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*4:02 PM .

(29/10/2008) Wednesday
I dun wish to narrate what happened and any issues about my r/s probs. I have wrote a long letter about it and have kept them inside my personal email address.. hence shall only blog about what happened on this day in short, with hidden feelings..early morning met Ser at sem mrt as she has stg to gimme b4 we went 4 work..Nxt comes all the dull work in office..My army appt is actually on fri 31st n I have mistook it as thurs 30th..

Then comes nite time.. Suppose to mit Ser 4 dinner n movie, ended up she had dinner wif her frds, while I have some hot air 4 dinner..movie was off 4 some reason, n I went to buy a single movie to catch blindness, with an empty stomach where I oso didn;t had my lunch as well. Well thank godness, wil n duck were inside the movie, and the come down from their couple seat to join me..

The movie was a real average movie.. can say gd, can say not nice..got both extremes.. Its abt quarantine cuz of blindness disease.. Dun even noe how the 1st blindness person got infected.. Then these ppl were started to be quarantine.. the main focus was the wife n the doctor.. The doctor was infected by the 1st victim, and he went blind too.. But the weird thing was the wife was not infected, but acted as an infected victim n company her husband n take care of him..

The people inside the quarantine places were treated inhumanly.. they were left on their own wif no medical facilities n lack of food.. everything was atrocious..shit n urine everywhere.. many things happened.. n during hard times, of cuz people turn nasty.. Like some dominating ppl store up food rations n extort accessories from the ppl..Then when they hav completely ntg to offer, they demand ladies in rtn..

The wife endured hard times inside n finally after 1 time, she helped her group of ppl, inside.. n lead them out from the quarantine quarters, only to see the rest of the world were blind.. The whole world was in a terrible state. People fighting 4 food n everything.. The wife brought the small grp to her hse n slowly the 1st victim's vision recovered just like tat.. Hmm weird but average movie to me.. Rating 5/10 ba..

After the movie, i'm really starving n went to buy ock 4 dinner.. Then wil wanted to play number ball snooker, so I told him if duck play, then I play, cuz its not gd to play wif him as i'm always losing $.. true enough this time, i'm the winner.. Dunno is duck who brought me luck, or my luck has returned as what the magazine says, or when love is down, gambling luck is up?

I only paid 4.80 for the table but I win back 17bucks. Then on train hm, play cards wif wil, the 25 bucks I owe him, minus the snooker n cards, I'm left wif owing him 1 bucks.. Well what a disaster nite to call it a day.. anyway got ntg more else to blog le.. Nxt day won; tbe blogging cuz i'm away from ofc to army.. Thank god, wil is willing to company me there, of cuz got benefits extortion from him.. Well think leos are like tat ba.. gd to frds.. but only when its beneficial to them alone..

bubbles of sadness.

*3:59 PM .

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Your lovescope for October 29, 2008

Your ideas could be blocked on all sides today. There could be resentment and a lack of consideration that leaves you frustrated. Your romantic partner might also be moody, and if you aren't careful, fireworks could short-circuit all aspects of romance. Social occasions should be postponed until tomorrow. Go to bed early and make sure you give your loved one plenty of hugs first. Then passions will naturally rise!

bubbles of sadness.

*3:14 PM .

My Tarot Reading for today

There is no doubting it, you are radiant today, and it's love that's doing it, dear yilun ! With the Sun and the Pope smiling on you, you cannot help but blossom in the presence of your significant other, and you radiate happiness all around you. With such sex-appeal, there is no chance of monotony engulfing you. If you're single, some charming stranger might make a welcome break in your daily routine. If you are in a committed relationship, you enjoy perfect harmony! At work, you'll reap praise and admiration on all sides, thanks to the union of Judgment and the Sun. Your intellectual flair allows you to shine on the professional stage. Your analytical skills and creativity work wonders as you present your ambitious and inspirational ideas to your colleagues. They follow you unhesitatingly thanks to your unshakeable confidence in the success of your endeavors.

bubbles of sadness.

*3:13 PM .

(28/10/08) Tuesday

Hmm work day starts again.. I was 1 min late 4 work.. hence I think they r gg to deduct tat min of my pay.. I was so tired.. but yet the day was so bz at work.. I got so slply n sick.. ltr in the nite, I still have to go sch lo.. I endure until after work..but I was really too slply.. dragged my tired body to sch... Ended up I dun feel so well.. my hands n legs are cold.. my entire face was painful wif headache.. n I was so slply tat I think I slept thru out the 1st half of the lesson despite sitting in front..

Ended I told my lecturer n he oso noes i'm not feeling well n ask me to go hm rest.. Cuz its so different of me tat nite.. tat I can;t conc wif the studies.. well Ser came back from Taiwan tonite.. Its a freaking long few days isn;t it? Hmm glad tat she enjoyed herself a lot.. I reached hm.. wash up n laze ard.. baby niece came to my hse to stay again.. she so cute haha.. Since its early, I decided to watch blades of glory.. haha its nv bored to watch it again, but sad to say, there's no subtitles... y?

Shld have bought the dvds instead which might have subtitles...sian.. but I still love the part esp when the pairs are doing a very difficult stun on ice.. a stun called iron something, which have the danger of cutting the other partner's neck if the timing was not rite.. anyway after the movie, its ard 11.pm+.. Time to slp..call it a day since i'm so tired..

bubbles of sadness.

*12:12 PM .

(27/10/08) Monday

This is the last day of the weekend le..I planned to go have suki buffet wif kit.. Reason is becuz I won't be eating buffet 4 a very long period of time le.. need to cut down on my weight, burn my fats n shape up my figure once again.. Hence it'll be long tat I can;t take such huge amt of food.. Besides i'm not a very big eater, can eat a lot at 1 go.. though i'm easily hungry, but I think buffet is too much 4 me.. easily hungry, easily full.. mit 11.15am at sem mrt..

However, i'm surprise tat kit asked jason n kw along.. well kw was late as usual, so we headed down to the cine 1st.. like wat kit says, there's no eye candy at all thru out the journey..or in fact the rest of the day.. the rest wasn;t even open when we arrived on time.. waited a while n we headed in.. Now the buffet really changed a lot.. not like the past le.. hmm i'm quite disappointed actually.. cuz the quality of the food reduced till worst.. not really many of the food were nice.. it taste worst than sakae sushi..

but the dessert was great.. got more variety le.. got the doraemon eat the red bean bun, mango n strawberry pudding, ice cream puffs n mochi... we ordered, eat n eat n eat.. until I was super full.. its only 1 hr of eating n I started to feel so full le.. endure 4 abt half an hr or so, I can;t take it.. kit's taste bud really so weird..food he says nice, end up it turns out to be yucky.. he recommend me the japan mashroom, wrapped wif bacon.. I ate 1 n my tummy n taste bud feel sick.. then I can;t take it le, I go washrm...

After a while, I went to rest.. go arcade play kof 98 n 98 wif kw.. wa the arcade at cine is really so lousy.. play till I kip losing.. then halfway, kit n jason kip bombing kw n my hp n we headed back to buffet at ard 3pm.. Then its their turn to take a break.. i'm feeling super full, so I just eat the desserts only.. saw ppl order ice-cream so I ordered 1 strawberry n kw ordered chocolate.. wa, kit they all went so long lo.. 45 mins.. so we call them again.. but they arrive back just on time..

Hence me n kw went back to play kof haha.. this time we found a better machine n its my turn to thrash him.. however, of cuz the machine there is still in poor condition.. so kw give up playing n we headed back to join them again.. then we sit order a bit of things n leave the place at 5.30 pm.. Then we headed to bugis to play kof as kw suggested it.. though I wanna catch movie.. went there n found “monkey”.. long time nv see him le n he's still playing kof haha..

Well its been so long tat I didnt; contact him, only then tat I noe he n his gf no more le.. Ya tat gf was very gd.. I used to always see her watching him play kof each time.. n its freaking long hrs lo.. even if its crowded place, the girl got no seat, she oso will stand behind n watch.. hmm but its already expected tat they will break from my analysis cuz I felt tat monkey always like leaving her alone there to play own game.. not very gd la.. the girl is attentive, but I feel tat he took her 4 granted.. Where on earth can u find such nice ger who can sit there quietly to watch u play game?

But of cuz I dun really noe them well, hence its not up to me to judge just from wat I observe which is tiny little bit.. Hmm played wif him.. he's standard was like.. still roughly the same, using the same chars.. ard 8pm plus, went to eat ice-cream n take bus hm, cuz I told them I wanna go lan play.. so they accommodate me, despite knowing tat ½ way thru the journey, will pass by little india, n the bus will be filled up..

True enough, its deepavali, the bus was completely packed.. n the 4 of us were packed in the corner.. we become the minority in the bus wif all indians.. its only until ard upper thomson, then only they start to leave the bus... finally, we got place to seat after a long journey.. I reach lan shop ard 9pm +..and was surprise to c wil there, playing dota wif xinjie.. Well, I went to the VIP rm to play my audi.. Hmm super long nv play again, n I feel so noob.. I couldn't play well esp chancing..

can't perf well etc.. its only until I start playing 4 some time, b4 I can pick up.. went to a couple rm to play cuz the song is party party.. Hmm got 1 main guy he loses to me wif him chancing when I didn;t even turn on chance at all.. he's not happy, he change the song to 190 love mode.. he barely win me oso n he laugh loudly tat he get 1st, despite couple score he loses.. Hmm sore loser when its only a game haha.. anyway he happy can le.. Anyway I believe, in couple dances or any sync, getting perf tog is more impt than chancing n getting higher score.. Tat's the reason y he loses me as the partner i'm dancing wif, was not bad at perf too.. but of cuz...we win cuz I keep chaining...zzz so ppl always like tat..can't perf when chancing, insist chancing.. end up can't sync most of the perf wif me..the highest sync perf I get so far on the entire nite, was only 10... super less lo..

After playing till ard 12am+, its time to head hm to prepare 4 tml's work.. there goes my weekend, but I planned them full of activities..

bubbles of sadness.

*12:03 PM .

(26/10/08) Sunday

Its Sunday le. Time passes by so fast isn't it? But when it comes to work days..Its freaking slow..Hmm supposed to wake up early to go 4 k lunch with nel..Ended up we both wake up late, hence its cancelled.. changed to mit at a ltr timing,waiting 4 wil to wake up 1st.. Since i'm early, I planned to go to purchase the dvds as its the last day already. So I went there earlier.. Nel was much more earlier than me.. so I went to arcade to mit him.. Ended up, I say xiang rong, jim , kim n kit playing kof. So I played abt 2 credits with them..

Hmm my skills really deproved a lot.. didn;t win any..since got ppl to company nel, I went to c the dvds.. it too me super long to choose.. there r many movies, most watched b4 but I wanna watched again.. Hence I have to give up some as wil have reached n nel finished playing n have come down.. So I bought only 1 dvd The phantom of the Opera, 3 dvds, blades of glory, underworld evolution, and Feast.. I gave up 300, step up, stomp the yard, take the lead, those dances movies n others..

