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*6:36 PM .

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Moments for Tue - Wed, 26th - 27th 2006 :
Hmm notice that now i dun blog as daily as the past, thus my headings shall now be changed to a range basis.. & of cuz, minor events 4 the day, might sometimes be left out cuz of short-term memory =P. However, the major event will still be stated in here =). Ahem.. am i really tat 4getful? Well tat's up to u to think abt it. Perhaps, its too minor tat, it'll just be kept alone inside a part of my heart... Ok.. let me start recalling...
Tue...Having econs lesson in the morning... i was late tat i only joined the lecture during the break time... surprisingly, there's quite a no of vacant seats this time, compared to the previous lessons i had.. Then i know it from a new friend tat the staff come down 4 a spot check to see who's been jumping lessons all over. Ended up many students pack up n left =) Hmm i missed this scene... Lesson today, is abt Production & Cost of firms... Oh my... 1st half of the lecture, talks abt short Run cost curve of firms.. I think i need to recall my Jc times abt this lesson... better read up once i got the time... Anyway, econs in SIM, is really much different in JC.. Now its more focus on graphs, diagrams, analysis n thinking part, rather than whole chunks of essays tat makes ur hand fatigue in jC... Finally lesson over n joined my friends 4 lunch.. Had the most economical lunch which cost only $2, chicken rice, but it actually taste great. Roast chicken rice wif honey.. Tis time the chicken taste abit hard.. Nxt we went to study 2gether, but i went library to check my stuffs n updated my blog b4 going back to join them.. Until ard almost 4 pm, tat we went on our seperate ways.. Me, i'm heading to bugis 4 my part-time job zzz... Since i'm early as work starts only at 7pm, i went to the arcade there to play.. saw a working friend n he watch me challenge the ppl over there.. Lol i always loved the attention of ppl watching. cuz my win shoot up n many ppl r challengeing me over n over again.. Oh its kof 02.. My score actually went up to 17 win b4 i was defeated by a much more skilled player....lol only a token of 50cents n i played 4 so many matches.. Nxt we went 4 dinner to 2gether, b4 heading to work.. Must really tell myself not to eat too much lol.. Ok boring work comes n same cust which i called since day 1 or 2, he's still considering whether to subscribe or not -.-! boring work until 10pm, i went to raffles to meet kit. n we headed by to sp n chat a lot until we left 4 home...
Wed comes... boring day... i spent most of the time at home... Then played a game of dota wif kit.. My goodness...another defeat cuz of leavers n poorer players in our team.. again, i used omniknight, kit uses bloodseeker.. We both started off at the bottom lane.. We started well, but the other too lanes, out teammates' performances wasn't tat gd -.-! Thus ended up in the mid game, we started to lose... The game ended up 3v3, we our sealth assassin, oso a gd player, but cuz our teammates feed too much tat we still lost... It was a challenging n tough match though... But the game wasn't completed n we lost the game... Then i meet kia at my hse downstair n we go sp mac to teach him maths... Then meet kit at arcade to challenge 02.. Again, got ppl to disturb us -.-! THis time is a smelly camper, Michael, who's combo r accurate, but play in a cowardly way zzz. However, starting i hit off well n win 10 if i'm not wrong, then start to lose a few... However, overall i win more than i lose.. THen i ask kit to challenge him, though he's afraid of playing wif his angel.But he managed to win 3 b4 losing =) had a great time, but didn't get a chance to play wif kit.. After tat, we headed to mac 4 dinner. Kit was really great. THanks to him, tat i get to enjoy Mcspicy meal again, after so many students meal =P. While eating, saw Bro (Gr) n we had a chat. Hy n Xy oso come down. After tat, headed to watson to see the wax n hair spray, b4 going back up arcade to play again -.-! THis time we saw "F4" playing 02. SO me n kit share char.. But our performance wasn't tat great.Perhaps after "F4" bang the machine during the 1st match when we won, Cuz kit's choi is really very annoying haha. Perhaps we r scared =P. Soon Yong actually win him wif ease.. The kit challenge him, but he stopped playing once he lost.. So i challenged kit.. Once again LOL 1 beat 3 him.. Nowadays, quite difficult to 1 beat 3 him in 02, but nevertheless tsktsk...Ok after the game, we headed back to mac to chat n suddenly saw NB =) Then the 3 of us chat til its time 4 me to go hm 4 tv shows =) Then rush to revise my maths which i missed the lessons... Shall stop here...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:44 PM .

