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Summary for these few days

Since i am busy recently, just need to update some things so i won't forget them future when i am free in a few days time, i'll update them..

Friday

Supposed to meet up with Jamie for the modelling selection, ended up for some reason cannot reached her.. my colleague companied me for lunch after work at amk hub to wait for her news but still no valid.. Ended up my colleague left 1st, so i waited at amk arcade for her news..Finally ard 6pm plus she called n apologize cuz of her tight schedule at work n had a foul day..

But she told me she fought for my position n i got into it just like tat.. Anyway so i sort of become a contract model ba.. Anyway many things were still not cfm yet cuz of many doubts n uncertainties.. So i headed back to sp n meet duck n sherman for dinner. Nv expect Jamie took cab down to sp to find me.. So of cuz i knew it..Prepared to lend her a listening ear, listening to her sorrows...

She proposed to go to Sem Park again n at there, she pour her things out.. until the very end, she confessed her feelings for me..Well the feeling of love is great, but its not when u have no feelings for someone.. Now when i am blogging, i am thinking, i shld be like some1, even though dun really love tat person, but just have some1 ard for company sake..

However, i find tat i cannot accept such a thing.. Anyway rejected her, telling her the reasons very clearly n she catch the meaning very well.. Anyway, since i broke her heart, i feel bad n stayed longer as requested.. Though i must admit, she has really treated me very well so far, but from wat i foresee, such things will definitely disappear if i accepted her.. No time for me to blog much in details, shall blog it more detailed nxt time..

Saturday

Cuz i went home late n rest late, i overslp n 1st time got late for training.. My trainer is quite worried for me, cuz it might hinder my career progressment.. So i better dun be late 2nd time in 3 mths, else i gonna sign a warning letter... i am quite a ok student among some of the trainees, so my trainee was disappointed when i was late for work..late by 8mins..

Anyway i think cuz i was so tired n i went straight hm to rest after work...

Sunday

after work went ps to play cards game with ben n wil, again waste time there, but ok la, can relieve stress.. Though i played few hours, no win no lose again...Wil is snake, so fan tai sui..He is like keep on losin, while ben is winning again..

Monday

Today after my work, i went to ps to wait for wil to finish work.. Cuz so far only Golden Village have the movie Nodame Cantabile.. Some more its 6.50pm.. Well since my ex is watching it wif faith, the only person i can turn to is wil.. Though initially i find it hard to get wil to watch this movie wif me, finding my sincerity managed to pull him come watch..

Anyway since i am early, i went arcade to play until he come n headed to dinner at LJS, my favourite Cajun Chicken set.. Virus at training room spreads n i really fall down le.. I caught the cough as well.. So after dinner, since still early, i decided to accomodate wil to play a game of snooker as we have more time...of cuz i lose...then we headed to catch the movie...

Wow its really nice, reminising the anime.. its so colourful, humourous n touching as well...Though the ending was so disappointing, but its the fact in life... Can't be helped... Hmm Chaiki is really too self centered at times n i really can't stand it.. anyway anime n movie, its still so great! Wil nv regret watching the movie n he wants to watch the anime cuz he dun understand many things inside the movie.. great classical piece..I dun mind watching it again =)

bubbles of sadness.

*11:38 PM .

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Off Day

Its off day again!!! rest quite early last nite n woke up quite late.. So now using com n laze at home until late afternoon then i go meet ben n will later. Just now played BeJewelled on facebook n i beat mm's Score le!! but ok la, not alot, just merely beat her score of 230k+ for me..So now is drama n anime time, b4 i headed to sp.

bubbles of sadness.

*2:16 PM .

Movie Outing wif Colleague

Hmm tue otw back from work, i was talking to Wil on phone while travelling on bus to tpy mrt wif my colleague. She heard me complaining on the phone to wil tat he dun wan to company me watch Alice in the Wonderland 3d, so she offered to watch it wif me. I was so grateful for tat as i had a hard time finding frds to watch this movie wif me as my guy frds find tat its so childish n gerlish..

So off we headed to cinema ytd (Wed) after training at Amk hub.. We reached amk ard 4pm n went to buy the 4.30pm show..Wa, she was really so different... Headed down to buy some finger food to eat, which she recommend me some snack downstairs.. Also shared wif her what me n my ex used to eat at the basement there, eg the durian pancake. She actually bought mango snowice, 2 sausage prata, went to cold storage to buy potato chips n drinks as its cheaper there..

