ask me go ps find him play kof.. Thus its stress relief time. So go there n challenge ppl..Saw an old rival, a cocky person, who always lose me... But 2day i think cuz of my headache, he wins me in a lucky way... Everytime i was winning, end up he last min wins me...Super unlucky day.. Starting we play random... Then after few rds, i manage 2 get my form back n gif him a gd trashing 2 dim his cockiness each time he wins me... Then finally he lose many rds n he choose character -.-! Cheap... n unfair.. I lost cuz my random char r weak.. Nvm i choose char this time n win him upside down n he stopped -.-!
After tat, hungry, so terrence wants 2 go LJS eat dinner, so we went there eat.. Then suddenly he tells me tat he'll be going clubbing or wat? -.-! leaving me behind....got ntg 2 say...He asked me along, but cuz these types of places are not my cup of tea, i rejected him n i went back alone 2 play awhile b4 heading home...Tiring day...When is all these sufferings going 2 end...Chat wif Dawn on the phone a while. Well i'm beginning 2 be clear of myself more n more. Slowly letting go bit by bit of the dreadful past...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:31 AM .

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Moments for Tue, 14 Mar 2006 :
Time flies...and 14th again -.-! Well as usual went 2 work 2 clear those workloads..Well work until i can reply the wrong sms..How i wish i can rest at home..well its impossible cuz if i dun work,i'll have no cash 2 survive... After work, Went 2 meet kim 2 catch up our old times as few times we meet after his POP, we didn't manage 2 talk a lot..As i was hungry after a long day's work, we went Kfc 2 have dinner... After tat, company him 2 the arcade 2 play n at the same time relief my stress. Usually dun spent a lot as i manage 2 win most of the time.
Play Kof 02 n i win until ytd tat friend, Albert come, i switch 2 kof XI 2 play wif him.. Haha as usually, he play until he gif up cuz he keeps losing. Well after tat, thought of going mac wif him 2 catch up, but another friend, Ah Bee, wants 2 join us as he wants 2 eat... Haiz..Ok so we can't the things we want 2 say, just spent time company him n chat other stuffs... Almost 4get, during dinner, Listen 2 Kim talking abt the things tat happens in WOW. Was so shock tat so many things actually happened..Anyway, Wow, not my concern haha..Ok call it a day..I n Kim agreed 2 catch up again some other time b4 he went back 2 army after his break...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:12 AM .

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Moments for Mon, 13th Mar 2006 :
Well another boring start of the week..Yes..Its none other than work... Well fast forward til after work.. Fighting courageously against the Zzz monster...Well to sem..Xr sms me asking me go play kof XI wif him.So decided to go awhile.. Time 4 stress relieving. Haha win a lot then i saw my old friends, Jim, Kim n St n oso newspaper boy. Well play kof 02 wif Jim. After a while, they left, thus i was abt 2 leave after finish playing against the com. But another long time friend, Albert come, thus end up playing kof XI wif him. Wa his skill is definitely behind me..but cuz now a smelly hidden char has been unlocked, he wins me by 5 game...However, after catching his moves, i win back 7 games haha.. Then he gif up..Finally its time 2 go home n have my dinner... Stress from work released after winning so many games haha. Well after dinner, start 2 apply 4 uni...I applied NUS, NTU n lastly SIM..But cuz the time is late, i make use of this time to consider applying SIM.. Not to 4get...a game of minesweeper flag wif Dominic..He ruins my day...i lost him n the total score is 22 - 23...zzz must win back 1 day...Ok call it a day...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:42 AM .

Monday, March 13, 2006

Moments for Sun, 12th Mar 2006 :
Well special day. Meet Dawn at ps n we went 4 a meal at mac. Still quite quiet both of us. But ok, quite happy she speaks up. Told me abt her things in sch n was very happy 2 noe her results.. Wow so many As n 1 B in her arts.. Well..Cannot slack now but must cont 2 maintain these results thruout this impt yr. Nxt we went 2 cinema n buy the Nanny Mcphee tickets 4.30pm show. Wif 2 and half hrs 2 go, we went 4 a walk.. Stop by the book shop quite long.. Then we headed 2 a food court n sit a while... Talk a bit b4 its time 2 enter the cinema... After tat, we went 2 foodcourt 4 dinner.. b4 going 2 have a nice talk.. Well talked abt lots of things.. Well planned 2 have ice-creams but cuz time is insufficient, thus have 2 sent her 2 Novena... Her dad sent her home.. Well overall a very happy day..
After tat, went sun plaza saw long time friend who has Pass out from BMT.Was so happy 2 saw them safe n sound.. Thus chat wif them.. My old friends r all back well afterall... Friends problems n other things r gradually going 2 be over soon. Rainbows after a heavy storms haha. Jim, St, Kim, Kia, Mocf..The 6 of us, sitting 2gether, company them eat but i only have hot tea.. Well chat a lot until its time 2 go home.. Enjoyable day...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:17 PM .

