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*11:43 AM .

Moments for Wed, 26th Apr 2006 :
Same horrible working life, end le go sp arcade play a while...Suppose to meet Derek 4 movie at ps, but he got OT -.-! Saw Cr Duck at the arcade n play wif him... Then go home have dinner n Kit ask me out again.. THus after dinner i meet him n Cr Duck.. Then we play kof until ard 9 pm +, Derek called n he's coming to sp to find me.. Ok thus Complany Cr Duck n kit to mac 4 their dinner n my Derek come soon after tat too to hav dinner. Then suddenly Ns, Jq, Kw n Nic come mac find us a while. They were studying at mos burger. Play a game or 2 hearts n taidi, they went off after tat..Then left the 4 of us again, we play taidi, n i think i'm the biggest loser n Kit is the biggest winner. Learn some trick from Derek 4 the game =) Go home feeling sick.

bubbles of sadness.

*11:33 AM .

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Moments for Tue, 25th Apr 2006 :
Work is killing me tis time... Now got another survey to do again... Nvm.. Anyway cleared as many work as i can... Finally work ended... THen go ps 2 relax... So late already, thus suppose to meet jim at sp, end up nv go, thus thought of going 4 a movie wif my friend. End up nv..Thus go eat dinner, arcade n tat's all -.-!...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:04 AM .

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Moments for Mon, 24th Apr 2006 :
Due to super stress of my work, updates shall be short. Ytd busy at work, after work meet a long time friend 4 dinner, arcade n chit chat then go home lo...Meet me can late again -.-! Life is getting too boring n stressful. All i wish to say is, i wanna go 4 a vacation -.-!I wish to be away from these stress awhile...Ok back to work -.-!

bubbles of sadness.

*9:21 AM .

Monday, April 24, 2006

Moments for Sun, 23th Apr 2006 :
Wake up play a bit of Dota.. something wrong wif my com.. Thus didn't really enjoy myself.. Ok then go prepare myself n meet wil at Sp 2 wrap the gift. Then went Yishun to meet Cy n her friend Angela yeo as they take b'day cake. Ok then we headed to Yio Chu Kang grassroot club. There's a naked fish shoppe -.-! n celebrate Cy's b'day.Waited a while the rest came. Got i think 12 ppl. But the only ppl i noe is Ns, Kw, wil, Jx, Hy, Xy, Cy n Jq. We eat.. N my dish, there's a dead ant -.-! omg.. The food there is normal.. But won't go there again, cuz the serving is superb small.. The soup was not bad, those campbell soup, clam powder soup is my favourite. After tat we had some desserts n ice-cream. no mint =( thus take strawberry. Then finally the cakes.. Chocolates -.-! getting feared..
After tat we split our ways.. Went to Amk to play dota, while some go play pool. Wil n me, vs Ns n Hy.. Haiz wil same prob left wif his juggy being not brave enough. + i randomed lousy hero.. New heros.. thus lost 3 matches.. Well 1st match n 3rd match was close.. 1st match the nerubian weaver...last match lion -.-! lion weak against 2 strength heroes...Ok dun talk abt dota, cuz wil feed too much.. Ok then we headed back to sp 4 dinner at foodcourt wif Cr Duck, jq, hy n Ns.. Then went arcade find kit n kw n saw newspaper boy. play 02 but this time got lose got win.. Then left me, Cr Duck, kit n Ns to mac play cards.. Ns biggest winner, Duck 2nd, me 3rd, Kit last.. Then we headed home... Too busy at work, thus just tag briefly...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:14 PM .

Moments for Sat 22th Apr 2006 :
Morning wake up early n play bnet wif Wil.. Hmm in bnet can see tat he's improve. Gd news, however, his juggy really needs lots of courage to use.. Scared, sure lose... Ok then afternoon meet at sp n go eat lunch b4 heading to parklane wif kit, Cr Duck, wil n Jiasheng. Well reach there dota game starts. 1st game is me n Cr Duck against the 3 of them. =) cr duck randomed axe, i luna, kit naga, Js broodmother n wil choose juggy.. Js n me at btm.. haha he feed me alot wif his broodmother. Kits nage oso feed Cr Duck's axe. we both deny creeps until they -.-! that match we won. nxt is me n kit vs they all..wa completely ownage.. me n kit lost.. 3rd match was kit n Cr Duck team.. i think we lost.. They both strength hero -.-! played too many match.. i think last match is the exciting 1. i 4get how le.. but kit says he's been losing a lot =P i think me too -.-! ok after game, we headed to ps to shop 4 Cy's present. After tat, i bid them fare well n went to meet Dawn.
kit told me he saw her while i n wil were buying presents. Ok meet her went dinner n movie. 1st time having dinner at secret receipe. Coming end of the mth, thus my budget 4 the mth was overspent, thus this week she said she treats me. Thus nxt week my turn as new mth is approaching =) We went to watch firewall.. Well the movie was alrite. a pro in IT guy which has a family. N some Robbers wants to get lots of $, went to his high-tech hse to threaten the guy wif his family to hack into his own working place to withdraw lots of $.. Then he thinks of lots of ways to help his family escapes but the head of the robber is oso hi-tech -.-! Can't do anything, he helps the robber gets the $ , but in deep shit, he went all out to revenge. Hack back into the robber's account n threaten the $ 4 his family back alive.. Then chase the robbery's location wif his dog's location. Dog's tag got id tat can check location. Then went there got interal struggle btw the robbers n then he went in to save his family.. Have a fight wif the head robber n off cuz the gd triumphs over evil.. then happy family...
After movie, time to go home...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:12 AM .

Moments for Fri, 21th Apr 2006 :
Well after work, went to ps arcade play.. Suppose to meet Wen, br, Wil n bro 4 dinner n movie.. But they were late. Nvm, however not even a piece of news... thus i happily play down there until wil called after some time.. They reached, play a while more b4 going to hav dinner. Wil wants to eat kfc, so we went there.. Finally decided to have kfc family feast wif them.. Happily eating, n talking a while. Hmm this time wil's turn to have problems. Some internal conflicts going on. Well anyway sick n tired of many problems le.. Now all i wish is, going overseas alone 4 a few days to refresh myself n be quiet n left alone... These sec kids got so many prob, all childish de.. But very headache prob.. My future, financial, my dreams...things which i always wanted to learn n do.. Anyway dun care abt them le.. Ok went to dhoby ghaut mrt de arcade there to play a while. Play daytona, bishi bashi wif them.. THen play tekken wif br.. lose of cuz.. haha.. Ok then its time 2 go back..
Went sem mac if i'm not wrong. Play cards.. Bro biggest loser -.-! but i'm winner i think haha.. Play until its time to go home...

bubbles of sadness.

*10:32 AM .

Friday, April 21, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 20th Apr 2006 :
Hmm not to talked abt boring work once again, finish work, went sp arcade play a while of kof.. Wa sian..stress at work, mood very down, play XI oso lose... Yup same old things again.. Yup bro roy has successfully did it again.. Nvm, i dun even cares abt a single thing. haiz..Got win got lose, but maybe i feel tat last nite i lose more than i win.. tat cocky Cr Duck... N the joystick play 1/2 way spolit -.-! cuz the screw loose.. joystick face more towards the rite side.. Lol even the joystick spoilt i oso can win him.. C his face so dishearten, haha i'm very happy.. Imagine my joystick is spoilt, still can win me, he said.. Then panda came, his skill improved tremendously... Ok time 4 me 2 rush home 4 dota =P Cuz my bro is not coming home 4 dinner..
Meet my 2nd sis on the way home, so walked wif her back. After dinner, wait 4 her to finish wif the com 4 a short while..patiently waiting n waiting, though inside my heart is very anxious.. 4 almost everynite, come home can't use the com...Finally i'm able to lay my hands on the hse keyboard, rather than laying my hands on my office keyboard =p Dota here i come..However cuz tiemis so late, thus can only play 1 - 2 games...Dota can be a long game depending on how the game goes.. Can be as short as 5mins cuz of many leavers..or as long as many 2 hrs? cuz of having a tough game..Hmm dota is a game of 5 ppl in a team versus another 5 ppl in another team.. An online game..
Have been trying out ursa warrior.. Finally rarely got a game tat can lasted so long wif no leavers.. N i finally waited 4 1 game like tis..Thru out the game, there's no leaver n the game was quite long tat i even reached my highest level 25 4 my char..Our team win eventually =P However, starting my other teammates in the different lane r no doing well cuz they r so greedy -.-! went rite pass their tower, trying to finish of an opponent wif a red life, almost dead.. End up didn't get n lose their own lives.. In my lane, i'm alone against 2 hero..sniper n phantom lancer.. Sniper was so annoying as he's range hero, while me is melee, thus i dun fear phantom lancer cuz he's melee too.. sniper irritates me by stopping me from farming, thus i practice my denying creep 4 their gold n exp..Make them vomit blood.. quick until level 4, i start to haress them.. 1st target i aim is sniper..i used my skills, increase my attack speed n back stab him from behind n there he goes =P LOL eeach time he come, he time he got killed.. Phantom lancer tried to help sniper, but starting he's weak, thus can't do much damage, plus my denying of creeps, his exp is quite low.. Thus after killing sniper, i usually just back off, as phantom lancer dealt damage while i'm attacking sniper.. if i still have 1/2 life more, i'll activate my attack speed n fight him off.. This game was great.. i grab almost full of my items.. 2 bracers, boots of travel, soul booster n Hot.. just need either lothar's edge or dagger's of escape or rather Linke sphere if there's stunners.But the game ended already...
Ok 2nd match was not great.. starting wif 5v5, 1 person leave from opposite team.. 1 versus nitestalker on my lane..Tis time, i think i'm a bit sian cuz i used ursa warrior again.. Nitestalker hard to chase him.. though my attack speed win him, he's fast in escaping..i ended up didn't even manage to complete Boots of travel cuz i'm like anyhow play. SOme more 1 more ppl leave from opposite.. 5v3 no fun.. Ok i think nv complete the game, n we win eventually.. stop dota n prepare 4 bed...

bubbles of sadness.

