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*11:27 AM .

Misc Thoughts - Start Blogging on 30th Oct 2009 at 6.30pm – 30th Oct 2009 at 7.15pm

Well I was having sinus in the morning hence I postpone blogging. Since I am feeling better I shall start blogging at Mac, though there’s no internet for me to post it immediately, but having a laptop is what I hoped to have. Cuz the mind is something so special that it just came to me like some thoughts all of a sudden, but if I did not managed to jot them down some where, any minute from how the thought came, will just be gone unknowingly. Just like dreaming, u can have any kind of dreams, be it nightmare, or sweet dreams.

The moment when u dream of it, u will wake up remembering it, but as the day goes by, due to other things which moves on, and the past becomes further and further from present. You will not be able to rmb it, unless something by chance occurred that reminds u of it, like conversation or the things u do. Sounds profound but I am not able to relay the message well. So in simple, I just wan to comment, I am relief to be able to just type them down when ever such valuable thoughts come into my mind, with my laptop around.

However, the bad things are, its such a troublesome to carry such heavy things as I travel.. Its really heavy n sometimes its best to just go out of the house without carrying anything in your hands. Another thing was, the mind is working almost 24 hours all the time, especially mine, but laptop is something I cannot be carrying it around or using it for 24 hours, as the batt will be flat or it will be real heated up.

For instance, just last night when I came home from outside with my laptop, I was bathing n this things just came into my mind and i can’t possibly stop wat I am doing and blog it down. Besides it also depends on mood, like in the morning. Anyway that’s all I wanna blabber about this nonsense..

Hmm shall talk about some updates about my MBS stuffs. Its really driving me insane.. Until then, they still could not confirm with me when training starts and I really have problem finding temp jobs while waiting cuz I have to tell them an exact date when I can commit my temp jobs until. Cuz of my side not being able to show commitment, many job offer turns me down.

But nevertheless, I am beginning a short term assignments of 2 weeks next mon. Its very lowly paid, but I am getting breathless with lots of bills to clear n expenses tighted up until my neck.. Only $6 per hour, 9am – 6pm, located at Tiong Bahru Industrial Area. However the only good thing about this job is, I dun have to wear formal to work.. The real bad thing was, this agency have a very bad practice, bad in a sense for me..

The cut of date is every 5th of the month and pay will only be received on the 12th of each month. I started work on 2th Nov, which means I only can get my pay for this job on the 12th of Dec. Wow that’s gonna be pretty long… Besides I am definitely sure that my saving won’t be able to last until so long.. The most tricky part was, I have a big quarrel on n off wif my mum.. Of cuz borrowing $ from her is impossible, not to say about quarreling with her..

I really can’t wait to get my 1st pay from MBS.. But until now, I only received emails from them recently, telling me to do this do that again.. So many things to do n settle.. Just yesterday I received an email, asking me to go to SingPost to get a credit report sent to me to my email and forward to them for Security Background Checks.Well as I have been using fast cash advance with my credit cards n only paying the minimal amount each month, I am worried I will be forfeited for this job..

Just hope everything goes well n I can start work soon. Its not like I will cheat the company or casino money cuz I am really out of cash zzz. But of cuz, who would have believe me? All I have to do is, to be truthful and never break any trust out of any 1. Even if I am poor n have no $, I live my life honestly, I earn my pay without cheating. All I hope was to start my full time job immediately!!!.

Well its no over yet. Though I have sent the Credit Report over, but not long ago while I was watching Nightmare On Elm Street 3 halfway, I received call from the Security Dept of MBS again. i tot they have confirmed the date of training, ended up its sound background check again..Asking me to give phone Numbers of my past employers.. Hence I gave him and once again, the uncertain waiting time cont..

Oh ya next thing was, since mac was closing early last nite, hence I decided to go for a jog again. It sure was killing me. Its been week since I last jog. My muscles are killing me now wif all those aches. Well last nite was alright, cuz I have music with me while I was jogging, and have done some push ups n stomach exercises.. Its really hard to slim down at such age, but just hope I can slim down a little.