Moments for Sat, 11th Mar 2006 :
Wake up quite late cuz weekends r the time where i slp n slp haha. Well suppose 2 meet my friends at 1pm sp mac.. Suppose 2 be lots of them, but many not turning up..ended up wif 6ppl only. but its ok.. Got Roy (bro), Jq, Kw, Jx, Wil n Ns.. I was late -.-! But this time was cuz my eldest Sis brought her lovely baby daughter haha.. She's crying so i carry her 4 a while.. Unitl she begins 2 smile..haha so lovely... N very cute..Ok then went 2 meet them at last. Ns was with us only a short while.. This time, planned 2 make the outing more organize..n spare a thought 4 each n every1 in the grp... Must solve the problems of every1 as afterall they r friends...
Finally we set off 2 ps.. 2day's outing was Jx n wil idea.. We headed 2 ps.. went 2 Bk 2 eat..Jx's suggestion is arcade..So we went there... then nxt, Wil's suggestion is pool.. Well they wanted 2 play 9-feet pool..However, paradiz 9 feet pool is 2 low...Thus i got 1 new places intro by my jc bro kwen.. Well I bring them there n it was somewhere near parklane..Opposite sunshine plaza.. Well Its like pool junction or wat.. The place was very nice n class. not like those low places. Yes was quite ex But lucky got many ppl share.. so we had lots of fun n jokes.
Ok time 4 dinner n we headed 2 paradiz centre foodcourt 4 our dinner.. Well Kw n i ordered the same food like last time.Fish n Chips.This time is different from last time -.-! Kw can't finish..Left the soup n a big piece of fish n chip.Thus end up playing a taiwan variety show..The no game, 1 - 99.. The loser will eat a cut piece of fish n chips. Then the loser wif set a new number n the game cont.. Until the last soup.. Kw lose the most haha.. Only i n Jq manage 2 escape wifout eating anything.. After tat, its time 2 headed back 2 sem...
Well its holiday 4 them, thus Wil n Roy wanted 2 go mac... Thus the rest headed home while we went 2 mac n play cards.. Long time since we play cards le.. Big loser as usual, is roy..After playing n chatting, time 2 head home =) 2moro's another special day 4 me 2 look 4ward..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:49 AM .

Moments for Fri, 10th Mar 2006 :
Time 4 blogging again.. Well last day of working 4 e week.. Well ntg much 2 talked abt the boring work.. after work, meet Mocf n headed to ps... Well went 2 check the show n bought underworld n went 4 dinner. Haha saw Kit at burger King wif his ite friends wow... Then we went 2 yoshinoya 4 dinner.Well after tat went arcade 2 relief some stress b4 heading 2 the cinema.. After tat dunno where 2 go.. Thought of finding kit at parklane as he is playing pool wif his friends.. But dunno them..Thus change my mind.. Walk ard b4 heading home...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:39 AM .

