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Name: Hong Qi Xuan
Old Name : Hong Yilun
Nick 2: Justin Hong
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Birthday: 11th October 1984
Age: 25 yrs old
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Friday, June 30, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 29th June 2006 :
Well after work, went to arcade play a while b4 going home 4 dinner n play wif my elder sis's baby.. Then resting a while at home, go sp meet Ns, Nb, duck n Hy. Wa... 2nite kof was a complete opposite of my form.. I lost...almost every matches, kof 02 or XI.. Recently have been too tired.. Then go mac we play black jack.. Wa...oso lose...starting was completely havoc... BUt lucky towards the end, i gain confidence n so is my luck =) ended up winning 34.. Poor Ns.. Perhaps 2nite not his day.. Some other day might be his.. Cuz not everyday is a sun. Duck i think from win becum lose. Hy losing streak but last nite was a win 4 him perhaps... Ok tat's a 4 2day..


bubbles of sadness.

*9:12 AM .

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Moments for Wed, 28th June 2006 :
Boring day.. After finishing a boring work, supposed to meet NB & kit at ps arcade n then go dinner n headed to The Cathay Cinema 4 movie. Well in the arcade, we play quite long. Play 02 wif kit n he lost haha. But starting he got win me of cuz. Noe roughly how to counter my tactic. Gd work. Then is School Rival, a long time nv played game. Wow.. kit 1dt tiem play n win me n NB.. OK then we headed to LJS 4 dinner n ard 9.30pm, we walked to Cathay.. Reached there, nv expect i made a mistake..i checked the show at cineleisure, instead of The Cathay. Cuz we want to watch Runaway Vacation, 9.50 pm show.. Looking at the time, dun think we can make it to Cine...Thus we ended up at parklane arcade, play lots of stupid games.. Then lastly i played Time crisis 3.. Wa... Rusty liao.. Can't even complete.. Then its time to headed 4 home...


bubbles of sadness.

*9:47 AM .

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Moments for Tue, 27th June 2006 :
Hmm finally after so many days, i have realised a thing. Hmm not going to disclose it tat much here cuz its just 4 me to noe =) Some doubts which i have already kept inside, have finally been solved.. Well its all abt work, but not a friendship or rather i shld call it a friendship behind a word called work. =) my observations n predictions have always nv failed me most of the time. True enough, a friendship which i have, turns out to be an industry, called Multi-network marketing. Knowledge of this job base, i have gathered alot in my life, starting when i enter army in the age of 18. its been 3 yrs & early b4 tat, my neighbour oso did that..Few success n many failures have i seen.. The business strategy or tactics used to persuade ppl to join in this company, is simply P/R skills n just the skill of playing wif words n Numbers... The numbers explained, usually are used to impress the ppl to join the network marketing. Wow, in few weeks or mths time, u can earned more than 4 k per mth if u succeed. Car incentives will be given. blah blah blah n wat's ur dream car? Lol all these have been hearing tat 4 ages.. have u ever seen thenm really starting from scratch?Or is it a plot used when they formed to start a business, claiming how successful they were n earning 5% from the newcomers, n when they found tat they give up, they have already make used of them, drawing $ from them, n off they r free to leave the firm..
However, here i am, going to be neutral abt network marketing. However, i'll only be fully convinced to join, provided tat i see in my own eyes, tat a person i noe very well starts from scratch in such industry, n made a mark there..Else tat's out of the qns. Cuz if it were me, if i'm rich, i'll rather choose to form grps of business partners, all haivng capitals, n forking out $ to set up such business together, n start right at the top of others, then only will i be able to be successful lol. Look at them? just last nite, i was being "persuad" to go to such industry once again. "Con" was rather a very heavy word to use, but cuz its my friend, i'm not going to say "con", but "persuad" in a nice manner. Anyway its up to u to decide wat word to use. Situation, not going to disclose name, just call nick,i wonder y each time G1ask me out is at Clarke Quay. I dun find Clarke quay a very interesting place, except clubbing which i dun go at all. I actually 4gotten tat lots of Multi-netwworking is actually going on in tat area..
Thus 2day G1 asked me out. However couldn't see any interest in meeting me. Cuz again G1 insisted tat meeting at Clarke Quay again, but some more G1 told me will be late in meeting me, i thought tat Clarke Quay ntg to do, thinking of going to ps to wait 4 G1. But G1 insisted going ClarkeQuay n expect me to wait them doing ntg? of cuz i'm not stupid, i insisted at ps, else we meet some other time. G1 tried Raffles place, but i rejected tat too., But was shocked tat G1 finally agreed to meet me at ps. Thus i went there to wait.. Cuz G1 booked me 1st, i even rejected my other friends who asked me out 2day.. even thought of watching movie cuz its cheapest n i have lots of movies to watch.. Ended up reached already, G1 even brought G2 (wifout me knowing) together n i was like -.-! ok patience...
Nxt, we went to foodcourt to eat n we were chatting n chatting.. THen until a point i sensed something wrong. Cuz we were talking to a topic abt my part time during my studies. Then G2 suggested N said tat there's a vacancy at G2's workplace. Then said since later G2 is going back to office to take something n asked me to follow n checked out abt the job at the same time. Told me tat it won't be very long. Haha 1st, G2 nv explained wat the job is abt n i noe G2 is hiding from me. But out of kindness, i company the 2 of them to the office, thinking tat just to take stuffs, but ended up wasting lots of my time down there. Anyway its really weird 4 normal offices to work at such time n even at this kind off place, once again Clarke Quay area. wat kind of joke.. PLaying wif words? i'm oso great at tat. There's a Malaysian guy there, claimed to be successful salesman top 2 in the ranking. spoke to him n we talked until he was speechless n just said anyway its nice to talk to u lol. Number 2 ranking in this company can oso lose to me in the conversation. Felt so happy abt tat, compensate a little 4 wasting my time.
This kind of company, same thing, come up show successful pic of ppl wif cars, neglect abt the many unsuccessful ppl, The company only have 18 successful ppl who have cars -.-! Then i asked back, wat abt the unsuccessful ppl not shown in the record? Then he shoot back saying, we learnt from successful ppl but wat's the use of learning from unsuccessful ppl? LOL he's trying to make me laugh. These unsuccessful ppl once convinced by them, helped them earning some money, n now they gif up after trying, left the company n they can actually badmouth them in front of me. Saying tat they r successful n there's no point bringing them up. All their efforts have been thrown to drain. Having finding so many jobs, i have already seen the hedious side of the working society. This kind no exceptions at all.. So more they still can say they train all the new comers here to be successful, but if its really true, y r there so many failures? He just used the simple word of attitude to bring over this topic down.
So little evidence n unconvinced, dun expect me to work in this field. spoke to 1 after another, wasting my time. I can't be bothered anymore. So wat if this company can have a short cut to a richer person? Every 1 wants to be rich, but the risk is extremely great. Its either u success or not, u pay out but u earn ntg? or u earned loads of $ n be rich? Wats the point of bringing in Bill gates n saying do u wish to be like Bill gates? Lol stop these craps. So wat a person can be rich, do they have wat the poor has? i dun quite think so. i would rather start from scratch n work hard to climb up in a normal firm, wif standard working hrs, at least wif a basic pay n can still be able to make a living, rather than putting myself at risk wifout any backup plan at this moment. 4 me to work in Multi-network? wifout any links of rich friends to help me, i doubt i will work in this field. Wait 4 a few yrs n we shall see ba. Thus i told G1 tat if wnat me to join, proved to me ur success n i'll be convinced to join. Lol. Anyway Thanks for "Their special invitation", i paid a price of cab fair $16++ back to sem.. wasting my time n learnt a lesson not to be such a fool once again.. this isn't the 1st time, i'm being ' persuad" to such talks =)
Shld hav meet my other friends instead. Kit n Nb, duck they all -.-! lucky they r still waiting 4 me at mac. All laugh at me, cuz this time is my turn to ganna this kind of thing. Ok then play black jack wif Hy n duck. Duck win, hy biggest loser. I won a bit 4 my cab fare =) Then hy wants to solo black jack wif me, but i'm too lucky perhaps, won more haha. ok then brazil beat ghana 3-0 in the world cup n its time to go home.wat a wasteful day after work.. ended up nv watch movie..


bubbles of sadness.