*8:55 AM .

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Moments for Wed, 19th Apr 2006 :
Today is my bro's b'day. Whether he might read my blog b4 or not, i still take this opportunity to wish him happy b'day. 4get abt boring work, fighting against Zzz monster n same routine.. After work, drag my tired body to sem.. Play a while of kof XI n 02.. Xi no challenger de, all very weak.. nvm play 02 with 1 army guy whom i used to lose many times.. Tis time, is my turn to fight back.. Well Andy was there n he n the army guy lost to me haha.. Ok ard 8.45pm, i went to buy kfc home. Bought family feast 4 my bro n family as i really dunno wat things to buy 4 him.. Thus treat him something to eat ba..,Ok after dinner, get a chance to play dota. Think i had few games -.-! was practicing my ursa warrior, but my performance wasn't tat great.. Haiz..last game, 5v5 start becums 5v4 cuz got 1 opponent like afk.. Then ppl start to leave game -.-! becums 5v3.. Not even match, n we won... My items was not bad.. BUt starting i had difficulties wif the pandaren.. However i discover somethings abt ursa.. Notice tat he'll only start to be strong until he got the Boots of Travel.. Then only he can chase his enemies wif his overpower n full 5 fury swipes..Nxt time must farm.. Then after tat, chat wif Dawn a short while on phone b4 retiring 4 bed.. Very tiring day...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:08 AM .

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Moments for Tue, 18th Apr 2006 :
Tired... Life is tremendously meaningless n dead.. Seems like the colours r fading.. Day in day out, it seems tat my life is just the same, wif the same routine.. I'm really very tired now... How i wish, i can went into a deep slp.. After work, drag myself home... on the way, from dhoby ghaut, changing mrt, met Dawn n chat wif her.. 1st time saw her wearing sch uniform.. Omg, the sch top should be changed. Quite weird or rather funny seeing her in sch uniform but cute too =P Well then cont dragging myself home... Went home, drop on bed n lie a while, b4 forcing myself up 4 little bit of food.. Come home thought of playing dota, but see my bro using, i sian.. Nvm call kit out n we went sp arcade... Relief my stresses.. b4 heading to mac to eat a bit n play cards.. At sp, saw wen n br, so tap them say hello n dun disturb them le. Mushy couple -.-! go out wif them in public = BTH haha. Not only i'm the 1 saying.. Really makes those ppl who r lonely feel uncomfortable =P Ok after playing a while of cards, went off at 10.45pm.. Go home, do ntg, went off to bed....

bubbles of sadness.

*9:31 AM .

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Moments for Mon, 17th Apr 2006 :
Mon blues.. Work starts again.. Skip all the way to life after work. Well go ps arcade play kof while waiting for my sec sch bro, Derek to come.. Saw art n reeni there. So challenge wif him n some ppl there. After tat, we went to buy ticket n have dinner..Yup watching "keeping Mum" at 9.25pm. So we went back arcade to play til its time to go to the cinema. The movie was funny, but some words r hard to catch as there's no subtitles.. However the ending was -.-! Story starts wif a pregnant lady on a train wif a super big case, as big as a coffin. She was caught 4 murdering n chopping the bodies of her husband n the mistress into different parts. Then she's sentenced to detention as she's suffering from mental disorder.
She gave birth to a daughter n the daughter was sent to somehow an orphanage or rather nun's place.. Not sure abt this. But she grew up n married to Mr Bean, who's a priest n have 2 kids. a female n a male. (noted this part is unknown until the later part, then only we knew tat mr bean's wife is the psycho mum's daughter. Yup the family gets lots of things. The wife, cuz can't tahan Mr bean's incapability.. He's a gd priest n a gd man, always busy as he's too helpful to others,but very serious n boring, not gd in stuffs, n the wife dun feel gd wif him though she luvs him a lot. But mr bean couldn't gif her wat she wants n finds him not romantic. The wife attends golf practice n know a Mexican guy n they had affairs.. Mr bean's char, i had given some detailed above, but more than enough i guess. His daughter was beautiful, but had weird bfs n even had sex -.-! rebellious towards the mum.. The son was very timid n bullied in sch.
1 day comes a hse keeper to their family.. The wife was having lost of slp cuz the neighbours dog was always barking day n nite. i think i rmb the psycho mum's name, oso hsekeeper now, is grace. 1st to get killed by grace is the dog. She killed n helps Mr bean's wife to slp peacefully.then the neighbour is an old guy wif hearing prob.. his dog went missing n he has been searching 4 ages.. Grace likes her daughter's husband n find tat he's a gd man. She oso discovered her own daughter having affairs n she's worried. 2nd thing grace help her daughter's son, who was bullied in sch. She meddles wif the bullies bicycle n whether they r dead or alive, i'm not sure..Then 1 stormy nite, the neighbour heard a thunder n though its his dog.. So he went out n call his dog, but end up sneakily saw grace burying his dog.. he weep in silence n went he look back towards grace's direction, she's not there. Ended up she behind. N killed the neighbour instead..Then dump the body in the family hse's pond. Their hse is very big...
They oso find it weird but believing tat the neighbour went 4 a tour.. Then grace help mr Bean turn out to be a better person. Brave n interesting. Cracking jokes. n even more romantic. Winning back his wife's heart. Btw Mr Bean doesn't even noe his wife had an affairs.. 1 nite , while the mexican guy was outside filming Mr bean's daughter naked in her room n changing clothes, grace saw it n killed him..Mr bean then went to his priest conventional talk, will not be home 4 3 days... then 1 nite, the wife n her daughter saw the news tat the psycho woman escapes.. Then saw the pic n noe tat its grace.. N they were frighten.. Thus they were wondering wat's hiding in the big case of grace. Thus they sneak into her room n trying to see wat's inside.. Nv expect, grace looking 4 them, thus they hide under her bed... Desperately, the wife trying to callthe mexican guy, i recall his name to be Lance. Nv expect from inside the case, they heard the phone ringing.. Then grace heard tat n went to her case n opened it.. Then grace called back n the phone was heard ringing from under the bed...Haha then grace sits on the bed n the wife ans the phone. grace asked "would u kindly come up from the bed?" The wife says ok haha..
Then tat's where she noe the truth tat she's grace daughter n wat all grace do is 4 the sake of her daughter n not wanting the daughter to let Mr Bean down.. Then ended up Mr bean's wife n his daughter, 2gether wif grace, went to dispose the lance's body in his car into the pond. Then they thought another neighbour, mrs parker, old aged woman.. who was getting suspicious n was looking from her window starting from the movie.. but she has sight prob.. Then mrs parker went into mr bean's hse to talk to his wife abt the flower arrangement stuffs..While talking, grace thought tat mrs parker found out many things, thus attempted to kill mrs parker, but when grace lilfted up a metal pan, her daugher stopped her to clear the misunderstanding tat they were discussing abt tasks.. However at this moment, mrs parker was frightened to death..at this point, Mr bean return home. then many funny things happened, rite from the start mr bean didn't noe a single thing, thought tat mrs parker passed away peacefully.all the bodies r dumped in the pond.
Things turned out well, grace left, son becum brave, daughter date decent guy, wife n mR bean becum very loving.. Went suddenly ppl come, saying tat the pond's water was polluting or having hinderance or wat, tat the pond need to be drained.. N the mum look at her daughter n the end -.-! Overall quite funny la, except the ending. Its a thriller comedy... OK after the show, went home n call it a day...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:34 AM .

Monday, April 17, 2006

Moments for Sun, 16th Apr 2006 :
2day wake up quite late, finally have a gd slp.. Then 2day whole day stay at home... DOTA!!!!! But think of it... playing online wif public is very boring, compared to playing wif friends...I play until lunch time, i stop a while... Go eat... My eldest sis brings her baby daughter come again.. haha 2day specially leave the day 4 her..long time my elder sis come n i'm not at home. haha so playing n carry her...Then cont to play dota until i think ard 5pm, i saw kia n his friend online.. Ask me to play dota wif them.. I say ok, but surprise kia told me jim n lau coming in too.. Ok wait 4 them 4 quite long...
We played few games.. Finally only the last game we complete it n win.. However, the rest of the game, we oso win, but leavers from opposite team.. Now i'm training up my ursa warrior haha.. quite a gd hero.. ok last game, i got a dominating haha... I dun care how jim they all see me haha.. Everytime say i feeder, but i dun mind.. imagine, let them solo the lane wif a melee hero n against 2 heros la.. i bet they can't even farm cuz now public r denying creeps le.. Haha but i oso deny like crazy, n the opponent can't stand me.. I have confidence in my dota skill, i won't let them look down on me.. Cuz nobody can always have 100% gd game.. There bound 2 have some games whereby u perform badly.. BUt anyway its just a joke, thus dun take it 2 heart at all..Cuz they r oso feeder some times =P
Okthen they all agreed to meet 2nite at sp arcade...So go there, art n reeni ask me 2.. cr Duck call, so i ask him along too. In arcade got, me, Cr Duck, Kia, Jim, art n Reeni.. Played XI wif art 1st... wa starting gd...random gd heros...later in the part, randomed lousy hero, weak against gato -.-! so lose a few matches..Then art n cr duck dun 1 2 play wif me... SO challenge kof 02. Haha Got win n lose oso.. Ok then go have dinner n sit down n talk.. Multi topic.. Wow, Dota, Kof XI.. Hmm tat's little bit better than the past, but still room 4 improvement cuz most of the time, the topic is.....WoW -.-! Cr Duck move off 1st, followed by art n reeni, then kia... left me lau n jim.. We play cards while waiting 4 kim to come back from town.. Wa...starting lose, keep distributing cards... they laugh like crazy...mockery -.-!Nvm Kim come liao, my luck changed LOL. i nv distribute haha.. Ok then time to go home...

bubbles of sadness.

