____________['[*Moments Sharing*]']___________

*3:36 PM .

Side Post from an Email – Part (B) 21 Things Gers Dun Realise Abt Guys. Ok let's continue to part B. think I shall divide it into 3 parts, cuz I think too long le, sometimes can write until tired..

8)GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

Well of course. Many a times they just dun realise that.However, for this case, to make the r/s stronger,
the bonding stronger, to bring the r/s to a higher level, This requires the work of both party in a r/s. Of cuz I
must emphasize that its a very normal r/s, where its only the 2 of them and not many parties involved.. ok
in short, a healthy r/s. If both party have such a mindset of wanting to love each other more, the r/s will
really last. Isn't it much sweeter this way?

9)Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

Haha yea this 1 I stronger agrees. Cuz I only use such remarks to my gf all the time. Well when u love the
girl, she's everything. She's the most beautiful woman on earth in ur eyes. She can be hot, she can be
cute, she can be beautiful, she can be gorgeous, she's just simply everything.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

Hmm yup I think so.. especially when its stg embarrassing. After gg hm, will think abt it, and blame myself
why I do such a thing. Why i'm so silly wif such an action, etc..

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

Hmm actually it depends on situation for my case ba.. hmm yup at times its really faking it.. Thinking abt
stg bad in my head.. something's wrong. This happens usually when my heart is very insecure abt
something. Have a bad feeling that something's fishy or bad is happening.. uncertainties, fear, etc will
start to arise. Cuz u can't possibly throw temper when ntg has happened. Hence under suspecting or
suspicious times, I'll be thinking abt something, looking calm on the outside but my inner side is very
chaotic.. if something trigger the button, bad temper starts n quarrels arises..

12)When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is.Guys rarely say that.

Well This 1 I think it depends on ppl ba.. Some ppl can be swit talking only, but as 4 me, I meant every
single words I said. Hence for this sentence, I agreed upon judging my own character. When i'm crazy
over the girl, I really is..

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me

Haha mouth hard, inside soft. Yup this 1 I think its true for my case.. cuz when during quarreling, the hurts
the person shoot on me, makes me so painful that its so unbearable.. hence my intention was that I wanna
take a step back, meaning, dun hurt me anymore n can you stop hurting me n listen to me attentively?of
cuz, there are really times that the pain was so deep that leave me alone, means leave me alone..haha

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

Yes this is a must. Something's bad must have happened that makes me talks seriously. By talking
seriously, doesn't mean that i'm scolding the person. Its means that i'm enduring, tolerating and controlling
my temper as something happened which annoyed me n I just dun like it. However, this is stg bad which I
experienced.. The attention wasn;t given to me, n misinterpretion of my meaning n intention occurs,
quarrel starts. This has got stg to do wif self. Loving ur self too much, will not allow urself to listen to other
ppl's advice or words, irregardless of me talking nicely in the 1st place, which ends up having to raise my
voice accidentally, cuz the person just kips shooting bad hurtful remarks which triggers me further.If loving
own self is so impt than any other things, then might as well go love urself n dun claim tat u love others.A
healthy r/s is abt 2 person, not only abt own self feelings, etc, etc..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:34 AM .

(29/09/08) Monday

Its work again.. Basically ntg much to blog today. Rush my work and blogging in ofc. I was so tired.. Went to eat subway for lunch cuz long time nv eat le. Hmm btw the government budget thingy come le.. so lucky got a little more $ to spend b4 my pay day comes.. day after day, need to think abt many things, managing my wealth.. Yup no doubt everytime pay comes shld be happy, but I have to headache again, need to plan my expenses n savings.. I need to return my mum cash for helping me to pay my sch fees this yr of 1200k.. Of cuz have to pay by installments back to her..

I hope I can get out of my poverty cycle soon.. so the budget of $275 from the government, goes to my mum of cuz.. hmm tonite actually wanna catch “My Mighty princess” wif wil n ben. But cuz of that wil, wanna eat at hm, cuz us to miss the movie.. The latest time is only avaiable at 7pm.. Think its gg to finish soon.. Ended up I had OCK for dinner wif ben while waiting for wil to come PS. Ben ate burger in addition. So we start to play cards...

Hmm ben says this mth is my lousy mth, my luck not very gd,not a smooth mth.. Oh no.. yup thru out the nite, my winnings decrease by a great deal... Wil owe me $40, ended up he owe me none.. ben owe me $103, ended up only left wif $80.. But luckily ben return me some cash as his budget comes too haha.so now left $30 wif him n the rest of my frds..Hmm played till 11.15pm, burger king close le.. So off to hm we go...

Sigh Wat a waste... Yea..come town, end up nv watch any movie.. I wanna watch “My Mighty Princess”!Dunno say want to watch many times, end up no chance to watch..Yup this mth really not very smooth hor.. nel gg to Ns on 7th Oct.. Jim oso gg in on dunno 6th or 9th Oct.. Wa.. y like tat? Hmm I shldn;t be sad ma.. for the past 18 yrs since I was born I oso nv really cele bd ma, its only for the recent yrs where I started to cele only.. Anyway its just another day only..Want birthday, any day is
oso a bd..a start of a brand new day, is oso a birthday.. a brand new life.. haha..

still rmb 1 nite when I n nel was walking home, I was complaining abt his date to enter Ns.. then we even joke abt the cpl watch which I bought during genting.. cuz we had a bad thing which happens on kit.. Not gg to talk much abt it, but just say tat the gifts we helped him choose during genting, ended up lie in somewhere in his hse for keeping, just like me haha.. So we were just talking abt storing those gifts.. So I was joking to nel tat, if any ger were to cele wif me on my bd, i'll gif the cpl watch to her..

well, then that stupid nel, faster tease me tat CY or XY oso can.. Then I was like.. Ahem.. of cuz not any1 la... Anyway it was just a joke.. Well, So I think the day was ended, wif that wil smiling thru out the nite, from losing until winning.. wa... well I had been thinking stg ever since last nite at lan.. Although its not the 1st time such kind of incident has happened le.. but I have always been pondering, How can a person be so ignorant that she doesn't even noe how badly she has hurt other ppl?

Fancy showing up wif that new account to hurt me? Of cuz I noe she's not a maniac who likes to hurt ppl ba.. But I think is she's just loving herself too much that she doesn't even realise what actions n words said will hurt other ppl.. She doesn;t even noe how to spare a tot for other ppl's feelings.. I'm always being placed under such situation wif her, since day 1 when we started to date on that nite wif the very 1st kiss.. I oso wan to care abt myself le.. of cuz say say only la.. its comes from indivudual characteristics n our own mindset.. some in build personality, which is hard to chg, but can only be done by the own self, whether the heart wanna chg or not.

Well I experienced that b4 during my sec sch times. Yup my inner self change cuz of true love for my 1st love.. well of cuz cannot say the rest of my 2 r/s there's no true love involve.. I'm a person who only step in a r/s when there's true love coming from my side.. As for the female's side, true love or not, its hard to say.. well 1 thing for sure, I performed better cuz my 1st love didn;t hurt me to such an extent that its so painful to do anything.. Perhaps if my 1st love were to hurt me so much, then I think, I wouldn't chg so much either..

Well true love comes from inner self, n can;t be force.. From the person's actions, u can tell how much love from the person is really true.. can;t love 2 person at the same time.. And the 2 person includes self.. There's a word saying love yourself to love others.. but shld not be love yourself to only love yourself..This is stg which looks hard to achieve, but actually its very simple provided the true love was there.. Forced r/s is tedious.. but natural true love coming from the heart, is so soft n natural..Anyway blabbering abt again.. shall stop here..

bubbles of sadness.

*10:57 AM .

Monday, September 29, 2008

Side Post from an Email – Part (A) 21 Things Gers Dun Realise Abt Guys.

Hmm some additional side post which I would like to share. Well to me, things shld come wif both sides, not only solely focus on either side, hence the Bold Italian underlined wordings, will be what comes from the mail while the normal writings will be my own point of view. Please note that different ppl got their own point of views, hence dun come and say that what I said is wrong in ur own point of view.Ok here it goes.

1)Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...

Well for my case, I dun go ard flirting all day. (Honest Speaking!) This is not my cup of tea.. but well so I have not much comments for this remarks. Cuz rite from the start, I think its very wrong already.. of cuz, gers may be flirting ard all day too, isn't it? Well I think, either side shldn't be doing so. I believed in faithful, loyal, honest and truthful to each other. I dun consider a person who flirt whole day to be truly thinking n caring abt the real guy/ger. That's not true, why not say cuz all the guys/gers who flirt ard all day disappear or slp le, so no more guys/gers to flirt ard le, then only start thinking of that guy.. Hmm I got a situation where a person telling me she misses me, but its oso similar ba.. wat's call genuine miss, is when u are missing the person really all day. U dun miss a person when u r flirting.

2)Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

Well for this case, I can agree to a certain extent, but however, I believe that despite being guy or ger, the
the real person who truly loves the other, will be more emotional n takes a lot longer to let e other go.. And
its really very painful every second u try..Cuz I'm very experienced in this manner.. I have witness
some1 else letting u go so easily, gg for the other man's arms. Well such a thing is always so painful
to the other 1, being left behind a broken r/s. Hence I think this 1 depends on self & self's true love or not.
Not solely only guys takes longer time to let go. However, I must agree that gers thinks that only they are
emotional, n assume tat guys are not, this 1 is wrong. I'm a guy and i'm a very emotional person, who's
emotions are mostly dependent on my loved ones.

3)Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

Well who's not crazy over the person you truly love? Regardless of a smile or not, u get crazy
all abt her. And I think not only guys alone ba. Even gers oso, but must have true love la..no
true love, ntg done counts..

4)A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

Oohh this 1 very true n applies strongly to me. Who on earth, who's on true love doesn't want
such things to takes place? Dun keep saying “if u trust me, its ok if I contact other frds of the
opposite sex.” well of cuz its possible, but the world is really changing badly.. Trust were
broken anywhere..its not like the past when the woman only have 1 guy. I have seen so many
cpls who have bf/gf flirting ard wif other ppl of opposite sex. Now its really hard to find true
love nowadays. Of cuz this sentence, i'm not sure abt gers la, maybe they like guys who love her
to talk to her only, but its so unfair when the guy is doing so, yet the ger was flirting elsewhere.
I'm very experienced in this in my r/s b4. I can feel how bad it was, knowing that u r on the
waiting list of the ger whom u love, who's smsing u or chatting wif u n oso wif other guys.
Tat's very mean n cruel thing u can do. Platonic frdship is very hard to find this days, other than
ppl of the older generation.

5)Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

Yea, this 1 is something which I dun like either. Yup talking halfway, or not giving proper
explanation n not having a quality communication, ruins a r/s. I'm a person who likes to think
a lot, figuring out the meaing from a short sentence reply, or rather send me into guessing. I
dislike such feelings of having to guess a lot. It puts me into uncertainties. Hence I prefer a
chatty person haha.. But dun ba1 gua4 kind la.. chatty in my terms,means talk almost abt
everything to me, but not so sociable n being chatty to anybody else. I dislike flirts..