Sigh..Mon’s job location is really so far away.. but anyway, just do it.. Its been a long time since I went to a cinema n watch a movie, there’s 1 movie I think I have to catch it. Michael Jackson’s This is it. My music idol. Shall pull William to watch it with me, but I doubt he would want to watch.. I just hope my down life be over real soon..Can’t rmb wat else I have to blog but I shall end it here ba..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:26 AM .

Movie Review: Nightmare On Elm Street 3

Evolution of the movie? The series of the this movie gets scarier and more interesting. Survival of 1st Series came back but of cuz she has to die in this episode, so does the ppl who were from the 1st series as well, like Nancy’s dad. This series is about burying the corpse of Freddy in the real life, in order to save the remaining children of the Elm street, who were in Freddy’s dream. Look forward to Series 4.

bubbles of sadness.

*11:22 AM .

Friday, October 30, 2009

Misc Thoughts: Pre-said

Well i thought of blogging about it,since i have several things that came into my mind. But because of the sinus problems, i feel not in a good mood to blog now as it blocks away my thoughts..
Hence i shall jot down what i thought about and blog it next time.
1) The 'Mind' is a special and unexplainable thing
2) Full Time job at MBS - uncertainties but extra things to do. (Now demand for Credit Report.
3) Temp Assignments - Searching for 1, and manage to find another short term assignment of 2 weeks but lowly paid. Starting Next Mon.
3) Misc Stuffs here n there.
4) Conversations with the arcade auntie.
That's all that i can think of now.. Shoo Sinus, stop disturbing me. I am feeling super terrible

bubbles of sadness.

*12:58 PM .

Movie Review: Nightmare on Elm Street 2

Finally the second series out of 6 in total. I still remember when i was young, i used to be very frightened of this movie, that i dun even dare to slp after watching it. Cuz there's no cure or solution to killing freddy. But now that i am grown up, it didn't seem scary to me anymore, but its definitely gross. In the past, when it comes to series movies, the sequence is no difference from the series movie now. Present director has lost the creativity? as usual, this episode is the revenge of freddy.

bubbles of sadness.

*12:55 PM .

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Misc Post

In few hours more to go, i will be heading for a part time interview at Raffles Place, OCBC Bank. Well the sky is so dark, i just hope tat it does not rain when i was about to leave house. Hmm interview is somehow the most irritating part, yet inevitable during job hunting. I wonder if the job will be nice or not.. Anyway i just hope the MBS will have news for me fast so that i dun have to feel so uncertain about everything n having trouble to find temp jobs here n there..

Anyway some misc things, which i left out journey back from SIM. While waiting for the 2nd bus back to sem from Sim, i encountered 3 monkeys near the bus stop around macritchie reservior (spelled wrongly). 2 adults n a small 1. The small 1 was digging in the rubbish bin for food. While 2 big ones were lotiering around. The bus stop i was located has 2 bus stops. 1 at the back n 1 in front with a road in the middle. Hence i was at the back bus stop while the small monkey was at the front bus stop's bin. Then the adult monkeys were at the back of my bus stop.

1 of then crosses the road n approached the small monkey. Perhaps the small monkey was digging things out of the bin tat spread around, the approached of the adult monkey startled it n at some point of time, either 1 of them were lotiering in the middle of the road. It was so dangerous if bus were to come. Luckily the bus came but i was looking at the driver n he noticed the monkeys as well. Anyway the monkeys did left the road path upon noticing the arrival of the bus.

Several ppl were taking pic with a close view at the bin, but i just sit at the bus stop n take a few pic from my laggy handphone. It was in a rush n my bus arrived, hence only got 2 of the pictures not nicely taken..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:57 AM .

Movie Review: Nightmare on Elm Street

Recently i am digging into old movies. Some of which were around the year i was born. This movie is still as scary as ever, especially for those horror movies, which have an ending where there's no solution to it. A gruelsome death which i rmb comes from this episode, where the guy was sunk underneath his bed n comes all the blood gushing up and onto the ceiling, spreading out. Since there's no gd ending, i will be watching all the rest of the episode from 1 to 6. Feeling sure is great with so many ppl around me at mac, unlike if i were to watch alone at home haha.

bubbles of sadness.

*11:29 AM .