Hmm but to think of it now.. I regretted not buying those dances movie so tat I can learn at hm.. But too bad.. not enough $ to buy.. vcd only cost 6.95.. Dvd some cuz 9.90, 12.90 2 movies in 1, 19.90.. Wa.. I wanna buy the 2 movies in 1, kelvin costner's robin hood:prince of thieves..but cuz the 2nd movie like not interesting..so end up nv buy... sad!!!!.. if only I have more $ to buy.. i'm a real movie freak.. scary... haha..

After purchasing.. we went to mos burger to have our lunch b4 heading to amk hub.. decided to watch movie tog.. ended up they insist high sch musical 3.. This is a movie which I wanna watch as well.. So I dun mind, though I prefer watching other movies instead as the release date was earlier than this movie.. scare dun have le.. Hmm so we bought the 12.30am ticket.. Played the number ball snooker..Hmm as usual wil is the biggest winner.. we played 4 a very long time..

Starting I was losing like crazy.. but luckily in the end, nel felt sick n start losing.. ended up out of 40+, nel paid 20+.. I paid 10+ n wil only paid 2+ for the entire game.. sian lo.. dun feel like playing wif him anymore.. he's too lucky le.. it was still early ard 11 pm + cuz nel says he dun wan play snooker le as he felt sick.. So we went to mac to have a drink n I played wif wil cards.. while nel was like slping there... Wa.. I lose again.. 4bucks to him.. always so last min de..

Finally, we headed to catch our movies.. Hmm musical of cuz, is 1 of my favourites.. Hmm its nice the movie.. many kind of musical mass dances, chereography was gd, I wish i'm inside the musical itself, cuz music has always been my favourite.. Of cuz not to 4get, the waltz.. they dance some waltz inside, which I my most favourite dance.. of cuz I dunno how to , but its the most difficult dance to master.. cuz u nid to sync wif ur partner.. wa.. its really so class..

I'll definitely go 4 such kind of courses if there are available but, all these things, have to wait till I grad 1st.. cuz finance is tight on my side.. got few scenes the guy hug the ger from behind. I mean the main actors.. the guy hug straight from behind on the breast leh.. see liao was like eyes big big.. but of cuz I think got ppl say in real life they are real couples.. So of cuz like its so natural for them.. if they r not, then this guy will be like eating the actress “tofu” lo..

Well after the movie ends, its ard 2.30 le ba.. of cuz its time to go hm.. Hmm 1 of my fav movie which I dun mind watching several times.. hmm i'll giv it abt 9/10.. no perfection in the world haha..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:35 AM .

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

(25/10/08) Saturday

Its mahjong day.. Meet ben ard 1.30pm at sp.. But I was earlier to see dvds again.. Its the 2nd last day, so I decided to browse thru again.. upon arrival, I ate some finger food at ock.. Then ben come, he bought 2 chicken wings,.made me follow buy, cuz I must admit, ock's wings are 1 of the best. Even ben who dun like to eat wings, agrees wif me.. then I bought bubble tea, honey milk tea wif aloe vera b4 we headed to xy's hse to play mj..We ended up having to wait downstairs...

Frankly speaking, it was disappointment.. everything wasn;t really organised well.. I dun enjoyed playing at xy's hse due to several reasons..Sry 4 being frank here, but even ben oso feels the same.. I preferred playing at my frd's hse, though the chances of winning wasn't tat great, some of my frd's hse like tampines, ray's hse, the seats are uncomfortable.. xy's hse is great in terms of seats, where we can comfortably rest our back.. But at the very least, there's nobody to say anything while we r playing..

1st issue arises.. tat we need to seems like creep into her hse like a mouse cuz have to be hidden from her dad.. So have to wait 4 the “coast” to be cleared b4 we can go her hse.. Still rmb once where ben came all the way to sem, ended up the mj session was cancelled.. luckily this time, its really confirmed.. However, we seems like uninvited, no xy invited us to her hse to play, but ended up we seems so unwelcomed.. cuz xy didn;t tell us tat the family was planning to play on their own..n we seems extras there...

Especially her younger sister.. showing attitude at the start.. And further more, her mum came back from the neighbour hse, n speaks as though blaming us 4 coming to play... I feel awkfully embarrass.. very uncomfortable.. n speechless.. Ended up few hrs later.. the atm starts to ease down a bit.. However now comes the later part which wil, ben n me really dislike abt.. Ya.. its not really say cheat in the game la.. but its really very unfair to play in such a situation lo...

Here's 1 of the scenario, which every1 was affected badly.. I mean the 3 of us.. the most impact was wil n ben who was sharing.. They winning tiles were max 5 tais.. but the game was lost cuz of xy's younger sis.. she was sitting in btw hy n her brother, xinjie.. so she can c both of their tiles.. hy only have 1 tai.. n he drawed a word tile wif the “Xi1”.. tat rd happens to be a “xi1” if i'm not wrong.. So he worried tat if he throw out the tiles, ben n wil win, he will have to pay everything..

We noe according to hy's playing style tat he won't throw tat tiles if he's playing alone.. he'll give up.. But becuz of her sis, she looked at her brother's tiles, n saw her brother got 2 “xi1” inside.. So she keep assuring hy to throw the tile.. wa... hy of cuz listen. N expected ben n wil did not wait 4 tat tile, but xinjie when to pong4 tat xi1.. And now xinjie start waiting 4 the winning tiles.. and after he throw a tile, its my turn to draw n throw.. ended up, I become the scapegoat.. I throw 8 wan4 which is the safest tiles against ben n wil, but cuz of hy's xi1 tile, my 8 wan4 let xinjie win..wa.. though its only 2 tai, I pay 1.20 4 tat game, the worst is ben n wil not able to win cuz of xy's sis..

We just feel so unfair.. its always not the 1st time we come her hse, such incident happened le.. lose oso lose until not worth It.. other incidents oso have.. c other ppl tiles, tell other ppl wat tiles to throw etc.. Hmm ended up, the game I lost the most.. partly oso due to my luck.. but my mood was severely affected tat nite.. I'm like tat de.. the moment when my mood was affected, I anyhow play.. cuz i'm sian a lot.. so this time was the 1st time I ever lost so much in mj.. 39 bucks? I can't rmb.. I was the biggest loser..

the 3 of us, told ourselves, no more mj at xy's hse le.. unless in future, really only the 4 ppl in the hse.. Even ben n wil share, they oso nv peep my tiles lo.. After tat we headed to mac at sp to have our late dinner.. nel came to xy hse to wait 4 us to finish.. I was planning to go lan wif nel after mj.. but ended up, cuz xy's mum saw us at mac, so she joined us.. then while chatting, cuz wil was bored as her mum n xinlei cwas chatting wif nel abt the army stuffs.. So wil wan to play cards wif me n ben..

We started playing ah cha, but actually I was thinking, its a bad idea to play cuz her mum sure will join. Its ok 4 us, but cuz our ah cha rule, cfm diff from her mum's playing style.. haha ended up really..so we hav to give in n play a lower stake instead.. Her mum was kind, at 1st she's losing, but ended up only lose 50cents then she leave.. but cuz the time was late, nel decided not to go lan le, since its not worth gg there 4 few hrs n go back both by cabs.. cuz nxt day we r planning to go k lunch..

then they left, so left wif nel, me, wil n ben.. oso cuz we were chased off by the mac staffs, but its the 1st time we ever play cards at mac so near to the counter..Of cuz sure will be chased off.. haha.. So the 4 of us headed to the town council there to play on the stone table.. ben watch us a while n he went off to catch nite rider.. so the 3 of us start to play a new game wif $.. Called hearts.. this game really helps me win back my losses.. I started off wif losing wil 60, ben 45, nel owe me 50, ended up he wins back everything.. thanks to hearts, now I only owe wil 25, ben 45.. but nel's part completely cleared..
Better than ntg..its a really bad month 4 me..

We played till 5am n decided to stop.. Hence I shall call it a day...

bubbles of sadness.

*5:29 PM .

(24/10/08) Friday

Finally, after a long work in ofc, its time to rest n blog my long weekend activities.. well I really keep myself entirely occupied thruout the weekends. Com was spoilt at hm, hence I have been outside everyday.. Didn;t catch much slp as well n was feeling so tired even now.. Hmm lets begin wif this day.. Its the most earliest time where I reach ofc.. 6.25am..the scene was scary.. Not a single soul was in the ofc except me.. I dunno where to switch on the lights n only some or portion of the small area was lit..

It was too scary to stay in the ofc alone..hence after dropping my belongings, sending email to my boss telling her I reached ofc, I rush out to nearby 7-11 to buy some starbuck coffee to drink, to kip myself awake.. earlier on, I had a bit of unpleasant rest due to some -ve incident happened early in the morning..but I dun wish to say.. I oso had a lonely bf at mac.. walked quite a long distance wif a tired body..in addition, its dizzling.. carry the pathetic umbrella as well..

I was planning to brush my teeth n wash my face in the ofc, but due to the eerie atm, I waited till the cleaner arriving the ofc bldg, I went up wif him.. after which, he switched on all the lights n I went to wash up.. it was really terrible.. sinus flu which I caught from last nite's slp, rainy day, plus a tired body.. enduring the long ofc hrs was a disaster.. although the arrival time brings astonishment to my boss n my agent, more shocking things started..

I dreaded my work n ofc more.. I really wish I can get out of this job, away from this crude person.. Now she told my agent tat i'm gonna carry on sending emails to notify her of my arrival time.. And for every 1 min late, she's gonna deduct accordingly.. Wow.. uponing hearing tat, my brain totally switched off.. I slack the rest of the afternoon at work, n was so fed up wif her tat I planned to leave the ofc ard 4.30, declaring tat i'm not feeling well.. But ended up, she pushes work to me n do..

OK, I endure.. ended up I worked till 5.45pm, I left the ofc 15 mins earlier.. I had enough.. headed to sp to mit wil n ben. They reached earlier than me, so they were playing in the arcade. I dun feel like gg, so I ended up watching the dvds at 1st floor. Wa headache, I got so many dvd I wanna buy hm.. but have limited budget, hence I need to be selective.. So I just browse thru n take my time to consider b4 the last day on sun..

They r done wif the arcade, so I ask them to company me 4 dinner.. Hmm if I rmb correctly, they company me to ah mei cafe where I tried on the chicken curry set wif 2 plain prata.. Hmm I regretted the decision after ben's explanation.. Its really not worth the $.. ok so nxt time I dun buy le.. Nxt I wanna buy coffee bean's black forest to keep myself awake, n we started playing cards there.. As usual my luck was poor.. Played till coffee bean close, we transfer to outside of mac to continue our game..If i'm not wrong we played till almost 4am b4 we left..n ben have to take a cab hm.. Tat's all for fri..

bubbles of sadness.