6)If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

Well this 1, I think only applies to both, not only 1.. well sharing own problems to a person,
means that this person is some1 impt to him/her. Only give advice to others unless the person
needs an advice. Otherwise, just be by his/her side, lending a listening ear, comfort him/her
helps a lot. Dun act smart, giving advices any how.. of cuz if wan to gif, gif humbly, but stop
when the atmosphere isn;t rite. So dun go ard sharing ur problems wif another ppl, as it'll gif
ppl the wrong intention that he/she is impt to u.

7)A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

Hmm agree? Well I think i'm quite naughty in a r/s ba.. Of cuz naughty not in the notorious way
la..but in terms of the cpl teasing part.. well sometimes I can even teases until over the board,
so my partner have to be some1 who can handle jokes.. haha..

bubbles of sadness.

*5:13 PM .

(26/09/08 - 28/09/08) Friday – Sunday : weekend post.

Part C - (28/09/08) Sunday

At Home

Hmm another boring day.. I woke up ard 2pm n sit in front of the com watching anime n Msn too.. if think lack of slp, so watch a few episodes of “Chobits” n I start feeling feverish n sick.. Probably its becuz the emulator to watch chobits seems spoilt.. so I got fed up wif the continuous stopping of the show.. Hence I find other anime to watch.. Veoh tv is still the best ba..my mum went wif my niece to my eldest sis's hse, cuz my sis gave birth to a new baby boy this time..

it was finally dinner time.. yet wa once again, its at such time, where I felt so helpless again.. ya.. I called almost every1 whom I can find last nite.. ended up nobody can company me 4 dinner.. n i'm almost rot at hm.. The rest all were eating at hm, slping, or dunno doing wat... My hse really got ntg to do.. Stupid com..Stupid bro.. nobody can fixed it for me.. I wanna do so myself.. but I can't cuz I have no $ to buy a new com or rather a laptop..

got so foul mood, talked to ben, who shld be free to company me, but its a pity, he's too far away.. hence I shld have think, I shld be like him, getting used to eating dinner alone, gg to any other places alone.. yea.. cuz when i'm alone, wanna go where oso can.. dun have to consider other ppl..of cuz got pros n cons.. mon – fri..every working days..i have been eating lunch alone everyday.. its kinda very pitiful state.. to the extent I face the wall to eat, listening to music n looking ard wif so many other eyes looking back at me like an alien..

hence I decided.. off I go out by myself..alone..Hmm I can;t think of anywhere, so I decided to go lan shop myself.. b4 that, I went to buy some finger food 4 dinner. OCK, food taste great. Dun wan eat meal cuz sitting alone to eat is so terrible... but sad lunch time at work, got no my fav OCK stall.. So I decided to buy a curry puff, nuggets, prawns, n gyoza.. then bought honey milkshake n headed to lanshop..

Lan shop

hmm so I begin playing audi.. hmm wanna try those new modes.. can't possibly play dota, cuz I think the bnet players really have no teamwork.. hence I played audi instead.. I got the com beside my fav com. V72, as its still working fine..This time I brought my earpiece along.. Hmm long time nv play le, ended up all the messenger items have used up.. but luckily, my takeshi84 account still have 10000acash, last time bought the.. so I spend all of them on the messenger..

However, wasted $, cuz I bought the wrong messenger, 4getting that there is the messenger plus.. nvm.. I used JlNG's account, my 2nd account instead of my main, cuz his outfit was still the best.. of cuz I wasted lots of $ on the clothes.. besides, my skill now so lousy le.. dun use my main better cuz lose le very malu.. hence I played my fav JlNG account. Handsome sia, but too bad I can;t be like him.. Anyway audi world only leh..

Once again, I entered such complicated cyber world to play, this time for leisure only.. Hmm I kip hoping to many rms, playing all sort of games the rm provided.. hmm find that I can;t play those super slow songs, neither can I play those super fast songs.. I oso tried new modes. Called the club dance 2.. haha its so lame n funny leh.. I was like a noobie inside, dun even noe what to do, so I decided to ask ard..

hmm got 1 time, I played wif an amateur or dunno wat lvl which I nv paid attention to.. Anyway the song was swan lake n at tat time, I dunno how they calculated the hearts.. but me n that player astonished the ppl in the rm..cuz we got 110+ hearts each.. We kip sync perf n sync great until our hearts got 100+. They say tat its the 1st time they saw some1 hitting 100+. rare case indeed.. so after tat, I hop rm again..

I think I like the crazy dynamic mode more than the Db4, cuz I can switch to 8k during the freestyle mode.. hmm ok here's something which hit on my heart later in the nite.. This was the thing inside cyber world which I dreaded the most. Well it may mean ntg to anybody, buy to a very particular person like me, its just not my style. Thruout the nite, I paid no attention to anybody except 1 such account holder.. Tenma_Tsukamoto.

1 look I noe is who.. cuz this name I paid special attention to it as it appeared in 1 of my friendster's account, wif such audi pics displayed inside wif her cpl. At 1st I didn;t notice, until this acct actually pm me wif a “.”. Well out of courtesy I replied.. Hmm didn;t expect she managed to find me inside.. yea no doubt I miss her very much, but its a fact tat what damages she has done to me, was far too big 4 me to handle.. If i'm the person, knowing that I have a new cpl, I wouldn't use such kind of acct, to find my ex, knowing that what i'm doing this, is gonna hurt my ex even more.

Apparently, its seems tat i'm not being hurt enough yet. Friendster pics n other stuffs still not enough, so now its time to see the lines inside the Couple registration.. hmm from the date, not married long ago.. Well according to research, leos ppl love themselves more than any1 else n ya of many ppl ard me who are leos, this is something which I witness n agreed wif the research I have found. Hence, they love themselves more until they won;t pay attention to the ppl ard them, be it hurting them or not..Haha something hilarious inside the cyber world in audi. So many couples having many accts and cpl wif many different ppl.. hmm so many kind of such mushy words openly said out, but at the end of the day, its all solely a cyber game in a cyber world.

Nevertheless,I played wif her in some of the rooms.. of cuz club dance 2, well naively see how many such hearts I can get playing wif her, compared wif her cpl. Anyway of cuz its only to the number of hearts in the friendster's pics which I can made reference to.. Hmm in the past, oso nv see her putting our pics inside friendster, but anyway nah.. I can't be wif a person who only noe how to love herself more than another.. The rest of the ppl, were not impt at all.. n this is wat I felt during my r/s..Since when have I “truly” received something genuine from my r/s which “truly” pleases me, n making me feel real impt? Even so, they were short liven..

So I just played on n off wif her ba.. Who can imagine? Playing wif a same person, wif a different account? The feeling was extremely weird.. Moreover this person was some1 who used to be my cpl wif a different acct.. tat's y I said cyber world was such a horrible n complicated place. So I just played n hop freely as n when I like.. But frankly speaking, this club dance 2 mode was really very funny..but really very shameful when its ganna rejected.. The ppl inside were so practical..unless u were playing wif some1 u noe, then of cuz u dun have to fear any1 rejecting u..Hence let me share n describe some interesting thing abt this new mode, Club Dance 2.

Club Dance 2

well start, it seems like driving in a tunnel, then shows the ppl waiting 4 the game to start.. 1 think bad abt this mode was, i'm not allow to chg the camera view n the moving camera, makes my head spin n ache.. especially the starting part.. Starting the guys were dancing 1st while the gers were watching.. Hmm weird.. Then I saw those heart, small hearts, n 1 broken heart.. when I 1st played this game, I dunno wat it means until its my turn to press those hearts..

I notice that if I didn't press that button, the com will automatically press it.. Hmm so playing wif other ppl I dunno, its when the guys turn to start dancing, we notice this 3 kinds of heart the gers shows.. y I say so? Which will describe further.. After the guys dances, comes fm, follow by pressing F1, F2, or F3 u wanna gif your hearts to.. hmm weird thing was, the number of hearts given to the gers, varies.. until then, I still dunno how to determine or calculate the no of hearts given..

ok after that, is the ger's turn to dance, while the guys rate them, n ger's fm n ger passing hearts to the person the want to send.. hmm I noted 1 thing that if any1 miss during the fm move, they are not able to pass the hearts to the gers they wan.. ok after the ger's turn, comes the very malu n funny scene le.. Y malu, cuz if u get rejected, its really very bad looking.. Hence I played humbly..here's how it goes.. Each ger wil come to the front individually, then the guys wil have the choice to press F1 – give a flower to the ger, or f2 means dun give 1 think.. anyway I nv plress F2 so I dunno.. if it comes to the ger I dun gif, I just didn;t press anything..

hmm still rmb y I have to notice the 3 kinds of heart the gers show while i'm dancing? Becuz usually the ger who gives a big heart to u, they will choose u when u press F1, giving the flower to her n she'll most likely accept.. so when its my turn dancing, if there's no big heart during my dance, I won;t press anythign haha.. cuz I seen both guys press F1 n the ger only accept 1 n the guy who was rejected was so malu..Animation showing the guy kneeling on the grd, hitting the floor.. haha..so funny.

The ger oso have malu scene.. stand in front, nobody gif flowers. Haha.. hence this game will not have trouble if u r playing wif ppl u noe.. So as 4 me, solo guy, better play humbly haha.So those who's flowers were received, will pair up as couple... they started playing n sync perf n sync great, their hearts will rise.. Hmm but i'm not sure why there's a big difference in the increase of the hearts.. hmm this game was weird in the calculation of hearts.. but I noe 1 thing after playing several rds wif her.. sync perf will up 3 hearts, while sync great will only up 2 hearts..

Even so, I still dun understand why the hearts btw the guy n the ger were nv close.. I noe it won;t balance due to the starting part, but behind it can get way too low.. There's a time when I played alone. I perf so many times, despite my score being the highest, i'm still positioned last...wa... of cuz its easier to aim great than perf.. So every1 just aim great can le.. but if against cpls who can perf all the time, of cuz perf is still the best.. So in the nite, I only managed to hit 110+ hearts once..

Well 1 thing which hits rite on my head.. she said a word after we win a game.. form hearts.. I was staring in the screen, but I didn;t replied anything.. Well of cuz to us, Form Hearts have our own meaning.. however, in terms of audi, form hearts... yea no doubt forming hearts.. hmm I dun replied cuz she's oso forming hearts wif other guys.. hence its no longer special.. Hmm think tat's abt it ba.. got ntg to post le.. just feeling so upset, that I hop away from room to room..

well finally I received an email which talks abt understanding guys, cuz so many emails abt gers were driven ard.. Hmm of cuz, I think such mails shldn;t be talking abt 1 sided alone.. later I'll post the email inside, stating n sharing my points of views.. of cuz comments are very objective, there's neither rite or wrong.hence nothing argumentative abt this issue.. points of view matches, of cuz can clique. When dun match, just kips quarreling.Well anyway if the ger doesn't belong to me solely, it isn;t any special at all.. Anyway I played till i'm tired n goes back home.. will post some side posts later if got time. Else I shall wait till tomorrow..

“Quote of the Day” - When can I ever find my Juliet who truly loves me n belongs to me n only me? I'm still waiting, to be the Romeo of such existing person in return.. Haha. Patiently I waited.. If the world has really changed until no such person in existence, haha, I shall be a bachelour. Tsk,nobody wants to be a bachelour, but do I have a choice? hehe

bubbles of sadness.

*4:03 PM .

(26/09/08 - 28/09/08) Friday – Sunday : weekend post.

