____________['[*Moments Sharing*]']___________

*3:24 PM .

13th - 14th Oct 2006, Fri - Sat :
Morning go sch, afternoon come back.. Slack a while b4 going out wif kit.. Company me to have lunch at prata shop at sp, pay phone bill, buy 4D, atm machine n even company me 4 a haircut.. Haiz my hair dresser on mc, so let a guy cut... The hairstyle....NOT NICE.... Then i went to work... i meet ben, cuz ben follow me 4 job interview.. kit n jiasheng go katong 1st to check vacancy of the lan shop as we r going to stay overnite at lan shop to play Dota.. ben left 4 katong 1st after interview.. me finish work n rush there by cab cuz scare no place -.-! cost $11.90... Then reached there play dota.. had a few games n quite fun... Until the later part... we start to play footmen frenxy which i felt very boring.. i almost fell aslp... Then we oso got play Tower defense...i quite like tat game very much.. until ard 7plus, ben left.. We play o2jam a while n its like piano.. my favourite.. so decided to play it.. ard 10am, we went to mac 4 breakfast, b4 heading hm...
i online after bathing.. n chat wif jq, kw, kit n jx... They were discussing to celebrate my b'day at ps 4 dinner.. Then we met at ps... had dinner at the new pace, at basement 2 of ps.. the burgers very big.. 4get wat tat place was.. got jq, ns, jiali, kit, kw, wil, duck, nic n jx.. After eating, some got walk, some go dota, me n kw go kof.. Haha he lost to me once again in 02... lol n i even played wif a few others until its time to go back.. Lots of commotions today, not really enjoyed the celebrations 2day.. but anyway thanks them still 4 the thoughts n sincerity tat really matters... Tired...

bubbles of sadness.

*3:14 PM .

12th Oct 2006, Thurs :
Well whole morning n afternoon, went 4 lessons in sch.. Finally nite comes n went hm to celebrate my eldest's sis baby daughter, 1 yr old b'day.. Showed her the baby disney's clothes n she luv it very much.. Mum cook a lot of dishes cuz many ppl r eating. jiefus, sisters, bro n mum n dad. After eating, we waited a while n time to cut the cake..Sing b'day song 4 her n nv expect them to celebrate my b'day as well. perhaps thanks to the baby tat i got to celebrate my b'day wif my family members lol...Even took pics... Then eat the cake n after a while, the celebration ended... Hope to receive the pics too haha...

bubbles of sadness.

*3:10 PM .

11th Oct 2006, Wed :
Finally my birthday reached.. another yr older le, meaning to say, 1 yr of my life span on earth was gone.. Well 1st of all, i would like to thank those tat wished me happy birthday..1st to send me wishes on the dot, is Cy. thanks 4 tat.. which is very sincere n thoughtful of her my friend.. The smses i received from r Cy, my 2nd sis, amanda, Soan, Yewhao, Jiexian, Angie, Kit.. Belated smses, Harpreet, William n Haniza... Thanks all of u, my friends. Not to 4get the others who wishes me not by sms. They r my past (on phone), Jim, Kia, phyllis, Xinyi, my jc bro (ray) n his gf, shuyi n a few others. The belated ones r Stuart, eldest sis, n my 2 jie fus, kw, jiali, nic, jq n ns n my bro, Guorong. Last of all, friendster testimonial, Wil's gf (Dawn), Wendy n Kw once again..(THanks u all, my friends 4 ur wishes) Perhaps the others i can't rmb haha...Well 2day i stayed almost whole day at hm, but the slot was taken up by my bro, Ray n his gf, who want to celebrate my birthday 4 me..
i met him a bugis ard 5pm +.. Then we headed to shop cuz i would like to buy presents 4 my eldest sis's baby, 1 yr old b'day nxt day of my b'day. Then shopped 4 Amanda's b'day presents (7th Oct) Well not sure according to my taste, she'll like the gift or not.. lol. Hmm then we headed to arcade to play.. i play my kof, they went to see the sweet machines.. ended up they spent $40 on the machine to get sweets, 2 soft toys n a tissue box decorations lol. Then they brought me to fish & co to have dinner.. Lol nv expect i still get to eat Fish & co on my b'day.We had seafood platter 4 two n a stingray set.. Share by the 3 of us.. Had a great lunch.. Even had jungle freeze if i'm not wrong, 4 the drinks.. After eating, we were very full... Few tables beside us, got a b'day gal. Then the staffs announces to the public n sing b'day song 4 her.. lol then i thought of leaving already, but i have a great surprise.. My bro actually did the same thing n i even had a b'day cake lol... i was full of joy as well as embarassment cuz i was told to stand up n the sing the b'day song... then make a wish n blow the candles.. Luckily the crowded is fewer at tat time... then we even had pics at the restaurant as well as the mrt. Haha once received the pic, will post at the friendster. Tat's all 4 my b'day lol.
Happy n memorable day...

bubbles of sadness.