*4:56 PM .

Friday, October 24, 2008

(23/10/08) Thursday

Ntg much happened for me to blog.. Sick of work as well.. Hmm new Boss giving me new probs again.. Hmm for every 1 min late, my pay will be deducted by min basis.. wow.. Anyway this 1 is said on Fri (24/10/08). Not thursday, but just tat I'm blogging now n I just heard this, so feeling frustrated.. Hmm bo bian, this kind of boss, I can't be punctual leh.. I'm like tat de..If its of my interest, I won't be late.. But when it comes to things which I dun like to do, my laziness comes.. Making me drag myself to work.. Who can help me? Gimme morning call every mon at 6+ ba.. Hehe..Must force me up!

Hmm then drag myself to sch after work.. wa.. actually i'm really very tired lately.. feel super slply n I have the guilt feeling again, of not gg 4 lessons.. Ended up I still headed there.. Hmm somemore its raining lo.. Makes me more sian.. rainy day, dulls my mood.. Hmm tonite's lesson was on self.. Hmm managed to learn more abt self as well as other ppl's self.. Hmm valuable but I almost dozed off in some point of time.. N its super cold...

After sch, I went back hm to prepare n wash up.. Well S is leaving Sg for Taiwan trip.. Think will only be back on Tues ba.. Ya really noes how to enjoy life.. have a great long holi, enjoying urself n have a safe journey ba.. Hmm so went over to sent her off b4 gg to back to work tml super early morning.. Well think tat's all I can say ba.. n until now, i'm still pointless on what to do on weekends.. But happy tat kit has cfm wif me tat my mon activity is fixed!.Fri, tonite, after work, will be fixed, dinner n playing cards wif ben n wil.. However, I feel tat i'm super tired cuz I reach ofc at 6.30am today.. (Fri) didn;t had enough slp, so possibility I might not go lan shop ton overnite ba.. rest at hm? See how it goes ltr..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:45 AM .

Thursday, October 23, 2008

My Tarot Readings for Today - Bad

There's a degree of turbulence to your emotional life today - as the Tower in conjunction with the Fool presage conflict and pain. Plates could fly, you could speak without thinking, and in the end, a temporary separation may seem to be the best solution. Withdrawal is better than confrontation, yilun, because you might regret any fighting words that escape you. At work, you need to keep a check on your impulsiveness throughout the day. You're normally so willing to compromise, but today, under the combined influence of the Emperor and the Tower, you may find yourself becoming incredibly stubborn. Don't let everyone else see how powerless and frustrated you feel! If you let these emotions show, you'll be heading the right way for a number of rows and disagreements with your colleagues.

bubbles of sadness.

*2:53 PM .

(22/10/08) Wednesday

Its mid week again.. Ntg much happened at work.. loner life.. Boss back to ofc.. luckily she left ard 4pm, so I left ofc at 5.45..Mit wil at amk hub ard 6.25pm.. We went to watch movie, Love Exposure at 7.35pm.. Wil promised to eat dinner wif me, so here he comes.. n I make him eat fish n co wif me.. cuz there's a deal of 1 for 1 Fish n chips main course, using citibank, thus my credit cards used more than 500 bucks le.. Hmm really so out of cash.. Its gonna be a risk working freelance model..

Chance to recoup losses by receiving few projects, but oso chance of not earning anything.. Scary.. Hmm anyway had a hearty meal at fish n co, and since its still early, go in cinema to play cards while waiting 4 the movie to start.. Wa this movie, all who watch were cpls, except me n wil.. Their eyes were looking strangely at us.. Hmm dunno its cuz we were there early to play cards or they think we both r homo? Anyway the movie was a disappointment...Tat its a movie which I forced myself awake..

well such movie oso shows, tat the world is really so polluted n complicated.. many kinds of ppl oso have.. many ppl who cheats in a marriage, etc.. Think its really very difficult to find True love le.. Well any way force to watch finish the movie, since its early at 9.20, we headed to k pool to play number ball snooker again.. wa.. sian lo.. y always I lose in the end? Again lost 3 bucks extra.. table cuz 16.8, hence wil only have to pay 5.40.. I paid the rest.. this mth really lousy...

After that, headed hm at ard 11.30pm, played cards on train wif wil, lose to him again..zz.. reached hm, washup.. My bro came back from Taiwan le.. Dunno is business trip or holi trip.. Hmm anyway dun bother to check on him.. I watch tv the same channel as last nite.. this time its showing cops movie.. Zhen1 Zi3 Dan1 acted in this movie.. Wa didn;t noe he acted in so early movies le..Think tat itme he's not tat famous yet ba.. or just started.. haha his hairstyle n fighting looks so funny..

But the fighting scenes in the past, seems better than all the recent trend.. anyway call it a day after the movie ends..

bubbles of sadness.

*2:39 PM .

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

My Tarot Reading for Today

You are very forthcoming in your love life, dear yilun, to such a degree that you might well end up in a new relationship that could prove embarrassing! Be aware that the Lovers will ask you to make a choice: to either slow down your Chariot and continue carefully along your usual route, or take off in a different direction - to an unknown destination. If you're in a committed relationship, be prudent, as your partner might not appreciate your nomadic spirit. In your professional life, you are allowing yourself to be overwhelmed by dark thoughts, and the despondency coming your way from the pairing of the Moon and the Lovers could provoke a crisis with your colleagues. Don't let yourself be assailed by doubt or paralyzed by hesitation, or others will make decisions for you. Give yourself a shake, decide on a line of behavior and try and hold it together. If not, you'll just be treading water.

bubbles of sadness.

*3:12 PM .

(21/10/08) Tuesday

There's many things I would like to blog abt.. Though its not much on what happened ytd.. Well.. 1st, i'll talk abt what happened on this day.. well as usual went to work.. Well quarrelled again.. Yes I stopped replying le.. The more I reply, the more hurt I received looking at tat email..Things are not progressing any further wif such a tone n words from S all the time.. If not gonna chg, end up quarreling again.. just wan wish her all the best... tc and have a safe journey to n fro all her overseas trips.. Happy holidays n enjoy her life.. May she find the happiness she wans....Yes I gonna miss her lots but things just dun chg any better..

Ok so lets talk abt gg to sch..Yes it lessons day.. Hmm I left ofc earlier at ard 5.45pm as usual, but this time on the lift, I met a colleague from other dept. wow i'm really so lucky n grateful towards her.. Yes, cuz its raining heavily, which I didn;t noe..Some more she lived somewhere near my sch, hence she offered to drive me there since its just along the way... Not only tat, when I leave ofc at 545, i'll reach sch at ard almost 7 pm. Wif her driving me there, I even got time to hav my dinner in sch..

This is my 1 of a few time seating on a car, when a female drive me to a destination, excluding taxi drivers.. hmm can say other than my eldest sis, faith, she is the 3rd person giving me a lift. Her name was Sze Sian. Hence only 2 ppl in the car, the only way to break off the atm, was to chat.. well she used to study at SIM when SIM 1st started.. Tat's ard 5yrs back.. she studys RMIT.. Hmm not only tat, during the chat, she's the kind of wife i'm looking 4 haha.. Taking care of husband n children kind of female..

She drive her husband to work n children to sch..Of cuz the husband noes how to drive too, workplace near mrt, so take mrt oso can. So they take turns to drive each other.. She finish work earlier so can cook at hm.. this is the kind of family I look 4wd in future.. cuz both tc of each other and the r/s is a 2-way traffic.. of cuz there's more, just tat too many to name down.. Hmm of cuz its every1's dream to find some1 who can tc of you, but in rtn, tc of the ppl who take care of u is wat u can do..Yea tat's the family I would like to have..

Hmm so I reached sch at ard almost 6.30? Hmm hence I got time to order western food there to have my dinner n was early for lecture.. Hmm lessons was boring as usual.. then force myself awake all the time n fighting the coldness.. Finally sch ended, I went long journey back hm.. so slply along the way..reached sem mrt, saw my neighbour living above me wif his family and 2 young children, which the 1st daughter was in my friendster pic b4 n I carry her b4.. Wa time passed, she grows up le..

Well have a chat wif him as we walked hm.. Find tat life is really so short.. Hmm he got so many things left undone.. but cuz of family, he pushes them all aside.. Have to wait till when the childrens grow old, then he start to settle down, then carry on.. but by tat time, he's interested might have died down.. even if still have, think dun have strength, though got time to do it.. Hmm $ is not abt everything.. Many ppl work so hard, end up just can't bring the $ into the deathbed.. Tat's really a sad case.. imagine got so many things nv do, then cuz much of the lifespan is contribute to working n necessary things which is cuz of no choice, just leave the world like this.. Live life to the fullest instead b4 there's no time.. u can hav achievement in ur career, earning big bucks, but when its time to leave, u might not even have the time to enjoy life le..

Well reached hm, wash up, was browsing thru all the channels on tv, ended up 1 old chinese movie from scv channel caught my attention.. Hmm its abt a comedy, a very jealous husband who have such a very beautiful wife.. The wife is faithful n loyal, dotes on the husband a lot n takes gd care of him.. wa.. but in reality its hard to find such a nice wife wif beautiful looks.. anyway just a show only.. many funny things happened, the ups n downs in the family.. makes me watch till the end n end up slping at ard 2am..

ok now its abt things not from this day.. 1st of all, its abt this coming Weekend.. Wa, its hard to find weekends where its 3 days long.. Hmm i'm gonna be lonely this weekend n oso the rest of the weekends.. activities are getting lesser n lesser... frds ard me are also getting lesser due to different interest etc.. wan go minds cafe, nobody 1.. cards snooker, only wil available.. lan shop, quite sian n costly.. mahjong, so far n dun feel like overnite.. go eat buffet, only kit available but he says he no $.. Go sing k, jc bro complains its too far.. Rest of the things.. oso dunno le la.. movie can;t watch every time too.. play cards, oso left wif wil cuz ben not free le...Hmm so I really dunno wat to do for this coming wkends..even mon go eat suki buffet, kit oso can;t cfm wif me n say c 1st.. How, how, how?

Nxt thingy was my jc bro went for the interview on free lance modelling.. Wa.. shld I follow him.. cuz he took up the offer man.. but there's a price n risk to pay la.. he paid 880 bucks for the shoots, total of 70 shoots wif 7 images.. this will be his portfolio, then when got proj comes, if he's chosen, he can earn if media corp, cheap pay of 30-80bucks per proj.. If other proj, can be paid 300-800 per proj.. Hmm some more the lifespan can last for 2-3 yrs.. Seems quite attractive.. Oso got overseas projs too.. Its just like being an actor, if u r interested in the role, u can take up the proj, if dun like, reject it.. I'm considering it cuz its a tough decision to make.. oso part of my interest cuz Takeshi oso started off as a model.. Hmm earning extra income other than my work too.. Hmm interest + work n I need cash for studies now.. Hmm shld I? I'll take my time to consider it..

bubbles of sadness.