*2:56 PM .

Moments for Sat, 15th Apr 2006 :
Morning wake up early to play dota. Well if i rmb correctly, didn't have a gd game wif leavers in the game or black sheeps in our team... Well Nvm meet Bro, Cr Duck, Jiasheng, Wil.Cuz wil was late, thus i n Cr duck play kof XI at sp. Haha Cr Duck lose =P then we headed to parklane...Play dota.. On the way to dhoby ghaut, Bro suggested playing cards in the mrt -.-! Ok then we draw cards to decide who team wif who. Haha Wil 1st 3 game only tag wif 1 partner =P 1st game he wif bro. And we win of cuz. 2nd game Wil n Cr Duck, we win haha. 3rd rd is me n Wil -.-! Randomed lousy hero... Haiz... Then lose... Last game.. Cr Duck n Js.. This game is shiok..N we won in the end haha...Cr Duck n Js was a pity, but tat was a great game tat lasted quite long...
After the game, Bro mood swing.. Haiz...wat's e point... he really needs to ctrl his own emotions.. I had lots of problems, so does every1.. But do we mood swing? End up affecting the ppl ard u? No.. But anyway he's young..But tat doesn't mean young is an excuse.. Need to learn to ctrl now.. Ended up thought of eating dinner, but he left..Wil had no choice but to go wif him, cuz we oso can't help worry letting him go home alone.. haiz.. Ok so Js, Cr Duck n me had dinner... after eating, Js go bugis meet friends while me n Cr Duck thought of going ps arcade to play, cuz Kw say he wants to meet us as he had finished his outings wif his friends... nv expect come saw the Ang Mo Kio No1 camper -.-! since when he play kof XI until so smelly like 2002... Sian.. So camp.. Nvm play 2002, he oso come disturb.. Nvm i like it.. He's so cocky n he randomed... I choose ppl. n ended up he keep losing haha.. Cr Duck can see his face black, i feel contented 4 pouring cold water on him.. =P Ok kw complains tat he wants to play pool, so i lose le n we headed there...
He wants to play 9 feet n only pool Junction have, but ex, thus me n Cr Duck play 4 $2 an hr, n the rest he cover. Woot.. Ok haha they complain i keep winning...But my skill not gd le...Win oso almost de... Lost oso almost.. But i play, 1 game oso not so long.. Cr Duck n Kw play, 1 game super long sia... Then i say last game cuz Jq called n say their activites ending n meeting us a bishan mrt... But Kw n Cr Duck say i lose le go, they 2 nv play enough, so dun argue wif them, let this 2 small kid play last game b4 we leave...Lol end up letting Jq n friends waited so long at bishan mrt...sry abt tat. =P cr Duck play cards wif me in mrt to bishan. LOL he's being thrashed again haha... Ok then meet them le, we headed to sp mac n play cards.. Starting play hearts, then taidi then 6 ppl taidi b4 we went 4 home...

bubbles of sadness.

*2:37 PM .

Moments for Fri, 14th Apr 2006 :
Wow...TIme really flies.. another 14th comes by once again.. THis time is gd fri too. Take tis opportunity 2 wish every1 happy holiday. Hmm wake up n meet Dawn at ps. We went to buy tickets 2 watch movie. We watched 2 movies 2day. "take the lead" n "Eight Below". After buying the tickets, we went to mac 4 lunch... Then its time to watch the 1st movie, "take the lead". Well the movie 4 me is quite great. Specially 4 those dance lovers.. My movies review is gettig shorter cuz the storyline is quite obvious....
IN actual, i watch tis movie is only becuz i'm fascinated by the different types of dances inside haha.. Ranging from Latin, Tango, Waltz, to those hip-hops, break dance, those modern type de. Then mixed both type 2gether. Ok the story line consist of a male lead actor, handsome n sexy guy, Antonios, dunno spell correctly or not. If i rmb correctly, he acted in the mask of Zorro. He's a pro in those high class dances, Then came across students in a school..The students r problematic n he volunteered to teach them dance during their detention classes.. He made use of dance to build up trust, teamwork n motivate them.
Of cuz many things happened n they trained dance n took part in the dance competition. During training, many comedys n laughters in the cinema. All these students become great n Pierres (Antonios) was fascinated by the youngsters modern type of dance. Then mixed his dance n their dance 2gether.. However, i think i love Waltz the most. The dance steps r graceful n classical.. Suits my personality =P Wearing my favourite formal western suit n classical music, haha day dreaming again.. Tango n Latin r gd too.. But too fast n fierce o.O! As i dunno which tyoe involves super close contact wif the dance partner -.-! Ok will not elaborate further =P ok tat's alli have to say abt the show. I love it.
After tat, we have i think half an hr left b4 the nxt show.. Thus we rush n watch 8 below.. Very touching show n the movie state tat its a true story.. Well story is a guy working in the snow area, like a guide to tourist, bringing traveller to the ice mountain n protect them during the journey.. Thus a professor need to find a special type of rock found in the snow area, thus this guy had 8 dogs. His favourites dogs.. Got name each..but i can't rmb all.. The oldest is old Jack, 2nd is Maya, 3rd is Max, then got shorty, Brown, Then rest 4get le, cuz not impt =P.
Thus these 8 dogs r trained as a transportation thru this dangerous snowy area.. got ice got lots of creatures in the snowy area.. On the way, got many dangerous adventures. 1st encounter was, walking in the snow, there r some spot was like a trap, meaning to say, the surface was covered wif snow, but the btm is a big hole.. Thus professer accidentally almost fall into 1 of the big holes.. But was saved.. 2nd they climbed a mtn but the headquarters coms the lead actor, 4get his name, call him Nick if i'm not wrong, tat a big snow storm will be coming soon.. n they better hurried back.. However, the professor dun wish to gif up so easily n go back empty headed.. Thus no choice they have to find it.. Finally found it but on the way back, Old jack was bleeding in 1 of its leg, thus have to stop n attend to its wound. Then the professor try to contact the hq to find out hows the snow storm..Accidentally, he falls from a small cliff n lands on ice grd.. Then the ice starts to crack n beneath r cold water...
Broke his leg, Unable to climb up, support on the rest of the uncracked ice surface, facing difficulty to breath in very cold water, n almost dying to freezing, Nick faster ask Maya to save him up... Then they successfully saved him n rushed back to the hq...Nick almost died too...suffered severe frostbite on his fingers.. Then evacuation was needed s every1 have to survive from this snow storm 4 half a year.. However, the helicopter doesn't have enough room 4 the 8 of the dogs... all of them was tied wif chains outside the hq..Then wif no 1 ard to look after them, afraid tat they will run ard wildly, nick tighter the collar belt n assured them tat he'll be back to evacuate them.. Then every1 left. N the pilot is 1 of nick's crew, a female.. who love nick. Promise nick tat she'll immediately fly back to pick them up..
Reached hospital, professor nNick was in hospital.. NIck wake up after few days of slp.. N realised tat she didn't went to fly back to pick the 8 dogs up.. N he was terribly upset n wanted to find all means to get back there, but no planes wanted to fly there as its 2 dangerous to fly there... Some more thinking tat he has tightened the collar belt, he was super depressed... Then thus the main movie turns to the 8 dog.. few days of waiting n the storm is getting worst. The dogs break free the chain n escape.. Old jack was too weak to move..Maya tried to help Old jack , but to no valid, thus no choice, 7 dogs went away.. In search of food, Max the most sporty n trouble maker.. Then showed how each of them, trained, teamwork n cared 4 each other... to survive this hard days..
1 nite, the sky was shined wif many colours n the dogs find it amused.. Maya as usual, becums the leaderof the grp. Lead them to hunt some birds in grps resting on the snow bed. 1 of the dogs fascinated by this beautiful scenery, run ard n stepped onto a hole n falls down the Hill... The dogs hurriedly went there n saw it severly injured.. Max was sad as his twin was dying.. All of them knew it cannot survive any longer, but just company it thru its last moment.. Max use its body to gif it warm..Then nxt morning, its dead n maya told all to moved on.. Then every1 moved in the fog.. Max too grief over its twins death, dun bear to leave its twin's corpse there, stay a while till max realise tat the rest of them are gone..
4 once, he's alone.. walking n he notice a dead whale on the ice surface.. N the corpse showed tat its being eaten.. hungry, he went down to see if he can get something to eat...Suddenly from the corpse's stomach comes out an angry big seal tat u can find in ice area.. he was very scared n start to run n stop by a dist when he saw the seal cont eating the corpse... his whining was heard by the rest of the dog.. N the grp was back.. Max wanted to prove them, courageously creep towards the corpse n grab a piece of meat n run... Angrily, the seal breaks the ice surface n dives into the water n went beneath the ice surface, chasing max from below.. Max was luring the seal away, so the rest of the dog can have their share too... Not knowing the seal was from beneath him, he dropped the meat on the ice grd.. Then he looked back at the rest of the dogs, wondering where the seal is..
At 1st i thought Max is dead, but nv expect the seal went back up the surfacen bit on Maya's leg, Max barked n warn them but its too late.. He rush n bite the seal.. Then the rest saw tat, came to Maya's aid.. Fight n bite the seal n the seal lost n dive back into the water...maya limped as it walk... Til its unable to walk, maya lie on the grd.. n gif up.. She knew she's not going to make it.. Max brings the grp to hunt the birds.. This time, he's not the troublemaker, but instead learnt from Maya n caught some birds n shared wif Maya.. Then when everything is going to be fixed tat Maya is not going to survive, They heard a snow truck to their base.. Yes Nick n crew manage to get a helicopter as the professor reallised tat the dogs saved his life n he felt bad n go wif them after few mths to see if they r able to rescue them...go to a limted place n travel but ships tat is made to travel on ice.. Then travel until a place whereby the ship can't travel, tehy use helicopter to travel to a sub base, then use the snow truck to travel til their headquarter... Nick rush there to see the Chain covered in snow...
Pulled the 1st chain, its heavy n he shift some snow aside n saw Old Jack's feet... He was very heart broken into tears.. Then he went to the rest of the chain, n nv expect the rest of the chains r light n he saw all of them break lose... Hoping 4 some miracles, n yes, he saw max n the rest of the dogs running...he counted 5... Old jack n Maya is missing... Disappointed n time is short, he faster get them into the car, but Max refused.. He keep narking n asked Nick to follow him n yes he saw Maya there...But motionless.. Sad n cry over Maya's death...But surprise tat Maya's was breathing very slightly n Maya back to conscious.. Look at nick.. then nick carry her back...
Touching movie..After tat, we went swensens to have dinner n its time to go home.. We did enjoy ourselves n then the rest of my friends went to marina south 2 have steamboat, thus go marina bay to meet them n go back sem 2gether.. If i rmb correctly, bro was having lots of relationship prob lately which i'll not say here..thus talked to him 2gether wif wen.. Then i company bro to mac n chat wif him b4 we went home...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:05 PM .