Friday, March 10, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 9th Mar 2006 :
Hmm another failure...6mins late 4 work again!!! urgh.. Nvm after so much things have happened, i gif myself this week 2 get over again =) Well Nxt week onwards, i must NV be late. No promises but i'll try haha.. Ok as 4 D, i believe she'll oso need time 2 be fine too... N most impt, her mum too.. I believe the 3 of us were affected emotionally... But anyway, it'll be ok soon.. Just full of anxiety n many other emotions over many things, n can really put myself in their shoes 2 understand them.. Thus no worries.. as nobody is at fault at all..Ok wat's nxt? Other than so tired, ntg much...Boring work..surviving thus need 2 work... If its of my interest, work day work oso nvm...Too bad i'm not rich.. but poor... Haiz... but nevertheless, poor ppl cannot be look down upon, cuz we have wat the rich dun have haha. a true n sincere heart, leading our lives honestly n happiness =)
Hmm just talk straight after a boring work, planned 2 meet kim seng 4 dinner n continue our conversation wif him on his army life.. Ended up i think is fate but...tat we nv get 2 meet... Well he told me he'll be late ard 8pm +...Zzz i almost 7pm reach, have 2 wait 4 him... Nvm.. cuz he got something on...i go arcade relief stress.. Dunno y he called n i didn't notice-.-! i waited n waited until almost 9pm n i sms him.. he replied then only i noe he called me but i didn't ans.. He say he'll be late cuz he got something 2 do Zzz..Nvm I carry on wait 4 him until almost 10pm tat i'm very hungry.. Nvm sms him tat we meet some other time..Wa feeling very lonely suddenly.. Not used 2 eating dinner outside alone.. In office is ok, cuz at least i got com 2 company me.. Thus manage 2 find Mocf (short form) 2 company me eat dinner..
Mocf finish work quite late -.-! reach sem at 10.20pm like tat n we went mac eat dinner.. After eating, very full... So went walk awhile n talk abit b4 heading home... Wat a tiring day...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:17 AM .

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Moments for Wed, 8th Mar 2006 :
Well 2day was punctual 4 work. Sort out my thoughts n my plans.. Thus reply an email, hopefully everything will be finalise n not going 2 add on stress or pressure 2 any1.. Everything leave it 4 the two of us 2 sort it out.. I'm feeling much better now.. Well nxt 1 of my colleague just finish operation n was resting at home wif 1 mth mc. Thus the rest of the colleague decides 2 visit her 2day at lunch time. thus they ordered mac delivery 2 her hse while we took cab 2 her hse.. reach there chat wif her n eat.. Until 2pm, we headed back 2 office by cab. The weather becums very hot. N finally saw a cab -.-!
Y do i make a face? Well nxt time i'll nv hail a black colour cab anymore.. Cuz i'm the only guy, thus i take the front sit.. The cab was drive by a very unkempt man wif high age but i believe not so old.. The cab's carpet is a bit wet.. Got wet cloth -.-! Everything seeems dirty.. Worst!! Mosquito... my colleague says got 2 mosquitoes flying ard.. The size is very big, just like those type where i seen in my army times at tekong -.-! Called tat commando mosquito if i remembered.. Hard 2 kill n they r quite smart -.-! Ended up i felt very uncomfortable, 2gether wif the heat, i felt very sick.. Even writing down as i recap, i get the same feeling back :S Urgh... I break in2 cold sweat, head felt so heavy n i felt terrible...Ended up i was sick.. At the end of the day, pay $17 bucks 4 everything, which earns a sickness in me -.-!
Felt so terrible tat i'm unable 2 work.. But force myself on, until jq went online.. Well well "locked" was her nick..Ytd was "unapproachable"... Haiz... Gif her a 2nd rd of counselling n finally manage 2 unlock her n pull her out this time... Hey Bro it all depends on u, how r u going 2 save this buddyship of u n jq.I have get the full pic, i helped u 2 fight the way out 4 u 1st, n now at the end of the day, success or not, depends on u liao.. Call u ytd 2 tell u this, dun 1 2 ans -.-! But anyway hopefully this buddyship of both of u can be saved... N nost imptly, NO more mistakes r going 2 made n tat depends on both of u... Not going 2 say any further or revealled anything until here... But dun let me disappointed wif u all again...
Finally, finish work, haha a very gd friend of mine, my old friend, kim seng, who was the only 1 who nv left me, when the rest does, He has finally POP from BMT in army!!!! Congrats though wif ur character u won't come in, but hopefully miracle u can read this.. I'm so happy 4 u tat u finally endured the 1st maybe 3mths of army life.. Hope tat u can ORD safe n sound.. Ur road ahead is tough... Do take care... Well went sp arcade meet his cousin, Kit n play kof while waiting 4 Kim 2 reach.. Cuz supposed 2 meet at ps but end up his parade was very late n his family comes 1st, thus change the location. Well got quite sometime nv go play kof le.. Time 4 anti-stress haha. Win a lot of kof XI, b4 going 2 play kof 02 wif kit which i haven't been trying our skills 2gether 4 so long.. Haha ended up win him more =)
Finally Kim come n we headed 2 kfc 4 a bite n chat the old times n even abt his army life.. Haha listen 2 him, memories of mine flows back..Those were the days...So memorable indeed.. Just like kim , Thinking back alone, sometimes unintentionally leaves a smile on our face. if others were 2 see it, they'll think we r crazy, smiling alone haha... Then after tat, M come find us n 4 of us talked a while b4 Kit got 2 leave as he got early lesson 2moro.. Then i n Kim talk a while longer b4 we bid farewell.. Arranged 2 meet 2moro again cuz he was very late 2nite.. Then left me n M, we went 2 talk a while b4 heading off.. Happy day, carry on my conversation wif Kim 2moro.. Can't wait 4 sun 2 come too.. as i have many things tat really needs 2 talk 2 D =) She has already been stressed n pressured lately, thus right now, i dun wish 2 add on anymore n just like me, not going 2 stress myself 2. Hurts 2 c her like tis.. So drop this topic 4 the time being n finish it when sun comes.. I dun wish her studies 2 b affect wif so many stress...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:16 AM .