*12:09 PM .

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Daily Tarot for (211008) - Tuesday

Let's face it - today is not the best day for matters of the heart. The combination of the Tower and of Death indicate that something needs to give way, before reconstruction can start. Quite likely, there is something in your past that's bothering you, yilun. It is high time that you realize you need to put this story behind you, because only then will you be able to really start something fresh. So free yourself from what's been holding you back! On the work front, the negative pairing of the Hanged Man and the Tower invite you to put your foot on the brakes! Avoid subjects that cause annoyance unless you want to create a lot of pointless argument. If that proves impossible, don't be surprised if it leads to a temporary falling out with someone you work with. But there's no need to panic. At the end of the day, you'll bounce back, even if it means going somewhere else or doing something different!

bubbles of sadness.

*4:29 PM .

(20/10/08) Monday

Well I dunno y, but i'm just very slply n tired.. My boss worked from hm today and tuesday so meaning to say this 2 days will be much more carefree for me.. Must cherish this few days of temporary freedom.. Thought not really very free as I need to report to her.. I struggle kiping myself awake in the ofc.. Hmm do little things, my eyes started closing.. Job is really killing me.. If only i'm working on something which i'm really interested wif and yet I can earn big bucks...Of cuz just enough to spend will do..However, human's mindset, $ always not enough haha cuz the more u earn, the more u spend n still complains not enough haha..

Hmm after work, ben told me not mtg me, hence I called kit to mit 4 dinner.. Planned to go lan shop alone after dinner to watch anime n stuffs, ended up this ben called me again.. telling me he can go wif me le.. cuz nxt day morning lesson cancelled.. zz.. I already promised kit to mit him.. SP dun have nice movies to watch.. can;t ask kit ot come amk hub wif me.. So no choice, can;t watch movie tonite.. anyway, already watch movie 4 3 straight days le.. so decided to go SP instead..

my lan shop plans is oso cancelled cuz ben is here n he is far from hm, so can;t possibly ask him to eat dinner then say bb to him.. Tat wil end up nv come out to play cards wif us.. Starting mit kit play a while kof.. Hmm super long nv play kof le..Skill getting worst, but kit's too... Ok so only play a while, spend abt 3 tokens, n we went to mac to eat.. I haven't been eating fast food, so this is a new record, however, the price have increased again..

After eating, play cards wif ben, while kit play psp.. Hmm there's many things I needa buy, esp IT stuffs.. I feel like having a PSP too.. however, I need to consider the usage.. will I be using more for music, games or watching videos.. Hmm ben suggest me buying MP4 instead.. Hmm dunno all these electronic stuffs really very ex leh.. Anyway I just take my time to think.. dun waste $ anyhow..scarly buy le, end up nv use.. abit wasted...

I scared kit ganna left out, so ask him to join in while we play cashless games like hearts.. Then at 10 kit left n we carry on.. Play till 11.. Haha I was always losing the whole nite, but ended up I win a bit in the end n ben left 4 hm.. Sigh my plans were all haywired tonite, I even planned to go see the dvds on SP 1st floor cuz they got promotions.. price like very cheap, so I hope to go there n find some movies which I love in the past, so I can keep them at hm to view them as n when I like..End up oso nv go n see haha.. Hmm nxt time then..Think tat's abt it 4 the day..bored...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:48 AM .

Monday, October 20, 2008

My Tarot Reading for today

If you've been thinking about putting your romantic situation on a firmer footing, today's the time to do it, according to the Pope and Judgment. It looks as though you could get the emotional happiness and security you're looking for. Your partner's love for you is sincere and you enjoy many moments of togetherness and harmony. Don't keep hunting for the buried treasure, yilun - you've found it! In your professional life, you are hampered by a total lack of certainty, which causes you to take inordinate amounts of time before reaching any decisions. It is the Lovers that instill doubt and uncertainty into your mind. However, you can rely on the support of those around you, who are symbolized by the Pope. He stands for sincere friendships and genuine, supportive colleagues and associates in your work environment. It's time to trust others and take their good advice - you are in good company!

Comments : Don't seems true to me leh..Its directly opposite..

bubbles of sadness.

*5:39 PM .

(19/10/08) Sunday

Its K-lunch time wif S.. Well arranged to mit at 12pm at amk k-box.. What welcomed me was something unpleasant again.. can u imagine something, when u have to travel alone, n walked under the hot sun to meet a person sitting under the shade n taking bus to reach here, only to be greeted wif complains of being hot.. Who's more hotter?walking all the way from amk mrt, under the hot sun.. Dun nid to care abt me its ok, but ended up focus on self abt hotness...

How I wish those self attention can be transferred towards me.. Anyway tat explains y I seems so uncaring at the start.. So just sing lo.. Hmm K lunch getting worst.. the systems wasn't in gd condition n the lunch set was not tastier.. The choice for today, is only hainanese, curry or soya chicken rice.. Coem here to eat chicken rice when we can eat outside.. zz.. So the singing starts.. Actually I planned to sing many duets cuz only person I can sing duet is S.. The rest are all my guys frds..

But due to the unpleasant start, all sing own songs.. Hmm but luckily ytd nv go..So won't sing until so bad.. Anyway I super long nv sing, of cuz I sang quite badly n my throat always give me problems. After singing, we headed for some walked ard, buy tickets, booked pedicure appt n I treat her eat suki for early dinner.. well suki at amk doesn;t really taste gd.. choices are limited.. but their dessert got a lot of variety!Hmm can;t have all the best things in 1 outlet..

So after eating we went back to catch our movie, my 3rd movie in 3 days.. This time was butterfly love.. Liang Zhu.. Hmm I watch this movie cuz I love romance stories, esp the 1 which I catch in the past.. Not becuz of Wu Zhun unfortunately.. well yea the movie was a disappointment to me.. the fighting scenes makes my head spin..n this movie is supposed to be sad b touching.. ended up seems like comedy.. The acting seems a bit fake, but I think its due to the voice I hear ba...

Only the last part I like it.. cuz its a chinese version of Romeo n Juliet.. They both died in the end.. Didn;t touched me like the past, enough me make me teared thru out..Disappointed tat they kip remaking n changing the romance stories from the past until like this.. its creative but it spoilts the original taste.. After movie, we headed for pedicure.. my 2nd time doing it, both brought by S..Hmm another unpleasant things occurred..

I'm not after physical or material stuffs, but i'm after invisible emotional needs.. if I wan any rich stuffs only, I just have to find a rich family, n have them throwing materials stuffs for me n leave me alone after paying watever things or services for me..Tat's y I expect my love 1 not to b this way..Imagine me a guy, gg to something awkward n out of place, i'm being left alone there..only being asked from the opinion of which colour I would recommend to be applied on the toes..

Imagine I was just leaded there, left alone to sit beside, wif nobody to tend to me.. Already out of place le.. n so much things just happened like tat, n flipping on the different colours of toe nails is all i'm observing.. logically the ppl will not be thinking tat a guy will be coming in to do such things, as its very few lo.. ended up, its booking tat time tat says 2 slots, but we came early n no instructions were given to them tat i'll be doing.. tat's y this pedicure session, I do it so unhappily..

Every day, or rather everytime mit, always encounter such incidents.. How to treat the other party gd? Even if want to, go thru all these unpleasant things, it just turns me off.. well after tat is just speechless under go hm, chat for quite sometime, I left unhappily hm.. I dun wish to be so neglected all the time..

bubbles of sadness.

*4:56 PM .

(18/10/08) Saturday

I spent the whole of morning slping.. supposed to sing k session wif my bro, but cuz he lazy to come amk, find it too far, so end up dun1 mit him.. ya always wan me to go so far to mit him, he can;t come to somewhere near our place to mit us.. So I called off the whole plan as its seems so not understanding.. hence, I continue my activities, mtg wil out.. Hmm ended up playing cards wif wil n ben at Grand Cathay for hrs...until its time to watch movie at 9.30pm..

Didn't have any dinner cuz we have starbucks drink n eat the chicken cutlet from a finger food stall.. Well bought popcorn combo, cup corn n ice-cream for the movie.. Max Payne...wasn't really tat nice.. Its more on like the screen having so many suspense.. not really very thrilling too.. The actions were more on gun fights n other slow motions etc... The wings n those monsters were just illusions due to the drug effects due to corrupted government again, trying some military drugs which ended up failed..

After the movie, we headed back to yishun by bus.. I went to the lan shop to play, while wil went hm as he's too tired.. I played audi alone inside lan.. hmm audi seems so boring.. play 1 game have to wait so long.. my skill really getting lousy le..i can;t chance well.. S come into play wif me.. hmm weird hor.. somebody played a new couple acct wif others, then now play wif me.. anyway just played team games.. played until ard 4am? Then I left for hm.. Wat a boring day.. called kit to eat suki buffet wif me but he's not free.. Shall wait till nxt week ask him again ba..

bubbles of sadness.

*4:19 PM .

(17/10/08) Friday

The last day of the Week. Hmm went to cine leisure to watch movie wif S. As usual, i'm there earlier..I went to B1 to purchase ticket 1st, and wow Big Stan already last screening le, end up still packed wif so many ppl watching the movie.. end up gotten front seats instead.. The queue was long n I waited quite long.. She came shortly n we ended up eating a new place kobayashi. Hmm the food taste soso ba.. I order unagi, cuz I was thinking if go eat suki or sakae buffet, the rest of the things there can be ordered.. So might as well eat stg which was not possible to taste buffet. Of cuz i'm not leading a rich life, hence other rich buffets like Kuishin Bo are out of talk.. Can only afford to go seldomly.

After dinner, we have some time, hence we walked to walked to heeren and window shop ard. Hmm as usual must have stg happen when with her de.. This time is the issue of an sms.. Well if I nv saw tat, think S'll not show me ba... End up I walked off n headed to my fav section in HMV, which is the classical part.. At least it calms my heart a little.. well I noe got many ppl, tat's why, wif or wifout me, its the same.. Its really hard to let 1 to love the other wholeheartedly, wif so many others ard..

Cuz of this splited up.. I really dislike such moments.. I nv chase after cuz I dun think its my fault.. Anyway many things happened in the past, which is only left 4 me to noe.. so I just walked idly ard.. sitting down staring into spaces.. These were the things which i'm looking into when in a r/s.. its so rude to walk off just like this.. not once, but all the time.. well ended up, mit back to catch movie again.. The issue was not settle at all.. she came back as if ntg has happened like tat..But deep down inside me, it left a mark..

