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*4:40 PM .

My Horoscope for 21th June 2007 (Thurs) :
Today you might feel some extra nervous energy, yilun. You could be eager to work and get caught up on tasks that are waiting for you. But it could be hard to catch people in the right frame of mind. Your entourage could have everything but work on their minds. Be patient with them and take your time with tasks. If you're feeling too restless, get yourself to the gym and work off that excess energy on the treadmill.

bubbles of sadness.

*4:38 PM .

Memories for 21th June 2007 (thurs) :
Hmm long time didn't get a chance 2 blog again..Bad news..I can't use internet during work..Tat's a sad case..No internet during work, means its going 2 be very boring at work.. Sigh..Ok then wat happened 2day? Well basically just work n its really very boring..Stg happened n all the unhappiness breaks loose..Well dun wish 2 talk abt it anymore..Such unhappy issues..

Can't really rmb wat act happened in the nite.. Did i actually went out? or i didn't.. STM tis time..Perhaps i'm really too tired 2 think le..Even nite time i oso can't rmb wat i did..either meet kit n company or stay at hm..Haven't been playing audition too.. ok ..call it a day...

bubbles of sadness.

*4:17 PM .

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Memories for 20th June 2007 (Wed) :
Had another hard day a work 2day..IT was a tough long day..But yet strengths just keeps me going on my boring n tiring long hrs of work..Yup the calls n sms.Lunch was horrible again as usual..Noodle soup,spicy chicken,crab meat ba..Hmm Well after work had a headache n as usual so slply tat i seems 2 keep dozing off..headache looking at the lousy com which i was told to switch to 4 awhile 2 do my stuffs..The keyboard were dirty n dusty?

Finally endure the pain hrs of work n i get 2 relax n spent time wif Ser..Yup decides to meet at Bishan..Had crystal jade 4 dinner..Hmm maybe i'm 2 used 2 western food le..Chinese food seems normal..but the crispy chicken i mus say is delicious..Hmm well its time i had 2 treat Ser lots of delicious food haha..Well after tat, company her shop ard..Well atmosphere wasn't really gd thru out the starting of the nite..oso not sure y..

Well after tat, it becum better after we went 2 newly open arcade there..play Percussion freak wif Ser n so fun 2 see her beat the drum..She got some prob wif the beat..But as 4 me, got play b4 in the past,but not as pro as kit n my sec sch frds as its not my speciality..nxt we went 2 play our usual game, photo hunt n cooking master..Hmm maybe we choose the wrong spot n the lights r too glaring..but we did enjoy ourselves...

Nxt went 2 kof.. Omg Lance, 1 of the pros in kof was there..Sigh i knew my skills was below of his, so just play a game n we go le...Hmm thristy, so we decide 2 go yck mac 2 hav a drink n chat there.. Took bus no 13..bus rides have increase ever since i go out wif Ser..Went after drink, we take a stroll back 2 her hse n still some where near n chat..Have some discussions wif her...Hmm very happy n contented 2 hear some touching n sincere words from her heart..

A memorable nite, though its only a short day..Worth the time after enduring long hrs of hard work just 2 meet each other 4 a short while...8.5.18 547737 23.1.19 4388464 13.15.18.5 4683673. 19.15 47 15.21.18 5683..

bubbles of sadness.

*8:12 PM .

My Horoscope for 19th June 2007 (Tues) :
You could express yourself in a passionate and animated way, yilun. You might have a conversation with someone in which you have many complex ideas that you want to share. You could enlighten someone with your analytical approach. Or you could educate others as you share important information on this subject. Share your expertise and your knowledge with others, and don't be afraid to take center stage! Your listeners will appreciate your words.

Hmm sounds true..for the day..I'm passionate of cuz haha..Yup hav many complex ideas 2 share as well as my usual analytical approach..

bubbles of sadness.

*8:09 PM .

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Memories for 19th June 2007 (Tues) :

Hmm 2nd day of work..such a boring day at work yet strengths n supports were always given to me..It was Ser..i act received a morning call from her, cuz she's worried tat i might be late as my body clock have 2 chg n wake up..Tat's very swit 2 noe tat u wake up receiving such calls wif concerns. Work was boring as usual..THen comes lunch time.. Omg lunch taste horrible..Yet i can;t rmb wat i ate..Hmm STM le..

Nvm abt the food.. Received yet another call from Ser during lunch..Hmm after tat work again..sigh..ard 4.30pm finally i knock off from work..cuz evening time i have 2 go khatib camp 4 RT.. Well reached hm ard 5.37pm.. n i was not feeling well.since can do 2 make ups, i decided not 2 go..So i spent my times can hm blogging n clearing my mails..kit asked me out 4 kof n dinner..but ended up i was so tired n sick tat i didn't go 2 meet them...

Very sry abt tat..Didn't even hear them calling me..after tat, spent the rest of the nite chatting on phone wif Ser..Well listen 2 her saying her stories..Cuz usually its me doing the most talking, this time, i just feel like listening 2 her voice..ok tired call it a day..

bubbles of sadness.

*8:20 PM .

My Horoscope for 18th June 2007 (Mon) :
Today you could find that your romantic partner wants to make some changes in your relationship, yilun. Don't worry! This can be a good thing! You might want to make some time to have an honest, loving discussion. Talk about those issues that can be a bit touchy, such as money, intimacy, and schedules. You'll soon find that you can find solutions to any problem if you keep a loving attitude.

Hmm seems so true again..It seems the change is a gd thing,but not entirely gd either..Hmm yup an honest loving discussion did occur tis nite..Yea its always thru tat keeping a loving attitude during issues always solve many probs..

bubbles of sadness.

*8:17 PM .

Memories for 18th June 2007 (Mon) :
Wat a terrible day...Yes its my 1st day of work.. Nope i'm not late surprisingly..y? cuz i had a support from somebody haha..Well Ser called me when i was otw to work,a call during lunch, n a call after work haha.. Well sms was as usual but i felt bad 4 letting her wait cuz i couldn't msg her when i was being taught wif the new things i need 2 learn.. I felt so slply n my eyes were heavy..Hmm but Ser's sms were encouraging, like dosage of strengths tat keeps me moving on..

Hmm 1st day of work, 1st day of knocking off..yup went 2 meet up wif Ser 4 dinner..Got lots of things 2 shared wif Ser..Well however, got a few sms were quite discouraging, plus when i met Ser, No words tat came out from Ser's mouth were pleasant.. so i felt terrible n was extremely quiet n down..This is me when i was very sad haha..A person who's always so active n full o factivities or chatterbox, turns very quiet when i'm down..

So wasted lots of time wif me sulky n quiet there..esp when we were having dinner at S11 near jubilee..Then we headed 2 mac 2 hav a drink.. Hmm a few actions from Ser 2 showing some concern... at mac, on bus..Then i suggested tat we need a talk.. yup when issues happens, communication is a need, but at peaceful manner.. yup didn't raise my voice, didn;t hurl hurtful words.. Tat's very crucial in commuication..

Finally, the unhappiness were cleared but not the probs..Spend some memorable nite chatting, treasuring the remaining time left 4 the nite, b4 heading hm.. Hmm smsin n called Ser awhile 2 chat b4 heading 2 bed..unhappy day turns over once again..

bubbles of sadness.

*8:02 PM .