Part B - (27/09/08) Saturday

At Home

Hmm I slept for about few hrs b4 waking up ard noon if i'm not wrong.. Then on my com n waited as usual for a long time.. Well did ntg much but just watch anime, online etc.. Well its kind of bored life has become.. The me now, can;t even watch long hrs in front of the com.. Maybe its cuz the anime wasn't super interesting ba.. Anyway i'm currently watch “Chobits”.. The story play is a bit slow? Maybe no actions, plus i'm slply, so I almost fell aslp while watching..

hmm the mtg time was 6pm at sem mrt.. So I watch a few episodes n went to prepare to mit them.. Well i'm sick of organizing things, partly cuz its really very difficult to organize.. so this time was nel who organize n ask every1 out.. We agreed to go for dinner tog..got wil, nel, kit, ding, kw n me..Well its really so hard to plan I guess..Cuz kw was in town n we can;t decide which outlet to go.. after dinner do wat, nobody noes.. So anyway, I reach the mrt at 6pm wif kit n nel waiting there..

An unorganized dinner at Botak Jones.

So wat's nxt? Wil was 2 min late, hmm still ok to me.. n of cuz, ding..as usual, was late.. Well kw, I dunno haha.. always got stg on, n end up turning up late...so since every1's here except kw, we headed to yishun to eat, since its nearer n much more accessible than any other outlets.. So we headed there.. Hmm its like i'm back to the gd old days when I lived in yishun area..Flocks of birds flying in the air during the evening time.. but of cuz, we r sitting in an open area.. vulnerable to bird shit..

Wil n I ordered Cajun chicken (regular), ding order black pepper chicken (large), nel ordered fish & chips (large), kit ordered Cajun Chicken (large), and cuz kw still haven't arrive n we have to place order b4 the waiting time gets longer n oso the discount voucher must be used during payment.. so have to made kw order some food on phone.. he ordered fish & chips (regular). Since its more than 50 bucks, so we got ard 1.50 discount each..

Hmm the food still taste ok, but the serving size diff from the last time I ate at amk.. This time only got 1 piece chicken, unlike during the past, there's 2 pieces of chicken.. After eating, we had our drinks.. me n kit had ice-cream soda, nel carrot, n wil n ding, I 4get wat they order le.. Once again, every1 dunno where to go nxt.. well i'm a person who prefer to organize everything b4hand so tat we dun have to waste time waiting n thinking where to go nxt..

Lan Shop

Every1 have different preference.. some wan go lan, some go movie, some go other places.. But luckily, every1 decides to go to the lan shop, since its so nearby.. Hence we decided to walk there.. along the way, we headed to draw cash.. I need to draw cash, so kw helped me to buy ice-cream from mac.. I ordered green tea mcflurry, but there dun have, so kw helped me buy orea mcflurry.. though I dun like, but I really appreciate his help..

Once at lan, luckily not much ppl, so we when in to the VIP rm.. I have to complany kw cuz he's the only 1 playing audi.. so the rest of them play dota, n me, wil n kw play audi.. so long nv play le.. n besides, the com which I like, sound system not very gd le..still spoil until now.. so I played until not shiok.. they only play db4..sian lo.. wil was bullied, so he dun wan play le, so went to play dota wif them. Left me n kw, I company him played awhile until I sian too..cuz of the stupid sound..

hence I went to msn, friendster, online etc... then I played a game of dota wif the rest.. Well they said I was very quiet.. ya.. 1st of all, my rite eye had been twitching thru out the nite that I'm feeling irritated.. 2nd, I was so tired.. 3rd..i started the lane wif ding... dun enjoyed playing same lane wif him, cuz he said a very weird thing.. can dun last hit the creep? Well isn;'t dota supposed to be played this way? He can;t get gold from the creeps cuz my hero's base dmg was high, so getting last hit from creeps is easier than his..

Worst thing happened.. cuz of this, he left the lane, leaving me against 2 enemy heros, moreover, i'm a melee hero.. cuz of this, I start feeding twice.. hmm isn;t dota supposed to be a team game? Every1 was so mindful abt ks or other silly stuffs.. which makes me sick.. if using spells to kill the enemy hero, when the hero can be killed wif the normal attack, such kind of ks dun say la, but hmm many kind of unhappiness arises while playing the game..So for once, I started to play solo..

dun care abt anything, just play on my own..but of cuz la, I cannot be so bad thru out the match, so after a rd of pushing wifout me, a joined the grp.. hmm not bad that I managed to did well in the game. After tat, I played a rd of castle fight n every1 headed back to sem Mac.cuz kit wanna eat, as he's still so hungry..haha really like a hungry ghost.. the rest of us went to company n play cards..

Sem mac.

So kit n ding bought food to eat, the rest of us only buy drinks.. me, nel n wil play cards as usual, while kit, kw n ding played psp, guilty gear if i'm not wrong.. Hmm this time I started losing in the card games.. Then we from inside, transfer to outside cuz its getting real hot inside mac.. outside was much more cooler.. n we continue our cards game.. kit's grp played psp until 1 of the psp's batt went flat.. so they shared the psp playing music games..

After awhile, kit's grp left, so we cont playing cards wif me n nel losing n wil winning in the end. It was already 6am.. So we stopped n buy bf from mac hm to eat.. I washed up 1st b4 eating.. then after awhile I dozed off..

bubbles of sadness.

*2:49 PM .

(26/09/08 - 28/09/08) Friday – Sunday : weekend post.

Hmm..was supposed to be very busy today until about late afternoon then can have time to blog, but since i'm waiting so long for my query to generate the data, I might as well save some time to write a bit now..

Part A - (26/09/08) Friday

Well fri was ntg much. Its finally weekend n just come to work as usual. Hmm as u can see clearly from my blog, which seems so active, having lots of post on that day, u can analysis that i'm spending almost my entire time at work, blogging.. So this is what I can say at work.. I blog until I dun feel well n feel sick haha. But no choice as I have lots of things to write.. Hmm being a wordy person I got no choice.. nevertheless, this shall be another long post, consist of 3 days to write..

Movie – Mirror

Ok, back to the main thing that happened tonite.Much of the time was wasted at work, but since none of the bosses were ard, I sneak off the ofc earlier ard 5.45pm. Well the rest of the ppl suppose to come for the movie, wil, nel, ding.. wil n nel all go sch or work n were slacking.. ding hav army.. well at 1st, I was so disappointed. Its always the case.. hmm why do I have to wait all the time? Esp when it comes to me having a long day, n the rest were all slacking at hm, yet when it comes to mtg, I have to wait 4 freaking long ages..

1st wil told me he wants to eat at hm.. to save $, he cuz me to wait 4 him.. its gd to save $, but at the same time, shld the person spare a tot 4 the ppl he's mtg? How its like to wait wif a hungry stomach, when the he make us wait wif he himself coming to find us wif a full stomach? Well nel oso the same initially, cuz he told me he wanna wait 4 ding b4 coming.. wah,.. according to my experience, ding sure super late then come de.. so how? I alone waiting 4 everybody to come? Look at the scenario if wil were to come after dinner, nel n ding were to come, I knocked off work at 6, reach ps at 6.25 (in today's case is I knocked off at 5.45, reach ps at 6.10pm.. then wil will be the earliest, 7.35..ding n nel wil arrive at 9.20pm, according to the actual timing ding arrive..besides, the movie starts at 9.10..wow...

Meaning to say, I could have been waited like 1 an half hour.. hmm my whole life seems like wasted on waiting n waiting, where I could be doing stg else, perhaps for the benefical for myself..Not for others, like waiting.. I was not really very pleased abt it but luckily I made a fuss abt it, nel comes to my aid. He comes by himself earlier and mit me at 6.30pm, but he reached even earlier. Thanks nel for being understanding. Imagine, I come alone oso to work from sem to doby ghaut, then to clarke quay.. y can't they come alone too?

Anyway me n nel went to eat dinner. Long John silver. Actually I love long john silver, esp the piece of fried fish n the coleslaw, but its too heaty n fried, n oso expensive.. hmm so we both order the same thing, fish meal 1, 2 pieces of fish n fries. We add a piece of chicken each, n coleslaw.. I order n additional clam chowder soup.. delicious.. Hmm but 1 thing was, LJS service has always been very poor..

After eating, we decided to go arcade for a while.. but ended up arcade has shrinked in size due to renovation.. Well there's no kof there already, so no more kof in PS, hence we went straight to buy tickets at The Grand Cathay, cuz I scare no seats..after that, we seat down to play poker cards..then wil comes.. n we played till ard 9pm, but still no sign of ding coming.. hence we decided to went in, leaving the ticket at the reception there for him to verify n enter the cinema..

Hmm this is 1 part which I'm pissed off again.. punctuality... Cuz of ding, I have to leave the cinema to collect him, and bring him to the cinema.. some more the show has already started.. I paid $ for the movie n I can;t enjoy the movie..Finally all settle down, the show starts.. Yup its scary indeed, well wil sits beside me this time cuz we need to share popcorn.. end up the show startin show disgusting things...This wil.. oso a leo, is so pride n ego..

He's always the 1st 1, demanding to watch horror shows, which we actually dun really like.. I admit i'm timid, yet he's so funny.. haha, inside the cinema, this is wat he does.. he uses his hands to cover his eyes.. then ding remove his hands away, he closes his eyes tightly.. then we all laugh at him, wasting $, come here slp.. The person who wants to watch horror show, ended up dun dare to watch.. then after the movie, comes out like a brave lion again...

he's so funny lo, just like the genting, taking the space shot.. during the ride, he acted like a timid pussy cat.. then come down le, act like a lion..anyway the movie ended, n I find it quite ok ba.. anyway scary movie is not to my likings haha.. Ya I admit I dun dare watch.. so after that, we headed to take bus to lan shop, since every1 wanna go.. in the bus, wil, nel n me play cards again haha.. the way we play cards is so funny cuz the bus was jerking ard..

Lan Shop

We reached there finally, but there's no empty com for us to play, hence we write the waiting list, n proceed play cards again.. cuz we noe mac sure cannot.. but we saw a table outside the hong kong cafe. Of cuz the worker was looking at us.. hmm we noe that if we dun buy anything, we can't sit down, hence we decided to order some drinks n dessert to eat.. I ordered mango sago.. it taste horrible.. We played from 12am onwards..still no signs of the com..

the shop closes, but the worker there was kind enough to leave the table n chair outside 4 us to play.. Finally at ard 3am +, we decided to just do away wif the VIP rm, but take the com outside instead.. of cuz..playing dota.. well I was a bit sian of dota le..cuz I can;t play well anymore.. skills were lost, n now frds all just kip teasing me, n blaming me 4 everything.. Tat's y I dun feel like playing.. some more when I 1st started dota, they haven;t even start lo.. no doubt their skills surpass me le, but none of the respect were shown to me..

besides I was so tired after having a long day.. so we had 2 matches of dota n I think we won none.. yea, I was so tired anyway n I kip feeding the opponent.. Hmm I dun think I can clique wif ding ba.. anything oso blame ppl, wifout thinking abt himself.. so we just ended the day at ard 6am + where we took a cab hm.. wash up, n off to bed I go...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:53 AM .