Long time nv eat potato chips le.. ended up stuff until our bags like bloated like tat n headed up for the movie..luckily not late, but i didn't managed to go washroom b4 the movie..So thruout the movie is eat n eat.. Envy her tat she can eat alot also not fat.. Hmm the movie wasn't really very nice, but the 3d was not bad.. IT could have been better if we go GV to catch the 3d as i heard GV has better quality..

After which, headed for dinner at foodcourt, where i intro her my ex's favourite, the fish soup.. I ate heartily as the fried fish taste so delicious..After which we talked about work n other funny stuffs there until ard 9pm + where we bid each other farewell.. Hmm she lived in amk area n when i heard tat she is walking distances to yck mrt, i was so shocked n say my ex lived ard there as well..

anyway we both were tired of the whole day, she has to go back batam to pray early in the morning, so i originally wanted to go back sp to play arcade a while to relief stress, but judging from the time, arcade already close le. so i headed to amk arcade to play.. Originally, arcade close at 11pm n i wan to wait for wil to finish work b4 i headed home wif him, but cuz some idiotic ppl at arcade there arrived, dun wan to waste alot of cash, so i just leave early n headed home to rest myself.

bubbles of sadness.

*1:49 PM .

Hospital Visit to Ding

Tues after training, headed down to hospital to c Ding.. Wa sian lo.. This Mr ding nv let me noe tat hospital visit got such visiting hours.. Now seem so restricted, wan to visit ppl in hospital have to register n queue up.. Visiting hours is ard 12pm to 2pm n 5pm to 8pm.. I reached there at 4pm, only to find tat i am not allowed to go in.. So i got ntg to do, except to force myself to have early dinner, though i am not hungry while waiting for e time..

He is not able to travel abt cuz he's on drip.. Sian tat i even almost dozed off at the food court there.. After settling my appt for my own stuffs, i have ntg else to do.. Finally time has reaching so i headed up to c him.. He's feeling better now, just ntg to do down there.. Wa the atm is so humid tat i felt so warm down there..So company him to chat quite some time there, until his mum come not long n duck reached..

So both of us chat wif him until ard 7pm b4 we leave the place n go back to sem n play arcade b4 heading home to rest...

bubbles of sadness.

*1:43 PM .

A Day at Home after training

I think the assessment n the daily waking up so early to work have been draining my energy mentally n physically, so i have no energy left n decided to go hm early after work.. Though i have originally planned to visit Ding after work, but since after calling him, he did not pick up the phone, i decided to head home n rest instead...

However, i spent the time using laptop after having a very short nap.. Watching Dramas as well.. I have dinner at home too.. Well i think my budget really running very low again, better try having dinnr at home n not spent too much outside.. haven't even receive my 1st pathetic pay..Still have so many things need to clear n readjust myself b4 stabling again from the financial crisis last yr..

So after dinner, i went out to buy somethings for tml's work b4 i headed home n slp ard 10pm+..

bubbles of sadness.

*1:37 PM .

Cards game wif Ben n Wil

Well its definitely worth the cele for the gd job at training, so went on cards game wif Ben n Wil on sun at Plaza Sing. Heard tat Ding got hospitalize, so decided to visit him on Mon, since Sun cannot make plans well..Hmm cuz wil finish work at 4pm, so i went to the arcade there to play while waiting for them to come. Happy mood n i am performing well at the games there, though lose also nvm la..

Once wil come, headed for our games. We had Carl's Junior for dinner,not to 4get swensens ice-cream wif ben again! Weather getting so hot tat ice-cream is so frequent lately. Bought thin mint favour n yummy raisin. Well wonder is it long time nv eat carl's junior tat i dun really like the taste of the food there anymore.. Anyway after tat, we headed for our games at plaza sing burger king.. Hmm of cuz i lost this time round, but i am alright haha..

bubbles of sadness.

*1:27 PM .

A memorable assessment during training

If i am not mistaken, i conducted my training on Mon, just b4 i knocked off for the day.. I was the 2nd batch to be called for the assessment after a bad experience from the 1st batch n all of us get reprimanded.. B4 the assessment start, we were told tat 4 of us would be called for assessment today, so after lunch, me n colleague of the same table were like joking saying tat though both of us have no hands on experience, only theories, just bring it on.