My Horoscope for 17th June 2007 (Sun) :
You may not have taken the time to add up all the changes that have taken place in your life recently, yilun. Today you could find yourself reflecting on all that has happened and realize that you have been on a real roller coaster ride! The changes have been for the better, however. Even though it may not have seemed like it at the time, trust that the shifts that have occurred in both your personal and professional life have paved the way for success in the future.

Hmm ya did hav some changes in my life, but i'm having mix feelings whether its changing 4 the better or will it turn out worst? Hmm seems better 2 me most of the time though haha.. Hope so tat my future is really going 2 be successful wif the 1 i love.. Libra's most impt thing in life, is love..

bubbles of sadness.

*7:55 PM .

Memories for 17th June 2007 (Sun) :
Hmm i'm back to blogging.. Well started working n rarely had the time 2 blog frequently anymore..Will have 2 blog few entries at 1 go le..stress..Hmm 2day had an outing wif Ser..Mit her 2.30pm at yck mrt n we headed 2 wisma to company her 2 get her clothes..Hmm she says she dun like the blouse compared 2 the day b4 when she tried it on.. Hmm i find the design quite class, but dun seems herself buying such clothings..cuz its quite revealing, but not very..

Nxt we travel 2 taka 2 hav our lunch..Mcdonalds...Hmm saw Jiali wif her frd at mac, but doubt she recognise me..So didn;t say hello.. After tat, thought of visiting Claudine, so we went 2 purchase some small gifts 4 her..Hmm bought a card,a visiting gift (Claudine was admitted 2 hospital) n a b'day gift for her coming b'day..nxt went 2 mso 2 decorate n write some greetings on the card.n oso had a drink b4 heading down to SGH..

Reached there,company her chat..End up we chat til late in the nite, ard 9pm +..Hmm act i'm very awkward,cuz only 2nd time meet..So at there, only chat a bit..showed my concern 4 her..n listen 2 them chat only..Thankfully, nel called n ease my awkwardness n i made him chat wif me 4 as long as he could.. Then i went back, but the call was not long enough..they were still chatting..But oso giving them a time 2 chat stg which my prescence might not allow them 2 do so..

Nxt company Claudine down to a place 2 sit n hav some drinks n bite while chatting..Did manage 2 chat wif her n send her back up to her ward b4 we headed back..Well didn;t had dinner thus we headed 2 yck mac where i promise 2 treat her favourite mc Wings n had a drink b4 walking her 2 her hse nearby, where we sit n chat till its time 2 go hm..A memorable day has passed by..

bubbles of sadness.

*7:43 PM .

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Memories for 16th June 2007 (Sat) :
A terrible start of a weekend for me..Yes woke up in the morning 2 use com n routine stuffs..Chat a bit n webcam wif Ser for a while too.. Well 2day Ser will be enjoying her start of weekends wif frds over shopping spree..Spend quite a lot tis mth so try not 2 spend 2 much is her target 4 tis day..Hmm will she be able 2 overcome heavy temptation? Haha so long as she enjoyed herself, will be ifne enough..

Come to think of it..My whole day consist of only audi n reading comics..Yup Ser said will try 2 find me if her appt ends early,but i told her not 2 take the trouble 2 do so, as she has already done it on fri n i'm very touched by it..cuz i was sick..Not wanting Ser 2 worry over my illness n enjoy her day, thus i took the time 2 rest at hm..Well stg unhappy happens but i shall not talk abt tat...hmm will i speak abt it?Maybe hinting?haha we shall see..

Well talk abt clubbing..Hmm such places were really so common nowadays..Even such places, diff ppl hav diff view on it.. Well perhaps i have nv been to such places b4, heard alot of it, walked past there once in the day time, n i find it really too complicated a place to be in.. Loud musics tat send the heart pounding hard, lots of smokers ard, so squeezy n drinks etc..Drug prone places, as well as those wolfs in sheep clothings there...

I have observe far too many ppl so far...wat most ppl go there, esp guys, wat most of their thinkings were, its far too easy to expect...Yes perhaps i might be 2 bias in my views on such places..Simply becuz its a place where its too complicated n if its really such a pleasant place 2 frequent, i'll definitely hav +ve comments towards it..Hmm ppl say once in a lifetime as an eye opener, but yet nv go there, i can pic the place in my mind already...

Dance floor which is so squeezy n packed..Ppl dancing wildly n guys making use of the dance to get close wif the gals..Guys appraoching n treating drinks to the ladies tat went there..Tat's wat bro said fishing i would call tat..Wat a place to socialise...Wat else,its far more inside my knowledge but i shall not said further b4 i might be drawn off from my neutral side...Thinking abt tat just makes me shake my head in dismay.. lol...

Well nxt day early in the morning, i had 2 wake up n go to tat stupid remedial training for my army physical...Yet i felt something very strong in my heart thruout the nite...wat was tat?well i would say it out, but i guess i can place myself in other ppl's shoe...Imagine the past when i went overnite wif ding n frds 2 lanshop 2 play games...how nice n touching when u noe tat there's some1 caring abt u, ur health, ur safety etc... How worried tat person was...

And i really felt tat strong thru out the nite inside my heart..However i'm more towards the extreme sad 2 say.. I'm the type who wouldn't be able 2 fall aslp until my worrys 4 some1 impt has subsided..Hmm thus i forced myself 2 read comics n i even complete ding's 4 episode of fruitbasket, entering another new comics...It was hard though..but i didn't complain...Its more worried than tat..Though i though have 2 wait til 4am + but end up its ard 3am+..

Finally, i'm able 2 slp peacefully...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:03 AM .

Saturday, June 16, 2007

My Horoscope for 15th June 2007 (Fri) :
Today might be an excellent day for you, yilun. The atmosphere of light, friendly energy may have you going about your day with joy and smiles. Don't be surprised of you see people connecting more than usual and hear far more laughter than ever before. Things will likely click along smoothly and you'll have little trouble getting things done. Enjoy the day and the positive effects you'll be witness to.

I actually miss out tis day..Yup i really had the happiness moment of my day even though i was sick..

bubbles of sadness.

*3:06 PM .

My Horoscope for 16th June 2007 (Sat) :
You may have had difficulty dealing with conflicts lately, yilun. Perhaps you've been trying to handle this in a direct manner, confronting the people involved and hoping for instant resolution. If this hasn't worked for you, you may want to give reconciliation another chance today. The day's energy is likely to be quite peaceful and harmonious. Consider inviting the person you most want to work things out with to lunch. You could find yourself working out an understanding while sharing a pleasant lunch full of friendly conversation.

Seems so accurate once again..However, didn't really invite for lunch however, i had a conversation a lunch time on phone haha..

bubbles of sadness.

*3:04 PM .

Friday, June 15, 2007

Memories for 15th June 2007 (Fri) :

Well yet another day has passed by..I had a very sick day today,yet happening one..Hmm start off from the start of the day..Last nite at hm i was suffering from some things, tat it keeps me going into deep thoughts..ended up,i didn't reply sms..N feeling drowsy, i knocked myself on bed late in the nite...not sure i woke up wat time..but i realise tat i still haven't send the sms..SO was pondering n pondering..Till i finally replied..

Stg bad happened at tis time..The moment i got up from my bed,i almost fall back immediately..Head felt heavy n stiff..have cold hands n feet..sudden shiver in my body, n i felt feverish n an aching head..I'm actually sick...Guess i'm down tis time..Pull myself up n looked ard,mum went out of the hse to my eldest sis hse to clean up her hse as sis's n her family had gone 2 China 4 holidays...