Friday, September 26, 2008

Part 10 - Genting Trip with William, Nelson, Kit and DingJie (12/09/08 – 14/09/08)

Day 3 at Genting – (Part A)

Breakfast At Riverwalk restaurant.

It was think ard 7am or 8am, when I was disturbed by the sound of the doorbell ring.. It was kit.. Wow..early bird? Its cuz nel n ding chase him out of the room.. ding keeps farting, nel n ding were squeezing him in the middle n it can;t slp.. Kit says nel even slp talking.. saying “rainbow, rainbow”.. so he can;t slp, he comes n disturb us.. So we nua on bed 4 some time, until I go wash up.. Hmm from constipation on day 1, comes a relief.. yup day 2, I went twice.. morning little bit n afternoon.. then Day 3 once haha..so after washing up n waking everybody, we decided to go back to RiverWalk to have dim sum 4 breakfast. Cuz its cheap n can eat a lot.. So went there eat till shiok.. every1 was full n kit was still hungry n eating every1's remaining share which we can;t finish..

Shopping Time

finally its shopping time.. yup bring kit to find his necklace while after tat went to buy the cpl watch which I eyed on Day 1.. Well its a disappointment at 1st to see the watch abit scratched.. but luckily the lady ask us to help her tend the shop while she went to other branch to change a new pair 4 me..

finally I got the cpl watch to my delight.. Hmm well the female pair was still slping inside my hse drawer until now..anyway I oso got no 1 to give to.. So I might as well just wear it myself.. cuz we wake up late, time was short.. so every1 just rush back to the hotel as there's not enough time to shop as we need to check out the rooms b4 12.. the timing for the coach bus is 1.30pm.. so we still have an hr + time to shop.. So we carry our luggages to shop for things.. Now only nel is the richest left as all of us spend our last penny...

So some of us borrowed some RM from nel to buy things.. I borrow a little to buy my favourite durian cake..Durian is oso her favourite.. Anyway, I eat all alone.. YUMMY!! Now left the 1 tube of durain cake left on my hse..

Hotel Lobby

So after shopping all, we sit on the hotel lobby to wait for the time to take the bus.. Sigh.. every1 was sian cuz got to leave such a wonderful place.. nel even say, sian nxt day got work.. how nice if can stay here for long.. Ahems end up all nv go sch or work the nxt day, except me!.so me, wil n nel start to play cards again, while kit n ding play psp till kit fall aslp on the chair, ding read comics.. Finally time to go le.. we went back to our bus n on the journey back..

In the bus

We played the lame game again, then rest a bit.. wil wants to play card wif me cuz he really lose a lot haha.. so once we reach the btm of the highland, its some break.. i'm having a bad flu I think.. go there to buy some drinks.. where they got sell their local stuffs, just like the last time.. this time nv buy anything cuz all no $ le.. I wanna find tissue paper, but they nv sell... lucky got 1 passenger is kind to offer me her tissue..

back on the bus, the tv is ready to watch.. Hmm again not nice shows, so just watch mr bean, n some documentary shows.. haha mr bean's show are so lame n funny...Cont playing cards wif wil.. Then reach Yong Ping stop again.. this time nobody eat cuz really no $.. Imagine.. we from morning that bf until now, so hungry.. but no $ to eat, so endure until nite time we reach sp then eat..so then go thru M'sia custom n sg custom.. dragging on to boon lay stop n finally sun plaza..

kit went back hm to eat, while the rest of us, faster go sp mac to have our dinner.. Its already 9pm by then I think.. haha nel says sg food taste really better haha.. finally after reviewing n chatting abt our trip.. finally its really time to go hm le.. sigh.. back to stress life again.. Finally this is the end of my genting trip blog...Well its a pity that she didn't come wif me to the trip this time.. anyway got ntg to talk abt le..The end of genting trip post.

bubbles of sadness.

*5:15 PM .

Part 9 - Genting Trip with William, Nelson, Kit and DingJie (12/09/08 – 14/09/08)

Day 2 at Genting – (Part D)

Dinner at MaryBrowns.

By this time, every1 were so tired.. so we decided to have our dinner at marybrowns again.. Hmm aching all over n not feeling well.. I can;t rmb wat I ate le.. think is 2 piece chicken meal ba.. After dinner, we do some alacrate things...Walking ard n lazing ard at the same time.. Every1 of us were very tired by then..

Shoulder n Foot massage..

Its already quite late by then n they decided to go back to the hotel rm to rest, while waiting 4 me to finish my massage b4 gg to take the rest of the indoor ride..So off I go to have my massage.. wa its really very painful n aching my muscles are.. press a bit painful.. it cuz think is 125 Rm? I can;t rmb how much le.. 60 mins foot massage n 40 min shoulder? Sry some prob wif my memories le.. Well I noe I make use of the foot massage to take a nap..

The back part is cuz i'm so aching that the massager make use of the opportunity to sell me a bottle of medicated oil for aches n pains.. this 1 I rm.. it cuz me 60RM..zzz i'm already almost run out of budget le.. this is the 1 which makes me broke.. but anyway i'm not feeling well to argue wif him, so just bought it.. can give it to my mum for use..

hotel Rm.

I reach back to find them, ended up at ding's rm playing cards.. I asking them not gg already? They said no. all lazy.. sian I went back to my Rm.. told them i'll be joining them after washing up.. ended up, I drowsy until I fell aslp.. I'm totally exhausted.. so I just slp n slp n slp.. until wil rtn from his cards playing...n I cont slp again..until morning..which will be continue in my last part of genting trip blog.. hopefully.. this post is too long le..

bubbles of sadness.

*4:45 PM .

Part 8 - Genting Trip with William, Nelson, Kit and DingJie (12/09/08 – 14/09/08)

Day 2 at Genting – (Part C)

Lunch at RiverWalk Restaurant.

After their snow world trip, we decided to have our lunch. Went to the dim sum restaurant which I last went, located at basement n the dim sum were cheap. Nel n kit shared the dim sum set.. while the rest of us ordered ala carte.. I order the dim sum just like last time. Chicken feet (not my fav), har gao, carrot cake, siew mai, n loh mai gai.. well its too filling for me, considered I ate cupcorn earlier on..the rest were quite happy except kit who complains that he nv had enough.. Total the 5 of us ate 100+ Rm. I can;t rmb le.. its really worth it..

Back at hotel RM.

Nel complained he's very tired.. Besides all of us were quite full, so we decided to go back to our rms to rest awhile b4 gg again.. Nel slp like a pig.. well my body were really aching very badly n i'm really feeling uncomfortable.. Played cards wif wil but after a while, i'm so aching that I decided to rest a bit.. So end up, I napped a while, n finally its time to go again.. nel was slping like a pig..

3D Motion Master

The 1st thing after the rest, we happen to pass by here n we went to watch the motion master.. The 1st show was Alice in the Wonderland.. Hmm its not really interesting, but ok ok to me la.. The rest were complaining that its like ntg n they dun understand the show.. Its a ride where u wear 3D glasses n u sit on a chair wif seat belts on, n u will move along wif the show..

For this part, i'll jump to a later part cuz in the nite time, there's another show n its The Enchanted Island.. This time the queue was longer n we need to queue a bit b4 we get our turn.. Enchanted island, I admit its more interesting than the Alice show.. more thrilling the story was.. The last time I went, I can't rmb what motion master movie its showing le..

Flying Coaster.

Ok I go back to 1st time after the 3D motion Master ride, we went to the outdoor n we see the flying coaster.. So we decided to took it.. Well this time the pricing is different.. The last time, If I recall correctly, its 12RM for 2 rides.. This time the promo over le, each person have to pay 8Rm per ride, for those wif the escape theme park ride band..so we all buy once.. I sit wif kit n ding sits on the ride side of me.. I let kit take the outside position.. 4 person in 1 carriage..so positioning was kit 1, me 2, ding 3 and 1 stranger.As for nel n wil, they sit in the other carriage behind us..of cuz wil take the outer 1..

the ride was thrilling n fun indeed.. All agree that this is oso 1 of the best ride in genting, but pity need pay $, so we nv sit a 2nd time.. kit experience the same feeling as me, as though he's gg to hit against the pole.. this time I sit inside n the feeling wasn't as thrilling n scary as sitting on the outer 1.. Kit says the 360 degree was great..

Pirate Ship

We went back to the theme park n took the priate ship. Cuz of 5 ppl, we decided to take 3:2 on both extreme end.. Well the ride was fun, and its just like taking a big swing.. hmm after the ride, we talk abt it.. Cuz I told wil that taking that ride, when the ship is swinging down, u'll feel a weird feeling at our guy's part.. its like the balls r shrinking or a terrible feeling which is hard to explain.. But wil says he got no feeling at all.. Hmm then we all had a great laugh that he's part got prob..

Priate Train.

Well if I'm not wrong, we took priate train.. Well its looks scary from the outer, but after we sit inside, its actually ntg... me n kit sit in a train, wil sit alone, n nel sit wif ding.. its oso 1 of the lamest ride we ever took..

Flying dragon.

Finally this time I managed to sit this ride.. I sit wif kit again, nel sit alone, n wil n ding sit tog.. Well this ride was sort of disappointing.. Its a roughest ride in theme park.. injury prone, esp when the turns comes.. hmm after the ride, can hear them complaining legs pain due to the knock...

site track- Monorail.

I think I mixed up wif the parts, so here is the rite sequence.. after dim sum, they complained full, so I bring them to sit the family ride, where we took from inside of the hotel toured 1 whole rd n back to the same place.. Longer than the last time I took from outside, where we stopped in the inside.. This time is completely 1 whole rd.. All of them were complaining bored haha.. but the scenery was nice indeed..

site track – indoor rides

After the ride, Nel complain stomachache, so he went back hotel rm to relief himself.. his constipation finally over.. We went to take indoor rides.. I can't rmb the actual names of the ride.. but we sit a total of 2.. the 1st 1 is the last time I went , but nv took de.. its like hanging on top then we sit inside n view the ground of the hotel.. 2nd 1 last time got ride b4.. I looks scary as it moves slowly on the rail.. cuz its supported by only the middle, hence when u look down, u feel like losing balance n falling down..

This ride I sit wif wil, while kit paired wif ding. We heard them complaining behind its boring n slow.. while I scare wil wif the ride.. finally nel came back n we exchg our currencies b4 continuing our journey...

Back to after Flying dragon.

Nxt we went to sit on a paddle boat.. I oso can;t recall wat the name of the ride was.. kit n I sit in a boad where u have to paddle wif ur legs.. kit was great in this, but i'm lousy haha.. thru out, he's being paddling wif his legs.. cuz my shoes was too loose n hard to pedal.. besides its so tiring n I get cramps paddling a while.. so kit do most of the jobs.. its so scary that if u r not careful, u'll fall into the water.. no doubt got lifejacket, but I dun think the feelingwill be great..Will pedal alone, while ding n nel tog..

Cyclone

Before the pedal ride, we went to cyclone to sit.. we sit 2 by 3.. cuz the ride can only hold 4 person each time..so me n kit sit in front, wif 2 strangers at the back. Ding, nel n wil sit tog..The ride was so so only, just like our indoor roller coaster in Sg escape..

Tea cup.