Moments for Thurs, 13th Apr 2006 :
Hmm finally its time to blog once again. Well last working day 4 this week. THis day is Kw n company's sports carnival. Well too bad, can't come n gif u ppl support.Well didn't managed to see how's kw performance after going thru last min training from me. BUt he actually come up 3rd -.-! His standard n he's 3rd o.O! How i wish i'm there =P Well wif more practice, every1 oso can improve =) Kw keep it up, concentrate on ur studies n after Os, can practice more often =) Ok so i think ntg interesting at work.
Lets see wat i do on thurs nite. Bro they all got BBQ, Kw got his own activities, so is Cr Duck.. Hmm Kit, i thought he oso go out, thus i thought of going home n c if i can use com play dota =P Well surprise to receive a call, from Kim. He booked out from camp n asked me out 4 dinner. But too bad, i already tell my mum tat i'm coming home 4 dinner.. But i still company him.we meet at the arcade. surprise kit sms me thus wait 4 kit to come arcade. Then the 3 of us play kof. Then go company kim eat at mac. After tat, i told kit i need to go home eat dinner 1st. kit dun feel like going home too early.. Kim is tired n need to go home n rest. Thus kit go arcade 1st. I go home eat n prepare then go back arcade meet him.Then we went mac to play card after arcade close at 10pm. Yup as usual, Kit was thrashed until he gave up.haha
Bro called me n check my location. Bet they finished their bbq. Thus they find us. Got jq, Sm, Ns, Nic (their friend), hmm can't really remember who else.. Then jq want to play hearts -.-! ok jq did some training at home wif the com. N her skills improved.. Hmm i think she's the biggest winner ba... Ok then time to go home le.

bubbles of sadness.

*11:34 AM .

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Moments for Wed, 12th Apr 2006 :
Not a very smooth day 4 me at work... Though on time 4 work, i was very slply n tired.. but manage to force myself to do my work.. Lunch time was a bad things.. Thought of taking a nap 4 half an hr b4 going 4 lunch, then the lady cleaner come in n vacuum -.-! No more nap 4 me -.-! I dunno wat to say abt her sometimes.. Ytd she has been inside the male toilet 4 most of the time.. N each time i go 2 e toilet n check, she's still inside -.-! Not to say there's a malay lady too.. Well 4 reader's infomation, y females can enter the male toilet... Its because my department outside have 2 toilet 4 single use.. a female n a male toilet... Thus some of the females would occupy the male toilet.. I was oso very shocked when i 1st work here.. Learnt to lock the toilet doors in case females would just entered..
Ok carried on wif my lunch time stuff.. Can't slp, let WP, my supervisor to go buy lunch 1st while i mend the office as the cleaner was there vacuuming n she's not suppose to be there when no 1 was ard... Finally waited 1.30pm.. just nice half an hr.. My supervisor comes back n the cleaner just finish vacuuming.. i thought of going to the washroom b4 buying lunch.. Once again -.-! the washroom was occupied... Wat a bad day.. guess it was the malay lady.. Confirm she's inside very long de... Nvm go buy lunch.. Outside Subordinate Court, there's a zebra crossing.. THus i just cross it...N wat a close shave -.-! THis female driver just tired to drive pass the zebra crossing wif me in the middle of the road. It really shocked me.. THought my life going to be ended just like tat.. It was close... really scared the wits out of me.. Super unlucky day... The lady driver still can smile at me.. May this be a warning, dun even put ur alert offguard even when u think tat its suppose to be safe...
Ok dun talk abt work le..After work, went sp arcade meet cr Duck.. Well as usual win..But too bad, can't play too long as 8pm, meeting Kw, wil, Ns n Jq 4 badminton.. Thus pull Cr Duck company me eat dinner, then i go home change n went to find them.. Nv expect the court to be booked wif my old badminton friend playing.. He's Zq.. Now his skill confirm outbeat me le.. So played a game of doubles wif them.. I tag wif a malay guy, while Zq n Cr Duck tag... Yes had a tiring match.. So long since a gd match 4 me.. Yup the match went 14-14 deuce n we managed a victory... Ok the rest of our friends, cuz no match 4 such a agressive match, went to my hse downstair to play.. i felt bad 4 ps them, thus ask Cr Duck to go n find them.. Thus play a while here n there. Then every1's tired, some went to buy drinks. Then 10pm the lights off n still they carry on playing -.-! Since kw so eager to train, thus i company them.. The malay guy come n find us too.. Now court left wif kw, me, wil n Malay guy..
Thus half court each, me train kw n malay guy play wif wil.. I played the placing method, making kw run the court back n front 4 the ball.. Yes making him tired,...Felt very bad, but tat's part of the training.. IN a real life match, its really very tough n stamina is very impt... Kw played until he's very tired.. thus i switch wif malay guy, i played wif wil instead.. Haha made him run like mad too. Finally the rest come back to save them. I n wil then go to a nearby place to do some training.. Pull ups too.. Wa now i really very weak... last time 8 pull up, now becums 3 -.-! after tat, do some basic exercise wif wil tat i learnt in army.. Normal pushups n alternate leg thrush... After tat, went to teach kw some basics on foot work, holding of the racket n some training...Haiz too bad last min everytime... Then still got Playing the solo game wif Cr Duck n Ns.. Not ot 4get an incident tat happens too many times already.. Soft way kw doesn't learnt, i had no choice but to use the hard way.. Sry abt tat.. Yes if kw really everytime last min, it won't help him survive in future..
Ppl might not like it, n thinks i'm scolding kw, yes kw is unhappy when i scold him.. but its 4 his own gd.. The situation is like tat.. I asked him b4 i go n meet them, whether there's enough shuttle cock, so i can bring down.. N he confidently say got shuttle cock -.-!Go there already, then only noe, there's actually no more gd shuttle cock -.-! It isnt the 1st time already.. He do things last min n not serious..tat's his weakness.. hope he can really improve on tat... ALrite after the hard training..we r all tired n its 12am n we headed home... extremely exhausted n bones like shattered apart after so long nv workout..

bubbles of sadness.

*9:35 AM .

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Moments for Tue, 11th Apr 2006 :
After usual work, i went to khatib to meet Kit n we headed to the gym.. Did some workout n most imptly, went to jog. Workout til 8, we headed back to sp n have pratas in the new shop.. Curry doesn't taste tat nice, but the prata is gd. Too bad couldn't go badminton court find kw n friends. we went to the arcade n play kof 02 b4 rushing to the cinema to watch ultraviolet..Ahem.. the show looks great during the preview, but nv expect, 1hr 20mins show to be... ordinary...
Well the movie is abt Disease spreading ard, n battle btw vampires n human.. Then violet is a vampire n a human father, very powerful in his authority, clone a human child n transplant some medicine in the child's blood. the vampire thought tat the medicine is used to destroy the whole of the vampire, thus went to steal it.. Violet was tasked to do so, but she's very soft hearted, ended up saving the child, against her own species from killing the child.. Human n vampire..She has no where to turn to, ended up to her own trusted friend, oso a vampire..This vampire is specialised in researching.. After testing, only to know tat the medicine is used to destroy all humans... Thus the father is so crazy -.-! The child oso noes the cure to the vampires, tat they can be back to humans if i'm not wrong abt this... Then fighting toook place of cuz, the fightings r sometimes blurred n confusing.. But the weapons used r mainly sword n guns... onoly wif violet in some standard cool postures after some fighting scene... Too common n not outstanding.. Some of the scenes r oso fake.. very fake... like in the arcade riding a motor..Ending was expected, the child n violet won..
After watching movie, we went to 7-11 buy drinks, chat a short while n call it a day.. tiring day n my muscles starts to ache a bit due to lack of exercise...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:56 AM .