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Movie Review: Saving Private Ryan

Another classic movie of the past i have watched it, cast by Tom Hanks. Though in the past, i did really managed to watch the full movie on TV last time, but the ending is still so sad. This time round, i managed to catch the full length of the movie, it never fail to send me tearing again. Of cuz, not in the public at SP Mac! Hence i have to somehow control my tears. Yup SP mac has been a frequent place for me as i am there almost every day. Can't afford to embarrass myself there. But nevertheless its still a great movie to catch. Since this time i managed to catch the full movie, i finally understand what does the movie title Saving Private Ryan means..During the world war, an American Mother who have 4 sons being sent to the war, all were killed, but left with 1. Hence a mission led by captain John H. Miller (Tom Hanks), to locate the last Ryan member of the family, and rescue him back. It ended up in a tragedy, but Captain Miller sacrifice his life and almost all of his comrades to earn Ryan's life. The Ending was a great 1, but really sad indeed..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:45 AM .

Monday, October 26, 2009

My Weekly Horo

Your horoscope - Week of October 26, 2009 The next two and a half years are going to bring success, because you'll be more ambitious than usual. Saturn moves into Libra this week and begins the process of changing signs. It will complete this process in 2010 and then remain in Libra for another couple of years. You'll begin to feel as though you have more control over your life. You can now aim for those dreams, and you have an excellent chance of manifesting them. Your love life looks fun, especially if you're single and hoping to meet someone special.

Hmm, another reading that seems like giving me hope. well like is full of hopes at times, but i am not gonna take it seriously and have a great setback should this not happened. But it would be nice if it were to come true haha. Is my down gonna end soon? Apparently, it doesn't seem true, judging from current situation. Let's hope so, especially that 'special' someone.Hopefully not a rotten egg.

bubbles of sadness.

*2:15 PM .

Movie Review: Edward Scissorhands

Reminise 1 of the favourite movie of the past. Yes Edward Scissorhands, a sad romance story. I used to love this movie in when i was young. Can't imagine how to live with no proper hands but only scissors, which u might cut urself or the others around you. At times it can come in handy,but many difficulties with normal life. However, in this movie, it just shows the ugly side of human beings making used or him and casting him away, disregard his contribution for them.Anyway i just love this movie.

bubbles of sadness.

*1:05 PM .

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Trip to SIM on 23rd October 2009, Friday

Well, on this very day, I was very reluctant to travel to SIM, just to settle some timesheet stuffs for my most recent temp job, while I was still waiting for my full time job at Marina Bay Sands. I hate to admit that this form of dry waiting of uncertainties has really spoilt my life to the max. I have waited since Feb this yr and my patience has really run dry.. Nevertheless, I am still waiting for news from them.

The only latest news I have is, estimated start date for the training period is late Nov or Dec. However, even so, it was is not confirmed n finalized, as the date might even be postponed further.. Well, some how I dunno what to say, whether I count myself really lucky or super unlucky.. It really make it seems like it was a big joke to me and I can really say, its indeed a miracle that I am still barely able to survive until now..

Everything starts off since last yr where economic crisis starts, followed by my lost of perm job in advance, due to conflicts wif my new boss. I lost 900 bucks of prorated AWS.. Besides that, finding full time job seems impossible with so many ppl out of job n competing with the low job openings. In addition, I am in the means of preparing my exams which is around May, hence I can’t possibly find a full time job n quit only after a few months to prepare for my exams.

The only options was temp job.. However, it seems so hard as well. Imagine, in the past, I only have to send resume and I can receive lots of calls from the companies, but this time round, none called me even after I send resumes for more than 2 weeks.. The only news I managed to receive was investment, financial companies.. Hence after a few months, miracle came where I got my 1st temp job at Nus Law School.

Though job was low n boring, but the working hrs are short n only have to work 3 days a week, paying 7.50per hr. I only have to work from 10 – 5pm. Hence naturally the pay is not gg to be a lot for a month. However, there are times where I dun have to come to work cuz there’s nobody around. My handphone bills, and credit bills where my $ were run super low, that I am on fast cash, were all piling up, months by months…

Never expected that I finally got a job, something unlucky happened. I dislocated my right foot during 1 nite while I was barely started to jog. It was a pathetic n helpless nite.. Sitting alone on the staircase, with no aid coming to me at all, but curious passerbys.. The weather wasn’t really helpful as well, with strong winds n rain coming down out of a sudden.. I struggled home painfully tat nite..