This is the ride I nv sit b4 in the last genting trip.. ding was well known to be crazy n wild, so only nel sit wif him. Wil sit alone, while me n kit the peacemaker, sit tog..Y do I say so? Cuz the more u spin the wheel inside, the more faster the teacup will spin.. n the more giddy u'll feel.. I'm already not feeling well, hence I prefer not to spin the wheel.. of cuz ding's tea cup was the fastest, n nel was so giddy after the ride n complain of back ache..

bubbles of sadness.

*4:31 PM .

(25/09/08) Thursday

Medical Appt

Recently i'm having several medical appts, that my leaves n mcs are running low.. My appt time is supposed to be 10.20am, ended up, I reached there at 10.45 like tat.. Was expecting the queue to be very long.. But luckily, after a few person, its my turn.. well some funny things happened, that the main doc's com broke down, so end up they need to chg rms.. Hence I have to follow wif the chg. Well after examine my left knee n my rite feet, hav to wait 4 the podiatry appt on 3rd oct 1984, for my insole n see how it helps.

Currently, my left knee is painful after pressuring..but worst is my rite feet as its swollen. Hmm is my calcium too gd le, that extra bones start growing more than normal? Y can;t the bones grow high up, so that I can be taller? Sigh.. surgery was considered whether to remove the bones or not, however the setback was the ligment used to support those areas wil become lose n the pains will be greater than now.. Hmm hence shall put tat aside unless I reached the state of bed-ridden...

y can't the doc just gimme a long excuses so I dun have to run every 3mths, btw the hospital n the army n work? So many psysio appts.. I scheduled 3rd oct b4 my podiatry appt. At the end of oct, 31st, I have to go to my army again for appt.. sian.. besides, dunno y recently, my unit seems so active.. nov again got another ICT.. this time is 2 weeks.. This 1 have to be postpone again due to my injuries..Tired.. anyway, I scheduled my nxt medical appt on the 8th Jan 2009, last day of my contract working contract. Hmm medical fee sure very ex.. imagine the insole, already cost $200..

Lan gaming wif Wil.

Well after the appt, I was so hungry.. Actually I have booked another appt for facial or slimming treat (free) at orchard pacific plaza, at 12- 12.30pm today.. However, after gg for the spa the day b4, I was thinking of cancelling the appt. Becuz, where got such thing as free de.. Cfm will be like the spa trip, ask me sign package..but the free really seems attractive.. its actually consist of For Him Men's spa at the orchard 1.. the free treat got 2 options.. 60 mins facial, or 20 mins Vibratrim slimming.

Hmm slimming leh.. sounds so gd hor.. but the spa trip I saw oso have slimming packages.. so was wondering the next time I go, slimming or facial, or massage, all go 1 outlet will be simple ba..oh ya I oso booked an appt on sun 12.30pm at woodlands civic centre at New York Skin solution. Well it cost 18 bucks, so I think I go ba.. as they already said, i'm not obliged to sign any packages..so ended up I took a bus 980 from novena to lan shop to find wil..

Well he nv go sch again.. hmm this yr I must go.. so hurried there hungry, eat lunch wif wil at mac n bingren. Cuz Bingren oso nv go sch wif wil.. Wil hopeless le la.. So after lunch, go play the new custom game wif wil, kit n jim.. well its not really easy to play but at the same time its a bit boring.. average game I would say.. the game consist of 5 rds n each team have to win 3 out of 5, consider win le.. so the 4 of us, vs the other 4..

Its funny at times cuz wil was always scolded by kit.. can;t be blame cuz me n wil play tis game for the 1st time.. I was told a few times only.. but in the end we lost by 2-3.. Hmm weird though we lost, kit says we team up not bad, esp in the last rd..weird.. actually the last rd, I tot we were really winning le, but dunno y, end up we lost in the end. The game is called “Castle Fight Version 1.11”.. After the game, kit go to go prepare to go out le... Jim went off oso.. left me n wil, we play 2 rds of dota..

Well, the 1st rd starting was ok..i even got nice scores..but loses cuz our teammates were not cooperative.. The 2nd game was a short 1..but we won cuz of leavers from the opposite team..was thinking of playing audi awhile de.. but the com i'm using dun have audi.. so end up nv play..So after lan, we went back to sp where he company me play cards a while.. n I still manage to win him a little haha. So now wil owe me $75 bucks le.. from 73 – 75. not bad.. Well too bad, times up, I need to go to sch le...

Sch – Social Psychology lesson.

Sigh I admit, too used to skipping lessons le, almost feel like skipping.. the heart a bit shaky today, cuz maybe nv go work, tat;s y.. But luckily i'm not like wil, I determine myself to go.. Actually this time, part of the reason is cuz, sian of everytime go sch, need to cram under so many ppl on mrt n buses.. I bought ock's new fish & chips finger food to eat for dinner in class.. taste gd.. Well tonite's lesson was a bit boring.. maybe its cuz I'm a bit slply ba..

313 coffeeshop have a drink n chat wif Nel, wil, ding, kw, xy and Cy

well lesson ended early tonite at 9.30, so thankfully, I dun have such crowded bus n train journey back.. knowing that wil have a gathering at nite wif them, so I was thinking of calling them to see where they are.. wil n jx went back hm early after their basketball.. So the rest were eating dinner at 313 coffeeshop near my hse.. So I decided to join them a while. Of cuz i'm not eating, but went there 4 a drink.. liang tea I would say, not those beer or wat... healthy lifestyle haha..

They were eating n we were chatting.. Chat wif them abt my spa trip, cy told me abt her bad trip to related places n was forced to sign a very ex package..Then I told ding abt the new warcraft game..n oso comics books which ding lend me.. then we agreed on watching mirror nxt day in town, Grand Cathay at nite, after my work.. Xy was having r/s prob oso.. so we were oso talking to her abt it.. Wat's the point of holding on to some1 who's not really serious n dun truly love u in the beginning?If the person truly love u, even if u let the person go, the person will really come back to u de.. But of cuz.. not those kind of come n go, come n go as if u r a bus-stop.. want stg from u, then treat u nice, then got u le, become the other way rd.. then part, n come back again..So after chatting, call it a day..

bubbles of sadness.

*2:43 PM .

(24/09/08) Wednesday

Spa Trip.

I Didn't managed to blog ytd cuz I was not in ofc. I went for my medical appt at TTSH. Sigh so many appts, n its like killing my leaves n mcs away jus like tat.. Ok this will be worte in my another post..Well I shall just speak of the main thing that happened on Wed.. ntg to talk abt my boring work, hence its all abt Spa trip.. I had many NDPs voucher and have booked a number of appt.. (only a few la).

The voucher states, $43 for 40 mins body massage, 10mins strawberry scrub, and 15 mins milk bath jacuzzi.(spell correctly?) The expiry date is end of Sept. Hence I have to booked a slot after work. Its located at raffles place.. thats far... though nearer to my workplace, compared to my hse.. My appt was at 7.30pm but I knocked off from work at 6 n reach the destination at 7pm. Hmm its okok locating that place.. but I made a funny embarrass thing when I reached the buliding, Royal Bros Building.. reached there then I noe its Body Contours.. didn;t pay attention to the voucher..

I'm not sure which floor it was, I looked at the directory on the board, n ended up at 13th floor? Hmm I press the bell n the employee there told me its on the 5th floor..zz.. That is their office unit.. Ok finally I reached 5th floor n was welcomed straight to the reception.. Hmm its really very embarassing there cuz I seems to be the only guy there.. Of cuz, this place oso have Men's Spa la.. But just that, guys dun frequent such places?

Well, partly its oso becuz She brought me to 1 Body Massage Spa b4.. Hence, decided to go 1 myself this time.. Its oso comfortable after a long day's work to have a nice relaxing massage to relieve stress.. of cuz such places are too costly, unlike my other stress relief activities haha.. well I seated down, n was asked to fill up a particular form.. ok after served the ginger tea. I'm lead to a rm.. Here's the contrast wif the last time I went..

this rm was much bigger.. Pity I couldn't take pics there..not really couldn't, but its cuz even if I took the pic, I can;t even upload in my blog.. so end up nv take any pics.. Sigh.. its really hard saving up for studies n saving up for a laptop.. no choice, slowly ba.. nxt time when I have my personal laptop or com, I can do many things n upload many pics n videos in my blog too..So now I shall bear wif the sarcity..

Inside the rm, got a shower cubicle wif a chair inside to put things n hook to hook towers. Beside the cubicle, there's a bathtub, which is for jacuzzi.. there's 2 massage bed inside.. which means 2 ppl can be massage tog inside.. the lady who massage me, told me that this entire rm has been booked 4 me.. (ok ppl who r frequent to such place, please understand my reactions n feelings cuz its only my 2nd time gg such places) I was astonished.. She oso say, can bring gf along.. Well immediately,she came to my mind.. n I rmb the last time we went n every detailed things...

anyway, just for a 1 time trial only.. so I push off my thoughts.. I got no gf haha.. this is my reply to her.. So she just kindly say nxt time can bring lo.. ok so I was given a locker to put my things, n I was told to chg to a short pant..So she wait outside while I get changed.. The rm was freezing cold, n many things starts to run in my mind.. horror movie kinds etc, etc haha..So once i'm rdy, she re-enter the rm, had my glasses removed n I was told to lie down on my chest, wif my back facing the top.. it was really comfortable..

I'm not sure wat thing she applied on my body, but I think its massage oil ba.. a cloth was covered over my body. Starting she massage my neck, then she remove a part of the cloth, revealling my left arm, after massaging, she cover the cloth back, n proceed the same to my rite n then my legs.. massage plus the soothing music, i'm completely relaxed.. some part was really awkward.. while she was massaging my leg, eg. Left leg, she actually lift my pants all the way up, showing my left butt..zz..

i'm not very used to be touched by strangers of the opposite sex.. so I feel very awkward.. by the way, i'm not the touchy n open kind of person to my frds..esp of the opposite sex.. there must be a dist btw guys n gers ma.. So to be touched by a female hands.. i'm so not used to it.. feeling wif be entirely different from ppl who r close to u.. So wif the awkwardness, she massage from my left butt, thigh, all the way down.. Along the way, she was asking me whether its comfortable or not..

I oso recalled many stories from my frds who visit “dirty” massage salon.. So such bad feelings came ard me too.. cuz there's 1 daring thing does by the lady.. The last time I went the body massage, the lady nv do such thing.. so i'm quite intruded.. while she was massaging my back, she actually climbed up on the bed as though she's riding on my back.. lift up the cloth n my pants down, revealing my butt zzz.. I just closed my eyes... of cuz its the back facing the top la..zzz

Ok after that I was top to lie down, facing top.. the lights was a bit glaring, thought the lightings were dim. So she helped me cover my eyes, while she proceed on from head, shoulder, hands, chest n legs.. oh ya, in between, she starts to talk to me. She's from Thai, married to a singaporean here. She got a daughter I think n a niece at thailand ard the same age as me.. Heard from frds that thai massage is really very comfortable, hmm no wonder its really soothing..

So after that, she told me that she's gg to scrub my body wif the strawberry scrub. She says will help to smoothen the skin.. Hmm.. ok the scrub was comfortable n oso cold... but b4 scrub, she told me to remove my underwear, cuz I have been wearing it inside the shorts, not knowing that I have to remove it as well.. so she waited outside while I get changed again, b4 re-entering n help me wif the scrub..After 10 mins, back n front scrubed, she on the jacuzzi milk bath on the bathtub n I can soak inside for 15 mins..