*2:37 PM .

10th Oct 2006, Tue :
Morning wake up late, so didn't go 4 lessons. Stayed at home n wait 4 the time to arrive. Meeting my past 4 a birthday celebration... Well supposed to be Wed, but expected last min there's changes. Thus the slot is opened back 4 every1. Lol she's at yishun, i'm at sem, yet still can't even arranged to meet together to ps, but meet at there instead lol. i purposely take my own sweet time n go there to find her.. Go play a few games of arcade n headed 4 lunch. Lol watever planned 4 the celebrations last week, i oso expected it to change last min. We ended up having lunch at mac -.-! instead of fish & co. Even the activities r really turned out to be not sincered at all.. Wat a day, but i have already expected it to turn out this way. Went to watch a movie instead. Stay Alive... Didn't turn out as gd as it was... Then she even asked me a qn.. Well wif this kind of attitude, i'll nv choose her again.. cuz this is not the type of life partner i wanted by my side... Dinner at mos, n headed home.. wat a kind of celebrations i had... She promised to have a better celebration on Mon, but i doubted so tat it'll happened..
Go back sem, saw jim n Kia.. Chat wif them, had a drink n jim showed us magic tricks, which is not practicised well yet.. He saw it from a video bought from thailand...

bubbles of sadness.

*2:29 PM .

8th Oct - 9th Oct 2006, Sun - Mon :
Nothing much happened...

bubbles of sadness.

*2:26 PM .