*9:28 AM .

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Moments for Mon, 26th June 2006 :
Work was ok n set on track after my long leave, where work have been piling way up.. Nv expect i can clear then so fast.. Finally i'm left wif on a few few more minor day stuffs, but 1 more heavy task to do.. Yes a huge piles of documents to type.. n no matter how fsat n how hard i clear, it just come as if non-stop -.-! confidential work, thus not going to disclose anything detail in here hehe.. Ok finally after work, meet NB at ps.. oh boy, he's so gd in slping.. i called him ard 4pm plus n after i knock off from work, he's still at home slping -.-! Nvm so i went to ps to play arcade 1st..
NB was really a person who is so upright. he said 1 hr later he'll show up, and true enough he did. I always like to hang out wif this kind of buddy, no empty promises, like my past ex.. =) Ok then play a while n headed to LJS 4 dinner.. Going out wif NB, sure have endless talking sessions. then we headed to The Cathay to purchase tickets 4 She's the Man.. Well this movie is going to end soon, thus i always wanted to watch it.. Finally, 9.15 pm, the show started.. true enough, i have nv regretted it... The show i n Nb, including the crowd, were laughing n laughing, n many of the scenes were really unbearable tat Nb curse n swear n laugh at the same time.. Very hilarious show indeed, n i gif full points 4 tat.. even until the last few shows, the cinema was still quite crowded.
Movie review? Ok a short 1. =) A divorce family,daughter in a female soccer team, son who loves music, both in different high sch. 1 day, the female soccer team was force to disband as the coach favour the boys over the gals. Cuz physically, boys r stronger is the coach reason -.-! Fustrated, n just nice, her brother decided to secretly flew to London 4 2 weeks to pursue his music, cuz his dreams are stop by his parents. THus sneaky n wity sister, seek help from her friend, a hairdresser, to make her over to become a boy, looking like his bro n went to the sch.. Then many funny scene happens in the sch, some expected plot, some surprises haha.. Ok then of cuz the ending, she falls in luv wif the roommate, her identity disclose n happy ending.. ITS A MUST WATCH MOVIE!!!!Reading my blog abt the reviews, probably may sent my fellow readers into imagination abt wat's in the story, but listening to their conversation n seeing the movie, really have great effects of laughters haha... I'm very picky in movies, n seriously, i love it very much..More funny thing was, NB hav been bearing his urgentness in the cinema tat after the show end, the sight of him dashing in search of washroom, makes me laugh -.-!
After movie, we headed to sp mac n Nb have a bite n we watch italy played against Australia in the World cup last 16.Same old italy, defensive tactic, but its getting boring unlike the younger days where robert baggio, the legendary hero of italy. The offensive n defensive was superb. Especially their counter attacks.. But looking at italy now, is getting more n more boring..Cuz italy's style is defensive n wait 4 a chance to counter attack. However whenever they have the chance of counterattack, they r slower than the past.. Some times, the passing of long balls 4 counter attack, is not as accurate as the past players of italy.. Down to 10 man italy, the most BTTH thing happened.. 90 min, injury time, Australian defender, actually conceded a penalty -.-! ended up Totti scored n the winner is fixed this way zzz. ok time to go home..


bubbles of sadness.

*9:17 AM .

Monday, June 26, 2006

Moments for Sun, 25th June 2006 :
Another day i used to celebrate n rmb has arrive. Ok 2day supposed to have lots of activities..but ended up i actually spent the whole day at sp -.-! omg.. Well wake up late in the morning ard almost 12pm.. Suppose to me a friend, jer n bon 4 movies, end up bon in camp, left me n Jer. Then at 1st sms said we r meeting, then suddenly no more reply.. Nvm i still go prepare n was already at sp waiting 4 the news when the reply came, got something on, cannot go o.O!!! Ok nvm thought of going to cut hair at sp, see the queue so long, i go arcade play 1st.. Nobody there -.-! very boring.. kof no challenger = super sian.. then kit come n happy challenge him kof 02.. wa he was trashed n i win him a lot.. his beni n iori n yuri r totally handicapped by me.. trapped in the corner.. except choi his last char.. but most of the time, my 1st char still haven't lost yet.. hehe..
Then he rush 4 home n he come to me n say he Buay Ta han, then go home le.. left me, boring the malay boy oso dun want to challenge XI wif me.. I'm not tat strong player either ma. haha..went back to the salon shop, my hairdresser told me she got something on...thus postpone to fri after my work -.-! Ok then went back to the boring arcade.. Hmm receive an sms from jer, perhaps can feel tat jer is trying to cheer me up 4 putting my plane.. haha but the jer's reply r mostly very slow, but patience old me is always there wif my friends. Jer explained tat jer was down wif a flu, n was sick, thus say got something on -.-! Wa.. can straight away tell me the truth ma, scare i'll eat ppl up? haha anyway its ok wif me..
Then went to play my last time fav game, dance maniac 2nd mix marathon course..wat a letdown, out of 28 games which i used to complete n hit 6000 + combo, the me now, can't even cross 6 stage...wat a letdown.. ok then kit finally came n we play kof again..hmm he got improve starting, winning me n breaking free of my trapping.. but ended up i win back.. finally time 4 dinner n we headed to kfc.. Then after tat, went back to arcade, play random this time.. wa...random i lose to kit more -.-! but lastly we both out of 2 bucks, 4 credits each, i still have last credit in my pocket while kit used up all haha.. ok then we headed to mac.. thought of watching england vs ecuador but hy n Al there play black jack.. Xy, Nb n Kit play taidi.. Wa i lose a lot sia... Cr Duck now is the biggest winner n hy dunno y everytime lose to duck..
Heard 5 times of goal in mac by the audience, but end up the score was 1 - 0 England won.. By beckham wif his best free-kick..Supporter of England, but dun think england can win the world cup cuz even ecuador, they only win by 1 - 0... Ok then its time to go home.. work once again nxt day.. but lucky i still have 15 more working days to endure b4 i leave this sucky place...


bubbles of sadness.

*11:29 AM .

Moments for Sat, 24th June 2006 :
Hmm slp 4 only few hrs.. cuz last nite i slp at 5am..wake up at 9am.Ns said company me there, but end up put my airplane..zzz ended up i go there myself.. Reached there wa... a lot of ppl n the queue was super long indeed. The most unlucky thing was, i got the wrong queue, whereby the queue is moving extremely slow.. Nvm Ns too bad, nv come, missed lots of ppl to see. HAHA..Ok finally settled the thing, i'm very relieve, just prepare to study hard tat's all..Ok i went back to ps to wait 4 them..
Expected Ns they all to be very slow, lucky i saw the 2 malay boys always at sp arcade de.. Then i joined them 4 lunch n went ps arcade to play.. Haha win a lot.. Then finally Ns n duck came.. Then the 3 of us play arcade until evening time like tat, b4 going 4 dinner at foodcourt, then go to parklane headquarter play dota.. wa... long itme nv touch, very lousy our skils. The duck oso weakens.. We becum feeders haha..Duck selling more n more fish = selfish. Ok after tat we headed back to sp mac play cards again.. black jack..This time, ns, hy, duck n me only.. haha i won 44 n its time to go home..


bubbles of sadness.

*11:23 AM .