Suddenly felt so helpless n weak..Thus lazing ard on bed n force myself a small bite n read comics..Worst still i actually still sit in front of the com n continue my usual routine..Blog etc..Well nxt was audition..i couldn't perform well at all..missing the finishing moves which i usually can execute it.. worst, met black n BEarBear inside, n the wanna play fast songs..Finally i couldn't take it...

Oso did ask kit out 4 lunch at ard 2.30pm..Haha guilty abt tat, still eat Kfc cuz i suddenly feel like eating..It was disastrous as the heat was so strong tat i almost fainted walking there..Reached sp n its cooling indeed..Went 2 had a pleasant lunch wif kit after didn't had meals wif him 4 long..THen headed 2 arcade 2 play a few rds of kof..i spent abt 3 tokens n kit played til he dun feel like playing haha...

Then we go hm n rest til its time 2 play badminton at nite..Reached hm i felt more sick so rest a while n carry on using com. Ser says she wanted 2 visit me, knowing tat i'm sick..though she had stg on ltr in the nite..Tat's very pleasant of her..So i went down 2 meet her at my hse downstairs not far from the secret gdn..Hmm my secret gdn only appears in the nite,not the day, cuz its full of ppl ard n its so noisy n disturbing...

Cool air blows n my hands n feet were cold,but i'm touched n felt bad of her to took the trouble 2 visit me when i'm sick..1st time show up infront of Ser wifout any styling or dressing up..Ser notice my lips were cracked n dry, look pale..Wa..means i looked horrible..So sit there a while n chat a bit...

19.8.5 3324337 2 27464 13.5 2 13.25 473 2 328 13.5.4 76 1.19.20 9 19.8.15.23 437 13.25 473. 20.8.5.14 784 13.5.13.15.18.1.2.12.5 427736 14 843 6.5.5.12.9.14.7 927 19.15 46783623 20.1.20 93 2.3.21.13 46846283 14 487 20.8.5 178 24 93 1.3.20 6254 12.21.22 943 5.1.3.8 68437. 48 23.1.19 76 18.15.13.1.14.20.9.3 828 9.20 587 8.1.16.16.5.13 76 2.5.1.21.20.9.6.21.12.12.25 6 14.1.20.21.18.5.12.25. 20.15.15.20.9.5. 4 14.15.5 4 12.21.5 8.

Mum saw us n both of us were ps..Then i went hm 2 prepare my stuffs 4 badminton n send her to take mrt..Nxt badminton starts..1st rd wasn't tat gd..team wif jx n was bullied by kit n nel..nvm nxt rd onwards,i decided 2 play solo..cuz got 7 ppl.kit,nel,kw,duck,jx,ding n me..So i play single they play double..Its on a winner stay match..well i got so tired match after matches tat i almost felt my body can't take it..but it was satisfaction over my performance..

Hmm however my skills weren't like past anymore..can see from their face, they r sian haha.each of them hav their patterns n specailisation in badminton..Even they oso say i look pale..After tat,went 2 sit at sp n chat n rest b4 we went hm..Reach hm wash up n use a bit of com, read comics n then chat wif Ser on phone abt some issues..its quite a balance issue but from +ve to -ve..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:57 PM .

Memories for 14th June 2007 (Thurs) :
Hmm 14th june..The date i used 2 rmb almost 2yrs ago..but now gradually didn't count n can't rmb le haha.. Tat's a gd sign..Well 2day was somehow or rather happy n sadness day..Hmm morning wake up very late, feeling relief of some matters..Then start 2 play audi..Saving ups for 550k dens..i started off wif 350k..starting i was losing cuz the team mates were uncooperative or lousy..make me lose lots of dens..

End up i was so lucky after i hop few rms when i was thining of giving up.. pros were inside tat rm n i managed 2 recover the losses n instead hit 200k in just a day..2 complete the 550k..quickly, i bought the top n was very happy wif it..Nxt target will be the hair,face,pants n shoes haha.Going 2 touched up my char in audi into my fav suit i 1 takeshi84 2 be in..Ok then nite time went 2 meet Ser..

Suddenly she thought of watching Fantastic 4 2nite..my army date was mistaken rmb, so i'm free..Reached cwp she was wif her agent..So hav dinner there n watch the pics taken by the agent when she was in jap..Nice scenary..Beautiful nature has always been my favourite..cuz its always so peaceful looking at them..How i wish i were there too haha.. I will hav the opportunity in future..

Movie time..Hmm not going 2 disclose any story detail cuz lots of them still haven't watch it..Erhmm just say its not as interesting as 1st episode..After movie, we headed 2 yck mac 2 buy mcflurry n walk back 2 a place near her hse 2 chat b4 sending her hm..Adding on my memories..Well otw back hm,something bad happened..Some sms stuffs n Ser not in gd mood..Partly cuz claudine was in hopsital n not sure how..I oso hope she'll be find..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:33 AM .

Thursday, June 14, 2007

My Horoscope for 14th June 2007 (Thurs) :
You might not feel like your usual chipper self today, yilun. That's due to the energy of the day, which is a bit intense. Your nerves are on edge, so you are extra-sensitive and get into arguments for no reason. Try to take a deep breath and distance yourself from what is going on around you. A long hot bath or sauna might soothe your jangled nerves.

Reasons i want 2 post tis is becuz its so coincidence tat my horoscope 4 the day sounds so similar to a person's horoscope for the day.. not just once but few times le haha.. Hmm today haven't past, so not such accurate or not.

bubbles of sadness.

*1:28 PM .

My Horoscope for 13th June 2007 (Wed) :
Right now you could be experiencing a powerful sense of connection to someone, yilun. Maybe you feel that you have found your romantic soul mate. At the very least, you'll sense that you have located a kindred spirit. Take time to share conversation and energy with this person. You could experience a joyful feeling as you both act as a positive mirror for each other. Isn't it nice to spend time with someone who really understands you?

bubbles of sadness.

*1:27 PM .

Memories for 13th June 2007 (Wed) :
Ok its blogging time once again..Well 1st of all let me wish 1 of my buddy,Mr Low Huikit, a very happy 18th Birthday..No.18, is a fully grown teenager le..Can do more things than when u r young,so must be careful ok? haha.In few yrs time,he'll be come an adult..So hope tis few yrs slowly grow n nurture..Ok wat i did 2day?wake up very early specially 2 update blog so tat i can keep my blog to date..

Nxt went 2 mit kit,duck,ding n nel..Playing a while of arcade,nobody play le.. Sad..btw 4get 2 say i last min got call up 4 an interview at suntec.. Tat's very fast haha.Morning send resume n afternoon go interview..So after playing,we headed 2 suntec..Initially, i thought it was just like any interview tat'll be conducted shortly..Ended up 1st interview was a lady, grace..I was told 2 fill up a form..zzz i dreaded tat..haven't i got a resume wif all the details inside?

Nxt i was interviewed n stunned by the qn..Tell me more abt urself.. Well from tat qn onwards, i realise tat i act didn't really noe much abt myself..But act is i noe..But maybe just dunno how 2 start haha..So after presenting myself, can see their face astonished by some of my replies, inside i noe, most likely i get the job haha.. Then she told me 2nd perosn wants 2 interview me, but have 2 wait 1/2 an hr ltr..Zzz so end up go out find them..