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Moments for Tue, 7 Mar 2006 :
Waked up headache.. End up 6 mins late 4 work. Life is always so stressful, but nevertheless still need 2 break thru all these obstacles.. Well working, saw Dawn online, thinking tat isn't she suppose 2 be in sch, thus was surprise its her mum, so have a great conversation wif her til its time 2 go 4 lunch. Well there's a new colleague entering my small department. Y is it a female 1 again? -.-! It would be great 2 have a male so i can have a partner 2 go out 4 lunch wif.. After lunch, notice Jq online.. Well no matter how stressed i am, i still care alot 4 the ppl ard me.. Well not going 2 say much abt this, but Roy n Jq used 2 be very gd buddy, but now having problems.. I now try 2 help jq but 2 no valid.. Hopes 1 day she'll eventually understand by herself. Roy my bro, go strong n u'll strive 1 day.. Haiz.. they ended up arguing in blog? o.O!! did i hear correctly... True friendships n buddyships r hard 2 find. Dun becuz of small things, end up this way.. Hope both of them chersih tat....
Ok finally finished work.. Suppose 2 meet a long time friend of 8yrs of mine, 1 yr older than me, 4 a dinner gathering..But 2 bad, cuz not feelng well, last min change.. But my jc bro, kwen , Having serious problems in love -.-! Really very surprise ta the ended up having this kind of prob... Thus since both of us r very stressed, he suggested going 2 whack some balls (pool) haha.. Well we meet at ps n headed 2 paradiz centre foodcourt 2 have dinner, b4 bringing me 2 a place quite nice near parklane. The pool table was very nice n the environment was class =) So is the price O.o!!! 1 hr 13.80... Played 4 2 hrs plus n i think he win me 10 - 4 -.-! After tat, headed 2 a shop tat sells beancurd n soya.. Sit down n chat n eat..
All the stress has appeared 2 both of us again... His is the gal sms him n he dunno how 2 reply... Mine is i prefered 2 keep 2 myself.. Well so after tat, we headed home.. Called my bro roy, n talked 2 him.. Then talked 2 dawn... Things r really getting harder, but tired...need a rest.. After hanging up, i feel aslp..b4 waking up at 1am + n prepare 4 bed..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:23 AM .

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Moments for Mon, 6th Mar 2006 :
Late 6 mins 4 work.. Working life... Send a long comments 2 Dawn's mum.. Chat wif her on Phone b4 knock off work.. Received her reply... Knock off from work... Went ps meet a friend.. Have drinks at starbucks n chat until shift 2 kfc 4 a bite n cont... Nxt take a stroll 2wards Centrepoint n take mrt from Somerset all the way til sem mrt... Was chatting all the while... Felt very badly tat my friend like sending me 2 sem n my friend lives very far... Time was 12am... Headed home... 1st time nv reply Dawn's sms 4 super long.. Not my style.. But i just couldn't do it.. Felt very bad... Lots of thoughts in my head... After 2day's conversation... Went home..
On the phone wif my bro n then a friend call.. So talk a while... Mum scolds... But doesn't understand.. I noe she's concerned 4 me, worried tat so late nv slp, 2moro no energy 4 work, but things i just can't tell her how stressed i am lately, wif family, work, friends, relationships... But pls be assured i must really declare 1 thing openly...Tat dawn wasn't a burden or adds on 2 my stress... She brightens me up instead... Though of cuz ppl n ppl, sometimes got their ups n down.. Tat's very common.. But all i noe is everything's fine.. I noe wat i'm doing... I dun even dare hurt any1... y would i bare 2 hurt any1 tat's ard me? All i need is understanding tat's all.. No 1s understand me...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:46 AM .