Moments for Fri, 23th June 2006 :
Hmm can't rmb wat i do on this day. If i'm not wrong, went to sp, meet kit play kof 02 haha. Now he can't stand my yuri & iori. his 1st 2 char has become useless to me. Once again the old days have revived where me an old player of kof, win regain my title, winning this younger outstanding player, kit. haha.. Hey kit, its time to improve, move on n train kof XI else 02 is going to b outdated very soon...haha. Ok i think panda n Xiang Rong oso there.. they play XI only. After tat, went to mac eat dinner, consult Xiang Rong abt the SIM stuff cuz i'm going RELC nxt day morning..
After that, those selling ice-cream ppl come n we started to play Black jack.. i think got Ns, Hy, Wil n Duck.. Wa wil once again win a lot.. i 4get i win or lose.. cuz too long already.. i think lose..Ok we played until very late n then went home...


bubbles of sadness.

*11:16 AM .

Friday, June 23, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 22th June 2006 :
After work, went home 4 dinner. Saw my sis's baby daughter n play wif her.. Wa now she noes how to scream le -.-! Ok after dinner, then go out to arcade. Reach sp then only to find out tat i 4get to bring my hp, so walk back home to take.. Ended up late in meeting my friend. Wa this friend of mine, was really very terrible. i was just late 4 a while n was being scold. Vice versa, i even waited 4 many hrs wifout any news lo..Like only i'm the one that can wait la? As if everything oso want to suit my friend.. Thus dun care, play arcade. Saw a long time friend, Jeff thus play kof wif him, lik etat oso cannot -.-! insist that i go mac play cards.. Its my life, its not to be controlled...Take my own swit time, then only i go mac..
Reached there, Nb n Kit come, so we play cards together =) Play Taidi.. NB biggest winner -.-! OK then Hy n XY come back from selling ice-cream.. we continue playing while they have dinner.. After tat Ns, Duck n Wil comes in too... So is bro Roy. well they have dinner, kit n Nb went home... Nv expect Wil to put airplane on us n go off wif Bro Roy n his gang.. Bro now changed alot.. led astray is very easy at this age indeed... gd luck bro..Thus left Hy, Xy, Duck n Ns.. Well Xy nv play thus the 4 of us play black jack. This time dunno who's the biggest winner, i did win a little but biggest loser is Ns haha.. ok call it a day...


bubbles of sadness.

*9:00 AM .

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Moments for Wed, 21th June 2006 :
Another boring day at work ends.. Cleared quite a no. of things.. Then after work.. Supposed to meet a friend, but from morning until finish work, no news, thus i decided to go home 4 dinner. Until i'm at somerset then only my friend called n say at ps le... Then travel back to ps.. THis kind of friend oso have -.-! Not serious in meeting me, then dun ask me out -.-! Waste my time n transport. Go there, play a while of arcade, have dinner then go back sp le.. like tat oso shiok.. thought of watching movie, but ended up cuz the time is late, so nv watch...
Reach sp, alone in the arcade play kof.. Play until very sian cuz its very boring.. Ok then go mac wait 4 the rest.. watch world cup there, portugal against mexico. 2 - 1. ok then they come. Got Duck, Hy. THey come 1st. We play black jack, play halfway, notice some cards missing.. thus reset the whole score, but Ns n Wil come le. We played like nv played.. Then we start to play black jacks. haha tis time wil's luck really gone.. If i'm not wrong, only me n Ns win. Then wil biggest loser, Duck n Hy oso lose. then call it a day.


bubbles of sadness.

*9:30 AM .

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Moments for Tue, 20th June 2006 :
Back to work, very tired indeed. Got lots & lots of things to clear. Seriously i have been rushing n rushing that i doubt i'll be able to finish all of them as things just keep passing to me.. Seriously i have been over loaded wif the works..At 1st, i'm still ok, not is over loaded. Why? Initially i only 1 quarterly report n 1 monthly report. But now additional 1 quarterly report. Besides all the databases to update every month, i have to go down to do surveys after surveys.. After doing surveys, i still have to key into the databases. English is ok, but numberings r tedious. Not only that. Originally i only have 1 monthly checklist to do.. Lucky tat 1 dun need to key in to the database, but now i have a 2nd monthly checklist to do. Tat 1 i have to key in databases after checklist.. The handwritings r horrible to be read n tat slows me down a lot.. Not over yet.. Now 1 more survey, though i dun need to go down to do, but the others done it n was send to me to key in.. the surveys r extremely thick -.-! Dun look at 1 individual survey which is only 1 page.. N u can imagine when i say its thick, u shld noe tat its a lot lo... Might even hit 1000 +... Some more the handwritings r even horrible n unable to read at times.... Look at all those workloads i have... Its seriously over loaded tat after clearing n clearing, haven't finish, new month's work just came.. Who can finish all these? I'm leaving work on the 14th July n judging from now, have been rushing my work, dun think i can complete them lo..
Ai ya dun care abt work le.. now talk abt after work.. well thought of going to watch movie, but nobody wants to watch -.-! ended up nv watch.. nxt tiem dun care le. i watch myself..4get to mention lunch time, my 2nd's husband come to find me near my workplace to help me wif some SIM stuffs.. grateful to him n my sis.. back to after work. kit call me out to eat dinner. went arcade at sp to meet him. saw panda.. wa...sian.. challenge XI lose him more than i win him.. he's now getting stronger n stronger.Then went to kfc to eat dinner. Ns, Hy n NB join us.. Then we went back to arcade play 02.. Wa... have fun there.. b4 going to mac. Here, wil, Hy, Al, Ns n me play black jack again.. wa...bad luck.. me n Hy biggest loser, wil lose finally.. Ns n Duck winner..then its time to go home lo..


bubbles of sadness.

*11:23 AM .

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Moments for Mon, 19th June 2006 :
So fast last day of my break. Morning went to SIM for some talks.. Get some materials.. Very scary indeed. Prepared to work hard when sch starts... can't afford to fail as i'm not a Rich man son. Ok then after talk went to ps to play some games b4 going Clarke Quay to met my ex colleague 4 lunch.. Then a friend came n sit down n chat until its time to go Cathay meet Ns, Jq, Kit, Jiali & Kw 4 movie. Silent Hill.. buy 7.35 pm show n headed to parklane play billard wif kw. THe rest play pool.. Omg i'm like being curse.. I lost both matches to kw.. Worst is last match, kw win me by 1 point.. terribly sick too.. i think lack of slp recently.. Then watch movie, wa... the show ok ok la.. Quite scary at times.. but having difficulties concentrating the movie, cuz kw keep shaking his legs.. told him go toilet he dun 1. Insist of finishing the movie..Me n Ns suay, sit beside him.. like a rocking chair.. after movie, went back to sem...Meet hy, xy, Wil & Duck. Only me, Ns, Wil Hy & Duck play Black Jack.. Again Wil lucky chap...i only win a little...time to go home...


bubbles of sadness.

*11:07 AM .

Moments for Sun, 19th June 2006 :
Hmm can't rmb wat i did again.. Oh ya, supposed to go to openhouse at serangoon.. Oso busy wif my SIM stuffs.. Then ended up nv go.. THen went sp i thing stay at the way at sem.. Until at nite, play cards again.. black Jack. Wil lucky chap once again, n i win this time. Al very unlucky the biggest loser...Can't rmb le. I think sat, saw my ex-colleague again n we exchange no...


bubbles of sadness.

*10:02 AM .

Moments for Sun, 19th June 2006 :
Hmm can't rmb wat i did again.. Oh ya, supposed to go to openhouse at serangoon.. Oso busy wif my SIM stuffs.. Then ended up nv go.. THen went sp i thing stay at the way at sem.. Until at nite, play cards again.. black Jack. Wil lucky chap once again, n i win this time. Al very unlucky the biggest loser...Can't rmb le. I think sat, saw my ex-colleague again n we exchange no...


bubbles of sadness.

*10:02 AM .

