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Name: Hong Qi Xuan
Old Name : Hong Yilun
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Birthday: 11th October 1984
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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Training on A Sat

Well, the feeling of gg to work(training) on weekend, sure is suffering... However, since i didn't managed to wake up on time ytd, i forced myself to wake up at 5am plus to prepare for work.. However, this time become PY's turn to overslp. So i headed on to work by myself from sem mrt to tpy mrt, then bus 31 to the bus stop there..Hmm initially i was afraid i might miss the stop cuz 1st time taking.

Luckily reached there early abit. wait few mins n its time to clock in 15 mins b4 7am.. Morning its chip learning again, followed by lessons on cards handling. We would be learning a game which we would be handling on the table. ITs called Baccarat, chinese called Bai Jia Le, for a non-casino person, i dun even noe the game..Anyway from wat i saw, opening of the table, takes quite a lot of things to rmb n do...

The game consist of 8 game decks..wow meanings its gonna be tedious suffling the cards..cuz so many steps...So for the rest of the day, we learnt how to spread a deck of cards in a nice manner, as well as riffle the cards..Realised tat wat i have done wif ben n wil have been wrong..1st, it might bend the cards. 2nd, no wonder wil can c the cards when i riffle them during black jacks n roughly noe where the ace was...

The new riffle methods, makes cards not seen at all.. So tat's all for the day?went back home early since i have no activity at all.. Nobody is free to ask me out (sad). Its a weekend yet i am so lonely.. Tot of bringing laptop go mac slack, but think no point, since i have to slp early n wake up at 4.30am again.. Scare can't wake up on time n take cab again...

anyway i was at home, watching drama, autumn's concerto for a while n chat wif Janice, who happened to be online on sat..Chat quite a while n we were both lonely ppl on a weekend haha.. Anyway nxt time free, will meet up wif her n company her go shopping ba..after tat, dinner at home b4 gg out to borrow chips from Kia to practice at home..

Company Duck eat dinner after his work n chat a while, until now i come back to blog b4 i slp..

Sidetracks - Delay of my temp job pay.

Omg this is a bad news..Heard from my agency tat they failed to rec my original timesheet, which i have mail it on the week of CNY..Until now they called me tat they have yet to rec it n not able to pay me on the 2nd of march..Wa..i am short of cash..Hope pay really come fast...i can't afford to delay any longer cuz i need expenses for travel n training...Have to wait Mon, faster call Meital abt it..


bubbles of sadness.

*11:43 PM .

Cab to training area on Fri Morning

Well i was so tired last nite tat i dozed off on bed, without setting my alarm clock, after reaching home from seeing a doctor for antibotics n medicine for sinus infection again, which cost me 42 bucks!!! Ended up i woke up late again.. Actually i woke up in the middle of the nite ard 2am+, but since its not yet time to wake up n i was feeling drowsy, i went back n slp...

It was ard 5am, when i was supposed to wake up 4.30am, i was still not able to wake up, i dozed off again... Nxt 6am...Omg i am supposed to reach workplace at 6.50am..I hurriedly rushed n bath, charged out of hse n find a cab to take.. I did not managed to style my hair..Luckily i was able to make it earlier than the previous working day... Cab cost me 15bucks plus..Wow can't imagine taking cabs to work too often cuz of overslping... Really feel the pinch..It was training on chips again n being reassigned another table wif a new group member, but this table is worst than the other.. But its alright, i managed to improve on my chips handling skill n learnt new things on dealing wif cash changing..

Cards Game with Ben n Wil

Anyway after work, headed to sem to wait for wil to come back after his work at 4pm, then wait for ben to arrive from his last day of work..After which, we played cards tog, 45mins an hour for each type of game..Can't rmb who win, who lose..Think ben win ba.. His luck turning gd le...The whole thing took from ard 6pm+? but ended ard 11.30pm..Rushed home n wash up n use com for a while b4 i slp..When online but find nobody online..So just clear emails, watch new bleach episode on anime n manga, b4 i slp...


bubbles of sadness.

*11:34 PM .

Thursday, February 25, 2010

1st off day at home

i woked up at 2pm +, actually on n off, but was so drowsy n tired..my throat hurts n i feel feverish.. I am very sure it must be the sinus infection again, which results in the fever n the throat area affected.. I lie down my bed on n off, while using my laptop n blog until now.. I think my off day just wasted like this.. Later after dinner, i shall be gg out while to relax awhile, b4 i go home to have an early rest, as i felt sick n tired...

Wondering shld i c a doc or not, but i guess now, seeing doc confirm a lot of ppl..no time for me.. maybe i might be just buying medicine, but i scare this time i might need antibiotics..


bubbles of sadness.

*7:20 PM .

Training Day 2

The training was getting more ridiculous, but luckily 1 more day n its 1st off day already.. Gd thing abt my shift was i can go out after my work, just have to slp early tat's all..Ok y am i saying ridiculous? Its becuz i tot of waking up at 4am, so i set alarm clock on my hps, but cuz my mum scolded me for the noise as the niece n nephew were slping..

i was unhappy cuz i dun have a choice n who ask me have to share room wif them? I wan to have my own room lo..ended up cuz i was so tired n annoyed tat i actually turn the alarm off wifout snoozing.. Ended up i woke up at 6am.. I knew i cannot make it on tmie as 7am is the training..Rushed to prepare n headed out n find a cab n hopefully i can reached on time..

The day b4, the aching on the legs n the back, still haven't goes off n later have to stand thruout again..The traffic was bad n i was so worried i am not able to make it on time, further more the taxi driver was not clear of the road when we reached ard tat area..Cab fare cuz almost 20bucks.. So exp!!!cannot afford to take anymore cabs like this.. Consider to stay over at ben's hse again..

i hurriedly tab the card n it was 7am exactly..However the trainer glared at me wif the eyes moving angrily as i walked over..Then he asked me wat time i reach, i told him 7am, n he reprimand n said i nv follow instructions.. PY was earlier a little bit as well, 6.57am as she overslp too. Anyway the next thing was worst..They decided to give us sittings arrangements, calling out names n assigning them to the designated table..

me n PY n the rest of the group were separated...THink this arrangement would be fixed thru the rest of the training day? Its gonna be very boring this time, cuz my table r mostly uncles n they were so quiet..only 4 of us on the table.. Sian, nobody to talk to while doing the training..But lunch time n breaks still alright... Anyway i told them abt the tag thing n they were displeased, but luckily they say nvm, they still use my Yilun name n the pass remains the same, just tat they noted them down..

Wait until i have done my dippo on my ic, i am gonna to get them changed completely! Until now i have yet to mention wat game i was assigned to learn..Heard from PY tat they were the hardest to handle..sian..so unlucky..Its definitely not Black Jacks, but a game i nv heard b4, Baracat, chinese is called Bai Jia Le..Other game to learn was roulette..The payments have to count like mad wif those percentages..