So she left me alone in the rm..So I started lying down.. the water was milky, so I can't see anything.. now I noe wat jacuzzi means.. the bathtub was activated wif some pumping of the water, where u lie down in in, the waters are like massaging ur body.. Its relaxing.. however, horror movies scenes came to my mind again.. scary esp when i'm alone in the rm.. My mind was oso thinking abt the last visit to the body spa massage.. hmm...

the sound of the jacuzzi was so loud that I scare I can't hear the knock of the door from the massage lady telling me that the 15mins is up.. she can;t enter cuz i'm naked this time. So I kip on n off the system, to hear if she knocked on the door or not, at the same time, i'm worried she'll enter the rm... Anyway I did enjoyed the whole process.. the bubbling of the water, makes me think.. like the horror movie, a head suddenly appear..

ok anyway times finally up, n I can got up to shower b4 changing.. standing at the shower, letting water from the sprinkler hit my head down to my feet.. its recalling time again.. reminise the last spa experience.. After washing up, time to change n back to outside to sit.. Here comes the standard part again.. ya, trying to persuad me to sign on a package.. Anyway I was frank, telling them, I had a tight budget this mth after paying my sch fee.

Besides I dun have a normal credit card, except 4 a clear card. Hence all those installment plans packages, which are expensive, is out of the question. So they introduce as usual the cheaper package..of cuz I sticked to my usual 43 price, cuz they were offering me a 3 times packages at $200, waiving of the 43 tonite. So consider $50 bucks for each time I come.. anyway, I tried to call nelson n act.. cuz I ask the salesperson is it possible to share the package. She says its possible..

Anyway chat wif nel a short while, I hung the phone. Hmm wifout letting them in ctrl, I told them in a subtle way, that i'll sign according to a few conditions, so prevent them from taking ctrl of the situation. So after finding out the facts that the package is non expiry, n tonite I can settle wif 50 bucks deposit, n pay the remaining balance on my nxt trip, I agreed to sign.. hmm y everybody there ask me, nxt time I can bring my gf along...Of cuz this is a gd idea.. but think they r just attacking the customers wif the packages anyway..

Dinner at Sun Plaza Mos wif kit, Jim & Kim Seng.

Ok so after the Spa is finally over, I can travel back to sem.. Hmm it is abt almost 9 I guess.. I'm so hungry.. called nel.. zzz he dun wan to company me eat dinner.. happily at kw's hse play.. so nvm I call kit or jim to company me 4 dinner.. Zzz oso like tat.. Ever since I started schling, nobody company me 4 dinner n I have been skipping some of the meals.. Anyway its a gd form of losing weight for me ba.. ask me to company them to eat ok, then when it times to wait a short while only 4 me to reach sem to company me eat, all cannot..

Nxt time I dun company them le.. its not as if I 12am then reach.. jim think he sense my annoyed tone, so ask me to faster come as they were playing at the arcade. Cuz I told him i'll only be reaching b4 9.45..end up he told me all gg back hm at 10.. They have no sch no work nxt day lo.. actually they wan go hm is to play game only.. but nvm, anyway I reach ard 9.40 n jim they all r still in the arcade.. ask me wait 4 them a while, then I want to eat mos, cuz long tiem nv eat le..

So they company me n we even chatted till 12am + b4 I head hm.. we were talking abt a new custom game in warcraft, rather than the usual dota.. Hmm seems quite interesting n fun, so I was thinking of trying the game, so I was listening to their conversation which ends up returning hm late.. anyway nowadays I quite early reach hm on weekdays le, so once a while nvm haha.. besides was playing kit's psp, bleach game.. haha so fun, but I dunno how to play anyway .. psp, etc, all these are luxury thigns which I can;t afford.. anyway dun play oso nvm ba..i won;t die wifout them...

bubbles of sadness.

*1:04 PM .

Some Thoughts..

Well I suddenly have such an urge to blog this piece inside here. Why? Hmm I oso dunno.. Why shld I go n make myself being affected again? Yea everyday I told myself, not to go in any place where I got the chance to check on her. Yea, friendster, msn (at times), and even her frd's blog. Hmm if only I can restrict myself from doing so.. Well, I told of posting 1 tot of my feelings, cuz I just visited her frd's blog.. I had an urge of replying the comments inside the tag box, but I refrained myself from doing so...
despite how unjustice I feel, I endure my fingers from typing anything inside the tag box..

Instead sry blog, here I come again, venting my angry n bad emotions on you.. Its not a bad thing to vent any angers on other living things on earth, but venting anger on stg that doesn;t exist in the real world.. The word in the tag box, “heartless”, “living my life happily”.. hmm does anybody got their own eyes to see? Haha everything inside that tag box, still seems to be blaming on me for doing so, killing my own r/s wif her.. Well obviously if any1 were to judge, I dun think i'll be the 1 in the wrong ba..

Who's the 1 heartless to me in the 1st place? In a r/s, shldn;t both ppl's feelings be heard? I already tried my best to give in.. N yet none was given to me.. oh apparently those guys frds of hers is much more impt than damaging my heart.. if true love was there, y was the trust broken all the time? I took great pains b4 I can accept a person (Daxxx) who ever hurt me so greatly as part of her life.. N apparently the same thing happens again. Of cuz I have the rite to be selfish this time..

Demanding me to allow all guys frds to contact wif.. Of cuz logically, wifout gg deeper to understand our situation, outsiders who sees this, will think that, Wa this guy is so possessive n demanding.. So restrictive in the r/s.. But ultimately, who cuzs all these lost of trust? Its not me obviously.. Saying that i'm happy alone? Haha nonsense.. Even if how unhappy I am now, how upset I am now, it doesn;t matter already. Its still better than me having to be tog, and starting suspecting this suspecting that.. And I get all so sad n unhappy.. I can;t hav peace.. i'm living in a state of uncertainties.. her heart was so unclear.. Actions didn;t even stop me from suspecting.. This is wat kind of love she has proven me?
And that's y I had enough.. Oh since all her other guys were so impt than every single part of me, I did the rite way...

How's it like to feel heartbroken? Aren't all your actions way more heartless than me? My heartless was merely a result from ur heartless actions.. I'm heartless not contacting u? Oh looking at the way u r handling things now, I do have the rite to not contact u.. Such a kind of r/s, I'll be the 1st not to accept. Nid to list down? A nice decent ger, wouldn;t allow any guy frd to her hse, n even to her rm.. Of cuz I'm the kind of guy who prefers my gf to have close female frds instead of such kind of frds.. if a ger's hse, any guy oso can enter, wat more can I say? To top off that, she broke my trust..

Other than tat, wat other heartless things she has does to the r/s? Dun think I dunno abt the audi stuffs.. tenma_”something”. Cyber world is just a lamest things.. Couple wif anybody, go flirt ard oso can. I have completely lost my trust in the ppl inside the cyber world.. This is oso part of the reason y, I stop playing audi for a long time already. I rather play some guys dominant games, n watch anime on my own, drowning myself inside romance anime “chobits”, than to drown myself in such kind of complicated fake world..

other kind of heartless things? Needless to say, jer*** is 1 very main person, wifout using words to explain. I never did such kind of things to let down a r/s.. Yet such a thign happened to me in my r/s.. not once, but TWICE by the same person.. Do I sound happy? Haha this only shows how poor a person who fails to understand me.. I'm drowning myself n tore apart by such crude memories.. genting memories, Spa memories.. I'm actually influenced n ya doing some activities alone, which I done b4 wif her in the past..

happy or not, just let ppl decide n say wat they 1.. All I can say is, a person who truly loves me, wont hurt me the way she hurts me.. Everything abt her is so impt. Pride, egoness, face, loving herself, her guys frds, her female frds, claiming credits on the things she did 4 me, etc etc...sounding as though she really loved n cared a lot abt me, wifout thinking abt the wrongful things she has done to me.. All these hurts n pains, I have given up fighting, its time to protect myself from getting anymore harms instead.i wasnt protected security in the r/s, I have to start protect myself, I have to start caring abt myself..

I keep telling myself, if the love is true in the 1st place, dun nid to wait until so much pains n be tog.. Even tog le, only start blaming me for not cherishing.. which if be judged, who's not cherishing who? I already got so much stress on my own side, yet I;m still faced in such kind of r/s.. love can;t be forced.. there's no point in a 1 sided r/s.. tat's the reason y I choose to be alone, then to be hurt by all these problems.. instead of lighten my worries, I got double instead...

I prefer a decent, real simple ger, who dun have any close guy frds, but female frds.. imagine me having to wait for my gf to reply my sms, while she's juggling my sms tog wif other guys frds.. This is 1 of the most ridiculous things that can ever happened..i better paused.. haven;t been so bad emo lately.. shall break here n continue wat I have to blog...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:59 AM .

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Part 7 - Genting Trip with William, Nelson, Kit and DingJie (12/09/08 – 14/09/08)

Day 2 at Genting – (Part B)

Ok back to the early part of the 1st time we finish the space shot ride..

Ride 3 – Space Lab.

Well this time, we tour the theme park, wifout a themepark map.. Hence I 4get that space lab is a kid's ride..hence we proceed on to the ride.. Wow.. the inside looks great.. wif alien resting on top, etc.. we were thinking it'll be a great ride.. end up, its just rotating n rotating.. ntg interesting.. This ride we took, is 1 of the lamest 1..hence lets skip this..

Ride 4 – Dinoland..

well this 1, I let the 4 of them go inside to explore.. cuz I went in b4 the last time to genting.. It was filled wif some memories n photo taking.. hence, I gif it a miss, proceed to buy stg to eat 4 breakfast.. btw 4get to say, since now, i'm still having constipation.. of cuz the “now” refers to at tat point of time in genting.. So I take this opportunity to visit the washrm. I succeed at last, but its only little bit... ok better end the disgusting topic fast.. I went for the cupcorn shop after washrm, but ended up, I got no ringgit in my wallet, enough to buy the 3.50 Rm cupcorn..

sigh, I tried calling ding n nel who have the auto roaming thingy, but to no valid.. dunno wat's wrong, I can;t get thru them.. poor me, sitting there alone.. waiting 4 them to finish their dino land trip.. OK take this time to recall my last dino trip.. Went there seat the boat ride, take pics on the boat, pics of the dino in the cave, n explore the dino land.. Oso take some pics of the dino there.. Well, as usual, those pics were not wif me as well.. its dunno idle somewhere le... nvm, wifout those pics, I can still recall the scenes very well, as though my eyes n brains were the cameras..

Break for breakfast..

Finally they return.. Ok I borrow 50ringgit from wil 1st as the money changer hav to wait till 2pm then open.. so I successfully bought the cupcorn n a chicken burger as well.. nel n ding eyed the fried ice-cream, but to me, its bad to eat such stuffs wif an empty stomach.. kit n wil saw me wif the burger n were tempted to buy it.. Well the burger taste horrible cuz the chicken fillet taste so hard.. but kit finds it nice.. Nel n ding saw us eating the burger, oso tempted to buy them.. hence here they are, happily eating the burger..

Ride 4 – Car ride..