Monday, March 06, 2006

Moments for Sun, 5th Mar 2006 :
Finally the day has come.. Waked up at 8am.. but cuz was so sleepy i fell aslp.. 8.30am, D's mum sent me an sms n i wake up again.. sms a while..laze a while in bed b4 getting up n prepare..Well read an email sent ytd by her mum. Until now then i can access a com n read it...Hmm after preparing n doing wat i'm suppose 2 do, i headed off 2wards my destination 4 2day..tat's dawn's hse... Its located ard Boon Keng mrt.. Travelling in mrt alone, but luckily bring my cd ard...Remember their directions 2wards their hse from mrt, but somehow or rather, the zrbra crossing is black in colour...Thus end up the wrong way n walk the longer road... But its ok..new 2 the area, its always common..
Reach her hse but saw no one..Didn't dare 2 press the door bell as i dunno if i can find 1 in the 1st place, as i was 2 nervous 2 look ard 4 the doorbell...Thus just stand at the lift area, n sms dawn, waiting 4 her reply... Then finally after a while, the door was open..With a heavy heart, i entered the hse, n try my best 2 cover the shaky shivering inside of me... Finally i get 2 see the person who has been having a conversation wif me.. Some1 elder, wiser n respectable than me =) Its my honour 2 really meet Dawn's mum in person n have a little chat n left us 2 go out -.-! Btw i was late 4 almost 1 hr...=X We were extremely shy n quiet..
Well can understand y, but hope tat we'll be able 2 open up more in future.. Headed 2 ps 2 have our lunch at LJS, my mind has always been working heavily thru out the day as the silence atmosphere really feels very awkward n uncomfortable.. haha thus busy cracking 4 anyhting tat i can think of... Ok did manage 2 interact better while eating.. Then headed 2 cinema 2 check the timing.. Well show starts at 5pm.. Rumour has it... So after purchasing the tickets, we went 4 a stroll... Walked from ps 2 somerset n until heeren where we stop by at hmv...after tat headed 2 cine leisure n walk ard.. Finally headed back to ps n watch a while of outdoor performance on bicycle n prepare 2 enter the cinema.. Almost 4get...Must watch her safety on the road at all times haha..
The show was great n hilarious except it provides wrong teachings -.-! Thus again tv addicts r not suitable =p this show is just 4 entertainment but not teachings in life..haha anyway it all depends on self how u grow up 2 be in future...just a comedy 4 a laugh n brightens the day =) Well nxt cracking my brains as everything she says dunno -.-! So finally we decided 2 have our dinner at food court n walk a bit b4 heading 2wards tcc... Hmm 1st time going there, her 1st suggestion haha.. We had a great conversation over there, but i do the talking most of the time zzz... Finally time flies n its time 2 sent her home... Reach there , her mum was downstairs of the block n i had a conversation wif her mum n really enjoy the outing n meeting of her mum... She buy me thing n i appreciate tat very much... Felt very embarassed abt tat... Ok enjoyable day n get ready 4 work nxt day...
On the way home, reach sem mrt, saw few of my friends..ended up have 2 talk 2 them a while b4 i can go home...Ok then prepare n get things ready n off i go 2 bed =) this blog will be special maybe going 2 paste my horoscope 4 the day =) well anyway this type of things is oso not 2 believe but just 4 entertainment.. n reading.. Its my personal daily horoscope...Just 2 add thigns on else every day same thing, was life making the readers bored at times haha...ok here it goes...
You may spend a good part of the day thinking about your love life, yilun. It may be that you are obsessed with finding that perfect someone with whom you can share the rest of your life. If you are already in a committed relationship, perhaps you are thinking about ways to intensify your bond. You could decide to start a family, or could renew your marriage vows. There is much that you can do to make each other feel special and cherished. Begin today to figure out specific ways to do so.
Ok tat is all =)

bubbles of sadness.