Monday, October 09, 2006

7th October 2006, Sat:
(A very big day, yet disappointed ending)
Early in the morning, met Xiang Rong to go Khatib camp to take our IPPT test.. Well Xiang Rong's 2nd attempt as he failed once... The haze was very high 4 today too... 1st 1 is shuttle run, my past record 9.4, now becomes 9.9... 2nd is sit-up... still same, 40 cuz its gold standard already.. originally is 60+ in 1 min... but now, 30 sit-ups n i'm grasping myself 4 the last 10 to safety....Nxt standing board jump, my most favourite 1... past 252, now 239 only -.-! Ah defeated now... past 8 chin-ups, now only 5... i failed by 1 chin up-.-! no mood to run 2.4... + the haze is too strong n my breath is very hot n throat not feeling very well... Endedd up i didn't run, but Xiang Rong passed the IPPT 2day....
Went back sp to have breakfast wif him at the 24hr prata shop... Then we headed to arcade play a while of XI.. I win him a lot n my form is gd =) Nb was there n i played 02 wif him.. lol he now oso coward playing style... lost to him a few rds, but win back until he stop... Then i go back home to play dota awhile, b4 heading to sp arcade to meet kit, duck n nel.. Yes, we r heading towards our impt tournament, on behalf of Sem..
Reached there, we waited very long, so played a few games here & there. Wa.. the opponents r strong... I saw my friends there too.. even the most powerful players r there -.-! the tournament is going to be a tough 1 indeed....During the wait, asked Ns to warmup, he dun dare -.-! cuz the players r too strong.. The wait n the wait.... Really make the nervous out of me.. Heart thumping heavily, hands break into cold sweat, can't even stand still... FInally the tournament starts at 7pm +... The tournament consist of 32 ppl... they were randomed... 2 machines r there, wif a big screen in the centre, n 3 small tvs lining upwards, on the left n the rite... The place was really too crowded... each opponent plays 3 rds.. lose 2 rd = out... We r very lucky tat we dun get to meet each other in the game.... Duck is our first friend, to go fight his 1st opponent.. Lol b4 the game starts, the judges ask them secretly wat the characters they will be using, so as the opponents won't be waiting 4 each other to choose, b4 using other characters to counter each other... Surprisingly, duck's 1st match was a mirror match... same characters n oso same position. Duck, kula, gato...
1st rd starts... we can see duck was so nervous, tat his form was off... he lost the 1st rd... 2nd rd, he fight but he starts to gain back... At 1st we thought he's going to be out in the 1st rd... but ended up he win back the last 2 rd n proceed to the top 16.... Ns is our most worries... but lucky 4 him, his opponent isn' tat strong... but he still can lose the 1st rd too -.-! but i think is becuz he's too nervous... THen he change his char to malin i think...then win back the last 2 rd, n proceed to the top 16 too... wa... all proceed to top 16, n my match is the last few...More stress will be added on me... if i lost in the 1st match, super disgrace to myself, cuz i played kof much longer than them..Very grateful to JQ, KW, Yingming n his friend, 4 coming specially down to giv us our support 4 Sem =) Finally my 1st match starts.. my opponent's name is Chin Chu Bin.. He uses... The secret characters -.-! Gai, Jyazu n Adel -.-! i was so scared.. cuz i'm afraid of jyazu..Luckily, i manage to handle my nervous n execute my eiji, 1st character well enough n win his 1st 2 char... my win was straight.. 2 wins n i proceed to top 16 =)
Duck's 2nd match starts... his 2nd match opponent was too easy... he proceed 2 wins to top 8.. Nelson met a tough opponent in 2nd match n was thrashed 2 straight lose n out of top 16... 1 of our friend down, n we were so disappointed.. we werew scolding him, when he didn't use gato, but put oswald in his game-.-! Finally my 2nd match starts... Opponent was Louis Lee... He uses duck's team -.-! duck, kula, gato... same position as duck... i was quite nervous, but he's not gd in fighting my eiji...Lol i win straight 2 rd to proceed top 8... Each win in this match, i executed the superb finishing move combo wif kula, switched to gato n ended in LDM... The cheers i received from the crowded... happy =)
(DEFEATED!!!!!!!!)
Gd things dun last long... Duck met my another friend, raymond... Duck is going to have a toughest match in top 8.. Our hope to enter top 4...chance to win $$, chance 4 fame in XI, chance to be recognised, chance to enter the big screen n our matches will be recorded.... Duck lost painfully in his 1st rd against my friend... he's too strong 4 duck.. but luckily duck won back the 2nd rd dangerously... However, his fate was sealed in the 3rd round... he ganna my friend's main special combo cum stun (favourite dish) maxima, link clark, link maxima = STUN.. Then ask clark to come out do LDM n ducks fate was over... he lost to my friend... Then left me alone... Basket the judges ask me 4 my char... Then when he ask my opponent 4 his char when he was standng, he saw my char n i can see he was thinking who to use, to counter me...basket lo... ended up he chooses kula, gato n duck.. but he put kula 1st... i lost 2 straight rds... my combos starts to fumble... 2nd rd, i'm allow to change char, but i didn't -.-! cuz i believe myy eiji won't failed me, but ended up, my judgement is wrong...Superbly wrong... i shld have picked jyazu instead... lost to tat smelly camper -.-! haiz, sem representative comes to the end in the top 8 position...T-T... my wish was gone...even until not, the setback i received, stilll lingers in me, can even feel my body shaking n shivers at times, whenever i though abt it... THough to console myself, lance the pro, lost inthe 1st match, due to a smelly camper, he's situation or feeling will be worst than me... Top 8 is the 1st time we ever hit so far... But, i still felt disappointed in myself.. This is the feeling which i wanted... It not like any other normal arcaed games where so many ppl r playing.. the machines r seperated, n lots of audience r there just to watch me play... nobody is by our side, n the atmosphere is very tense n nervous... BUt at such stress level, climbing to top 8 is marvelous indeed... Our supporters r still happy 4 us...
Suffering from our defeats, we headed to burger king to have our dinner n headed to ps from bugis, to play a while b4 returning home.... Wat a BIG DAY 4 me, n yet DISAPPOINTING ending in the nite... I'll always rmb this day in my heart...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:47 PM .

6th October 2006, Fri :
Went to sch in the morning, then go back home...played dota wif kit til the evening time, meet kit at the arcade... A lot of players in the nite... Played 02 n XI but super off form on tat nite.. didn't win most of the matches, combos r extremely weak... All i met was smelly, camper, who r cowards in game...back to home..
To end, wish every 1 happy Mooncake festival..though this yrs mooncake festival, its really different from the past... i actually have to spend myself alone in the sp arcade...wif my friends...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:45 PM .

5th October 2006, THurs :
The day which i dreaded most of the week... Went to sch the whole day, from 9am to 5pm... THen still have to rush to bugis to work.. Went to register kof XI tournament, which is going to held on Sat, 7th Oct..no smile again at work.. The admin no longer worked there? but another sale 4 the nite.. Went back to bugis to register tourney 4 Cr duck n Nelson too... THen met kit n headed back to sem...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:42 PM .