2nd day training still the same thing, chips handling..but learnt new things on top of the old.. Spreading the chips n sliding them back, also dropping the chips into 5s.. Ok doing all these until after work at 3pm..gd back to amk hub wif PY n meet wil n ding there.. The 3 of us went to catch "Percy Jackson n the lightning thief..The movie was great, just tat i was too tired n almost dozed off.. 2nd day training, not only back ache n legs aching, even my arms were aching too...

but i managed to force myself awake, in exchange for headache..After the movie, we headed to nebo to have our dinner..Tat ger which wil n i noticed was there for the 2nd time.. So we both have almost the same food tog n during times, the ger actually approached our table n offered to clean our plates..She was like looking over our table at times, trying not to look so obvious..

Its so obvious cuz i observed tat other tables, she nv go over to clear their plates only until they left the seats n out of the shop, but she comes to our table to clean it almost 5 times.. Well after tat we headed back to sem, where i bid them farewell n went to meet "Jamie" at mac abt the model issue.. She ended up talking about many other things also n i just lend her a listening ear...

She was very formal to me about 1 issue when she smoked, the moment when she knew tat i dun smoke haha. I was so tired n she was a hardcore smoker, more heavier than PY, from wat i observed..She travel alot by cab fare as well...ended up she send me home by cab b4 she left...


bubbles of sadness.

*7:00 PM .

1st Day of training

I was quite excited at the beginning.. Wonder how things would turn out to be.. There's a lot of ppl in shift 1 of the day shift. The 2nd shift for day comes at 7.30am. I was thinking i might have a hard time locating my name on the list for my group, among the crowd, but was very lucky to spot it just on the 1st list.. So i just headed to find my group no..

Training room was big n lots of tables ard..Searchin in vain for my group number, only to noe, it was not displayed out like other groups yet..Managed to got a seat there n wait.. So the trainers came n mark attendance.. My excitement begins to drop as the day proceed on, though still excited, but not happy like the beginning.. The trainers were both so soft spoken tat we could not here their instructions carefully...

Training there seems so many restrictions.. Cannot do this, cannot do tat.. They expect us to train, only gg to toilet breaks during 2 15mins break n 1 hr lunch Break.. Tat's all.. BEsides tat, punctually is very impt, no room allowance for 1 min late from report n coming back from breaks..no drinking water during training..like a kindergarden...

1st training was Chips Handling.. Learn to pick the chips, stuck them, cut them into 5s n 4s..While practicing all these, its standing thru out.. its not so easily as i have write them here.. Picking chips have a standard procedure n to stuck them n place them into piles of 20s on the table, u need to feel it wif ur hands.. Next cutting the chips wif 1 hand cannot look, but feel it wif ur hands..

Not only on rite hand alone, but have to do wif the left hand as well.. It was so difficult, but luckily beside me was a new frd, who seems so talkative tat we have been talking thruout, else it would have been boring.. Of cuz talking seems so unappropriate n we were being noticed a few times, talking while practicing..So i met a new frd, which happened to be an indo chi as well..

She was also 1 of the 1st person who entered the room wif me n ended up finding our names 1st.. she also stepped on my shoes twice, while we were walking n searching for our table number...So lunch time we went for lunch tog wif some of our group on the same table.. A bad incident happened due to the pour instructions given as the trainers were soft spoken...

Had we tot tat we would be gg to the toilet n the trainer would bring us to show us where we can have our meals (Lunch is not provided, not only tat schedule for the week, still not confirmed yet).. Our hands were dirty n black wif the chips, so we went to wash our hands, but when we come out, all of them were missing.. So we went to look for dining place ourselves..

There's a gate n we dun have a pass.. So have to wait for ppl wif the pass to open the gate for us.. Well when we come back, we tot we were early, only to find them coming in 1 by 1, wif security pass ard their neck, so we look for our trainers when we saw them, only to be reprimanded n its our fault for not listening to instructions... They actually went to get their pass b4 gg for lunch...

How could we noe when their voice were so soft n unclear? we were so unhappy wif him, but we can't say anything. When we went to collect our pass, another thing made me pissed off..Its the Security pass.. I hav been registering my name using Hong Yilun all the time n they still ignored me n put my dialect name instead...Ended up wif a diff in the attendance list n the pass...

So when i went back, the trainers would be looking at our pass n write their evaluation of our performance while we were practicing.. Ended up when approached, they noticed the name diff n i explained to them, they ask me to stay back after work n as the ppl to change the name in the pass.. I already explained to them tat they refused, but its pointless.. My indo chi frd, PY also got her name wrong, as she dun have her surname in her ic, but the surname was placed on the pass..

So we have to go to chg the pass later on.. Then finally the schedule is out for the training prog.. I was so disappointed after knowing it.. Its not alternate 5, 6 weeks, but full 6 days per week, wif the same timing thru out the week.. The things will only begin once we start work officially.. So now, every thursday i'll have off.. My shift timing is fixed as day..since so many ppl complained, they adjusted it to 7am in the morning, no excuse for late even for a min..

in fact wif have to report 15 mins earlier as there would b a briefing.. So i dun have to stay over at ben's hse anymore, infesting by the mosquitoes...His hse downstair is very happening for sight-seeing, but the mosquitoes were more deadly..The schedule only stated until 18th April.. So i am not sure if its the last day of training or not, as training was told to be 3mths..

Ok finished work at 2.30pm, headed to change pass name... Pissed of again...I knew it, i was not allowed to change the Pass ID name.. Reason was simply becuz the dialect name was first n they have no space to input my full name inside.. Wat an excuse.. PY managed to got her card change. She lived at AMK area n she was originated from Batam..

Some info of her, she used to work at batam's casino for 2 yrs n have stopped work 2 yrs ago n she said the training here was so much difference n much more restricted.. Making training so unhappy.. So we went to find the bus to come here after changing the pass.. Noticed bus no 31 comes from toa payoh mrt to here.. about 10+ stop, so we agreed to meet up n go to work the next day.

after which she headed to finish up her work at nite cuz she tender resignation late n have to serve 1 month notice. As for me, i decided to walk to ben's hse under the hot sun to get my things b4 gg home..Btw PY was a heavy smoker to me, cuz she is like newspaper boy or Kim tat after every meal or breaks, need to smoke. Ok tat's all abt the training..

Ben advice me to take bus to other place to take bus 980 home.Though journey is long but i can slp all the way.. Thinking of carrying so many things, i decided to listen to him n not take bus to mrt n take train.. I slept tiredly thru out the journey..Reach home use com awhile n headed out to meet nel n wil as wan to share my exp wif them...