Moments for Sat, 17th June 2006 :
Hmm can't rmb wat i did again. Well perhaps i rmb thought of going to settle my SIM stuffs but due to some problems wif the bank draft thing or the Pounds problem.. thus if i'm not wrong i cancel it n meet my friends to relax n talk abt the SIM things at the same time.. Then meet Ns n company, we went to play billards.. 8 of us.. Of cuz i biggest winner haha.. Nxt table Wil is the winner. After tat, we headed to LJS 4 dinner n headed back to sp. I think we play poker if i'm not wrong. Black Jack i mean.. Hmm Wil tat lucky chap wins once again.. Al this time wins i think.. i lost. if i'm not wrong..


bubbles of sadness.

*9:54 AM .

Moments for 16th June 2006 :
Hmm can't rmb wat i do 2day.. I think play com the whole day at home? play wif Wil dota perhaps then he did something stupid in dota game tat he's not ashame of himself.. such a coward he is haha.. ok if i'm not wrong, at nite after dinner then i went out ba. cuz my sisters r coming back 4 dinner.Then went out i think play arcade then play cards.. erhmm if i'm not wrong, we play poker?Black jack if i'm not wrong.. Wil, me, Al & Hy then the 3 of us lose to Wil.. Lucky chap..Saw my ex colleague, but different department at mac if i'm not wrong...


bubbles of sadness.

*9:45 AM .

Moments for THurs, 15th June 2006 :
Once again, another heated argument wif my mum.. Another big 1 tat u can't imagine. of cuz its abt my studies things.. Well she a gd mum but the other problem is tat she just simply doesn't understand my feelings tat's all.. Ok then quarrelling ends in the afternoon n i rush down to settled my Sim registration things..thought of going to the Chinese thing at Toa Payoh CC, last time my JC i was chosen to the National Chinese Oraltorial Competition wif some of my friends.. Last min, every1 say not going 4 the gathering, thus i oso didn't go. So stay in sem till the come back n i thing shld be arcade, dinner n play cards at mac. Biggest loser again in the dirnk water game? tat's all ba


bubbles of sadness.

*9:40 AM .

Moments for Wed, 14th June 2006 :
How can i not 4get this very impt date? Yes my 2nd sis's wedding day.. Very early i woke up n my cousins r already in the hse. Dressed up n the groom is here. Then the groom of cuz hav to pass task b4 entering the hse.. Then we went to outdoor to take photographs. Then went to my 2nd sis's new hse at bukit panjung. Sit a while, her hse is very beautiful, so is her.. Happy 4 her indeed.. Felt very bad n sad 4 her cuz i didn't take photographs wif her during her ROM cuz something bad happened to me on her ROM day n i was very emotional at tat time. Last yr or 2 yrs ago in Nov or Dec if i'm not mistaken. After tat, went groom's parent's hse to have buffet.Eat a little b4 returning home..
Thought of playing games wif my friends awhile at sp b4 going to Park View 4 the wedding dinner at 6pm. But cuz my sis 4get to take her jewellery, i have to go there early by taking cab to pass her the stuffs as she's already at the hotel. Then since its still early, i decided to go ps after passing her the things. But seems to be unfamiliar there, n happened to saw the 24 hr lan shop which i used to go wif art, reeni n art few yrs back. went there to play until times up. saw wil online n play wif him. Ok then its time 4 the dinner. 1st time sit at the VIP table.. very weird but lucky the groom's elder sis speaks to me. Thus break the silence. Of cuz the standard things in the wedding dinner, arrival, the dishes, the toasting, the opening of champagne, n thus the ending. VIP seats r different whereby the dishes r seperated 4 us. i like it tat way as every1 gets a fair share. Then my favourite dessert, yam paste.
Wedding dinner ended, there's a maxi cab to send us home. I didn't go home, but went to meet my friends at sp n we play the drink water game again.. Wa...suffering..again drink a lot of water.. the biggest loser once again if i'm not wrong...


bubbles of sadness.

*9:28 AM .

Moments for Tue, 13th June 2006 :
Hmm super long nv blog le. Well i can say tat i'm very busy wif my life lately. Even at home. Well now back to work in office, oso very busy cuz the worklaod pile up again. Endure few more weeks & everything'll be over. Well thus try not to write too much but blog shorter these few days. Ok i think i 4get most of the stuffs le.. 2day after work, i went to meet the same old friends again. I think we play drink water game n i'm the biggest loser.. i rmb drinking lots of water 4 many days n end up going to the toilet frequently...


bubbles of sadness.

*9:24 AM .

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Moments for Mon, 12th June 2006 :
2day very busy day at work, piling way high up again.Clear n clear, it just keeps coming. Nvm anyway leaving soon, just endure a bit more. Ok after work, went ps arcade play a short while, then meet friend goo eat dinner n go cathay cinema to watch 7.45 pm m18 show, Slither. 1st time going there to watch, the place really not bad, think can replace cine leisure there. no need to go orchard specially just to watch movie. the seats r ok too. The movie was quite alright. Movie starry a husband n wife, then the husband cuz sad wif the wife, went out n end up saw a slimy type of creature in a forest. Then curiousity kills the cat, the creature's back open n a thing shoot out n went inside his chest but into the back of his neck. Then he's a changed person.. Keep eating meat, n changed into a slimy creature.
But he still loves his wife. Then got 1 woman 1st to be attacked by him, turn into 1 like him. Keep eating meat. the pic looks very horrible. thus can't really describe here. Ok then of cuz police went into hunting 4 them n the missing gal. ended up found the gal, but she is as big as a hot-air balloon, then suddenly stomach burst n all the slither comes out. they attack thru the mouth. thus most police officer was attacked n the main male actor, oso a policeman, cover his mouth n ask tat wife to cover too. they were ex-classmates n gd friends, can tell they like each other. but the gal was married to the guy who turn slither. Then after tat lots of attacking. those attacked by the slither tat went inside their mouth all changed.. Slither comes from fire mars n an egg fell on the earth n starts breeding through the way i said earlier.. every1 thinks the same n really like each other. Cuz the policeman tat changed, oso talks like the husband n aiming 4 his wife.. Story ending is, 4 the husband to change a man in to slither, 2 long slimy thing will come out from his stomach n into the flesh of the human. the main actor was stabbed only 1 n he managed to hold the other 1. Then he saw the gasoline n put the other 1 into the gas pipe. Then can't take it, he dragged the police towards him n the wife shot a bullet n the whole thing explode.
Of cuz, once the main sliter die, the rest all die.. erhmm should be like tat ba.. hopefully readers can understand cuz it really hard to describe this horrible show. but quite nice to watch. Hmm after tat, go back sem cuz they want me to drink water again -.-! this time got 6 ppl.. me, bro, wil, duck, ns & NB.. Wa again i biggest loser.. 45 cups, bro 31, duck 23, wil 18, Ns 17? & most impt, 1st time playing drink water, NB nv even drink a single cup... fierce.. then go home.. lucky this time only wake up a few times.


bubbles of sadness.

*9:06 AM .

Monday, June 12, 2006

Moments for Sun, 11th June 2006 :
Woke up super late due to lack of slp as last nite keep waking up 4 toilet. The play only a short game of dota n have to prepare le.. Cuz My 2nd sis's wedding nxt week.. have to prepare lots of things.. Have to cancel my appointments n outings.. haiz.. Then went out to shop 4 the things 4 my 2nd sis wedding.. Until very late. meet a friend at ps a while cuz everyday work, only have time now, as my friend wants to return me $, so go there. Then have dinner, talk, play game n walk a short while. Then go home. very late le, nv expect Ns, Hy n duck at mac waiting 4 me..Went there find them n i regretted tat cuz they playing drink water game n i biggest loser again.. 59 cups, nv broke NB's record but same as him. Highest 59 cups. drink until feel like vomitting.. Duck got 42, Hy got 40 n Ns only 25 or wat if i'm not wrong. All i noe is he's the biggest winner n still complain 1 2 vomit -.-! hehe.. regret going there. Go home again waking up 4 toilet....but healthy.. look on the bright side..


bubbles of sadness.