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Moments for Mon, 10th Apr 2006 :
Well boring work starts once again. Very tiring indeed..Sometimes really wished tat i can slp all day.. Well lunch i had only a cup of favourite corn haha. Yup other than merry mint ice-cream, corns r my favourite too..=P After work, actually supposed to meet kit n go gym to workout, but nv expect, i was late 4 work n didn't bring my track shoes.. Thus change plan n go play badminton wif Kw,cr Duck n Kit... Wa long time play le... Ok after work, i meet kit n Cr Duck at sp arcade 1st.. We play kof.. Yeah, win a lot again.. Xiang Rong was there too n yup win him hehe.. Cr Duck's skill really stuck liao le.. Now Xr oso thrash him haha... Ok since when his skills r so great =P but i nv underestimate any opponent.. I put in my best to any challengers, be it strong or weak..
After tat, we went to have dinner, b4 i went home n change n went to the badminton court to meet them... Pass kit the sport shoe so i can go gym wif him nxt day. Starting stroke a while b4 playing 2v2.. Me n kit vs Kw n Cr Duck, lol me n kit won 2 matches.. nxt is me n kw vs Kit n Cr Duck.. Well Kw ah kw... He doesn't listen to ppl's advice...How to improve?told him the posture n holding the racket in a ready position n yet he stand like a cool guy, like a star -.-! i noe its tiring.. I have been in quite a lot of badminton matches already... Even very stressful matches tat i was thrashed heavily too... But he lacks determination n the heart to learnt... How to teach? another thing is his AP prob even shown in badminton game -.-! Like tat how to survive future.. I have the patience, thus he like tat, lose i still can take it, cuz its just a game.. Wat if other ppl? They see their teammate like tat = -.-! Hope he really bear in mind my advice n really puts in lots of effort n heart if he really wants to learn..Eventually, we win 2 - 1..
Long time nv play, nv expect so tiring...Play wif Cr Duck single b4 the lights went off at 10pm, thrashed him 6 -0 haha.. Then go a playground n show them the sit ups done in the past wif my neighbour while playing badminton... After tat, we were all very thristy, thus went 7 - 11 to buy drinks n sit outside sp mac to rest n play a while of cards.. haha me big winner, 2nd is Cr Duck, 3rd is kw n Kit the biggest loser. haha..Ok after tat time to go home... Tiring day..

bubbles of sadness.

*9:41 AM .

Monday, April 10, 2006

Moments for Sun, 9th Apr 2006 :
Another fruitful day.. Wake up late -.-! Was abt to leave hse when i saw my eldest sis's baby.. Wow i carry her n my 2nd sis -.-! makes her cry haha.. Then the baby's cry n particles on my shirt -.-! Then rush to meet dawn at ps.. Saw her n we headed to ps to buy tickets 4 ice age 2. 2.20pm show.. THen we headed 4 lunch.. Well she gifs me a bag, though i'm not sporty person, n dun have any clothes to suit tat bag, i appreciate n like the bag. as its the thoughts tat counts.I'll keep it =) Then she asked me to open the bag n i notice a box.. This box really touches me alot, as i can feel it tat there's a heart to really make this gift...I opened the box n inside have a photo album wif photographs n wordings.. There's a calender specially made.. a card n oso a letter by her.. I luv to read letters haha the longer the merrier... I'm very happy n very touched... appreciate it very much..
After tat, went to catch the movie.. Well the movie was so funny... 3 friends, a mammoth, sabratooth tiger n a dunno wat small creature.. They r best friends.. Can really noe how to tell or describe this movie as there r many weird animals ard...The story is the ice is going to melt due to global warming.. Some geography stuff.. the world is change.. thus the animals r in danger n the called it the end of day.. they listened to the vulture's piece of advice to travel the the far end n there's so called a big "boat" 4 their safety.. Many adventures happened along the way, the mammoth found a luv, n many many funny scenes wif 2 little creatures.. Overall funny ba...Really dunno how to say as many creatures i dunno wat's their name... 1 interesting creature, running ard 4 the nut... Tat 1 is oso very funny...
ok after tat, 4pm + i think.. Then went to buy another ticket."The producer" 6.45pm show... Then we went walked ard...thought of haivng dinner b4 going to the show, but the time wasn't rite n scared might be a bit rush.. Then went to the cinema.. Well, The show is singing n speaking base n comedy..Sound of music, phantom of the Opera, thus i'm ok wif this movie.. though this movie, i'm not very sure of the storyline, thus wasn't able to narrate the movie well too.. Well the movie very musical n i love it.. The story is like an accountant, being persuaded to be a movie producer, then they 2 become bro, n went ard searching 4 the ppl needed 4 movie production..like secretary, actor, dance choreographer, singer n many... lol.. Found 1 actor crazy abt hilter.. hard times persuading him to act... then went to a sissy's hse..there have singer n dance chereographer... but all sissy haha.. Then went back office got 1 lady coming interview.. then many funny scenes.. their very 1st show...the actor , acting hitler broke his leg n the sissy singer take over the role n makes a nusicance, but the audience all laugh..Very creative n rhytematic the movie is...Esp at the starting part, the accountant's life, wif the typewriter, all accountants sing "unhappy, unhappy" while typing rhythmatic on the typewriter haha.. the newspaper came out the remarks not gd.. Then the broke leg actor come wif a gun 4 breaking the oath lol.. Wanting to kill them haha. Police came n many hillarious scene. Actor send to jail.. The 2 bro end up in the jail too.. But in the jail, they still perform musical n cuz they r popular n released from prison. N 2nd production is abt prisoner in jail haha.. then the 2 bros really succeed as the producer haha.. Their western suit wif a hand stick wow, very formal n i luv it very much.. This movie is strongly encourage 4 those who luvs comedy musical.. very lovely n grace...
After tat, went to have dinner n sent her home.. Tat's all 4 2day...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:29 AM .

Moments for Sat, 8th Apr 2006 :
I think its a very fruitful day 4 me ba. Well wake up in the morning to play dota. Meet kit, Cr Duck, Wil at arcade.. Yes we r going lots of places today.. Spent some time waiting at the arcade cuz ppl coming on n off.. y i say it this way. Me n kit at the arcade. Cr duck come back late from badminton in the morning. Thus he come play a while wif me, go home bath n come back.. Then Wil come le, dunno y suddenly have to go back a while... then i play kof XI while waiting 4 them.. Win by 10 haha..mostly contributed from Xiang Rong. Saw Jason bear there oso. Long time nv seen him.. play a rd of XI wif him n he's trashed by my duck haha. Kit dun want play 02 wif me -.-!. Well Cr Duck comes...Play a while, n we headed to Sem mrt.. Nv expct Wil call n its raining thus we waited 4 him to come. Can see kit's face getting impatient wif his maple's stuff haha. Can understand all these waiting. Then Xr talking wif me at the mrt while waiting, abt SIM n kof XI's stuffs. He's teaching tuition at Khatib..
Finally Wil come n we headed to our 1st destination, Funan at City Hall there.. Went to peninsula plaza to find kit's dad.. Then we went buy drinks while Kit n his dad when funan do his maple's stuffs...We went to basement n check out the lan shop there =P Well1 hr = $4 4 non-,member... Wow... Saw a noob Juggernaut there.. Pump blade dance n healing ward -.-! Then when things r done.. Nxt is to my destination.. Cine there to buy a present 4 dawn. Well Sun's outing wif her, noe tat she already bought 4 me a bag last week, thus i'm prepared.. During the 1st outing if i can rmb well, went cine n she spotted tat winnie the pooh bear, the fur very nice n comfortable to touch, thus buy 4 her... as a surprise.
Nxt up, we walk to Centrepoint shopping Centre if i'm not wrong to find bro there.. He went church in the morning wif jq.. After tat, we carry on walking towards ps... Finally... after so long of walking n complains from Cr Duck of being tired... i was tired too.. Walking so many places.. Now at ps, we company Wil go carve his rings.. While waiting, went ps to play kof again... Haha win by 8 if i'm not wrong, then lose le, just nice 4.30pm. Can collect Wil's ring.. Then we headed to parklane to resume our games.. booked coms at headquarter n went play billard.. Well haha i was top =P Wil n Kit nv even went in 1 red ball.. but they r 2nd n 3rd.. cuz they made use of the fouls committed by bro n CR Duck -.-! i pocketed 3 balls i think, Cr Duck pocketed 2 balls, n bro pocketed 1 ball. However, only play a short while of billard, the coms r ready. Thanks to the efficiency of a friend, working at headquarter =P
Woot the fun part begins.. dota is a game i really enjoyed playing wif friends.. drawn cards n decided tat i, Cr Duck n Wil 1 grp. Bro n Kit 1 grp.. Haha 1st game we won. Can't really rmb wat heros i randomed...2nd match i think they choose ppl. Kit choose lion, Bro choose lina.. Lol tat game oso we win.. Dun need to talk abt Wil as he is left alone at 1 lane =P. Cr Duck got the wolf hero, while i got Nite stalker.. As usual, i'm a hero harresser, Cr Duck gd in creeps denied.. bro n Kit gd in alert n cooperation in teamwork. We 4 really made up a team, just short of 1 more player.. So starting, i managed to harress bro's lina wif Ns, n even can kill his hero once at daytime haha =P. THen tat game we won.. 3rd game comes n wil is now at their team.. I n Cr Duck randomed, ganna lousy hero -.-! I ganna luna n Cr Duck Chen -.-! Wa... Tat game our turn to taste defeat n trashed... Now 4th game was a great 1 haha =P Yes this game, my favourite match =P i randomed ursa warrior, did managed to read ursa's guide in forum on fri =P nv expect it comes to handy.. Yup n kit's got Naix, n i 4get bro's got who.. All i noe is tat game was ownage =P then they gif up.. Now i think is last game. I n bro 1 grp, Wil, Vr Duck n Kit the other grp.. we both randomed strength hero haha.. i randomed Skeleton king n bro pudge.. Cr Duck randomed pugna, Wil randomed vengence n kit Chen haha.. Kit is in my lane n i harressed him too...Haha he at the far end of me, can hear his voice, wa lao haha.. thinks he dreaded my hero harress =P but kit is 1 tough opponent which some match i had difficulty handling him in tat lane.. Tat pugna is a pest in tat game.. Banish -.-! i dreaded tat.. Late game, we strength hero was the strongest.. our lives r 3k +... Kit farmed Dagon.. Lol, his chen's combo, slow, dunno the other skill, then plus his dagon -.-! i think only 1 K+ damage, to us is like dirt on our body HAHA.. kit c liao oso sian 1/2.. Then tat sneaky Cr Duck's pugna want to damage n push our tower, i realised tis, thus told bro to push together mid lane wif me.. Our damage r strong n can support each other..Totally casted Wil's hero aside... Our target only mostly on kit n Cr Duck =P Wil is potential but afterall he's still a beginner.. Finally we emerged victory n ended dota game....
Went mac to have dinner n play cards there.. lol jx come find us after dating wif his new gf =P 6 of us play cards... yup i 1st =P. haha 2day was very smooth.. n very fruitful n happy day 4 me..play games winning streak.. after tat, everyone go home, left me n Cr Duck went Sp mac to play cards n talk abt dota.. besides bro talked abt a dota tournament... its in my mind.. perhaps we should join 4 fun.. Dun need to have the intention of winning, just enjoy can le... 2bad we need 1 more gd players... Kit, me, bro n Cr Duck... Wil -.-! haiz... if only he's trained until gd enough.. At mac, lol trashed Cr Duck in the cards game.. Lol he gif up n we headed home...wat a great day 4 me..