The movie was so so, funny for some laughter at some scenes.. But not a really gd movie tat keeps me laughing n enjoying all the time.. This movie is abt guys, diff from hse bunny. Well after movie, we decide to go to tcc to have a drink n some snacks n I would like to have a talk wif her.. well in ofc, I did some research on her horoscope n shared it wif her, the points which I felt on her.. we had a long talk n decided to take a cab, sending her hm as its late...

Well another bad things happened abt insecurity and the caring n attention needed, but was not given issue, instead of receiving sarcastic hurtful remarks issue.. Well i won't talked abt it here but shall keep it to myself ba.. This is something i put high importance in a r/s..She showed me a new movie, think its a korean movie at crunchroll.. Think its called 100 days wif Mr arrogant.. Hmm quite funny, got FH tog, n didn't have time to watch finish all the parts as its already very late.. Tat's all for the day...

bubbles of sadness.

*3:24 PM .

My personality test.

Your Personality Profile:
The results of your personality test determine your personality profile. They show where you stand on scales linking various personality characteristics (e.g. rational vs. emotional, tradition vs. innovation). And, they allow us to describe what these positionings mean, so you are better able to appreciate the seven dimensions which comprise a happy relationship. See for yourself!
rationality vs. emotionality
Rational people mainly draw on facts for decisions and are particularly quiet, able to analyze and argue logically. Emotional people are more likely to incorporate emotions into their decisions - the solution has to be a "good fit". Sensitivity, empathy and an ability to sense moods mark out their personality.

Your personal profile:emotional person
me

rationality emotionality

You often make decisions instinctively. Feelings play a greater part in your decision making than rational deliberations.
tradition vs. innovation
People with a strong inclination towards innovation are open to change and welcome it. People who tend towards tradition desire stability and are wary of change.

Your personal profile:moderate, tending to high, inclination towards innovation
me

tradition innovation

You are open to change, good at estimating a situation and pragmatically oriented. This is the average for most people.
introversion vs. extroversion
Extroverts focus their energy outwards, on things and people. Introverts focus their energy inwards, on inner events and states, such as thoughts, perceptions and reactions.

Your personal profile:pronounced introversion
me

introversion extroversion

You are quite introverted and observant, focussing on your own thoughts and perceptions. You would prefer to have a few good friends, rather than a lot of fleeting acquaintances.
individuality vs. adaptability
Adaptability describes the extent of your ability to orient your behavior towards others. A highly adaptable person is very empathic and values consensus. In contrast, a person with a strong tendency towards individuality does not shy from conflict and is more likely to follow their own guidelines.

Your personal profile:moderate, tending towards high, ability to adapt
me

individuality adaptability

You pay attention to other people's feelings and thoughts. Sometimes you conform to other's expectations, although you know it's impossible to make everyone happy. You try to act in a balanced fashion.
distance vs. attachment
Attachment describes the extent emotions are evoked by exterior stimuli in a person. People with a high need for attachment react more sensitively to stimuli than distanced people.

Your personal profile:moderate, tending towards high, desire for attachment
me

distance attachment

Your first reaction to an emotional situation is often very intense, but you deal with stress in a balanced fashion. Occasionally, you may be overwhelmed by feelings.
observation vs. feeling
People with a strong inclination towards cognitive perception take in the facts and details of the surrounding world, the way reality presents them. A feeling person prefers to deal with correlations, ideas and associations, which are intuitive rather than obvious.

Your personal profile:balanced, with a tendency towards observation
me

observation feeling

You rely on immediately tangible things that have already proven their worth. You avoid conjectural procedures and prefer to rely on your common-sense.
structure vs. integration
People who tend toward structure like their surroundings to be organized and predictable: this puts them in control. Their behavior is dominated by the left, logically structuring, side of the brain. Integrating personalities like to be open to experiences and encounter new opportunities. Their behavior is dominated by the right, interlinking, side of the brain.

Your personal profile:balanced, with a tendency towards integration
me

structure integration

Multiple possibilities motivate you. You enjoy an open perspective. Too much rigidity constricts you.

bubbles of sadness.

*12:17 PM .

My astrology reading for this week (20/10/08 - 26/10/08)

Your horoscope - Week of October 20, 2008
What goes around comes around, Libra, and sometimes nice people like you finish first. If you had any doubts on that score, your misgivings will be corrected early this week as the Moon in Cancer trines Mars, the ruler of your sector of rivals, competitors, and open enemies. You'll learn that you've triumphed over someone who wasn't on your side or in your corner. On Wednesday the radiant Sun enters Scorpio and your sector of what you value, and you give deep thought to the way you want to live your life and what makes you happy.

bubbles of sadness.

*10:17 AM .

Friday, October 17, 2008

My Tarot Readings for 17/10/2008 (Friday)

"Calm" is the watchword in your emotional life today. The Temperance and Moon cards signal the presence of mild weather, with high pressure dominating a cloudless sky. Nothing is about to shatter the feeling of calm that envelops you, dear yilun. However, don't let this air of peacefulness introduce an air of boredom into your love life. At work, there's a calm and reassuring day in store. When Temperance and the Hermit are with you, sparks are unlikely to fly, and you move slowly and surely towards the goals you've set yourself. Don't expect any unusual surprises on the professional front! Things trundle along without interference. It's an ideal day to stop worrying, and cultivate that zen outlook...

bubbles of sadness.

*4:27 PM .

Amazing Clock

I was running through all my emails, cleaning and tidying them.
Saw this so i share it with the blog.
The clock can be viewed from my link on the side.

1st Line is Second's

2nd Line is Minute's

3rd Line is Hour's

4th Line is the Day of the week

5th Line is today's Date

6th Line is the Month

7th Line is the Year

This is the coolest clock i have ever seen.

bubbles of sadness.

*4:24 PM .

(16/10/08) Thursday

Hmm ytd was great. My boss was on leave.. Thurs and fri.. However, dun really have much time as well, cuz she's still sending me emails from hm.. So got to do all the works for her lo.. Anyway times are bad now, and its hard to find a new job.. i'm still on contract.. I hope by my contract ends on jan 7th, jobs will start to be available.. Can't afford to be slacking at hm.. but when tat happens, i'll be taking any jobs tat's available, until times are better, I can start choosing my jobs again..

well comes to sch, hmm I'm pretty slply in the 1st half of the lesson..Dozed off a few times.. Its so hard to conc wif a tired mind.. luckily the 2nd half of the lesson, I feel a bit refresh..I'm feeling a bit emotional, and have been quite unhappy.. During break time, I spot my yr 1 frd, thomas, who took poa class wif me. He's full time student, hence i'm surprise to see him.. He's got nite classes due to make up lesson due to holidays.. So chat wif him awhile..

After sch,went hm wif him, and chat wif him till Yew Tee mrt n I proceed on from my journey back. I'm grateful for him for companying me when i'm always so lonely.. imagine at work, so many hrs, i'm always alone.. feel so imbalance.. I'm always so independent, but I dun like too much of it, no doubt I like to have my own personal space.. I wish I can have some1 to talk to, some1 to take care of me as well.. Looking for a linking kind of r/s, tc of each other, doing things tog, even if personal space is given, at least, dun 4get the other person. Always try to have news even if not beside each other.

Ok I ought to break off this loner cycle.. 1 day I will. Time to stay positive. Cuz ytd's nite lesson was on stress. Demand over Resources equal stress. What an equation to form. Of cuz the lesson doesn't solely lies in this equation alone. Its more to it n another beneficial lesson. Learn tat most guys are “fight and Flight” in nature, Most females are “tend and befriend”.. However I think I'm more towards the female side. Cuz when problems arises, I prefer to tend to it, rather than flight from it.

“Fight and Flight” means when problems come, u fight n u give up or move away from the the problem when u lose.. Tend and Befriend means when problem comes, u attend to it, and over come the problems...think tat's all I can share for now in my lessons, cuz I can;t rmb much until I really go n study my notes..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:32 AM .

Thursday, October 16, 2008

What tree did U fall from.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple Tree

ROWAN TREE (the Sensitivity) -

full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications,
is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does
not forgive.

Comments : Hmm This 1 seems very accurate to me as well. But its not very detailed in the explanation.

bubbles of sadness.

*5:19 PM .

Birthdates reveal about you

The birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together like in the example until there is only one digit. The Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want it will just color your choice differently.

Example: March 20, 1950
3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 = 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 = 2 + 0 = 2
2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example.

You are the _____,

# 1 THE ORIGINATOR
# 2 THE PEACEMAKER
# 3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY
# 4 THE CONSERVATIVE
# 5 THE NONCONFORMIST
# 6 THE ROMANTIC
# 7 THE INTELLECTUAL
# 8 THE BIG SHOT
# 9 THE PERFORMER

7 - THE INTELLECTUAL

7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race. They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like
secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what not in the world at large.
Famous 7's: William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Michael Jackson, Joan Baez, Princess Diana.

Comments : Hmm really? Not bad another kind of calculations.

bubbles of sadness.

*5:14 PM .

horoscope

LIBRA MAN

A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool
, calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of
aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes
he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance
himself most of the time.

To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or

up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as

if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good
looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that

the whole world is smiling with him too.

When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with.
In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and

watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who
compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.

Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit
still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his

own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and

may even take you out that night.

Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be
noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him
carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to
be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always
something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.

A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in
details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to
correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not
like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.

He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work
like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you

so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice.
If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If
you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay
and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a
big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling
before ever.

He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes,

he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In
his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate
loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his
match is suitable and compatible with him.

Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one
he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He
never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He
will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for
this.

A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not
pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get
to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be
happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to
see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very
quiet.

He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend
first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers
a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to
understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a
private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

Comments : Woo... This 1 seems quite accurate for me. Majority of the points here seems accurate, including the bad ones.. however at times, it depends on the situation and oso the people ard me. Hmm i noticed that if S were to read this, those bad points will only be S's keywords inside but ntg else.But if this is talking abt S, its likely to be the opposite, as S's keywords, will only be the gd points.

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*4:59 PM .

How bad is your temper according to your horoscope!

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 - OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it's true.
Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your
image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You
also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into
self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you
better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and
what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.

Comments: Hmm i'm not clear of this either. But its somehow true to a certain extent. It depends on situation and people though.

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*4:47 PM .

My Birthday Chart

October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey

If you are a Monkey: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are

Comments ; My results keeps showing Monkey haha.. Hmm This 1 actually sounds quite accurate for my case..

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*4:15 PM .

Information

How you undress reveals your personality....

1) throw your clothes all over the place
2) remove each piece of clothing and put it away carefully
3) take off the shirt, and ten minutes later get around to the pants
4) get out of your clothes as quickly as possible
5) take off your rings, earrings, necklace, watch, etcetera before anything else
6) don't have an undressing routine

Answers:

1) If you throw your clothes all over the place
you are a friendly, life-of-the-party type. You are free with your thoughts and opinions, not caring much about what others think of you. Your parents might think your room looks like a cyclone hit it? but it actually represents your happy, individualistic nature!