*10:47 AM .

Moments for Sat, 10th June 2006 :
Hmm big day 4 Kit n Nic, Happy b'day to u both. Well Sat wake up super early, went to the shelter there to prepare the things 4 the shelter party. Ended up -.-! The place taken by other ppl 4 b'day celebration too.. Then went Sem mrt to meet Ns, Sm n Jq. Jason at arcade. After tat Sm they showed me where still got shelter n i recall too.. Cuz last time playing badminton there. ok then we go sp Kfc to sit n do some last touch up 4 the big day. Slowly one by one showed up 4 the big day. Then we hav lunch there. Then after lunch, supposed to have b'day cake, but cuz budget prob, we didn't have cake.Ok Now our activities begins.. Hmm got lots of different versions of this day's activities, but roughly the same. Thus i just make it more accurate. Cuz as a host of this day, i have most of the results by hand.. B4 tat, special thanks to my asst organizer, JQ 4 our hard work. Me planning of activities & wrappng nic's prank present, she doing the calling of ppl n presents.
The 1st game was a great success. i was still worrying it might not be successful cuz 1st time playing this game tat moves ard.. The rest of the grp went to different stations.. me, jq, nic n kit remain at kfc until they rest r ready n we moved on.. 1st station, library, guarded by Ns n Jason. Ok go there, they played words pyramid. category endangered animals, kit noe the animals, have to describe to nic n let him guess the animal. likewise 4 nic. THis is a vs game. They guess wrongly = 1 forfeit. Nic got 1 forfeit earlier 4 being late hehe n now he got 2. Kit got 1. Then they begin searching 4 5 books. Lucky 4 them 1 book on loan. They found 3 n last 1 almost found times up, thus 1 forfeit 4 each. 2nd station is cd shop, guarded by Kw n CY. Well they were given word search n compete. in 10mins, kit found 5, nic found 4. THus 1 more forfeit 4 nic. Then find 5 cds. Hmm This 1 i can't rmb they found all i think..
3rd station was comics shop, guarded by Duck n Jiasheng.Lol every1 agree tat to be fun . Yes hearing them saying tongue twister b4 they have their treasure hunt. Well they have 1 chinese n 1 eng tongue twister each. Kit ganna the easiest 1 according to drawing lots. But still can't read so he ganna 1 forfeit. Nic's very hard, all the word got hanyu pinyin shi. Ok eng de they have no probs. cuz all ganna easy 1. then searching, they have hard time but still manage to find 2. -.-! 3rd 1 lucky i purposely lead nic away. hehe i say hint the last book is in this part of the area.was i directed them the rite area, but furthest cuz the book is hidden in the corner. then times up. 1 forfeit each haha. 4th station is playing game time, guarded by Xy n HY b4 tat, is Spot the difference. They found 4 but couldn't find the same last 1. 1 forfeit each. 1st game, plane game. nv expect kit noe how to play, poor nic. Some more choose code they ganna 5 stages to complete. nic lost in 1st stage. 5 forfeit. Kit lost at 4th stage, 2 forfeit. Ok nxt is puzzle bubble. Kit won 2, thus 2 forfeit 4 nic. Gem fighter, kit sucks at tat game haha. THus ganna 2 forfeit. Then is photo hunt. Again choose code, they ganna the hardest. 25 stage to clear. they only reach 17 thus 8 forfeit each. Nxt is DDR. Wa so many ppl there. haha we enjoy hehe. work so hard 4 this day, of cuz kit n nic must entertain us. They lucky, ganna easiest basic. but 1st stage lose -.-! Thus, 3 forfeit each =P.
Lastly NTUC stage, guarded by Bro n Julia. of cuz the game is tell kit a word n kit must make nic say out the word in 3 mins by hook or by crook. This 1, they lucky. But cuz kit said out a word thus he ganna 1 forfeit there. Then they started to shop 4 their forfeit there. Through out, me n jq was suffering wif them. Cuz we r walking all the while wif them.. Of cuz after shopping, headed to the shelter. Now here's their prank. which was already planned all the while. KIT, i put in red 4 u to read this prank section 4 u haha. In fact during the 2nd station, i'm already contacting SM(leader of shelter team. Wil, Dawn, Nb n JL) le. Told her to start asking jl to sms u. Making use of her 1st time to sem, n 1st time wif so many ppl. Purposely put her in shelter area furthest away from u. Then make her sms tat she's bored. In fact i 4got during library i asked u to switch to silence, 4get to ask u switch back. Thus SM said she ask Jl to sms u but u nv reply, panic, i pretend u remind u n nic to switch back to sound so tat u can see her sms. Lucky u nv suspect me. Ok then nv expect u ask Cy to help reply ur sms n even me -.-! haha. Then see u so glued to the game, no choice, we pause a while n waited until NTUC i think, n JL started to sms u tat they r bored, going to buy somethings to eat.. Then while we walking there, we purposely ask the rest of the grp to be at the shelter pretending nv saw the rest. i even say, dun worry, u'll see JL soon haha.. Reach there, u shld noe la. Acting skills no bad hehe. giving me actor award? didn't smile in front of u lo, but smiling at them at ur back while i'm talking to them. In fact, i told SM, dawn n Wil to come back n i qn them where's the rest, then they say dunno n put JL wif NB. later part got a loophole but u didn't spot it haha. Suppose is u call JL n Nb pick up, but nv expect u recognise NB's voice..ZZZ want to make u sound as if something happened to JL. Then it struck my mind n NB should say tat he found a hp at the coffeeshop. Dunno is JL's de. haha but lucky Nb is clever, he straight away say, William. haha. See ahkit's face so work up. Then make kit go find Nb b Jl at the coffeeshop n i ask NB come out from hiding, they go 4 a while, i call kit ask him come back, maybe can qn NB wat happened. Then we all pretend pretend, then i went up to apologize kit say, shld make her stay wif u, cuz she's not familiar here. Then NB oso apologize. Then just nice, kit is squatting down back facing JL's hiding place, ask her come out n i told kit to go find again. When kit turn ard, he saw JL bringing his present to him, his face almost like crying sia, haha so touch. Then he squatted down 1 corner dun dare face us. Me n NB help him up. At the same time, Nic is unwrapping an empty wrapper prepared by me 4 few hrs. Total consist of 24 papers, wif jq finishing up the real wrapper. i specially made the fake present as if inside really got something u feel it. its hard in the middle, corner got air. Then he start unwrapping, can see most of the paper got my written words there. 4 his entertainment while he's happily unwrapping, Haha halfway thru, he suspect, but i was there to convince him confirm have. So he perserve til the end. Inside is a piece of paper, written Congrats u have been Fooled. Happy b'day haha.. Then real present was given to nic. nic suspect tat too haha. Hope they like the presents.
Nxt is the forfeit time. Nic got 23 forfeits, kit got 21. They spended ard 2 hrs 4 the treasure hunt game. Long sia. Ok forfeit got water, fishermen friend's strongest mint, sour lemon. Suppose to have walking stone, but cuz very far, thus no more. nic poor thing, chose lots of fishermen's friends n water. water he drink until can't take it haha. Kit is mostly sourlemon. lol c his face when he ganna the forfeit. OK then is 2nd game the memory part. tat 1 still ok ok. but the 3rd game was a disappointment. n true enough my expectation tat they will not cooperate, cuz they have no teamwork at all. Thus my aim of building up their teamwork failed. Readers, this game is actually a though from a taiwan's variety show, NG 100 dian3. Have to complete few obstacles set up within 100 sec, n if fail in any part of the obstacles, is an NG n have to restart over again until complete. I expected tat game to last very long but cuz they have no teamwork, i just let them have a dry run.. poor julia. nobody's cooperating. Its reall yvery hard to lead a grp of 19 ppl alone.. such a difficult task 4 me to keep them in organize. i failed. give up, shold have rather let them have team vs game instead.
Hmm maybe they r really not sure wat the game is abt ba.. shld hav brief them earlier..After tat some play cards, some talk. Then decide where to eat. final vote is fast food in town, thus we all travel to ps. On the way there, nic thank me 4 everything. i was so touched cuz my hard work is being appreciated. He actually wanted to keep the 25 pieces of wrapping paper as a memory but was thrown away. haha yup its a pity but anyway thanks 4 appreciating it. He love the activities n nv expect its planned 4 him n kit. Anyway both of them enjoyed alot. =) See them happy = i'm happy too. Reach there not enough place 4 19 ppl, thus some go LJS at mac hse, some go mac at parklane. After dinner, Bro n julia went off. The rest go parklane find the rest of the grp. Some go KTV, some arcade, some billard. KTV cuz too ex, so nv go. Played 02 wif them. Controller sucks but we manage to enjoy ourselves. After tat, kw, me, Ns n Duck played billard. Starting not smooth cuz dunno y off form. But ended up i'm still 1st, 4get either Kw or Ns 2nd. I think duck last.
After tat, its time to go home, thus billard nxt time then play again ba. SM lost her mp3 player. poor thing. 4get to mention, Kit send Jl take bus home, Dawn n wil oso left early. After tat reach sp, only me, NB, duck go mac find wil n the 4 of us bought 8 1.5 litres of mineral water. pLay the water game, omg i'm the biggest loser. 56 cups, Wil 43 or 44, Duck 40 n NB 28 only...THen call it a day..reach home i think 3 am +. wake up many times to go toilet -.-! Suffering...but healthy =)