Hence the $ I get from my 1st temp job, was being used up on medical expenses.. I went to the Chi Sensei recommended by Kia, near Marsiling Mrt. Kit companied me there by cab as I really couldn’t walk at all.. My dislocated right foot was fixed back, but the sore was too big that I have to wrap my right foot up.

Every few days I have to travel to Marsiling to treat my foot. And each consultation means 25 bucks gone.. Furthermore, I am unable to travel to work for weeks.. Cuz Nus Law location is at Newton Area, Around Newton Circus there.Upon reaching I have to climb up a hill like road until I reach the top. It was suffering. Anyway there goes my pay, n exam comes.

I stopped my job, but after my exams, I couldn’t continue with the job there as they have no more jobs for me to do. Hence I begin finding full time job, however, cuz I was waiting for Marina Bay Sands for news, Cuz during Feb, I came across the job fair at Suntec and applied many positions. I only managed to get back the news after months.. with only an sms that I have been shortlisted for an interview.

Hence I am in a dilemma whether to wait or just find another full time job. But such opportunity is rare.. Ended up I couldn’t find any jobs anyway cuz times were really bad n I am really out of $.. I was really another lowest point.. thank goodness, gov gst credit of 200 came in time to safe me a little during 1st july? Of cuz this wasn’t enough to clear my bills..

Weeks passed, I am near death again.. Thankfully a frd of mine in SIM, Angie, offered me a temp position though lowly paid.. But at least it can helped me last until Sep, where MBS told us that training will start est. around Oct. Hence I can work from Aug until end Sep. (MBS have confirmed me as their staff n I signed the employment agreement.) However, something bad happened again…

The temp job I am in, is actually covering an actual story.. They were actually hiring me as a replacement while they are finding a new full time staff. Worst news came when I noe that the training date were postpone further until further notice. Either late Nov or Dec, or might be further for it to open.. And my boss told me, they have found a new full time staff, so my service will be terminated early, where I was thinking of extending my service until Nov..

So I ended on 4th Sep without a job again.. I rot at home for almost 3 weeks where by chance, an agency called me as they have saw my resume at jobstreet.com. I found a temp job again, at UniSim. By the time I have managed to defer my Sch for a year, n was relief that my 2 papers I took last yr, barely passed.. Not very happy, but relief that I didn’t waste $ like previous yr..

Defer took me 107 bucks.. Furthermore, b4 I got my results on Sep, I have some cock up n my results were delayed.. Cuz UOL side have failed to send me a letter for registration payment early of the sem. As a result, I did not pay the fee of 261 Pounds last yr. Hence they told me to pay it else my results will be held.. I was so anxious of this additional fee, thank goodness, my 2nd sis managed to help me with that, but of cuz mum nagging at me a lot.. It was really no peace at home..

Back to my temp job, it was 6.50 per hour..8.30 – 5.30, mon to fri..The work place was the worst of all I have work as a temp in my life. Imagine 1stly, a security office, where I am a temp staff, I need to enter n exit the office, but yet I wasn’t issue a security pass. 2ndly, my com is win 2000.. So lag n slow.. Internet? Nope, I wasn’t given access, yet my other temp colleague got a new com with internet. This is because his sister is a full time staff there.. So unfair..No music at all too.. It was super boring.

I have to carry my laptop, which my 2nd jie fu brought it over from his office, for me to use, to office to work on it. To the washroom part, it was located just right behind me where I was sitting. What a location. Worst is, the toilet is unisex.. 2 cubicles inside a washroom, 1 for male, 1 for female. Can u imagine, gg to the toilet halfway, I woman come in.. It was super awkward…

Anyway what I was told was, this job from sep work until end nov..i was thinking it can last me until my full time job comes hopefully, but ended up some stunts happened again. It was only 14 days of work there n they have nothing for us to do anymore.. Hence was told not to come until further notice.. Unlucky thing was, when we enter, on the 23rd Sep, it was just after the cut off date of the agency. Hence we have to wait until 1 month plus b4 I can get my pay, which is on the 3rd Nov..