Can;t rmb this ride name le.. haha its actually like a car where we can drive on the track.. Hmm this 1 was a funny 1.. Hmm I started at the 2nd last position wif the rest I think.. Then here comes the race.. its different from sg, where the rds is limited to 3.. here, we can ride unlimited rds within 5 mins.. Starting off, I ride tog wif wil or kit.. I can;t rmb le.. then I say bb n moved on.. think kit was the 2nd 1 I saw in the ride.. then after moving on, I found nel in front.. haha he was complaining tat his car was so slow.. n its really slow indeed.. I overtake him easily.. finally I found ding.. n here comes the interesting part.. we were racing wif each other n other cars drivers were really irriating.. they were purposely blocking the track..

Imagine b4 I found ding, this particular driver, was riding in a Zig-zak manner.. blocking ppl who tries to over take.. finally I moved ahead n saw ding.. then in front of us, were another such kind of driver.. so the formation become ding on my left n tat driver on our front.. we wanna race, ended up caught hold by this particualr driver.. haha I waited patiently for an opening, n accelrate my gear.. n managed to overtake this stupid driver wif ding still being caught onto tat driver haha..if cuz I ended up 1st among the 5 of us, after the race, ding kips complaining that if that driver nv stops him, he is confident that he can overtake me.. hmm.. of cuz the rest were complaining their cars were super slow even at full acceleration haha..

Ride 5 – Cockscrew..

hmm this 1 I think is kit who says if got 360 degree, he dun wan to take the ride. For your info, this is a roller coaster ride.. wif many small roller coaster, forming up to be a chain.. Well after seating down, then nel n me start point to the track that there's 2 part of 360 degree turn, n that makes kit sian ½ haha.. of cuz this ride actually not as scary as it looks.. after the ride, they say its ntg.. true enough.. well there's a camera taken on each ride to take a shot of us n selling it to ppl who r interested in buying the pics.. I rmb this ride got buy 1 pic the last time 4 memory sake.. n the photo taken was nice indeed.. well thru out the entire ride, none of them buy those pics..

Break from Theme park, Snow world..

well its abt time, hence I warned them abt the snow world b4 12 noon timing, hence we decided to travel back to the main building of our hotel n proceed to the snow World dept.. As usual I went in b4 the last time, took pics, n even buy a pic from it..Well we only have 4 tickets at promo price.. hence I let them go in.. while I kept my memories for the last time I went.. Yea, 1st time entering snow world.. touching the man made snow.. taking the bumpy ride inside, sitting on the cool seat, taking pics n looking at the things inside.. my ears were even red n painful as though they were peeling off..

This time rd, I'm outside recalling.. n walking ard on my own.. even took pics for them outside the snowworld thru a glass.. the pics can be found on kit's blog or nel's blog.. Hmm of cuz under such kind of condition, the photos not very clear... they were really taking very long time inside.. poor me sitting there, lookin ard.. until I feel so cold n my lips were red n dry.. i'm still aching.. the aching on my rite shoulder has spread to my left biceps.. muscles seems aching badly.. I went to bough a hot cupcorn to eat while waiting for them.. Finally, out they come back...

bubbles of sadness.

*5:57 PM .

Part 6 - Genting Trip with William, Nelson, Kit and DingJie (12/09/08 – 14/09/08)

Day 2 at Genting – (Part A)

Hmm ok its time to carry on with my Genting Blog. Its way too long, though my memory power is not bad, but dun think It can sustain 4 a very long time. Hopefully I can recall all of them up. 1st of all, I would like to apologise 4 the lack of pics but only lengthy words, becuz my lousy com at hm n my in compatible systems at work, makes me impossible to upload any pics.. Wait till I achieve my goals of getting a lappy or rather a better com at hm, b4 I can start enriching my blog wif pics n videos..

Hmm ok where were we? Zzz? Of cuz its time to wake up. We were supposed to wake up at 7 – 7.30am to prepare n go for the theme park at 8am. However, due to the lack of slp last nite, wil n my alarm have to snooze many times, b4 I start forcing myself to wake up.. Of cuz dun nid to expect anything gd to happen from the other rm in terms of slping.. the alarm snooze till 8am, b4 I force myself to the shower rm to wash up n get rdy..

That wil is oso a pig.. After washing up, he's back to slp again.. Have to beat him up b4 he starts moving his lazy body.. but b4 that, he went over to nxt door to press the bell many times to wake them up.. To think they were slping as though its still 4 – 5am.. Ok finally ard 8am +, we were all rdy.. We tot of eating bf, but most of the shops were not open n we couldn;t decide where to eat, hence I suggest gg 4 the rides 1st.. Speaking abt rides, I have problem pronoucing the word haha..

Ok I take note of the time, cuz the last time, the snow world, b4 12 noon is 10 RM promo. Waited till the last day then go, ended up very late n rush in the end.. Hence I planned snow world to be an event today.. Ok the tag on the hand was banded on our hands, we proceed to the rides. Wow the last time, I rmb waking up ard 12pm + or later than that n the theme park was crowded wif ppl, this time rd, the early birds sure get the gd stuffs..

the theme park was almost empty.. hence many waiting time was cut off.. Tat's great.. Hence we went to the 1st ride near the entrance of the outdoor theme park. We bought the indoor n outdoor park for a total of 51 RM. Hmm think its cheaper now? Yea of cuz while taking the rides, they were filled wif memories of the last visit to genting. It was so fresh as though its like ytd.. haha of cuz nice things are worth memoring it.. well think that was the most happiest time of all ba.. cuz I nv experience that kind of happy memories after that trip..

Well the 1st ride was wat they called a flying chair. Where every1 got seated in a chair, raised of hts, n start spinning forward in circles.. think this is a nice ride to begin wif. Imagine the cool wind from the motion of the ride, tog wif the cool atmosphere in genting, it really waken every1 up. Haha they were laughing at Wil who seems like the timidness of all. Pity nv take pics of his facial expression, else every1'll sure laugh.. but after each rides, a timid cat, becomes a proud lion.. haha wil is always acting a brave n couragous front..

After this ride, I lead them to the most scary ride in the theme park.. Its called the space shot I think.. Hmm every1 got seated in a chair of 3s from each side of the square, n the seat started escalating to a great ht.. reaching the top wif a loud “Gong” which adds on to the fear.. Thinking abt it makes the creep out of me again.. after a few seconds, u nv noe when, it suddenly gush down wif great speed.. Wow.. That's really scary n thrilling.. oh ya cuz got 4 of us.. so wil the scardy cat seated in the middle n I seat outside of wil. The rest of the 3, seat on the other side, wif Ding in the mid n kit n nel on the sides of Ding I guess..

All the ride, All comes out frightened but relief.. haha they all oso find it shiok, from their face.. Hmm the last time taking the ride, still rmb the long crowds, this time, only us haha. Besides I oso rmb a middle age lady, patting her chest after the ride was over in her seat, while we were waiting n watching.. haha.. really so scary.. Hmm actually this ride was gd.. it really train my courage.. Haha wil as usual whining beside me, hoping the ride will be over n reach the grd.. But after the ride, he acted like a lion again zz..

hmm can;t rmb the sequence of taking this ride le, cuz me, kit n will took the ride 3 times? Well why were there different counts? Cuz sad to say, not many ppl were steady enough to participate tog.. nel was whining n swearing of not gg up the space shot again.. Haha it turns out to be nel was the timid of all.. He kips repeating that its not the 1st time falling down that he's afraid of..but the 2nd time the pressure went up n he's scared.. who weren;t scare? I'm aware of his feelings too.. but ah, can;t be forced anyway..but its sure a let down..

Hence nel only took this ride once.. Ok the 2nd time, ding oso nv go cuz he was forcing nel up, but ended up only me, kit n wil took the ride.. We deliberately wan wil to sit the sides, but not the middle.. Haha up we go, nel took videos n pics for us.. Hmm I can't rmb which time I lift my hands up on the 2nd time the space shot went down.. 1st time was too dangerous le.. cuz wat if the things were faulty n not able to secure me tight?

Along the way, wil was complaining taking the space shot again cuz the fog/mist kips coming on n off. But we took the ride wif a clear sky.. finally the last time we went to take after wil complain non stop to take the ride wif the mist on.. Yea this time I rmb was taking a long break after gg up again.. Wow.. 4 me, plus the last time I come, I took a total of 3 time le.. manage to not be frightened by it le, but nv expect my heart was thumping hard after a long pause from this space shot ride..besdeis the mist this time, really block off all the views when we reached the top.. that's sacry indeed..

Off we went down, n haha I lift my hand up as sounded by my frds.. However, as usual I only dare to do it when the space shot goes down the 2nd time, which is still quite high.. ok finally we decided not to take this ride le, cuz its scary enough haha. Nel dared ding to lift up both his hands when the space shot fall immediately.. Wa ding was super brave.. its his 2nd time of the ride, n he went up alone I think, wif all of us watching.. Down he goes, lifting his hand up n we really admire his courage, but not his farting all the time.. haha..

bubbles of sadness.

*5:10 PM .

23rd September 2008

Another day has passed by. This day in this yr, will nv comes back again. A day of the history was added again. Hmm taking a short break out of the genting Trip recall, decided to start blogging abt my daily life again. Haha of cuz, this time, won't be crapping anything, perhaps some tots or major events that happened ba.. well, of cuz work was the same as per normal..my only best frd, the only 1 who I can really trust, happens to be my music player. Ya regardless of anywhere, anytime, music is always there to company me from being so lonely n empty..

Today happens to be a phenomeon that happened thru out the day. Y do I say so? Haha well think abt it.. Ever since I was being called up to talk about my punctuality by my new boss few days ago, going to work earlier, though still not on time, has been my practice le. No longer i'm able to enjoy taking mrt, or rather sitting in mrt with little crowds. Cuz i'm having to cramp in a rectangular box, full of ppl, wif limited rm to stand.. of cuz, I have my fav music to company me..

well not only that, finish work, travelling to sch, which is my 2nd week of sch life, well every tues and thurs, I have to go thru this process.. well on the way to sch after work, I need to take the train to outram station, n transfer a train to clementi station. Well, as usual, the train was full of people.. upon reaching the station, walk to take the bus to sch. Once again.. the bus stop was packed with many people.. looked at all of them rushing to get into the bus.. missed a bus, behind comes another, and all rush for the bus..After sch, comes another time, crowded bus stop crowded bus...

hmm this is the phenomeon for today.. crowded ppl.. n all this while, I have my music on.. haha of cuz not to say there are pros n cons wif such a croweded bus.. u can get to see diff kinds of ppl. Gd thing is, u get to see many beautiful ladies, at times u dun.. Ahems, of cuz i'm a normal guy haha.. see only ma.. anyway I dun have anybody to account to.. When it comes to being attached, many commitment n responsibilities starts, meaning I dun get a chance to see beautiful ladies on the street le haha. So better see now before I dun get a chance. Of cuz the bad side is, see so many oso no use, none of them were mine. Nvm, just enjoy my life for the time being, 1 very day, I believe I will have a nice ger in future, cuz I didn;t do anything bad or nasty to let anybody down in my r/s.. I still believe, the gd shall be paid..