Nel n Ding disappeared..left duck n kit there..felt touched they waited 4 me..So we headed 2 kiddy palace find wil working there. Hmm seems tat he's getting along fine n i'm happy 4 him..Well hope he dun think so much over such a r/s.. its time 2 grow up wil..Well after tat headed back 2 interview rm..zzz 2nd interview oso hav 2 wait so long..Its really freaking cold inside..Finally like ages,2nd interviewer showed up wif grace..

usually such long interview sessions, i knew it..again stunned by their qns..Wat do u think u can add value 2 our company..i dreaded such qns..My reply was words were just ntg..Its only a theoractical basis, most impt is practical..actions speaks louder than words.. keke cool isn't it?Well usually ppl won't say such remarks during interview, yet i didn't noe y i act said tat..nervous inside yet i seem so calm ..

After long 2nd rd of interview, i calculate the benefits tat offset the lower salary, find tat i can't fuss over tis job le.. Hence.. they say wait 4 their call in few days time.. If successful,i shall start work on mon..Hmm end up i just left few mins i received their call..Ahems..I succeeded in the interview.. Haha..Thus we headed 2 ps n i spent some time at the arcade but played only little games...

Very sry 4 spending time wif kit n i hav 2 leave..But few days ltr i shall make it up 4 u.. Ok then i headed 2 Yishun 2 mit Ser 4 dinner..1st time eating there,its really very filling, but i dun really like 2 eat beef ba..After tat, company her went 2 buy accessories 4 her contact lens b4 going 2 BK 2 hav a drink n chat there..Some conversations shall be rmbed..Then we start 2 make some handcraft..she made a dunno wat thing,blow air inside can become a ball de..

Weird thing was,i can't blow it up where she can does it easily..Its opposite from blowing a balloon.. Impressive.. after tat send her hm n spend some time chatting there..A memorable nite again..shall say until here...

bubbles of sadness.

*1:08 PM .

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

My Horoscope for 12th June 2007 (Tues) :
You must admit, you've been rather tense lately, yilun. Today you could feel like an entirely different person, as you awake with a smile on your face and a carefree lightness in your heart. This would be a good day for having an honest heart-to-heart with your romantic partner. It seems there is something important that needs to be discussed, but neither one of you has been willing to broach the subject. Be bold and speak your mind today.

bubbles of sadness.

*10:42 AM .

Memories for 12th June 2007 (Tues) :
Hmm a very boring day indeed..Y do i say so..Well wake up late n use com..Then Ser on mc again..She had gastric otw 2 work, end up turn back hm rest..Well then online wif her on webcam til late afternoon since 11am +..Wow tat's couple of hrs haha..Well got pleasant n unpleasant stuffs happened during webcam..Hmm dun say it out here..Sad stuffs is abt some sweet talking stuffs,happy stuffs is stg blushing haha..

Ser bringing her 2 cute nieces out 4 dinner n walk ard..1 is Bear Bear which i noe her fr audi..Hmm she's very cute n only 11yrs old..Haha always carrying her fav bear at hm..Makes me remind of my childhood.But of cuz not carrying a bear haha..Her other niece very quiet..seldom talk, so not very sure abt her..Then Ser asked me along, but i'm ps abt it..Some more if go means 4 straght days..

hesitating till i felt headche end up i dozed off in bed , didn't turn up..Anyway i shldn't come interrupt their activities..shld let them hav their own times 2gether haha... But felt bad 4 rejecting Ser's invitation indirectly..But its cuz i dun feel well tat i feel aslp on bed.. anyway its worth it in exchg 4 letting them had an enjoyable nite..ard almost 8pm,mum woke me up 2 hav dinner..N i bring out comics 2 exchg 4 more wif ding 2 read..

Well got a lot tis time.haha nice..Then i went 2 arcade 2 play wif kw, kit, jim n newspaperboy 4 a while b4 gg mac 2 sit n talk..Then its time 2 go hm.. Well stg bad happened in the nite..I'm always very observant but i just dun dare 2 think abt it much..yes i fear tat i might found out somethings..tat's y i choose not 2 think so much..Yes..Just try n believe watever was explained 2 me n tat's abt it...

Though thinking abt the timing n stuffs..It always seems misleading..Maybe becuz truth is concealled from me 4 fear of affecting me, after i know it..Tat's y its hidden from me by some other explaination..The intention might be gd or bad..but if the intention is gd,i would rather not being lied n let me feel unhappy abt it, receive sincere concern 4 me being unhappy abt it..Instead of letting me discovering it myself n getting more hurt than the 1st situation said earlier.. Tat's wat i'm feeling troubled last nite..Tat i got so moody n bury myself in the comics til my eyes felt heavy...

bubbles of sadness.

*10:12 AM .

My Horoscope for 11th June 2007 (Mon) :
You could feel mellow and relaxed, yilun. You won't want to pressure yourself into doing anything that is too taxing. Your muscles might need to rest from recent exertion. Or your brain might need to turn off for a bit, since you have been worrying about so much this week. Give yourself permission to be like a rag doll, limp and loose-limbed. Your body and your mind need some rest.

bubbles of sadness.

*10:11 AM .

Memories for 11th June 2007 (Mon) :
Hmm 2nd time i actually mit Ser 3 times in a row..wake up late in the morning n Ser really took mc..Ya was quite worried for Ser esp when she has fallen ill..Thought of going 2 company her 2 see a doc cuz she's feeling giddy, ltr faint halfway i'll be worried..Besides she got a habit of smsing while crossing the road..zz..Ended up she actually went n c a doc already..Hmm ask her wat the doc said..

Gave her stress relief n giddy pills..Wonder wat doctor is tat..Diagnose tat she got a bit of throat infection, didn't gif her anything 4 the throat.thinking if the doc is waiting 4 it 2 get worst then eat $ like tat by paying another visit 2 the clinic..Wanted 2 pay a visit 2 her hse n take care of her, but find tat its quite inconvenient 4 me 2 do so, oso very ps..Thus nv..End up let her take a nap n we mit each other at sp when she's feeling better n i take care of her outside..

Better meeting her, i came out early, specially 2 make some errands 4 her..Went 2 buy a herbal tea, but some throat sweets 4 her 2 bring 2 work when she felt her thraot irritated..Prepare some medicines 4 the throat 4 her 2 keep n use it in times of need..sick she still eat popcorn chicken in the afternoon, since she promise 2 drink more water ltr on, i bought a bottle of mineral water haha..

Once everything is done, i went 2 the mrt station 2 wait 4 her arrival n welcome her wif a smile haha. Well being cheerful, makes a person feel more healthier..Sick perosn have 2 b careful wif food intake, thus brought her 2 food court n recommend her a delicious homemade noodle stall..So i bought 4 her tat since i noe she dun like porridge like me haha.but need stg plain,soup noodles will be better..notice she likes 2 eat the egg same way like me..haha

After eating, went 2 arcade 2 play awhile..Well play wif her time crisis 3 again n tis time i manage 2 complete it 4 her 2 see the ending haha.Then play photohunt, cooking master2 n a rd of kof..Then wait 4 her 2 finish her call b4 we headed 2 my secret gdn 2 sit n chat while enjoying the scenary..Tis time we were early, so the lights in the small park were not off, so brought her walk a rd b4 heading back 2 the secret gdn..Happy strolling wif Hx3..