When i reached the arcade to find nel, i was shocked tat the uncle working there called me..he told me tat there's a lady finding me urgently, calling the arcade so many times..ask me to call this number.. the lady does not noe my name, but only based on description..Wear spec, always a sf4 area, big size..Zzz i so fat meh? Ok i call back but initially nobody answer, so i went to approach nel..

Not long after tat, the number called me back.. n i answered it..Then she told me tat she saw me very often at the arcade, but i said the description might not be me.. But when she said always wearing capitalmall t-shirt, ok tat's me.. She is working at Media Corp n need me to help her wif a model assignment..THink tat i suit the bill...since its an interesting thing for me n she told me tat my casino job would not be affected i decided to help her out..

She was the 1 who came in wif a bf, who played sf4 as well.. So she arranged to meet me after my work the next day, to discuss the job issue. So after the call, headed to eat dinner wif nel n wil b4 playing cards at mac for a while..Tat nel always like tat, lose want to play some more, so i told him half an hour n i have to go.. So after which i went home to rest...


bubbles of sadness.

*6:17 PM .

Nite at Ben's house

Before the 1st day of training starts on Tues 6.30am, i headed to ben's hse to stay..Hmm it was a very long journey to Aljunied Mrt n was told to take bus n alighted there for him to pick me up. Went up to put my things n he brought me to walk ard his street in the nite as Wil told me of the things he saw when he come to ben's hse to make his itouch..

Wow its my 1st time seeing such a view... Many of them dressed so sexy n revealing, standing along the street. A view i have nv seen before.. Some of them look so beautiful n its a pity the do such things.. There's a street almost covered by them but we nv turn inside cuz was scared tat i will be pulled inside by them..after tat we headed back home, after ben showed me the path i shld walk to my training place.

Wow, when i entered his room, i was in a great shock! I have nv seen such a room b4.. Though his toilet is inside his room, got bathtub as well, got hot n cot water, but the bathtub cannot be used cuz its so... The toiletries were like in a mess n seemed expired.. Mirrors coated wif lots of stains.. Cobwebs at all 4 corners.. The only thing in the room tat looks presentable is, his computer..

Dun say more about his room cuz its privacy.. HIs hse downstairs, can see some prostitutes, from his windows as well.. he lived not very high floors n can heard from their loud conversations tat they are China ladies.. I tried using ben to online using his itouch, n managed to chat awhile..Now comes to the worst part of my stay at his hse...It was mosquitoes...not only 1, but many of them!

I laid on bed wanted to rest, but i was annoyed n stung by so many of them..worst is i dun even have a blanket...there were even some flying near my ears..i had a slpless nite..i used my towel to cover myself, but it was too small to help me.. When i covered my legs, they start to bite my arms n ard my head...I cover my head wif towel, my legs suffer..

further more, the ppl downstairs were like chatting very loudly at times..i did not catch a wink thru out the nite...Originally, i planned to wake up at 4.45pm..ended up, i felt tat i can't stayed on anymore, so i got up an hr earlier to prepare myself n leave an hr in advance.. I had my breakfast at a 24hr coffeeshop nearby n it was so expensive...

FInally i walked to the training place n was the 1st to reach..an hour b4 the training starts...i tot i can enjoy the air-con n rest a while at the sofa,but the security was there n woke up when i arrived..he talked to me...until ppl starts coming in by cab n its abt time tat the training begins...


bubbles of sadness.

*5:26 PM .

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Nite at Ben's house

To be continued next time when free and will also be talking about 1st day of training...


bubbles of sadness.

*6:23 PM .

1st day orientation at Raffles Place

Mon was the 1st day oriention of my full time job.. i was so tired, but i managed to reach there quite on time at 8.30am.. The queue was so long n we have to register our names wif the alphabets.. cuz i was considered very late then report, the auditorium were filled up very much n i took the back seats which i was allocated to..I was fascinated or rather disappointed to be seated there..

On my right was a very hyper active man? I dunno how to describe him, but he was like answering all the questions to himself when the presenter on the stage was asking questions..not only i find him weird, some ppl also turned ard n c who... Nxt was a China Lady sitting on my left...She was not very gd in english n was like asking me so many questions which i find it hard to answer her as i didn't even noe them myself...

1 look can c she is a very materialistic woman, speaking only abt money.. But ended up lunch time, i am caught by her to have lunch tog... She also managed to find another china woman to eat tog wif us at "Lao Pa Sat"...food there really cost much..Mixed vege cost me 5 bucks..Its lectures n lectures n i feel like slping..Even until orientation finish, lots of things still uncertain..

1st thing would be my schedules..until end of orientation, still dunno(stay tuned to 1st day of training post).. only noe got 2 morning shifts, (6.30am n 7.30am). i was unlucky, got the 6.30am de.. Anyway tat china ger was 7.30am.. At nite i meet nel awhile b4 i go home to pack my things n headed to ben's hse to stay over as his hse is only a stop's distance from the training place...


bubbles of sadness.

*5:55 PM .

Movie : "Day Breakers" with Nel at mac on Sun nite

Well i was slping from afternoon until evening time when sis's family come n have dinner tog.. After which i headed out to meet nel as i promised to meet him, even though i was very tired. A promise made, have to be kept. So played arcade wif him b4 we headed to catch this "Daybreakers" wif my laptop..Well we must agreed tat the movie wasn't very nice, except for their high technology...

Supposed to slp early cuz 1st day orientation starts tml n i have many things not prepared yet... Reached hm ard 12am n still online, but chat msn until 3am plus.. so i faster go slp..


bubbles of sadness.

*5:50 PM .

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Bai Nian and Mahjong at Tampines

Saturday afternoon, i headed out wif wil to heeren, his workplace to have dinner as he forget to bring his itouch home from work the day b4. Besides i wanna c a ger whom he likes at the workplace, curiousity brings me there wif him. When we arrived there, his colleagues already went for break, so we proceed to have our own dinner..we have cravings for Fish n Co, since wil also say there's a ger of his type there.

Another time eating Fish n Co wif wil. Ordered our usual seafood platter for 2, top up the set meal, however the soup of the day, is fish soup.. Doesn't really taste nice.. Mushroom soup still the best.. but Fish n Co is still 1 of my favourite rest. to dine in.. Well the ger whom wil said, doesn't really appeal to me.. Guess our taste diff ba haha...

After dinner, it was still early, so decided to go to his workplace, pasta de waruku for dessert. Just nice they came back already.. So just headed inside n was like... ok his taste is really diff from me, but ok la, as long as he likes her char, is more impt.. But thanks to the ger (an asst manager), i get to taste a free dessert, which was supposed to be wil's treat lo...Its macha ice-cream!! Quite tasty.