Hence now, here I am slacking at home.. On this day, 23rd Oct, cuz the cut off date was 25th Oct, I need to get this time sheet signed n stamped and faxed over, hence here I am, travelling for nothing.. Just to get tis over n done with. Anyway, just to be on the brighter side, just told my self it’s a visit to those eye candies at my office. Yup there’s a group of ladies there, some were quite pretty. Since they travel in group at times to the pantry n washroom at times, just take a look as they walked pass from my boring work.

Tat’s the only welfare for my eyes at this temp job ba.. However, I got my news upon reaching tat, they dun need any temp staffs anymore unless too many things to do.. Which means I have to find another temp job again.. But its hard cuz seldom got company need short period like less than a month..so it’s a farewell to all those eye candies there as I won’t be there anymore.

Well I wonder how am I gonna survive from now on again.. Its going to be another down soon.. Currently I have to wait long until 3rd Nov, b4 I get the pathetic 14th Day of work to survive, which can’t lasted a month after deducting those bills.. Not to mentioned b4 I get this pay, these few days, I am left wif some lucky cash I received from my 2 sisters for my birthday. They gave me 50 bucks each as a present..

Bill alone was hard.. I can’t even suspend my line for a while cuz it was freshly signed up. Initially I signed this while I was working at Suns and with y 2nd Ex, Ser. Signed up cuz the bill was ex per month as phone usage was high while I was wif her.. Having 3 lines n getting discount, though it was cheaper 80+ per month, compare to only 1 line, 100+ per month..

However, to me now, 80+ per month was tough n it was like wasted.. Cuz I am no longer with her, hence phone usage was cut to a very low amount. No longer did I over short my time, but instead I have so much of free time unused.. It seems like a waste… Anyway I just hope this bad year is gonna be over for me soon… It was really unbearable always gg down to the lowest point in my life, barely rising up.. Gimme some room to BREATHE!!!

Will i be able to cross this hurdle again this time? I really run out of wits n ideas already.. I’m dying off….

bubbles of sadness.

*1:56 PM .

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Zoo Trip Photos

Well i think this post is supposed to be very far along, since the last zoo trip with nel, wil, ding n kit. Well partly cuz i was busy with my things, plus also plain laziness, its being delayed until now. Well after tidying up several things at home and tidying up the mess in my 'temp' laptop, i have organized all my mp3 songs and pictures in the laptop. Finally i have paste them all into here.

Below were the pictures, but sad to say due to time constrains cuz of the group i went zoo with, i dun really have much time to take good pictures as well as indicate the names of the animal i have taken. Hence i shall just paste them here for view. Next time i visit a zoo, i shall take my whole time n carefully take them down.Of cuz, there will not be those pictures of 'eye candies' whom we came across several times during the zoo trip.Only pictures of animals.

Here comes the photos, some of them were my favourite shot!

This is 1 of my top favourite. It seems so natural n wild n i managed to take the picture down! Actually it is yawning a supposed. haha, what do u think?

This is the picture of another 1, from the above. As u can see, the other 1 was lying down, which i took earlier on. So close view with such a predator? Its not young animals, but its an adult. Well look closer, obviously, there's a glass between us.

This was 1 of the best shot i managed to took. The pictire was very clear n sharp.Take it when i was nearing the seal performance.

Here comes the seal!

This scene with the duck and the 2 turtle on the branch looks sweet. Hence i decided to take the shot.

Now this scene, does it reminds you of a scene of the pokemon game you played during battle time?Hence i decided to take it down.

Another lovely scene, and next comes a series of fruitbats pictures in actions which reminds me of some movies.

Batman!!!

Is that a larva??? No!! Its Dracula resting in actions.Sssshhh!!!!Hush! Be Quiet or your blood might be sucked dry.

Wow! What a move. 1 winged angel from sephiroth's FF7?