Sitting there enjoying the cool breeze, chatting abt stuffs n the K & H too..Memorable indeed..omg kit n frds spot us sitting there when they r in the bus..Zz So they urge us 2 go sp as they wants me 2 help them buy some alcoholic drink.. After tat went 2 sp 2 get some bite cuz she's hungry.Eat so little tat's y always hungry haha.Then send her back hm n chat wif her some where near her hse..Memorable nite..Wish her healthy & happy once again..

bubbles of sadness.

*9:50 AM .

My Weekly forecast from 11th June to 17th June 2007 :
Relationships seem to be especially important on Monday, yilun, as you get together with like-minded friends. If you have an event planned it should go well, and you will feel that you have gained a lot from everyone with whom you come into contact. New friendships that spring up at this time may last long into the future. Mars in your partnership zone continues to stir things up in your long-term relationships, or with those you spend most of your time with.

You may find that no matter how much you try to keep the peace, you cannot. It is the little things that seem to trigger an argument. Keep clearing the air, and know that as you do so you are allowing fresh new energy in and letting those feelings flow. Wednesday may bring with it an urge to escape from the humdrum pace of life. You may be tempted to do something, anything, to feel in the flow of life and its magic once again.

Don't get involved in anything dubious, though. The New Moon in Gemini on Thursday encourages new beginnings, especially if you want to start a new course or class or travel. Mercury turns retrograde on Saturday, creating delays until July 10.

bubbles of sadness.

*9:48 AM .

My Horoscope for 10th June 2007 (Sun) :
Think twice, speak once should be the rule for you today, yilun. Your nerves are a bit frayed, giving you the tendency to erupt with words you would like to take back. It could be that you have concerns about the commitment and loyalty of your romantic partner. Rather than letting yourself spiral down into a quagmire of depression and despair, why not approach your special one directly with your concerns?

bubbles of sadness.

*9:44 AM .

Memories for 10th June 2007 (Sun) :
Hmm tis morning went to K-box once again wif Ser.Well slept very late last nite n wake up very early cuz having k-lunch session wif Ser at 11am.Amk area..Well must admit tat i'm breathless n singing wasn't really very well..Hmm 1st time see Ser wear such clothings and its looks nice, but will b q worried abt it haha.Hmm happy times during the K-lunch sessions wif the k, h n other stuffs tat adds on 2 the memories..

Well after tat decides 2 travel 2 Clarke Quay n went 2 hav her fav ice-cream there at Liang Court.Walked ard there n saw doreamon cartoons. Then after tat we went 2 walked ard..Clarke Quay is a place i dun really like 2 come..Those clubbing areas etc..Complicated n noisy environment are places where i usually avoid..ok after walking,since ytd walked whole day, 1st time i actually didn't complain abt it..Since down at the stairs at the river side 2 rest..

Nxt we went 2 BK 2 sit n hav a drink n hav a small bite while chatting..Until its ard evening time, we headed 2 vivocity 2 enjoy the scenary til the sky turns dark,the sea is black,except for the lightings tat shine on it..Peaceful n calming..Beautiful place, but it'll be much better wifout those noisy crowds, smokers n stuffs..Then its time 2 head hm.. Send her back hm.Didn't had dinner tat nite,n i ask ding 2 company me..End up he put my airplane n go kw's hse wif frds instead..

End up go hm use com instead..Hmm Ser online n end up help her try her new webcam.. Chat a while n then call it a day..

bubbles of sadness.

*9:19 AM .

Memories for 9th June 2007 (Sat) :
Dear readers of mine..Hmm wondering where's my blog frequency again?Yeah..Laziness has got in2 me..Though there seems 2 have ntg 2 do except rotting at hm, but yet i seems 2 be bz doing other stuffs..Yeah..so far job finding still wasn't smooth n i'm really getting panic..Feel lost over wat's my decision going 2 be in terms of my studies..Its really a decision very impt 2 be made..Its compared btw having low cash flow, concentrating on my studies, stressing on my financial status, or monthly income but handling stress over work n studies 2gether..

I have many options on hand..But seriously i really dunno how 2 carry out.. I dun wish 2 waste many more times le..I wanna plan my future..need 2 plan long ahead of me..n break off from tis tough cycle of life tat i'm in..shld i stop my studies 4 a yr again?shld i switch 2 parttime?shld i work longer months, miss lessons n study hard on my own?Shld i work til sch reopens n study n work parttime at the same time? I oso need 2 depends on my results 4 my 1st sem b4 i can decide anything.. Heard results only come out in early sep.. sigh..

Besides tat,i still have some things 2 troubled abt..ok time 2 share my life wif my readers.. Well a weekend tat can say a mixture of gd n bad feelings..Overall still consider nice haha.meet Ser ard 2.30pm at yck mrt, b4 proceeding 2 bugis 4 a walk..Well Ser wants 2 buy webcam, thus go bugis 2 sim lim square, but cuz its hot, thus decides 2 walk ard at bugis area..Hmm suddenly recall galspirit working at watsons,thus both of us decides 2 drop by 2 pay her a visit..

Hmm act is just 2 spot her only..Didn't expect galspirit spotted me n yet i'm still hesitiatin whether its her..But anyway i just walk past her n just look ard..Suddenly lost track of Ser, so i turn back n nv expect she act went 2 approach her..Wa..tat's so bold of her n i shld b ashame of myself tat i'm as shy as a female haha..But tat's me..Ser dunno her at all,yet she approaches her n end up ok went 4ward 2 say hello..Chat a while n we bid farewell..She's cute n bubbly..

Tat's wat Ser said 2 haha.. Hmm ok a brief intro abt galspirit.. Well we becum couple in audi by chance.. Hmm stg happened in audi b4 tat i made a promise tat i won't find a couple audi until i noe stg..ok no harm saying..Rmb Claire in audi?yup she's got a couple 2 n since tat time i found out, means i do not have 2 hold on 2 my own promise anymore..previously got few of them wanted 2 couple wif me, but cuz of the promise i decline them n say see 1st haha..

Thus now no need 2 keep promise n the 1st 1 i met will be the 1 i'm coupling wif..THus end up its galspirit..n tat's how we becum a couple in audi.. But of cuz in real life, we were just an ordinary frd whom we nv meet.Ok so after tat,we went 2 walk ard again, til Ser is hungry n we went 2 get a small bite..Hmm 4get wat's the name of the stall.. Ser's taste is same like me in most food i would say haha..

the food we ate like, the ham n bacon.. We only eat tat..The 1 in box got 3 balls inside de..Haha 4get the name..So i use describe..Then besides the stall i think is corochan..I intro her the omelette n cheese, but cuz she likes salmon so she bought tat..In the past got milk n tat's the most delicious..i bought the omelette n let her try n end up she regret buying salmon haha cuz not nice.Not everything in salmon is delicious haha.

After tat we proceed 2 walk ard b4 ending up in arcade..watch ppl playing kof there..n then play time crisis 3 2gether..Wa only 3 lifes there n though the screen is big, but the guns r not functioning well..Thus end up i couldn't complete like usual but lose at stage 3 almost 2 the last boss..Ser ended at start of 2nd stage..Ok after tat we then proceed 2 sim lim square..Wow we walked n walked n finally gotten her webcam at $40..