After which, headed off to meet ben at tampines mrt where we headed n proceed to Ray's hse.. Well i shall not state further details about my feelings as it would make the blog draggy n i dun have much time to blog as i am heading out to meet nel soon.. wanna enjoy the last few evening at sun plaza, b4 my training starts on Mon n i would be staying over at frd's hse, since its only 1 bus stop distance from the training place n my training starts at 6.30am for day 1!!!!

Super far lo.. Orientation on mon is 8.30am at Raffles Place, not sure ending wat time.. But as for the training, it would be at Kallang area, at Mountbatten Square... Ok so back to bro's hse, i was only gonna say, not very happy wif him about the way he dealt wif things.. So anyway when we reached at ard evening time, they were still having dinner, his other bros brought their gf along..

Their parents asked me how come this yr nv bring gf here? Well i think they forgot last yr also nv bring cuz tat last yr, just broke up not long ago.. 2008 Cny she got come ba... well since they were playing mj halfway, so 3 of us play cards, until they interrupt us by asking ben to play for 1 of his bro.. Then after they come back from smoking breaks, they interrupt us again, by playing black jack wif them...

Well wil take over for mahjong, since i dun like helping not close ppl play mahjong n win for them, when they winnings not mine.. So i was being pulled to playing blackjack wif their gf's n 1 of the bro.. Well he was the banker n i told myself, i got 6 bucks in the wallet, if lose le, i dun wan to play.. True enough, he was so lucky tat i lost 6bucks.. i got 21, he got 5 cards within 21 dots.. I got 20, he got 21 or blackjacks.. i got 19, he got 20...So unlucky...

Finally they finished their rounds, but since ray's granny wan to play, so the 3 of us end companying her play..not only a round, but thru out the nite until morning 7.30am.. She was so energetic..but not gd for me, as his granny is a horse n i dun clique wif horse ppl.. i lost about 11 bucks, granny lost 1 bucks, wil lost 24 to ben.. he was so lucky tat he is the only winner..

Since my bro n his gf wanted to play, but granny wants to play, so ended up its morning n we were dead tired.. i wanna go hm rest cuz mon got orientation le.. Many things need to pack for staying over.. we planned to have breakfast at mac cuz i have cravings for the mac big breakfast combo wif hotcakes haha.. But ended up, since my bro ask if we could play a game as he nv have the chance to play wif us, we went to his hse area coffeeshop, quite far away to have breakfast, b4 gg back to play a game wif him..

True enough, this 1 pot, i won 9 bucks, ben won again, his luck for 2010 has turned much better compared to last yr.. he won 20 bucks, my bro only won 2 bucks..Wil lost all again.. but overall, for the 3 of us, i ended up no win, no lose..Wasting my time n draining my energy to play..but just for entertainment la, since long time nv play mahjong le... ben won 50, wil lost 50.

After tat, its a dreadful long journey back home, wif our tired body..i slp from 2pm until 6pm, where my 2 sis's family come home to have dinner wif us.. until now i am blogging n preparing to go out meet mel watch movie b4 i go n rest for tml's 1st day work!!!


bubbles of sadness.

*7:46 PM .

Saturday, February 20, 2010

The Sound Of Music

Watched "The Sound of Music" at mac ytd nite. It was 1 of broadway best musical pieces. How nice was that.. though the ending was quite sad..


bubbles of sadness.

*2:18 PM .

Friday, February 19, 2010

A day of cards wif Friends

Ben did not have to work yesterday, as he have presentation in sch. So after presentation, we meet up tog wif nel and have our lunch tog b4 we start our usual cards game. Health dun seem to be gd for me n it comes tog wif luck.. My luck have been so poor n i have been losing every game we play.. It was super suffering. Nel was very lucky n have been winning..

My lips is super red n dry tat i went to buy a lipbalm during 1 of the break time.My whole head seems painful n its been many days..Quite worried abt it n i hope ntg's wrong.. Anyway wil come to find us after his work n things start to change when he start playin wif us.. I managed to win back, nel is still the biggest winner, only ben n wil lost.. Call it a day after tat...


bubbles of sadness.

*12:05 PM .

Thursday, February 18, 2010

A day of Random updates

I spent the whole of the day online after waking up, doing all the routine stuffs online and chat a while wif Claudine on msn.Topic always revolved ard her as usual, but i hope nxt time, not talking anymore of it. Reason y i asked abt her in the topic was about an incident happened on CNY Day 1, so was just concerned about what happened to her. Well i shld not care anymore, tat's wat i ought to do.

Since Claudine told me she did not spoke to her since last fri,when she asked her out n she's not free, means she does not noe wat happened. Hmm finally i found another 1 who appreciates musical like me, so i dun have to feel dejected of not being able to find a partner, gg to the musical wif me. My 2nd sis n family came to our hse for dinner..

I get to play awhile wif her n since i have to run errand for my mum b4 6pm, so i rushed out, wif my laptop. Initially, i tot tat i would be spending the nite alone, but ended up nel called me to ask me out for dinner.. So we played awhile of arcade, b4 Duck came n saw us. After which we headed down for dinner, b4 nel companied me to mac to watch movie wif me.

"14 Blades"..Sad to say, quality wasn't very gd, hence didn't get to enjoy the movie lots..Sad tat Donnie Yen died in the movie again.. "Da Bing Xiao Jiang" still better than 14 Blades ba.. after movie, wil come to find us a while after his work n off we go.. I bathed n was thinking, since my hair is wet, i might as well just finished watching "Dying Young"..

Oh my..It was so touching.. I guess in the 20th century now, very hard to find such a ger already... A ger who is willing to love a guy who is gravely sick.. "Some People lived a lifetime, but never truly loved like this..." I guess nowadays, dun say u r sick la, even if u no money, people also choose to leave u for others. The world has turned very materialistic, full of hypocrites ard..

Another quotes from the movie, "Embodies that secret hope that love can conquer all". I love this quote..Yup only true love can do it, all the rest of the superficial love would not be able to overcome any boundaries.. However, the ending from the dvd i got, seems so different n it really makes me puzzled.. Maybe its not the original version.. sad...


bubbles of sadness.

*12:09 PM .

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

An outing wif frds on 16th Feb, Tues

Cy organized and out with fion, wil, nel n me. Xy and Hy last min boycott the event, ding was not able to make it as he was stucked at home wif relatives n kit went to his own group of frds b4 coming to join us at a later date.. Well our 1st activity was k lunch.. Well i did't enjoyed myself at the time and i felt i wasted $ just like tat...

1stly, bento set for k lunch have been out of stock for a very long time, so its soya chicken again.. Next was, seemed tat our area of interest were so diff tat the songs they sing were very much diff than mine.. In addition, the noise they created were so loud tat their voice can cover the whole room, louder than the mic n the music.. it was so disheartening...

Anyway i just anyhow choose songs n sing as well... Kept myself busy playing nel's iphone n wil's itouch.. i guess i just prefer to sing wif just a person or 2 will be sufficient..