2) If you remove each piece of clothing and put it away carefully you are a serious person who likes her life to be very calm. You are comfortable with routine, and you believe that the best way to deal with life's problems is to prevent them in the first place. You are a perfectionist. By nature you are quite shy. You are observant and you know more about some people than they think, just because you've watched them. You are dependable and sometimes intense. You think carefully before making decisions. You go about your tasks methodically, with concentration. You know how to pay attention.

3) If you take off the shirt, and ten minutes later get around to the
pants
you are an extremely self-confident person. You are naturally bright and intellectual. You are also a deep thinker who loves to ask questions and ponder the meaning of things. You hate being rushed and you do not like to be hassled. Usually you like a lot of free time for yourself.

4) If you get out of your clothes as quickly as possible
you are concerned about others and what they expect from you, but you're worried about your own needs. You are family-oriented, and stay extremely busy. You often feel stressed, but most of those heavy expectations come from your own head! Give yourself a break; you don't have to be perfect.

5) If you take off your rings, earrings, necklace, watch, etcetera before anything else
you are a warm and sensitive person. You are considerate and thoughtful, and you give good advice to your friends. You are a natural born romantic.

6) If you don't have an undressing routine and you never do it the same
way twice
you are a very curious and interesting person. You enjoy a broad range of activities. You take risks and enjoy fun and adventure. You are very social.

Comments : Once again, this is just for reading leisure, becuz in the case of myself, i have different way of doing things. Sometimes, i'm in a rush or wat, i quickly took of my chg my clothes when i came back. Sometimes, i'm lazy, i remove the shirt, then play ard wif m y baby niece. Sometimes i'm systematic, i remove all the accessories, watch etc.. but the most often 1 i think will be 5 ba..

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*4:03 PM .

(15/10/08) Wednesday

Ok its time for my regular blogging. Hmm I got stg to blog today cuz after work I actually mit up wif wil for an outing at AMK. Well its gonna be a short post anyway, cuz i'm gonna skip my work part. Btw during lunch time, I really getting sick of LJS's services. No doubt I love the fries n food over there, though its really very heaty but the services there serious is damn sucky. Every outlet I go oso got problems de. This time is at central shopping mall..

Well, last time I went there, got a prob. I ordered the food, ended up every1 else got their food m mine was forgotten.. I patiently waited for quite a long time, think more than half an hr n yet still haven't arrive. Ended up I still have to collect my food myself. This time rd, I'm thinking of wat to eat.. Went there, there's a promo on the 2 chicken, 2 shrimp crunch, fries n a chicken peg n a drink. I ate b4 n find it very small in sewrving size.. so I decided to order additional sides. As usual I will order coleslaw cuz at least got stg other than all fried food n my favourite 1 piece of fish..

Then that particualr cashier was laughing so badly n talking to the kitchen staff. 1 look its so obvious tat they r mocking at me.. Its not those kind of teasing at jokes which r harmless lo. Its really so insulting. Wa luckily I have my earpiece on, so I hold on to my posture. Another thing was eating there was like putting myself in an oven, it was freaking warm inside. I regretted eating here.. I have a very unhappy meal n yes this has already turn me off from ljs. I'm not gonna support ljs anymore. Their services really turns me off. There'll be other better fish meat to eat outside n more healthier.

Ok so at nite, luckily I'm clever enough, wil was thinking of making wait until he finishes eating dinner at hm, leaving me after a long day work, n wait 4 him wif an empty stomach while he comes wif a full stomach. Wa i'm not happy having to mit him always like this..its too selfish le. So this time, I make use of the cinema timing, told him tat the show starts at 7 n make sure he arrives at 6.45 ard my time hehe. Cuz 1 think gd abt wil is, when we say tat time mit, he sure comes on time de. Rarely will he be late cuz we have our golden rule. 5 mins late, 2.50 bubble tea. 15Mins late, 5 bucks meal, half an hr, 10 bucks. And it can all add additional 5 bucks each for every additional 15mins late.

Ok so he arrives n we went to the cinema to buy tickets. Watching hse bunny tonite. Since the time was so early I was planning for a dinner, but however, thinking tat i'm planning to lose weight, not gd to buy a meal rite? Hence decided to buy finger food n wil suggest card snooker, so we went there. Along the way, I went to the m1 shop again. Cuz I recently heard abt the deal on dual sim card. Yea, I'm using phones wif 2 sim card now.. find it troublesome having to bring both phone out. Hmm if I can transfer both sims into 1 phone, its more convenient.

So went to check the price but will discuss wif them abt the use of this dual sim further some other days. Went to ock buy some finger food b4 gg to the k pool. Got my membership card, it seems nice. Played a game n wa.. this will,tis month cannot play anything wif him related to $. dunno is he damn lucky or wat. Last min always can win me de.. in the end the 1st game 5.70, I lost him 1 dollar means for 5.70, we split into half the payment, but I have to pay additional 1 bucks while he pay 1 bucks lesser..

Ok after tat we rush to buy popcorns b4 gg for the movie. Movie on time. Well hse bunny, the rating I gif it 7/10 ba.. its a gers movie, but its quite funny at times, n I gif points for the touchingscene in the back. Well a lady not necessary be very beautiful is gd, but have to be logical too. Oso not all guys will go for the sexy, skimpily dressed, exposing gers or play hard to catch kind of woman. I'm 1 of the guy category who dun go 4 such gers. I prefer decent, conservative n pleasant looking, simple gers. I dun like gers who attract lots of attentions.

Most imptly, is both must clique n suits each other ba.. Well I didn;t manage to finish the popcorn this time, so does will. Well after the movie, as usual went for cards snooker again.. Sian la.. at first winning again lo.. Then end up pay the bill Is 1 pay extra again. This time is additional 3 bucks out of 20.80.. Cuz its late so wil wants to take a cab hm.. anyway i'm lazy too, so we shared the cab hm..Reached hm, chat wif S a 4 quite a while, b4 I drag my lazy body to wash up n get rdy 4 bed..

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*11:49 AM .

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Which bird are you?

Woodpecker

A tough, hard-working character with plenty of stamina. Has no problem drumming up support for their ideas, no matter how wacky they seem. With a lateral-thinking mind they are skilled at dissecting problems and seeing the wood for the trees. However, with their noisy and exuberant lifestyle, you might not want to have one as a neighbour.

Comments : haha reminds me of the cartoon woodpecker. The description is so funny. Am i really so noisy? haha.

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*4:28 PM .

My Sign - Libra

Turn ons

Libra needs peace and harmony in all their
relationship so help them maintain that. Venus the ruling planet gives them
beauty and they have weakness for people who can compliment them about their
beauty (you will not have to make an effort to do that anyway). You can help
Libra seek union and partnership in life. If you have Libra partner you can be
sure to share beautiful and pleasurable moments together.

Turn offs

Libra is kind and gentle soul but very
argumentative. Hence do not start an argument or discussion unless of course you
are free and do not know how to pass your time. They hate to lose and most
probably in between of discussion they may change their side too (remember
scales can tilt) and still continue arguing from other side. Do not push your
Libra partner into making decisions. They will keep weighing pros and cons and
may still not be able to come to any decision. Have patience!

Comments : Yeah tat's quite true. I'll be fully convince if wat's said to be logical. A judge must be convinced b4 he/she agrees to the point. Yes i hates to argue, but i dun understand y some ppl just like triggering my argue nerves.. Already unhappy abt something le, still says stg piercing n it triggers my argue nerves..

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*4:22 PM .

Fruits analysis

所属水果：藍莓

性格：細心 / 藝術天份高

评价：藍莓是一個很享受家庭生活的人，閒時最愛就是在家中休息，種花、看書、聽音樂是你最大的興趣，而且藝術天份頗高；對於戀人，會是一個非常細心的伴侶，對於伴侶的起居飲食都會照顧週到，你很強調彼此之間的私人空間，大家互相之間能夠做到彼此信任，彼此給予自由，這樣的愛情才是最珍貴，藍莓並不會像其他情人般，經常要求對方在身邊，又或是要求每天甜蜜如糖般，因為藍莓相信一段真正長久的愛情，是絕不會因為少見面而變質的。

與藍莓拍拖秘訣：要成為藍莓的伴侶，首先一定要培養自己的興趣來，讓彼此有著私人的空間，如果能對藝術有著一股熱情及興趣，相信大家傾談起來會更為投契，緣份便可因此而產生了。

Comments : Not bad, this is my dream family life in future.

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*3:55 PM .

Finding Out You and Your Partner's Compatibility (Just for Fun)

8 Passionate
This couple knows that the existence of a being and the home
affairs alike start from scratch and progress. That is why they
will not be worried about material possessions when they start
their journey together. Their fortitudes are strong that they will
become prosperous together. What they have to watch out for is not
to forget their manners, even as the days go by together.

Comments : I'm in a complicated r/s now,complicated not as in i have many gfs at 1 time, but got serious r/s probs? Hmm anyway i just did this comparison.. lol watch our manners!

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*3:42 PM .

Which baby are you?

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves
those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner and
physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry

often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making
friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated.
Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.

Comments : Hmm this is not really very accurate.. But i just post for the sake of posting haha.

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*3:32 PM .

Sleeping Positions & Personality

Comments : Well actually this 1 is very hard to tell, becuz for my case, i usually have a few slping positions, so its hard for me to choose which 1 i belongs to.. Besides the positions are limited. Some positions which i sleep, wasn't describe here either. Hmm but if i were to choose, think its...on my side wif my knees slightly bent... Hmm but oso not very accurate leh, but its a mixed wif the rest of the positions which i slp in.

Do you sleep on your tummy the entire night?

Do you sleep on your tummy the entire night? While you are balanced and level headed, you tend to be slightly narrow minded. You have fixed ideas and are unlikely to accept another person's opinion easily. You force people to comply with your needs, and you rarely adjust to others. In spite of this, you are popular and have many friends.

In a foetal position

If you sleep on your side with your knees curled up towards your stomach, in a foetal position, it shows that you are vulnerable and sensitive. You can get easily hurt, and get upset very easily. You also tend to be selfish, and put your needs ahead of others. This is not necessarily a bad thing, but it will do you good to lighten up a bit. You have a short temper and are easily irritated.

On your side, with your knees slightly bent

If you sleep on your side with your knees very slightly bent, it shows that you are a sincere and loving person. You are sensitive, polite and gentle. You would never hurt anyone intentionally - you're too nice a person. You have a good heart, and everyone is fond of you. You get along with most people, as you see the good in them and ignore the bad. This is a rare quality. However, at times you tend to be too harsh and critical of yourself. If you make a mistake, you will brood about it for hours - or even days.