Hmm well, weekdays, think i'll be reaching hm b4 12am le, but when it comes to weekends, haha fri n sat will be the time I stay out very late.. even till morning? Well it has been always the case for the past 3 weeks.. the week b4 genting, went to bro's hse in tampines to play mahjong wif wil n ben. Ended up 6am then left his hse.. genting trip, i'm completely out of Singapore.. the weekend after genting, i'm at bro's hse again wif the same grp of ppl, this time play mahjong n cards until abt 9.30 am in the morning. However, the suns, i'll be mostly staying at home to nap thru out.. this happens so, esp last sun. I actually stayed at hm thru out just to slp haha..

Ok think make it short. What happened ytd? Well, lunch time, heard from nel, mac got the lunch hr 5 bucks value meal, hence decided to go there to have my mcspicy meal. Since i'm having lesson ltr in the nite, I spend the time studying my notes from last week's lesson. Well work has become more stressful, as its really hard satisfying my new boss's demand.. well i'm enduring till my contract ends n I shall find other jobs instead.. partly oso cuz of financial reasons.. Well my sch have citibank 12 mths credit card 0% interest for school fees.. But sad to say, i'm not eligible for a decent credit card... can only have a pathetic 500 credit limit clear card.. hence I can;t apply for the installment plan..

Hence the nxt job I get, hopefully will be a full time job, wif enough salary to mit the credit card requirement.. besides times are really hard 4 me lately.. my hse's desktop is not functioning well n i'm dreaded of the long hrs waiting time to on my pc, waiting 4 it to load finish, b4 I can use it.. Yea hopefully I can apply 4 installment plans for a new laptop as well.. my probs will mostly be solved by then n online anywhere, wouldn;t be a prob by then..

However, can;t look things so far, cuz it seems a long way for me to go.. getting a job with high salary jump from my current job is impossible.. just hope my job luck can brings me further.. ok think that's all I can update for now.. go work, attend boring lessons, which I almost fall aslp, eating snacks 4 dinner during lesson breaks n gg hm.. that's abt it.. hmm I wish I can be as sociable as anybody else.. getting many frds to chat wif, to socialise wif, esp female frds..

Share wif u abt my SPA experience in my next blog entry ba.. yup I booked a SPA appt at raffles, dated tonite (24/09/08 – Wed) at 7.30. 1st time gg such luxury stuffs.. Hmm anyway cuz I have the NDP voucher, hence I decided to try it out.. However, wat i'm worried is the ppl there gg to persuade me to sign packages.. Of cuz, I'm bound to push all away.. I where got such capabilities to enjoy such luxury all the time? Letting them earn 1 time, is enough from me le ba.. haha.. Nel actually wanna company me, but too bad, his voucher was lost.. That's all for now.

bubbles of sadness.

*4:31 PM .

Friday, September 19, 2008

Part 5 - Genting Trip with William, Nelson, Kit and DingJie (12/09/08 – 14/09/08)

Day 1 at Genting – (Part C)

Haunted Mansion.

Finally we have reach the main activity for the day. Yea haunted mansion.. Well kit insisted not gg in.. sigh.. what a letdown..He missed out all the funs.. anyway we purchase the tickets n we proceed on to a so called ladder seat.. where it slowly accelerates up.. This time, the whole haunted mansion, only consist the 4 of us.. However, the tv inside the ladder was not on.. The theme is no longer Van Helsing, but the things were still the same inside..

Hence the fun starts.. well I was still thinking who wants to take the lead, end up Nel says he just do it.. hence the safest I felt,according to my experience was being in the middle.. So we went in the mansion in a straight line, wif nel, me, wil, then ding.. haha the haunted mansion, have to wear a 3d Spectacles, and of cuz the path was dark n nel being the 1st, was being scared many times.. I even heard him says, y the mansion is so long inside that he can;t wait to leave the mansion haha..

Yup despite me gg in the 2nd time, its still as scary, but not as the 1st time I went in cuz I took some preparations as to where the scary part might come out.. got 1 time, nel was so scared that he fall back on me.. The mischevious ding, keep frightening wil.. n oso me at times.. ding uses his hands to scare me n I even saw him creepy crawling on the floor..zzz. Mad.. anyway its really so fun inside.. Wil was scared too.. haha looking at their face after coming out was interesting.. My words were rite, after entering genting's haunted mansion, you'll realise that sg's escape theme park's haunted mansion is so ntg...

Ripley's Believe It Or Not Museum

After the huanted mansion trip, we headed to see the Ripley's believe it or not museum.. Haha this is so interesting n the last time I went, I dun have enough time to have a proper look, cuz the flow was so fast n I have to catch up... This time, I can take a longer time to have a proper look cuz they all were amazed n were looking at the things inside.. phototaking, of cuz was prohibited.. Well inside u can see a lot of amazing things, amazing ppl, n even amazing animals..

Well some to my memories were the fertile statues, touched le will get pregnant..hmm sure or not? Then next were incredible ppl who can twisted n turn wif their body parts or who's body parts were extra ordinary haha.. Well there come a part where it shows a video on amazing ppl who can twist n turn n roll their tongue, there a mirror there too, I noe at the end of the museum, can see that its a transparent glass from the other side of the mirror.. haha so I tried to trick them into looking at the mirror n doing it..

Well other funny things were, ppl who survive dangerous attacks, like sharks, or being pierced thru the body yet can survive, 2 headed animals, the world tallest man as shown in kit's blog wif his pic.. those ancient torturing tools, the chasty belt for woman, n those of the tribes ppl, they pierce their body etc.. Weird.. Hmm but overall its interesting but halfway thru, i'm sleepy haha.. finally we reached to a part where I last took pic, of the books almost falling over.. Hmm but the photo was not on my side for me to keep... Thing dunno go where le la... sigh..

Oso got 2 types of mirror, 1 will make u look fat on the btm, the other I 4get le.. Nxt is the snapshot of ur shadows being stuck on the wall, despite ur body moved away.. n finally, the interesting part of the museum, is a pathway where u feel lost ur balance on a bridge.. can;t describe the scenario, but only those who been there, will be able to pic it.. tat passageway was fun n we all kip gg thru tat passage a few times, ending up giddy on the head.. finally, we were out of the museum..

Drinks at Starbucks

Hmm the activities I do this time, seems like the last time like tat.. of cuz can;t be exactly the same, but yea went to Starbuck to have a drink. I ordered the same drink as last time.. its oso at this place where I discover starbucks got this new delicious drink, called green Tea Frappocino.. Think I didn;t spell it correctly.. Its delicious n yes, I ordered another cupcorns.. Ps: the cupcorn here is really tasty n delicious indeed. Folks do rmb to try it when u visit there.

Fish Spa

After all the tired day, we came across this Fish Spa n massage shop.. Well its an open area shop, n we all nv tried fish spa b4, wil was thinking of trying it. And as usual, i'm the “on” type to most of the new things, I decided to company him.. Wow, this was a really un4gettable experience.. 1st, we wash our Feet, then wipe them, roll our jeans up n yucks.. Such feelings was so weird, n unbearable.. Its a feeling which is hard to describe.. Itchy yet at the same time scared..

Those fish seems so hungry.. even though our feet haven't went down, the fish were already starting to gather at the point where our feet is above the water.. down we go.. Haha you all shld look at wil face.. He's so funny n he can't endure the feeling.. worst still, he dun even dare to look at the fish.. he even tries to lift his lift up, but the ppl there told him to put his foot inside.. Clever me, I order the fish spa n shoulder massage package..

The shoulder massage divert my attention from the fishes.. hmm some of the fishes were big.. n they were biting hungrily.. Pics n videos were found at nel's blog.. Well speaking abt them, where were they? Hmm as usual, all chicken out.. seating at some stairs, watching us 'suffer”. However, after 15 mins of excitement, our feets were smooth n clean haha.. Worth it.. (The fishes in the Fish Spa near our hotel is even much more bigger n scarier)

well after that, kit went to the nearby shops to buy somethings for his gf.. Well he even ask me 4 my taste..hehe of cuz my taste is gd.. however, thinking n thinking, kit bought the earring I have suggested.. but he save the necklace till another day cuz he still can't decide wat to buy plus have to see whether he have enough $ to spend or not.. Go abit backtrack cuz I miss out 1 part earlier on, but recalled after I mention abt kit's shopping..

well b4 entering the bowling part, I saw an open shop selling watches.. yea the watches looks great.. of cuz not all. But some.. esp those couple watches.. immediately I was thinking of buying 1 of them.. cuz that pair really attracts my attention the moment I glance thru at all the watches.. Hmm however I didn't buy it straight, cuz since our plans is to shop during the last day.. so at this point, it gimme some time to think whether its worth buying it or not..Wil oso say the watches not bad, but end up nv buy..cuz no $..

Visit to Casino wif Wil..

Well the rest i'm not sure what they were doing from this point.. cuz wil after making me walking to n fro, finally decides to try his way into the casinos.. Well he is not of acceptable ages, which explains the sneaking part.. I told him to act just normal, mature n just walk inside.. but he was afraid he get caught.. anyway finally we agreed upon gg in tog.. the 1st time we went in, we went trembling.. As we reaches the entrance, the guards stopped us.. y? Lol initially I tot he wanna check out Ids, but end up he say no plastic bags inside casino.. (Phew!) I had a plastic bag to contain my plain water, name (Only – Weird water name) anyway my lips were super dry n pain, so I try to drink lots of water..

So remove the plastic bag, we attempt to go in again.. finally we pass thru, wif wil having a close shave.. He told me the guard was staring at him, but he just act not looking at the guard. Luckily we pass thru, so I bring him tour inside the casino.. as usual, the area was smoky.. just showed him the various games that was played in the casino.. He was amazed by the black Jack wif played by ourselves were totally different n the minimum bet was huge.. min 50Rm per bet.. So we just watch..

back to the Hotel Rm

after walking ard, then we started to walk back to our rm to wash up.. Its very late le by that time..Well this time, I bath 1st again, followed by wil.. Well he went inside to empty his bowels.. Zz hmm I seems to have constipation? I tried but It's not successful, despite me feeling the urge to do so.. anyway nel oso have the same feelin as me.. Kit n ding dun seems to have any prob wif that.. after washing up, we went to ding's Rm to play cards wif nel..

dun go my rm better, cuz its cleaner LOL. Besides they on the fan until so large that makes me super cold.. zz inside genting, already so cold le, dun need anything oso feels like inside air-con rm.. Kit n ding were playing their psp. Lol that ding keeps farting.. n irritates everybody.. I'm glad I'm not sharing the same rm wif ding, cuz kit n nel kips complaining ding do wat, go everywhere kips farting all the time.. Hmm card game, I win nel n wil if i'm not wrong haha. Card rmb how much le, but I think wil lose a lot.. Kit play half way, he slps..Can even hear him snoring.. haha

Guess all of us were tired n hence I told them, tml need to wake up super early to play the theme park, plus we didn't have enough rest thru out the day cuz of the lan shop, hence abt 3am or 2am +, we call it a day n me n wil rtn to our rms to retire.. That's all ba..oh ya.. my rite shoulder was aching so badly that I couldn;t even slp well.i tossed in bed for 1 or 2 hrs, b4 I finally doze off.. That wil.. slp like a pig..I lie on my bed tossing abt.. n the images n memories of the last genting trips flows to my mind...

bubbles of sadness.

*3:37 PM .

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