Envy Ser she click so well wif ppl..Just go there can chat wif the salesperson,n even ask her abt clubbing stuffs..discounts were oso given..Hmm ok then went 2 bugis village n walked ard..She managed 2 get a belt 2 her likings so happy 4 her.. Its red in colour..Hmm after tat went 4 dinner at bugis area..1st time i ever ate there as its western food..Its called terra if i'm not wrong..Hmm food taste not bad..western 1 of my favourite though..weird no ice water..
Well after tat we went 2 walk awhile again n see the fish display there,then i guess most of the shops close by then, thus send her hm..Well spend some time chatting at a stone table near her hse b4 sending her hm..Hmm stg unpleasant happened after tat n i dun wish 2 talked abt it..Thus i went 2 meet ding a while at mac 4 a drink b4 heading 2 my secret gdn 2 enjoy the breeze tat clears my head n peaceful nite...

nxt chat wif Ser on the phone b4 i went hm n wash up..Read comics while i wait 4 my hair 2 dry..Then went 2 slp..By tat time, i think its super late.. OK call it a day..update the nxt days tml..

bubbles of sadness.

*12:25 AM .

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Moments of Thoughts.... (Written at 11th June 07 )(Mon) 3 pm :
Finally, i start 2 blog again..There were actually many things tat happened inside of me..N i'm really feeling very troubled..I seems so lost tat i really dunno wat or how am i gg 2 solve them..A person who always thinks alot..everything in life has the pros n cons..Its gd 2 think a lot b4 u make any decisions,but on such situation, it really hurts...Sometimes it gets so tired tat feel like giving up thinking,yet heart forbids so.. Thinking abt wat?Not abt me but others..

In fact, its not a matter than i think i can solve it by myself alone..If i can do it by myself, i guess i wouldn't feel so suffering instead..It takes 2 hands 2 clap..Tis is wat the prob is..I'm beginning hard 2 understand ppl well..Wat's the real intention in everything?Is it tat i feel the world is getting so dangerous, tat i'm beginning 2 be very cautious abt everything?Doubting everything n starts 2 be so sensitive over everything..My heart usually dun bluff me,cuz my intuition is most of the time rite...

This frightens me when its related 2 a person very close 2 me,n of high lvl of importance..Such feelings brought shivers tat i feared 2 imagine..I used 2 be a very pessimistic person..A guy who seldom laughs..I guy who is always so quiet n down..-ve in my thoughts, until recently, i'm starting 2 pick up n smile..My life has begin 2 be colourful n i'm so happy..can't explain y,but at the same time,i start 2 worry..probably many bad experiences i had..

I do not dare 2 be real happy..Fearing tat happy times i had, will faded away once again..history repeats n i'm like stucking in such cycle.. I'm tired i do not wish 2 feel such pain again..can call me a coward as i guess i'm really am..Useless freaking guy who land himself till such a state..Will i really be able 2 break off tis cycle tis time where i got tis special feeling of happiness different from the past? judging from the circumstances n my position i doubt so...

However, tis time the happiness i receive is really much more stronger than my very few past..Perhaps tat's the reason y it makes me so down..It makes me feared cuz i'm not sure if i'm able 2 let it go, when such a day really comes..Like wat ppl said,the more happier u r, the more hopes u have, the more hurt, sorrows n pains u receive will be much more higher than ever..If all these happiness n hopes were suddenly removed...

If tat day comes, i really dunno wat will becum of me..I do not dare 2 think abt it..Future is really so uncertain n rite now, i just dare not think ahead..Perhaps just try 2 slowly take a step at a time, let fate shows me wat will happen in future..But at the same time,cherish the fate tat came by hard, n do my best...Whether tis phase of life will carry on long lasting, or putting 2 a miserable ending,i really dunno as its still not a prob tat i'm able 2 solve by myself.. It takes 2 hands 2 clap...

bubbles of sadness.

*10:36 PM .

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Memories for 8th June 2007 (Fri) :
I'm ain't in the mood 2 blog..Thus maybe tis post might be short..Life is full of uncertainties..Which is wat i dreaded most..Things moved so fast tat u'll nv noe wat happens in the nxt secs..If happiness is ever so short,i wished tat time will stop even 4 a little while longer more..extending the duration by a little..Human being is really so powerless..But when it comes 2 -ve sides,humans r so mightly tat it sometimes makes me terrified...

Such happen tat my post is going 2 b short,perhaps i shall lengthen it wif my thoughts...The Strength of True Love.. This is wat i call it 2 be.. The only +ve power tat i only found so far...once i experienced it in my sec sch times...But it seems 2 diminish as times goes by day after days..Wat's tis strength actually?Can i even feel the taste of it in my soul?Uncertain..Tis strength now,has becum hard 2 describe..Sometimes its so strong tat send me skyhigh,yet at times it seems fallen into darkness, deep as hell, feeling powerless...

such strength doesn't solely depends on 1self...But depends on 2 as a whole, which is The ability of the other party, just like some workers on the ship, pumping charcoals 2 burn n gif the energy 4 the ship 2 move..couldn't think much wif my head, as its time 2 rest..However at times, just couldn't stop thinking..Sometimes +ve, yet sometimes -ve, it all depends on how much a person can affects my thinking..Hmm tired..Stop 4 now n carry on wif my post..

Wat did i do? Well using com since morning til afternoon wif some intervals..Till i felt my head aching badly..Thus i stop 2 rest..Hmm 2day Ser called me twice.once at noon after her lunch, n once after her work in the evening..Tat's very nice of her.Well evening time i went down 2 bring comics 2 ding n borrowed another 5 from him.. Tis time is not funny comics..So a bit bored..kw asked me 2 go play kof, yet reached there all go n play 01..I was so bored...

I really few like walking away n go hm, instead of wasting my time here..lucky a guy frd came n play kof Xi wif him..Well expected my skill deteriorate n i lose.. Well After i spend my tokens, bid them farewell n went on my journey back hm..I reach hm ard half an hr,Ser reach hm 2. So went 2 play wif Ser clubbie n couple..till ard 12am..nxt Ser says sms me 2 call her after she bath,end up i waited an hr 30mins, even completed a comics book then only i receive the sms.

Hmm was worried tat she fell in the bathroom lol..So just teasing her tat amazed tat her bathing time was super long..lol..Anyway chat a while then call it a day..Tat's all..

bubbles of sadness.

*12:25 PM .

Friday, June 08, 2007

My 1st masterpiece :
As promised,here's the pic of my 1st masterpiece of 1000 piece jigsaw -puzzle..

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This is the box cover, showing the pic of the jigsaw puzzle..

This is the 1000 piece i have completed

bubbles of sadness.

*9:03 AM .

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Memories for 7th June 2007 (Thurs) :
Hmm surprise i blog so early? Cuz i guess ntg 2 do tat's y decides 2 blog early 2nite..Hmm morning planned 2 wake up early 2 gif morning call,yet failed 2 do so, overslp, so sms at 7.30 instead..after tat i dozed off again in relief..n woke up at ard 10am +, then since ntg 2 do, i hav decided 2 touch on my jigsaw puzzles again.. Hmm initially just want 2 touch on a bit only,but ended up,wne t straight thru 2 complete the whole jigsaw puzzle instead..

I was so shock of mine achievement 2.. i actually complete it at 3.58pm..Calculate the whole process, i took ard 7hrs + 2 complete it.. Of cuz i had breaks like lunch time.. Well it was stressful i must say, the sorting out part esp, makes me feel like slping n putting it aside.. Nxt comes the placing of them part by part using trial an error makes me even more tired.. Whole body aching as i do it on the floor..finally 1000pieces completed...