After the activity, we headed to cinema for a movie.. Initially we wanna catch 14 blades, but since the timing for 3pm+ was sold out, we have to seek another movie timing else kit might not be able to meet us when he was done.. Managed to get 5 seats for "Da Bing Xiao Jiang", so we decided to get it at 3.30pm. Since we have additional time, we headed to have ice-creams!

After which, we proceed to catch the movie.. hmm its nice and hilarious that we really enjoyed ourselves, though the ending was a bit sad..I mentioned abit sad, cuz most of the part were so funny, so when it comes to the end, it won't be so sad until can tear out haha. After the movie, we have to decide a place to eat.. Since Kit haven;t come, so we headed to have pepperlunch, while waiting for him.

Had unagi rice set wif egg, and upsize a meal for drinks n more ice-cream, this time my favourite green tea flavour. But the place once entered, filled the clothes wif a terrible smell... Inside there, we were like "sight-seeing", including the gers.. Some psychology studies have take place as well, about the faithfuless of a person. We can noticed few gers who were attached, but keep looking at other guys, so the degree of cheating is so high.i used the word "degree", so i am not judging a conclusion, just stating the possibility.

During our dinner, kit finally arrived and he ordered the same set as me. Great minds think alike.. After which, we headed on wif our actvities and bid farewell to the gers. We had a long 5 hours of number ball snooker, meaning wif the cards.. It was a dreadful game, which end up all of us having tiring legs.. Nel had the most smooth game, kit was neutral in the beginning, ended up as the biggest lost, me n will is the oppo...

I from win turn to lose, wil from lose turn to win.. The table money cost 63 bucks, only to be shared by me n kit.. Wif kit paying 52, i paid abt 21..So the rest of the $, goes to nel n wil.. What a terrible nite...But we get to enjoy ourselves..We headed to Sem, nel said he was hungry, so we went to mac to have something eat n crap about all kinds of stuffs b4 heading home..

After bathing, i took some medicines as i wasn't feeling very well as i felt heaty. Thoughout the outing, my lips were burning red n dry.. Seems like i am falling sick again soon.. BUt since i dun wan to use the hair-dryer n woke everybody up, as my niece n nephew is staying over again... So i decided to watch "Dying Young" on TV as i dunno y, maybe cuz the show too old, my laptop cannot play the file..

But i guess i was so tired n drowsy tat i dozed off wifout catching the whole movie, i gave up so i off it n decided to catch it some other time..What a nite..


bubbles of sadness.

*1:08 PM .

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

CNY Day 2 (Start blogging 15th Feb at 10.10pm)

I woke up quite early and basically just using com to blog, clear emails, facebook, and update new songs into my blog as well as facebook. At the same time, find movies for me to watch at mac wif my laptop. Managed to find “The King & I”, sadly its in Animation like Beauty & The Beast. Also found “The Sound Of Music”. I got the last piece of “Dying Young”, but until now, I dun have a chance to watch it, probably after I finished my blog ba.

After which, I slacked most of the time at home, basically doing ntg.. Somehow, my lungs n chest feels a little better, though still uncomfy a little.. Back Aching still the same.. Hmm wonder wat happened nxt after ytd’s terrible encounter, but I dun wish to let it bother me further.. Its until around late afternoon tat some of my relatives come back from other hse visits wif my mum.

So its entertaining time.. I tried my best to help my mum serve them, but I looked restless.. My cousins wanted to play cards, so I tried to create some entertainment by teaching them some cards game which I shared wif my frds..However, every CNY, there is no gambling in my relatives, hence this yr was no diff… Perhaps every1 was too formal wif 1 another as we were so distant, only mtg a few times every yr..

Anyway teach them a way to play cards wifout gambling, so its drinking water, which seemed healthy instead. After which, some of them left, only left a few uncles n aunt to stay behind to have dinner wif us.. after they left, here I am, outside at mac, with the company of my laptop.. Just departed wif kit not long ago, as I companied him for dinner at mos burger..

Time to watch movies.. Tml Cy planned something for us, though b4 tat, wil n ding wanna watch movie wif me at AMK hub, watching 14 Blades, since its gonna be over soon.. Action movies are best watched in cinemas.. so Cy planned k lunch tml at amk as well.. C how for tml’s activities..

Stopped blogging on 15th Feb, 10.19pm

Additional post, "The King & I" is not an animated movie version, but it was the version which i used to watch in the past. I was mislead by the poster.. It was the original version and definitely nicer than the musical i watched wif my ex..NICE!


bubbles of sadness.

*10:02 AM .

Monday, February 15, 2010

What a Jerk, I'm disgusted

Ytd b4 i went out after gg relative hse bai nian, i met a terrible accident at home, which left me suffering for the whole nite, even until now...Wel tat's the vast difference though i nv expect such a terrible incident will occur, cuz the person u used to be so close wif, is not there anymore.. Well initially i tot tat she told me she won't be having activities, except for playing mj at hse...

Ended up, had i tot they were still playing, so usually when accidents happened, the 1st person u think of contacting, would be the 1 u loved.. However, ended up i received a call from her, which turned up to be a guy's voice.. Initially i felt puzzled cuz network error occurred, so i tot it was a connection error which lead to the sms wrongly sent to a wrong hp..

So i did not noe how to react..However after thinking abt it for some time, the more i recall, abt the 1 yr anniversary thing n tat guy's voice... Makes me think mad..So i am a person, who dun likes to be kept in suspense, so i called her other no to find out.. Ended up yeah its rite n she still happily say happy cny. I was so disgusted n i just say bye n hang the phone...

Thinking, thinking so hard i got really so affected n mad..i tot abt y am i not reacting the way i wanted to when he called me.. I ought to say, tat sms wasn't meant for u anyway, so bye.. Then i begin to think tat seems like tat phone was like his like tat, he can just take n use it as n when he like.. Honestly speaking, each time i saw tat iphone, it just annoyed me. So i decided to sms her phone..

Nxt i endured the pain in my chest n go out wif my laptop, to wait for wil n nel. Thanks them for companying me thru this hard time.. Nv expect haven't meet them i start to rec a call, from an annoymous no... The moment i picked up, i rec tons of vulgarities.. This was the most disgusting words i ever heard so far.. Even in army, i also nv heard like tat b4.. like a machine gun, as though so fluent, making a rythem. However it was so unpleasant.

I said he was very rude n he keeps going on n all i did was, sorry i dun entertain such calls n i hung up tat phone.. He keeps calling but i cancelled it.. Nxt he used tat iphone no to called, but i noe its him, i cancelled it.. I dun wish to have any more dealings wif tat no anymore. I settled wat i have to do, n i decided to ans it once again, c wat tat jerk hav to say...