bubbles of sadness.

*10:51 AM .

Moments for Fri, 7th Apr 2006 :
Well as usual, work..Fri's nite outing after work. Meet wen, br, bro, Cr Duck n Wil. We went LJS 4 dinner. Then went play dota haha. 2 v 4. Wen playing 4 the 1st time. =) Well just a game =P. Read wen's blog tat she's not going to play dota anymore. Well just a game only. We should play 3v3 wif all playing random.. Wen n Wil left a lane 4 them undisturbed. only 4 them, lose or win on tat lane oso on them. Then the rest of us cannot distrubed tat lane. Or penalty will be imposed. Simple as tat, Wil not so gd at random hero. 3v3, equal gold. Tat's all.. Either wen or wil lose once, the oppo can go disturb 1 time. like tat lo. everything's peace n harmony =P didn't quite enjoy the game seriously, cuz of all the unfairness n conflicts to our little couple. Worried 4 them.. Dun quarrel over a game =)
Was quite sad the outing had to go home early.. Thus went mac wif Cr duck, bro, n Wil play taidi if i'm not wrong. Then after tat, go home -.-!Short day..

bubbles of sadness.

*10:40 AM .

Friday, April 07, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 6th Apr 2006 :
Boring work ends n kit asked me out 4 dinner. Meet him at sp arcade cuz i want to cut hair.. challenge kof XI, nobody left.. Then play kof 02 wif a few army guys.. Even kit oso lose them.. i challenge oso lose -.-! They r too smelly le.. Besides my skill not tat gd le. Too much of XI haha..Then went to cut hair, nv expect my hairdresser not there o.O! she worked part time now.. fri, sat sun... haiz... Ok then went eat dinner at Indian Rojak at the new coffeeshop.. 2nd time go there, closed again -.-! taken over by a new stall, selling same things but 2moro starts.Nvm, then since we still have the kfc scratch card, we went kfc eat..
Then since the nite is still early, we went back arcade to challenge 02. Haha starting i win him, until he change n use beni...wa he noes how to fight my Shermie n Chang.. So i think was 1 beat 3 twice -.-! Nvm, the more i lose, the more i'm excited. Yes i changed my tactic n win him until he dun 1 2 play-.-! Nvm some other time we'll test our skills again.. Then we moved to 7-11 buy drinks n sit down n talk haha.. Kit has grown up =P searching 4 gf haha.. Talking abt figures n many things.. haha yes of cuz woman wif nice figures is attractive kit, but char is oso very impt.. he said both have will be fortunate haha. But who wouldn't want their partners or love 1 to look gd n have gd figures? Even me, i oso want to have gd figures too,so tat i look gd to my love ones=P haha. Though training is tough, i ever though of going to sliming centers. Though ex, but i checked the website, free check up to determine how many sessions of 30mins i need =P i think i shouldn;'t need lots of sessions ba haha. Well just need to check the price of each sessions. heard from kit is $80 + -.-! Worth the while i believe =P
Wish kit found his riteful soul soon haha. N chatted until 11.40 like tat we went home..

bubbles of sadness.

*10:45 AM .

Moments for Wed, 5th Apr 2006 :
Well another ordinary life at work... Lunch time went to the auditorium to complete the movie, "Cheaper by a Dozen" However, went there, the door was locked -.-! Wasted lots of time waiting there. N until 1.10 like tat i think, then only the security come n open the door.. Worst..The 2nd disc is so short-.-! just ard 1/2 an hr only.. But expected comedy movies r only 1hr +. Well the show was funny, n touching at the back..
Like wat the movie title say, a family, having.. Used to live in a so call secluded place. Then becuz the father's dream was to be a rugby coach n he finally get his dreams n thus the family had to shift the place of many yrs, to town.. in the family, of cuz got 1 kid being left out of the grp. this small boy's only living thing to talk to is his pet, froggy.He's always seems to be the troublemaker, spoiling everything. Wif nobody to talk to, he always talk to his pet.. In town, there's a new neighbour wif an only child. Parents treat him as a precious, but the boy likes to enjoy wif them. N many funny things happened.. The boy even invited the kids to his b'day party few weeks later. Father concentrate on his work now, but nv expect his wife's book, "cheaper by a dozen" was very popular n was invited to New York abt her book 4 3 days... 1st time the wife leave the hse, n was worried. The husband, not wishing her 2 go, but 4 the sake of her, tell her not to worry as he can handle the kids....
When the wife leave, Many trouble starts, many funny stuffs.. The kids missed their mum.. Nv expect the wife went there, the thing was extended to 2 weeks -.-! Thus the father tries to handle himself... B4 tat, get a big daughter, who lives wif her bf, a guy who uses his face to earn $, not sure actor or wat... But he's like a star, act in advertisment.. A person who is very vain.. THus the father ask them 4 help to look after the kids. The guy reluctantly went, uz he's not popular wif the kids.. Last time, his pants was burnt haha.. Then when he went 4 dinner, the kids planned to chase him away... 1st they created n accident tat make him wet. While drying his clothes, they soak his undies in a pail of minced meat :S Then their pet dog, wants to eat. Then after drying, the guy wear the clothes n while dining, they release the dog n the dog bite his..ahems-.-! then he tried to run but was on the floor, n the dog bit his butt haha. Not knowing y, but furious, he went to huis car to drive home, the big daughter disappointed, follow behind.. Nv expect the moment the guy step out, many dogs come in n he dashed to his car n the dogs surrounded the car haha..
Tat is 1 funny scene tat i must write here. Wif no 1 2 help, the father had to cope a rugby team n his kids.. Thus he brings his rugby team home. Then he grounded his children 4 the naughty act. nv expect they sneaked to attend the neighbour's b'day party.. N another hilarious scene there. THe left out kid likes pets.. His b'day gift was a life snake -.-! Then the present was knocked down accidentally n snake escapes n sending all the ppl running wild.. Then the din annoyed the father teaching theory in his hse.. He sense something wrong n shout from downstairs to the rooms upstairs 4 his kids, hearing no response, means the kids sneak out to attend the party.. Then he send his rugby team in action n went there to catch all his kids back home. Haha many funny scene. Got 1 female children playing in the many balls area, then he went inside n try 2 catch her. Then suddenly something knock the gas thing n it begins to expand until burst n the gal was catched by 1 of the rubgy team n the father was send to the air n he landed on the neighbour's kid giving him an unexpected present on his b'day, tat's bruise in injuries in hospital haha...
After all these, the kids call their mum n wants her home. Relationships wif the dad n the childrens not gd.. Cuz they thinks tat dad only cares abt his own career..But its his dreams...The mum comes back n everything's a mess n start clearing up.Then suddenly 1 day, the left out kid's froggy die n every1 mock at him.. dun care abt his frog n he weep.. n left the hse.. Ended up the whole family went out searching 4 him. THough they mock at him, but they still cared 4 him a lot.. Finally the dad saw him on a train to their old home. n brings him back.. Finally, the father decides to scarifice his dreams n quit..He was very sad instead... Standing alone on the rugby field pondering... n sad... suddenly, turning ard, he saw his family, lined up holding a card saying, Dad i love u. Wow so touching scene. Haha very touching n i almost shed tears.. but the audience, a few malay gals, laughed so loud in the auditorium..haiz... So inhuman..
Haha i'm just a very emotional guy =P Watch touching show, if no 1 ard, i'll let my emotions flow freely. But too bad, ctrl haha. Ok tat's the end of the show, whereby they moved back to their old hse n happily live there. Ok back to work then knock off from work, went ps arcade to wait 4 an army friend, whye leong to come. Long time nv see him le. Nv expect he becomes a gym trainer. wow his body is super fit now.. So he watch me challenge kof XI, haha win a lot. Then after tat, we went have dinner n chat 2gether, then went back arcade play.. B4 we parted n went home.. i was so tired tat i slp early...

bubbles of sadness.

*9:54 AM .