*10:35 AM .

Moments for Sat, 4th Mar 2006 :
Well 2day suppose 2 wake up very early cuz i have 2 meet kw, jx, jq n Sm 10am at sem mrt.. Omg...was so tired tat i laze on bed... Besides didn't heard any news from them, thus i think they will overslp 2 haha... Well end up, force myself n prepare n they r late, but i'm the latest -.-! Really must do something abt this...I wasn't like this in the past...Ok thus we went 2 Marina Square n went 4 K lunch...Well singing this time was really very bad...cuz shy as i am, i couldn't really bring myself 2 sing in the presence of the gals... Thus wasn't really in my form when i was wif my Jc bro kwen....
After tat, we went 2 play pool, i only play a few rds cuz i need 2 meet my past... Went 2day got so many activities... Felt so bad leaving the grp... Oso felt bad 4 not able 2 join the other grp, Wil n my bro, roy... Special reason? she's working 4 6 days in a week n only had 1 off day, thus she really hopes tat i can spare her time..Well waited 4 her at City Hall, then went back 2 Marina Square again -.-! She need 2 eat lunch, thus got food court... We sit n chat then after tat walk ard b4 heading 2 plaza Sing... Well long time nv watch movie wif her, thus watch Final Destination 3... Show left wif 9.10 pm thus purchase the tickets n headed 2 arcade play few rds of photo hunt b4 going 2 places we went b4...After tat went 2 have dinner at Kfc b4 proceeding 4 the show..
Tat show was really very gross... disgusting n somehow terrifying.. But anyway tat's just a movie...Everything lies in the brain...tv addicts always imagine themselves living their lives like any show or dramas...tat's really bad... Well after tat headed 4 home... The day has finally come...N i was so nervous...Well called Dawn n we chatted on phone.. Til almost 3am i think.. Felt so tired thruout the day.. but was so nervous, wondering wat will happen 2moro... Thus chat wif her..Finally was able 2 slp as i was tired...

bubbles of sadness.

*10:06 AM .

Moments for Fri, 3rd Mar 2006 :
Hmm so long nv blog, my dear readers have been chasing after me =P Well ok cuz got so many days, my i'll try n make it brief, depending on how my thoughts r flowing.. Not 2 4get the increase privacy of my blog hehe.. Erhmm 6 mins late 4 work... Companied by boring work.. Received emails from D's mum n some comments was required.. 2 me, i'm a person who needs 2 think carefully b4 giving any comments.. Some things can be free flow thru ur thoughts, but something really need some carefully work of the brains...tat's the power of words.. used it wisely, n it will be put 2 gd use...adversely, words can kill...
Ok finally after work, i meet wen, br, Roy n Jq at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt station n we went 2 Marina Square 4 dinner.. Well had Seoul Gardens, my 1st time, however, another sinful dinner i had =P going 2 gain more fats n weights haha...Cuz it was a pay 1st then enjoy place, Roy company me 2 atm 2 draw cash... This great bro of mine, had been encountering many matters in his heart n he was feeling very terrible, wif his facial expression n body language...Well so have a hearty conversation wif him.. Well told him i was very disappointed wif wat he had done in solving certain things n he was very upset tat tears was abt 2 flow from his eyes.. Felt so bad but nv expect my bro 2 have such a touching moments wif him haha.. He's a sentimental guy indeed.. To my bro, glad tat u really admire some things in me, n i hope u really grow up 2 be a man, n dun let me disappointed wif u again =) i always have high expectations of u..
Well Finally have a very filling dinner as the price is expensive indeed =X but not 2 4get my favourite mint ice cream haha.. mint has always been 1 of my favourites haha... Well after tat, we chat 4 long time in SG..We had lots of conversation but nv expect a certain topic 2 arise -.-! haiz... tat's all i can say..haiz.. haha.. Nxt Jq suggest taking a stroll at the esplanade... A place where somehow lovely n at the same time emotional... Hmm spend sometime alone, looking at the scenery n appreciating wat my eyes are able 2 see the...Nite scenery is oso as beautiful as the day... Brings back lots of memories... Hmm after tat, join back the grp n its really time 4 us 2 headed home.. Haiz walking, a couple in front, a couple a the back... Tat's wat i always dreaded... But lucky 4 me, i had my cd 2 listen.. Music is part of my life esp when i'm single haha...
After tat, Roy n i went 2 sp mac n chat a while.. He said he made the wrong move...Had a 2nd round of hearty conversation, n advice him 2 gif it a serious thoughts abt wat he's going 2 do 2 solve his problems... Well I won't put myself in, n will respect watever decision made by him alone, cuz he needs 2 learn n made his own decision n be responsible 4 it... Wrong decision? picks himself up n learn from it.. But hopefully the fall isn't painful enough tat leaves a scar... Live ur life wif no regrets.. Gd luck bro....