Hmm 2nd time he called me, seems like he noes tat i am her ex.. Well wat he said realy makes me so furious.. He call say me, but nv say about himself while he was doing something behind my back, while she was still my gf.. N now he got the cheek to say she is his gf now.. But anyway, had she not been so easily swayed, she wouldn't get such a bf now ba...They r the best of a match!

I am glad tat i have some1 who shared the same viewpoint as me.. Some1 of the same age as her, she told me she doesn't like tat guy either! I can't stand prolong in this kind of vulgarities surrounding, b4 i myself being influenced as well... Well he question me about me harrassing her n making nusiance contacts, threatened to lodge a police report..

It really got me furious, i had lots of things i wanna shoot him back, did i ever harrass her? since tat day she left me, i had leave her alone nv to do anything cuz i was so terribly upset wif her.. She was the 1 who contacted me back wif the mac encounter, wif the slimming gel, wif the annoymous person in my blog.. All these started cuz of quarrel btw them, then only she come n find me for company sake..Only quarrel then come n find me, back tog le, just go off like tat...

Want to lodge a police report, just do it. My conscience is clear, i have so many evidence wif me to prove my innocence.. In wat sense would i be guilty of nusiance contact? A gangster to speak wif me in terms of legal? I have so many things to proof tat, my viewpoint was tat handphone she was holding on to it, i dunno tat line is under his name. If tat's so, does tat mean past sms exchanged, he is the 1 sending those sms to me? Dun make me so disgusted, until i wanna puke.

However this is not all, those words i wanna said on top, i only said the 1st line, which is she is the 1 who initiate the contact cuz... Then his machine gun vulgarities keeps shooting non-stop, n i just hang the phone.. N after a while he keeps calling again.. Hmm i c wat he have to say, until he acts like a normal guy, saying lets deal this like a man. (When he does those funny acts behind my back, is this a man's deal?)

So wat he say its his fault for accusing me? I won't forget wat he did to me n he doesn't even have the rite to question me on par. N he still have the cheek to speak to me about the favour i owe her.. I dun need u to educate me on wat to do, look upon urself as u owe her even much more favour than me. Since i dun wan any unnecessary trouble which will affect my job, i just let it go. Afterall, i am a peace lover =)

Now tat i noe, even tat non iphone hp also is under his name, well its alright then.. Dun really like the person, claimed anytime also can break up, yet get herself tangled wif so many things, under his name. Then in the 1st place, dun say until its for show only. I wanna del all the nos, but since some1 threatened me, i shall keep it to use against those threatens, until i return a favour.

My eyes should be bright even now.. A ger is committed n loyal means she will be loyal.. If she is not, no matter who she is wif, the same issue would still happened.. Its a matter of fact, the true love doesn't even exist in the ger's world.Even wif me, the outcome would still be the same.


bubbles of sadness.

*11:13 AM .

Sunday, February 14, 2010

CNY 1

THis is the first day of CNY and here i am, reaching home at 2pm +...This was the earliest time i leave early wif my 2nd sis n family.. many frds have alot of activities during this period, but i have none.. I wish 'u' were here with me tog...Today also symbolise v day.. Anyway i am sick... Ntg much to say about so just begin wat actually happened...

I woke up at 10.30am n wash up n prepare to go out.. My 2 sister's family arrived to bai nian wif my parents b4 we headed out to our relative's hse at hougang.. Reached there, say hello to once in a year meet up relatives, sit down chit chat a while, catching up wif each other, hav lunch, get ang paos... And its time to leave wif my 2nd sis..

The rest are heading out to the other relatives hse tog, but i decided to leave wif my sis.. Last yr also the same, i leave wif them, depending on niece's temper.. So here i am, enjoying the peace in the hse wif no disturbance...


bubbles of sadness.

*2:54 PM .

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Reunion Dinner at home

I spent the morning slping, planned to wake up at 1.30pm to do some final cleaning up, but was woked up abruptly by my mum's complain.. So i woke up at 12pm + n clean my things unhappily...Which results in a bad headache thru out the day...i missed lunch cuz there's ntg to eat at home.. Reunion dinner was started very late then usual, cuz elder sis's tot it was still early...

Ended up it only start at 8pm... I ate n got myself gastric pain, cuz too long nv eat... Terrible reunion dinner.. Online really ntg much to do..Besides clearing email, go blog, play bejeweled n stuffs in facebook, watch "Autumn Concerto", Anime, Manga, ntg much...Went to pray just now... I have seen some1 online again, somehow i smiled... a little..Feeling was great, but face the reality ba..

She's not for u.. Things have changed... My goal is a loyal, committed, loving wife in future! No half hearted, indecisive, easily swayed person, n got myself hurt over n over again.. Ouch! it hurts.. Esp when u r very clear tat u Truly love the person, she's not meant for u.. Cannot be tog... Dun be so naive n silly, get urself hurt again.. Wake up!


bubbles of sadness.

*11:16 PM .

Last Day of work, cards wif frds

Finally it was last day of work in my temp assignment,b4 i start my training on 22nd Feb at MBS.. My boss was on leave, had i tot i can relax at workplace, she asked me to do more things.. My oversea frd hav gone back to hometown to c her parents n would not be back until late next week, so hope she enjoyed herself. After lunch, my colleague gave me the number to the fortune teller which she visited, so i would be booking an appt some time when my training starts..

Luckily my colleague is gd, she left ard 4.30pm and pulled me along.. Anyway i went home n change b4 meeting Ben n wil for dinner. Card game starts n i was winning initially? But dunno y, i guess i was too tired as i haven't been slping well lately.. Insomnia cuz i have lots of things in my mind... Anyway luck wasn't very gd either tat nite n i haven't been concentrating well in the game..

Somewhere ard late in the nite, b4 nel come to join us in the game, this wil received a call from a ger n kept us waiting for almost an 1hr.. Me n ben were already feeling so tired from a day's work.. Hmm judging from the case, Nel already attached.. Ben is soon to be attached as he would be asking Jy to be his gf in few days time, while wil is already having some 1 in his life. I think the only 1 left would be me...Yup i dun have anybody in my mind now, except for a past...

Even though she has left already, still hard to put it down..Anyway read the fortune for this yr, i would be busy working n love luck would be very low this yr, so no point wasting time looking for love, as i shld invest it in upgrading myself, like taking up courses, like learning waltz, language courses, music lessons, vocal lessons or driving? I have so many things i want to learn..

Well nel came n play on.. Me n nel lose a lot to both of them.. It was 6am+ close to 7am.. Time to go back n rest...


bubbles of sadness.

*10:51 PM .