Ended up, i was really called for the assessment.. Of all the assessor, i heard tat my assessor was the most terrible 1.. Of cuz i was very nervious actually.. So b4 i begin, she ask me how i feel n my reply was, many of the things i will be doing later, would be my 1st hands on demonstration, so if anything wrong, pls feel free to correct me.. beginning of the assessment was asking questions on grooming.. I answer them well..

next, i was told to do the opening of a table game, so i explained wat i would be doing, while showing the actions to her.. At the beginning, i was so nervous tat when i was dealing wif a few stacks of chips, my fingers were like shaking badly, so she told me not to shake my hands as it make her nervous as well.. But i couldn't ctrl it, just hope tat she understand n try my best not to be nervous..

However, i was doing well, only for a few minor mistakes as well as the trainers made a mistakes while they were teaching us, giving wrong information. However, after hearing her compliments on the things i am doing, "Very Good!" I got more n more confident n my hands just dun shake anymore.. So the sequence was opening of table, Fill/Credits chips, Cash change, closing of tables etc.. I did them well..

Until the last part, which was the preparations of 8 decks of cards at once, i grew more n more confident n i complete the whole long shuffling process, wifout any hiccups. I was the 1st to complete the assessment among the 4 of them. It was a great sense of satisfaction n achievement for me.. However, i am not gonna be pleased just like this.. Still room for improvement n need to brush up on some of the things, such as mental calculations of payments etc..

bubbles of sadness.

*1:15 PM .

Saturday, March 06, 2010

Terrible Day at training

There's so much things i wanna scold about my training condition...So many things i am so unhappy about, until i dun even noe how to start..1st the instructions from the 2 trainers were always contradicting n ever changing, tat even i who tries to adjust myself n adapt to their culture, finds it so hard to blend in follow.. Do already, they say its wrong...Yet they demand us to follow instruction n yet claim tat i failed to do so...

Well wat's wif the training system?so many probs.. 1st, the way they speak were so soft n hard to figure out the actually pronouciation of the word..2nd, the class is too big n such a kind of training, holds more value in practical than theories.. ended up i got theories but no practical experience at all..so wat happened was, i was so tired the nite b4 tat i go to bed, forgetting to set my alarm..

Hence it results in wasting $ on cab fare once again.. so i was in a daze when some ppl still failed the demonstration after being taught for so long...when the trainer asked for a volunteer who can correct it, my sub conscious mind, made me raise my hand, though usually i am a low profiler there... Ended up my speed was fast, though my whole body was shaking wif nervousness as it was my 1st time experience out of all the theories learnt...

Ended up, due to the contradiction of the 2 trainer's instruction, i was being stopped by the other trainer, interrupted from my thinking mind, asking me y shld i be arranging the chips? Ended up i neglect something minor from the interruption, tat i got scolded for tat...I felt so bad after tat, but some of my colleagues came n think tat i did correctly..but anyway its a hard lesson learn..Finally got some hands on experience..Hope i do well nxt time..

IN all, i am just still not tat good, still so green...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:06 PM .

Friday, March 05, 2010

Interesting Videos

Recently i came across some super funny comedy videos made by the Americans.. I just can't help laughing at it as it was really so funny. Its a gd form to relief stress though...However, there are some nudity to some of the funny videos.. I can't imagine how embarrass i can be, if i were to be 1 of the victims of the plot.. Well who's interested can ask me for the link to the videos personally haha.Nice funny things are gd to share!

bubbles of sadness.

*12:37 AM .

Off Day seem so short

Finally its my off day, but ended up i wasted it on slping until afternoon.. Supposed to go PolyClinic at Yishun to get my appt on TTSH back on schedule, so tat i can faster settle my army's medical review.. So i have no choice, but to take a cab down in the afternoon to settle it.. Of cuz gg there means wasting time on waiting.. Finally its my turn n the doctor inside, was so attractive n femaline. She looked so mature n lady-like..

Ok anyway i have to wait for the appt time n date, as they would call me in a few day's time.. Well earliest was said to be mid-May n i was like, oh no..wonder how am i able to settle this.. Ok so afterwards i took a cab back to sp.. Wait for nel n duck to come back from work n headed to kfc for dinner.. I missed lunch so i was super hungry...