On your back with your legs crossed

If you sleep on your back with your legs crossed, it shows that you are slightly vain and self-obsessed. You find it difficult to accept change. You like things to stay the way you are, and are constantly looking back into your past. You are a solitary person, and you are also very tolerant and patient.

On your side, with your knees curled

If you sleep on your side, without your knees bent but not totally curled in towards your tummy, it indicates that you are a confident person. You usually are successful in most of your undertakings. You are hardworking and dedicated. Your lack of success at anything is more due to your neglect and laidback attitude than incompetence. If you sleep on your right side, with your right arm stretched out under your head, power and fortune are not far from your grasp.

On your side, with one knee bent

Do you sleep on your side, with one knee bent and the other straight? You are a quiet and introverted person. The saying 'Still waters run deep' seems to have been made for you, because though you don't talk much, you observe and listen. You talk less because you don't believe in indulging in unnecessary conversation. You are intelligent, and are of a balanced nature. Rarely will you lose control of yourself. You know what you are doing, and where you are going. However, you don't have too much patience with those who are less intelligent than you. Loosen up! You don't discuss your feelings, and are not a very emotional person. You are rational and think with your head, not with your heart.

On your back, with your arms crossed under your head

If you sleep on your back with your arms crossed under your head,
it shows that you are an intelligent person. You are not a chatterbox, but you are friendly, and have a few close friends - who are all you need. It takes you a while to get to like someone. Men who sleep like this make good providers, but they don't love easily. Too choosy perhaps.

On your back with your arms and legs straight

If you sleep on your back with your arms and legs spread out straight, it shows that you are a free spirit! You love your independence. And, you love to gossip! You also don't brood over things too much. You are laidback and don't get tense easily - which is a good thing. In addition, you enjoy the luxurious things in life, and are a spendthrift. But, thankfully, your optimistic attitude helps you along the career ladder, and you probably earn a lot as well. you definitely are capable of it

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*3:26 PM .

My Fortune at Born

Sen
Born on the Emperor's Stomach
This birth situation indicates that you will keep company with many clever people. They are people who excel in their career and their study and their presence in your life will inspire you to be ambitious. Happiness brings good fortune, so you must develop a happy disposition and be smiling at all times.

Comments : The time when i'm born, its in the time of a monkey. Hehe so its quite auspicious. cuz rat n monkey are compatible. Really? Hmm but i noe i have certain ambitions in life. dunno when i can be able to achieve them. Ya happiness brings gd fortune. I need to stay happy at all times n not always be in a situation where i'm always sad n quarreling..

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*3:17 PM .

Birthday Meanings

Is your birthday day 11 of the month?
Your Life
You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People
admire your qualities and some
even become jealous of you. You are realistic,
flexible and adaptable. You
are remarkably kind and moral person.
Your Love
You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the
one you love. Your lover will
always have your gentleness, care and loyalty.
You will always be happy to
hang around the one you love.

Comments : Sure or not? All these factors will be my strongest if I managed to mit some 1 who's true in her love 4 me wholeheartedly. And of cuz I love her wholeheartedly too!

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*3:08 PM .

Horoscope's Number 1

天秤座.
爱美第一名，犹豫第一名，懒惰第一名，善辩第一名，公正第一名。

Comments : Haha 爱美? Ya to a certain extent. But when i got my other half, i dun nid to attract other ppl le, so won't 爱美 anymore. 犹豫? Yup i'm indecisive esp when it comes to critical decision in my life. Well indecisive can be gd or bad. the gd thing is u specially take some time to think very carefully abt the decision i want to take, then once taken le, no regrets to it, be firm. 懒惰? Yup very lazy indeed haha. Well lazy as in, if its very comfortable, lazy to shift le. Well of cuz if i met some1 who drives me alot wif true love, i'll rose from my laziness n puts in 100% of my heart to do things for her. 善辩? Hmm dunno wat it means.. 公正? Yup i can say i'm very justice person. Play game or wat, i wan everythign to be fair n square. at least lose or win, i feel contented. I look at things in a whole pic, not tilt to 1 side, hence i'm gd to be a judge haha.

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*2:41 PM .

Funny Horoscope

天秤座
父亲对天天说："今天不要上学了，昨晚．．．你妈给你生了两个弟弟。你给老师说一下就行了。"
天天却回答："爸爸，我只说生了一个；另一个，我想留著下星期不想上时再说！"
（聪明、权衡利弊的天平）

Comments : Haha ya, Knitty witty kind of person i am. Always plan ahead, and think of optimism way to anythings.

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*2:39 PM .

My Birthday Colour

NAVY
You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone, it's hard for you to forgive them.

Comments : Attractive? Not really. Love my life, at times, but valur ba. Yes i'm a sentimental and emotional guy. Feelings are strong. Distracted not in terms of attention, but easily affected. Like, r/s probs, i feel very affected.. Yes i find it hard to 4give ppl cuz i keep qn myself, y this person can be so heartless to hurt me. I can't 4gif the person, which the person doing anything rite, to let me 4give him/her.

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*2:34 PM .

My Birthday Password

10月11日自在的社交人
宮位：天秤座17º-19º
天秤座三
本位的風像

10 月11日出生的人總是夢想著走入決策中心，扮演重要的社會角色。可惜，他們好逸惡勞的天性每每成為最大的絆腳石。對他們而言，確實定位自己的角色是非常重要而必須的，因為在他們的職業生涯裡充滿了許許多多的困難與挑戰。事實上，他們或許得不斷地換工作，直到挑到真正適合的職業為止。

撇開事業不談，他們可說是為社交生活而活的人；由於無法忍受離群獨處，他們洽談室要和人群緊密相連，也因為這樣，當他們扮演團體或私人代表的角色時，總是成績斐然。

今天出生的人有淪為“好好先生”或“好好小姐”的危險，也可能變得過於懶散。導致他們無法在工作上安定下來，或隨便遷就現實的一大原因，就是缺乏強烈又直接（或說自利）的野心。他們不喜歡面對復雜的情況，或許也懶得去面對挑戰，寧可以舒服和快樂為重，所以要積極地設法找出可以輕松兼顧事業、感情、家庭和休閑娛樂的生活形態。

他們喜歡呼朋引伴、結群成黨，他們可親的性格使他們在轉換不同的環境或階層時，總是毫無隔閡；無論是和達官貴人的或販夫走卒相處，他們都能維持相當自在的態度，即使他們是境遇甚佳或學歷極高的人，也不會因而擺出勢利或驕傲的態度。

今天出生的人必須小心，千萬不要被強勢的人牽著鼻子走。其實，就算發現自己喫了虧，他們也會給對方再一次（甚至第三次）的機會。就這方面而言，他們或許該對自己的動機做一番審察；這麼做的原因是否純粹基於包容的態度，如果是，則意味著內在心靈的成長與健全；但是，如果是因為潛意識裡有被虐待的傾向，那麼可得力求改善了。

當10月11日出生的人對現狀心滿足時，內心便會產生無可言喻的喜悅，這種喜悅是大多數的人無法體會的。然而，包容力沒有大問題並不保證他們的精神生活就有充分的發展，所以，他們還是得花一部分的精力來發展自我、了解自我，否則便會停滯不前。
幸運數字和守護星

10 月11日出生的人會受到數字2（1＋1＝2）和月亮的影響。數字2使他們成為很好的工作伙伴，而非領袖。今天出生者的社交纔華最可能在家庭與群體合作時表現出來；而他們優雅的舉止和豐富的想像力在月亮與金星（天秤座的主宰行星）的雙重影響下得到加強，但應小心勿流於浮華、盲從與自滿。數字11使他們容易受表像影響，而金星則使他們容易被理想化或性感的美麗事物所吸引，同時，也很可能喜歡成雙成對或對稱的東西。
健康

因為過於靜態的生活方式，使得今天出生的人容易神經衰弱，或罹患與飲食有關的疾病。如果他們整天坐著不離開座位，就得當心背部與腎髒出問題。請記得三個字：多喝水！此外，請避免飲食過量，或沉溺於煙、酒或咖啡因。賴床或懶散地坐著不動對他們來說是一種樂趣，不過，如果做得太過火了，可是要付出代價的哦！為了健康著想，最好還是多做一些激烈的運動，這樣同時也能強化他們的警覺性、意志力和魄力，可說是一舉兩得。
建議

請嚴以律已，避免自滿。不進則退，防患問題並不等於逃避挑戰。人生有夢，築夢踏實。

塔羅牌

大秘儀塔羅牌的第11張是“正義”。牌面坐著一位安詳的女性，一手拿天平、一手拿寶劍。她提醒我們遵循整個宇宙的規律，隻要我們堅持正道，生活就能維持平衡與和諧。牌面正立時，這張牌代表正直、公平、誠實和紀律；牌面倒立時則是消極、疏遠、懼怕創新和不滿。

靜思語

欲望是生活的一部分。
優點

迷人、包容、安穩。
缺點

自滿、被動。停滯不前。

bubbles of sadness.

*2:31 PM .

My Tarot Reading for 15/10/08 Wednesday

There's a sad day ahead in terms of your personal life, dear yilun... Under the influence of the Hermit, you're inclined to withdraw into your shell, while the Death card lends a solemn atmosphere to your emotional situation, suggesting that a disagreement or separation is in the air. Perhaps you need to take stock of the situation with regard to some element of your emotional past? A person, a place, a memory. Ponder the question, but don't make any irreversible decisions today. On the professional side, an unexpected event could force to make a completely new start or to take a decision when you clearly don't want to do that. The Star and the card of Death symbolize a liberation, even if at this moment in time you have no inkling that this change will in the end afford you an autonomy that you did not have before. Believe in the benefit of change!

Comments: Yes i am super sad now. i lack True love. Any1?

bubbles of sadness.

*2:23 PM .

(14/10/08) Tuesday

Bascially ntg much to comment abt my boring jobs and just go to sch after work.. I got no mood to blog today. Travel back home last nite in a very foul mood. Always so deeply hurt, n find myself silly, getting myself hurt for ntg.. called wil to go jog wif me, but end up can;t reached him.. It was the most horrible words I have ever swallowed in my ears to my heart tat a person can said such a thing to me. Anyway told myself this is the last time i'll breakdown over this. The sky will always be big.

bubbles of sadness.

*11:39 AM .

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

(13/10/08) Monday

Hmm as usual i'm late.. But this time, not very late.. I was so tired tat I can;t wake up.. End up rush everything n force myself to work.. Well its a bad start of the week. Got scolding for my mum of bread stuffs, having a headache travelling to work.. I start of my week unhappily.. Then reached ofc, worst.. The new boss gimme more troubles.I reached ofc at 9.20am. Its earlier than my normal time, but I noe its still late.. She's more worst now.. I feel really unbearable..