4th October 2006, Wed :
Didn't really have activities nowadays...Played dota wif kit in the afternoon, n meet him in the evening, to play kof n have dinner together, if i'm not wrong...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:40 PM .

3rd October 2006, Tue :
(School)
Late 4 sch, but still quite ok..
Talk to a friend which i noe during breaktime.
Received both smile from them, instead of 1 in the past.

(Bugis)
Went to arcade to play kof...

(Work)
No smile received during work...
1 sales 4 the nite....

bubbles of sadness.

*12:36 PM .

2nd October 2006, Mon :
(boredom)
Basically, 0 event...
played dota? n go work in the evening,
Did the smile showed up at work?
Couldn't really rmb....

Written on
9th October 06, Mon
12.30pm

bubbles of sadness.

*12:33 PM .

Monday, October 02, 2006

1st Oct 2006, Sun :
(Start of a new mth)
Sep goes, Oct comes...
The mth of the Libras,
the shine of my stars...
In days to come,
My lifespan will be shorten once again,
1 by 1...
Life on earth is short,
but wishes of the mth will be a smooth flowing 1...

(Work)
Overslept 4 work, comes reprimands...
pardon my rudeness,
pardon my failure to punctuality...
pushed to a small room,
working alone, facing the walls together wif a phone in front of me...
Sadness comes, as the smile wasn't there to cheer me up...
lunch break approaches, where i skipped my meal
Went to the arcade, to ease my fustration from work...
managed a 5 victories, comes the defeat
which tells me its time 4 work..
Shifted out from the room,
to join my friends...
Saw the smile, tat brightens up my day...
Earned a tough sales,
yet its not the time to count it in...
Nevertheless, i still closed 1...
End of work,
comes disappointment...
Due to the sabotage of friends,
out to destroy my pride...
The tease from them,
brings abt the awkwardness of the smile...
Nv will i received the smile once again,
will remains a qn mark in my mind...
Painfully, i left the place...

(Dota)
Meeting my friends, enjoyed our dinner...
Long John SIlver, when's the time we last have together?
Enjoying the meal, comes strolling to our battle grd...
Here comes the 4 masketeers...
Kit, Nel, Cr Duck & Me...
Booked our com, we headed to our seats..
fighting side by side, against any opponents...
Even in game, ppl r different...
thru the nite, we had 3 matches...
1st match was a victory, but wasn't tat great...
Kit n me on 1 lane, Nel n Duck on the other...
2gether we fight...
1st match left us out in the battlefield thruout the battle,
without the need to heal n improve our weapons...
2nd match was a disappointment,
due to the lack of teamwork, n solo ppl,
Suffering from a painful defeat...
3rd match was a nervous, yet sounding victory,
wif me worrying abt tagging wif kit's medusa,
wif Ns scolding a public teammate of ours, 4 stealing kills,
wif duck complaining abt always the 1st 1 to be aimed,
i watched us marched thru the enemy's base to an astonishing victory wif laughters in the end...

(Finale)
Reflection of the game, on the way back to our home grd...
went to sp mac, chatted til the nite isn't young...
THus calling it a day, & heading 4 hm...
Wat a day, to end the start of a New mth..

Written on :
2nd Oct 2006, Mon, 3.07pm

bubbles of sadness.

*2:52 PM .

30 Sep 06 :
(Boredom)
Awoke from deep slp, a call from Xy.
calling off the mahjong sessions, as there's no place,
to satisfy the crave of the mahjong addicts...
Talking on phone, abt the troubles of luv & decisions making...
Luv isn't perfect, but yearning 4 luv to be...
is everyones dream...
Switching on the com, browsing ard...
Played a few games of Dota,
only to end wif fustration...
Thanks to humans' self interest n greeds,
which earned a painful defeat...
Hence, human's ugly side revealled,
ppl were blaming 1 another...
Away from fustration,
comes TV show...
"3 little bears" from the Korean drama, "Full House"
brings abt entertainment n joy.
Pampered myself more wif the facial mask,
onto my cleaned face..
Off to com to update my blog,
Came throwing of the tantrum, from an unreaasonable man,
who's stomping his feet as he walks,
like a giant elephant,
who's vending his anger,
on the poor non-living objects tat he possesses..
Just becuz i used the com..
Without knowing, he used it more than i do in a week.
Such a greedy n selfish man i have ever saw,
living under the same roof...
Nevertheless, off i go 4 a breathe of fresh air,
outside this stuffy hse, full of heat n anger.
Challenged a few rds of kof 02 wif Ns n Kit,
only a short moment, they stop...
leaving poor me, fighting against a brainless com...
Down to sp mac,
where we chatted crap n jokes...
Til i saw the old friends of mine,
n stayed there 4 a long chat,
though frm the start,
we felt like strangers who have nv met....
So near, yet feeling a great dist our hearts r apart...
Many many unhappiness have layed btw us...
Which cuz the independent of me,
who left the grp in search 4 friends,
who'll be truthful n loyal to me..
Time passes n yet we met once again,
on this very nite,
chatting abt the old times,
til the presents of their lifes...
Time is late,
wishes were brought n here we r,
went on our seperated ways...