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Moments for Tues, 4th Apr 2006 :
Well 2day was a fine day perhaps, though was 3 mins late 4 work. Recently i discover i'm into a new hobby. Movies i should say tat.. In my childhood times, i didn't even watch movie at all.. If i rmb correctly, my very 1st movie is the lost world, which my Sis brings us there..Lunch time, there's a movie broadcast at auditorium in my work place, Cheaper by a Dozen..Well not going to tell the story here as wait til the 2nd disc is showed 2moro, then i'll tell the story ba haha..So far only see disc 1. It was very funny, though as usual, starting was a bit boring.
After work, i meet my sec bro, Derek 4 a movie =P Well our very 1st r21 movie. Hmm dun think the wrong way, haha. Well we watch running scared in at ps, 9.40pm show. It was a thriller show.Thought that the show will be very horrible than m18 the hill have eyes. We meet at ps, n have our dinner. Then bought the tickets n went arcade n play. Things r smooth when a person is livelier haha.. Yup winning lots of matches in kof. Well but kof 02 wasn't tat smooth.. Well met Terrence, art n reeni there.. Well after tat, we rush to catch our show.. well the show was r21 cuz its full of vulgar words -.-!quite horrible at some gun killing scene but not as horrible as the hill has eyes, the chopping of the fingers n many more.. During the show, i dun quite understand the whole story, only bits n pieces, after my friend explanation, only then i understand wat the whole show is abt -.-!
The male lead actor is called joey, an undercover in a very big bad drug or dunno wat grp.. Tis only until the latest part of the movie then only we realise he's an undercover cop.. well Since start where some police dressed as a robber n bang into the room where they r counting all the black $.. Then killing happens n the grp realised tat the robbers r actually cops dressed n 1 masked "robber" escaped... After knowing tat they r cops, the bullets in the cops' bodies r easily traced thus the head of the grp, ordered joey to dispose the bullets n the silver small gun to remove all evidence..
Joey reached his hse, have his wife, his son nick, a retarded father i suppose. Nick was playing wif his neighbour kid, i 4get the name. Put it B ba. they r at the basement, which is not allowed to be there.. Joey went to the basement, n they hid themselves. He secretly open a hidden part of a wall n hide the gun into the place n left the basement, not knowing the kids were there..B was a pitiful kid, abuse by his step father who had mental prob i think.. Heavily into cowboys's spirits..maybe in the past he used to be 1...can't take all these abuse, the B secretly take the silver gun (actually joey didn't discard the gun but keep all the evidence there so as to tesify when he wrapped all the bad guys up) n shot the step father wounded... Joey n his family was eatin when they heard the gun shot sound... the bullet even almost hit him n his wife...
At 1st he though the mad man, the step father was trying to shot them.. Angrily joey grab his gun n dashed nxt door, only to know its the step father who was shot, n B was missing.. He was feeling weird n faster run to the basement n realise tat the gun was gone.. He started to tremble n lost his cool... the show named (running scared)... If this gun bullet was traced to the murder of the cops, everything is over... He might be disclosed... n the head of the bad guy would qn him how come the gun was not disposed...At 1st the whole show, i dunno y he was panick abt tat.. thinking the bullet n the gun he failed to dispose it.. He n the whole gang would be in deep trouble. haha. So he faster went to the scene n disposed the cartridges stuck on a pillar...
Nxt up was a lot of chasing n tracing of joey after B n the gun was handed many places...Joey seems to have 6th sense but acutally is the "tui1 ce4" (chi word) of a policeman. B4 tat, he hurriedly into the hospital the wounded stepfather was admitted to, wanting to change the bullet. Nv expected he failed to cahnge it but have to left tat place.. The police "the escape robber" get hold of the bullet.. The show involved dirty cops. This police blackmailed them 4 $ n only to noe tat the silver gun was not disposed properly n many was questioned... joey was being suspected in the grp... But he was calm n tried 2 located B n the gun...
1st, he ask nick to bring him to a common whereabt of B n yes he was there earlier than them, but a beggar like person happens to be hiding there. Then snatch the gun away from B n bring B to snatch some drugs from a nearby dirty place.. Nv expect there's lots of friction n gun fight was heard... joey heard the gun fight n rush there only to see the B disappeared... Again clear everything n carry on searching 4 B. B running until a outside a convenience store n saw a rich crazy man, bullying a woman, flashes of his step father came in n he use the gun n rescue the woman, but no more bullets, so the man use a knife n wanting to slice B, but the woman save B instead by knocking him unconsicous..Then they were together a while..
They went to a restaurant to eat, joey n the bad company were oso at the restaurant. Nick was wif his father, joey all the while. Saw his gd friend B, thinking tat he's in danger n wanted by the bad n the gd.. brings him to the toilet of the restaurant. They hide the gun in the toilet the flushing box.. storing the water..Then they left.. After leaving the restaurant, joey notice nick fishy n finally nick tell him n he was furious.. desperately he went to the restaurant but there's many cops car there.. sneakily they went to the toilet but the gun was not there -.-! thought his son lied n put him in danger wif the cops, but 6th sense tells him somethign to do wif the cleaner.. sneak into the time checking slot n check which cleaner was working at tat time, n sneak to get the profile of the cleaner named, manny.. Close shave there..
After tat he rushed to his residence n too bad he sell the gun 2 a person who works in the car factory i should call tat... Then desperately he went there, but was too late.. the guy has sold it to the rich crazy man.. cuz he noticed tat gun n bought it. On the other side, B encounter lots of things, bring caught by the police when he's wif the lady.. Then police want him to reveal how he got the gun.. but he keep quiet.. let his step father bring him to a restaurant n try to talk to him... But nope.. he run away at the restaurant n hide inside a van.. then the owner is a couple n had 2 "children". The couple took him 2 their hse.. Feeling weird, B contact joey's wife n seek help, asking her to come. manage to tell her the address but was almost late.. The couple is actually sick in the mind.. killing lots of children...
Joey's wife went there, n manage to rescue him from death..meet joey at home n joey brings B out... While waiting 4 the rich crazy man to come out from a restaurant in action, nv expect his leader to show up..bad timing.. The leader saw B n wonder y joey protect this kid... no choice under the custody of the kid, joey follow his leader to a ice hockey place. There got the leader's dad, n few police head.. all r actually bad guy.. dirty corrupted police.. the police head is actually the bro of a traid chief, tat is joey's leader's dad. Now the gun was missing n things might lead the triad's son to be in danger, thus wants joey to be the scape goat. so the police chief officer have statement to write n fulfilled his job..
B's step father was there.. B have to die cuz he's the witness. Thus the chief ordered his step father 2 kill B as B just refuse to say anything.. Step father unable to do tat, choose to die in his cowboy spirit -.-! walking away from them, back facing them n finish his journey in an honoured way.. was being shot from the back til death.. Desperately, joey was being pinned down n repeatedly whack by the ball of the ice hockey thing... he was bleeding, but wits cuz the 2 bros, the police chief n the traid head 2 have dispute n gun fight was made... all death.. Joey n B survive.. the cop who balck mailed them was conned, he recieved the bag was only books n inside was a bomb n he was blasted..
4get to mention, its only during the gun fighting part tat his stomach was discovered a eavedropping device. tat we realise he's an undercover. N nobody survive except the 2 of them, n immediately cops arrive n his friend, a cop, asked him joey r u alright.After washing up, joey bring B to a restaurant to eat... B4 bringing him home.. Nv expect the rich crazy man to show up coincidencely.. recalling tat time, drawing out his knife again, but joey was there to protect B. he manage to win the knife over but the rich crazy guy draws out the silver gun. knife n gun, the rich man fire the shot at the boy, joey went in front to block the shot but cut the man's throat til he die...
Wounded, he insisted driving B home safely... reached there, his wife n nick saw n cried bitterly.. he was bleeding profusely n losing lots of blood... ended up he's dead... Funeral was attended..they shifted hse to a secluded area.. Nv expect he's still alive -.-! then realise tat he's an undercover n must fake death n hide his identity so as not to let any1 who noes him... find out he's still alive.. I understand this , but just dun understandhow he manage to survive.. Thus this is the whole story ba =P sounds confusing ba.. i only understand after my friend told me.. Well 4 ur information, their dialogue thru out the whole movie, is like this..in a sentence " You fxxxing bxtxh, bla bla, fxxing bla bla, fxxing, who the fxxx u r, u better fxxxing, tell me wif ur fxxxin mouth... " Something like tat -.-! An tat's an R21 show...
After tat, went home...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:19 AM .

Moments for Mon, 3rd Apr 2006 :
Wake up very tired.. Go 2 work but was on time.. After wat happens over the weekend, dun mention the things i did at work, cuz i 4get some thigns as i'm just so tired.. tat i dun even hav the stength to update my blog 4 few days... Not only i'm tired..it affects dawn n oso her mum.. I think we should all look things naturally n relax... let nature takes it course.. Dawn was already feeling very bad n hope dun be too hard on her... as it'll affect her studies.. My jc bro, visit me in my workplace 4 a short while in the afternoon.. Then we agreed to meet out after my work 4 k box singing session haha...
After work, i meet him at Chinatown mrt n we headed to ps.. After having our dinner,we walk towards k box.. Now then i realise the receipt must give to the counter after every singing session to exchange 4 movie tickets -.-! haiz.. ended up no points 4 me.. 2day's singing was bad.. Felt breathless n headache probably due to lack of slp.. n tired.. But was just to relief my stress tat's all, so dun bother the awful singing tonite haha.. after singing, play 2 rds of pool wif him n we left the place n headed home...

bubbles of sadness.

*10:46 AM .