This time she wans me to send her an email, notifying her n my agency upon my arrival. Then lunch time fixed at 1230-1330. Shit lo. Here to eat, have to travel so far.. She dun wan eat, then let it be.. To add on, she even send me a file on the task which I'm handling. And she wants me to put in the percentage I spent my time on each task, added up to 100%. This is crazy lo. I handle so many things already.. my old boss left me wif no replacement, n his task is already shared btw me n my big boss. Now still wan to pick on me again.

After writing down, I still hav to write down a documentation of each task on how am proceed on to do it.. Its more than 20 task for me to do, from daily, weekly, monthly n quarterly lei.. Wat more did she wan? This Is the 1st time I really showed an unpleasant face to such boss at work.. Think she notice it n was not very pleased as I can see her face very black too.. I wish I can be a boss myself n not c her face.. Tat's my dream.. But I noe i'm not capable cuz I dun have the finance now.. When will I be able to succeed? It seems a very far distance from my goal..

I wanna have my own family business too, run together wif my wife? I wan to run an employment agency n oso a hse rental agency services.. Cuz this industry is always on-going, unlike u sell products where the product's lifespan is quite short if the competitions btw other industries r high.. i'm still thinking..Well I endured a long way at work.. Hmm after work, i'm so lonely again lo.. ya well I met S for movie.. but she has her epilate appt at amk.. ended up I have to wait 4 her...

So I went to doby ghaut to play audi, since I got ntg to do at amk while waiting 4 her.. its gonna take few hrs.. from 6.30 I have to wait till 8pm +.. so I went to PC bunk 4 the 1st time to play.. Hmm the com there not bad.. however, I think its quite laggy. Think chambers still better than bunk.. but the sound at bunk I admit is rather great.. haha so I played a bit here abit there.. but waiting time was super long each game.. sad lo..

Then surprised she call me earlier tat her appt is finishing earlier than expected. So I log off after 1 hr of gaming, which cost me $4 bucks.. wa.. 1st time I went lan, pay so much an hr.. have to subscribe membership better.. So reached there, she treat me movie, while I treat her dinner.. watched Storm rider at 9.20, have a chat wif her at mos b4 the movie.Hmm many thing to ponder upon during the chat.. the movie, is great not bad. But I won;t say its the best I have watch.. cuz the fighting part a bit messy n spinning..c le a bit giddy or headache. At parts the conversation like very less, so bit slply.

Overall, not bad. Ard 7/10 ba. But the ending.. hmm i'm more interested in wind n the ger who loves wind, cuz the ending is not very clear.. but as for cloud n the ger, the ending was obvious.. ok after movie send her back hm n chat wif her outside for quite long b4 I went hm.. Tat's all I can say inside here..

bubbles of sadness.

*3:22 PM .

(12/10/08) Sunday

So after the mahjong game, every1 was tired. The 3 of us say bb to my bro, n headed to tampines mall to eat bf at mac.. Hmm ben says he last time play cards wif us cuz he got to start work le, so very seldom can play.. ok so play wif him awhile b4 we go hm.. Wa.. ben still lose again haha. In 1 day, he lost 48 at mahjong, lost 53 in cards.. this wil hor.. this mth really so lucky.. Though he lost a bit in mj cuz of his luck, but his cards game really win a lot...

Wil says he's very tired so we both 1st time took cab n headed all the way down to hm.. ben alight halfway thru.. then followed by me n lastly wil.. Reached hm, unpacked everything, n immediately, I lied on been n I dozed off.. wake up on n off.. Then I tot today's my niece bd, they'll be celebrating it in my hse.. but end up nv I think.. So I carry on slping. I planned to wake up in the evening n go to the lan to use com after dinner, but ended up I slp unitl 8.40pm? Then forced myself up to eat dinner.. Hmm then I lazed ard, watch tv..etc.. N then lazy to do anything, I go back to slp again..

Really super tired, think tat's the after effect of lack of slp haha.. so tat's how my sun passed..

bubbles of sadness.

*3:04 PM .

(11/10/08) Saturday

Happy birthday to myself!! Hmm my bd cele continues.. Well we met up again n went to sakae sushi at doby Ghaut b4 leaving to mit wil at mrt. At 1st tot of gg sing k lunch, but cuz we slept late last nite n can;t wake up, so end up mit eat other to eat. Tat's very full n tasty meal. And then I send her to take mrt back cuz its too late as wil already reached doby ghaut.. ok I find wil n we headed to marina square.. Disappointed cuz 2 more person suppose to come early, ended up so late then come..

Ben n my jc bro ray.. Sian lo.. So me n wil play tog instead.. wa.. Tat's very sad, I kip losing cuz i'm so lousy le.. can't aim well anymore.. ended up I lost.. Kit, kw, ding, nel, jason bear, duck were the 2nd batch. Ended up they even come earlier than the 2 who's suppose to come early.. I give up playing wif wil n I lost 14 bucks, while wil only pay 3 bucks 4 the game.. Sian lo.. Then my bro finally come, so we played 2 games of number ball billards.. Nel, ray,me n wil.We started playing n I n nel win $ instead of paying $ for the table bill. Haha my bro lost a lot cuz he super long nv play n too greedy..

So after tat we headed to swensens to eat.. Sigh I wanna eat kenny rogers lo.. Y they all dun wan.. ended up cuz we planned to watch a movie, n got no other place to eat dinner.. So we ended up eat dinner at swensens.. The bd celebration was not well organize.. as usual I have to plan everything myself.. n I just say it out, n they agree they go, dun agree, they dun.. So disappointing.. I got no other choice, since swensens us the only place I can think of..

Settle down, I think I dun really like swensens anymore.. cuz I think the food there not really delicious.. only the ice-cream taste great. But prob was, HSBC credit card. For the sake of discounts, I got myself posb debit card for sakae sushi, uob debit for movie, citibank credit for other use.. But of cuz HSBC I can;t apply haha.. Ok then they surprised me wif something.. though I already expected tat, cuz from the way they behave, I knew it.. Deep inside me, I wanna stop them but I appreciate their tots, so I go ahead wif the things..

Ok so the embarassing things start le.. I think this is cuz I really seldom cele bd. Tat's y I'm very not used to them singing bd songs to me wif many other ppl watching. I really dunno wat I shld do or react.. Happy yet very paiseh lo.. ok so I hear them sing, make wish, blow candles.. N they actually make me pull out the candles wif my mouth.. Ok la, they happy can le. I cut the cake for them n ended up zz, they forced me to eat ¼ of the ice-cream cake.. Omg.. to think tat wil treated me wif my fav merry-mint ice-cream n I have to eat the cake..

I already have a heavy lunch n I can't finish them.. forced myself until its the 1st time I didn;t finish my merry-mint ice-cream... Super full!. After tat we got no time to catch movie le. There's a miscommunication b4 my jc bro n the rest.. He went to run some errands for his dad so he left during the dinner. He tot its at grand cathay where we already planned to be at cineleisure.. So ended up we rush to cathay in cab to mit him..

Go there, chg to watch big stan to watch storm rider.. ended up, no seats.. n we dunno wat to watch le.. storm rider at 9.20? But ended up actually they dun1 watch movie.. Wah... again like tat.. This is oso 1 point of time when I super sian again.. So ended up all wanna go to have a drink in a k-tv pub.. My 1st time gg there.. I repeatedly ask them, if its clubbing I'm not gg. If its playing classical music or peaceful environment I go. They say its like k-tv kind de. So I follow them...

I sit in my bro's car wif wil n kit. Hmm went there.. its like.. ok la.. still manageable.. of cuz the gers there to me, is definitely not my cup of tea. So we all went as a big grp. Eggroll n my bro, guorong oso joined us.. 12 guys tog. Hmm they dunno order wat think, I think is called chivas + green tea.. Hmm I was so shocked 1 bottle cost 168bucks..lucky so many ppl share, else sure very ex.. Hmm they really very evil leh, wan to drunk me.. esp tat stupid ben.. he pour the content of the chivas, quite a lot to my cup.. Hmm it taste ok ok la.. not really my fav but still drinkable..

They were like crazy lo. Drink the liqour until like gulping down. I prefer drinking it wif a sip, slowly de.. like tat then can taste the drink ma?End up they say I ah qua.. Hmm who's ignorant? I 1st time drink leh, but I prefer to drink it this way like tasting red wine.. Hmm then they start playing card games.. who lost, who must drink.. Wa all trying to target me leh.. I was told to drink a full cup, n tat really costed me a bit..

My head did spin a bit.. But of cuz i'm not drunk.. I'm not used to drinking n besides this is not my hobby n neither am I interested to make drinking a habits.. btw ladies who likes to drink, is not my cup of tea.. haha.. I prefer a healthy ger wif a healthy lifestyle. Not complicated wif so many guys, or smoke, or drinks, or club etc.. Hmm then me n my jc bro r more interested in delicating songs to sing..Haha but its the 1st time I ever sing it a public lo.. not really 1st timela, cuz in jc times oso have..

But very paiseh ma.. cuz jc times is performance n not many ppl will noe me cuz i'm singing wif a grp. But this time, in a hall, ppl can see who is singing lo.. Hmm but here sing not shiok de.. cuz sing 2 songs have to pass the mike to other table to sing.. Hmm so 1st song I sang was “Wo3 Ai4 de ren2” and “jing4 Jing4 de”.. Well sian lo.. I'm actually prefer to sing alone cuz my jc bro's singing really like off like tat.. Some more its like singing to the crowded.. Makes me dun feel like singing..

He's like singing on its own wifout following the beat of the song.. Luckily the 2nd song he dunno how to sing, so I can sing alone hehe. Then after waiting 4 8 songs, its our turn again.. Hmm sang forever love n cai3 hong2... Hmm of cuz again the same old thing happened.. sian.. no choice ma.. share lo.. Then the 3rd time, I 4get sing wat le.. then we until 11pm +, we bid the rest farewell n left wif wil, ben me n my bro where he drive us to his hse..

After washing up at his hse, we start to play mahjong.. Hmm this is the 1st time I played wif a slply mind.. Luckily I nv zha4 hu2.. Hmm as usual this mth soso.. Still lose in the 1st rd.. but luckily at the 2nd rd I managed to win.. Haha ben really very unlucky tat nite.. he kips losing. We play 20-40 n at the end of the game, multiply by 1.5.. So ended up ben lost 48 bucks to my bro. Well wil the 1st rd really super luckily. 1st time c him hu 5 tai.. but in the end, cuz he begins to feel slply, he starts losing in the 2nd rd.

Imagine 1st rd he so luckily until he stucked be the banker for a few rds lo.. Then he lost 18 bucks to me in the end. Well the match was so draggy cuz of many stucked banker, so 2rds, we played until morning 8am +..Super long hor? But I shall stop here for the nxt post.. Tat's the end of my bd cele...fast hor?

bubbles of sadness.

*2:22 PM .

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