bubbles of sadness.

*9:36 AM .

Friday, March 03, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 2nd March 2006 :
Finally no train delay, i was able 2 reach work on time.. Well as usual, boring but wondering y recently, i had problems dealing wif the Zzz monster at work this few days.. Hmm ntg much happens while at work.. On the way back from work, art called me, being very tired, i declined going 2 ps 2 play kof n headed back 2 sem... Well went 2 NTUC shop alone... Well looking 4 facial products as recently, my face was getting worst n pimples -.-! Gosh sudden outburst? AFter tat went 2 buy my favourite peppermint milk tea n went 2 e arcade a while 2 relief my stress. Well saw Cr Duck n play a bit of XI wif him n he lost =P Nxt play 02 wif another friend b4 returning home.
Finally tasted home cooked food n after eating n watching tv, online a while... Then receive a call from Kim n know tat he has book out from camp =) happy 4 him tat he's going 2 POP soon. Well 2 bad it was getting very late, thus not going 2 meet him 2.. Another close friend of mine.. Wed his POP n i'm going 2 meet him after work n gif him a nice treat 2 celebrate his POP. Well Msn was very busy cuz got many ppl talking 2 me at the same time =) Sry 2 every1 where i seems not concentrating at the time.. Well there's a prob wif a bro of mine roy..Haiz very disappointed wif him.. Fri after work, going 2 have our gathering, thus will have a gd conversation.. Hmm here comes counsellor at work again,. =P Well gd in helping others but not m myself -.-! Just like doc can save others but can't save himself.. Thus busy counselling wif Roy n Jq, talking 2 wen abt fri's activities, then regina got her com n saw her online n she chat wif me. Then after tat, my jc bro, ray online 2 n talk 2 me as well -.-! Haha very busy doing multi tasking n tat was tough.. Was oso chatting wif D on the phone at the same time. Hmm seldom get such an opportunity 2 talk 2 her on the phone. Thus after tat, focus my conversation 2 the phone, n felt bad not able 2 reply her mum's sms tat fast.. cuz of busy fingers of mine at work.. Ok finally call it a day.

bubbles of sadness.

*9:45 AM .