Pics will be shown at the end of the blog below..Well after tat use come send resumes n blog..b4 preparing, hav dinner n go out meet kw n kit.. They ask me out 4 kof n dinner.. Getting quite bored of kof le.. Seems like keep losing.. Stanley n frds were there n of cuz even more sian play wif them.. Lose a few rds.. then i suggest asking them 2 go 4 dinner 1st n i ordered a dessert 2 company them...

Finally after tat, went back play awhile b4 we headed hm..Tat's y i can do my blog now cuz really ntg 2 do.. Maybe play audi ltr b4 slping..Hmm ok stg's wrong wif my com tat i can't transfer my phone's pic to the com.. So once i get it done, i'll transfer them here as promise =). Will share it wif my readers..

bubbles of sadness.

*10:48 PM .

Memories for 6th June 2007 (Wed) :
Wow its a long day 4 me..Early morning meet nel n duck at my hse downstair n share cab 2 lan shop..Waste 3 bucks Zzz..Then reached there played audi from 8.30am to ard 2.30pm? omg..total i hav 270k dens le.. Wa so long.. Erhmm the Giltzy if i'm not wrong, was at same lan shop 2..OMg, ding n me quickly hide..Then in game,i really dun she got how many acct zz.saw me in a rm, ask me where i'm at chambers or not (lan shop name)..i just keep quiet haha..

The rest i guess, ntg much.. THen just play random mode together wif nel n had lots of funny incidents wif the games..now i'm beginning 2 enjoy random mode ^^.. Ok after tat, we headed back 2 sp 2 had lunch at sp kopitam..Wa..the econ rice really pathetic stingy.. I ask 4 less rice, the dishes she gimme,so little.. Then the price, ex.. Imagine, rice n 2 sides, 3 bucks!!!after tat ding,nel, duck n me had desserts b4 we move 4 interview at raffles place..

Ok i hate it..2nd time i was conned to tat place by tat recruitment agency..Nxt time dun hav got job assignments, pls dun con me down!!!.waste $ zz. Ok but got a very funny incident happen.. The agency is at 6 Battery Rd n tis time must exchange 4 a sticker 2 paste it on our shirt 4 security purposes..After we exit the stickers can be thrown away.. I'm the michevious 1 tat starts it 1st.. Duck throw away the stick long ago, left nel n ding..Then i managed 2 place the sticker on the back of duck's shirt wifout his notice..Haha

Then Duck suggest walking from there 2 dhoby ghaut parklane 2 play billard zz..Tat's pathetic far..so along the way,ding tried 2 put the sticker on my shirt n i had 2 run zz.so got a part towards the esplanade, i was detached from the grp..End up we met again at esplanade n carry on walking.. Along the way we start 2 tease duck..ding start wif the tour guide thingy, n i start the tease abt the 6 battery rd at the back of duck's shirt n had lots of laugh..

Tat's how duck becum's the no A663, 6 battery road's tour guide haha..Then ding was so thristy n saw a 7-11 shop oppo of the road.. N ask tourguide duck 2 stop 4 water break.. Then duck point 2 the 7-11 n says we move on.. I start teasing again..the 7-11 used 2 be from 6 Battery Road, but cuz now it has been upgraded n since 6 battery road has been shifted, end up now becum 7.. LAME!!!

After some laughters again, we walked n dunno how duck bring us n we like walked 2 bugis zz.. Saw Si4 Ma3 Lu4 Temple on our rite, n the tease starts again..I saw 6 Battery Road reached here, battery is lowered cuz energy used very long.. So must drop 2 4 Battery left LoL.. after another long dist, finally we reach parklane had a drink there of bubble tea tat dun taste like 1..Then now i received an sms diff from early mornin.. sigh..So i went 2 make a call...

ok after tat we headed 2 paradiz Centre n proceed on wif the game of billard.. of cuz who's the leader, 1 can expect it..I was leading b4 i went of 2 ps 2 fetch Ser here, cuz road 2 parklane area is so dangerous,esp of the traffic..After tat me n Ser headed 2 a boardgame hse n ordered a table 4 5 ppl.. Then wait 4 the 3 of the guys 2 finish their game which took so long zzz.. Imagine the points reach 186+ tat's silly..

1st time they saw Ser i must said.. So we had risk n long itme didn't play.So a bit 4get n no time 4 me 2 study the rules..find it abit boring 2..cuz its not the real rules we were playing..Besides as usual the game was so unfair.. Nel always cheat in the game..I dunno y i hate unfairness (Libra's characteristics) lol..then time is running low, play a while of dunno wat game like uno stacko, which i prefer..cuz at least UNO stacko got dice..

After tat, Ser n I bid them farewell n both of us went 2 yck mac n hav a bite as we haven't had dinner..After tat spend time chatting b4 its time 2 go hm..Hmm tat's all 4 the day..Happy memorable day!!!

bubbles of sadness.

*5:25 PM .

Memories for 5th June 2007 (Tues) :
Its blogging time once again.. Hmm didn't really do anything, but rot at hm..sigh relative giving me pressure 2 ask me go 4 tat stupid talk again..OMg why was i always being force 2 do thigns i dun like?so end up in order 2 skip,i went out of the hse..Went 2 kw's hse instead.. Then play audi wif him..Omg..his keyboard so small,tat i'm not used 2 it haha.. Played awhile then Ser call me n i chat awhile wif her, till i reach sp wif kw.. asking almost lots of ppl 2 go kof..

Well long time nv play le..I'm getting impatient..Ok lose obvious is the ans.. I must admit tat i'm really old le.. can retire playing kof..sigh..Then eat dinner at kfc..yummy.. had the 2piece chicken meal.. Dun dare 2 eat chicken n noodles in front of Ser haha..dinner split in2 2 tables cuz 2 many ppl le.. got newspaperboy,jim, kit, kw, duck, nel, ding..After eating, nel, ding n duck suddenly wan go play lan.. So i promise only 2 go few hrs n not overnite cuz promise Ser must ask 1st ha.

Anyway i'm oso tired n can't overnite..reached there 10.30pm planned play til 12.30am, catch last bus hm..so 4 of us play audi 2gether..wif 2 publics.. THen go chance of big game..Haha ok can say i'm guilty of bullying them.. cuz 1 stiffy, 2 novice n 1 supposely freedom, yet dun 1 2 be, cuz want 2 pao Xiao mei mei, n tat's none other than nel haha.. *applause*ok i got lots of missions n highest den ever was 750+ dens..but still far from my 550K dens target..

Ok time 4 me 2 go hm, nel suppose 2 company ding ton, end up all leave, n ding felt being put airplane..end up we promise ding he ton until morning,we go there find him company him play..Thus we then go hm n call it a day..

bubbles of sadness.

*5:14 PM .

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

My Personal Daily Horoscope for 5th June 2007 (Tues) :
You could be falling for someone, yilun. You have a romantic spirit, and it is easy for you to appreciate people that you meet. You have an idealistic side. You tend to see people's positive qualities instead of their negative qualities. Just make sure that if you are falling in love you know plenty about this person. Do a little research! Find out if they are stable in their work or if they are emotionally secure.

bubbles of sadness.

*3:53 PM .

Memories for 4th June 2007 (Mon) :
Well Mon again..job searching starts.. still jobless omg... Well got few calls came in but again none suits me..THe jobs i wanted, got no news from them... morning i actually starts my jigsaw puzzle le.. well no pics cuz i'm lazy 2 take..When i overcome my laziness, pics will be published.. Promise. Well spend time cleaning the frame, then sorting out the puzzle n only managed 2 complete the outer frame of the puzzle.. Anyway puzzle must be done slowly n not rush..