Reunion dinner wif Ben n China Frds

i am changing my style of blogging again, recently getting too lazier to blog as it was a sick week for me as i was down with a sick body.. As stated from my previous post, i was too sick to go to work, hence i was on MC on Tue.. Even till now, my head was still painful, so is my back...Back to where i have left out, i headed to yishun, Northpoint Shopping Centre after work to meet Ben, Jiayu and Fuqian (2 new china frds).

Its been weeks since i last saw them n they have changed alot in appearance since the last mtg.. Jy is more normal than the last time, but there is drastic change in Fq. She become more n more boyish,very punky in her attire, Even got an additional piercing just below her lips.. It was horrible.. Perhaps for me, but not for those punky trend ppl..

B4 the mtg, i heard from ben tat they have been quarreling among themselves over matters which i am not very clear of myself.. so ben who was fetching them here, had a hard time bringing them tog, as Fq keep wandering about like a wild child.. Anyway dinner starts n i notice drastic diff btw their taste n mine.. We went to seoul garden to have our dinner n they were like not worried about food wastage, just take n grab watever food they like...

PLates after plates.. n the table was filled up in no time.. Cuz ben n Jy were like tog, so Fq asked me to sit wif her, but ended up, Fq was like sitting in the centre of the table while i was like sitted outside of the table... I was very startled by her actions.. She used her fork n take a slice of pineapple n offered me a bite.. Being polite, giving her face, i took a small bite from it...

Such a move, seldom had when i was in a r/s.. it would definitely be a nice feeling having ur love 1 to feed u food while eating tog at times... Ben was a poor organizer as i told him cwp's seoul garden would be better than here, yet he dun wan to listen, cuz e find cwp too far.. Anyway i was keep outside of the table, so i dun get much chance to cook my food, cuz the food they took, was not of my taste..

Fq was so fast in eating n in no time, she was very full... When i finally got the chance to sit n cook the food which i picked myself, i was pulled out by Fq to company her walk ard, cuz she wants to take a break from eating.. Of cuz the main reason was, not to be a light bulb of ben n Jy.. I was like zzz.. Ok nvm so i headed out wif her for a walk..

Something turns me off about an action of some gers.. I dislike gers who disrespect guys.. Every1 is a human being, which deserves some form of basic respect.. She was like just walking into a shop, expecting me to follow her around like a servant.. So as usual, when i exp such a move, i just walk away n move to c other shops which attracts me... I am not a tail follower, so dun expect me to do like a servant..

Then after tat she come out n find me, when she doesn't c me in the shop wif her.. Then while she was in another shop, i came across Jim's parents.. They actually went to Northpoint for a walk after dinner.. So i speak wif them n would be visting them during CNY as promised. of cuz they saw Fq coming to find me, which results in some misunderstanding tat she is my gf...

Of cuz Jim's parent did asked me about my ex.. Which i told them tat we have broked up since 26th Dec 2008.. Anyway i cleared the air tat Fq was just my oversea frd, as from our outfit, its very obvious tat its a mismatched btw Fq n me.. She was in punky outfit, while i prefer those formal outfits.. Walked tog, doesn't look like a gd pair.. But anyway they exchg greeting b4 we bid farewell..

After which Fq entered a punky shop n tried the shirt there... She even wore the shirt n walked ard the shop, while looking ard for other shirts n put on her, asking me for opinion.. I was in discomfort wif the sale gers looking at me giving a weird expression.. I was like... out of place.. Its a punky shop not for me... after which she wanted to play video games..

So just bring her there, only to find tat the games she played was like...diff taste from mine.. Anyway after which, ben called mi n i tried to ask her to go back.. Where she take a lot of food again, eat little bit n wanted to go out again.. This time i dun wan to go, so Jy went to company her..Finally ben n me were alone n i talked to him abt the encounters...

Finally shop closed, ben called them back and they went to cold storage for a walk.. Fq suggested tat on Wed, she wants to cook n treat us to their new rented house for dinner.. i was like... Hesitating to go... as for the palmistry thing, they weren't really keen in telling me much abt it, cuz they were too engrossed wif looking at things, only c a while only.. tat's all for the nite...


bubbles of sadness.

*10:09 PM .

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Feeling very sick now....The date was 9th feb 2010, 12.51am...i am still awake n decided to blog this now...Throat was very uncomfortable, wif a slight pain n feverish... rises up to my nose, which seemed like sinus infection again... As usual, my forehead was so painful tat even when i touches it, it was like ouch!!! I feel so feverish..Moving down to the stomach, it was so uncomfortable as well...to the back, it was aching very terribly... my whole body just dun seem to feel well at all.. Yes, i confirmed tat i am sick...


bubbles of sadness.

*12:51 AM .

Updates for 31st Jan – 7th Feb 2010 Sun - Sun
(Start blogging on 7th Feb 2010 at 11.36pm)

Overall view

Hmm overall, there’s ntg much as well for this week as well, Mon to Fri gg to work, Meeting Ser for dinner after my work at CWP on thurs, chit chatting with Claudine on Msn, during work on Fri, meeting ben, wil and nel for cards sessions which ended up overnite until morning, lastly chatting with Janice on Msn on Sun, before gg to mac to watch movies..

Love

I would be gg thru a very low and dry love period for some time, so wouldn’t be updating much on this field.. After a terrible love ordeal, my mindset has become skeptical towards love. I have finally finished reading the book, The 5 Love Languages, on Fri. I guessed I wouldn’t be putting what I have love into practical, not until I have found a new love.

Well on thurs lunchtime, my colleague, Joanne, went for lunch wif me. After lunch, we came by this crystal shop n companied her for a fortune reading, picking coloured crystals from a red bag n put it onto a figure with numbers on it.. While she was doing her reading, I read a book on the table for 2010. It also says single rats will have a very low love life this yr, so no point wasting time searching for love. Just make use of the time on self upgrading instead.

Another thing was meeting Ser for dinner on Thurs nite, since she have something to pass it to me.. So I went to CWP to wait for her.. Did some window shopping until I finally pass by a cd outlet n headed in to c.. I hav tried several outlets at, trying to find a movie, Dying Young, but was not able to find it.. Even online I was not able to search for it, so I decided to try my luck.. To my astonishment, they have the only 1 piece left n I quickly reserved it so I can go cwp to purchase it next week, since I dun have much cash wif me left to spent…

It was a very nice and touching love story, worth to catch it.. When she arrived, we headed to food court to have dinner while she passed me a foc facial voucher for me, since she purchased something there and got this voucher. However its left wif less than 2 weeks to expiry, I managed to book a slot on weekdays evening, Tue nite at 7pm..So after work I have to rush there immediately…

Meeting time was short n off she rush to work.. After tat mtg, I received emails n offline msgs from her.. I was very hurt by the words in those msgs, thus my heart firmed.. If a ger truly loves me, she definitely won’t hurt me like the way she did so many times.. I dun wished to be a puppet anymore n I returned a very crude reply.. Once I managed to clear all the attachment from her, I dun wish to have any contacts wif her anymore.. Cuz I just can’t stand her, after gg thru many kinds of things, she can still treat me as though ntg has happened, no hurt between us n regard me as a old time friend. She really let me see the ugliest side of a woman can be.. I can be friend wif her niece, can be friend wif her friends, but definitely not her anymore…

Work

Ntg much happened at work, just the same old tele marketing, calling overseas ppl.. I am really enduring my days there cuz I find tat I cannot clique well wif my boss.. So its quite diff to work wif her style… Also listened to Joanne sharing her exp wif me, working wif her.. Its really difficult to work some1 who easily snaps wif other ppl over little tiny thigs, but as a frd, she would be fine..