Written on :
2nd Oct 06, Mon, 2.45pm

bubbles of sadness.

*1:39 PM .

29th Sep 2006, Fri :
(...)
Morning to sch,
afternoon ends...
waiting anxiety 4 a news...
a promises made n yet not done once again...
Waited 4 so long,
living me helpless n confused..
Finally it came late once again...
A broken heart, will nv be healed...
As the wounded heart couldn't feel, the true sincerity to change,
Let alone the 50 bucks, deducted from the huge figures....
Travel to bugis, n awaits 4 the time where hell starts,
off to arcade, in search of challengers...
different types of ppl,
different types of player.
Some played like a man,
some played like a coward.
Nevertheless, their skills were great.
The more challenging it is,
the more excited i become,
Hoping to the path of victory in the game.
Regardless of kof 02, or kof XI....
Apart from victory or defeat,
comes lessons to be learnt,
the sparing of 2 players,
exhanging n learning their skills from 1 another...
Finally, off to work i go,
yearning 4 the unexpected smile tat'll cheer my dishearten mood in work..

Written on :
2nd Oct 06, Mon, 1.32pm

bubbles of sadness.

*1:25 PM .

28th Sep 2006, Thurs :
(monotonous life)
Noise from the alarm,
arises the living things & say gdbye to the dark.
Brand new day,
lies yet another mono start of a day...
Poor habits in life,
stays unchangable, just like the story of the leopard & its spots.
Shutting the alarm,
comes 2 heavy eyelids, looking at the time..
Living like there's no tml,
off to the wonderland once again...
Time passes sneakily,
dreaming of the things tat'll nv happened in reality...
Sounds of the awakened ppl,
broke the beauties of the dream & brought abt anxiety n disaster..
Mind against body,
Running late, yet slow in the action of preparation, as the tiredness of the body, forbids the speed....
living the hse, just like a bird live its nest,
the vision of ours, broaden..
Vision of the new generation, is different from the past..
cars n vehicles,
r just like any other humans on the street, rushing as if tml nv comes.
left me alone,
dragging my tired feet, wif only the music in my ears,
that gave me the only strength to move forward...
slow music,
pace reduces according to the flow of the music,
fast music,
paces changes accordingly...
drowning ownself into the Sound of music,
the presence of the surroundings disappeared into darkness...
From mrt, to bus,
destination arrived in an 1hr +, which seems long n distant...
late 4 lecture,
attentions of many eyes, including the lecturer,
Self consolation,
feeling is just like a famous celebrity, walking down the stairs towards my seats..
except there's no cheers or applause, but silences tat draws abt guilt n embarassment.
Fighting against tiredness, concentrating on gaining knowledge,
so as to fight against the final battle, which decides my fate.
lesson, break, lesson, lunch..
living different from a wealthy person,
to library i go.
Not to study, but to surf net, until once again,
lesson, break, lesson....
Not 4 the lecturer, who's humourous indeed,
chances of losing the Zzz monster is high indeed.
5pm, lesson ended,
time 4 rest? its not possible...
once again, on the journey to the other destination...
bus, mrt....
wif the music as the only companionship, work, here i come.
Ring, Ring, call, call
talk, talk, sigh, sigh
Trying so hard, just 4 survival
Sometimes i wonder, y am i here.
Hrs higher than the no of sales,
equals danger of being expelled.
Wat a nite of 3hrs, wif empty sales,
just like a fishermen, bringing a broken net, out to sea.
However, not to 4get a smile, tat cheers me up,
b4 i left tat terrible place, wif no benevolent heart.
Finally, set on the journey back to home,
just like the bird, returning to its nest...

Written on:
2th Oct 2006, Tues, 1.15pm

bubbles of sadness.

*12:46 PM .

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