Well after tat went 2 play audi cuz something terrible happened in the morning n i dunno y it affects my mood so greatly.. I was terrible upset n disappointed..Anyway i dun wish 2 talk abt it here..as its already over...Evening time went 2 meet Ser 4 dinner...She came 2 sp 2 find me after her work.. Had delifrance.. Starting was very quiet n weird cuz my mood was down..but mood start 2 lighten n we chat there 4 hrs again o.O Got so much things 2 chat abt? haha

Yup so after tat, send her hm.. but went 2 a playgrd nearby 2 chat again o.O. Well 2nite my mood turns from very moody 2 very happy..Hmm not going 2 say anything.. but stg happened while we were chatting at the playgrd..Its quite late in the nite, n police happened 2 patrol there..so approached us n took down our ic 4 records.. -.-! Usual police routine..must show tat they got patrol n do their work.

Haha already told Ser tat she needs 2 chg her add on her ic, end up police qn her abt the add, but everything fine n we even laugh it off after polive went away.. Hmm usually 4 1st timer, esp a gal shld be nervous or scared.. but she said she dun feel nervous at all.. Yup but cuz i'm a military police in my Ns time, so i noe wat's the procedure..explain 2 Ser abt it..a memorable nite haha..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:52 AM .

Memories for 3rd June 2007 (Sun) :
Hmm morning wake up late..Suppose 2 meet 12pm wif bro, kit n kw 4 lunch, end up nobody contact,waited til late, n its cancelled.. Cuz i hav agreed 2 meet Ser after she come back from cruise..Meet her 3pm at amk n we went 2 jubilee mos 2 sit n chat.. amazing can chat til so long hrs..her frd actually went 2 salon 2 perm her hair.. So end up she say her frd want 2 join us 4 dinner..So i was like omg...so ps..I'm very shy person, so mtg strangers not my style..

Her frd came n i was really very quiet, but formality i still did my part..then walking 2 amk hub i was walking behind..I was really tensed up..reach amk hub, ntg o eat, so headed 2 her frd's car 2 go 2 a coffee shop at amk, near Ser's hse 2 eat dinner..omg 1st time sit on a female's car..besides my eldest sis.. so ps.. Reached the coffee shop, its call Botak Jones.. The food serving is so big n delicious.. very filing n cheap 2.. I had fish n chips.. Hmm nxt time will bring my frds there 2 eat =) But mus make reservations cuz its so popular..

The waiting time 4 us was 1hr 15mins, but luckily it came after ard 45mins..the service is nice 2, cuz the guy felt bad when he looked at our waiting time,after serving us, he still approached us n ask us how we find the food.. nice =) Will intro those big eaters frds of mine =) Of cuz all r welcome.. After eating we chat abt lots of stuffs n Ser's frd is amazing..Lucky she starts 2 talk 2 me, else i'll be silence thruout the nite..

Movies, music etc.. till its time 2 go hm.. Ser's frd live at sem 2.. So send Ser 2 her hse downstairs.. I was intending 2 alight 2 n walk 2 mrt 2 talk train, but Ser n frd say its ok... ps again.. In the car, the silence was so eerie.. lucky Ser's frd starts talking 2 me else i dunno wat 2 do or say.. very grateful of her 2 send me 2 my hse downstair 2, though i say can alight me at sem mrt area..Hmm i guess tat's all 4 tis day..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:40 AM .

Memories for 2nd June 2007 (Sat) :
Well...hate tis day.. morning i was force 2 listen 2 a talk at toa payoh HDB hub wif my relative..Guess wat? Its something like MLM..Mulit-network marketing..i hated tat..But cuz relatives n mum keep forcing me 2 go.. Mum ask me 2 show my aunt face n attend..Y of all me, but not other cousins? i hate being force 2 do things which i dun like...Supposed 2 meet at 1pm n i actually waited almost an hr..Zzz

Went there, already predicted wat they r trying 2 say.. but anyway i was force 2 help my mum managed her account...So just agree 2 help 4 the sake of agreeing.. I'll ask ard n c who's interested 2 listen n invest ba..Invest?well something like becoming a partnership, small stalkholder of urself..provided u hav some capital, then invest n earn US dollars per mth lo...So if any1 is interest in small investment n earning US money, let me noe ba, i won't force ppl, or trick ppl down..cuz i hate 2 be treated tis way 2...

After the talk, i went hm till evening time i went out again if i'm not wrong.. kw n kit ask me out 4 kof n dinner, then sit at mac chat til tis time 2 go hm...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:33 AM .

Memories for 1st June 2007 (Fri) :
Hmm can't really rmb wat happened tis day.. Looking back, wow again few days nv blog le...laziness has dominate me once again.. Well but i noe its a very boring 4 me..life seems the same n its the 1st of June already, yet i'm still jobless =( Omg..Jobs tat came in,were of not suitable 4 me..Either its too far,inaccessible, pay 2 low, short hrs, 2 long hrs, or timing not gd.. I'm quite picky isn't it? but its really frustrating..

Anyway, either i went or interview or rot at hm wif audi.. Nite time, shld be outside wif frds.. If i'm not wrong i went 2 lan shop n play.. a boring day indeed.. Ser will be going 2 cruise the nxt day (Sat) n so envy of her tat she can afford 2 enjoy life now..I noe i'll be able 2 1 day..She'll be boarding ship of my Zodiac sign, libra. haha..hope she enjoy herself.. Hmm guess ntg 2 write, or i can't thought of wat happened le..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:26 AM .

Friday, June 01, 2007

Memories for 31st May 2007 (Thurs) :
1st of all, wish every1 happy Vesak day..Well its just like anyother day 4 me..Morning wake up use com, Then chat wif Ser n others on Msn.. Well Mum's nagging starts again.. Really can't stand it..I'm already trying my best, sending resume everyday, but wat can i do when the interviews i hav been 2 were terrible?Well i off the com, n was abt 2 go out, n heavy rain n strong wind blows..

THus i decided 2 stay at hm, mum cook my favourite fried rice then i read finish the last comic ding lend me..I felt so bored le.. ntg 2 read.. Anyway i shall starts my jigsaw puzzle when family members when overseas 4 holidays.. So slply wif the nice weather, i dozed off till late afternoon i prepare n went out alone..well nel last min not going out, thus i went lan shop alone.. PLayed a few hrs of audi, losing n winning dens in npc, seems like i played ntg..

Heard got an event at 7pm in free 5, end up went there, ntg.. Suddenly Ser says she might finish her appt early, so want meet me, so we meet at sp n she company me 4 dinner n we chat there til 11pm n i walked her n showed her my secret garden which i always hang ard by myself..The place is peaceful n open, where u can see the sky..lucky rain occurs in the afternoon, the sky is clear.. So can see the moon n the stars.. moon is full..

She likes the place 2..The air is refreshing, the breeze, cooling atmosphere n peaceful quiet..tranquility n serenity is the words i can describe..My place where i always go when i'm feeling low..it brings abt calmness..However, bad 2 go esp after raining..i was stunk by mosquitoes o.O..sitting at the big stone ball, grazing in the sky...but the mosquitoes only bite me =( ok then time 2 send her hm..Tat's all 4 the day..btw her clothes can't imagine,when its during day time, wif bright lights...haiz.. won't say further....

bubbles of sadness.

*1:17 PM .

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