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Moments for Tue, 26th Sep 2006 :
I'm back once again... Well sat didn't really do anything. Supposed to go Cy hse 4 mahjong in the morning, but no news from Xy, so nv go.. Ended up thought of playing dota at home. After 1 rd of fustrating game, cuz of lousy teamates, received a call from Xy... Listen to her stories again... THis time repeated.. Really tired of listening to it many times, whereby at the end of the day, the outcome will still be the same... Yes its abt relationship issues.. Tat's the reason y, at the end of the day, its always up to her to decide wat to do nxt, to settle her own luv iusses... Spent 2hrs + talking to her n she decided to leave her bf 4 gd...Ahems... Evening time, i meet wil out to study at mac.. Went arcade, ah ha... xy is back wif her bf again lol. Expected tat, cuz we all friends have encounter these many times... Go mac, wil n me study, but only a short while, wil start to play blackjacks haha...
Hmm sun is an extremely boring day 4 me... Well went to work on a weekends is wat i dreaded most... However, to console myself, treat it as going there to see a few "girls" 4 a few hrs haha.. Even received a shock from them, as they thought my sales r very poor, due to a miscalculation.. Well some of my new friends who i met there, r going to leave soon, cuz of poor sales... lonely me soon... After work, rush back to sp to play kof wif kw n kit..haha miss the old times... As usual, Kw ganna 1 Beat 3 hehe.. Kw, purposely put tis down n expect better n more challenging opponent of u in the future. The same goes 4 kit.. but its been long since i can 1 beat 3 his char, cuz of his choi -.-!.. But tat nite, his choi performance isn't really gd... i think he's pissed off wif kw's hit n run style, naming coward -.-! lol. THere's oso an extra player tat nite -.-! the guy which i dreaded most, seen at plaza sing.. Using maylee, leona, n angel... His angel is 1 which i feared most.. kit oso can't handle him except kw.. i think is cuz kw's tactic, makes 1 turns off haha.. but now i can win him sometimes.. ok enough 4 sun.
Ah...mon came.. Went to CY's hse to play mahjong wif xy, cy, hy n xin jie(xy's bro) Well well i think i'm beginning to love mahjong. BUt i think playing n having fun is more impt than the winnings i have. However today, i played to hard, lose a lot at the beginning, but end up winning back until no win or lose at the end of the game... BUt overall i still enjoy myself.. After tat, headed to sp mac meet kia to teach him maths... Wa... i think most of the things i 4get le.. then went back hm 4 dinner n tv n come out meet duck at mac again to study.. then go home watch tv haha..erhmm tat's all today 4 a boring man... My past called n hav a chat wif her.. its abt my b'day which is coming soon...

bubbles of sadness.

*2:00 PM .