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Moments for Wed, 1st March 2006 :
Well well, time flies so fast n now we r in the Month of March.. Life is actually very short indeed.. n u won't be able 2 complete everything wif just a short lifespan..Though our lifespan is only a few ten yrs..but deduct the amt of time in bed, amt of time spent 4 survival in this harsh world, This planning starts from birth... Studies, then enter the working society.. Not 2 4get the amt of of time u r sick n have 2 rest.. Wif all these times deducted, how much are we really left, 2 complete the things we actually wanted 2 do very much.. After wat i said, was just actually 2 mean, life is very short indeed..Should cherish n live ur life 2 the fullest as wat lies after the last breathe of ours, is indeed uncertain until we experience it ourself n unfortunately no "one" was able 2 tell us wat lies ahead of us after death... Death...was indeed ???
As usual, forcing myself 2 get up on bed 2 fight hard 4 survival...2day i was out earlier than usual cuz i meet my neighbour, Augustine n decide 2 travel 2 our own destination in mrt... Haiz.. another incident happened again.. Well 2day was becuz of the track problem at Dhoby Ghaut station tat the train was delayed n moving very slowly -.-! I was so early n yet i ended up late 4 work. 21mins late -.-! Gosh..Means knock off from work late...Was fighting hard against Zzz monster... Work work work...Y work...If only i'm able 2 work on something of my interest, i'll fully enjoy myself at work irregardless of the amt of time spent.. However interest, can't really support my survival... Let alone a family.. This world really isn't as pleasant or round as it appear 2 be... Sometimes depression sets in n i really dreaded this horrible world...
Well ard 10am - 11am, i answered a call from my past..Each time my past finds me, is only when she needs something or wat... Else, can't be bothered at all... When comes 2 returning me somethings, she isn't like tat hardworking enough 2 call me..Well 1st thing she call was 2 get somethings from me -.-! n not abt 2day's outing as she asked me last week -.-! I really dreaded 1 thing abt any1 who asked me out few days back n ended up no news, until tat very day n suddenly the news came last min tat the appointment was cancelled... Last week she asked me abt this... Then i say ok.. N planned 2 cancel any appointment 4 tat day.. Then she went no news until this very day n she can actually told me last min tat she couldn't apply off 4 2day where she actually already noes it ytd n yet didn't inform me abt tat until now... But anyway i was used 2 it, thus i'm mentally prepared 4 any last min changes from her.. This is really too much, imaginating 1 who was in my shoe... However...patience...
My mood was somehow down.. Besides tat, there was 1 more..But i dun wish 2 state it here... 2 things tat cuz dimmed my day.. However at ard 12pm + i picked up a call from D's mum. Well had a pleasant conversation wif her, not 2 say was smsing b4 tat. Hmm well after tat hearty n cheerful conversation, it brightens n i was cheerful abit.. Hmm after then,, art called me 2 meet him a ps 4 lunch.. ok so went there n meet him n reached office at 2.30pm -.-! Well after which, dun wish 2 talk abt boring work.. Hmm lucky this time i'm prepared.. Well i arranged a meeting wif my Jc bro, Kwen. Well promised 2 gif him a treat as he is really a gd friend who was always there 4 me most of the time... Well we agreed 2 meet at City Hall, City link HMV..
After meeting, we headed 2 Marina Square.. Well as actually thinking where shall we headed 4 dinner.. Then since he was having luv problems lately, he suggest going 2 K box 4 some singing sessions 2 sing our hearts out. Hmm since there's a buffet dinner there, we decided 2 go there 4 dinner.. Well we took tat buffet package n we went 2 get the foods.. Hmm tat environment was really very comfortable n so was the set.. =) We sang a lot of songs but it was really wasted as we didn't really eat tat much. -.-! was sms wif D n her mum. 2nite was abt my friendster. Well was quite funny n lots of happy feelings..However cuz my batt was really very low, ended up it went flat halfway -.-! Well the total bill was $67.60 !!!!!! wah so ex ah...But its worth the while cuz i really owe my bro alot... Thus its worth the treat.. he paid $10 cuz we really dun expect the thing was so ex...Well after that, we headed home.. Well call it a day =)

bubbles of sadness.

*9:27 AM .

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Moments for Tue, 28th Feb 2006 :
Well early morning on the way 2 work, Some fault wif the train tat it was delayed 4 very long.. End up i was very late 4 work.. Late 23 mins -.-! Well 4get abt the boring work, but was surprise tat D's mum sms me n we had a conversation thru sms.. Well finally knocked off from work at 6.23pm.. N i was intending to headed straight home when art ask me 2 go ps wif him...ok so i went there n 2gether wif Monkey, art n reeni, we played Kof XI n 02.. Well i finally meet my match.. Lost 2 a strong opponent there...but it was a close match... There's oso a strong opponet in kof 02..
Nxt we headed to Yoshinoya 2 have our dinner.. NXt up we headed 2 carrefour 2 buy some drinks.. Hmm Terrence saw a big fish fillet n suggest buying.. End up i joined him... Thus after tat, we headed 2 outside starbucks 2 sit, eat n drink water while chatting... After a while, we headed home.. Hmm on the way, walking from sem mrt 2wards my hse, saw my neighbour lawrence again...So we headed home 2gether...Well call it a day... 2moro was having a dilemma btw accepting my past's invitation 4 an outing or asking my jc bro, kwen out n treat him a dinner.. Well as usual, no news from her, thus i asked my jc bro out =)

bubbles of sadness.

*11:48 AM .

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