After which, headed back hm n practice the chips handling awhile b4 gg to Kia's hse to return him the chip, n here i am back using com n preparing for tml's training again.. off day seem so short to me.. Well assessment in training coming soon n i am quite nervous abt it.. Its a 1 on 1 assessment n i dun really get the chance to have a hands on practice cuz of my table members..esp 1 or 2 ppl, being not cooperative enough..

I just hope i can do it well n pass the assessment wif confidence.. For the theory wise, i am quite confident abt it, but hands on is really so diff.. I will tested in a lot of fields..Chips handling, opening of tables, Filling/Credit chips procedures, Cash change, colour change, closin of table, dealing cards, annoucements, payments etc.. All the procedure i think i can rmb them, but i am not sure when i do it practically, it will work out for me or not...Hmm wish me luck!

bubbles of sadness.

*12:02 AM .

Thursday, March 04, 2010

An outing with Janice

Wed was the last day of my training week as thursday is the off day.. So few days ago, promised to company Jan out on a shopping trip as she complained rotting at home for few days.. I finished work n went bugis arcade to play sf4, while waiting for her to come.. She come about an hr later since i noe she always woke up late n i only called her when i finished work, so she have yet to prepare herself..

Anyway when she arrived, we begin walking a little while only, but as it was too humid, she decided to go mac n have a cup of ice-cream.. So from there, we have quite a while of conversation there, talking about many thigns as well as listening to her probs n stuffs. Luckily chatting wif her wasn't diff n awkward as i thought (Though initially it was awkward indeed), she can be chatty as well..

Finally its much cooler n we decided to head to bugis street to company her shop for her things.. Like wat i told her, i dun really like this place, only come there few times, when i companied Ser to bugis to shop.. Well looked for a clothings for her n help her out to select some earrings.. Hmm of cuz she's still like a child, hopping around, off the stairs etc.. Haha so funny it was, tat i can't helping smiling as i was walking behind her..

After which, its about time for dinner n treated her at Swensens.. Of cuz its not a quiet dinner as well n after awhile, its about time to go home.. this few days i was so tired tat i cannot hold my eyes awake in front of the com in the nite..think i was too exhausted...

bubbles of sadness.

*11:54 PM .

Mon & Tues

I got mixed up with Mon n Tue's things.. If i am not mistaken, after work on mon, i went to amk hub to mit wil to company him got fish & co interview his job, but he was told to come back nxt day to do it again.. After which we headed to have dinner, b4 heading for the movie, wolfman.. Paid the movie to scare myself..Though starting, i was too tired n the movie have some conversation n i dozed off...

But afterwards were those scary scenes which repeatedly come.. so i was sacred until my neck was stiff n my headache starts..

Tuesday was a busy day for me, due to my agency giving me lots of probs.. 1st i rushed to doby ghaut to get my cash cheque. By the time, it was almost 4pm n lots of UOB bank were close, so luckily i rmb seeing amk hub's UOB Bank n rmb tat it closes at 6pm. So i called to confirm tat b4 rushing down. Wil was there already for his interview..

The queue was long n i was sweating all over as it has been a humid day.. finally afterwards, we headed to have some ice-cream n finally have our dinner at NEBO again. Well the ger was working there as well, also the time when we have our dinner b4 gg to watch Percy Jackson. She's cute n wil's favourite. Forget to mention a funny thing, the last time we have our dinner there..

Of all the tables, she keep coming to clear our finished dishes, when we haven't leave, but for other tables, she or her colleague only go n clear them after the cust have left.. Of cuz saw her looking at us a couple of times. So just keep teasing wil tat if she comes again, will help him get her phone no. haha.

Well the model selection for a advertisement have been confirmed.. So i received an sms on the same day as well n would be mtg Jamie on Tues for a briefing on tat issue n thurs will be mtg her so she can bring me for the selection for her advertisement.. Hmm looking excited n forward to it.. Wonder how it would goes..

bubbles of sadness.

*11:44 PM .

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

Training On A Sun

As usual Sun i was on training, but afterwards i headed to amk hub to meet wil and ding. We agreed to watch Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief, so here we are catching it.. I was too tired, otherwise i would be able to enjoy the movie well enough.. As a result of fighting my tired body to stay awake, i end up having a headache after the movie...

It was a very nice movie, with some comedy inside the story to make some laughters, as well as some nice actions inside the movie..

bubbles of sadness.

*10:41 PM .

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