Friday, September 22, 2006

Moments for Fri, 22th Sep 06 :
Wow...its been really super long or rather ages tat i hav ever blog.. Usually common excuses r given, either no time, lazy or many other silly things tat happened tat cuz writers to stop writing 4 a period of time.. I'm of no difference =P. Well time to update loads of stuffs inside.. So where have i stopped? Ah... 20th July 06.... Hmm 2mths... time really flies.. just like the blink of eyes... Many things happened during a split sec, let alone 2 mths of my lifespan had passed by.. Many many things do happened indeed... Let me do some recalling, though some parts might be lefted out...The reason y i stopped writing, was becuz my com in the hse broked down n i couldn't update...Can't even assess to other coms elsewhere, cuz i have stopped work already... Finally, my sufferings have ended from my workplace..Wait a min... My sufferings really ended? No...i would say tat.. cuz... i have now experiencing another phases of my life... New sufferings r back once again....
Well after i stopped blogging 4 long time cuz of no coms, even after the com was fixed almost 2 weeks if i'm not mistaken, the momentum of blogging isn't really there... FInally after rotting n enjoying my life wif the regular gang, my new life started 2nd of August 06... Sch starts... new beginning n many changes begins...Planned to be alone thruout the life in SIM, nv expect to made some friends, males as well as females... However, wasn't really very close to them at all, even until now.. perhaps i'm still the quiet me, which haven't really adapt to the new environment.. Sufferings begin...Supporting myself isn't really a simple thing.. Things happened unexpectedly... Part-time jobs r really very difficult to find... went to many agencies n non were able to provide a job suitable 4 me n my time-table... Wif no jobs, n no finance to support my phone bills n transportation.. being thrifty is really a must.. However, how thrifty i am, still have to experience times where my budget is really extremely tight.. N tat's the time where u really noe who r the 1s who's really ur true friends..
Wif no $, which i experience many times, come to think of it, i can be richer if i nv met wif few mishaps in my life.. cheated by a Malay guy of 4 yrs relationship 4 $1k+ of hp bills debts, met the wrong partner in life tat i'm like feeding a mouth tat leads to lots of debts owed from my friends...& oso my hp bills tat can lead to $200+ a mth cuz of quarrelling many times wif my past... After clearing all these debts, i'm always left wif no savings... Parents always nagged me but i just simply can't express these things to them... 4get abt asking my relationship wif my family members, but all i can say is, i'm not very close to them... However, we really cared 4 each other, but we just dun express ourselves cuz i'm the rebelious type who have my own thoughts, but was severely pressed down by my family's intention, thinking tat wat they planned 4 me is gd 4 me... But i just simply can't grow up like this... HOwever, i really must e grateful 4 the values n principles in life.
HOwever, my sufferings oso included... $ is the root of evil... No $ is 1st suffering, no $, hard to survive... 2nd cuz no $, expensive sch fee oso have to borrow from my mum's hard earned $...some more she dun have jobs now... Even pocket $ i oso dun have the courage to get from her as our financial status is quite bad too... couldn't find a part time job too.. thus becuz of this studying n expensive sch n couldn't find job, always result in quarrels wif my mum... I'm equally feeling as bad as her, but every of my feelings, i surpress inside of me... Really times where i have no cash wif me, those friends of my, whom i helped many times, those ungrateful ppl, i remember the treatment u all gave me when now is my turn wif no $. Didn't really chase the $ they borrowed from me, but just asking them to lend me instead 4 dinner, but instead they turn their backs.. Initially, i treated every1 equally n having my own principles in life to treat every1 nice, if u expect ppl to treat u nicely.. Now this is wat i get.. When i'm back from my breakfall, they shall receive no help from me as in terms of cash.. Tat is the 3rd suffering i get, which is to see the true colours of wat these friends really r. I'm not going to name them, but i must say, some true friends r really still there 4 me, but they r only a few..
Got a few male n a few female friends lol. however not more than 10, from the grp of youngsters, which i always hang out wif.. Wat actually make me feel this way? imagine, during the few days of extremely tight budget, told to come out to entertain them, spent my few bucks left n during the dinner time.. They can actually eat their dinner in front of me, leaving me to watch them eating happily, even though they noe i have no more cash to have dinner... All of them borrowed $ from me, didn't even return a bit... owed super long already n i didn't even chase them to return...all i did was asking them to borrow me a few bucks 4 dinner n they actually rejected me even if they have.. i still remembered a remarks made from 1 of them : "u can't expect me to eat student meal wif u as i want to eat other meals." Lol this is actually "a friend in need is a friend indeed" Many thoughts actually came to me.. but i shall not say further but kept as a secret. all i wish to say is tat is the reason y my previous paragraphs might seems like very harsh in the words....
Anyway, to summarise as to wat i did during the 2mths, cut down on sms n really seldom use phone, travel to town oso lessen unless i went 4 work.. recently just found a partime job at bugis... pay still less...thus currently still searching 4 a better job... playing mahjong increases haha. not to 4get studying n going 4 lesson.. Tv shows r getting interesting too =P rushing to work, or staying at home to play com.. Hmm i think tat's abt it.. didn't really much go faraway places ba.. Spent more time playing wif my sis's baby daughter.. She really very cute. n falls on a day after my b'day.. though sometimes i might get jealous cuz they only cared abt her b'day but not mine.. Haha.. Hmm i think tat's abt it 4 now n will update when i have the time..

bubbles of sadness.

*2:13 PM .

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