bubbles of sadness.

*9:39 AM .

Moments for Fri, 9th June 2006 :
Hmm lots of happenings during weekends thus just briefly write it down. Well after work, went sp arcade to meet Xiang Rong n Panda cuz they want to play kof XI.. Went there, started playing n got win got lose.. But got 1 think i rmb clearly =). I beat by ard 6 - 8 b4 i lose. Then i got play wif NB kof 02 cuz no 1 there to play wif him. I use random. 1st 2 game, i almost lost. Each 3rd char left, n i win him luckily. Then 3rd match i randomed chris, haha then i use CD all the way n 1 beat 3 him, he end up dun 1 2 play wif me anymore. Then i went back XI to play.. After tat, went dinner wif XR n Panda. Talk a while,, then go home. Ns they all very far from sp, thus i just go home too.. Watch world cup, halfway slp. Then wake up prepare 4 bed.. Tired after all those preparation 4 kit's n Nic's day..


bubbles of sadness.

*9:32 AM .

Friday, June 09, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 8th June 2006 :
2day after work, went to sp to play kof wif NB. Ended up got so many challengers down there..XI n 02 wasn't a very smooth day 4 me.. Got win & lose but i think i lose a lot. Esp when playing wif Jim.. Wa totally losing streak...No more tokens, so i stop playing.. Admit defeat but wif have a rematch wif him another time..Ok Ns they all sell ice-cream quite fast come back.. We went to have dinner.. Wa really i must STOP myself from eating too much fatty stuffs... I think only restrict myself eating all these during weekends, only weekends then i can enjoy.. Ok After dinner, they want to play the drink water game.. 2day not smooth, thus expected i might drink a lot of water.. Ns n Duck ganna to buy water.. They come back wif cold water again -.-! N because there's no more small cups at mac, we switch back to normal times we play.. the small size mac cup.. Wa expected..Though i'm not the biggest loser, i'm 2nd loser.. Hy 7 cups, me 5, NB n Duck 4 n Ns biggest winner finally, 2 cups only.. Ok then call it a day.. Fri is 1 more day b4 Kit's n Nic's big day.. Fri will be a very busy day 4 me then.. Need to finish n touch up all the preparations.. Bloody kit... Still need to go temple wif his family members on tat day..waste time, but wat to do, its his day..so have to wait.. just scared not enough time to play...


bubbles of sadness.

*10:50 AM .

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Moments for Wed, 7th June 2006 :
After work, went sp arcade play a very short while. Then headed to mac to meet lots of ppl who r coming 4 the briefing 4 kit's n Nic's b'day celebration on sat. Well after several discussions, the grp expected, wif so many small kids.. Lots of mouths r talking here n there. But i wouldn't care.. Since they showed no respect to me talking, i shall gif them a hard time on Sat =) Anyway be grateful 4 wat'll have & appreciative.. Its ok wif me, i'm still have patient enough to tolerate the nonsence this grp have given me..Once i reached the top, its time to leave as its pointless to make any heated argument which in return reflects bad on myself.. I can always move on & survive by myself n my other friends.. There's a lot of friends ard me tat i can always hang ard wif.. =) As long as ppl enjoy my presence, i always filled the ppl ard me wif lots of different emotions haha.
Hmm y do i say so? Well something very bad actually happened after our briefing. B4 tat, briefing halfway, kit suddenly come find us.we kept him in the dark, i bring him out 4 a walk while asst organizer, jq helps me wif the later part of her briefing.After tat, briefing dismiss n left me, duck, jq, Ns, Kit, NB n Wil.. Tat's the time when we r having dinner n something bad happened.. THis Cr Duck was totally spoilt.. 1 of the mac staff, our friends, Aunt helen actually helps Cr Duck to order from the table.. This Duck wasn't very appreciative n takes ppl 4 granted.. Of cuz its me.. He doesn't even show any form of respect as a friend, wasn't even appreciative to wat i have done 4 him when he needed help.. As usual when he shows attitude, i jokingly ask him back the cash he owe me.. Straight away, he took out 20 bucks n throw to me. Obviously i'm not going to accept tat.. Wat did he actually treat me 4? Showing appreciative of my help in this manner? I took the 20 bucks, i'm not going to let down my pride n take him this way. I threw the 20 bucks back on his face. N tell him wat did he treat me 4? if i dun treat him as a friend, i hack care his this kind of shitty attitude. le thim suffer when he grow up..
After eating, Kit left, Ns fetch Jq home 1st. Then come find us.. Then we start to play cards.. Anyway i'm ok wif the incident as be angry brings ntg to me. I'm not going to accept tat shitty 20 bucks he throw at me.. unless he pass to me nicely.. 1st time i see some1 borrow $ n return the $ by throwing. N it actually happened to me.. Anyway we started playing drink water game.. The match was very close.. Wil biggest winner, 17 cups, NB 18, me 19, Duck 19 i think, NS biggest loser once again 34 cups as usual haha.. Wil drink until want to vomit. cuz the water too cold this time i guess..ok then its time to go.


bubbles of sadness.

*9:54 AM .

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

A song to share :
Here's another song that really touches my heart a lot when i listened to it.. Here's the lyrics that i would like to share wif my dear readers.. I'll publish tis lyrics n put this song inside my blog 4 a while so you can listen n follow the lyrics at the same time..

Vocals: Emiko Shiratori
Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life--love's lost refrain
Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name
* A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond
So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings
In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?
* Repeat
If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember


bubbles of sadness.

*12:14 PM .

