It has been always a wish from young. WOnder when the rite 1 actually arrives.. Like u my bro, i was oso seeking 4 my soul partner.. In actual fact, waited even longer than u.. The years i could no longer count.. Sometimes, u actually thought tat u had found 1, turns out not to be the rite 1, despite whether u both start or didn't start at all.. It was a pity each time the "rite' person just left away from ur side...

From wat u have wrote to K, seems tat u have slowly matured a little, however, do not be too happy yet, cuz u r always not consistent hehe. Just hope tis mindset stays on. The same goes for yienn.. However wat is urs, will eventually be urs in the future if its really meant to be..leave it to fate my bro.. In few years down the road, even tml, u nv noes, wat might eventually happen. Who noes u might noe the new yienn who becums matured? Who noes u both will be together? Even if doesn't, Both of u might even becum close friends, attending each other's marriage n gif ur best wishes to each other...

Well here my part, which i guess bro would like to hear most...My situation was entirely different thing. Which cannot be matched wif urs.. Yes perhaps some parts might be similiar, but just tat its just different.. Wat i can think was i made the decision myself. The feeling was very natural n magical.. This feelings is like nv b4, since i felt it when i was sec. Different feeling yet strong as ever, it filled me wif life n energy, however its short... Which leaves me breathless n weak eventually...

Yes correctly. Of all the games i can just treat it as a form of entertainment.. However in terms of realtionship, i treat it very seriously... Y? Becuz i dun 1 any ladies out there, be it gd or bad, to be sad or shedded tears becuz of me n my presence.. I dreaded toying ppls feelings, just by entering into a relationship, perhaps out of envy from others, or 4 companionship. True love is wat i only seek for when i speak abt relationship. I would rather not step into a relationship, if either 1 party is not willing to or not ready... Or even have other reasons other than luv... Cuz the outcome would eventually appear in time to come, tat is seperation.. I dun wish to see tat.. However most imptly, back to my own principles.. Life is abt decision making... a wrong move = consequences.. Thus b4 any decision made, do made careful considerations so as not to regret in the future...

Not 4 the major part which u put a conclusion for me which is not true... U were not there thus i dun blame u too.. But i would like to make clear 1 thing.. I have nv expect anything in return from her. N besides i'm not rushing at all.. If i'm rushing, i would have do lots of silly things.. I'm always projecting to her a piece of calmness, though deep inside me, its the opposite. In actual fact, we had quite a no of conversation abt tis topic, but usually ends up unpleasant. Besides Wat i have said have already been said. Apologise? If i rmbed, I did said many times to her tat i'm sry, if my presence really makes her feel so bad, n i shall do wat i ought to do... Anyway besides waiting for the uncertain, the fact cannot be changed... There's ntg else but take a step at a time, n see how the future goes...Meanwhile, just stay at the spot n not move... Hmm dunno how to reply.. But perhaps bro, if u hav any doubts, i can ans u 1 by 1.. Then only u'll fully understand. Cuz its a very long story indeed...