Well thurs n fri was quite relax for us, cuz boss is on MC for 2 days n I get to slack a bit during work.. Didn’t make too many calls n I am worried how am I gonna ans her when I go back to office tml, when she ask me how’s the progress.. Nvm, I would have to focus on work when I go back tml.. At least have to reach a certain quota b4 I leave.. Have to be responsible a bit..

1 more week for me to endure! Then hopefully training starts soon for the dealer job.. The only gd thing I can say abt this current temp job was, I get the chance to make overseas call n chat wif my batam frd whenever I have the chance. Besides she also taught me some Indo lang to aid me, while dealing wif companies from Indonesia, as I am really having communication probs wif them as they dunno how to speak English..

Family

This week, 2nd sis nv come to visit us on Sat perhaps cuz mum went out most of the weekends. Mum have been do spring cleaning whenever she have the time on weekdays, while I am working. I took some time just now in the afternoon after I woke up to do a bit of tidying of all the letters I have stored them. Decided to keep a file to file all the letters I have received for references. Who noes in future, they might have gd use for it..

Health

Hmm health has gotten poorer, my throat seems to got worsen each day at work, due to those callings n long hours at work.. I am having headache on the forehead again… Sinus worsen due to overnite cards game wif ben n company, that I pop a panadol b4 gg to slp in the morning. Lastly, I think I haven’t been having proper meals lately, skipping several meals n my stomach seemed unwell.. like very bloated, airy or dunno how to describe this uncomfortable feeling..

Friends

Ntg much in particular to update here.. almost every nite after work, I would be finding duck to company me for dinner, go for the regular activities n gg home earlier ard 10pm plus n online in the dark, b4 slping. On fri I was quite free at work, so i was chatting wif Claudine during work time, until it was time for me to knock off from work.. Sat finally have some time, cuz wil is not working, but ben is busy dating…

Hmm seems like ben is progressing well wif 1 of the China Frd, JiaYu..Me n wil say he’s dead, but regardless of wat, I still wish him all the best ba.. No wonder he have been so secretive n lied to me tat he’s not free to meet us for cards since he wans to watch movie alone n does spring cleaning, but being observant, I knew he’s not the sort of char who can watch movie alone..

Ended up I break his lies n knew he’s catching ‘Tooth Fairy” wif Jiayu lo.. Wa trying to bluff me.., but consider he got liang xin la.. Cuz the china gers are like so into nite life like tat, slping in the day n waking up in the nite.. So they meet ard evening time for movie n dinner, sending her back n ben come to sp to find us.. So we played cards tog n haha no wonder ppl say love life is gd, gamble sure lose..

He lost a lot at nite, while I won a lot from him haha. But partly is becuz we played hearts tog, this time got 4 ppl playing, so its easier to count the probability of each suits.. This game is more on skill then luck.. Its so fun to play then other normal card games… It tested lots of aspect as well, risk taking, confidence, greed, selfishness etc.. Quite intellectual game indeed…

Ended up play until morning ard 8am, then ben n I went for breakfast b4 heading home.. Sun I was online, so after clearing my stuffs in the com, I shun bian add Janice in the msn, then was actually abt to offline n prepare to go out, was surprised tat she chatted wif me, so we chatted for quite awhile b4 I offline n prepare to go out for dinner wif my laptop..

Hmm I am able to felt her sadness now, cuz she was in the same boat as me, gg thru similar experiences, though of cuz not exactly the same stories…Well just like a doctor, can only cure ppl, but can nv cure ownself… Hmm dun really have the mood to blog now, so seems like the eng lang is broken.. Just hope she’s strong n able to pull thru this terrible ordeal as the guy is not worthy of her love..

Movies

Well I am not in the mood to do some movie review this time, maybe just a brief 1 ba.. I have been watching few movies lately over the weekends. Maybe I might have repeat some of the movies cuz I can’t realty rmb exactly when I have watched them.. 1st 1 was ‘The Hostel” which I think I might have mentioned it b4.. Then perhaps it would be the “Land of the Lost”, which I have watch it last weekend.

This movie was quite funny and I really enjoyed watching Will Ferrell’s Movie.. His movie is those intellectual jokes, which only u managed to read btw his lines, u r able to catch what his joke means. Just like “Blades Of Glory”, I showed Ben but he dun seem to appreciate the movie.. Nxt comes “Shinigami no something”, which was a movie about death god, acted by Takeshi..
If I rem correctly, this was a movie I catch it wif Ser.. He acted in the movie as a Death God n he makes a very funny expression when he was listening to music, at a music store.. So the movies I caught this weekend was “The Princess and the Frog”, this movie I decided to watch after Ser recommended me tat it was touching. Yup I watched it, those starting it seems like a musical anime, like Beauty & The Beast, the graphic wasn’t really nice at the beginning, but the storyline was touching…

Its different from the standard Fairytale story, princess kissing a frog n the frog turned into a handsome prince.. Its not tat simple story, but imagine, princess kissing a frog, turned into a frog too. The movie was tot to have a sad ending tat they r not able to turn back into human form, but ended up they managed to change back during their marriage..1 sad part was the death of a firefly.. A nice story n I enjoyed it..

Just not long ago, b4 I start blogging, I was watching “Get Smart”. This movie was 1 of the movie I watched wif Ser tat I won’t 4get.. Still rmb during the earlier pass, we were watching some other movies n it was showing this “Get Smart” movie preview.. We both like it so much n it was gonna be screened somewhere on May or Jun 2008.. So we were wondering whether we would be able to catch the movie tog after the “separation”, which was necessary at tat time…

Eventually, we ended up, able to watch it tog.. So this time round, I rewatched it, but sad to say, the sound quality for this movie wasn’t gd, but I still managed to get to enjoy it…Just few weeks ago, I rmb catching an eng movie wif Ser, but only managed to watch the beginning part. She said it was funny, so wanted to share it wif me, but dun have the chance to watch finish the movie.. Well think no more chance to watch tat movie anymore…

(Stop blogging on 8th Jan 2010 at 12.48am)


bubbles of sadness.

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