Moments for Sun, 2nd Apr 2006 :
Well morning wake up at 8am +.. had 4 hrs of slp.. My friends, kw n company organize play badminton as they have sports carnival n wants me to train them badminton.. However, this organizer, kw, just love to do things last min lol.. When will he ever learn? But can't blame him as this gd friend of mine is still very young.. gif him advice tat this last min thing will not help him survive in the outside society when he grow up.. hope he rmb...I wake up 8am n waited..ended up as expected, every1 must have overslp... Nvm i went to play dota.. played 3 games.. Until 11am, kw finally called n ask how? i say now the sun is up, glaring to play outdoor.. Indoor, he oso nv call up n check if there's any vacancy -.-! thus i say the sports carnival is theirs, not mine.. If they r sincere in training, then the had better do something abt it...
So everything is cancelled n nxt week see how =P So Wil, Cr Duck n me meet up at 2pm + cuz we promised to company Wil to ps to waste $ haha.. He's a student n yet he went to buy a pair of ring worth $70 -.-!without engraving...Now they r only fresh couples n spenting this is way too early.... Cuz afterall they still have been long enough to understand each other well.. Some more they r still young...Nvm.. Then went dhoby ghaut mrt the x-zone let Wil play his favourite basketball game b4 going ps buy his ring.. then find Cr duck waiting at the arcade, hand itchy, so play a while of kof.. Then went down have meals... After tat we headed to parklane lan shop to play dota =)
Cr Duck claims he can win both of us .. He wish to 1 vs me n Wil.. Wil was a beginner in dota.. Nvm.. Cr Duck thinks he's too pro, its time to knock his arrogance down this time.. 1st game.. was a bad start 4 me.. Wil as usual, choose juggernaut my favourite hero.. I randomed ogre magi.. at 1st i thought the skills was same as the past ver so i was happy.. nv expect, my hero was nerf until so weak -.-! very weak indeed... His ulti was severely nerf until like only 20% chance of multi cast...wa..super weak.. Cr Duck ganna toren earthshaker.. at 1st he's so cocky -.-! of cuz ogre magi tis time really becum a support hero.. n i was pawned... his starting gold was lot more than me.. then he bought battle fury n farming was way easier.. but so wat he got very powerful items? i n Wil tag in 1 lane, n Wil mastered items 4 his hero.. His playing style was defensive -.-! Hp must have a lot then he feel secure... But nvm, i help Wil stun Cr Duck, slow Cr Duck n Blood lust Wil's hero 2 make his attack speed fast..2gether we win Cr Duck haha.
Now here comes the 2nd game.. by rite, should be rotating turn to tag wif Wil.. However, Cr Duck's arrogance was not completely shook.. He wants to rematch haha.. this time he randomed Wil's hero.. Juggernaut..Wil dunno how le as he only noes how to use tat hero.. Nvm.. worst i randomed Crystal maiden...Wil's 2nd hero... wif ntg left 4 wil to choose, he random, n ganna witch doctor -.-! lol.. This time, i haressed Cr Duck until he got difficulty in farming.. Though wil is a support hero, we tag n wow Cr Duck had a hard match than his earlier 1.. Victory was expected even though he manage 2 get lots of damaging items.. But ended up still losing haha.. Will was heavily pawned in the 2nd game...haiz.. cr Duck just like to bully the weak..
After tat, was on the way back, but recall Dawn called n say able to meet a short while. Thus i bid my friends farewell n went to ps to look 4 her, even though i'm already at marina bay mrt, preparing to go home..Early morning something happened..At 1st i thought last nite its worht the effort sacrificing some slp n explain to her n had a quality communication wif her, hoping she understands me.. However her sms turns out tat, nope she doesn't understand.. Afternoon everything went well... But i was confused... cuz of the sudden change of her in her sms.. Well yes got chance to meet each other 4 aw hile as her mum allows was great, but hoping she explains herself a little so i can move on from the matter n resume our meeting.. Haven;t had my dinner, thus had salad a kfc.. Ends up her reaction turns out to be a heated argument.. i think is the difference in how we handle things...
Nxt we dragged on very long.. my her mum was worried.. Talked to her mum when we saw her to explain wat happened.. Well the female point of view was mentioned n heard most of the time.. Time after time, yes i agree in fact wifout being told tat we should look things inthe female point of view... sparing a thought 4 others, putting myself in other ppl's shoe is always my char.. however, its not completed... How abt the male's point of view? sparing a thought 4 me, putting themselves in my shoe? Tat must not be neglected too...Well after tat... i went home very tired cuz of not enough slp ytd.. But was talking to dawn's mum on phone.. partly becuz i'm a char tat if there's something need to be solve, it must be clear as soon as possible.. Then after tat, spend time alone n cool down to think abt wat went wrong, wat happen n other things...
Talked until 2am +.. The reason y i'm stressed is because my point of view is not heard...but anyway things will be fine soon.. I'm insecure too cuz of my past experiences when i was growing up.. I'm wat i am now... Very independent on the outside but quite weak on the inside. However future is uncertain, walk a step n a time.. We just dun dare to hurt each other.. Hopefully everything turns out well in the end...

bubbles of sadness.

*10:04 AM .

Moments for Sat, 1st Apr 2006 :
New month begins n yes its Apr..Time flies indeed...Different ppl different char, different thinking n many different things... Well 2day planned to wake up early, but didn't managed to.. nvm so wake up at 9.30 am if i'm not wrong n prepare myself.. Meet dawn 11am at Orchard mrt. Yes she's late =P but its ok, who wasn't late b4. Well last nite wound was still hurting but day still have to past. She brings me to a place where i hav nv been b4. THink its called borders..Well oso went to have a place where i nv been b4 to lunch.. We waited 4 her mum to arrive.. Tat place is called big O -.-! i recalled parklane a lan shop oso call big O. When her mum arrived, didn't noe anything there, So just listen to their recommendation.. Well can't really recall the name of the dishes well.. so the 3 of us shared the food.. Yes its delicious..but to me, very ex...
After eating, we headed to City Link.. Her mum prepared a medicine kit 4 me.. i was so grateful n touched.. but feel very bad abt tat... Oso the M1 card too... Well from the way her mum prepared the kit, its very detailed n thoughtful.. After tat, we bid farewell to her mum n go ahead wif the outing.. Not going to say too detailed here, but overall there's ups n down.. She not feeling well most of the time n we hardly speaks.. but overall did enjoy ourselves... We went suntec to watch cinema, failure to launch.. Perhaps we r too used to cinema at ps tat we just find it weird.. The show is 5.50pm..
Planned to watch 2 shows today. 1 at suntec cuz she got a free ticket, n the other at ps.. However, cuz suntec the show we want to watch is 5.50, the earlier time, we just spend walking n sitting down..The show ended at i think 6 to 7pm +. we thought of headed back to ps to watch movie, but after eating dinner, seems like there's no more time. Thus we just sit a while n its time to sent her home.. After tat, i headed back to dhoby ghaut to meet my friends kit, wil, kw, jx, jq n egg roll. They had their outing.. Well we travel back to sem together n went to mac,... Wil, me n Kit.. then saw CR duck there n we play cards 2gether...
Go home her mum wants to talk to me, so i call back. Dawn ans so chat wif her as her mum went washroom.. Talked abt the problems we had during the outing... then chat wif her mum n then cont talking to dawn until 3.45am..Seems there's somethings we dun see in each other.. N there's a miscommuntication.. However, i thought we had a quality communication on phone tat nite, n i had clearly explain n hope she understands me well..Call it a day..

bubbles of sadness.

*9:38 AM .

Monday, April 03, 2006

Moments for Fri, 31th Mar 2006 :
Here i am, updating my blog now.. (Mon, 3rd Apr 06). Feeling very sleepy, thus at my current state of mind, might not be able to think clearly or rmb some things..Well as usual, work but was on time 2day.. This particular week, the main thing i rmb was late from mon to thurs.. 2day i told myself i must really be on time... Besides the main thing abt boring work, 2day something terrible n unpleasant happened btw me n some1 who he really meant alot to me.. Well tat's none rather than my bro, roy... Yes.. y of all is him? We had a very terrible argument, dispute, fight or quarrel or dunno how i should put it... Each words he puts it on the msn, was llike a sharp knife, plunging deep into my heart..Thousand n thousands of them... deeper n deeper... time i wish in my heart to plead him 2 stop, but i didn't...
After work... i was feeling very wounded n my heart was feeling very terrible. (Cont. 5th Apr 06). Well went into my own personal cave in my heart... to cool down... I went sp arcade to play n have fun...Play wif Cr Duck, play kof.. i think lose more than i win... Anyway just to cool down, lose or win nvm.. relief stress only... The rest came... Got Kit, Wil, Cr Duck n my bro roy... Yes.. very upset wif his words, yet i still meet him.. In my mind, actually i thought of not turning up... But go alone to ps to play n heal my wounds... However, as i had promised them,. i show up.. Yes wasn't in my usual self but just trying my best to act a smile n pretend to be happy n heck care look.. wat a gd actor am i. I didn't mention abt anything.. Still got chat wif him, but was only a few sentences...
Deep inside me, i'm not angry wif him, but just very upset as in y did he used those words to hurt me? Very upset tat's all... Long 4given him, but yet he didn't say anything abt being remorseful 4 wat he had said.. But somehow or rather, my mind doesn;t care abt anything as i went to my cave n hide... I didn't reply any of my friends sms at all.. Waiting 4 him to approach me n hoping he say he feel remorseful n sry 4 wat he said... Play cards oso lose... When a person is down, play anything or do anything oso not smooth... Then its time to go...Talk to Dawn on phone 4 a while if i rmb correctly after i come out of my cave after few hrs....

bubbles of sadness.

*2:33 PM .

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