Moments for Tue, 6th Jun 2006 :
Well this day is wat many ppl have been talking abt, 666..In christianity, isn't a very gd day at all.. Y 666? cuz today is 6/6/06.. Even saw newspapers tat many ppl r getting married on this day. Well anyway its just another common day to me..Life still goes on as per normal, going ot work, n perhaps stopping work soon tat i'm late again.. Well after work, went home.. have dinner, having muscle aches from mon's jogging.. Watch 2 tv series from SCV n prepared to go to sp mac to meet Ns, Duck, Hy n NB.. Hmm seems like i'm always hanging ard wif young teenagers.. Well perhaps they bring me joys n makes me youth again.. haha..Besides though mischevious they were, they r the ones who helped me during my down times.. Super depress times.. Not financially but emotionally.. Yes they keep me company, n help me stand up... looking back, 2 yrs + of relationship (1st time) was indeed long..
This time i'm not going to restrict wat i'm going to write, many readers read it from different angles, thus i shall not be explaining myself over any misunderstanding.. Just hope readers thinks positively whereby wat i wrote might seems a -ve manner but actually its a neutral view..yes if i were to be able to dump this 2yrs + of tormented relationship, its kind of difficult indeed..At times, i do miss my past a little, however the hopes of being wif her 4ever when i was wif her in the past, has already gone.. Realistic is unavoidable.. Every1 hopes to find their soulmates who can provide future happiness 4 each other.. Wif her, i think i'll be suffering thru out my life... Lots of things have happened btw me n my past.. Very terrible onces too, but have very happy times.. However, the happy times r extremely short to me.. She made lots of unforgivable mistakes in the relationship, yet i still managed to 4gif her.. However, this time, though 4given, but yet, we won't be 2gether as she nv learns her mistakes..
Well i'm a sort of person totally devoted to a relationship, thus perhaps to pull out, isn't a very esasy task 4 me.. I took 3 yrs in the past to let go my 1st love, during my sec times, though we were not 2gether. However, if i were to completely dump watever happened in the past n moved on wifout carrying anythings, i'm no difference than a sinner, nor a person who's out to flirt n enjoy. Once let go, just happily move on n treat as if ntg has happened.. Anyway life now, though lonely n looking at so many new couples ard me, do makes me envy them a lot.. However, at this thru this lonely time, am i able to catch a break n do the things which i wants to do...Ok tat's abt it.. Moving ahead slowly =) and much more lighter.Taking this time to recuperate my wounds til its ready to take in once again.
Hmm thus at mac i played cards wif them n i emerged the biggest winner haha.. the 2nd, Ns was ard 48 cards, Duck 3rd, Hy 4th n NB biggest loser wif 100+ cards haha... OK we had a great time n its time to go home.. Well my preparation 4 the b'day celebrations was almost done.. Really couldn't wait tat day to come fast.. Hmm couldn't imagine how creative i am or rather i am already creative haha.. Imaginative,, =P I'm always out wif so many ideas.. this young kids really must be grateful to me tat they enjoyed so much when i'm ard.. Wed will have a briefing wif them to confirm the rest of the things.. N hopefully by sat morning things r fully prepared..Hopefully the games turn out to be super duper fun...


bubbles of sadness.

*9:27 AM .

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Moments for Mon, 5th June 2006 :
After a tiring work, went home have dinner n rest til 8pm +, NB called n we headed down to do warm-ups n our jogging starts...overall i completed 2 rounds of the journey which i used to jog wif my neighbour.. NB was very fast indeed...4 me, the 2 rds is suffering n tiring.. Super long nv jog n exercise.. After tat, we sit down to orest n talk, b4 he go up to my hse to change n both of us headed to sp.. Bro was there.. Talk a while, Ns, Duck, Hy & Xy come back from selling ice-cream n they have dinner.. Hy n XY 1st to leave. Then Gr n Ns left.. Me, Duck n NB play cards.. haha i won, NB 2nd n Duck last... feeling very tired, headed home ...


bubbles of sadness.

*11:19 AM .

Monday, June 05, 2006

Moments for Sun, 4th June 2006 :
Well wake up 8am + in the morning by my family -.-! Yes there is goin gto be a buffet 4 the 1st time in my hse... The thought of this idea really turns me off.. Seriously, i dun really like so many ppl coming to my hse.. Y? 1st, my precious things, cds, or anything other things else, was afraid tat they, esp young cousins of mine, will spoil it.. Well i'm a type of person who likes beautiful things. a scratch in my precious cds, which i dun anyhow purchase cds de.. Only those which i love, i buy.. Just a scratch n tat's it.. my heart hurts.. 2nd my relatives.. surely come, they will say those things which i dun like to hear, esp my aunts... Sick.. but no choice.. 10am +. 1 by 1 starts to arrive.. Nvm i open com, but i noe i can't do anything.. My 3 younger cousins com in n see me wif the coms.. Nvm, i let them play some games which i have, such as castevania & more..
Then they left n i have the com. Then just nice Ns, Duck n kit caome my hse le. Invite them to the buffet. Well the buffet... i not really like the food tat much.. After eating, we went to play com. They play 02. Hard to play on pc.. but can see they have fun ba.. Duck at my hse really like no big no small -.-! Thinking its his own hse like tat.. Ok then ard 4+, we left the hse n headed to sp play abit of arcade. Then we headed to paradiz centre to play billards while waiting 4 the com to be ready.. i'm the biggest winner, 69 points, duck 2nd cuz Ns n kit foul n he get most of the points thru them fouling. he got 43, Ns got 38 n Kit got 30 haha.. Sat thrashing, like got after effect n still losing.. played halfway, coms ready.. Then we went 4 dota...1st 2 matches we won, last 1 we lost.. performance not very gd at dota today..dunno wat i'm doing oso.. haha randomed lousy heros =P but ok la anyhow play but still have fun.
After tat, went back sem meet NB. Kit left n the rest went mac eat dinner. Then duck left, the 3 of us talked abt many funny things.. NB presence is alwasy very funny.. we talked abt lots of things like duck this kind of attitude n character hard to survive army's tough training. Think back old times, really can bring laughters.. haha memories..After tat Ns left.. So me n NB start to play solo card game. Taidi.. Haha he broke duck's record.. i won 168 cards.. tat's really very funny in the game when NB keep cursing n swearin on how unlucky he was.. In just a short time, he lost so many cards. starting the fight like very close de.. so far i only distribute cards not more than 10 times i think.. haha.. Then its time to go home..


bubbles of sadness.

*11:42 AM .

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Moments for Sat, 3rd June 2006 :
Wake up at 9.45 am n meet jq at sp mac 4 breakfast..y? Cuz we need to discuss n plan 4 kit's n Nic's b'day celebration nxt week.. Each b'day celebration will be getting more n more organize n hopefully more interesting.. Ppl's getting together is really very short.. Tis yr we might be celebrating b'days 2gether, but in future, we might not, due to many different factors such as new life, new environment... Yes their last yr together as classmates.. Once they split, things will eventually change..Thus the presence of me in their grp, though sometimes blessing but sometimes disappointment -.-! just hope i can gif them some precious memories 4 them to keep tat they actually did enjoyed when the grp r 2gether.. Hope they really cherish the day they have together.. Even me.. I do cherish the times we have 2gether.. N no matter where i go, i'll carry all of them if me.. I'm honoured at times to know u interesting young friends haha.. At times, but actually more problems haha..troublesome kids bleahs. As i recall, so many things have actually happened in the grp, the problems, the changes, happiness, n oso sadness..
4 this celebration, me n my asst organizer put in times to discuss abt the events.. wow welcome new ppl to our grp if possible. They r kit's gf, Jiali, Gr's gf, Julia. Well not going to say wat the plans r cuz kit might be reading this blog, thus i shall keep it in suspense til the actual day reaches... After hr's of plannin, its 1.30pm in the afternoon.. Oops i meet kit 2.30 pm at sp but he feel boring n come to sp 1st.. lucky we finishes when he comes.. but he's in the arcade.. Not to 4get, half way of our planning, Ns comes n help us =) so is Cr Duck. Oh boy, i only had 4hrs of slp.. feeling quite tired indeed.. many small pimples -.-! ok went arcade play wif kit 02 haha n again he can't stand my team haha.. ok i go home change n prepare, then meet them again.
Hy n Xy oso come, then + me, Kit & duck, we headed to town. Me n kit alight 1st at somerset cuz we wanna go Hmv to look 4 some cds.. Hy, Xy n Duck went dota.. cuz kit dun 1 dota, so i company him.. After tat we went to parklane to play billards.. wa..my skill lousy le..1st 2 matches i lost to kit.. but the result is quite close.. last game, haha kit ganna trashed.. results 122-52. Ok then we all headed to foodcourt, complany them eat dinner.. i mean the dota team come n join us too.. I n kit had dinner at heeren burger king. So i buy dessert, ice kachang.. wa the dessert is the worst i ever tasted.. ok then we all headed back to sem to meet the Ns & wil.. Here's a bit messy i noe.. thus i'll only say those who is saying wif us at sp mac. the rest all go home le. Ok got Ns, Duck, Kit, Wil n me. 5 of us.. Play drink water of cuz.. Haha kit 1st time play the small cups wif us n he emerge the biggest loser.. 33 cups, me 19, duck 20, Ns 18, Wil 17.. Ok then we headed home of cuz...


bubbles of sadness.