I caught this scene when i left the group n wandered alone for a while, where i was alone with it. It was staring n looking at me when i approach near. I walked to the left, its eyes followed me. Off to the right, the eyes nv left my vision. Hence here comes the shoot, but its too far away for my camera phone..

Well actually there's a lot more, but laziness has set onto me again. Besides my nose is giving me probs again, thanks to the same old sinus. Hence its time i stopped here. Anyway those are some interesting pics i got. The rest are all in my photobucket or com. Left only for my close frds to view it.

bubbles of sadness.

*2:52 PM .

Movie Review: Fanboys

Well another movie, which i just stopped watching halfway through, not really because its not interesting. Perhaps just me or those who are not a fan of Star Trek or Star Wars. I think its about a comedy between the war of Star Trek Fans & Star Wars Fans. The jokes were practically lame to me, and the movie doesn't appeals to me. Though its a high rating, i rate it poor..

bubbles of sadness.

*2:48 PM .

Friday, October 23, 2009

Movie Review: Paul Blart - Mall Cop

This movie when it came to the cinema, it doesn't really caught my attention, but after watching it, i find it not bad. There's some parts which managed to make me chuckle a bit at times. not too funny but also not too boring. Overall above average i would rate this movie.Salute to a fat cop, who turns into a hero. I really admire that such a kind of man, can also found such a beautiful lady as his wife.

bubbles of sadness.

*12:12 PM .

Movie Review: Rec

This movie is actually a different version of Quarantine. Rec is a Spanish version, unlike Quarantine which is in Eng Version. The Storyline is more or less the same. Oso the same with the camera taking effect..which is making the head painful..Since its repeated like being bitten by the victim n spread of the rabis disease, if i rmb correctly while watching quarantine in the cinema.. Since this version is the same, so i decided to skip it after watching the front part...

bubbles of sadness.

*12:05 PM .

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Movie Review : The Black Swindler

This movie was screened last year 2008. I came across this movie, so i decided to watch it. Well the story is quite complicated as expected of most Jap's taste, like Jin Tian Yi. However, this movie, no matter how they tried to make it complicated, it doesn't really make it look interesting. I wasn't very happy with the movie, though the suspense was there on the long plot of how he manage to swindle the big swindle for revenge. It sounds really odd, but furthermore, there's still several parts without clear understanding. It sends me puzzled here n there.. Overall a below average movie i would rate, apart from the 8.2 out of 10 rating on the web, given to this movie. up to the others who might likes suspense movie n having urself headache to guess n try to understand everything. You may like to take up this challenge.

bubbles of sadness.

*12:07 PM .

Friday, October 16, 2009

Anime Suzuka

Series Information
Title:Suzuka
Type:TV Series, 26 episodes
Year: Jul 7, 2005 to Dec 29, 2005
Genre: Drama, Romance, School Life, Shounen, Sports
Status:Complete

Summary
Yamato Akitsuki travels to Tokyo alone to study in one of the high schools located within the area. He lives in with his aunt who operates a public bath solely for the ladies in the local district and begins his normal high-school life. One day, he chances upon a girl in school and is immediately mesmerised by her beauty. He is shocked when he realise later that the girl, Suzuka, is actually living next door to him. From then on, Yamato's ordinary life begins to change little by little.

My Notes
Hmm never expect to have a nice Anime to add into my Anime List. It was by chance, while i was on the way home from part time work at Unisim 1 day in a bus journey. I happened to sit beside a guy watching this Anime series n it really attract my attention. Being into love & Romance, such kind of Anime really interest me. Being hard on the practical world, i tend to sink into such categories n immense myself into the story n envy the love tat's totally impossible in the real world.

Perhaps this is just a small little world for me to hide inside n feel the love in the story. Well this is another anime which really draws me in and keep on chasing until the last episode, just like Elfen Lied (recommended by Ding Jie), unlike certain anime which i can't watch for long...Its always a pity each time i finished the final episode.. Its always a mixed feelings where during the story, i wanna move on fast n reach the ending as i am anxious of it.However, upon reaching it n knowing the final outcome, its a grief that there's no more progress in the story...However, i am glad that it ended in a happy ending!

bubbles of sadness.

*12:47 PM .

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