*1:21 PM .

Moments for Fri, 2th June 2006 :
Well, If i'm not wrong, ntg interesting happening during work perhaps.. Hmm after work i went back to sp.. Erhmm meet kit, Ns n can't rmb who else le. But i think wil n Cr Duck went to sell ice-cream.. Erhmm we go arcade n hav dinner then arcade again.. Haha kit can't stand my Kof 02 team. Billy, Chang n athena.. Ok then after tat we went to mac but kit go home.. Left me, Ns, Hy, Wil, Cr Duck n Newspaper boy wif us.. THe 6 of us starts to play cards. Didn't play drink water game.. Then Ns went off, left 5 of us.. Start to play water game.. mix 2 half large cups of ice-lemon tea n coke together -.-! Me n Hy drink -.-! Ok then switch to ice-mountain.. THings start to get more exciting.. But halfway Hy left us.. So left the 2 of us.. Newspaper boy was so gd tat he buy all the 1.5 litre of water 4 us.. However, seems like he paid 4 the water, but end up drinking up the water haha.. ok will not say in detail abt the whole game, but just said the results...Newspaper boy (NB) drink the most of all games, 59cups of water = 3 bottles of 1.5 litre + -.-! erhmm the rest i think can't rmb le haha. cuz NB's record, we laugh heartily looking at him, can't finish the water...
Ok nxt game, oh still have? yup they thought of switching to eating sauce -.-! mixture of 2 types of sauce.. non-spicy 4 Cr Duck. got tar tar, tomato n mayonise. The other cup is curry, mayo, chilli, tar tar & tomato.. Yucks.. NB really very unlucky.. he ganna 12 spoon of sauce, duck 8 spoon, me n wil 2 spoons each.. Played until 5am b4 we went home -.-!


bubbles of sadness.

*1:10 PM .

Friday, June 02, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 1st June 2006 :
Time really flies & now, is the mid year of 2006 le... Human's lifespan is less than 100 or more than tat a little..However, its really very short indeed..Illness will eventually huants our frail body n thus shattered them apart, 2gether wif ageing.. In this short lifespan, wat'll u choose to do? Well some ppl choose to rot, some choose to live meaningfully, some got no choice to choose how to spend their life span, some choose to end this suffering in life, in fact, many other more thoughts tat we can actually think of.. Ah.. humans.. Hmm wat do i actually think? Well, of cuz to fulfill as many wishes i have in life.. Though at this very stage, i still couldn't even fulfill anything yet... Jap course - to speak well in jap n communicate it wif the ppl who noe jap too, & it'll be fun tat the other ppl doesn't noe wat we r talking abt.. We might be talking something bad, but haha nah, not so evil of cuz... Piano is another wish i really wish to master n have 1 b4 my very last breath on earth... A grand snowy white piano.. To able to play n lay my fingers to have a feel on the keys... In actual fact many many things more, but just tat won't share too much here. haha......
Ok back to realistic world again... Erhmm after work, went home n play wif my sis's baby a while, then hav dinner n went down to play badminton.. Oh b4 going home, i went to arcade to meet cr duck n play a while. Went to the badminton court wif duck, nv expect my friend Zhiqun have so many badminton friends now.. The whole nite until 10pm, only managed to play 3 matches n 2 of the matches lost...cuz tag wif cr duck.. My skill really dropped by a lot.. i couldn't perform as skillfully as the past.. Hmm Zhiqun last time played badminton is becuz of me =) n true indeed, his skill is great n even surpass me now.. i no longer have the strength to smack the shuttle cork.. Still tag wif Cr Duck, more worst... Quite demoralising but i nv gif up, cuz besides this feeling, it oso motivates me to train back my skills..
After game, got some problems wif my other friends.. This grp of friends really tested my patience so much.. I have nv seen such a irresponsible ppl... Y did i said so? N it really doesn't pay to be nice to ppl who takes me 4 granted.. Xy n Hy called me many itmes but cuz i was in game, i didn't hear it... Nvm, call back they ask me to buy water.. so shag, carrying many stuffs, they asked me to buy water 4 them 4 the cards.. But look at them, they r still at admiratly n dunno when they'll be back.. So i rejected the offer, n me n Cr Duck went to mac to wait 4 them instead.. After resting a while, we decided to help them buy 1st, thus i sms Xy who's playing, n i go my reply tat Ns, Hy n Xy r playing.. Ok so we went to buy 5 1.5 litres of bottle.. I call back Xy to double confirm, n Xy actually say Ns is not playing.. Wth.. Then like want to play, dun want to play like tat.. Some more make us wait so long.. Y is there everytime last min thing happening in this grp of friends.. Y coouldn't they be more responsible? THis yr 17 liao le still like small kid... Cr Duck more worst.. My hands carrying so many things already n he still choose to take the 2 bottles instead of the 3 bottles de.. I was really mad n really feel tat they r really a disgrace to the man.. Wat is a man of ur word? Always last min changes? Man always complaining here n there? esp Cr Duck.. THis 1 cannot, tat 1 cannot. take 3 bottles cannot, then might as well be a gal, dun be a guy.. Wonder how they r going to survive in the long run...
OK nvm, anyway my anger goes down very fast, cuz i have already seen so many things on llife already.. There's no point making my lilfe miserable by sulking n being angry wif it, where it only hurts myself.. Not worth indeed.. THus when they finally come, i'm ok already.. But this time, i told myself, want me to treat them well, make sure they does back the same thing.. Else i won't show up when they needed my help very much.. i'll disappear n be alone when such things happened.. Cuz its no point throwing temper at them, n quarreling or end up fighting.. i rather leave the group n be wif my own or new grp of friends who really appreciates me.. Anyway the water game was ok.. Ns emerged the biggest loser, wif 32 cups of water, Hy 25 cups, Xy 20 cups, Cr Duck 17 cups n i 13 cups.. Then its time to go home...


bubbles of sadness.

*9:06 AM .

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Moments for Wed, 31st May 2006 :
Well lunch time watch the remaining half of the Movie, Monster in law.. Haha the 2nd half is very funny.. But can really explain here, but just very funny. Ending is more or less expected.. The mum allow his son to marry the gal. N happy ending of cuz..Ok after work, i went home, online a short while to do some research on FF7's stuffs...Then hav dinner, my mum's dumpling is my favourite haha..Ok then bring my badminton stuffs to do some touch up, going to prepare 4 training n exercising =p Then went arcade find cr duck n Ns.. Newspaper boy is there.. After playing, me, Ns, Cr Duck, Hy n Xy r at mac.. Newspaper boy at mac wif a beautiful friend of his haha. He's buying insurance.. Wa he behaved very gentlemanly in front of his friend, but wif us, haha...
Then we start to play the card game.. 6 1.5 bottles to finish.. wa newspaperboy drink 37 cups.. i drink ard 25 cup -.-! Xy 20 cups, hy 19 cups, Cr Duck 18 cups, Ns emerge 14 cups, the biggest winner at the last min -.-! Finally time 4 home..


bubbles of sadness.

*10:54 AM .

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